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Can you do a spencer x reader where there was a hard case and in the way back on the jet spencer takes care of reader? maybe they fall asleep together in the couch. Derek and Prentiss gossiping about them. Hotchner happy for them.
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doubt — spencer reid
pairing: spencer reid x reader ( no use of y/n ) content warnings: mention of victims, feelings of guilt, a/n: thank you for your request !! <3 hope you like this also derek and emily r so me i'd gossip too
The jet hummed as it cut through the night sky, a constant, rhythmic drone filling the quiet cabin. It was a sound you had grown used to, one that usually wrapped around you like a cocoon of familiarity after long, grueling cases. But tonight, it didn't help.
Your mind was elsewhere.The faces of the victims haunted you, their unfinished stories clawing at you. You had done everything you could. You knew that. But the ghosts of "what if" still lingered.
You stood near the small coffee machine, fingers loosely curled around a cooling mug. You hadn't taken a sip. You weren’t sure how long you’d been standing there, staring blankly at the darkness outside the window, your mind replaying every decision, every clue, every missed sign. Searching for something—anything—you could have done differently.
"Hi."
The quiet voice pulled you from the fog of your thoughts, and you turned slightly, blinking as Spencer stood beside you. He wasn’t looking at you, not directly, but instead at the untouched coffee in your hands. His own fingers fidgeted at his sides—an unconscious habit of his, one you’d come to recognize over time.
"You haven’t had a sip." His voice was soft, careful.
You exhaled a small, humorless breath. "Didn’t really feel like it."
Spencer nodded, his eyes flicking up to meet yours for just a moment before settling on the floor. "It was a hard case."
You swallowed against the lump forming in your throat and nodded. "They’re all hard."
"Yeah," he agreed, his voice quieter now. "But some of them stay with you longer than others."
A heavy silence stretched between you, thick with unspoken thoughts. You knew Spencer understood.
Maybe better than anyone.
"I keep thinking about what we missed," you admitted, your voice barely above a whisper. "If we had just caught something sooner, maybe they—"
"You can’t do that to yourself," Spencer interrupted gently. "We did everything we could. You did everything you could."
You wanted to believe that. Needed to. But the doubt still clung to you, stubborn and unrelenting.
Spencer hesitated for a second before shifting closer, his fingers brushing lightly against yours where they gripped the mug. It was the smallest touch, barely there, but enough to comfort you for a second. Enough to remind you that you weren’t alone in this.
"Come sit with me?" he asked, his voice almost hesitant.
For a moment, you considered saying no, retreating back into the safety of your solitude. But the exhaustion in Spencer’s eyes mirrored your own, and you realized—maybe you weren’t the only one who needed this.
You sat down next to each other on the couch, your body sinking into the plush seat with a quiet sigh. Spencer sat beside you, close enough that you could feel his warmth, but not quite touching.
Your arm rested along the back of the couch, fingers absentmindedly tracing the fabric as you stared ahead. Spencer remained silent for a moment, as if carefully considering his words.
"You know," he started, his voice barely above a murmur, "statistically, most law enforcement professionals experience some level of post-case guilt, even when they’ve done everything right. It’s—" he hesitated, then continued more softly, "it’s normal to feel like this."
You huffed a quiet breath. "That doesn’t make it any easier."
"No," he admitted. "It doesn’t."
There was another pause, but it wasn’t uncomfortable.
"But…" Spencer shifted slightly, his knee brushing against yours. "It helps to remember that what we do matters. Even when it doesn’t feel like enough. Even when it hurts." He glanced at you then, his brown eyes searching yours. "Because if we weren’t there—if you weren’t there—it would be worse. And that has to mean something."
Something in your chest tightened at his words. Spencer wasn’t one for empty reassurances. He never said things just to say them. So you knew, without a doubt, that he meant every word.
You let out a slow breath, your body finally allowing itself to release some of the tension you’d been holding. Without thinking too much about it, you shifted closer, resting your head against his shoulder.
For a moment, he tensed, just slightly, like he wasn’t expecting it. But then, just as quickly, he relaxed. You felt him tilt his head, the warmth of his cheek resting lightly against your hair.
Neither of you spoke. There was nothing more that needed to be said.
The hum of the jet and the rhythm of his breathing all of it lulled you into a drowsy calm. And as your eyelids fluttered closed, the last thing you felt was Spencer’s fingers ghosting over your arm in the lightest touch.
Across the cabin, Derek and Emily sat across from each other, a deck of playing cards scattered between them on the table. The game had lost its appeal somewhere around the third round, both of them too drained from the case to focus, but neither ready to sleep just yet.
It was Emily who noticed first. She had been mid-sip of her coffee when her gaze drifted toward the couch, and her eyebrows lifted slightly in surprise. Nudging Derek’s foot under the table, she tilted her head in their direction.
Derek followed her gaze, and a slow grin spread across his face.
"Well, well," he murmured, leaning back in his seat. "Would you look at that?"
Emily smirked, setting her mug down. "About time, don’t you think?"
Spencer and you were curled together on the small jet couch, your head tucked against his shoulder, his resting gently against yours. His arm had shifted somewhere during the flight, now draped lightly along the back of the seat, fingers barely brushing against your shoulder in sleep.
And for the first time all night, you both looked… peaceful.
Derek shook his head, amusement flickering in his eyes. "I knew Pretty Boy had it in him. Took him long enough, though."
Emily chuckled, crossing her arms. "We should let them sleep. I think they both needed it."
"Yeah, yeah," Derek said, waving a hand. But the teasing glint in his eye remained. "Doesn’t mean I won’t bring this up later."
Just then, a shadow shifted in the doorway.
Aaron Hotchner stood near the back of the cabin, watching the two of you with something almost unnoticeable softening his usually serious expression.
Emily and Derek exchanged a glance before Derek leaned forward, keeping his voice low. "So, what do you think, Hotch? Should we start taking bets?"
Hotch exhaled a quiet breath, shaking his head. His gaze flickered back toward you and Spencer, and for a moment, something warm crossed his expression. A quiet kind of approval.
Without another word, Hotch turned, making his way toward his seat.
Emily smirked, leaning toward Derek. "That’s a yes on the betting pool, by the way."
Derek let out a low chuckle, shaking his head as they settled back into their seats.
And on the couch, nestled against Spencer, you slept on—blissfully unaware of the knowing smiles around you.
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Ink & Oath (tattoo artist!Mafiaso!Dean W.)
Summary: Reader comes to a quaint tattoo shop to get some much needed work done to her back piece... little does she know that her entire life will change in just a few short moments.
WC: 13.5K
Warnings: mafia au,tattoo artist dean nongraphic smut, angst with a happy ending, pregnancy
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A/N: i wasn't going to put this piece on tumblr, because of it being so long. Plus i'm honestly so tired of the blank blogs giving empty notes and not really giving much else. So i'm *probably* not going to keep this posted if it receives nothing but likes w/ little to no reblogs. I worked extremely hard on this piece a few days ago and it's honestly so discouraging to not get /something/ in return. Anyway, whatever.
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You’re standing at the counter of Winchester Ink, half-annoyed and half-desperate. The sleek, industrial-style tattoo parlor is packed, and the receptionist informs you that due to their packed schedule, only 40 minutes of work can be squeezed in today. You’d planned to finally finish the intricate back piece you’d started with another artist—one who bailed on you last minute.
Agreeing to the partial session, you put down the deposit and prepare for a follow-up. The artist does incredible work, but it’s not enough to bring your tattoo to completion. When you return for your second appointment, you’re shocked to find the shop’s owner himself—Dean Winchester—waiting for you. His broad shoulders and sharp green eyes hold a glare that’s almost as intimidating as his reputation.
He explains that your rushed appointment cost him money and time—and now you owe him. But when he notices your determination and sees your unfinished ink, a mischievous smirk creeps across his face.
“Alright, sweetheart,” Dean says, leaning on his desk, “I’ve got an offer. You want your back piece done? You’re gonna work it off. Be my shop assistant for a few weeks, cover some shifts. And maybe… I’ll finish the job myself.”
The lines between professionalism and something much darker start to blur as Dean’s attention becomes far more personal than just your tattoo.
You blink at him, trying to gauge if he’s serious or just messing with you. The way his smirk deepens when you hesitate tells you he’s enjoying this way too much.
“Are you even allowed to do that?” you ask, crossing your arms.
Dean shrugs, completely unbothered. “My shop, my rules.”
You glance around the parlor, the buzzing of tattoo machines filling the space, the scent of antiseptic and ink in the air. The place is busy, artists hunched over their clients, lost in concentration. Winchester Ink has a reputation for being one of the best, and Dean Winchester himself is practically a legend. It’s an opportunity, but it also feels like a trap.
Still, you want this tattoo finished. It’s been sitting on your back like an incomplete story, haunting you every time you catch your reflection. You can’t let it stay unfinished.
With a deep breath, you square your shoulders. “Fine. I’ll do it.”
Dean grins like you just handed him the keys to your soul. “Atta girl.”
The next day, you show up, not sure what to expect. Turns out, working at a tattoo shop is nothing like you’d imagined. It’s long hours of cleaning stations, refilling ink wells, running the front desk, and dealing with clients who can’t decide on a design to save their lives.
Dean watches you like a hawk, making sure you don’t slack off, but there’s something else in his gaze too—something that makes your stomach flip. And when he finally gets you in his chair, stretching your skin taut beneath his gloved hands, the air between you shifts. His touch is precise, his focus unwavering, but every now and then, his fingers linger just a second too long.
“You sure you can handle working here, sweetheart?” he murmurs, his breath warm against your skin as he leans in, the tattoo machine whirring softly.
You lift your chin, refusing to let him see how much he affects you. “I can handle a lot more than you think, Winchester.”
His smirk returns, this time laced with something darker, something that makes your pulse stutter.
“Good,” he says, dragging the needle across your skin in a slow, deliberate stroke. “Let’s see just how much."
--
The next morning, you step into Winchester Ink, now seeing it from the other side of the counter. The usual buzz of tattoo guns fills the air, along with the scent of antiseptic and ink. Dean, already working on a client, jerks his head toward the reception desk.
“You’re on desk duty today,” he calls over his shoulder. “Phones, appointments, clean-up. Try not to scare off the customers.”
You roll your eyes but take your place, answering the phone as a biker-looking guy strolls in, flipping through the portfolio. It’s an adjustment, sure, but you settle in fast. You’re almost enjoying it—until Dean appears behind you, close enough that his breath warms your skin.
“Not bad,” he murmurs, his voice rough, teasing. “But don’t think I won’t put you to work scrubbing floors if you slack off.”
You turn to retort, only to find yourself inches from his sharp green gaze. The tension crackles between you like a live wire, and from the slow smirk spreading across his lips, he knows it too.
Maybe this deal isn’t as simple as it seemed.
The shop closes late, and you’re still sweeping up stray paper towels and discarded ink caps when Dean finally locks the front door. Most of the other artists have already left, leaving just the two of you in the dimly lit space. The buzzing neon "Winchester Ink" sign outside casts a soft blue glow through the glass, flickering faintly like it’s seen too many late nights.
“You survived day one,” Dean says, leaning against the front desk with an amused smirk. “I was half-expecting you to run out crying after dealing with that Karen who wanted a ‘spiritual wolf’ tattoo on her lower back.”
You snort. “Please, I’ve dealt with worse.”
“Yeah?” He watches you for a beat, arms crossed over his chest, his black t-shirt stretching just enough to be distracting. “Guess we’ll see if you can handle tomorrow.”
Something about the way he says it—low, laced with something unreadable—sends a slow shiver down your spine.
“You really that desperate for free labor?” you tease, tilting your head.
Dean’s smirk deepens. He steps closer, just enough that you catch the faint scent of leather and aftershave beneath the lingering ink and antiseptic.
“Nah,” he says, voice dropping a little. “I just like watching you squirm.”
Your pulse kicks up, and you hate that he can probably tell. But before you can come up with a sharp response, Dean straightens, stretching his arms behind his head like he doesn’t have a care in the world.
“Go home, sweetheart. Get some rest.” He nods toward the back. “Your tattoo’s not getting finished if you pass out on me halfway through.”
You don’t move right away. The reminder of why you’re here—why you agreed to this in the first place—grounds you, just enough to shake off the heat in your chest.
“Goodnight, boss,” you say, deliberately casual as you set the broom aside and grab your bag.
Dean just chuckles, low and knowing.
“Night, sweetheart.”
And damn him, you swear you can still feel his gaze on your back long after you’ve stepped outside.
--
Working at Winchester Ink is no joke. The shop is always packed, and between scheduling appointments, sterilizing equipment, and dealing with customers who either can’t commit or want the worst design ideas imaginable, you barely have time to breathe.
Dean? He’s a menace.
He pushes you, makes you run errands, hands you the mop at the end of every shift like it’s some kind of personal game. But the worst part? The way he watches you.
It’s not outright—nothing you could call him out on—but it’s there. A glance that lingers too long. A smirk when he brushes past you, his hand skimming your lower back like it’s an accident. And the way he says things.
"You look good behind my desk, sweetheart."
"Bet you’d look even better covered in more ink."
"Careful, sweetheart. Keep biting that lip, and I might start thinking you’re doing it for me."
It’s infuriating. Mostly because part of you likes it.
--
By the time your shift ends, your feet ache, and you’re pretty sure you have ink on your cheek. Everyone else has already left, and it’s just you and Dean—again.
“C’mere,” he says from his station. His voice is softer than usual, but there’s still that teasing edge to it.
You hesitate. “Why?”
He taps the leather tattoo chair. “You wanna get that back piece finished or what?”
Your stomach flips. “I thought we were waiting—”
Dean raises a brow. “You put in the work, didn’t you? I think you’ve earned a little progress.”
You swallow hard. This was the deal. Your tattoo. That’s why you’re here. That’s all this is.
Right?
You climb into the chair, heart hammering as Dean snaps on a fresh pair of gloves. His fingers ghost over your skin as he carefully peels back your shirt, exposing your unfinished tattoo. The cool air sends a shiver down your spine, but it’s nothing compared to the way Dean’s touch lingers, his fingertips dragging just a second longer than necessary.
“Relax,” he murmurs, voice close to your ear. “I’ll take good care of you.”
The tattoo gun hums to life, but the only thing you can focus on is him—his breath against your neck, the steady grip of his hand on your waist.
And when he starts tattooing?
You swear it has nothing to do with the ink and everything to do with the way his touch sinks under your skin.
The sharp sting of the needle drags across your skin, but it’s not the pain that makes your breath hitch—it’s him. Dean’s touch is firm, his other hand resting against your waist, grounding you. His breath ghosts over your exposed skin as he leans in closer, the scent of leather, whiskey, and something unmistakably him flooding your senses.
“You’re tense,” he murmurs, voice rough and low. “Gotta loosen up for me, sweetheart.”
The words send a jolt of heat through you, pooling low in your stomach. You grip the edges of the chair, trying to focus on the rhythmic buzz of the tattoo gun, but it’s impossible when Dean is right there, his presence overwhelming.
He works slow, deliberate, the pressure of his hand steadying you with every pass of the needle. His fingers, clad in latex, slide against your skin, adjusting your position with a touch that’s almost too gentle. And maybe you’re imagining it, maybe it’s the adrenaline, but there’s something in the way his thumb sweeps over your side—something that feels less like a professional touch and more like a test.
A challenge.
“You okay?” he asks, but there’s something smug in his tone, like he already knows the answer.
“I’m fine,” you manage, though your voice is breathier than you’d like.
Dean chuckles, and you feel it vibrate through you. “Yeah? You sure?” His voice dips lower, teasing, and then—fuck. His hand moves, sliding just a fraction higher, his thumb tracing the dip of your spine in a way that has nothing to do with the tattoo.
Your pulse hammers. You should say something, should shift away, should stop this before it goes somewhere dangerous.
But you don’t.
Instead, you let out a slow exhale, pressing just slightly into his touch. It’s barely anything, just a shift of your body, but Dean notices.
Of course, he does.
His grip tightens—not rough, but possessive. The needle lifts from your skin, and suddenly, he’s not working anymore.
You hear the quiet click of the tattoo gun shutting off, the eerie silence of the shop settling between you. Your heart pounds as Dean pulls his gloves off with a slow, deliberate snap.
Then, he leans in, lips just brushing the shell of your ear.
“I think we both know this ain’t just about the tattoo anymore.”
You swallow hard, your breath uneven. “Dean—”
“Tell me to stop,” he says, his voice nothing but a growl now. “Tell me to back off, and I will.”
But you don’t say it.
You can’t.
Instead, you turn your head just enough that your lips are a whisper away from his. The air between you crackles, electric, and then—
He kisses you.
It’s not slow. It’s not tentative. It’s everything—all that tension, all those unspoken words, poured into one desperate, claiming kiss. His hand fists in your hair, tilting your head back, his other arm sliding around your waist and pulling you against him, hard.
You gasp against his mouth, and he takes the opportunity to deepen the kiss, his tongue sliding against yours, demanding and sinful. His teeth graze your bottom lip before he sucks it between his own, and you swear you feel the heat of it all the way down to your core.
“Fuck,” you whisper when he finally pulls back, your lips swollen, breath ragged.
Dean’s eyes are dark—dangerous.
“Sweetheart,” he drawls, his fingers tracing the curve of your waist, his voice pure sin. “We’re just getting started.”
--
The air in the shop is thick with heat, the scent of ink and sweat lingering between you. Your back is still tingling—not just from the fresh tattoo, but from the way Dean had held you, touched you, ruined you right there in his chair.
You’re still catching your breath, your body limp against the leather, when you feel him shift behind you. His fingers trace over your spine, a ghost of a touch that sends another shiver down your already overstimulated body.
“Y’alright, sweetheart?” His voice is hoarse, rough with something smug and satisfied.
You manage a breathy laugh. “You really have to ask?”
Dean chuckles, and you feel the warmth of it against your bare shoulder before he presses a slow, lingering kiss there. “Just making sure you didn’t pass out on me.”
You roll your eyes, but you’re too spent to come up with a sharp retort. Instead, you sigh, shifting slightly as you feel the ache settling into your muscles.
Dean moves away, and you hear the rustle of fabric as he tugs his jeans back on. You should probably do the same, but right now, your body feels like it’s made of liquid, melted into the chair that still smells like him.
A moment later, something soft lands on your back—a towel, warm and slightly damp.
“Clean yourself up,” he murmurs, his voice softer now, rough around the edges in a way that sends another ripple of warmth through you. “I’ll grab you some water.”
You prop yourself up on one elbow, watching as he moves across the shop. His shoulders are broad, his movements lazy, like he’s entirely at ease, but there’s something else there too—something in the way he glances at you over his shoulder like he’s still thinking about what just happened.
Like maybe he’s not done with you yet.
By the time he returns, you’ve pulled your clothes back on, though your skin still hums from his touch. He hands you a bottle of water, watching as you take a few slow sips.
“So,” you say finally, breaking the silence. “This part of the standard Winchester Ink experience?”
Dean smirks, leaning against the counter, his green eyes flicking over you like he’s already plotting his next move. “Nah,” he says, voice low. “Just the VIP package.”
You snort, shaking your head. “Right.”
For a moment, neither of you speak. The weight of what just happened still lingers between you, heavy and unspoken. And maybe this should be awkward—maybe you should be freaking out, wondering what the hell this means for the deal you made, for the tattoo, for anything.
But you’re not.
Instead, you watch Dean, the way his jaw shifts slightly, the way he looks at you like he’s still hungry, and you realize something.
This isn’t over.
Not even close.
And judging by the way Dean grins at you, slow and wicked, he knows it too.
You knew something was off about Dean Winchester. No man carries himself with that much confidence—that much authority—without having something to back it up.
But nothing could have prepared you for the truth.
You’re sitting in his apartment, a loft-style space above Winchester Ink, still tangled in his sheets, wearing nothing but one of his flannel shirts. The tattoo on your back is finally finished, but that’s the least of your thoughts right now. Because Dean just told you something that should have made you run.
He’s not just a tattoo artist.
Dean Winchester owns this city. Or at least, the parts that matter.
He’s the leader of something much bigger, much darker. The kind of operation that people whisper about in hushed tones, the kind that law enforcement pretends doesn’t exist because even they’re too scared to take him on.
And yet… you’re still here.
“You’re not saying anything,” Dean murmurs, watching you from across the room. His back is to the window, the neon glow of the city framing him in pale blues and reds. His green eyes are unreadable, but there’s tension in the way he holds himself—like he’s waiting for you to get up and walk away.
You take a deep breath, considering your words. “You just told me you run a criminal empire, Dean.”
He huffs a dry, humourless laugh. “Yeah. Guess I did.”
You tilt your head. “What do you want me to say?”
Dean studies you for a moment, then looks away, rubbing a hand over his jaw. “I don’t know. Figured you’d freak out. Maybe tell me I’m a monster.” His voice is low and rough, like he’s bracing himself for something inevitable. “Most people would.”
You take a moment, looking at him. Really looking.
And what you see isn’t just power, or danger, or the weight of everything he’s done. You see a man who has lost too much, who carries the weight of his past like a chain around his throat.
“You’re not a monster,” you say softly.
Dean’s eyes snap to yours like he wasn’t expecting that answer. “You don’t know the shit I’ve done.”
You exhale, pulling your knees to your chest. “Then tell me.”
He hesitates, his fingers twitching at his side. When he finally speaks, his voice is quieter than you’ve ever heard.
“My dad built this empire,” he says, staring out at the city. “He wasn’t a good man. He did a lot of bad things hurt a lot of people. But he kept us safe—me and my little brother, Sam. When he died, I took over. Thought I could do better, clean things up.”
You already know this story doesn’t have a happy ending.
Dean swallows, his jaw tightening. “I tried. But this life? It doesn’t let go. Sam didn’t want any part of it. Got himself a real job, a real life.” He lets out a bitter chuckle. “Thought I could keep him safe if he stayed away. But they still found him.”
Your stomach twists. “Dean…”
He exhales sharply, shaking his head. “I buried him six years ago.”
The words hang heavy in the air, and for the first time, you see it—the real Dean Winchester. The man who lost everything, who built his own empire on the bones of his past.
And yet, he told you.
He let you in.
You slide out of bed, crossing the room before he can stop you. When you reach him, you press your palm against his chest, feeling the steady, strong beat of his heart beneath your fingers.
“I’m still here,” you say softly.
Dean’s breath catches. His hands, rough and calloused, come up to cradle your face like he’s afraid you’ll disappear. His thumbs brush along your cheekbones, and when he speaks, his voice is almost pleading.
“You should be scared of me.”
You smile, just a little. “Maybe.” You lean up, brushing your lips against his. “But I’m not.”
Dean groans softly, his grip tightening, and when he kisses you, it’s different this time. Not just hunger, not just claiming.
It’s desperation.
Like he’s been drowning for years, and you’re the first breath of air he’s had in a long, long time.
Dean kisses you like he’s unravelling—like everything he’s kept buried for years is clawing its way to the surface. His fingers grip your waist, pulling you flush against him, like if he holds you tight enough, he can stop the ghosts from creeping back in.
You let him.
You let him take what he needs, because you’re still here. You don’t flinch when his hands slide lower, gripping you with a kind of desperation that has nothing to do with lust and everything to do with the fact that he’s terrified. Terrified that now that you know the truth, you’ll vanish like everyone else he’s ever cared about.
But you don’t.
Instead, you press closer, wrapping your arms around his neck, tilting your head so he can deepen the kiss. His tongue slides against yours, slow and deliberate, like he’s savoring you, like he’s memorising the way you feel against him.
His hands roam, calloused palms skating over your skin, slipping beneath the flannel you’re still wearing. When his fingers find bare skin, he exhales against your lips, his breath uneven.
“Sweetheart,” he murmurs, almost like a warning.
You pull back just enough to meet his gaze. “I’m still here, Dean.”
Something in his expression cracks, just for a second, before he fists the back of your shirt and tugs you toward him. His lips brush against your temple, your cheek, and your jaw. His breath is warm and ragged.
“You don’t know what you’re signing up for,” he mutters against your skin, his mouth ghosting along your collarbone.
“I don’t care.”
Dean stills. His grip on you tightens for half a second before he pulls back just enough to look at you, searching your face like he’s waiting for you to change your mind.
“You should care,” he says, voice rough. “People in my world don’t get happy endings.”
You reach up, fingers tracing along his jaw, feeling the tension there, the way his muscles tighten beneath your touch. “I don’t need a happy ending.” You tilt your head, letting your thumb brush the corner of his mouth. “I just need you.”
A low sound rumbles in his chest, something between a groan and a curse, before his mouth crashes back onto yours.
This time, there’s no hesitation. No restraint.
Dean takes—his lips moving against yours with purpose, his hands gripping your hips, lifting you with ease as he carries you back to the bed. The mattress dips beneath you as he lowers you onto it, his weight pressing you into the sheets, the warmth of his body chasing away the chill of the night.
“You sure about this?” he mutters against your lips, his forehead resting against yours.
You thread your fingers through his hair, tugging just enough to make him growl. “Shut up and kiss me, Winchester.”
Dean grins against your mouth before he does exactly that.
And when he claims you this time, it’s not just need—it’s something deeper, something neither of you are ready to name yet.
But it’s there.
And neither of you is letting go.
Dean doesn’t just kiss you—he devours you like he’s been starving for something real and only just realised you’re the thing he’s been craving. His hands are everywhere, sliding under the flannel you stole, gripping your thighs, tracing over the fresh ink on your back like he’s memorising the way his work looks on your skin.
The sheets are tangled around you both, the air thick with heat and the scent of him—leather, whiskey, something dark and utterly intoxicating. His mouth drags from your lips to your jaw, then down, pressing slow, open-mouthed kisses along your throat.
“I should ruin you,” he mutters, voice dark and full of something dangerous. “Make sure no one else even thinks about touching you.”
Your stomach tightens, heat pooling low in your belly. “You already have.”
Dean groans against your skin, his teeth grazing your collarbone before he sucks a bruise there—one that’ll be impossible to hide. “Damn right, I have.”
His hands are rough, calloused from years of working with them, but the way he touches you? Reverent. Like you’re something precious, something breakable—but only if you want to be.
“Tell me what you want, sweetheart,” he murmurs, his lips trailing lower, his breath hot against your skin.
You grip his hair, tugging just enough to make him look up at you, those sharp green eyes blown wide with hunger. “I want you.”
Dean doesn’t hesitate.
And when he finally gives you what you want, it’s not just sex.
It’s a claim. A promise that he is yours and yours alone.
The city hums beyond the window, but inside Dean’s apartment, everything is quiet except for the sound of your slowed breathing and the faint rustle of sheets as he pulls you against his chest.
You’re spent, muscles aching in the best way, his warmth sinking into your skin. His arm is draped over your waist, fingers tracing lazy patterns against your stomach like he’s not ready to let you go.
“Still not scared of me?” he asks, voice rough with exhaustion.
You smile against his shoulder. “No.”
Dean huffs a laugh, but when you glance up, his expression is unreadable—something guarded, something uncertain.
“I meant what I said,” he says after a moment. “This life isn’t clean. It’s not safe. Being with me? It means something. You don’t just walk away from it.”
You tilt your head, searching his face. “Are you asking me to?”
Dean’s fingers tighten against your waist. “No.” He exhales, something shifting in his gaze—something like vulnerability. “I’m asking if you can handle it.”
You reach up, pressing a slow, deliberate kiss to the scar on his shoulder, one of many marks that tell a story you’re only just starting to understand.
“I think,” you murmur against his skin, “I can handle you just fine.”
Dean makes a sound—something between a groan and a chuckle—before flipping you onto your back, caging you beneath him once more.
“Sweetheart,” he drawls, his smirk slow and wicked, “you have no idea what you’ve just signed up for.”
But the way he kisses you after?
It’s a promise.
And you’re not going anywhere.
The familiar buzz of the tattoo gun fills the air, but this time, the sound isn’t the only thing making your pulse race.
You’re back at Winchester Ink, straddling the tattoo chair, your shirt discarded, leaving only your black lace bra as Dean hovers behind you. His fingers graze your skin—not with the same desperate need as last night, but with something just as intense.
Possession.
“You sure about this, sweetheart?” His voice is low, teasing, but you can feel the weight behind it. This isn’t just any tattoo—this is his mark, something new, something permanent.
You glance over your shoulder, meeting his eyes—dark, intense, hungry—and smirk. “You gonna keep asking me that, or are you actually gonna put your money where your mouth is?”
Dean chuckles, shaking his head, but there’s something sharper behind his amusement. He leans in, his breath ghosting over the back of your neck. “Careful, sweetheart. You’re playing with fire.”
Your stomach tightens, heat curling low in your belly, but you don’t break eye contact. “Maybe I like the burn.”
Dean mutters a curse under his breath before snapping on his gloves. The scent of antiseptic and ink fills your lungs as he dips the needle, and then—
The first sting.
Your body tenses for half a second, but Dean’s free hand finds your waist, grounding you. “Breathe, baby,” he murmurs, his tone softer now, intimate. “You know the drill.”
You exhale slowly, sinking into the sensation. The pain is sharp, but it fades into something almost hypnotic, especially with the way Dean’s fingers press into your hip, steadying you.
The shop is closed—Dean made sure of that—but the thought of anyone walking in, seeing you half-dressed, stretched out beneath his hands, sends a thrill through you.
“What’s it gonna be?” you ask after a while, voice laced with curiosity. You hadn’t asked for a design, just told Dean you wanted something from him.
Dean hums, his tone smug. “Something to remind everyone who you belong to.”
Your breath catches, but you don’t argue.
You wouldn’t want it any other way.
Minutes pass, the pain blending into pleasure, and when Dean finally leans back, wiping the fresh ink clean, you swear you feel his lips brush your shoulder.
“Done,” he murmurs.
You twist to look at his work, and your stomach flips when you see it.
A small, intricate sigil—subtle, but unmistakably his. Right along your ribs, where only he would ever truly see it.
You glance up at him, your heart pounding. “That what you wanted?”
Dean peels off his gloves, tossing them aside before gripping your jaw, tilting your face up to his. His thumb brushes over your lips, his gaze dark.
“Oh, sweetheart.” His smirk is slow, dangerous. “We both know this is just the beginning.”
The tattoo still burns, a dull ache that lingers under your skin—but it’s nothing compared to the way Dean is looking at you right now.
You’re still straddling the chair, breath unsteady, your skin warm under the shop’s low lighting. The ink along your ribs feels like a brand, like a claim, and Dean? He’s drinking you in like he’s memorizing every single second of this moment.
His fingers brush over the fresh ink—featherlight, barely a touch—but it still makes you shiver.
“You like it?” His voice is rough, low, laced with something possessive.
You meet his gaze, and for a moment, there’s nothing between you but the hum of the tattoo gun, the scent of ink and antiseptic, the tension coiled thick in the air.
“I love it,” you admit, and it’s not just about the tattoo.
Dean's smirk flickers, something darker lurking beneath it. He leans in, his breath warm against your ear. “Good,” he murmurs. “Because it means you’re mine now.”
A shiver runs through you, but it’s not fear. It’s need.
You don’t pull away. Instead, you tilt your head, baring your throat just slightly—an unspoken challenge. “Oh yeah?” you tease, your voice softer now, breathless. “That what this means?”
Dean huffs a laugh, but there’s no humor in it. His fingers trail lower, over the ink, then down to your waist, pulling you forward until your chest brushes against his.
“Sweetheart,” he murmurs, eyes locked on yours, “you’ve been mine since the second you walked into this shop.”
You should push him away. Tell him he’s being ridiculous, that a tattoo doesn’t mean ownership. That he doesn’t own you.
But the truth?
You don’t want to belong to anyone else.
So instead, you smirk, dragging your nails down his chest, feeling the way his muscles tense beneath your touch. “Then maybe,” you murmur, “you should remind me.”
Dean’s grin turns wicked, his hands gripping your hips, his mouth already crashing onto yours.
And as he presses you back into the chair, the unfinished tattoos and the world outside forgotten, you realize something:
You don’t need a reminder.
You were his from the start.
--
The night is quiet—too quiet.
Winchester Ink should’ve been locked up an hour ago, but Dean insisted on keeping the doors closed while he finished some business in the back. You were wiping down the front desk, waiting for him, when the first gunshot shattered the silence.
Pop-pop-pop!
The windows explode inward, glass raining down as you instinctively duck behind the counter. Your heart slams against your ribs as tires screech outside, bullets peppering the front of the shop like a damn war zone.
Then—heavy footsteps. A voice shouting your name.
“Sweetheart!”
Dean.
He bursts in from the back, gun already drawn, his sharp green eyes scanning the chaos before landing on you. In a second, he’s in front of you, crouching low, shielding your body with his own. His breath is rough, his muscles tense, but his voice? Steady as hell.
“You okay?” he demands, his fingers curling around your wrist, checking for injuries.
“I’m fine,” you manage, swallowing back the adrenaline climbing up your throat. “Dean, what the hell—”
Another round of gunfire cuts you off.
Dean’s jaw clenches. He peeks over the counter, eyes narrowing as he counts heads outside. You follow his gaze—black SUVs, men with weapons, their faces hidden under masks.
“They’re here for you,” you whisper.
“Yeah,” he mutters darkly. “They are.”
He turns back to you, and for the first time, you see something raw in his expression—not just anger, not just control, but fear. Not for himself. For you.
“We gotta move, sweetheart,” he says, shifting so his body shields you completely. “Stay behind me. No arguments.”
You nod, your fingers curling around his jacket as he pulls you toward the back exit. His gun stays up, movements sharp, calculated. The Dean Winchester you know—the inked-up, cocky-as-hell tattoo artist—is gone. This Dean? This is the real one.
The leader. The fighter. The man who kills for the people he loves.
A shadow moves near the doorway, and Dean reacts instantly. Bang! One shot—dead center. The masked man drops without a sound.
Your breath catches. You’ve never seen him like this. Never seen death come so easily to him.
Dean turns back, his hand finding yours. “You still with me?”
You meet his eyes. Despite the gunfire, the danger, the fact that he just killed someone—you're not scared. Not of him.
“I’m with you.”
Something flickers across his face—relief, maybe—but there’s no time to dwell on it.
More men are coming.
Dean tightens his grip, pulling you close, his lips brushing your forehead before he exhales sharply. “Then let’s get the hell out of here.”
And as the two of you disappear into the night, chased by bullets and fire, you realize something.
Dean Winchester isn’t just dangerous.
He’s deadly.
And you just walked willingly into his world.
The shop smells like antiseptic and fresh ink, but beneath it lingers something metallic. Gunpowder. Blood.
Dean’s grip on your wrist is tight, dragging you through the back hallway of Winchester Ink, his jaw clenched so hard you’re surprised his teeth haven’t cracked. The shootout from earlier still echoes in your ears, your pulse hammering in your throat.
You should be scared.
But you’re not.
You should be questioning everything—how many people Dean just killed, how easily he moved, how ruthlessly he handled the ambush.
But all you can think about is the way he shielded you, how his first instinct was to grab you, tuck you against his chest, his own body between yours and the bullets.
Now, inside the safe room of the shop, he’s pacing like a caged animal, gun still clutched in his fist, blood splattered across his knuckles.
“Dean.” Your voice is steadier than you expect.
He stops, his sharp green eyes snapping to yours, wild and dark.
“I told you this would happen,” he growls, voice low, ragged. “Told you my life isn’t safe.”
You take a step toward him. “And I told you I could handle it.”
Dean exhales sharply, shaking his head, his fingers flexing like he’s trying to keep himself from reaching for you. “You don’t get it, sweetheart.” His voice is quieter now, rougher. “I kill people. Not just assholes who deserve it—anyone who’s a threat. Anyone who crosses me.”
“I know.”
His brow furrows. “Do you?”
You take another step, close enough now that you can feel the heat radiating from his body, smell the blood drying on his skin. He’s still Dean—the man who tattooed you with steady hands, the man who kisses like he’s trying to brand you, the man who just tore through enemies to keep you alive.
Your fingers graze his wrist, just above the gun. “You could’ve let me go,” you whisper. “Could’ve left me behind.”
Dean lets out a breath, harsh and uneven. “Not an option.”
You press your palm against his chest, right over his heart. “Then stop trying to scare me away.”
His control snaps.
One second, he’s standing there, tense, on edge—then his hands are on you, everywhere. Gripping your hips, dragging you flush against him, his mouth crushing against yours.
It’s not gentle. It’s desperate.
Like he needs to feel you alive, solid, beneath his hands.
“Mine,” he mutters against your lips, his voice raw. “You’re mine.”
You nod, gasping against his mouth. “Yours.”
Dean pulls back just enough to rest his forehead against yours, his breath ragged. “Then from now on, sweetheart? You stay glued to my side.”
Your lips curl into a smirk. “You just want an excuse to keep your hands on me.”
Dean huffs a laugh, his grip tightening. “Damn right I do.”
And just like that, Winchester Ink isn’t just a tattoo shop anymore.
It’s a battleground.
And you?
You’re standing right next to the king.
The aftermath of the shootout settles into a strange, electric silence. The back room of Winchester Ink feels too small, too charged. Outside, Dean’s men are cleaning up the mess—disposing of bodies, wiping down shell casings—but inside, it’s just you and him.
Your pulse hasn’t slowed since the moment the bullets started flying. You should be shaken, but instead, you’re standing in front of Dean, watching the way his chest still rises and falls too fast, his gun hanging loosely in his grip.
His knuckles are raw. Blood smears across his inked skin, a dark contrast against the swirling black designs crawling up his forearm.
He looks dangerous.
He is dangerous.
But the only thing you feel when you step closer is heat.
Dean watches you with an intensity that makes your skin prickle. His fingers twitch, like he’s deciding between pulling you closer or pushing you away.
“You’re not scared,” he finally mutters, almost accusingly.
You raise a brow. “No.”
Dean lets out a sharp breath, shaking his head. “You should be.”
You shrug. “You keep saying that.”
His jaw clenches. “Because I keep waiting for you to wake up and realize I’m not a good man, sweetheart. I’m the kind of guy people run from.”
You tilt your head, letting your gaze drag over him—the blood, the bruises forming along his jaw, the way he’s still standing between you and the door, as if another threat could come at any moment.
“You think I don’t see who you are?” you ask softly. “You think I don’t get it?”
Dean says nothing, his silence heavy.
“I know what you do. I know what this shop really is,” you continue, stepping closer until your fingers ghost over his forearm, tracing the ink there. “And I know you didn’t hesitate to put yourself between me and those bullets.”
Dean swallows hard. “That’s the problem.”
You shake your head. “No, Dean. That’s the part that tells me everything I need to know.”
His eyes search yours, something flickering behind them—uncertainty. Vulnerability. Maybe even something darker, something deeper.
“You’re not afraid of me,” he finally says, quieter now.
“No.”
He exhales slowly, shaking his head like he doesn’t quite believe you. Then, before you can say anything else, his hands are on you again—tugging, gripping, claiming. His lips crash against yours in a kiss that’s all teeth and desperation, like he’s trying to consume you.
You don’t resist.
You meet him with the same fire, your fingers threading into his hair, pulling him closer. You can taste blood on his lips, feel the way his breath stutters when you press your body against his.
Dean breaks away just enough to rest his forehead against yours, his hands flexing against your waist.
“I kill for you,” he murmurs, voice raw. “I’ll burn the whole fucking city down if it means keeping you safe.”
You don’t doubt him.
And that’s the most dangerous part of all.
It’s been months since that night—since the shootout, since Dean pulled you close, breath ragged and raw, demanding you stay with him. Since you allowed yourself to slip deeper into his world, where danger was an ever-present shadow and the line between love and possession was blurred beyond recognition.
Now, you're sitting in the back of Winchester Ink, the familiar scent of fresh ink and leather comforting in a way you didn’t expect. Your shirt is tight, stretched over the curve of your stomach. Your fingers rest lightly on it, tracing the tiny life growing inside of you.
Dean’s son.
The weight of that realization still sometimes hits you like a freight train—his blood runs through you, through the baby you’re carrying.
You’re not just his lover anymore. You’re the mother of his son.
And, God, does he make sure everyone knows it.
Everywhere you go now, there’s the unmistakable, possessive edge in the way Dean looks at you. His hands never leave you, whether he’s holding your waist or brushing his thumb over your wrist. The people in the shop, his men, they all treat you with reverence—like you’re untouchable.
Because you are. To him, anyway.
You shift on the couch, trying to get comfortable, but the weight of your growing belly makes everything feel… off. You smile softly, your hand resting again on your stomach.
“Is it kicking again?” Dean’s voice breaks through your thoughts, soft but commanding, as always.
You glance up to see him standing in the doorway, his dark eyes already on you, softened by something that could almost be called gentleness—a rare sight from the mafia king. His hands are in his pockets, but he’s still intimidating as hell, the muscles of his arms straining under the black shirt he’s wearing.
“Yeah,” you admit, a small smile tugging at your lips as you rub your stomach. “It’s starting to feel real now, you know?”
Dean crosses the room in a few long strides, his gaze never leaving you. He kneels beside you, hands instantly reaching for your stomach like they always do when he’s near. His fingers are warm, rough against your skin.
“Damn right it’s real,” he mutters, a soft grin curling his lips. “You’re carrying my heir.”
His words, so heavy with ownership, almost make you laugh, but then you feel a flutter under your palm. The baby kicks again, strong enough to make you gasp.
Dean’s face softens, his hand pressing gently against your stomach, as if he’s trying to connect with the tiny life growing inside of you.
“You feel that?” His voice is low, almost reverent.
“I do.” You smile up at him.
He’s quiet for a moment, his thumb tracing slow circles against your skin. His gaze flickers up to meet yours, and for a brief second, you see something in him that no one else gets to see: vulnerability.
“You’re not just mine now, you know.” His voice is barely above a whisper.
You raise an eyebrow, confused.
He meets your eyes, his expression fierce and possessive. “You’re carrying my son. That’s not something I take lightly.”
You know he means it. You know Dean doesn’t do lightly. He owns everything he touches, and now, he’s made you his queen.
You reach out, cupping his jaw with your hand, pulling him closer. “I know, Dean. I’m not going anywhere.”
He lets out a breath of relief, but there’s something darker, something more primal in the way he kisses you—his lips urgent against yours, demanding.
His hand moves lower, caressing the side of your belly, the other pressing against the back of your neck to pull you even closer. You melt into him, feeling his warmth, his power, and the weight of his love—of his claim—surrounding you.
You are his, and you always will be.
Dean pulls back just enough to look you in the eye, his thumb brushing over your bottom lip. “I’ll protect you. And the baby. No one will ever hurt either of you.”
You nod, smiling softly at him. “I know.”
His hand slides up to your neck, cupping your jaw, his gaze darkening. “Good.” Then, with a soft but insistent pull, he presses his lips to yours again. His kiss is rougher this time, more demanding, as though trying to make you feel the depth of his promise.
As you melt into him, you know one thing for sure:
You are his. Completely.
And no one, not even the world outside these walls, can take that from you.
--
The sterile scent of the hospital is sharp in the air, mingling with the soft beeps of machines around you. You’re propped up in a bed, your body sore from the grueling hours of labor. Your arms are still aching from where the IVs had been placed, but there’s a weight on your chest now—the kind of weight that makes everything worth it.
The small bundle in your arms—your baby, Dean’s baby—softly coos, the tiny body swaddled in a pale blue blanket. You stare down at the little face, marveling at the miracle you just created, your heart swelling with something fierce and protective.
Dean’s sitting beside you, his rough fingers lightly brushing the side of your hand, his gaze never leaving you or the baby. He hasn’t moved since the moment the baby was placed in your arms, his body radiating tension as if the world outside could suddenly break in and take everything from him. From you.
His eyes are dark, intense—like a man who’s seen too much blood to believe in peace. But the way he looks at the baby in your arms? There’s something almost gentle there, something protective and soft, like this tiny being is the only thing that could make him show any weakness at all.
It’s a weakness you know he’ll do anything to protect.
But you’re not prepared for what comes next.
The door bursts open.
Your heart skips, your hand instinctively tightening around the baby. Dean is on his feet in a second, moving so fast you barely register the movement. His body is between you and the door before the intruder has even fully entered the room.
A man—dark hair, tense shoulders—stands in the doorway, his eyes flickering quickly over Dean, then to you. He’s got a gun tucked into the waistband of his jeans, the cold metallic glint catching your eye.
Dean’s expression is pure stone, his hands already reaching for the gun hidden beneath his jacket.
“I told you,” the man says, his voice low but sharp, “the baby's the next target.”
Dean’s jaw clenches, his teeth grinding together. “Get out.” His voice is thick with menace, each word weighted with the danger of a man who has nothing left to lose.
“I don’t think you understand,” the man says, taking one step forward, the gun clearly visible now. His hand rests on it, like he's daring Dean to move. “We’ve got orders. The baby’s a liability.”
You flinch at the words, the weight of the situation settling in. You’re not just the mother of Dean’s offspring anymore. You’re a target.
Dean’s movements are so fast, you don’t even have time to react. He pulls the gun from his waistband, smooth as a snake, and in one fluid motion, he’s pointing it at the intruder’s head.
“Leave. Now.” His voice is ice-cold, every syllable laced with authority and the threat of violence. The room feels smaller, suffocating. The air is thick with the promise of danger.
The man’s hand hovers over his gun, but Dean’s eyes never waver, never falter.
“You don’t want to do this,” the man warns, a tremor of hesitation creeping into his voice.
“Last warning,” Dean growls, his finger pressing lightly on the trigger. “Get. Out.”
The man stares at Dean for a moment longer, before his gaze flickers to you—the mother of his enemy’s spawn—and then he seems to make a decision. Slowly, he backs out of the room, never breaking eye contact with Dean.
When the door clicks shut, the tension in the room snaps. Dean holsters his gun, but his body remains rigid, every muscle in his frame still coiled tight, as if he’s waiting for the next attack.
You can’t breathe.
It’s almost too much—the rush of emotions, the exhaustion from labor, the fear that still clings to you. You want to scream, but you only manage to whisper. “What was that, Dean? What the hell was that?”
Dean turns toward you, his eyes filled with something primal, his hand going straight to your side, pulling you against him. His arms envelop you like a fortress, protective and warm.
“They’ll never stop coming,” he murmurs into your hair, his voice thick with the weight of the life he’s pulled you into. “But I’ll never let them touch you. Never let them take what’s mine.”
You pull back just enough to look at him, your hand resting on his chest. “Dean…”
“Don’t say anything, sweetheart. Not right now.” His hands cradle your face, his thumb gently brushing across your cheek. “You’re not just carrying our baby anymore. You’re my queen. And anyone who thinks they can take either of you, they’ll be facing a war they don’t want.”
A chill runs through you, but it’s not just from fear. There’s something else in his voice—something deep, something dangerous.
And it’s terrifying.
But it’s also comforting.
Because you know one thing, without a doubt:
Dean Winchester doesn’t lose. Not anymore.
And neither do you.
The room falls into silence again, save for the soft breathing of the baby in your arms, a new life and a new threat, forever intertwined with Dean’s world of shadows and blood.
And you wouldn’t have it any other way.
The buzz of the tattoo machines fills the air in Winchester Ink, the low hum a familiar soundtrack to your day. Your hands are busy, one on the counter, the other moving skillfully to help a new client pick out their design. The shop is quieter than usual, but it’s still early, the door just having closed behind the last customer who left for the day. The steady rhythm of your work is a welcome distraction—until you hear the soft sound of footsteps approaching.
You glance over your shoulder, only to stop dead in your tracks.
There, standing in the middle of the shop, is Dean. But he’s not alone.
In his arms, swaddled snugly in a soft gray blanket, is your baby. The little one is asleep, content and peaceful—completely unaware of the chaos that swirled around its birth. Dean’s eyes meet yours, the same possessive look in them, but now, there’s something softer, something tender beneath the hard edge.
He takes a few steps toward the wall, his gaze never leaving you.
“I’m teaching them the family business,” Dean says, a smirk playing on his lips.
You blink, processing the words. “What?”
Dean doesn’t answer directly. Instead, he pulls a small padded wall-mounted bassinet from beside one of the stations, carefully setting it down against the tattoo wall. He adjusts a few straps, making sure the baby is securely tucked inside.
You watch, your heart skipping a beat. There’s something about the way Dean handles the baby—so careful, so deliberate—that takes you by surprise. He’s never showed much patience with anything in his life… except for this.
“Dean…” You take a step forward, a small frown creasing your brow. “What are you doing?”
He shoots you that smug grin of his, the one that drives you crazy in all the best ways. “I’m teaching them how to survive in this world. It’s not enough you’re carrying our blood. I need them to know how to handle this.”
You blink again, unsure if you’re about to laugh or scold him. "You’re setting the baby down against the tattoo wall?"
Dean’s jaw tightens slightly, his gaze flickering to the little bundle. “It’s not just any wall. It's our wall.” His voice drops lower, his eyes flashing with that dangerous glint you know too well. “You’re not the only one around here that needs to be toughened up, sweetheart.”
Before you can reply, a soft cry rings through the air, and you turn to see the baby stirring, fingers curled, lips pursed as it starts to wake.
You rush over without thinking, your heart pounding, instinct driving you as you scoop the baby into your arms.
Dean watches you for a moment, his posture still tall, like he owns the room. When your eyes meet his, there’s something in the way he looks at you—a hint of pride, mixed with something dark, something almost possessive.
The baby settles into your arms, its tiny face scrunched in that adorable way babies do when they’re just waking up. You smile softly, the weight of your love for this little one threatening to break you. But Dean’s presence beside you is like a shield, strong and unwavering, giving you strength you didn’t know you had.
“There you go,” Dean mutters, his voice softer now, his arms crossing over his chest. “Just need to toughen up a bit more, kid.”
You chuckle, shaking your head as you gently rock the baby. “You’re crazy, you know that?”
“Maybe. But in this world, we need to be.”
You raise an eyebrow, but before you can respond, a customer enters the shop—an old friend of Dean’s, someone who’s clearly seen their fair share of tattoos, judging by the sleeve of ink already visible on their arms. They’re a regular, and you’re used to handling them on your own, but today, Dean stands beside you, just a step behind, his protective aura nearly suffocating.
The client sits down in one of the chairs, and you turn your attention back to them, pulling out a design sketch from the folder. “So, you wanted something custom, right?”
Dean moves to stand just behind you, his gaze flickering from you to the client, eyes hard. His presence is imposing, like a lion lurking nearby. His fingers brush against the top of your shoulder, a subtle reminder that he’s still there.
“You’re getting the best I’ve got,” Dean mutters, his voice low enough only the client can hear. “Don’t waste my time.”
The client hesitates, looking up at him and then at you. There’s a moment of tension in the air, as if Dean’s mere presence commands their respect. They nod quickly, understanding that there’s more than just ink on the line here.
You work on the design, laying out the details, explaining the placement as you always do. The buzz of the tattoo gun fills the air, but your mind can’t help but wander back to Dean—watching, waiting, always so protective.
And when your eyes flick to the bassinet against the wall, you see Dean’s gaze fixed on the baby, the softness in his eyes evident, even if he’s trying to hide it.
The family business, he’d called it.
And as you glance at the client, then back at Dean, you realize the full extent of what that means.
You and your son are the center of Dean’s world. His empire. His everything.
And no one, not even in this room, would dare to touch you or the life you’ve built.
Dean would see to that.
---
The sun is warm on your skin, a soft breeze rustling the trees around you. For the first time in what feels like forever, you’re not in Winchester Ink, you’re not in the chaos of Dean’s world. You’re outside, in the real world, with your baby tucked safely in your arms. It’s a rare moment of peace, and you’re soaking it in.
Dean walks beside you, his presence still larger than life, but today, it feels different. The weight of his usual dominance is softer, almost protective in a way that makes you feel safe—not just from the world outside, but from him.
You glance over at him. His shirt sleeves are rolled up, showing the tattoos that run the length of his arms, his posture still straight, but his eyes are warm as he watches the baby in your arms. Every step he takes, every glance he throws your way, speaks volumes. He’s here—truly here. No business meetings, no threats, no blood spilled. Just him—Dean, your partner, and the father of your child.
"How do you feel?" he asks quietly, his voice always so gruff but softened by the moment.
You look down at your baby, whose tiny hand has wrapped around your finger, a soft coo escaping from them. You smile, looking back at Dean. "Like everything’s perfect."
Dean’s lips curl into a rare smile, one that’s softer than you’ve seen in a long time. It’s a smile that feels more genuine than any of the cold, calculated grins he gives in the tattoo shop or when he’s dealing with business.
You walk through the park, the sound of children laughing and playing around you, birds chirping overhead. It’s almost too perfect—like you’ve stepped into a moment that isn’t meant for people like Dean. People like you.
But here you are.
Dean takes a step closer, his body brushing against yours, his hand brushing against your waist protectively. His gaze flicks over your shoulder to the baby in your arms, and you feel a shiver of warmth run through you.
"I can’t believe how small they are," Dean murmurs, his voice low, almost like he’s in awe.
You smile down at the little one. "They’re only going to get bigger, you know."
Dean’s eyes meet yours, a flash of something fierce flickering in his gaze. "I’ll protect them, sweetheart. No one’s taking what’s mine. Not now. Not ever."
You chuckle softly, but there’s an edge to your voice when you reply, "I think we’re safe here. We’re just… family today."
Dean’s smile deepens, but there’s still that ever-present glint in his eyes—the reminder that no matter where you are, he’s still the king of his world. And that’s a world that’s made of blood, ink, and power.
"Family," he echoes, the word heavy on his tongue. He looks down at the baby again, his expression softening. "Yeah. This is all I care about now."
You lean into him slightly, your hand resting on his chest, feeling the strong beat of his heart beneath your palm. "You’re good at this, you know. Being a dad."
Dean’s eyebrow raises, a small, teasing smirk forming on his lips. "I wasn’t sure I’d be any good at it, but I guess I’m figuring it out." His gaze softens as he looks at the baby. "I’d kill anyone who thought otherwise."
You roll your eyes, but you can’t suppress the smile that tugs at your lips. "You really do make everything sound like a threat."
Dean chuckles, the sound rich and deep, and for a moment, you allow yourself to imagine a life like this—simple, quiet, full of moments that are just about you and him and your baby. A family.
But even as that thought swirls in your mind, you know that this peace, this quiet moment, is fleeting. Dean’s world doesn’t just let you walk away from it. It pulls you back in, no matter how hard you try to resist. And you’ve come to accept that. Because as dangerous as that world is, it’s the one where your heart beats the strongest.
And as long as Dean’s by your side, you’re ready to face it. Together.
Dean’s hand slips into yours as you both stop at a bench, the baby still in your arms, nestled comfortably against your chest. He sits down first, and you follow, sitting next to him. He wraps his arm around you, pulling you closer, his hand resting on your leg, grounding you in this rare moment of normalcy.
The world around you continues—kids laughing, families strolling by—but for you, in this moment, time stands still.
This is your family. And Dean’s right. This is all that matters.
"You’re my everything, sweetheart," Dean says softly, his lips brushing your temple. "You and the baby. I’ll never let anyone come between us."
You nod against him, breathing in the scent of him—leather, ink, and something uniquely Dean. "I know."
And for once, you allow yourself to believe it completely.
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The sun is low in the sky now, casting a warm, golden glow over the park. You and Dean are sitting on the same bench, your toddler nestled comfortably on your lap, their small hands wrapped around a stuffed toy. The baby—who’s growing bigger by the day—rests in the stroller beside you, peacefully asleep.
It’s a rare moment of tranquility, and for once, you feel the weight of the world ease off your shoulders. The tension from the past months, from the dangers that come with being with Dean and the world he inhabits, seems to dissipate when you’re here, in this bubble of calm.
Dean’s hand rests on your thigh, his thumb absentmindedly stroking over your skin. His eyes are on you, but it’s not the usual hard stare. There’s something softer there—a vulnerability that you don’t see often. He’s been different ever since the baby arrived, a side of him you’ve been learning to understand.
You glance at him, raising an eyebrow. “What are you thinking about?”
Dean’s lips curl into a smirk, but there’s something nervous about it. “Just… you, sweetheart. You and the kids. And what I want to do next.”
Before you can ask what he means, you feel a small hand tug at your sleeve. Your toddler, wide-eyed and eager, pulls on your arm to get your attention.
“Mommy!” they say, their voice high-pitched with excitement. “Look!”
You look down, your heart melting at the sight of your toddler, holding out a small box, the velvet lining peeking through.
“Mommy,” they repeat, clearly serious. “This is for you.”
Your breath catches in your throat. You glance up at Dean, whose gaze has softened into something that makes your heart race. He’s watching you with that same intensity, but now it’s mixed with something else—something raw and honest.
You take the box from your kid, your fingers trembling slightly as you open it. Inside, nestled carefully, is a simple yet stunning ring. A diamond, elegant but not flashy, set in white gold with delicate engraving along the band. The ring that could change everything.
“Dean…” you breathe, unable to tear your eyes away from the glint of the ring. You glance back at him, your heart pounding. “What is this?”
Dean stands up, slowly, carefully, his hand reaching out for yours. He drops to one knee in front of you, his movements deliberate, measured.
“Sweetheart,” he says, his voice surprisingly gentle, “I’ve never been good with words. Never been good at this… stuff.” His gaze flicks to the toddler, who’s watching intently, their small face beaming with pride. “But I’ve never been more sure of anything in my life.”
You feel your heart skip a beat, your hand instinctively going to your chest. You know exactly where this is going.
“I don’t need the world, not anymore.” Dean’s voice drops even lower, his eyes never leaving yours. “All I need is you. And I want to make sure you and the kids are mine. For good. So, what do you say?”
Tears prick at the corners of your eyes as you look at him—really look at him. The man who’s seen things that would make most men break. The man who’s shown you what it means to truly care. The man who’s protected you, fought for you, and built a family with you.
“I—” You swallow, emotion thick in your throat. “Yes. Yes, Dean, I’ll marry you.”
Dean smiles—a rare, genuine smile—and slides the ring onto your finger. The weight of it, the finality, makes your heart swell. You’ve never been more sure of anything yourself. This moment, this family, this life—it’s all yours. Together.
He stands up, pulling you into his arms, the ring sparkling between you. Your toddler jumps into your arms, eager to be a part of the hug, and Dean chuckles, holding you both close.
“We’re a family,” Dean murmurs against your hair. “And we’re never going anywhere.”
You close your eyes, the world around you disappearing for a moment as you let the warmth of the moment settle in. The past, the dangers, the blood—it doesn’t matter anymore.
This is your family. And Dean’s made it clear that he will fight for it. Fight for you.
And you’d fight for him, too.
Forever.
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It’s been years since that day in the park. Since the proposal, the wedding, the birth of your son. Time has passed, and with it, your family has only grown stronger. Your little one, once a tiny bundle, is now a teenager—tall and lean, with that same fire in their eyes that Dean has. They’ve spent their years in the tattoo shop, learning the business, the art of ink, and more importantly, the way of the Winchester world.
The shop is bustling as usual, a steady stream of clients coming in and out, getting their tattoos, chatting, and sharing their stories. But today, something feels different. You can feel the shift, the weight of the next generation taking shape. Your child—your teenager—stands at the counter, just like you once did. Their gaze flicks to Dean, who’s overseeing everything as usual, arms crossed, his intense green eyes never missing a beat.
Dean’s been watching them grow, guiding them, teaching them. Not just the art of tattoos, but the code that runs deeper than ink—that’s part of the Winchester legacy.
You’re sitting at the back, flipping through some paperwork, but your eyes can’t help but watch the scene unfold in front of you. Your son is sitting with one of the artists, learning the flow of a new design, a quiet determination in their posture. They’re like a mirror of Dean in so many ways—calm, collected, and with a sharpness that hints at something darker, something deeper.
Dean’s voice breaks through the hum of the shop, a low rumble that commands attention. “Kid,” he calls, his gaze sharp but approving. “You’re not just here to learn how to make art. You’re here to learn how to run this place. And when the time comes, it’ll be your job to make sure it stays running.”
Your son looks up at him, nodding with that same serious expression that’s so much like Dean’s. “I know, Dad.” They’re not scared. They’re not hesitant. It’s like they were born for this.
Dean nods approvingly and walks over to where your son is working. He places a hand on their shoulder—a gesture of both authority and affection. The weight of that touch is something you know all too well. It’s the same touch he’s given you, the same reassurance that says you’re mine, and I’ll make sure you know it.
You stand up from the back and move toward them, quietly observing. Your heart swells with pride, mixed with the heavy weight of the life they’re stepping into.
“Everything okay?” you ask, your voice soft but steady.
Dean glances up at you, a smile tugging at his lips. “They’re learning. Got a good head on their shoulders.”
You look at your teenager, who’s now carefully sketching out a new design, their movements swift and precise. Their concentration is unnerving, even more so than Dean’s at their age.
“You’re teaching them the ropes?” you ask, your gaze flicking to Dean.
“I’m teaching them everything,” Dean replies, his voice low and controlled. “Business, loyalty, the family code.” His eyes flicker back to your son, watching them work. “They’ve got the skill. But they need to understand what it takes to lead.”
You swallow, your heart tight in your chest. It’s not just tattoos Dean is passing on—it’s everything that comes with being in this world, with him. The mafia lifestyle, the control, the power that pulses through his veins.
You’ve seen the darkness that follows Dean everywhere, the long hours, the moments when his past comes rushing back. You’ve seen the way his eyes harden, the way he can turn from loving to lethal in an instant. And now your son is learning that same side of him—the side that can protect and destroy with equal intensity.
“Do they know what this life means?” you ask, your voice suddenly quiet, worried.
Dean’s gaze softens just for a moment. “They will. They’re not a kid anymore. They understand what we do.” His eyes shift to the teenager again. “And they’ve got what it takes to keep this legacy going. I see it in them. They’re not afraid.”
The words hit you harder than you expect, and for a brief moment, you feel a flash of the weight of it all. This life is dangerous, it’s unpredictable, and the world you’ve built together—your family, your empire—is always under threat.
But then your son looks up, meets your eyes, and gives you that small, knowing smile. It’s as if they’ve already made peace with this life, just like you and Dean have. They are part of this, and there’s no turning back.
“We’ve got your back, Mom,” they say, their voice steady. “Always.”
The words are simple, but they carry more weight than you could ever imagine. You feel a lump form in your throat, but you swallow it down.
“Just don’t forget that you’ve got to stay smart. There’s always a price,” you reply, trying to keep your voice level. “The tattoos, the ink—it’s not just art. It’s a symbol of what we stand for. You remember that, okay?”
Your son nods, their eyes filled with the same quiet confidence you’ve seen in Dean for years. “I will.”
Dean steps forward then, his arm wrapping around you, pulling you close to him. You lean into his warmth, your hand resting on his chest.
“This is their world now, too,” he murmurs against your ear. “We’ll make sure they’re ready for it.”
The weight of it presses down on you, but you know Dean’s right. This world is theirs now. The legacy is theirs to carry, to shape, and to protect.
And as you look at your son, standing so tall and unflinching in the face of everything this life demands, you know that Dean’s right about one thing: they’ve got what it takes.
The Winchester name will live on.
The night had started like any other, calm and quiet. The tattoo shop had closed for the evening, and the low hum of the neon lights outside cast a soft glow on the shop floor as you and Dean sat in the back, the baby long since tucked into bed and your teenager nowhere to be seen. The air smelled like ink and leather, a familiar comfort in the chaos of your life.
But that peace shattered in an instant.
Dean’s phone buzzed once. Then twice. Then a third time. He didn’t pick up, not yet. The silence lingered for a moment too long before you saw his posture shift—his muscles tensing, his eyes narrowing. You could feel it in the air; something was wrong.
"Dean?" you asked, but it was too late. He was already moving, pulling his phone from his pocket with a cold, calculated expression.
He answered the call.
“Where the hell are they?” Dean’s voice, usually low and measured, was tight with barely contained fury. “What do you want?”
You felt it then—the gut-wrenching, icy realization.
Your heart skipped. You were already on your feet, rushing towards him.
“Dean, what’s going on?” you asked, your voice shaky.
Dean didn’t answer you right away. His eyes were locked on the phone, his lips tight, his jaw clenched. He took a slow breath before his words hit you like a freight train.
“They’ve got our kid.”
A rush of cold terror slammed into you. Your breath hitched. “What? Who? What the hell do you mean?”
“Somebody took them. For ransom,” Dean growled, his hand tightening around the phone. "They want money, but it’s not about money. It’s never just about money."
You could see it now—the flicker of rage in Dean’s eyes. A darkness, deep and unsettling. His body was wound so tight you could practically feel the tension radiating off him. He hung up abruptly, his face pale but his eyes burning with something darker.
You took a step back, your heart pounding in your chest, your mind racing. “What do we do? Dean?”
Dean’s eyes flashed with a storm of emotions, none of them good. “We get them back. Now.”
He turned on his heel and strode toward the back of the shop, where the emergency stash of weapons was kept. You followed, heart in your throat. You knew Dean better than anyone. He was a force—calculating, ruthless, deadly—but seeing him like this, seeing that raw desperation and fury... it made your blood run cold.
“Dean, wait, let’s just—”
“No,” he interrupted sharply, the venom in his voice making you flinch. “No more talking. This isn’t some negotiation. This is personal. Whoever thought they could touch my kid is about to learn what happens when you mess with the Winchesters.”
You were barely able to keep up with him as he grabbed his gun, the sound of it clicking into place ringing in the otherwise silent room. He was already sliding on his jacket, the hard edge of his jawline like stone.
“You’re not going alone,” you said, your voice firm, no longer the shaky one you had been a moment ago.
Dean stopped, the briefest hesitation crossing his face. His eyes flicked to you, narrowing, but you saw that brief flicker of worry. It didn’t last. He took a deep breath and turned to face you.
“You’re staying here with the baby,” he ordered, his voice low and controlled. But the undercurrent of his tone betrayed him. He was barely holding it together. “You’re safer here.”
“Don’t tell me what’s safer, Dean,” you snapped, taking a step forward. “They’re our kid. I’m going with you.”
He gave you one long, unreadable look before his lips twisted into something that wasn’t quite a smile, but more of a grimace.
“You don’t get it, do you?” he muttered under his breath. “They’ve crossed a line. And I’m about to show them just how bad an idea that was.”
Before you could argue, Dean was out the door, moving fast. You had no choice but to follow.
The city streets blurred around you as you and Dean sped through the darkened roads. Dean’s knuckles were white on the wheel, his jaw clenching so tightly you thought it might break. His gaze was laser-focused on the road, but his mind was already somewhere else—somewhere far darker.
The message had been clear. The voice on the other end had been muffled, but the demand had been simple. Money, or we end them. But the truth was far more terrifying than that. Dean knew this wasn’t just a random kidnapping. This was a message.
And Dean never let messages slide.
You didn’t dare ask questions as the car whipped through the streets. Every second felt like an eternity, but Dean’s pace never faltered. You could feel the anger rolling off of him, thick and palpable. He was slipping back into that dangerous, unpredictable rhythm you knew too well.
“I’m gonna tear their fucking world apart,” Dean muttered, his voice tight with venom. “You don’t touch what’s mine and expect to walk away. No one does.”
He slammed the car to a stop in front of an old, rundown building—no lights, no signs, just a hollow shell of a place. His eyes flicked to you, once again soft for a fraction of a second. “Stay close, sweetheart. Don’t let them get to you.”
Before you could respond, Dean was out of the car, moving like a shadow—fast, calculated, lethal. You grabbed your own weapon and followed close behind. You knew, even without him saying a word, this wasn’t just about money. This was about respect. About vengeance. About showing whoever had taken your child just how badly they’d fucked up.
Inside the building, it was eerily quiet—until the sound of a door creaking open echoed through the dark. Your heart stuttered, but Dean was already at the door, his presence commanding. You could hear voices inside. One was familiar—your child’s, a little shaky but still strong.
The seconds felt like hours.
Dean motioned for you to stay low. You crouched behind him, your heart thudding in your chest as you followed his lead.
Then Dean burst through the door. The sound of gunfire rang out, deafening and sharp. It was chaos—screams, shots, but Dean was a whirlwind. He moved faster than anyone could react, gunfire flashing, bodies hitting the floor.
And then you saw them. Your child, bound to a chair in the corner of the room, looking at Dean with a mix of fear and relief.
“Dean!” you shouted, rushing to their side.
Dean had already disarmed the remaining goons, his eyes cold and dead set on the leader of the operation—a man who had made the mistake of thinking he could get away with this.
Dean was on him in an instant, grabbing the man by the collar and lifting him off his feet. “You think you can fuck with my family?” His voice was a deadly growl. The man’s eyes widened in terror.
The next few moments were a blur. The others were dealt with swiftly—brutally. Dean didn’t speak again, not until the building was clear and your child was free.
Dean walked toward you and your som, his demeanor still cold, but his hands trembling just slightly as he reached out to untie them.
“You good?” he asked, his voice gruff, but you saw the tightness in his jaw, the undercurrent of worry he was trying to hide.
“Yeah, I’m fine.” Your son’s voice was steady, but you could see the relief in their eyes.
Dean looked at them, then back to you, his voice softer this time. “No one ever takes what’s ours again. Not while I’m breathing.”
And for a moment, you believed him.
It had been weeks since the nightmare ended. Since Dean stormed through that warehouse like the wrath of God himself and took back what was his. Since he’d carried your son out of that hellhole and brought them home, holding them so tightly you thought he’d never let go.
Things had settled, in the way only the Winchesters knew how—cautiously, quietly, always keeping one eye open. But the weight had lifted. Your family was whole. And today, for the first time in a long time, life felt normal.
The shop was closed for the day. No buzzing tattoo machines, no clients, no business meetings in the back with men who spoke in hushed voices. Just you, Dean, and your now fully-recovered teenager spending the day somewhere safe—somewhere untouched by the chaos of the world outside.
The park was bright and warm, sunlight filtering through the trees, kids laughing in the distance. You sat on a picnic blanket, watching as your son—your fighter—taught their younger sibling how to climb onto the jungle gym. Dean stood off to the side, arms crossed, that usual scowl on his face, but you knew him well enough to see through it. The tightness in his jaw wasn’t anger—it was pride.
“You gonna hover all day, Winchester?” you teased, nudging his arm.
Dean huffed, shaking his head. “Not hovering,” he muttered. “Just… watching.”
You raised an eyebrow, amused. “Watching for what? Squirrels?”
Dean shot you a look, but there was no real heat behind it. “You know what I mean,” he said, his voice quieter now. “After everything…” His gaze flicked back to your teenager, who was laughing as their little sibling clung onto their back, begging for a piggyback ride. “I just need to know they’re okay.”
You softened, reaching for his hand, threading your fingers through his. “They are okay, Dean. Because of you. Because of us.”
Dean let out a slow breath, his thumb brushing over your knuckles. “Yeah,” he murmured, almost like he was trying to convince himself.
You squeezed his hand. “Hey. Look at them.” You tilted your head toward your kids. “They’re happy. They’re safe. They’ve got us. And nothing’s ever gonna change that.”
Dean didn’t answer right away. He just looked at you for a long moment, like he was memorizing the way you looked in the sun, how your eyes held no fear, no worry—only love.
Then, finally, the scowl eased off his face, replaced by something much softer.
“Damn right,” he said, pulling you into his side, his lips brushing against your temple. “No one’s ever taking what’s mine again.”
The wind rustled through the trees, the laughter of your children filling the air, and for the first time in what felt like forever, everything felt right. Whole.
No threats. No gunfire. No fear.
Just family. Just home. Just forever.
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Maybe I’m just being lazy but screw it, I don’t have much else to add to this page, or that I will add, so page now
As stated prior, this AU now has the name of Transformers X, and this page is pretty much just me trying to make various designs for characters
I say try because while I got Jazz and a design for Bumblebee, I kind of gave up by the Starscream design, or I just didn’t know how to finish it
I guess let’s just go through what’s here
So first we have Bumblebee. I gave him a visor, but I don’t know if I want to keep it, because honestly I’m giving too many characters visors at this rate
I do like how round he is though, and I like his horns
I also decided I need to give characters other gem shapes, which I did here with Bee. I gave him the two on his chest to mimic headlights, and one on his head because why not
I have no clue what his role in the AU is. I know he’s an Autobot, and he probably has some connection with Optimus, but I don’t know what specifically he does? Originally I was planning on him being Optimus’ support bot, but I ended up finding Jazz a better pick, so I don’t know what to do with him now
Speaking of which, on to Jazz. I already explained stuff about him prior, how he’s semi based on his TFA design. The red circle gem is supposed to be where his Autobot symbol is, but honestly I might change the shape. I don’t know how much I like the circle on him. The circle shoulders can stay though
By Jazz I realized I should probably be more elaborate with the arms, but I still need more time to figure out how specifically to go about that
And as for his role, as stated he is Optimus and usually Megatron’s support bot. By which I mean, guy in the HQ that’s giving the bot out field and opponent data, as well as helping with strategies
I said he has a casual thing going with both Optimus and Megatron, but honestly, I might take it out. I thought it was funny, but I’m not sure how much I like it genuinely. Not that I don’t think the ship could work, it’s just that maybe I’ll shelve it here. I do kind of like it though still, at least on Optimus’ end. The polyamory’s so there’s no cheating, because I’ve decided megop is official here
And then we get to the unfinished designs
So with Starscream, I didn’t really know how to translate his helmet design into Mega Man-esque format. So I went looking for characters to maybe get some pointers on how to do so, and I ended up finding Gate, who basically became my main inspiration for this Starscream
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I just thought the helm design really fit Starscream, and I mean I can use the flashback Gate for scientist Starscream too
But then during my sketching I was like “does that really look like Starscream?” Like he looks like a Mega Man character, but to me I’m not sure he’s recognizable as Starscream
I also didn’t know what to do for his body, since the gem was supposed to be in place of his cockpit, nor was I sure on his arms or how his wings work
So I decided he’s to be shelved for now, maybe I can make a better design later
Then I decided to do a small head design for Skyfire. As is he isn’t really going to be in the AU, since he’s currently in stasis, but might as well
He’s fine, I just have to figure out his body
Then we have a semi-sketch of Soundwave, who’s mainly based on Vile because I feel like the shapes work for him
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I was trying to add something to his head to make him look more Soundwave, but they didn’t turn out right. Maybe my issue here is leaning too much into the Vile helm style
All I know is he is very square
And I think that’s mainly it on this round of AU stuff. It really isn’t that much, I’ll be honest, but this is from like, the past few days where I’ve been doing a lot of work, and I haven’t had much creative juice. Hopefully by Thursday or Friday I have more substance
Honestly I just want to keep drawing Megatron and Optimus, but I know I should expand the cast. But maybe I should just do what I want instead, since all of this is self indulgent anyways. I do need to modify Megs’ design now since I’ve decided he has circle shoulders now
#I don’t have much honestly#but accept this#I will try to have more next time#transformers#transformers au#transformers x#my art#bumblebee#tf jazz#starscream#skyfire#Soundwave#my designs
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Hi i am the person you ignored earlier. 🧍♀️
I would like to know placements that could indicate past life connection with future spouse. I also wanna know why we use D60 sometimes to look for spouse placements. Because I think it's for ancestors how can that be connected to spouse?
Thank you!
I'm not ignoring anyone. 👀 Just can't really keep up with so many asks daily. I'm asking for everyones understanding at this point.
First of all to the significance of the D60 chart. The D60 chart, yes it tells us about our ancestors, but it also tells us about out past lifes and Karma from the past life which becomes a big part of our destiny in this current life time. So it can also tell you about your spouse whom you have a past life karma/unfinished business/connection with. The techniques are again the same. We look at the 7th house, 7th lord, the placements of the D1 7th lord and Darakaraka and also Venus and Jupiter as well. But it shows more abstract themes about our relationship with the spouse, it tells us more about the themes of the relationship in our past life.
Now to the general indicators for past life connection with the future spouse:
- 7th lord, Darakaraka and Venus in the 12th of D1, D9 and D60 charts.
- 7th lord, Darakaraka and Venus in Ketu Nakshatras (Ashwini, Magha, Mula) or in Rahu Nakshatras in D1, D9 and D60 charts. The difference between the two types is: with Ketu you will feel bound to them because you have to give/pay something to them, with Rahu you will obssess over them because you will get something from them.
- 7th lord, Darakaraka, Venus and Jupiter (or even Mars for the male partner) in the sign of Leo in D1, D9 and D60 charts in either Magha or Purva Phalguni. If it's in Magha it can be any kind of a past life Karma good or bad, if it's in Purva Phalguni it will be blessings/fruits from the past life.
- 7th lord, Darakaraka, Venus and Jupiter in the 5th house or in the 9th house in D1 or D9 chart. With the 5th house spouse or marriage will be a blessing from the past life, with the 9th house it will be an even much higher blessing because the 9th house is the 5th from the 5th house. It has a more spiritual impact. Your spouse and your marriage will elevate your the spiritual aspect of your soul.
- Placement of rulerships between the 7th and 6th house (7th lord in the 6th house or 6th lord in the 7th house). It shows that there is a karmic dept from the past life which you have to pay in this life time to your spouse. There is an unfinished business and you will have to serve your spouse in this life time to pay off your past life dept. What exactly it is depends on the planet, sign and Nakshatra. Because the 6th house derived makes the spouses 12th house, so it makes a 12th house connection. And this aspect can be in the D1 or in the D9 chart.
- The same game but derived, if the 1st lord is placed in the 12th house or the 12th lord is placed in the 1st house in the D1 or D9 chart. Because again derived the 1st house is the spouses 7th house and the 12th house is the spouses 6th house. Same thing as mentioned above.
- Darakaraka placed in the 6th/12th house axis in D1, D9, D60 charts also shows karmic depts towards the spouse.
- 7th lord, Darakaraka, Venus, Jupiter conjunct Rahu/Ketu or conjunct/opposite Saturn in D1, D9 or D60 charts.
- Rahu/Ketu or Saturn in the 7th house.
- 7th lord, Darakaraka, Venus, Jupiter (or Mars) in Anuradha Nakshatra indicates a spouse/wife/husband/partner who you got seperated from in the past life and in this life time you find each other again to stick together till the end it indicates a very devotes and loyal spouse and a bestfriend at the same time. If opposing aspects are present here with Rahu/Ketu/Saturn it can also influence this.
- 7th lord, Darakaraka, Venus, Jupiter (or Mars) in Revati indicates a spouse/wife/husband/partner who is your soulmate and you will not be pleased with anyone else until you go to far away places and find your past life soulmate again and unite with them. You will feel like nobody is worthy of your love and you will yearn to find your soulmate but you will have to travel far away because it's in Pisces which is the sign of the original 12th house and Revati's symbol is a pair of fish which symbolizes soulmates. If opposing aspects are present here with Rahu/Ketu/Saturn it can also influence this.
These are the ones which I could think of by now. I will add more if I remember something which I forgot.
I hope this was helpful.
Have a good day. 🌺
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reader being the only girl member of big bang, and her and daesung secretly being all flirty and in love with each other, but they dont date, until years later , people do edits and stuff to start pointing out how they definitely liked each other which gives them the push to date, so it ends in our current year.
hope this is okay, thanks so much💜
Years in the Making
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Pairing: Daesung x Reader
Word Count: ~5k
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Summary: You and Daesung have always had a connection—one that the rest of BIGBANG teased but never took too seriously. Years of inside jokes, secret smiles, and lingering touches were just part of your friendship. But now, in 2025, the internet has receipts, and maybe it’s time to stop pretending.
2006 – The Beginning
Being the only female member of BIGBANG wasn’t easy. You had to fight for every bit of respect, prove yourself just as much—if not more—than the others. But through the exhausting days of training and the pressure of debuting, Daesung was always there.
He made everything lighter, easier.
You clicked instantly—maybe it was the way you both loved to joke around, how neither of you took yourselves too seriously despite the industry’s expectations. Or maybe it was the way he always looked out for you—pulling you away from reporters when their questions became too personal, sneaking extra snacks into your bag when you were too busy to eat, keeping an eye on you even when you didn’t realize it.
And the flirting? That was just part of the game.
“You looked good today,” he’d murmur after performances, voice just low enough for only you to hear.
“So did you,” you’d reply, watching the tips of his ears turn red.
It was effortless, natural. But it was also safe. Neither of you ever pushed past the invisible line between friends and something more.
Not yet.
2012 – Still Just Friends
BIGBANG was dominating the industry, and your friendship with Daesung was as strong as ever. If anything, it had only grown.
The fans noticed it—the way you always seemed to gravitate toward each other, how you finished each other’s jokes, how Daesung’s eyes lingered on you just a second too long during interviews. Edits of your moments together flooded the internet, clips of him looking at you like you hung the stars gaining thousands of views.
The other members noticed too.
“You two should just date already,” Taeyang teased once, watching the way you nudged Daesung’s shoulder during a break in rehearsal.
Daesung laughed, rubbing the back of his neck, but you saw the flicker of something in his eyes before he shrugged it off.
“We’re just friends,” you said, the same response you always gave.
The conversation moved on, but for the first time, the words didn’t sit right in your chest.
Because deep down, you weren’t so sure they were true.
2017 – The Almost
It was late after a concert in Japan, the adrenaline finally wearing off as you and Daesung sat in the back of the van, heads resting against the seats. The others were chatting in the front, their voices distant.
Daesung shifted beside you. “Do you ever think…?”
You turned to him, his voice quieter than usual. “Think what?”
“That maybe we missed something?”
Your heart skipped.
It was the closest either of you had ever come to acknowledging it—this thing that had existed between you for years, unspoken but always there.
You opened your mouth, unsure of what you were about to say, but the van stopped, and the moment shattered. The conversation was left unfinished, lost to the chaos of schedules, tours, and comebacks.
And maybe that was easier.
Maybe pretending was better than facing what it really meant.
2020 – The Shift
BIGBANG had been through so much. Hiatuses, military service, changes in the group—it felt like a lifetime had passed since your debut.
You and Daesung still talked, of course. Always. But things felt different. There were fewer playful touches, fewer lingering glances. Maybe you were both too scared of what would happen if you let it slip.
Then one night, as you sat in your apartment scrolling through your phone, you came across an edit.
It was one of those fan compilations—clips spanning over a decade, showing every moment you and Daesung had ever shared. The way he looked at you when you weren’t watching, the way your hands always seemed to find each other, the way he smiled a little softer when you were the one speaking.
And the comments?
“How did they not date?”
“You’re telling me this wasn’t real???”
“Daesung was down BAD.”
Your chest tightened. You had spent years convincing yourself that what you had was just friendship. But watching it all laid out like this? The internet had noticed something you had spent years ignoring.
And maybe… maybe it was time to stop running from it.
2025 – The Now
It had taken almost twenty years, but here you were.
Sitting next to Daesung in a quiet café, watching as he scrolled through the same edits that had haunted your mind for months.
He looked up, expression unreadable. “So, the internet thinks we’ve been in love this whole time.”
You laughed, but it came out shaky. “Maybe they have a point.”
Daesung didn’t say anything for a long moment. Then, slowly, carefully, he reached across the table, his fingers brushing yours.
Your breath hitched.
“I don’t want to miss it this time,” he murmured.
And this time, you didn’t pretend you didn’t understand.
This time, you laced your fingers through his and held on.
Later That Year – The Interview
Daesung’s talk show had quickly become a fan favorite. He had always been a natural entertainer, effortlessly funny yet able to draw out deep conversations from his guests. His humor kept things light, but he had a way of making people open up without even realizing it.
So when he invited you on, you weren’t surprised.
What did surprise you was how openly you both talked about your relationship.
The set was warm and inviting, the audience buzzing with excitement as the cameras rolled. You sat beside Daesung on the sleek studio couch, watching him grin like he was up to something.
“So, Y/N, should we tell them who made the first move?” he asked, leaning forward with that signature mischievous glint in his eyes.
You smirked. “Technically, it was you.”
He gasped dramatically, turning to the audience. “Did you hear that? She’s rewriting history! Someone pull up the receipts!”
Laughter filled the studio.
You crossed your arms, raising an eyebrow. “Oh, you want receipts? Should we talk about the time in Japan in 2017?”
The audience ooooh’d in excitement, and Daesung immediately started laughing, shaking his head. “I knew you were going to bring that up.”
You turned to the audience, grinning. “So, there we were, exhausted after a concert, sitting in the back of a van, and this man turns to me and says—”
“—‘Do you ever think we missed something?’” Daesung finished, sighing dramatically. “Yeah, yeah, I walked right into this one.”
The audience erupted into cheers, and Daesung pretended to hide his face behind his hands.
You nudged his arm. “That was basically a confession, you know.”
“I know,” he groaned. “And then I did nothing about it for years.”
More laughter.
“But honestly,” he continued, looking at you with a softer expression, “I think we were both scared back then. Scared of ruining what we had, scared of the industry, scared of—”
You nodded, finishing his sentence. “Scared of everything.”
There was a pause—just long enough for the audience to feel the weight of it.
Then Daesung brightened, turning back to the camera. “But thankfully, the internet came through for us.”
The screen behind you lit up with clips—fan edits, old interviews, even that viral comment section that had pushed you both toward the truth.
“How did they not date?”
“You’re telling me this wasn’t real???”
“Daesung was down BAD.”
Daesung groaned again. “That last one really hurts. Down bad?? Am I that obvious?”
“Yes,” the entire audience answered in unison, making everyone laugh again.
You squeezed his hand, grinning. “But it’s okay. Because we both were.”
More aww’s from the audience.
Then Daesung smirked again. “Okay, real question—who had to be the one to officially ask?”
You rolled your eyes, already knowing where this was going. “You refused to do it, so I had to.”
“I wasn’t refusing! I was building suspense,” he argued.
You turned to the audience. “He stalled for weeks.”
“I was nervous!”
The teasing continued, but under it all, there was something soft, something warm. It was the kind of banter that came naturally, built on years of friendship, trust, and love.
As the interview wrapped up, Daesung turned back to you with a more genuine expression.
“For real, though,” he said, voice quieter, “I think it was always supposed to be us. It just took us a long time to see it.”
You felt your chest tighten, the weight of everything you had gone through settling into something right.
Reaching for his hand, you smiled. “Yeah. But we got there in the end.”
The audience clapped, the energy buzzing through the studio.
Years in the making. But finally, finally yours.
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Ghosts 101
I wrote this as if Danny was giving a crash course powerpoint presentation to the Batclan or something, even if it has info he wouldn't actually have by this point in the story; I skipped the descriptions, reactions, questions, and "he said, she said" stuff because it was unimportant to my goal of putting all of the info I had about ghosts in a presentable format.
So yeah, have fun, I know I did :)
In almost any form they take, ghosts can be described as beings of emotion. Obviously, their fully living counterparts also have emotions but ghost emotions are generally more intense, always dialed up to 11, and drive the ghost to fulfill their obsession. A ghost obsession is the main reason that ghost sticks around on the living plane rather than moving on to the afterlife; for some, it’s because they had “unfinished business” like their murder was never solved or if they died in a particularly gruesome way; maybe they had an intense desire to protect their loved ones from whatever killed them or just generally wanted people to stay away from it; maybe they did move on but something disturbed their rest and they came back to rectify the situation so they could rest again. Each ghost is different and each situation is unique in its own way, even if there are common threads.
No matter what brought them here, ghosts feel intensely about their obsession and literally can’t not fulfill it; if they are prevented or have enough conscious thought to stop themselves, their already intense emotions go absolutely nuts and most will become violent until they can fulfill it again. The majority of ghosts will only have one obsession but it’s not impossible for them to have more or very nuanced obsessions.
A few examples:
My school had a lunch lady that worked there pretty much her whole life, like over 50 years, and that whole time the menu never changed, or at least not significantly. During my early days as Phantom, the school decided to add vegan/vegetarian options and this upset her so much that she came back to haunt the school; she just went by the name Lunch Lady, most likely because she’d been dead long enough to have forgotten her own name. Her obsession was to continue doing what she’d always done in life, serve kids lunch, and the change to the menu disrupted that.
Mine is a bit more broad and involves protecting people; if I see something wrong, something potentially harmful to others, it’s like an itch I can’t scratch if I don’t do something about it. It’s all I can think about and not helping drives me insane. Think of it like someone with really bad OCD that literally cannot help themselves; my sister is really into psychology and said the symptoms I described match. The most obvious scratch for that itch is stopping the bad guys in a dramatic fight to protect the innocent, but it’s hardly the only way; even working at, say, an animal shelter would do, though I would eventually grow restless knowing I could do more.
Which brings me to another point; fighting is not only common in ghost culture but it’s the best way to regulate our emotions since we don’t have a physical form anymore to keep those emotions in check. I’ve helped several ghost move on to the afterlife, and I have tried other methods, but the best I’ve found is confronting the ghost, figure out what’s keeping them here, fight them for a bit to release their built up tension so they can think a bit more clearly, then provide a solution to whatever their problem was.
Another example:
A couple decades ago, there was a kid at my school who was bullied horribly in life and the way they were able to pass on was to stand up to a bully and fight back like they always wanted to but never could. I played the part of the bully and one of my friends volunteered to play the victim for the ghost to stand up for, because no one did for them. Fulfilling that dream allowed them to rest, even if it was staged. Sorry, they were the first ghost I ever helped rest so the story is still kind of emotional for me.
Ahem, uh, let’s see, what’s next? We still have to cover haunts and types of ghosts. We’ll do haunts first, ghost types can get complicated.
A ghost’s haunt is the physical thing that ties them to the mortal realm; this could be an area that meant a lot to them when they were alive, like the school for the Lunch Lady and the bully victim, or maybe the house they lived in or the place they died; or it could be a specific person they had a strong emotional connection to, be it a loved one or several loved ones that they wish to protect or someone who hurt them that they want revenge on. Stronger ghosts have larger haunts and removing a ghost from their natural haunt is difficult at best, and even if they are able to claim a new haunt, they’ll still yearn for their original place. My haunt is pretty much all of Amity Park, whether I like it or not; I’ve been trying to accept Gotham, or at least Wayne Manor, but it’s been hard and I’ve been incredibly homesick since leaving. It’ll probably be easier once I’m allowed in the field and can fulfill my obsession to protect, but until then I’m just going to have to endure. Getting to know you guys and accept you as part of my haunt has helped, though, and talking to Sam, Tucker, and Jazz helps too, since they are very much part of my haunt. It helps me feel grounded, for lack of a better term.
Anyways, ghost types. I’ve been called a protector spirit but that’s not so much a type as a title, like everyone knows what you mean when you say “fish” but taxonomically it’s hard to actually define a fish without including or excluding things that logically should or shouldn’t belong in that category. There’s also a decent amount of overlap between types too, so it’s more like a sliding scale than anything concrete. Or the intersection of a couple sliding scales. Or something. Anyways.
What we would normally clump together as “ghosts” are usually the soul of a dead human that hasn’t passed on to the afterlife. They have varying levels of consciousness, memory of their past life, and control over their emotional impulses, from none at all to basically the same as a living person but dead. There are a few subcategories based on, for example, their level of malevolence, like poltergeist ranging between mischievous pranksters and downright evil sadists, and some subcategories can be split into further subcategories, like banshees are a poltergeist that are specifically feminine ghosts who wail and scream, but they all still fit within the broad category of “ghost”.
I could go into more detail, but then we’d be here all day and I don’t really wanna do that.
Amity Park had a higher concentration of people turning into ghosts than most towns, living up to its title of “most haunted town in the mid-west”, and many fall under the poltergeist category, but not all. Amity also has a lot of shades or shadow people, which is more of a psychic imprint of a traumatic event on ambient ectoplasm, but only if the victim doesn’t actually die; if they died, they would absorb the ambient ecto to become a more powerful ghost. Shades aren’t really alive, not in the sense of having a soul of their own, and generally just replay the traumatic event over and over until it runs out of energy. Will-o’-the-wisps, or just wisps, are also common, as a sort of pre-ghost entity; they don’t quite have enough soul power or emotional energy to become a full ghost but they try to stick around anyways, usually only a few days before they fizzle out and move on to the afterlife. They could potentially become a full ghost if given enough outside energy; from ambient ecto or magic to siphoning energy from the living to someone consciously giving them energy for the express purpose of making them into a full ghost.
As for me, I... call myself a ghost but that’s not entirely accurate since I do have a physical body. As far as I can tell, I fall under the category of “lich” which is closer to a zombie than a ghost. I don’t like thinking about what that means. The point is, I died in my parents lab, which was highly saturated with ecto, coupled with the ecto I’d been contaminated with my entire life, and ecto from the Ghost Zone as the portal opened up on top of me, with the bow on top of being traumatically electrocuted to death. I sucked up all that ecto at the exact moment I died, which brought me back to life and gave me a lot of power. I’m not super sure, and I don’t know if there’s any way to confirm this, but I think the power was too much for my body to contain, so it somehow stored the power in an alternate form. I still have access to some of my powers while in human form, but most of it I can only access in my ghost form.
Speaking of the Ghost Zone, it's inhabited by souls taken from Limbo and infused with extra ecto. They didn't have any reason to stay on Earth, which is why they were in Limbo in the first place, but after being supercharged they developed obsessions based on their emotions and what they remember of their past lives. Ghosts that are more powerful than average are called wights and are more on the same level as a lich if we equate an average ghost to, say, a revenant. A revenant is someone who was dead and brought back to life and still has a soul; if they didn't have a soul, they'd be categorized as a zombie, just a reanimated corpse. The difference between a revenant and a lich is the amount of power they have; revenants didn't have any connection to magic before but after being brought back they could potentially learn some, while a lich already had magic and it was usually increased by being brought back. They also didn't necessarily have to die first, so there's that.
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Specific Types of Undead
Lich: a powerful magic user who becomes undead through any means. They still have a soul and access to their magic which, depending on the process, may have been enhanced. One avenue is a living mortal being exposed to the Fountain of Life or substances related to it, like Lazarus Pits or the ectoplasm of the Ghost Zone, though this may cause side effects.
Ra’s al Ghul - Ra’s has been around since at least the 1200s and already knew magic before entering the Lazarus Pit, which enhanced his powers. He will generally bath in a Lazarus Pit every few years/decades and has been doing so for centuries, getting close to a millennia. He has plenty of power himself but prefers manipulation, orchestrating elaborate plans from the background rather than getting his own hands dirty.
Vlad Masters - Vlad was exposed to Lazarus Water/ectoplasm once, for a short amount of time (a few seconds at most). Due to his preconceptions about ghosts and (mis)understanding of what happened to him, most of his abilities developed into what he expected of a ghost. After his initial exposure and recovery, he experimented with ectoplasm more and increased his exposure, though never again to actual Lazarus Water. His powers are comparatively weak but he has honed them to the point of still being a formidable opponent.
Danny Phantom - Danny had constant, but low level, exposure to ectoplasm for pretty much his entire life; he likely would have developed some kind of magic powers naturally, but the lab accident flooded his body with ectoplasm at the exact moment he was electrocuted to death, jumpstarting his powers. Due to his predisposition towards ghosts, most of Danny’s abilities are considered “ghostly”.
Pariah - As the first resident of the Ghost Zone, Pariah was exposed to the Waters of the Fountain of Life until it was corrupted into ectoplasm and has had constant exposure to ectoplasm for a long time, which flows differently in the Zone than on Earth or other pocket dimensions. He had no natural magic but had been touched with power from both Monitor and the Great Darkness, which influenced his power’s development.
Revenant: a non-magic user who becomes undead through any means. They still have a soul and have the potential to learn magic if it was used to restore them, even if they had absolutely no potential for it before. Exposure to the Fountain of Life or substances related to it, like Lazarus Pits or the ectoplasm of the Ghost Zone, is one way to bring a dead person back to life, but they can only become a revenant if their soul is also restored, otherwise they’ll become a zombie or ghoul. There will be side effects depending on the method, but dying is a traumatic experience on its own. A draugr is a type of revenant with the body of a giant. A Scandinavian term for basically the same thing is genganger. A kukudh is basically an Albanian revenant. A langsuyar is specifically a female revenant of Indo-Australia.
Jason Todd - Jason had been dead for a few months before Talia al Ghul managed to secure his body and submerge him in a Lazarus Pit, however Jason was angry and stubborn so his soul was still hanging onto his body by a thread and that was just barely enough. He was more zombie-like at first, but thanks to Talia’s magic and some less than gentle coaxing, Jason regained his mind. His trauma from dying in the first place was compounded by how slowly his mind was restored and the training of the League of Assassins of both his body and mind, once it returned enough to be trained.
Ghoul: an undead being with no soul connected to the restored body, and therefore no mind to direct them, regardless of method. They are easily susceptible to mind control but otherwise run on instincts and emotions, though they may or may not have memories from their time being alive. They are generally very violent and will attack pretty much anything that moves. The Turkish name for such a creature is orek.
Zombie: a reanimated corpse, possessing little-to-no free will or memories of their former life. If left alone, they just kind of stand around, maybe shamble a little, until given some kind of directive. Tibetans called them ro-langs and ancient Greece called them vrykolakas, somewhat crossing over with the old concepts of vampires.
Vetala: a ghost possessing a reanimated corpse; the ghost and body are usually unrelated.
Ghost: the disembodied soul of a once living creature (usually human but not always) that cannot or will not cross over to the afterlife. There are many subcategories and sub-subcategories based on a number of factors, like level of consciousness and malevolence. Ghosts have many names in other cultures that are basically synonymous with the general idea of a ghost, including bhoot, hortdan, hupia, shiryo, and yurei. They generally don’t have a physical form of their own but can possess humans, animals, plants, or objects to interact with the physical world.
Poltergeist: a catch-all term for ghost that range from mischievous pranksters to pure evil sadists, sometimes called a Vengeful Ghost. Poltergeists with vampire-like abilities or attributes are called strigoi.
Wight: a powerful ghost, usually fully cognizant even if they don’t remember their past life. Most of the souls pulled into the Ghost Zone became this when exposed to ectoplasm.
Will-o’-the-Wisp: a sort of pre-ghost entity that wants to stay in the living realm but doesn’t quite have enough strength to stay for long, usually lasting only a few days after the person’s death. Often shortened to just wisps. They can “graduate” to full ghosts if given enough energy from an outside source (even if that source is ambient magic/ectoplasm). Other commons names are jack-o'-lantern, friar's lantern, or hinkypunk, and are generally called hitodama in the East.
Shadow Person/Shade: they appear to be roughly humanoid masses of black material or literal shadows without a body to cast it. They are not a soul, they are the psychic imprint of a traumatic event that didn’t cause an actual death. The shade would basically play out the scene over and over again until the residual energy ran out.
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Undead entities common enough in folklore to have a particular name
Ayakashi: a ghost that appears above the surface of a body of water. Why they’re there and what they do varies from luring sailors to join them in death to helping them avoid the hazard that killed the ghost. It may or may not fall under the “poltergeist” label.
Funayurei: an ayakashi specifically of the ocean.
Banshee: a generally feminine poltergeist associated with screaming and wailing.
Chang: the trapped spirit of a person who was killed by a powerful magic being, like a demon or vampire, and must “serve” the being by luring someone else to be killed and take their place, at which point they are released to the afterlife.
Dybbuk: while sometimes confused for the rare possession by a sex demon, a dybbuk is a human ghost that possesses a living human in order to have sex, either possessing the desired person or possessing someone else to have sex with the desired person. La Sayona is a specifically female version of this, potentially overlapping with a Virgin Ghost and Mavka. Hone-onna is a dead wife that appears to her still living husband, who looks like a skeleton to anyone but her husband.
Goryo/Onryo: the ghost of a noble or otherwise accomplished person who lost a power struggle shortly before death, or were killed so someone else could take their position. They are often resentful and angry at whoever succeeded them and generally fall under the “poltergeist” label, focused on whoever has the position they lost. A specifically female version is sometimes called a Kuchisake-onna. A similar concept was used in Harry Potter, where no one could teach Defense Against the Dark Arts for longer than a year after Voldemort was denied the position.
Virgin Ghost: a person who died before they could have a family of their own, generally young women but not always. They usually fall under the “poltergeist” label, targeting their still-living family members or those that fall into the same social category they were in when they died, which usually means young women.
Lemures: ghosts who are restless specifically because (they felt) they didn’t receive a proper burial, especially if specific funeral rites were important to their culture’s customs. They are sometimes called lietuvēns or lietonis, which are said to have been killed before their time and forced to wander until their allotted time would have been otherwise run out. They are sometimes called myling if they are just trying to convince someone to bury them properly, usually by leading someone to their body, which may be counterintuitive if their body is somewhere dangerous; they may act malevolently in order to gain attention but they generally don’t want to actually hurt anyone, they’ve just been stuck like this for a while and are frustrated because nothing else has worked.
Mononoke: a ghost that specifically causes their target to become weak or ill.
Drekavac: a catch-all term used in “South Slavic” areas that could refer to any number of undead-adjacent entities, including ghosts and zombies.
Some ghosts have specific forms that usually relate to how they died but are consistent enough to have been named in folklore. While their form is consistent, their temperament varies just as much as any other ghost. These include:
The self-explanatory Headless Horseman.
The Kuntilanak, Pontianak, or Yakshi of a pregnant woman who died in childbirth, sometimes called ubume.
Mavka or Nyavka appear as beautiful women to lure men to their deaths.
Noppera-bō are faceless humanoids that may or may not have others forms as well.
Pocong look like humans wrapped in funeral cloth; mummies are specifically ancient Egyptian variants. They are also different from zombies because they don't have a physical body like a zombie does.
Some ghosts possess animal as a host body for an extended period of time, like the Inugami that specifically uses a canine host body.
Yuki-onna are generally attractive female ghosts associated with snow and ice.
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Non-undead entities often mistaken for them
Vampire: a demonic being that feeds on the life force of mortals. They may have been human at some point but that is not always the case. A similar creature is the jiāngshī in china, a lugat in Albania, a wurdulac in Slavic folklore, and an upiór in ancient Eurasian areas.
Wendigo: a (technically still living) human either possessed or cursed with a demon-like body that grows in proportion to what they eat, leaving them perpetually starving. This may or may not have anything to do with cannibalism, like folklore suggests, but this was often a punishment for being selfish and greedy. Slightly more humanoid versions are the jikiniki, the bal-bal, and preta.
Batkaak: demons that hunt hunters, or other warrior-like humans.
Dullahan: a demonic fairy that fits the description of the Headless Horseman.
Succubus/Incubus: sometimes confused with a dybbuk if the sex demon possesses a human.
Ikiryo: another name for the spirit of a still living person sent to “haunt” a target person or area, often via astral projection and generally leaves the body in a coma until the spirit returns.
Moroi: vampires with ghost-like abilities rather than typical vampire abilities.
Pricolici: vampires with werewolf-like attributes and abilities rather than typical vampire abilities.
Shikigami: demon-adjacent entities used by “onmyōji” (basically someone who does eastern astrology for a living) or witches/other magic users to carry out blessings and curses; another name might be anichimayen. They may or may not be related to Familiars, which includes a wide variety of creatures.
Sluagh: a group of fairies that “kidnap” humans, often appearing like a classic ghost to scare people.
Chupacabra: a demon that drinks the blood of animals, usually livestock, but specifically named after draining goats of their blood. They may or may not be related to vampires.
Deildegast: a demon-adjacent entity associated with boundary stones.
Dhampir: the offspring of a human and a vampire, sometimes called a demi-vampire.
Gashadokuro: a demonic entity that takes the form of a giant skeleton.
Nachzehrer: a demon often confused for a revenant. They generally try to drag the living to the afterlife before their time, sometimes claiming to be a loved one of the victim who just wants to be close to them again.
Qutrub: a demon that prefers to feed on human corpses.
Rusalka: mermaid-like entities from Slavic folklore.
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Ah, no, I use references (multiple ones, most often), but I don't import skin textures or straight up overlay photos and it slightly saddens me when people think that, because it really underestimates how many hours go into this. Almost all my shitty little paintings were at some point entirely block-brush done, with block shading regions, like my Luthien which I left like that because I liked the aesthetic.
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Only difference is in the others I sometimes selectively apply blurring and smoothing tools from an (also phone) photo editing app, and also that by making very large files and then compressing them I also intentionally scrambles pixelation and create extra gradation. But yeah even then I leave some places block-shaded or block-highlighted by choice, just because I like the juxtaposition and slight incongruence, I think it makes for an interesting aesthetic (In my Curufin I exaggerate that juxtaposition even more, leaving some bits entirely "undone/unfinished"). Most of my digital art """"training"""" (lmao I'm not trained I'm shit) comes from drawing oekaki where you draw live, online, in a chat, basically pixel art. Oekaki is now largely dead, sadly. Here are oekaki I did like... 15 years ago. When oekaki was a big thing and I was a small human.
You can already see that my entire """"style"""" is just, well. Me refusing to ever learn to use much beyond what I got habituated to due to the intrinsic limitations of the old oekaki form, that I messed around with as a silly kid. Lmao. Lol. Luddite. Also like. I'm not good. I'm in no place to give anyone advice. I'm genuinely not good for real (and in fact haven't done digital art at all in that decade there inbetween, I'm only now starting again). I actually do have a vague intellectual sense of what decent figurative art is like (flow, composition, colour palettes, emotional expression, depth/planes/3D geometry, etc) and I'm not even trying to do it - this is just an indulgence/blorbo release valve.
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Canafinwë Macalaurë Fëanárion, aka Maglor.
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Old art of mine I found while looking through my procreate gallery
#doctorsiren#siren’s oc#cookie run#latte cookie#digital art#my art#procreate#old art#first drawing is Idun (?)#like the apple goddess#second is humaonid-ish Enid (one of my enderman OCs)#third is a humanoid-ish version of her brother Easton#fourth are two random characters I made up for that drawing#fifth is another random dude#and 6th is latte cookie (that drawing is the oldest one of the bunch)#it’s also unfinished but I really like it#OUGH WAIT I SHOULD DRAW MIA AS LATTE COOKIE AND DIEGO AS ALMOND COOKIE perhaps hehehehe
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I’ve been losing my mind over these guys recently
#transformers#humanformers#decepticons#Starscream#skywarp#thundercracker#Soundwave#shockwave#wavewave#seekers#a lot of these are unfinished cause my iPad started overheating 😭#idk how actual pilot uniforms are supposed to look- tbh I just worked off one ref image + some from top gun#I don’t really want it the fits to look too similar to any existing uniforms cause I’m not trying to imply anything#anyway- thundercracker has honestly turned out to be my potential favorite??#I’m not sure yet cause I basically love all the main decepticons but fr it might be thundercracker#but it’s okay- I don’t HAVE to pick one fave I suppose#ughhh transformers has been such a nice change of pace from mk cause what is even going on over there??#I’m only excited for the t1000 and I’ve been DYING waiting for him to be playable#terminator 2 honestly in my top 10 movies and t1000 in top ten villains tbh#Robert Patrick did such a phenomenal job it just hasn’t been topped#but yeah wtf is even going on in mk?? like who the flying fuck asked for Conan??#but anyway I should probably actually draw either prime or tf one#I just love g1 so much plus the designs are literal squares it’s so much easier 😭#I’m also just attached to who whimsical it is? such simpler times#I think transformers tries to hard to be dark and brooding sometimes#which is my main criticism for how Optimus is in prime but that’s a whole nother conversation#I will say though prime did a good job of converting the dark bayverse designs#and making them fun an appealing to look at#doodle#my art
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Got about 16 hours left to decide if I'm gonna splurge for CSP ex ver. 2.0, and I wanted to do something quick and easy to see if I would indeed use the animation feature.
We'll see in a few hours I suppose. For now, I continue to work while thinking hard.
#Celtrist#cel doodles#Cel Animates#fanart#hazbin hotel#hellaverse#hazbin hotel fanart#hazbin fanart#hellaverse fanart#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel alastor#alastor the radio demon#I don't like how unfinished and un-finessed it is. But I really just wanted to check if I was still good animating in the program.#Krita would've been a good alternative but it also doesn't have my prefered brushes#and I just can't get the animation space to work properly anymore. Even when re-downloading.#If I don't get the csp upgrade I might see about krita again for animation. It's a really good program!
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#sleep token#iv#iv sleep token#sleep token iv#sleep token fanart#artists on tumblr#can't get over his sparkly outfit#starry night sky ivy <3#also if this looks pretty unfinished...#i kinda really liked the sketch lines showing#this thing also had like 4 different versions#with text and everything#but simplicity won again#:)))
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“THIS IS WHAT YOU WANTED, RIGHT SPECS?”
Click for Quality!
Version without code under the cut because I’m indecisive ↓
#aria draws#I might rb this with the flats later too because the flats came out REALLY nice imo#anyway yayyyyyy toxic yaoi!#digital art#digital drawing#fanart#gravity falls#gf#gravity falls fanart#gf fanart#fiddlebill#fiddlebillford#<- sorta? fiddle wants ford but ford wants bill and bill wants ford but also kinda wants fidds?? it’s a mess.#toxic yaoi#fiddleford mcgucket#fiddleford hadron mcgucket#possessed ford#bill cipher#young fiddleford#ciphord#is that the name of possessed ford? whatever that’s what I’m using#this was sitting as an unfinished sketch in my files for like. EVER.#finally decided to finish it recently on he bus
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you’re haunting my reflection, father.
#i can’t tell if i like this or not. hm#it’s definitely unfinished but i’m sick so i don’t really care#also i didn’t really like the blond hair in my other athena art#so i think i’ll stick with the red/brown from now on#epic the musical#epic the wisdom saga spoilers#epic the wisdom sage#athena epic#athena fanart#my art
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Annnd the digital doodles (some retraced from the traditional ones) of my killugon fic WSSW lol
Heres the traditional doodles!
#depths' art#hxh#killugon#jsndabhjdska that one unfinished doodle is. simply there.#LMFAO#the absolute difference sadnkbhjdvhsab#ANYWAY THANKS AGAIN SILLY SADJVSAHBKDSA#i did most of these for a greed island server card and not actual intent to post them online#also you can really tell how much better i got at drawing both killua and gons faces by this#these were like... the 10th time(s)?? around then#edit - removed the sketch one since i wanna finish it
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that one time when i did a shiny latias model
#she moves a bit weird with weird timing because it was my like. second time animating something in blender#like the second animation is mostly unfinished i just wanted to quickly put it together to test changing different animations in godot?#but it still looks really good i think! had a lot of fun figuring out things in blender#art#my art#pokemon#latias#3d#blender#animation#3d animation#also TECHNICALLY its low poly i did her like a low poly model. i just then added subdivision surface
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Your average sister relationship only get to grow up together for 3 years and then get separated while still getting put through the same trauma, only for when they finally reunite and admit they’re family one of them die for 5 years right after and the other one dies while they're gone to get them back.
#Have another part of this#eith them as kids#but it’s currently unfinished and I’m very unmotivated rn and this has been done for so long now like#I really love it so I wanted to post it#ill repost it with the kiddos if I ever finish that#Think about them a lot#This was a lot to work but also a lot of fun#Natasha romanoff#yelena belova#natalia romanova#black widow#(s)#black widow sisters#widow sisters#marvel#mcu#marvel fanart#black widow fanart#Pzyii arts#marvel cinematic universe#black widow movie
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