#it’ll never be the same.

[reanar]

lol

[beyond-the-kitchen]

2008 - 2023

[learnhowtolie]

Tom à la ferme (2013) dir. Xavier Dolan

[toddtakefive]

thinking about todd and his resolve toward… not quite isolation, but being alone in a room full of people again. he goes along to the study room to sit on his own and do his homework, he sits at the poets table and follows along with what’s being said while keeping quiet, he goes to the meetings at all but doesn’t necessarily contribute (in fact, if you watch him when cameron is telling the story ‘from camp in sixth grade’, you can see that he recognizes it before any of the other poets but doesn’t voice it until they all have). he’s not alone, necessarily, if you want to get technical about it, he’s just lonely, and he’s generally okay with that. he doesn’t have friends and that’s fine, he doesn’t participate in class and that’s fine, he doesn’t have a relationship with his family and that’s fine—he could live without any real connection and he’d have been, more or less, fine.

the thing about when he says “i can take care of myself just fine!” is that he isn’t really wrong, you can infer that he’s been doing it his entire life anyway, it’s that ‘taking care of yourself’ isn’t the same thing as really living or being happy. todd’s an introvert, certainly, and even as he gets closer to the group he defaults to sitting quietly in the background, but he’s also denying himself community out of fear not introversion. todd isn’t friendless because he’s an introvert, although that definitely plays a part, he’s friendless because he pushes anyone that might want his company away. if anyone has every wanted for his attention in the first place. (neil’s unwavering interest in him is unique (even when it comes to the rest of the poets, who are fine with todd coming along and joining the group, but aren’t really hellbent on him being there in the beginning) and his refusal to accept it is a direct result of being so lonely growing up.)

there’s obviously something to be said about the implications of his parents neglect, and the more than likely fact that he grew up friendless, and how those both play a part in in him being so skilled at dodging social interaction/being so avoidant of it, but by the time we see him in the movie he’s all but accepted his fate as being alone his entire life. he’s already accepted being the family disappointment, and he’s already accepted he’ll never amount to anything, and he obviously doesn’t like it, but he’d have managed living with that knowledge without the confirmation that it was all wrong. would he have been miserable? almost certainly. but he’d have managed. he’d done it for that long already, anyhow.

[literaila]

On a scale of one to ten how emotional was readers reaction seeing megumi alive again

8.7 but she never really believed that he was gone. call her crazy but her son isn’t going to blindly submit to some manic gym bro from the heian era

megumi takes back his body and she’s basically jumping up and down with yuji and applauding. a standing ovation for her son, obviously.

and then later she goes home and cries herself to sleep because a. she’s really proud of him and b. the world is a terrible terrible place

[bicheetopuff]

I watched Bakugous death and Deku’s fight with Shigaraki for the first time while high off my ass and that shit was so beautiful… Clifford slayed so hard… the animation for ep 13 was so mesmerizing to my high brain that I kept re watching it and crying like a weirdo. I’m so mad we didn’t get the blackwhip heart tho I hate it here but also love it here. I highly recommend watching bnha while under the influence of something. Legally, of course.

[ofhouseusher]

if you ever find me curled up on the floor sobbing and gnashing my teeth don't worry im just having an emotional meltdown rewatching the Rook's Rest battle

[lumiilys]

I desperately need Ed and Lucius to talk it through. I have no clue how that conversation would even work because of how badly Ed hurt Lucius but I need them to be friends again! Or at the very least on the road towards mending their friendship!

[theofficialpresidentoftheusa]

This may not be the perfect website but it is the only one where I can post two men covered in blood stabbing each other while making out and talk about them fucking nasty without having to censor myself whatsoever and also I get applause instead of people getting offended. So. It does have that going for it.

[kimtaegis]

I’m feeling quite sad about how much the active bts fandom on tumblr has shrunk and/ or how selective the community has become regarding content interaction. I’ve heard people pointing out a clique-building here lately, and while I’m well aware of closer mutual circles existing – and I can only speak on behalf of my friend group here – these pretty much develop naturally when there’s just no one else who reacts, reblogs from and talks to you anymore except for these handful of people. I don’t like that some people perceive these “cliques” as “exclusive”, for example to content creators only. that’s bullshit; it’s certainly not great to have only other cc’s support your work because they personally know how much time and effort it takes. also, knowing how lovely most of these people are, you’d get immediately followed back and showered with love too as soon as you’d even show a speckle of kindness on a regular basis, regardless of whether you make gifs yourself or not. ccs dedicating sets to each other isn’t a sign of exclusivity, but rather us holding onto and appreciating people who still give us at least some motivation to create and post in the first place anymore, because there’s quite literally no one else left by now.

[littledragondork]

Replayed the oblivion main quest today and yep.

Loosing Martin still hurts

[fishing-lesbian-catgirl]

In my Otherside Picnic reread I’m paying attention to when Toriko and Kozakura start showing their crushes on Sorawo in their own ways. I’m only on the start of book 3 but I’m also going to be paying close attention to how Akari feels about her, whether it’s just looking up to her senpai who is also really knowledgeable about this weird occult stuff, or if she also has a bit of s crush on her.

I just think it’d be really funny if Sorawo “I’m a gloomy otaku with weird interests that come across as offputting and creepy” Kamikoshi actually managed to make the first 3 women she encounters in the books fall for her.

[ghostbeam]

Fwb with Oliver who expects he’ll have to break things off once you get too attached but it’s worth it for a little fun except u never get too attached in fact ur the one who has to tell him it’s over bc he’s gotten too clingy

[floq]

it will never not be funny to me that it always takes a couple of days for tumblr clique to find my tøp art

[throwawayasoiafaccount]

I love that one of the roles fire plays in this series is to represent how all consuming desire can be, and how it’s framed as something that can be world ending when uncontrolled.

So naming unnatural, untamable green fire ‘wildfire’ is therefore a stroke of genius. It’s the representation of how we humans manufacture our own doom in the pursuit power, of how uncontrolled desire will eventually blow up in our faces.

And the fact that barrels and barrels of it sit fermenting under Kings Landing, Westeros’s breeding ground of maniac desire, and the capital the ambitious and corrupt flock to for what it promises? It’s perfection!

[granitxhka]

martin<3