#it’ll be out today hopefully!

[floral-hex]

woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.

[crybaby-bkg]

I’ve been mentally struggling really bad these past few weeks and my therapist recommended I get medicated so I called someone and they didn’t answer and haven’t called me back yet. so when I told my therapist about it this morning (mid another breakdown) she was like “well if they don’t call back by x date then call back again and again until they answer so you can be treated” like damn am I tripping that bad 🧍🏽‍♀️

[mer-se]

I've always seen posts about how bad it hurts when your kid is heartbroken, and I don't have a kid but l've helped raise my niece for so many years and through so many milestones, always there for the important and the not important stuff and she feels more like my little sister than my niece. She's tough like me and also a teenager so she keeps her emotions to herself and I gotta say her coming into my bedroom earlier crying and defeated about this boy - hurt in a different way because I can’t fix that.

[riaki]

i wanna start buying manga n my friend told me it’s cheaper and easier to just get from amazon but i want the full overpriced inflated economy experience so im gonna go to barnes & nobles

[dutybcrne]

The first night Kaeya had been brought to the Ragnvindr house, he could not sleep. He lay awake in bed, half expecting to be thrown out once morning came, so he wanted to be ready to face that. The second night, and the very night he realized he might actually be there to stay, he had followed an old Khaenri’ahn tradition his father had mentioned to him to cement that fact.

He had waited for all to sleep then snuck to the great fireplace he’d spotted while being shown around the place, and, after clumsily murmuring what he remembered to be the proper rites, walked through the still spot-stained place.

He had been caught by Adelinde during this process, and in spite of his fears at the time that she would hurt or scold him, she in fact not only heard him out to find out why he had done this, but also had helped him complete the final step of the process, letting him walk into her arms to show her acceptance of him in this new place. This new home.

It is for this reason, that Kaeya is quite attached to Adelinde, and had warmed up to her the fastest out of everyone else in the Ragnvindr household. From that moment on, she was now his safe place, when he wouldn’t trust most any other with his deepest, most painful emotions. For that moment on, no matter what happened or what may happen to him, wherever Adelinde would be, that to him, would certainly above all else truly be Home.

[gothsuguru]

I just read black is the color of my true loves hair and I am SCREAMING AND FROTHING

I HAVE TO KNOW HOW HE AND MC MET. IT SOUNDS SO CUTE AND WHOLESOME.

Especially how u preluded it......... turning someone who sleeps around into a soft devoted boy is my favorite meal ♡♡♡

THIS IS LITERALLY THE MOST SWEETEST ASK TO WAKE UP TO I’M CRYING THANK YOU FOR READING that fic is my absolute beloved <333

AND AHHHHH DID YOU KNOW THAT I WAS THINKING ABT WRITING THE PREQUEL FIC (HOW THEY MET) YESTERDAY??? are you in my brain anon omfg…

JUST BC OF YOU I’LL BE STARTING ON OUTLINING IT SOON! (hopefully i get inspo on actual writing but i have some of the storyline down!) <333

as a lil treat for You my beloved… i’ll give you a smooch <3 also suguru’s tattoo parlor is called uzumaki 🤭 i may show parts of his time sleeping around but i think by the time they met he had his own tattoo parlor? I’M NOT EVEN SURE ANYMORE I HAVE TO REREAD MY OWN FIC NOW TO MAKE SURE NFNFNFNFNFNF 😭 but yes they ARE both so devoted and soft <333 wholesome sometimes but feral little demons in love the other <333

i love you so much thank you for sending me this <3 what a wonderful thing to wake up to :’) ILYSM :D i’ll get started on it soon just for you! <3

(also dear anon idk if you’ll see this but lmk what stuff you want me to put in the fic as a treat for you! if it works well w the story i’ll see what i can do :D)

(a treat for you anon these texts killed me) ^^^ the way their relationship in “black is the color of my true love’s hair” works btw reader is in grey and suguru is in blue 🤭

[psychohelmet]

I can’t believe I’m actually going on a trip to Japan. And it’ll be my first trip without family. Ah dreams do come true for those who have friends that ask them randomly on a Wednesday afternoon (last week) if they wanna go on a trip with them and then you forgot your passport expired so you went to renew it over the weekend but your photo got rejected so you made your way down to immigration to beg them to expedite your passport with the new photo you submitted after telling them your sob story (not that I was flying off to Japan) and then the officer gave in and approved my passport and then your friend was able to book the flight and that’s how dreams come true.

Brb I’m going to visit the famous satosugu kfc breakup spot.

[sushistyless]

eeJAHAAJHA was having a good day and THEN decided to fucking DROP food on my favourite cream sweater

[ceciliathecabinwitch]

Making some white turkey chili in a little bit and I’m honestly so excited

Bf and I are coming to a time of semi rest before he starts a new (full time!!) job at the start of the year but there’s still a lot of residual stress lingering around and I think we could def use some comfort food

And imho soups/stews/chilis are some of the easiest foods to transition to magic as well, so there’s definitely gonna be some of that in there too (especially because this is my first chance to bust out my giant stew pot since we moved in and there are few things that feel more like making potions to me)

[tvrningout]

good morning, beans and buds! happy thanksgiving to those who celebrate and happy thursday to those who don’t 💜 please be safe and eat lots of tasty food!!

[fenrir-barks-at-you]

Sad :(

[rooolt]

Happy naddpod live in Philly day for all who will celebrate

[dreamertrilogys]

i’m so fucking tired (physically but also emotionally/mentally) like i don’t even feel like a person rn

[starbuck]

I’ve had such a fucking rough past few days… and it’s not any HUGE horrible thing, but a lot of little things…

interview went badly and i’m gonna have to wait till after the holidays to probably get turned down really awkwardly by people i’ve known for years… found out i’m going to have to reschedule an appointment I originally made ten months in advance due to a mistake on the part of the doctor’s office, meaning my new date could wind up being over a year since i originally called to schedule (this is my ADHD screening, woohoo!! 🙃🙃)… my Mom-mom said something really shitty to me and then played the victim when I asked her to stop and has not apologized… somebody beat me to a rare bird I’ve been trying to find at my patch for three years and spent 58 hours looking for unsuccessfully just by randomly spotting it while on a two hour walk…

And it’s like. All of these would just be stupid little annoyances on their own, but taken together, and all during the first anniversary of when my Pop-pop was in hospice, it’s just. Really difficult. And i feel like i can’t catch a break. Like the universe needs to give me a win stat or i don’t know what to do anymore. i’m trying so hard and it feels like i’m just being punished for it over and over again.

[smilesrobotlover]

OW

[grumpyoldsnake]

Spent all say yesterday prepping and running a D&D session!

And then today was spent grocery shopping, cooking (pozole & sourdough bread), watching a show together with my brother via discord, writing, and hanging out with a friend on the phone while we both played the sims.

(…then doing all the dishes from said cooking. 😂)

In short: a very pleasant weekend! ^_^