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floral-hex · 10 months ago
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woke up at 4am feeling the weight of my life crushing me, so I’ve been sitting out in my car for the last couple of hours because I just need. to. be. somewhere else.
#tumblr ate something like this but I think I deserve to shout uselessly into the void#shits rough dawg#I know it’s rough for everyone. I feel shitty even talking about myself. still… compelled to vent… big butts#haven’t really been on here much since it hasn’t really scratched that itch lately & just makes me feel lonelier#it’s cold#saw the Jazzercise studio open across the street. 5am for Jazzercise? wow. early.#and then everyone left an hour and a half later. lights out. everybody gone. weird schedule. I am perplexed.#went down the road and got a soda and I’ve been sitting in my driveway contemplating for the last 2.5 hours#guy at the gas station tried to talk to me but I just half assed a smile and nod and left#even though I know I’d love to just… talk to someone. I suppose it has to be ‘on my terms’ whatever those are#I miss having a therapist. or even just when my little brothers would talk to me. when anyone would. blegh#my insurance is still a mess and I’m about to run out of one of my blood pressure meds this week#maybe I’ll have a stroke. scary to think about. I think about dying a lot but that potential feels too real. just… pop! and I’m done.#I’ll try today to finally push to straighten it out but everything feels daunting#woke up with so much anxiety. about my health. my hearing. no money. my life. had to get out of the house even if it’s just right outside#hate to say it but I need(want) thc. haven’t wanted to spend money on it but I could have really used it this morning#can’t be sad if you can’t feel anything (jokingly but also not. whichever is less sad sounding)#actually treated myself to Dune 2 last week and it was so so good. wish I could go again. but it’s drugs food or movie right now. so…#I know. dumb priority but BIG SCREEN. maybe it’ll hit theaters again for the next awards season hopefully. just a real nice loud experience#anyway… I should go inside. almost 7am. need to take my brothers to school then drive my mom to her daily appointments#I’ve felt so hollow and angry and sad for so long it feels like. I feels so weak and sad and I’m tired of it. I’m so tired.#I’ve been eating about 1 meal a day and sleeping a lot. this is the worst my body has ever been. I feel like I’m just waiting to die.#is this relatable?#just have to look past it. it is nothing. this body is nothing. just enjoy your soda.#gonna look at pictures of butts now#ok gotta go I love you goodbye forever#you can ignore this#text
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crybaby-bkg · 1 year ago
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I’ve been mentally struggling really bad these past few weeks and my therapist recommended I get medicated so I called someone and they didn’t answer and haven’t called me back yet. so when I told my therapist about it this morning (mid another breakdown) she was like “well if they don’t call back by x date then call back again and again until they answer so you can be treated” like damn am I tripping that bad 🧍🏽‍♀️
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bccksmarts · 2 months ago
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I’m working tonight but I wanna try sending some asks out before I go!! I’m currently trapped downstairs dog sitting ( again ) so I’mma try giving y’all some Hermione content if peeps wants some rn ✨
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mer-se · 5 months ago
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I've always seen posts about how bad it hurts when your kid is heartbroken, and I don't have a kid but l've helped raise my niece for so many years and through so many milestones, always there for the important and the not important stuff and she feels more like my little sister than my niece. She's tough like me and also a teenager so she keeps her emotions to herself and I gotta say her coming into my bedroom earlier crying and defeated about this boy - hurt in a different way because I can’t fix that.
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riaki · 1 year ago
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i wanna start buying manga n my friend told me it’s cheaper and easier to just get from amazon but i want the full overpriced inflated economy experience so im gonna go to barnes & nobles
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gothsuguru · 9 months ago
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I just read black is the color of my true loves hair and I am SCREAMING AND FROTHING
I HAVE TO KNOW HOW HE AND MC MET. IT SOUNDS SO CUTE AND WHOLESOME.
Especially how u preluded it......... turning someone who sleeps around into a soft devoted boy is my favorite meal ♡♡♡
THIS IS LITERALLY THE MOST SWEETEST ASK TO WAKE UP TO I’M CRYING THANK YOU FOR READING that fic is my absolute beloved <333
AND AHHHHH DID YOU KNOW THAT I WAS THINKING ABT WRITING THE PREQUEL FIC (HOW THEY MET) YESTERDAY??? are you in my brain anon omfg…
JUST BC OF YOU I’LL BE STARTING ON OUTLINING IT SOON! (hopefully i get inspo on actual writing but i have some of the storyline down!) <333
as a lil treat for You my beloved… i’ll give you a smooch <3 also suguru’s tattoo parlor is called uzumaki 🤭 i may show parts of his time sleeping around but i think by the time they met he had his own tattoo parlor? I’M NOT EVEN SURE ANYMORE I HAVE TO REREAD MY OWN FIC NOW TO MAKE SURE NFNFNFNFNFNF 😭 but yes they ARE both so devoted and soft <333 wholesome sometimes but feral little demons in love the other <333
i love you so much thank you for sending me this <3 what a wonderful thing to wake up to :’) ILYSM :D i’ll get started on it soon just for you! <3
(also dear anon idk if you’ll see this but lmk what stuff you want me to put in the fic as a treat for you! if it works well w the story i’ll see what i can do :D)
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(a treat for you anon these texts killed me) ^^^ the way their relationship in “black is the color of my true love’s hair” works btw reader is in grey and suguru is in blue 🤭
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psychohelmet · 1 year ago
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I can’t believe I’m actually going on a trip to Japan. And it’ll be my first trip without family. Ah dreams do come true for those who have friends that ask them randomly on a Wednesday afternoon (last week) if they wanna go on a trip with them and then you forgot your passport expired so you went to renew it over the weekend but your photo got rejected so you made your way down to immigration to beg them to expedite your passport with the new photo you submitted after telling them your sob story (not that I was flying off to Japan) and then the officer gave in and approved my passport and then your friend was able to book the flight and that’s how dreams come true.
Brb I’m going to visit the famous satosugu kfc breakup spot.
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sushistyless · 1 year ago
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eeJAHAAJHA was having a good day and THEN decided to fucking DROP food on my favourite cream sweater
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ceciliathecabinwitch · 1 year ago
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Making some white turkey chili in a little bit and I’m honestly so excited
Bf and I are coming to a time of semi rest before he starts a new (full time!!) job at the start of the year but there’s still a lot of residual stress lingering around and I think we could def use some comfort food
And imho soups/stews/chilis are some of the easiest foods to transition to magic as well, so there’s definitely gonna be some of that in there too (especially because this is my first chance to bust out my giant stew pot since we moved in and there are few things that feel more like making potions to me)
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fatelcved · 1 year ago
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good morning, beans and buds! happy thanksgiving to those who celebrate and happy thursday to those who don’t 💜 please be safe and eat lots of tasty food!!
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fenrir-barks-at-you · 1 year ago
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Sad :(
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rooolt · 2 years ago
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Happy naddpod live in Philly day for all who will celebrate
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smilesrobotlover · 2 years ago
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OW
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grumpyoldsnake · 2 years ago
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Spent all say yesterday prepping and running a D&D session!
And then today was spent grocery shopping, cooking (pozole & sourdough bread), watching a show together with my brother via discord, writing, and hanging out with a friend on the phone while we both played the sims.
(…then doing all the dishes from said cooking. 😂)
In short: a very pleasant weekend! ^_^
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bungo-alley-cats · 8 months ago
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going to start on the name explanation posts! i think Twilightclan is going to be first because I had a lot of fun naming them haha
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apollo-just-ice · 1 year ago
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Okay I know I said I would do eot postgame.
But I think I am maybe just putting that on hold for now and moving forwards to gti,,,
A new game for me that I have not played before, so idk what lies ahead for this!
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