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OK SO I JUST FINISHED MY LAST SHOW YESTERDAY
It was High School Musical
And I was Kelsi Neilsen!!
And my friend was Jack Scott!!
And those two characters are shipped in the musical
AAAND I WAS BORED, SO DURING THE MONTHS THAT WE REHEARSED AND DURING SHOW WEEK I MADE A HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL DEDICATED PAGE
(Click for better quality ofc)
Featuring me, Jack Scott, and my friends Mia and Grace!!
Also here's more of me and Jack Scott (with signatures)
Closeups + signatures under the cut!!
#NO BECAUSE IN EACH OF THE SHOWS I TRIP INTO JACK SCOTT#AND THEN THE LINES WERE#“I really dig your music”#AND I GET HELPED UP AND SAY “I really like you...”#“...r voice!”#AND THEN HE PULLS OUT A FLOWER#AND I PUT IT IN MY HAIR#he also likes alien stage so i made him an origami flower that looks like a pink clematis#and when he gives me the flower we both sing “My Clematis”#omg and the signature page is us practicing our signatures for autographs#OH AND THE FIRST PAGE WAS WHEN I HAD MY HAIR DOWN#BUT THEN I PUT MY HAIR UP AND MADE THOSE LIL CATFISH WISPS#SO THAT I LOOK LIKE KELSI NEILSEN#it worked btw im so cool#okay yeah im done with my yap session#AEONIyaps#high school musical#highschool musical#kelsi neilsen#jack scott#alien stage mention#sketch#sketchbook#sketchbook pages#art
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so one of the things that's so horrifying about birth control is that you have to, like, navigate this incredibly personal choice about your body and yet also face the epitome of misogyny. like, someone in the comments will say it wasn't that bad for me, and you'll be utterly silenced. like, everyone treats birth control like something that's super dirty. like, you have no fucking information or control over this thing because certain powerful people find it icky.
first it was the oral contraceptives. you went on those young, mostly for reasons unrelated to birth control - even your dermatologist suggested them to control your acne. the list of side effects was longer than your arm, and you just stared at it, horrified.
it made you so mentally ill, but you just heard that this was adulthood. that, yes, there are of course side effects, what did you expect. one day you looked up yasmin makes me depressed because surely this was far too intense, and you discovered that over 12,000 lawsuits had been successfully filed against the brand. it remains commonly prescribed on the open market. you switched brands a few times before oral contraceptives stopped being in any way effective. your doctor just, like, shrugged and said you could try a different brand again.
and the thing is that you're a feminist. you know from your own experience that birth control can be lifesaving, and that even when used for birth control - it is necessary healthcare. you have seen it save so many people from such bad situations, yourself included. it is critical that any person has access to birth control, and you would never suggest that we just get rid of all of it.
you were a little skeeved out by the implant (heard too many bad stories about it) and figured - okay, iud. it was some of the worst pain you've ever fucking experienced, and you did it with a small number of tylenol in your system (3), like you were getting your bikini line waxed instead of something practically sewn into your body.
and what's wild is that because sometimes it isn't a painful insertion process, it is vanishingly rare to find a doctor that will actually numb the area. while your doctor was talking to you about which brand to choose, you were thinking about the other ways you've been injured in your life. you thought about how you had a suspicious mole frozen off - something so small and easy - and how they'd numbed a huge area. you thought about when you broke your wrist and didn't actually notice, because you'd thought it was a sprain.
your understanding of pain is that how the human body responds to injury doesn't always relate to the actual pain tolerance of the person - it's more about how lucky that person is physically. maybe they broke it in a perfect way. maybe they happened to get hurt in a place without a lot of nerve endings. some people can handle a broken femur but crumble under a sore tooth. there's no true way to predict how "much" something actually hurts.
in no other situation would it be appropriate for doctors to ignore pain. just because someone can break their wrist and not feel it doesn't mean no one should receive pain meds for a broken wrist. it just means that particular person was lucky about it. it should not define treatment.
in the comments of videos about IUDs, literally thousands of people report agony. blinding, nauseating, soul-crushing agony. they say things like i had 2 kids and this was the worst thing i ever experienced or i literally have a tattoo on my ribs and it felt like a tickle. this thing almost killed me or would rather run into traffic than ever feel that again.
so it's either true that every single person who reports severe pain is exaggerating. or it's true that it's far more likely you will experience pain, rather than "just a pinch." and yet - there's nothing fucking been done about it. it kind of feels like a shrug is layered on top of everything - since technically it's elective, isn't it kind of your fault for agreeing to select it? stop being fearmongering. stop being defensive.
you fucking needed yours. you are almost weirdly protective of it. yours was so important for your physical and mental health. it helped you off hormonal birth control and even started helping some of your symptoms. it still fucking hurt for no fucking reason.
once while recovering from surgery, they offered you like 15 days of vicodin. you only took 2 of them. you've been offered oxy for tonsillitis. you turned down opioids while recovering from your wisdom tooth extraction. everything else has the option. you fucking drove yourself home after it, shocked and quietly weeping, feeling like something very bad had just happened. the nurse that held your hand during the experience looked down at you, tears in her eyes, and said - i know. this is cruelty in action.
and it's fucked up because the conversation is never just "hey, so the way we are doing this is fucking barbaric and doctors should be required to offer serious pain meds" - it's usually something around the lines of "well, it didn't kill you, did it?"
you just found out that removing that little bitch will hurt just as bad. a little pinch like how oral contraceptives have "some" serious symptoms. like your life and pain are expendable or not really important. like maybe we are all hysterical about it?
hysteria comes from the latin word for uterus, which is great!
you stand here at a crossroads. like - this thing is so important. did they really have to make it so fucking dangerous. and why is it that if you make a complaint, you're told - i didn't even want you to have this in the first place. we're told be careful what you wish for. we're told that it's our fault for wanting something so illict; we could simply choose not to need medication. that maybe if we don't like the scraps, we should get ready to starve.
we have been saying for so long - "i'm not asking you to remove the option, i'm asking you to reconsider the risk." this entire time we hear: well, this is what you wanted, isn't it?
#where's the word woman in this u might wonder if u suck#good news i am nonbinary and have a uterus so that is something that can happen#im also gender fluid tho which means im immune to certain psychic damage bc if u call me a woman i'll be like <3 okay <3#writeblr#the tightrope of ''ppl need access to this''#and like also#''what the fuck is going on over there'' is like. so difficult as an activist#i was <3 punctured <3 during mine#and almost bled out on the table :) they didn't have anyone standing by bc it's ''just a little insertion''#so i started crashing and i vaguely remember apologizing for the fuss as i heard my heart rate monitor start going <3 tachycardic <3#she wasn't even a bad doctor tbh#ps btw the reason i even HAD a heart monitor is that i have a genuine heart condition and they knew GOING IN that there was a chance#i'd crash on the table#like my heart just likes to do fun little tricks and <3 stop working <3 (i do not want to discuss the specifics ty i am okay im ontop of it#and they were like 'oh u will be fine' and then she did do a puncture thru my uterus . pop!#and im sitting there dizzy and feeling my heartrate start to drop bc it feels almost. beautiful. like. the whole ground just#woosh! out from under you. and shit is like grey's anatomy. i'm looking up at her grey eyes#she's old she wears this nice shawl she's like got Cool Lesbian vibes and people are sprinting into the room#from other parts of the clinic unrelated to me. while the monitor is like a little aria singing#and shes like hey youre okay stay awake stay with me something went wrong we have to keep trying#and i remember thinking - i was trying to think of nice things. i have so many beautiful places that now overlap#with this terrible memory#i became dimly aware that there was too much on her wrists and hands. like#that was too many liters#and then when they had finished all this. i packed up and drove myself home#i have had (bad thing) happen to me. and the same feeling happened after#that numb almost lamblike bleating. you cry without noise. like. ur body is so shocked and ur mind so empty#you just stare at the road and everything everything is happening behind glass and static and you are standing so far away from it#while you hold ur hands at 10 and 2. and something in ur brain is SCREAMING at you - IT WAS BAD AND IT SHOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED#and ur just watching the alarms in your body going off and youre thinking. a little pinch! ha. i think i just lost something important.
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BTW if you've ever made fanart for anything of mine (trod, sl, ect) and you make prints of your artwork or use inprint for that, you can do that with fanart you've made for me
(brought to you by: im scratching at your doors pls let me buy a print)
#context: asked to buy a print of a mutual's fanart of trod and they hadnt put it on inprint or anything because it was my AU out of respect#so this is me telling you to Do That#YOU made that my brother in christ#fanart of fanart is still transformative work and support small artists#I DO NOT SPEAK FOR EVERY ARTIST EVER im just telling you im cool with it#slamming card down gif#sara shush#this is specifically about art prints btw
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hi heres my ramblings about a md rain world au i made up in like a day bye
#how do you people make this look so easy#im dying over here#why is designing things so difficult its literally my job#and im working with alreadymade designs too#cringe or whatever but i dont care i just need to post this full thing somewhere#forgot to draw doll. oh well#i have literally every episode except prom thought out in this au#what do you people even do with aus btw. do you just have them#am i supposed to be like making content for them or do you just collect them like pokemon cards#forgot to write on the thing and im too lazy to change it now but#uzis spear is meant to pierce opponents and then deliver like 17 lethal doses of electricity at once#unless i do something cool or you people want it thisll be the last you hear of this#art#murder drones#rain world#im too lazy to tag characters do it yourself#its so fanficy but theres literally no other way i could make it work out. growling noise
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sm dumb little sketch of mkulia i did 2day on my phone bcs im on a trip.........
#my art#total drama#td mk#td julia#total drama mk#total drama mkulia#mkulia#td mkulia#tdi 2023#IM SO EXHAUSTED#i saw so many museums and sculptures n art tho. totally worth it#promise i'll work on my dndads things next i swear i love them too😭😭😭😭#but 4 now little mkulia crumbs 4 da crowd#i did this w my fingers btw its cool to draw like this actually is kinda fun#robin's doodles!!
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ur always chasin that damn Whale🙄‼️
#pachidraws#limbus company#ishmael#ishmael lcb#i pulled out adobe illustrator for this. i have like 3 comps i am supposed to do instead. but its ok bc i like this#fun fact! those fonts aren't imitations I genuinelt identified and found the limbus company fonts#off of memory/random chance#if ur curious said fonts are dimensions and bebas neue#both by Dharma type#Thank you graphic design major. this is the ONLY thing it's ever done for me#pachiposting#im so happy ishmael looks like this. shes so cool i love her. doing all that work on the hat with pen tool was worth it#this is all with a trackpad btw. if u even care (i was possessed i think)#i love ishmael i want her#hope u enjoy
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forcing myself to stop playing marvel rivals and actually sleep but before i do i just think he's very cutesy here
#snap chats#the follow up frame where he slashes his sword IS very cool.. btw....#ok im done marvel rivals spamming ill try not to talk bout it as much after todaaaay#the games just very fun so far.....#but for now i slumber i have work i must do ... good night everyone !!!!!
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DAY THREE LETS GOOOOOOO ROLE SWAP AU
Assistant Alejandro and Contestant Noah! this was super fun to draw and i might devellop this AU a bit more because i have some ideas!!!
(Their personalities aren't swapped, only their roles are!)
#cheese posting#alenoah#alenoah week#alenoah week 2024#td noah#td alejandro#swap au#Dirtbags Roleswap AU#art#i love drawing Noah in this btw. his hair is so cool he sooo wouldn't take care of it that much in canon but he does here#and by that i mean he brushes it more. im gonna go with the “he needs to be more presentable for reality tv” angle to explain it#alejandro one day realises he has eyebags due to his assistant work and freaks the fuck out#the hiding the necklace is build-up to him straight up not wearing it anymore btw fuck his family
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Aromantic Squad I need your help because words fail me. Describe the difference between a Normal Friendship, a Squish (a crush but for desire to be homies), and a QPR (if that's thing you do/consider). Thank you.
#aromantic#arospec#aro#i can give context but its kind of roundabout so long story short:#i made new friends from an audition (longer story) (im a pro-thespian) (yes im a loser) and they do NOT get it#and im trying to explain it but it keeps getting back to 'but isnt that a boyfriend?'#NO thats a HOMIE. and one of them is asexual so my 'romance is just sexy friendship' bit didnt work either bcuz he was like#then whats friends with benefits. I DONT KNOW I just go here.#anyway tbc theyre all chill. we're pro theatre kids okay this is a safe space.#but i just. can't articulate it.#and im irish so it usually just turns into me saying something riddled with catholic guilt in the middle and we get off track#these are british ppl btw theyre so lame. but in a cool friend way. whatever you dont need my fucking autobio just rb the post#im allergic to shutting the fuck up
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Another one of my drv3 headcanons is that kokichi isn't even officially designated as the "ultimate supreme leader" he's the ultimate prankster. He lied lmao
#it makes so much sense lmao#it would be even funnier if this was not a bit that team dr thought up but now they have to work with it#idk it would make sense then how he figures out maki so quickly cause hes also lying about his ultimate talent#its also a cool foil thing. he lies to make himself appear more dangerous. and she lies to make herself appear less#kokichi oma#kokichi ouma#danganronpa#drv3#im ignoring the motive video btw#headcanons#avis original
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I AM FINALLY GETTING ENIGMA DO MEDO
#hey fun fact about me#i REALLY like puzzles. really really like puzzles#im also picky about them but.#ough#enigmas.#they're so cool#escape room games are my jam#theres a really good one on coolmath that I LOVED#its called trace#theres also this VR game I love called The Room#its really good#im just rambling while I let the game download#im sure it'll work on my old thinkpad from highschool smile#wish me luck huevos#not a poll#btw if anyone has suggestions for escape room/puzzle games for me. I will love you forever.
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Ansy and Ikrit with their full teams in @parasolladyansy‘s comic Diamond x Pearl rewrite!
also some other doodles
oooh i had. so much i was going to say but i have. forgotten all of it. i love everyone's teams and i am fully expecting to just doodle them randomly later on ghrieowugh.
#submas#ray's art#subway boss ingo#subway boss emmet#... ansy and i think ikirt are usually tagged with trainer sona but i have. no clue what to tag them as#this is an really amazing comic btw#like. beyond just the art its well written and there's a lot of cool HCs#been having a rough... couple of weeks. so its been fun working on these in my free time.#and also re reading the comic a few times... there so many tiny fantastic details!#so uh. even tho im struggling to do art in a way that i feel looks good or whatever#i really wanted to just draw something#even if im not stratified with it.#so!! i will keep drawing. until i make something i can be truly proud of.#(this is a threat /silly)
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was feeling 'fine' (all things considered) then spent 3 hours daydreaming about oc stuff without moving and inch and now i feel very much not fine, i really cant win can i :(
#ganondoodles talks#personal#yes it was sort of sad stuff#but new stuff i hadnt thought about before that arent part of any of the planned stories#i dont even know if im feeling worse again bc it was kinda sad#or bc i didnt move a muscle for hours#or by its late and i barely got sleep last night#or bc i yet again wasted so mayn hours doing essentially nothing#or its all of the above#going to bed :(#you can still send me asks btw!!#im trying to answer them all and i got the next week off work so maybe more time for this#for soem reason i keep struggeling trying to get shargons design into a shape i like#i feel like hes still the one with the most 'boring' one#i want to make him more bird like but i cant seem to get it right#................................also that comic i mentioned in a previous post is haunting me#i keep seeing bits of it and it looks so cool but i cant get myself to actually read it#why am i like this q-q
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Polyamory win! The goth punk seeker of darkness and the perky peppy chipper cheery mascot kid are both dating the Joker!
Most poses based off this polyam art meme!
#i play it so cool over here but ive been losing my mind abt marloakworthy lately#shout out to cal llumimoon my marloakworthy partner in crime were developing new mental illnesses together#im gonna be rly annoying abt self rb for this post btw. bc i worked so very hard on it and need the validation#<- hasnt properly drawn anything in.. so long#dungeons and daddies#marloakworthy#scermie#oakworthy#normscary#hermie the unworthy#hermie unworthy#scary marlowe#normal oak#silver scribbles (art tag)
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guess which boyfailure just broke down crying in a culver's !!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
#💬 ⌗ 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐭𝐞𝐜𝐭'𝐬 𝐫𝐚𝐦𝐛𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 . . . ✧#so im . i have to makeup an online class session right#i have to be on a zoom from 7 pm to 9#and im like cool sure i can do that but i just got out of conditioning and the crew team is going to culvers for fundraising#and like... the zoom wont be that strict right. i can have my camera off probably haha#top ten words spoken before disaster i tell u wtf#girl pulls up to the zoom call#CALLS ATTENDANCE 4 TIMES#btw#atp im in the culvers line tryna order right. she then sets down some rules#camera on. microphone has to be working#okok rudimentary stuff i can work w that right.. haha no then she goes you cant talk or laugh keep ur full face in the frame and NORMALLY t#that kinda sturff wouldnt be a probelm but im over here at culvers being big backed yk so i go ok. no worries ill lock in#so i borrow my friends knockoff airpods and sneak a couple bites in of my cheese curds but like fast sneaky and hand over mouth type shit y#anyways the tags are probably gonna get cut off so ill wrap this up. i suffer through not being able to take a bite of my burger for a good#hour and 20 minutes and thne my phone just fucking dies. after all that#i had to like dodge my friends hands in the air i had to make sure no one was in my camera frame cause girl would regularly check too#that and my lack of sleep for the past three weeks just accumulate to me sobbing in culvers im so paatheicsdafjsdl
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The Oath an older sister takes is on par with that of a Paladins, and sometimes upheld with the very same ferocity…
#jrwi fanart#jrwi riptide#jrwi show#gillion tidestrider#edyn tidestrider#OKAY I WONT RAMBLE HERE AS MUCH AS LAST TIME BUT RAAHHH IM RLY PROUD O THIS PAGE. it was rottin in my wips for so long#but now its DONE!!(as much as im willing it to be) i rly like my colors! i looove playin with colors :3c#seeing everyones nice words on my last post also made me SOOO HAPPY it motivated me to create MORE!!!!#SO HERE HERE more edyn n gillion bc they make me EMOTIONAL!! i work with lil kids as my job too and im also an older sister so#i might be projecting a liiittle bit. okay to be fair i project onto gillion ALOT!! i didnt do well in school and adults are mean somtimes:#i hope we find out whats going on with edyn soon... whole heartedly trust her tho. she has gillions best interests in mind!#ive been rotatin the thought of her assassinating the elders in my brain for SO LONG!! i just need edyn to KILL to protect gillion ouuhhh#hope she comes back with like a giant sword or a cool gun#RAMBLE ABT UR FEELINGS IN THE TAGS BTW#I READ IT ALL N IT MAKES ME SO SO SO HAPPY. YOU GOTTA.
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