#it went FUCKING AMAZINGLY

[bloodbonesandmarrow]

I got a hysterectomy today 🤩

[butchkaramazov]

NO WAY WE WON FIRST PLACE IN MUSIC

[talesofwhimsy]

I'm 100 pages into Moby Dick and they just got on the goddamn boat

This book actually kinda fucks hard it's great?

[psychojetcocktail]

Arcade makes me feel a few years younger, in the best way possible.

The fact that this random character from a 2010 rpg game is still one of the most beloved video game characters and still one of the best queer representations, in any media, I have ever seen gives me the most refreshing feeling ever. (im on some hopecore type shit abt this guy)

He reminds me of how I used to feel when I was younger, how I used to enjoy video game characters just cause they talked funny, or because I saw myself in them, very surface level (positively)

[knightofleo]

Found the Earthbore Cave.

[designernishiki]

im at the haruka + akiyama duo section of 5 now and i love it <3 both for the uncle/niece sort of dynamic they have and because i fucking love me a murder mystery baby

[redrocketpanda]

Almost without fail, I always get spooked by someone telling me "I'm here for the marathon, not the sprint"

I become so used to other people (& myself) treating me like something disposable. Like they will use me for the One Thing they want and then when they get it they're gone. So the idea that there are people who will be up front about their longer termed intentions always throws me

I turned up for the sprint, lured in by the temptation of a fun hook up, wholly unprepared to run a marathon with this person. And now I am trying to sit with the fear of considering that there's a different option in all of this, an option that somebody else clearly wants, and feeling deeply conflicted over allowing myself to even entertain that idea. Because the alternative requires vulnerability and intimacy and trust

But fuck... beneath the fear and the confusion there's a want. A desire to be wanted, to be held, to be seen. And its hard to maintain the barricades when someone holds me in the light of the morning sun pouring through the window, looking at me as though they've just discovered some kind of secret of the universe and telling me how wonderous such a discovery is

And I want to trust them. I want to give in to that feeling of warmth and protection. But god, I'm scared of what that entails and the memory of how it feels to be heartbroken when I get cast aside

[deafknell]

If I didn't have a million other works to focus on, I'd love to do a fic where it's Re Zero with Library of Ruina elements.

Like, the whole Books of the Dead in Arc 6 really mesh well with watching invited guests of the Library before they arrive -- it'd be fascinating to take the barebones concept (person longing to be free slowly growing more human with the help of a servant taking down invited guests to add new books to the library) and applying that to someone like Beatrice working with Subaru, with each floor being an Emilia camp member.

Only issue would be the weaker characters/Subaru being an ant compared to Roland's ability, but assuming you'd still have ego pages and have guests be a bit more tame, it should be fine. Hardest part would be writing the cutscenes where other camp characters or side people get a good amount of development only to be turned to a book :(

Plus, well, the Blue Reverberation Ensemble would be perfectly tied to archbishops in terms of being genuinely batshit crazy. Good villain fodder later down the line.

[musicrunsthroughmysoul]

Me at a still-north-of-Seattle transit center, looking around and noticing a whole new fucking light link rail behind the transit center with trains coming and going on it: WAIT. THAT'S A THING NOW???? ARE THEY DONE????? CAN I USE THAT YET???????????? PLEASE...

Turned out...no, they will not be in operation until halfway through September. So I guess they're just testing the new rail and the trains. But, SIGH, it would make my travel plans so much faster and easier...

[shidoukanae]

Paris Valerian but i redesign his dragon form for funsies based on how i see him=. Not sure if I like this design bc im not a fan of bulkier looking dragons but for Paris I think this works??

Some headcanons about this design:

has a bit of a bull-like look bc I associate bulls with persistence and madness and idk that fits Paris well so if Fian has a “fox” motif Paris gets a “bull” one for his dragon form 

His design is based a lot on how a stereotypically evil dragon would look???? Because imo OG!Paris reads as a massive antagonist and I think giving him a look that fits that vibe in his dragon form works!! Especially because he still is an antagonist in a way (though god does he not read that way lmao)

he’s stronger in his dragon form than Fian is and he uses this to his advantage to bully Fian around whenever they playfight as dragons. That said, it seems Paris is surprisingly gentle towards Fian in this form and never hurts him.

he uses this form to intimidate people into getting what he wants. He’s not used to getting retaliated against while in this form and quickly respects anyone who does so (read: Fian, Lyla and Helene)

the silver scales on his body can glow in the same way his eyes do. Typically, he keeps them dull-colored (see above) but if he feels a strong emotion of any sorts they’ll glow brightly without him meaning to (noticeably: they glow constantly whenever Helene is around for obvious reasons~).

[numberone-wifeguy]

05/02/24

[sick-as-a-dog]

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[ayosdesignz-blog]

He's had a very tragic and stressful life. I agree.

They practically say as much in show when revealing that his very existence is considered disgusting and "requires" extermination.

And after his mom's death he had absolutely no one he could fully trust or rely on. Not anyone in the village he was raised in until they clearly kicked him out.

Not his own big brother who ignores or maims him in turn with promises of death.

Not any of his demon race of people or his dad's subjects.

Not even his dad's vassals like Myoga. Because while their relationship managed to develop to the point that Inuyasha has learned he could trust in the information he provides, and can relax at the flea demon not being big or strong enough to be a real threat personally, it's clear (to me) he doesn't rely on Myoga at all and his trust is limited.

--- Because again, he'd been alone and lonely from his mother's death up until he hesitantly tried to give a relationship a chance with Kikyo. That means Myoga the flea was so insignificant he couldn't even be relied upon to be a friendly companion. And my theory for why is that since EVERYONE was alwaying gunning for Inuyasha’s death that Myoga would disappear often and rarely showed up due to fear. Which could read as indifference, abandonment, and even agreement to the violence against him to Inuyasha’s eyes.

Inuyasha's life before canon is exceptionally tragic to me.

He was born into grief. His father gave his life for him to be born, and his mother too, though her's was a lengthier death. She gave up her status and any acceptance she might have found, in favor of raising him. After she died, Inuyasha had NO ONE. He was a child, and he was all alone, knowing firsthand that there was absolutely no one in the world who wanted him. In fact, every human and demon he's ever encountered has made it clear they wish he would die, or that he'd never been born.

He has to live with this, knowing that the entire world is factually against his existence.

So he learns to be tough. He grows spines to protect himself and he lashes out first. It's too painful to hope, but he still does. It's too painful to try and connect, but he still does...

In spite of all the anguish and cruelty he has suffered, his heart remains kind. He can't bring himself to hate, the way that they hate him. He was born of love and it lives inside him, protecting him so that he can still be vulnerable, so that he can still find love, in spite of it all.

[stormbreaker101]

discord gets trolled

[assiraphales]

nah but the how to train ur dragon live action already looks so good because the cgi isn’t just “hyper realistic” (what Disney usually does). it’s highly stylized and still has that “cartoony” animated look which I think works amazingly in this context

instead of going for nightmare fuel like the little mermaid did

or like sonic almost did

they went for a cutie fucking patootie!!!!

[mrfoox]

Ok looking through OW replay is actually so nice when you're playing with friends. Seeing their POV of things and when there downtime they looking at your character in game and just (: