#it wasnt even the song i was looking for
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you know its bad when they dont have a youtube channel and only have like 200 followers on spotify and one english translation video on youtube
#it wasnt even the song i was looking for#im on life support#their music is so good#0.8秒と衝撃。#0.8Syooogeki#<- the band im talking abt#habit post
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be nice to me!
#myart#wesley crusher#nick locarno#i dont even care about them. ignore this👇#the beautiful dynamic ive built in my head. wesley (most easily manipulated being on this earth) idealizing nick for letting him on the tea#as a sophomore. and trying to live up to that and reallyyy looking up to nick. coach surrogate father and best friend all in one. yeah.#yeah you WOULD look up to him mr . dead father. anyway#and nick having more influence over wes because hes a sophomore and he specially picked him. and using that to his advantage#nick wants to shape wesley in his image wes just wants friends and is terrified of letting nick down. theyre not friends its so much worsee#and then wes realizing that. AGAIN. nicks just been using him. and the last thing nick does is take the fall for the team.#so he wants to hate him and cant and then nick explodes 8 years later . and . yeah !#i think he acts like he hates him more than he does and turns him into this villian in his head. because he cant admit it was his fault too#he wants to just pin the blame on nick and convince himself hes been evil all along. because he doesnt want to admit he misses him#nick was a good team leader and was in over his head and took it out on wes and he was 22 and didnt know what he was doing but he wasnt evi#ANYWAYYYYYYY now i start listing the like 20 EE songs that remind me of them:
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here together
#lobotomy corporation#lobcorp#lobotomy corp spoilers#lobotomy corporation spoilers#abram lobcorp#i didnt know that the song that plays during day 48 ending is called 'here together'.#couldnt hear it well because i typically have my sound low (sensetive to louder sounds) and also the dialog fucked me up#so when i pressed on it to hear it. to actually listen to it. then to see the name and remember what it Looked like#i got teary eyed. sorry.#it happened quite. afew times when finishing this shitty thing#i was thinking of how camren's not quite corpse looked as if it were reaching out to him inside the container#how it looked as if she had wings. abrams words. the line from one story that was--#something like 'we were hoping it was just one big prank and she would hop out fro. around the corner with a smile on her face'#how do you move forward when all you think you cause is pain? when everything else youve done only brought to bring people you love to thei#downfall and demise inside agony and fear as they lay dying. none of that was merciful. none of that was just. they were told to carry on#her dream and he views as if all he had done was to become cruel and wasnt fit and never even began to finish what she started.#it was so striking to me. the language he used. sleeping. alseep. waken. when all the others never sugarcoated it#in lobcorp they always said it straight. 'suicide' 'killed' 'dead'. but he used something far more.. peaceful? kind in wording in a way.#softer. describing death as if it were a merciful thing. an end that suits them and not something to be afraid of. to just... sink. to slee#to be with carmen again. to put everything to an end#the place they built with their hands. to have it just... stop. not in a way of repeating and staying in the moment#but of a permanent end. to 'sleep'. to die. to just.... stop. forever. to see no more. to do no more#to not be able to do Anything for when ever he had done Something it just cause agony. cruel hands partaking in acts he so deeply#regrets. everything is just regret. it sounds nice. to move on. to just move forward. but how can you move forward when all you think you#bring to those you cherished and couldnt leave behind is pain?#ill likely move this somewhere else as well. ive been meaning to talk about abram#the rest as well actually. mostly just the few final days w abel adam and abram since i am STUCK ON DAY 49#oh dear i uh typed a lot in the tags. oops
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getting stuff out of my head whateverrrr
#dont look at the last one ugghhh not at all how i wanted to do it but it wasnt working at all and well im done with it 4ever#i gave UP 🤩#lucifer morningstar#my art#ringleader lucifer ill never 4get u baby. OR your slay#song doesnt even rlly fit kjhfsd why did i think i was being a genuis while walking the dog. OKAY!
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👁️🦎🎯
(crops under cut)
#natsume yuujinchou#matoba seiji#natori shuuichi#horrible exorcists#sorry i couldnt think of a caption i literally sat here for like 2 minutes lol#usually i use a quote from the scene or a lyric from a song but in this scene they're just Looking#anyway FUCK architecture#really though this is csp's perspective ruler's fault. i shoulda just done this by hand#but i made it work. since it wasnt super super complicated lol#ummm i feel like natori looks like a baby ceo but that is what he was wearing at least in the anime version of this scene#and midorikawa's kind of vague about clothes so i made it easy on myself#but why are you rolling up to the exorcist meeting in a navy blazer and tan chinos?#his uniform color is tan so ig the pants could be from that but the blazer......#tryna represent the natori clan in front of the other exorcists ig idk#meanwhile matobas just in his gakuran lol#hes not the clan head yet so he can just be there as a kid#he even gets told off by takuma and called seiji-kun.....could you imagine like.#it's weird for him to not be matoba#anyway. um i completely kind of fudged the architecture because its hard to tell where exactly in the building this scene is and#i had a specific composition in mind#i only realized i messed up how the windows work like 3/4 of the way into lineart soooo#but thats the kind of thing only i would notice probably#btw i was originally drawing a different scene of them but i was faced with the reality of foliage.#and i remembered this romeo and juliet ass scene existed so#i chose architecture LOL#okay last thing. i feel like natoris haircut is too polished and nice but fr wtf is his canon hair#im doing my best LOL.........but boy#OKAY im done
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R.I.P. Astrud Gilberto, March 29, 1940 - June 5, 2023. Seen here, performing "The Girl from Ipanema" in 1964 with Stan Getz on tenor sax, Gary Burton on vibraphone, Gene Cherico on bass, and Joe Hunt on drums.
#astrud gilberto#r.i.p.#the girl from ipanema#music#bossa nova#stan getz#jazz#samba#childhood memories#damn - hearing this song after so long literally unlocked#childhood memories from kindergarten? of music they played at nap time#not the school or the teachers but someone who lived nearby#close enough that we could hear it gently playing in the background#at 12 noon sharp every day for an hour#and i can remember that whenever it wasnt playing#all of us kids had trouble falling asleep#whenever i do hear it now (which isnt at all often)#it immediately relaxes my brain and my entire body#lol - they pavlove’d a conditioned response into us#hopefully there isnt another song ive forgotten that automatically turns on a murderous rage#anyway - the point here is that im almost 39#and (my fault) but this is the 1st time ive ever even seen what she looked like
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Oh now the villagers know..... and arlong burned the town to punish her..... for some reason
#WHY DID THEY PUT THE VILLAGE GOING AFTER ARLONG AFTER NAMI HURTS HERSELF???? HUH???#also the concept of money being important is lost... arlong wants money too thats why he does certain things... and it contrasts#with namis want for money which is for survival.... but alas...#i wont let you do that 🥺🥺 AHDKAHSKSJKQ#nami doesnt decide what people do thats why she was stabbing herself... and why she controls herself... literally let herself be taken....#also nami just being there to do fuck all cause she isn't fighting..... and that is alright do they know that.....#johnny and josuke....... miss you.... also luffy not wanting a cook on his crew ever since they ran out of food akdjsksj#why did they focus on the fishman racism is what i dont understand. whats the point. this story is not about that.... we get that later lmao#'everyone should be free to live as they choose' SHUT UUUUUUUP!!!!#like he didnt get nami as a slave bc shes a human.... and hes not playing by human rules he found a loophole in their pact ajdhaksjs#and the could you use her so effectively doesnt hit without luffy saying he doesnt know how to do anything and all that....#luffy should be saying like 50% of what he says.... he says fuck all all the time#and why does sanji care about luffy literally what did he do for him....#usopp gets fuck all.... he literally cries and throws up on this fight... why did they skip thag#'zeff was mean to you... boohoo' TELL HIM ZORO!!!!#sanji fueled by love for nami yeah.... but he looks so ridiculous fighting with that suit ajdhakshsjs#also such a shame he hasnt been crushed dramatically.... how would usopp now if he is alright or not#no sun shining behind luffy as he comes out of the rubble like he is the second comong of jesus christ.... 0 stars#the fact that it took them nothing to beat them is kinda shit. like zoro gets wrecked and sanji nearly drowns... luffy gets also wrecked...#and no usopp songs back to back til sunrise.... tragic#usopp getting rewarded for what... he wasnt even scared#YEAH GARP PUNCH HIM!!!! COME ON!!! WHO DARES DISOBEY YOU???!!!#'i dont want to fight you grandpa' BOOOOOO TOMATO TOMATOOOOO#'you're on your own now....' HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THATS THE POINT!! AND YOU DIDNT FUCKING HELP WITH THAT!!!! we are just saying things now....#'i know what it means to fight for your family' whejdja??? whats that supposed to mean??? did bellemere not fight?? she literally did???#*melania trump hello???* whats this about... namis story is not about fighting for your family her mother literally dies for that ajdhajab#and why did they put a tattoo on top of the other in the manga she gets a scar from removing the arlong one and then gets the other one.....#luffy hugging koby.... he didnt hug nami then for what???#do you guys think they will cast someone really ugly as dragon...#watching opla
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[ID: a foggy mirror, with the words 'It's so lovely lovely to meet you again' written in the condensation. behind the mirror, a nude person with short hair and a flat chest has their eyes closed and their hands clasped together as if in prayer. in front of the mirror, two disembodied hands stroke the image of the figure. a ribbon is draped over the pair of hands that switches between the stripes of the asexual, pansexual, nonbinary, aromantic and transgender pride flags.]
And so lovely, lovely to be born again // Stop tracing over men // And their paper skin // But they had my heart and eyes // Looking down I'm free // It was worth the wait // Stay proud of me // It's your life // Take off the drag
Lyrics from NoSo's Parasites, my personal trans anthem
[ID: the colorless version, a colored closeup of the words on the mirror and a closeup of the lineart of the figure]
this post is also the 2024 followup to this illustration of mine from 2021
#transgender#transgender art#ftm#transmasc#original art#artists on tumblr#illustration#transmasc art#ftm art#was so scared to look up the genius annotations or anything for this song#in case i was wrong and it wasnt abt being trans#although i knew NoSo was some flavor of genderqueer#so maybe that was stupid#but anyway i did to make sure i got the lyrics right#and the song is even more beautiful to me now#someday im going to get top surgery and cry over this song after#Spotify
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what do you MEAN i listened to a 60hour show for 225 hours. how did i do that
#charlie i blame you entirely for this#i listened to it for more than that cuz i relistened to episodes on youtube and Deezer#i may have a problem#also somehow 3/5 of my most listened songs were songs from my horror playlist#as in the playlist i mostly listen to while studying#did i spend THAT much time studying?#i think it's mostly bc i mostly used the mp3 player app if i wasnt looking for my study playlist specifically#and even tho i didnt use spotify that much i landed in the top 1% my chem listener#girl with worms in his brain core
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So funny that i find myself w less and less new music to discover compared to what i was finding in my teen years, and i am like 98% sure its bc i havent watched frag videos or amvs in over a decade 😭
#chattin#like nearly 60% of my songs are from my ipod.#my IPOD#hundreds of songs i found from watching High Art from before 2012#i have songs from last fm that literally do not exist ANYWHERE anymore. like i gotta make an effort to upload some of these for ppl#whereas most of my newly discovered songs are from artists i found prior to 2012 (and theyre still making music)#artists adjacent to THOSE artists#video game music#and artists related to that music#so im not like. exposed to completely mew and untethered music yanno?#mew……i meant NEW 😭#that one insane uno video had a really REALLY good song and i have no idea if it was made for the video or if it exists on ytube or bandcamp#and i absolutely count that as an amv lmao#i think its bc i dont play games that would make for good frags anymore like ovw and halo#and i dont watch anime anymore so i havent tried to watch amvs#like. there was a really good mp100 one but i wasnt invested enough to look for more 😭#maybe i should ask my sister for some jjk amvs….theres lots of fighting in that one right? i think that would help#u have no idea what people deem a good song for amvs and thats what makes them so fun; i love knowing what people listen to#oh i just realized; i think i am showing my age; do ppl even call it frags anymore???#is it an amv or a fancam?? or something else…i also dont use tiktok so im unsure of the terms there too…
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not me lying wide awake at 5:30am on a sunday on my day off bc after almost a full year I finally FINALLY realized the implication of the end of remember them from the cyclops saga
#that song has one of the most powerful ending crescendo sequences ive heard in maybe all of musical theater#so it. always felt incomplete after ALL that buildup during the I AM THE INFAMOOOUS#only to just drop to SILENCE. no music. no fanfare. just ODYSSEUS!#he doesnt even really sing it he just sort of... shouts it#and then its followed by the faintest sound of ocean waves#its poseidon. listening. THATS why athena said DONT#poseidon heard that declaration and came back to get him later#😬#i just looked up the lyrics for ruthlessness too and poseidon basically spells it out 😂#ive only listened to that song once or twice tho and i guess i wasnt too focused on the words#anyway i relistened to the songs on friday and theyve been rotating in my mind like a 7/11 hotdog#the whole cyclops saga especially is just.... so so good#they truly dont make music about bashing peoples heads in like they used to#the first 3 songs of the saga especially... oof#how they blend one into the other back to back and end up making like a 10 minute narration of events#the whole thing is so bone chilling#it gets my heartrate up lol#PLUS the theme of pain and vengeance bring more pain#EVERY time polyphemus says 'what gives you a right to deal a pain so deep'#and when odysseus says 'what good would killing do when mercy is a skill more of the world could learn to use'#rocking back and forth sobbing crying#remember them the next time that you DARE choose not to spare! remember them... remember us... remember me!#cant wait for everyone to turn their back on this musical in 5 yrs#like they did with hamilto.n#hamilto.n never stopped being good actually#yall are just embarrassed about being weird fanatics over people who rly existed
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... The poem may be an elegy for childhood losses.
(On Dream Song 29, Thomas Travisano)
#myart#hollyleaf#power of three#warrior cats#MY MAGNUM OPUS!!!#AUGHHHHHRHGHHHHHHH#GUYS. DREAM SONG 29. DO YOU EVEN UNDERSTANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD#okay here are all the details: ‘if he had a hundred years’ with the mountains is supposed to bring to mind the ancients#everyone is supposed to be faceless except for holly. on the second pace the bottom 3 silhouettes are leaf crow and squirrel#and their eyes are white with colored iris to look even MORE uncanny. the fire cuts across holly’s throat foreshadowing her death#the entire second page with the fire is showing how this once event has completly collapsed her life it’s everywhere she can’t escape it#lightning on 3rd page also represents the storm. and the fact that holly was scared of storms after the fire with is so :(#i also imagine holly used to be a lot lighter gray as a kit/paw with tabby markings. just personal hc#ashfur killing scene again you don’t see the action you don’t even see her face just the aftermath. she wasnt there it didnt happen. etc#the leaf has the tufts of her fur that were in his claws from the fight the only ‘evidence’ of it happening.#and the last two shots show her alone in the tunnel dreaming of her family (squirrel bramble fire sand leaf and lion and jay)#vs lion and jay. and the prophecy. who don’t even stop to grieve her because they’ve found the 3rd cat. nobody is ever missing
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455 mapleshade
Time for givin' up the ghost,
Fuck, it's you I hate the most.
#mapleshade#warrior cats#warriors#song is ghost by mystery skulls!#wasnt bothered to reference the MSA character designs or colour palette but was loosely inspired by the bright colours in that video lol#ask meme#song meme#i got like 3 other requests for song 455 and this wasnt even it. the other one didnt fit anything so i had to flip the playlist order LMAO#most of my requests were inexplicably 455 or 666. so here you guys go i guess#is the brown cat she's looking at appledusk or crookedstar? it's up to you!#(it follows my crookedstar design closer bc i was just rereading crookedstars se but i prefer the thematic ambiguity so ignore that)#blood#edit disclaimer these were not intentionally the trans flag colours hjkdfhgkl
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shes so serious...........
also serious......
#stardust speaking !#post. emu#theres no way the 'arigatou. soshite-' wasnt intentional......oohhhh dissappearance of hatsune miku#ppl in the comments pointing it out too KJBKADBJK VOCALOID FANS KNOWS 1 THING AND ITS THAT PHRASE#anni song kemu oh im sooooo excited aaaa just a few more days til mv........#guy who thought there wouldnt be a new nene hair anytime soon since she got june bride. help. HHEEELLLPPPPPPPPPPPP THE CARDS LOOKS SO GOOD#RUI?!?!?! THE RIN?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!??!?!? NENE....NENNEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE#SHIHO.....AIRI...TOYA.....WAOW.......#i think about coral so much. koyoris music is so damn good gahhhhh i love coral.....#the mention of their first song too.........the world hasnt even started yet......#T_T i lov nene#if ure going to cry then cry in front of us T_T wxs..................#ALSO UTSUP VBS ?!?!?!?! WTFFFFFFFFFF THATS GONNA BE SO INCREDIBLE I LOOVVEEEE THAT WHAT THE HEELLL UTSUUUUUUUUU
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I am not immune from getting kind of annoyed when a relatively unknown artist I like suddenly gets super popular
#im happy for them dont get me wrong. but i miss getting to tell people about then#i didnt even realize glass animals blew up til i heard heat waves in public and i was like what are they doing here#i didnt know peach pit got popular recently but a friend who mostly only listens to popular music said he liked them#so i looked at their listeners on spotify and they have like over 2 mil. which is awesome just wild lol#when i started listening to them they only had 4 songs out#also idkhow. i think when i started listening to them they had 3 songs and 1 wasnt on spotify#but they came to my city on their last tour and if theyre too popular to come here again then i really will be annoyed
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i love dua lipa. however that was NOT the move!!!!!
#look okay. if anything the song shouldve been houdini AT LEAST#if you REALLY wanted something modern. but nothing beats poker face#i dont even understand do you know how much hype youd get if you paid even a LITTLE homage to the OG movie. man#it wasnt the WORST thing ever it had its moments :/#percy jackson#riordanverse
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