#it was sooo intense like woah

[archangel333]

Shibatarian (2023)

[ohimsummer]

Opinions on guiding a sub puppy satoru through heat cuz... 𝓯𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴𝔂

— minors dni, suggestive/smut :3, blowjob/handjob, creampies, breeding kink, one mention of getting pregnant but gn! reader otherwise, puppyboy! satoru brain worms 💔 and sort of word vomit HGHDJDM also not proofread <3

i think I interpreted this right but if nawt LMKKK

SO I IMAGINE PUPPYBOY! SATORU GETS THIS INTENSE YEARNING TO BREED AT TIMES…..kind of like rutting season for deers?👀 AND IF HE CAN’T HE GETS VERY FRUSTRATED OKAY HEAR ME OUT >:3

at FIRSTT satoru tries to handle it by himself because he thinks it’s SO embarrassing…his dick is painfully hard and leaking everywhere and even though he’d usually ask you for help, he thinks you’ll laugh at him (you won’t. okay maybe a giggle but it’s because he looks so cute) and he tries to jack himself off in secret—when you’re out of the house, or in the bathroom while you’re busy, sometimes even when you're asleep in bed next to him because he’s hurting so bad <333 even with all the times he’s came in a tissue or his own boxers it’s just not the same, poor boy needs something better than his own hand 😗

so now he’s come to YOU, who satoru knows will be his savior!! approaches you one night before bed when his blue balls are literally unbearable and he can’t fathom this agony another second, he HAS to breed someone and it has to be his beloved you <3 you watch him approach with a rock-hard erection, dick a bright red and he’s leaving a trail of precum droplets behind him :<< satoru’s eyes are teary and his brows are furrowed and he has the cutest pout because he’s just so frustrated. he’s been jerking off for days now and nothing seems to be working, why does he not feel any relief??

“can you help me, please?” and he asks you in such a cute whine, ears twitching, tail wagging tentatively…you would have to be a devil to say no to him ☹️

he's a light tint of red from his ears and all the way down his neck…hands grasping and pulling at the sheets and he's squriming and wiggling and satoru is trying Extremely Hard not to buck up into your hand and mouth as you get him off. it’s almost the same thing he’s been doing but it’s your hand and your warm, wet mouth so it feels sooo SOOO much better, there are tears running down his cheeks <3 your hand is sticky with his pre and loads worth of cum, and even after all this time he’s still not satisfied. he needs to breed someone YOU and it has to be asap‼️

so you give him permission and woah you do not know how he can hold so much cum. like at this point he should be going on empty but it’s like it just keeps on coming. satoru fucks into you like this will be his very last day on earth and he’s trying to ensure you’re getting pregnant. his thrusts are fast and rough and hard and his balls slap loudly against your ass every time, and he’s moaning and whimpering so much because this is the best relief he’s felt in days. he cums in you over and over and over, again and again until you’re gushing it down your thighs and ass and onto the bed and he literally can’t move anymore. the redness of his cock has gone down by a lot and satoru doesn’t feel nearly as horny as before. seeing you stuffed so full eases the yearning desire that’s been burning within him recently, and so he can finally rest <333

hi some of my fav puppyboy! satoru enthusiasts <3 @staryukis @teddybeartoji @lxnarphase okay luv u byeee 💛

[iiiiiiis-things]

Y/N MAKES: PANCAKES

pairing: Duke Dennis x femblack!reader

cw: MENTIONS of fingering, kai being a dumbass, agent is your twin, that's it ??

blurb: soooo yeah i rmb watching markiplier makes literally all the time so this may or may not be a series.

a/n: ummm hey ?? 😂 yes ik i've been gone i'm gonna keep it real school is rlly taking over everything so i won't be posting as frequent i'll post like once or twice a month unless it's a reblog.. but in the summer i do intend to be more present !! (may or may not drop something in valentine's day we'll see 😗)

"duke get your ass in here" he walks infront of you and kai to get to his side of the table and you take the opportunity to smack his ass with the spatula

"bae."

*smack*

"dawg."

*smack*

"ouch! nigga stop!"

he turns around giving you a stank eye rubbing his ass cheek

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"once upon a time, in New York City, the bronx. there was a woman who dreamed a dream. to take the previously made invention of pancakes and turn it into something incredibly new and interesting and zesty." before you could finish your intro kai cuts in from the back

"woah"

"kai shut the fuck up"

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"i have decided that it should be up to me a fine ass black woman to revive the art of lost art...of pancake... art"

"you're doing great babe"

"duke."

rolling your eyes you take a deep breath and continue on to introduce your 'guest' "but as much as i wanted to, this fine ass black woman can't do it alone i present to you." you slam your hands down on the table creating a loud boom before lifting your hand up to your right

Duke walks into the frame and made the poor choice to get his revenge and smack the hell out of your ass with his spatula, which resulted in you smacking the hell out of the side of his fat ass head "known for his strong ass flipping capability, if he were to flip at 100% capacity he would annihilate the entire universe- and trust me. i know" a smile spreads across your face as you you make eye contact with him, he laughs before resuming his composure staring at the camera with an intense look "a lot of people may call him by his nick name 'duke dennis'" you use finger quotes around his name "but his legal name is actually my man. sooo"

"it is?"

"yes it is."

he sides eye you "ion-"

"NEXT! we have the crust nestor" you raise your left hand as Kai walks in rubbing his chin as if he fine or something "if you were to even question anybody who has the greatest, crispiest, goldenest crust" "i don't think that's a word" your brother leans over and whispers

"kai"

"my bad"

"as i was saying. the greatest, crispiest, goldenest crust in the world.. they would say my brother" you stretch your hands out as you describe him. kai brows furrows at his introductory "i have a name" you look over to him and there was just silence before the video was cut to the next clip

"and if you're wondering who I am, among the two negros standing next to me well, i can't believe you dont recognize me"

"your not that popular" Kai says shaking his head in denial and laying his palms flat on the table

"okay you know what, kai.. you getting on my last nerve" you turn your body around to fully face him lowering your tone as like your mother did anytime she was about to pop the shit out of him for asking to get something from the store "i'm sorry" his head hangs low and Duke turns his head to the side and brings a hand to cover his mouth, hiding his smile.

"like i let you be in my video" "i know, i know" Kai shakes his head "and you come in here disrespecting me like i won't slap the shit out of you" you make italian hands and cock your head to the side "ok sis, i'm sorry" rolling your eyes you wrap up your introduction.

"now let's get started and with this trio of perfection, how could anything go wrong?"

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the next clips shows you slamming the bag of flour on the table in front of you as your boyfriend and brother line it up with everything else "we're going in RAW, unpro-" before you can finish your sentence Kai bursts outs laughing and Duke joins him causing you to roll your eyes.

"we're not using recipes! we're not using measuring cups! we've been doing this for hundreds of years" you side eye duke and point his way "him fasho- but uh we totally know EXACTLY, what to do with the ingredients on display on the table on th- here.. on the table.. displayed-here..." (i actually had a stroke writing this)

"it's ok, take your time baby"

"alright, whatever we're starting now. twin give us the count down" agent starts to count down from three and you immediately go for the flour "also i forgot to mention that someone-" you glare at Duke pouring at least 1 cup of flour in your bowl "forgot the buttermilk" for some reason the first thing Kai did was spray his bowl with pam which Duke notices "the fuck?" he stops pouring the sugar in his bowl to look at Kai because for some reason the next thing he decides to do is pour in the milk.

"see unlike these two idiots, i know that your supposed mix the dry ingredients first" you say glancing up at the camera "where are the spoons?" you look around the table as Kai lifts his head and winces "oh shitttttt- my bad yall"

"nigga"

"are you serious?"

you then smack your lips "fuck it" you start to mix the dry mix with your hands after doing that you grab the vegetable oil and pour just a little inside "ice spice is so fine" Kai grabs an egg cracking it inside "she wants me to be in her new music video" Duke furrows his eyebrows grabbing the oil from you "you?" you grab the carton of eggs from Kai's side of the table "yes. me nigga" kai smacks his lips as you accidentally bump into him knocking almost half his mixture out of his bowl "my bad"

"so as you can see my opponents being the dumbass they are used two eggs when your only supposed to used one" you use your white girl voice as you crack an egg into your bowl "yall this how I be in y/n pussy" you look at duke who holds up the bowl and starts to use his middle and ring finger to mix his pancake solution "boy stop lying you be like this" you lift your fingers creating a 'c' motion duke smacks his lips and stops you "girl no the fuck i don't, i be like-" before he could correct me kai yells at us with a face of disgust "OKAY we get it god damn"

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after playing around for a little bit time eventually runs out and the three of you attempt to create at least a few decent pancakes "we have syrup right?" Kai asks "duh why the fuck would we have pancakes and no syrup?" Duke responds to Kai. he smacks his lips and his brows come together as he starts to get irritated "bro didn't you forget the buttermilk?" "didn't u forget the spoons?" "okay but at least-"

"oh my god both of y'all shut the fuck up."

you all finish up your pancakes in separate rooms to create a little bit of suspense and to see who pancakes turned out the best and after setting the camera back up it was time to present.

"hey guys" agent waves at the camera as he fixes the flash "i'm going to be the judge of everyone waffles" you look up and fixes his statement "pancakes" "same difference"

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"why the fuck is it hard?" agent tries to cut Kai black ass pancake with a knife but it doesn't budge "and black" Duke adds trying to get Kai eliminated but the way your twin was struggling to slice it was already enough. "you see it was a visual representation of my sister" Kai uses his arms to explain as you step forward "nigga u tryna be funny? alls i see is a black ass blob"

"it was supposed to be a monkey."

agent ends up picking up the mess with his hand, but it was so hard he couldn't even take a bite..

"alright next." he moves over next to you and removes the lid on top of your plate and he immediately begins laughing. Duke and Kai comes up to see what so funny as they soon realized what you created "i was inspired by the song peaches and eggplants featuring sexyy red and mulatto" your white girl voice comes back as you hold up the plate for the camera to see. obviously it was a peach and eggplant you even took the time to color your batter but what agent found so hilarious was the powdered sugar and whip cream spread across the peach and syrup leaking from the tip of the eggplant.

"alright, alright cmon lemme taste it" he grabs a fork and begins to slice through "hey!! i can cut through this one!" Duke laugh booms throughout the house as Kai rolls his eyes, after successfully cutting a nice piece of the peach he stuffs it into his mouth and begins chewing "mmm." you look at him with momma lips telling him he better say something good or he was gonna be fired "i mean yeah it's good. like real shit. but-" you whip your head to him seeing what else he has to say "wayyy to much whip cream, it makes the waffle extra sweet it would've been better with a drizzle of syrup" you once again correct him "pancakes" "shut up, tomato tomata"

"ok duke you ready?" "no" " to bad" he removes the lid exposing his pancake which didn't look bad at all but he forgot one thing "just normal waffles?" you scream from behind the camera "PANCAKES" "I KNOW WHAT I SAID" your boyfriend breaks up the small bickering "well shit how was i supposed to know we was making eggplants and monkeys? ain't nobody told me shit." he shrugs as agent cuts through his pancake and drowns it in syrup that spilt over on the plate before stuffing it in his mouth "mmm. it's not bad" you walk back into the camera frame wrapping your arms around Duke waist giving him a peck on the cheek which makes him grin "don't playyyy! see my baby can cook!" "but-" "damnit never mind" duke frowns as he catches an attitude and removes your arms from around him and agent continues "i don't know what the fuck u did but this is the chewiest waffle i ever tasted"

you walk over to the plate and you grab another fork to taste, cutting a small triangular piece you bite the tip off immediately realizing what twin was talking about "it's not necessarily chewy... it's like.. doughy" waving Duke over he walks up behind you wrapping one arm around your waist. lifting up the fork with leftover pancake on it you bring it to his mouth as he takes a big ass bite stuffing the rest in his mouth. Duke chews and chews soon swallowing "i don't see what yall talking 'bout that shit good" he points to his plate. Kai pops up out of nowhere with a fork squeezing inbetween you and agent trying to snag a piece he rolls his eyes and leaves back behind the camera to make sure it was still recording. "what the shit ?? this shit taste like ass" Kai immediately spits it out and Duek smacks his lips "nigga stop playing wimme that shit taste amazing!"

you move over grabbing your own plate over so the three of you can taste it. you and your brother both take a bite of the eggplant as Duke waits patiently for you to feed it to him "mmm. yeahh thats perfect. i don't even wanna taste the peach" kai shakes his head in disbelief that you actually made a decent pancake, rolling your eyes u feed duke a small piece of the eggplant, being a little nervous for his reaction "mmhm." he balls his fist bringing it to his mouth "oh yeah" he points towards your plate "that's the shit right there" you smile glad that he took a liking to your creation "thank you baby" you give him a kiss and Kai once again interrupts "ALRIGHT, my turn!"

"i'm not eating that shit."

[runningincircl3s]

Nothing Ever After

Noah Sebastian x Reader x Vinny Mauro

Chapter Twelve

chapter warnings: none!

team vinny we are so BACK!! happy friday, happy belated birthday to noah sebastian the man that you are and happy november! it's a week until my birthday and i'm sooo happy about the chapter that'll be coming out that day <3

also if anyone was at apocalypse fest or vin's afterparty dj set i hope you had the best time ever it looked soo fun!!! i've been torn between not wanting to check twitter because of the intense fomo but also wanting to see all the pictures and videos :)

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You walk into the green room after lunch, carrying your laptop and camera in your arms ready to show Bryan and Matt the pictures you and Noah chose last night to post on the band’s social media accounts. However, as you walked up to the door you could hear Justin talking. You stopped where the guys couldn't see you and listened in on what they were saying.

“I don’t know who was in the hotel room next to me last night, but it sounded like they were having a great time.” Justin laughed. “I don’t think they stopped for almost four hours, I almost had to knock and tell them to shut up.”

"Really?" You heard Ryan scoff, but as he was about to say something else you walked in, greeting the guys and ignored the way Vinny was glaring at you from the couch in the corner, barely looking up from his phone. 

“Y/n! Do you have those photos ready?” Matt asked as he sat down, leaving the only space for you between him and Vinny. 

“Yep, why don’t you take a look?” You smiled, opening up your laptop and loading the edited pictures. 

“So these are the ones Noah chose last night?"

"Yep, it was a tough decision but we decided on these few."

"They look sick! I love that one with Folio in the back." He smiled, clicking through the pictures. "Could you send them to me? I’ll get them posted tonight.”

“Of course.” You said, quickly sending the pictures to your phone.

“Matt, they need you out there, somethings gone wrong with the mic.” Chris chuckled, walking into the room to get another water bottle.  “Noah’s pissed.”

“Fuck,” Matt groaned, stretching as he got up, “I better go and see what they’ve fucked up. But thanks, y/n.”

"No problem." You smiled.

As he left, Chris and Ryan shortly followed behind him, leaving you in the room with Justin, Ricky and Vinny. As the others were busy talking about something, you saw Vinny put his phone down on the table, rubbing his eyes.

“So,” you began, not bothering to look up from your phone as you spoke to him, “How's Caitlin?”

“How should I know? She went home yesterday before we went back to the hotel.” He sighed, “So you and Noah had fun last night?”

“What do you mean?” You looked over at him as he shrugged, sitting back on the couch, his legs spread as he rests his hands on his head.

“I know your room is next to Justin’s, and I saw the way you kept looking at him yesterday.” He said, “C'mon, tell me I’m wrong.”

“Vin, what happened to leaving each other alone.” You groaned, running your fingers through your hair. He smirks, seeing how frustrated you were becoming.

“Does he know?”

“Know what?” You asked. 

“About us?”

“There isn’t an us, Vinny. There wasn’t an us.”

“So I mean nothing to you? That meant nothing to you?” He raised his eyebrows.

“Vinny, I never said that.” 

“I can’t keep doing this with you.” He sighed.

“You’re the one who brought it up!” You argued, trying your best to keep your voice down and stay calm.

“And you’re the one who started it-”

“What are you two arguing about?” Angela laughs, walking into the room and dropping her bag down onto the table.

“He's being a dick, nothing new.” You hissed as you picked up your things and stormed out of the room.

“Woah,” Angela gasps, “What have you done to upset her like that?” She crosses her arms as Vin shakes his head.

“I haven’t done anything, she’s just suffering the consequences of her own actions.” He shrugged, picking his phone back up as Angela rolled her eyes and chased after you, as Rick and Justin looked at Vinny in confusion.

“Y/n? What happened?” Angela asks. Smiling softly as she found you sat on the step outside, your head in your hands. 

“Everything’s such a mess,” you frown, looking up at her, “I’ve fucked everything up with Vinny, and now I’m afraid I’m leading Noah on.” 

“Wait... Rewind, tell me what’s happened whilst I’ve not been here.” She said, sitting down beside you. 

You tell her everything, and watch as she takes it all in, putting everything together in her head as you catch her up on what's happened in the few days she's been away.

“Sounds like Vinny’s just jealous.” She states.

“But it’s my fault.” 

“No, honey, you set your boundaries and told him you only want to be casual, no strings, right? And he’s still holding on to this hope you’ll drop Noah for him, because he's mad that Noah now doesn’t have to share you with him.”

“But I don’t want Vinny to hate me,” you frown, feeling your voice begin to crack as you speak, “I really like him, I'd be more than happy to just be friends with him but I don't see that happening, do you?”

“Hey, he doesn’t hate you, y/n. I know Vin and I know for a fact he's upset but he does not hate you.” She reassured you, taking your hand in hers.

“Then how do I stop him from being upset? It's not like I can apologise, there's nothing to apologise for!”

“He’s a guy, buy him food or something- No, I’ve got an idea! Follow me!” She grins suddenly, rising to her feet.

"Angela, what are we-"

"Shh, I have a plan, okay. Trust me!"

Angela pulls you up and you follow her back inside. You follow her through the venue, to where the majority of the guys currently were for soundcheck. 

“Y/n’s going to get pizza!” Angela called out, and everyone but Ricky’s face lit up, “I’m sending her and Vin out to get it since they're not really doing anything right now, so if you wanna let her know what you’re getting…”

“What?” You furrow your eyebrows, “But I’ve only just had lunch!”

“Well we haven’t,” you hear Bryan say, “I’ll get pepperoni!”

The guys all told you their orders, and Rick said he’ll order something else in something before the show. As Angela had announced it out loud to all the guys, Vinny couldn't find a way out of this, not wanting to draw any attention to the situation they were all unaware of by causing a scene.

You were expecting the walk to the shop to be unbearable, but it was actually going pretty well. Neither of you spoke a word to each other, both too afraid of saying something wrong and starting another argument as that's all you seem to do at the moment when you're together.

“Is there any reason Rick was the only one of the guys who didn’t want pizza?” You ask, testing the waters and breaking the silence between you. 

“He hates pizza,” he said bluntly, before adding, “He’s said before that it’s his kryptonite.”

“No way, who can hate pizza?”

“Well... Rick,” he shrugs, still looking down at the ground with his hands in his pockets, “I know I’m biased because I’m Italian, but I almost fought him on the spot when I found out.”

“I can't believe it." You chuckle, before another thought came to you and you turned to look at him. "Do you ever have sauce with pizza?”

“What kind?”

“Ketchup, mayo-”

“Hell no!” He exclaimed, “That’s an actual disgrace! Mayo is bad enough alone, it makes me feel sick just thinking about it…” 

“Exactly! Thank you!” You agreed, “Bryan always eats pizza with mayo and it freaks me out.”

“He’s insane! You will never catch me eating pizza with any sauce, ever!” He chuckles, holding the door to the pizza shop open for you. 

You collect the pizzas, and you're thankful the guys decided to share so you only had to carry three boxes, whereas Vinny had to carry 4. You were also thankful it was only a short walk back to the venue, but that didn’t mean Vinny didn’t get stopped by a few passing fans asking for pictures with him, and couldn't say no.

“I’m so sorry, Vinny.” You tell him as you continue to walk back, and he looks at you in surprise. 

“For what?”

“Everything, I knew we should’ve just stayed friends but everyhting just happened so-”

“Hey,” he stopped you, “Forget about it, okay? It’s in the past. We need to spend another two and a half months together and the guys will be so confused if we’re just fighting or avoiding each other the whole time.” He smiled.

“I guess,” you frown, looking over at him, “Thank you.” 

“You don’t need to thank me y/n, it’s the mature thing to do, right? Let's put everything behind us, I just want to move on.”

“Yeah, me too.” You smile, cursing Angela because whatever her plan here was, it certainly worked. 

“Are you sure you don’t want me to take another one?” He asks, motioning to the pizza boxes

“No! You’re already carrying 4, Vin. We'll be back in a couple minutes anyway.”

To say you were happy that whatever happened between you and Vin was now resolved was an understatement, because you really loved his company. As you brought the pizzas in, Angela got the door for you two, giving you a look to say ‘I told you so’. 

“Vin you’re needed out here!” You hear Justin call out, and Vinny dumps his pizza boxes down on the table in the green room before making his way out. 

“So… I see you two haven’t killed each other. Worked things out?” She crossed her arms with a smirk as you went through each box and checked your notes app to find whose was whose. 

“I think so,” you said, “I didn’t expect him to just forgive me that easily but he did?”

“Like I told you, he doesn’t hate you, baby. He doesn’t have the ability to.” She chuckled, and some of the guys started to come into the room. 

“Ryan, this is yours and… Ruffilo’s. This is Bryan and Noah’s, that one’s Folio's and Justins, this one is Chris’, that one there’s for Matt and Jolly…”

You gave out everyone’s pizzas, and when you sat down pizza-less, Vinny noticed and shuffled over to the spot on the couch next to you. 

“Wanna share?” He asked, holding a slice out for you. You weren’t hungry, not after only having your lunch an hour ago, but you took it anyway and thanked him. 

“Got any ketchup?” You joked, a slight smirk on his lips as he looked at you in horror. 

His face lit up, telling you he had an idea, and before you knew it he was digging through a plastic bag in the corner of the room, walking back with packets of mayo and ketchup, catching the attention of the others.

“You’re not…” You couldn’t finish your sentence as he towered over you, opening the packet of ketchup and putting it on your slice of pizza. “You bitch!” You gasped, putting it back down in the box and snatching one of the packets of mayo from him, covering a slice in it and handing it out to him. 

“I will if you will.” He shrugged. 

“Vin, you can’t be serious.” 

“I’m totally serious, why? Are you scared?”

“No! Are you?” 

“Pfft! Of course not, I'm not a pussy!” He shook his head.

"Oh yeah?" You raised an eyebrow.

“How long do you reckon it’ll be until they fuck?” Ryan asked, watching the of you, and Folio and Angela both snorted, earning questionable looks off the others, especially Noah.

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Motionless had just finished playing, and as it was Bryan’s day to go out and shoot some photos for Bad Omens so you stayed back in the green room. Through Motionless’s set, you and Nicholas were having a debate on whether Ricky or Vinny was taller, and you both settled on believing it was Rick- but throughout their set, and the hours leading up to it, Noah didn’t speak a word to you. You just assumed it was so nobody suspected anything after last night, but he genuinely seemed pissed off. He didn’t even laugh when you made any jokes, he didn’t even bother to ask you what Matt thought of the pictures. 

It wouldn’t have bothered you so much if Angela didn’t also pick up on his behaviour. As the Bad Omens guys left to get ready to go on, she came and sat by you. 

“Someone is clearly jealous of you and Vin,” she chuckled, “It’s funny really. He has no idea does he?”

“Who has no idea of what?” You asked, repositioning yourself to sit cross legged on the couch. 

“Noah doesn’t know about you and Vin, but Vinny knows everything about you and Noah.”

“Ang, please. Vinny was only telling me to tell Noah this morning, but I don’t see why I have to.”

“Because he hasn’t spoken to you all afternoon, he’s been watching you and Vin eye fuck and he’s jealous.”

“We weren’t-”

“Girl, I saw what I saw. If Noah really meant as much to you as it seems, you would’ve realised too. Ryan certainly did.”

“What did I do?” You heard Ryan ask, setting his mask down on the table and shaking his sweaty hair. 

“Nothing.” Angela smiled, as she finished packing her makeup away, “See you guys on Friday!” 

You forgot you all had the day off tomorrow, meaning another night in a hotel bed instead of the tour bus, and you were grateful. 

“Update!” You heard Vin say, and as you turned around you saw the dreaded sight of Ricky with his camera, and you got up ready to flee, “We literally just got off stage, I went nuts out there, we all went nuts out there... I think I need a shower… Hey y/n, do you think I need a shower?” He was suddenly invading your personal space, his arms wrapping around you in a scarily sweaty hug, and what was left of his body paint was rubbing off on you. 

“Vincenzo I swear if you don’t let go of me right now!” You threatened, pushing him away. 

“Y/n, give me an update!” Rick smiled behind the camera. 

“Update- Is this my first update? Vin stinks, and I’m gonna beat his ass for covering me in sweaty paint!” 

“You would never!” You hear him shout from the hallway, presumably on his way to get changed. 

“Oh yeah?” You grin, quickly reaching in your bag for your deodorant and chasing him. 

“Shit!” He laughs, watching you walk into the dressing room and approach him, “I’m sorry!” 

“Oh yeah?” You smirk, ready to spray him, but he reaches out, taking your wrists in his hands, fighting you off. “Vinny!” You laugh as he tackles you.

You end up pushed up against the wall, his hands holding your wrists above your head as you can't help but giggle, ready to surrender.

“Woah!” Justin's eyes widen as he walks in, “Please tell me I’m not interrupting anything!” 

“No,” you say as you wiggle out of Vinny’s grasp, “Not at all!” 

Justin looks unsure as he looks between the two of you. 

“I’d tell you guys to get a room, but you both have one, and I’d much rather you do… Whatever this is there.” He chuckles. 

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[castlebyersafterdark]

ok here are two off the top of my head

this one analyze the moments finn talks about noah which imo just make me 👀😍

https://youtu.be/qgXPO2r8uZU?si=xbEueZAPSF4_F4t8

then this one the foah moment starting at 1:05 with them when finn is having his anxiety

https://youtu.be/TwF2PvdpyQo?si=_RGOPNgFAJVGomWP

CLIP ONE Ok, starting off strong. This is one of the top cast clips imo. I love Noah's insistence that he's not wholesome followed by an onslaught of people saying he is HA that's funny. Show us more of your really un-wholesome side, babes. We've seen it a little now. Teased it. Let go a little more. Your captive audience is begging for it. Also also I can listen to him read the damn phonebook. Noah has theee most soothing voice. I'm still obsessed. I wonder how aware this boy is of his gay audience, to be honest? He's gotta be aware of the effect he has on guys. He has to know. There's a whole other side we're not getting and I for one am curious as hell.

Finn's impressions of him, though. They're so accurate! "He's just the nicest person in the world." FINNN. Yeah this one is interesting. Overused word but ENDEARING. Wait wait I forgot how fucking hysterical this interview is - Eduardo as Noah "Oh, it's a life or death situation. Let's go get on a private jet and fly somewhere else!" And Charlie's "God it's so annoying that you have to die right now. Ugh!!" STOPPP - which is what made Finn laugh like this. Boy. Again, funny, but not that funny? He's laughing like he finds everything about the boy he likes hysterical. Or, devil's advocate - it's the fact that Eduardo and Charlie are yet more older man of which is Finn's kryptonite, always acting up and laughing harder just because he LIVES to impress and humor men. Either way. 👀

Just look at him. He was wheeeezing over that bit. Oooh then the poker story. Great moment. Finn, Finn, Finn. "What did he say!? He said something sooo funny." Do you remember word for word what my good buddy Noah said, do you remember, did you memorize everything he's done in our presence like I have? And the other two "Uhh... yeah..." Clearly Noah is someone sooo special to him, love this. Oh, to be a fly on the wall.

Noah better be with Finn and the other guys and anyone else because... someone else just isn't as fun in these interviews! Need him to cut loose and get weird and be silly and gives us the energy. Not giving with hmm. Be nice be nice be nice.

CLIP TWO Oh, the babies! Red carpets are honestly probably the hardest to get through I just want to crawl and hide in the same way baby Finn probably wanted to crawl and hide. He makes me so sad here. Clearly going through it. His nerves 🥲 He's so bouncy and fidgety and oooh it's rough. It's a little rough to watch. And then Noah saves him a bit. Sweet. And then Noah clocks it more and just, keeps trying for eye contact. He knows, and I feel like he so much wanted to slip behind Millie and console him - but how sweet when Caleb sees it, too? This group is so special. Then the very intense eye contact between Finn and Noah? Woah. It really seemed to center Finn a little.

Now, I don't even necessarily read it as romantic (but who's to say that little teenage crushes are impossible at this time) but it's more to me, showcasing this truth in front of us about the place they have now and have had in each other's lives. There for each other. They've probably helped each other out with a lot, down from the edge, a source of comfort and companionship. Beyond the romance chatter and all we love here - this is why Noah calls him a "special person" and the same with him to Finn. There's a connection there, whatever it really means. And it's cool we've gotten to witness something like this. There's a lot of negativity and contention in the industry. I think that's what part of why this group has been so compelling to observe over the years. It's a bit more authentic and real, the intertwining relationships.

Gosh, the longer I watched the clip though - the deeper I pulled my sweater over my face. Too recognizable. Seeing a kid who's both excitable and also in the depths of excruciating anxiety? Looked like a mirror. Wanted to close my eyes.

[neuroticbookworm]

Step by Step Episode 8 Ramblings

Episode 7 Ramblings, here

Put is not even gonna let Pat say his piece? 2 minutes in and I'm already burning mad

"I haven't taken you for granted like before"

"I know, you've been really good to me" Oh Pat, you pathalogical people pleaser

I continue being impressed by this show showcasing how adults do and should handle relationships and everything that comes with it. This must be one of the most realistic breakup scenes in BLs. And it is done without compromising the emotions of the characters. Hats off, really

Jane is wearing two layers of pink. Our resident Tumblr color demon @respectthepetty has taught us that pink = love, so good to know that his feelings has remained unchanged or even intensified from last when we saw him

My god, Khun Jeng looks so fineeeeeeeee

And he's wearing a dark blue shirt underneath his neutral brown jacket. While Pat is in a dark blue cardigan. Interesting

Ohhhhhhh wow Jane is pissed and Jaab is too. The cat fight between these two is gonna be hilarious

Put, you insufferable snake, ya dumped. Stop misrepresenting facts

Jeng, how the fuck did you know? Are you really THAT perceptive?

Oh man, that is the worst takeaway you can ever have from a failed relationship

*jaw dropped* Oh Jeng is going for the jugular. Oh he's done playing games, he wants to fight

Oooooooooof. Put, you manipulative bastard

Oh it's still not over. Oh they're still going, holy shit, this is intense

Is that a threat, about coming out? Seriously, what the fuck

I CAN'T WAIT to read all the body language analyses y'all are gonna write on that scene. Woah, that really was something

Ae and Beam are here!

Well, Ae looks like a goddess, as usual. What else is new?

I love this scene and the commentary that comes with it. Keep your noses out of pregnant people's business, for fuck's sake! How hard is it to have some basic decency?

I love that Tae is calling out how quickly Jeng's mood changes from brooding to giddy and vice versa in this conversation.

We have a new stuffie. The shark is out and the tiger is in. YES I SEE IT AND I LOVE IT

Oh I'm sooo ready for this non-date date. I want the sweet, sweet fluff to drown me. Gimme all the blushing, all the eye contact, all the accidental brushing of fingers, GIVE IT TO ME

OH MY GOD, he planned the whole thing. He had people move chairs out of the way for aesthetics. This complete bitch (affectionate)

GUYS, THE FLIRTING, I know I said I can handle it, but this is too adorable ^^

Jeng just hung up on his brother in a flash, not even waiting for him to respond? Oh that's cold

Oh shit, Pat is drunk, again, Here come the truth bombs

Damn, Man Trisanu is nailing this. He is acting his ass off to show how restless Jeng feels before every almost-confession

This slowburn is gonna kill us all, honestly

Oh we are dancing, oh it's so gloriously awkward, oh make it stop

Jaab, my beloved, I've missed your melodrama. You look like a divorced sugar baby who won half the riches in the settlement, I love it

Jeng tells Pat he can be just a safe space for him, while Pat is sobbing on his shoulder about his ex. All while Jeng has been trying the whole day to confess his own feelings for Pat. Every atom of this man is a green flag, I swear

These drunk disaster gays, I love them so much

Pat, sweetie, no. Please, you must be joking. Don't tell me you didn't know, DON'T TELL ME YOU ARE THAT OBLIVIOUS!

Okay, now Pat has to rethink each and every one of their interactions to see if he has ever misled Jeng, or if Jeng has ever crossed his boundaries. And then recalibrate his feelings with this new information. Yeah, this could take a while.

I'm leaning more and more towards the possibility of a second season, or even a special episode, after the show ends. Because there is no way they can fit all the domesticity these characters deserve within the next couple of episodes.

Ahhhh I can't believe the slowburn is still not over. I love it and I hate it and I'm pretty sure this show has turned me into a sadomasochist.

[stopisa]

worse before it gets better ch.2

[ ushijima wakatoshi x reader ]

summary - everything was going great but all it takes is one day to ruin it all. trust lost in love struggles to heal.

• cw: suggestive and foul language, gaslighting, cheating

• a/n: almost a year later here’s ch.2, i got busy with college but now that i’ve graduated i have a lot more time!

• pls give this love on ao3

• read chapter 1 here

You stand there in the doorway, staring at the wall behind him, not daring to look him in the eyes. Why the fuck is he here? Didn’t he say he was busy today? Despite what you told Tendou earlier about confronting him, the reality was you really weren’t ready for it. Semi actually showing up just had to make things so much harder.

“Sooo…are you gonna let me in or are we just gonna stand here all day?”

Snapping out of your trance you respond, “Oh! Yeah…sorry.”

He steps inside and turns to face you as the door closes. “How’s my pretty girl been today? Taking it easy I see.” He nods his head over to your setup on the bed.

“Weren’t you supposed to be busy today?” irritation lacing your words. You were never the best at hiding what you felt.

“Woah, what’s the hostility? I can’t come visit my girlfriend?”

‘Girlfriend?’ you think. How funny.

“Well, you said yourself we couldn’t hang today, I assumed you were busy doing other things.” emphasizing the last part in your tone.

Semi goes to sit in your desk chair and lets out a sigh, “ M’kay, what’s with the attitude? Is it that time of the month? Or are you still pissed off about yesterday? Y’know, I have other things I need to do besides just being with you.”

That’s it. Your frustration has boiled over and you didn’t care about whatever came out of your mouth next.

“Yeah, no, like the bitch you fucked last night?” Your intense glare burns through him.

The room goes silent. Not a sound is heard for seconds that felt like years.

He scoffs. “What are you talking about? I was in my room alone all night.”

“Bullshit, Tendou told me he saw a girl leave the room last night. A girl from your fucking class.” Your eye twitches from the anger.

Semi rolls his eyes, “Yes, and? She needed help on the assignment, nothing more.”

“Are you serious?! Tendou also told me he saw the condom in the trash. Stop lying to me!” Throat going dry from the yelling.

“Do you actually believe anything Tendou tells you? You know that guy is high off his ass every fucking day, he was just seeing things. Better yet, who knows? Maybe he told you all this to get you to leave me so you could get with him, I see how you two talk. Wouldn’t be surprised if that was his intention.”

You can’t believe what you were hearing. Is he seriously trying to play the victim?

Your hands come up to slide over your head in an effort to cool down, “You’re seriously gonna gaslight me like this?”

Semi gets up from the desk chair and looks at you with a mocking expression, “Gaslight? That’s a big word, you sure you know what it means?

The. Absolute. Audacity. He really went there. His pride is so big that he really went there. Where was the man you met in the library all those months ago? You didn’t know the person standing in front of you. At least you didn’t want to believe it was him.

“Y’know, I should’ve seen this coming a while ago. All the canceled plans for the past month, not hearing from you for hours on end, how distant you got last night after I told you I wasn’t comfortable having sex yet. How could I be so stupid?”

“Oh please, y/n. Boohoo. Not the ‘woe is me’ gimmick.” he spat back.

“Woe is me! I gave up so much of my time to be with you only to find out it was all for what? For you to go and betray my trust? Did I ever mean anything to you?!” Your ears were ringing.

“Yeah at first you did, before I knew I was signing up to be with a fucking prude.” his words were like venom. They made their way through your ears and into your heart.

Tears were forming in your eyes, making your vision blurry but for the sake of not giving him the satisfaction of seeing you, you look down. Your voice painfully cracks, “We’re done…get the fuck out of my room.”

“Are you kidding me? You’re gonna get all hurt over something that never-”

“I said get the fuck out of my room!”

“Tch.” Semi walks to the door, grabs the handle, and takes a moment to look back at you. “Get over it. Soon you’ll realize you got mad over some dumb shit and just end up coming back.” and with that, he slams the door.

Your heart felt like it was going to burst out of your chest. You take a moment to regulate your breathing.

Walking back to your bed you throw yourself on top of it, face smushed into the pillow. A sob chokes out, followed by several others. You choose to let it all out for about 20 minutes.

Pillow soaked from where your face was, you get up to wipe the tears, grabbing a tissue to blow your nose. You stand in front of your mirror, staring at the puffy-eyed, red-nosed individual.

‘I’m not a prude…I just needed time.’ you think.

‘Why the hell would he say such things?’

Something sparks within you during your internal dialogue.

‘No…he’s full of shit. I’ll prove him wrong.’

You go back to your bed, grabbing your phone to remove all pictures of him from your social media and change your status. He is no longer welcome in your life and you’ll make damn sure of it.

You walk out of the shower to find the mirror fogged up. Hand wiping down the steam to reveal a refreshed figure, a contrast to how you were just an hour ago. A sad smile on your face in reaction to the minor improvement of your state. Your phone reads ‘4 pm’ when a message comes through from Tendou,

‘Hey so, earlier today Semi came back and kicked the trash can across the room. Did it happen?’

Sighing through your nose, you pick up your phone to answer.

‘he just showed up at my door, i ended up blurting it all out. not pretty.

‘Geez. I’m sorry. I’m on my way to Ushijima’s place but we can meet up somewhere stop if you’d like.’

All too quickly you replied ‘please’.

“No fucking way he said all that to you!” Tendou’s auburn eyes were wide in shock after you told him what went down.

“Yeah so needless to say he’s no longer welcome in my life 'cause at least I have that bare minimum standard set” You let out a huff of air from your nose and look down at the coke that by now had been watered by the ice. How did your life become so shitty over the span of 24hrs? You chewed on your bottom lip as you were lost in thought, thinking of ways to fix this. Should you get back together? Download a dating app? Start looking into hookups? Drop out and run away forever? Yea, these all sounded like things a sane person would do.

Tendou clears his throat, snapping you out of your thoughts. “Thanks for sharing all this with me. Y’know it’s not easy being vulnerable, especially when the wound is still this fresh.” You offer a smile in response, “Thanks for listening.”

Walking out of the dining hall, you feel the cold air hitting your face, reminding you of that night all over again. All too naive. All too oblivious.

Spinning on his heels towards you, “Hey, so I’m going over to Ushijima’s to say hi…aaand lowkey avoid my roommate. wanna tag along?”

“No, I shouldn’t. Don’t even know him, Tori. Not sure if he’d like unknown guests this late too.”

“Pfft. Don’t be ridiculous, he may not look like it but he likes meeting new people.”

You soon found yourself standing in front of a door that read “Wakatoshi”, a very tall man lets you both in, and you give a quiet wave, he simply nods his head. While removing your shoes, you take in his room. Simple decor, a few medals hung on the wall, two very healthy plants on his window, and his homework spread across his desk. He sported a white t-shirt that clung just tight enough on his chest and black gym shorts. ‘Handsome.’ you smugly thought to yourself.

“Hey buddy! This is my friend y/n, she’s great and kinda getting over a breakup right where her boyfriend, i guess ex now ‘cause he totally cheated on her cause i saw-.” You look at Tendou with wide eyes as if to shut him up with your glare, getting the message he shut up. Feeling shitty about the introduction you look at the floor to avoid Ushijima’s piercing green stare. “I’m sorry you had to experience that, hope you feel better soon.” Surprised by his empathy but you thank him.

You allow the two friends to talk, well, it was mostly Tendou carrying the conversation while his massive friend would respond in “mhm”. Trying to entertain yourself, you glance at the surroundings again, landing on the homework at his desk, recognizing the textbook immediately.

“Ah so you’re in Dr. Melendez’s Spanish Literature class! I took that two semesters ago, great time. How’re you liking it?”

The athlete’s eyebrows raise before his expression relaxes, “I’m taking it for my humanities requirement, but I do find myself struggling..”

“I’d be more than happy to help you whenever you need it,” this statement was genuinely true considering that you did so well in that class that the professor recommended you to become a tutor for his course at the tutoring and writing center at the university. You did have to politely decline since you were already working at the library and the payout wasn’t worth it.

Much to your surprise the smallest of smiles appears on Ushijima’s face, “Actually I would like that. I could compensate you well for your time.” Tendou’s head continues to move as he follows the conversation with the most shit-eating grin. Cheeks mildly darker from embarrassment, you put your hands up in front of you, “No, no. Don’t worry, I’ll do just do it for free, glad to help a friend of a f-”

“Don’t be so humble, it’s your time. I’d expect the same if I was in this position. Does $50 an hour sound reasonable? I’d be willing to negotiate.”

Almost choking on the sip from your emotional support water bottle, you look at him for a split second as if he grew a second head. Ready to decline the offer and return to your pushover ways your thoughts freeze. ‘This is your chance at another job’, your worries of bland dining hall food and begging for people on Reddit to give you PDFs of pirated textbooks slowly fade away. Maybe it had the potential to even help you forget some of the bullshit that went down early today. “Wow, um, yea no that’s perfect. W-when would you like to start?”

Pleased with your answer he replies, “I would prefer as soon as possible to ensure I stay ahead with the course work. Perhaps this Monday?”

As the two of you continue your interaction of exchanging numbers and arranging a place to meet, Tendou maintains his smug grin.

[zu-is-here]

Hey zuu

Oh hii Gayfish! (*'▽'*)

UPD:

Oh no reason to worry about it! (ówò) Your family comes first so there's nothing wrong in delaying <3

My bad I'm empty-handed either but happy birthday to the twins! (〃ω〃) Your latest reblogs with them are such a nostalgia ☆

How are you doing today? *^* Heheh yours is sooo cute too! Pink rulesss (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)♪

Take your time╰(*´︶`*)╯♡

Bruh!! It was such a mistake to use mascara cause I cried all my tears out in the end ;w; Did you like it?

OH yay!! (*ﾟ∀ﾟ*)

[spoilers for Barbie]

Ah I can feel you! (ówò)

Perhaps I didn't take it so politically cause Ken's attempts were more ridiculous than depressing to me, although there's a deep message here.

I guess this is not so much about patriarchy or matriarchy, but about the right to be whoever you want without being obligated to anyone?

That's what made me cry in the final, when Barbie asked her creator to be a human and not an idea and felt what it's like to be one ;w;

Oh!! (°▽°) I suppose it's really individual cause I didn't cry at all when I watched Everything Everywhere All at once, and while everyone was talking about how Great this movie is (it is! *^*), I was like "?? Well that was 60% crazy, 30% fun and 10% sophistic :'D"

Looks like it's controversial indeed ("ó3ó) What do you think would be a better ending? *^*

Pff true, she acted so good xp I also enjoyed Alan, he looks so confused the whole movie XD

Speaking of the other movie— did you watch Oppenheimer? *^*

Sadly no cause we can't watch it in cinema now :') But if they'll make it legal, I'll definitely go the second time all pink! \(//∇//)\

Oh these men ε-(´∀｀; ) Alternative? :0

Awww true! (〃ω〃) That's some real things <3

> Also no I haven't seen the other movie, but my friend has, and she really enjoyed it! So has jan!

This is not as exciting as Barbie is heh, but I'm a big fan of Christopher Nolan's films, and he nailed it again <3 (The adult scenes were superfluous though, but a man can have at least one in his career right? x)

[text ahead cause of the images limit xp]

> Alternative? You know like goth, punk things like that

Ah I see! (ﾟ∀ﾟ) Looks like it's not common for them in our modern world x)

> Other then the movie zu, how have you been? What you been up to?

Working on the next part of Trapped! (☆ω☆) Hopefully I can finish it before opening commissions, that's when the real work starts xp

Do you have other news to share? *^*

> Good luck with commisons zu!!

Nothing new, just been listening to phantom still, I wonder if there were any songs left out of the movie that you might not have heard

Thank youuu Gayfish! <3

So addictive (๑˃̵ᴗ˂̵)♪ Oh I wonder too *^*

> Recently I've been super into Notes and Notes twisted every way. As well as Why have you brought us here? Have you heard any of these before?

Woah— I don't remember listening to the first one! (°▽°) And I like how leitmotif repeats in the second one ☆ The voices are ssso good... *^*

> Oh! Did you just go off and listen to them now?? I love them to!! The way the voices mesh in the argument, and how christens name being repeated 3 times is a common motive.

Yesss! ♪ The musical must be better in terms of listening to them, cause in the movie, watching them steals almost all the attention :'D

> And the tunes of "His eyes will find me there, those eyes that burn"

Is the same as "hunt down this murderer, he must be found" in the finally

OH right!! (*⁰▿⁰*)

> It's also sad, how much the songs are starting to reflect christens trauma. She's so frightened, and his fear is growing ever strong, its twisting her perception of it all. All up until the point kf no return, and then the phantom singing all I ask of you.

The moment she realises that he knew about her and her lover the whole time. And she hears his true motive has truly been her the whole time, and she stands up and rips off his mask

Trueee, that was so intense in the movie as well ;w; Thought that's where the viewer knows that Erik saw them and knew about them, but the music shows it another way *^*

> I still haven't seen the movie, but the musical is spectacular visually as well.

I wonder if you'd enjoy the 25th anniversary recordings, it's very well shot.

The only thing that turned me off from the movie si that the phantom was cast for his appearance, not his voice, when it really should have been the other way around for a character who's a musical genius.

Awww I would! *0*

I've heard that many actors tried to get this role (Antonio Banderas as well?) and they took vocal lessons for this cause singing songs on their own was a prerequisite ☆

> Did you know that the longest running Broadway phantom played the role for 7 years? Almost every night for 7 years! The way they hop from one song to the next, his poor voice.

He got the biggest round of Applause at the end of the show

FOR real?? \(//∇//)\ That's crazy yet respectable!!

> One thing that was pointed out to me, which kinda kills alittle bit of the tension, js when Eric is over hearing All I ask of you, he's hiding behind the horses bottom, in the statue XD idk if makes me.laugh.

In the book he's ontop of a very high up statue, and it's a wonder he even heard them.

You know I've actually been to that oprea house

PFF well he's hiding after all xd You've been there?? (*ﾟ∀ﾟ*)

> Also I'm sorry if you are getting tired kf talking, idk if you are busy with trapped and would rather take a break?

Oh I really enjoy talking to you about them! *w* We can both take a break though, no rush anyway <3

> Well if you do wanna watch it, you can rent it on you tube. It's my favourite versionnnn.

Of course if you get the chance to actually watch it ! Do!

I'm going to be keeping an eye on it, waiting for it to return, Andrew said that it should come back, so if it ever comes back to London, I will tell you just in case it co-alines with a time you could visit!

I know I want to see it againnn.

Awww that would be amazing, thanks! \(//∇//)\

> Ok! We can take a break heh, sorryy

But I'll see if I can find a picture of the oprea house and send it over!

It's alright! (ówò) I'll be looking forward to it *^*

@help-im-a-gay-fish OH wow!! \(//∇//)\ This is a great photo, "catching a moment" <3

He did a really good work at trying to make it as real as possible though *w*

> Me ans Jan found a night tour of the opera housessss I think we might goooo

*GASP* That's awwwsome! (〃ω〃)☆

[strangerairlines]

some recent #hqthoughts:

• daichi nishinoya and hinata are a billion times prettier in the manga

• kenma is SO MUCH COOLER TOO OMFGGG its not that i didnt really care for him but i didnt . and now hes sso💥💥💥💥💥💥💥

• tadashi is so freaking funny holy shit I remember watching for the first time and thinking he was so cute and silly but in reality hes a bitch 😭😭😭😭😭 i always lose it when i see him 'hehe'ing by tsukishimas side with That face kfkfkkdkf also im obsessed with his "TSUKIIIIIIII!!!!!!!" like omg chill gayboy

• kageyama and hinata's interactions are killign me like genuinely i dont know if i will survive. theres so many beautiful panels of them together and iconic lines and dialogues its sending me into orbit I literallt have to pause to take a breath sometimes because its TOO MUCH

• karasuno has one of the most beautiful relationships forreal theyre so supportive of each other my babies omg 😭😭😭😭:(

• SUGAWARA!!!!!!! Sweetest little guy but he can be so intense its adorabol and funny and sooo silly ahhh Hes also really fucking pretty like woah

• I started reading open to give oikawa a second chance but hes so annoying i just cant i support all the pictures of him side by side with horirble manga villains HES THE WORst !!!!!!! (i dont reallt think that but yeah unfortunately I cant like him . Iwaizumi on the other hand..im in love

i think thats it for now im about to start the Training camp arc and im SO FRAKING EXCITEDDD AAAHHHHH

[choking-on-dandelions]

any favorite vocaloid producers (or songs)

Producers, definitely Deco*27 is up there. So bouncy and fun yet also so melancholic and bittersweet. A good range of feels. Great range of songs if a bit melodically similar on certain tracks. Pinnochio-P was my focus for a minute not too long ago, excellent producer! Utsu-P is really good, love the intensity in their work! Vocaloid moshpit type music for sure, has intrigued random people who don't listen to Japanese music in my day-to-day life. Wowaka was one of the very first producers I stumbled upon back in the day before his passing (r.i.p. to a legend💔) and man, those songs, all that raw emotion, the way you don't even need to understand the words to feel that hole shatter through your heart midway through and in that moment the language barrier is totally irrelevant anyways, you suddenly just get it. Giga has a smooth cool hip-hop sound (I've really only listened to them within the last couple years admittedly), same with Syudou. GHOST and Creep-P are great spooky tune makers. But let's not forget to respect one of the forefathers of creepy Halloween-y vocaloid music, Machigerita-P.

I could go on and on for daysss and believe it or not, I'm still not done learning all there is to know! There's sooo many amazing Vocaloid producers that it would take forever to find them all. Obviously the most popular will be an easy search but the smaller more indie producers make some absolute BANGERS!

Favorite songs? Oho boy, strap in, have I got a list for you! You're gonna regret this, I promise you lol now don't worry this will only hurt a little ^o^

(My anthem dedicated to all my friends, new and old, near and far💖)

(It's a bop, Dasu rolls out banger after banger)

(Bad bitch energy on the dancefloor)

(A lot of regular people seem to like this one)

(Can sing this one nearly perfectly, friends fell in love at first sound then felt sad after seeing the lyrics)

(The song that broke my heart)

(The song that broke my heart pt 2 - The Tribute)

(WOAH OH OH WOAH-OH OH OHH)

(That into s l a p s though)

(Try not to dance, it's impossible)

Oh damn this is gonna be a huuuuge wall on everyone's dash now, SORRY GUYS!! Vocaloid is a long-time passion interest and I consider it a hugely defining part of my lore, I could literally talk about it for hours and hours and hours well into the next day if you give me the chance. If you're curious and want to know more and listen to more songs feel free to message me, I have an entire ever-expanding playlist! I'd love to share what I love with potential new fans!💖

Probably my favorite ask I've gotten so far on Tumblr, this made my entire afternoon! I hope it was half as fun for you, dear anon, as it was for me! Thank you so sweetly!💖💖

[straycalamities]

no for real the onceler fandom when i was a huge part of it (2015/2016) was so fuckin toxic half the people left bc everyone was praising one or two blogs and acting like everyone else was dirt. it was super discouraging and i ran about 3 blogs and the only interactions i ever got was from people starting drama :(

im not sure what the askblog scene looks like today but im HOPING and PRAYING its better

eughh im sorry that sounds like absolute hell...i barely dipped my toes in because i was recovering from Stuff (stuff that took me to this year to get over enough to even make another personal blog) so i wasnt Too up-to-date with what was going on in the fandom from 2015 tooo 2019?ish? even if i popped in on entre's blog time to time, but i've heard stuff from others and friends

i think the askblog scene is A LOT more chill these days. a lot more lax and there's sooo much just...Less of everything that it makes things easier to like take in stride at least to me compared to 2012-2014 days where everything was so intense, extreme, and constant

there's still the like ghosts of the same issues that've been present since day one but its like...on a MUCH lesser scale. i honestly think it's pretty good all things considered :) the only thing that makes it rly hard for me compared to past eras is how split the fandom is uhhh app/site-wise (like its very much spread across tiktok, tumblr, twitter, discord, maybe more...idk) and so it feels like im missing out if i dont keep up everywhere LMAO and each location comes with its own issues either population-wise or site/app-wise

i miss how centralized it used to be to tumblr u_u and obviously having more content to look at back in the day, i got very spoiled on it so when i peruse the fandom content its like a lot less to look at but thats honestly GOOD FOR ME BC I HAVE NO TIME NOW LMAOOOO but its just like strange bc im like woah i dont have to scroll for an hour on entres dash anymore to catch up

well i do, but that's bc i have no time to check it on work days and so it piles up for when i do sit and take the time. cant imagine the hell i'd be in if it was 2012-era activity

ppl who had full-time jobs in the fandom in 2012 damn...i salute you.

unfortunately with a fandom as niche as this, it kinda cooks up the same issues over and over again and it makes me wish there was some sort of disclaimer that popped up as soon as you wanted to join the fandom to give you a rundown on how the culture is, who the people are, what the past drama was (so dont bring it up again), and all that LMFAO like a onceler fandom 101 that was just beamed into your device when you were like hmm what if i joined the onceler fandom LMAO

i kinda wanna do something like that specifically for askblogs? like a dos and donts. or "things i wish i knew when i started an askblog" type of thing but alas..no time. bc i see other mods go through the same obstacles/difficulties i went through and learned to either change my thinking on, or something else to either help me get past it/over it or at least cope better and id wanna pass that on if the fandoms gonna keep getting revived every two or so years and then cave in on itself from the same rehashed drama/problems it always has :sob emoji:

[39oa]

Robo/Otter for the ship opinion thing please

@kitnita and @penswriter also asked me this so thank you :') i will never pass up an opportunity to talk about robotter!

tbh zoe's post on them is already PERFECT and she nails the core essence of what makes them compelling so i feel like i don't have to tack on much more but. 2129 are my 2nd favorite stars ship (i'm just equal opportunity robo multishipper. i will reflect) and my main takeaways are that they're so much fun for 1) how their freak_guy mentalities are like... insanely similar despite documented commitment to midwestern "niceness" and 2) how much they embody entwined_legacy draft narratives. and also how much they patiently indulge the media by continuously acknowledging and answering for them.

like jake being the goalie the stars traded up for, robo being the guy who slipped down to the 2nd round and wasn't even interviewed by the team because they always knew they wanted him, etc... i think what destroysss me about robo saying that he and otter "grew up together" in the ahl despite it being literally One year is that for most guys (especially star players) the ahl is barely more than a transitory interval on the path toward their Real Careers, and while robo does characterize it that way most of the time — sometimes when people fish for those ~are you surprised you Made made it to the nhl~ soundbites he's kind of like uh... well not really because i put in the work at every step of the way so why wouldn't i get there eventually? — he still talks about the draft being that moment when he realized that like, Woah okay this professional hockey stuff is a whole different ballpark and the type of player i have to become requires way more sensitive calibration than cooking in juniors does. so in that sense the ahl really is where he officially Grew Up, and the fact that he credits otter as being an integral part of that is like 😭 IT MAKES ME WANT TO CHEW ON SOMETHING.

i also think their jr paths really inform their gamer_mentalities which is sooo interesting to me. like they're both nerds but in different ways: jake is extremely sentimental about his time playing high school hockey and had a very vibrant social life in minnesota and carries that ferda love (second to none but tydel of course) into every roster he plays with, wants so badly to hold onto the memories of every guy who skates for him each season 🥲 whereas robo's parents upended a ton of familiarity to homeschool him and his siblings and let robo focus uniquely on hockey and is sort of why he's much more romantic about the game itself than anything else (and yet otter is still Special and That Guy and the Backbone of the team to him! okay!). so those little nuances, despite their being very similar competitors, does beget intriguing dynamics.

also there's a quote pav had in his exit interview (03:29) that i keep coming back to and it's that "[robo] does have somewhat of a belief that this is his team, as do other guys—as a miro, a roope, and for me that's super encouraging. to see young players have that kind of intensity, that drive, that they want to be the guy out there that's going to make a difference." and i feel like honestly no one better exemplifies that pure raw Belief that they are (or have to step up and become) THE GUY more than otter and robo do. which is just. auUGHHH... so fascinating also because at the end of the day no position is less disposable than a winger and no position is more opaque and singular and coveted than an "elite" goalie. and yet.

i won't wax poetic much longer because i feel like this is all very obvious rambling but i just adore them! and tangentially i find the general existence of ty dellandrea incredible because truly there are so many ways to insert him into a robotter triangle. and when you can start throwing in wyatt or whomever else in there??? the possibilities are endless!!! i love 2129 as a baseline "it's us until the end and we want to win HERE and TOGETHER and NOW" ship so much and i'm obsessed with how much you can keep iterating on that to your heart's content.

[dirtmunch]

Woah I just had the most insane in depth emotionally intense dream about Kim kitsuragi, basically I was flying too close to the sun and getting my own head about being a cool cop (also this was me as myself not as Harry) and something happened and Kim was left while very upset with me, I started searching everywhere and was like super distraught trying to find him but he was one step ahead of me. When I finally caught up to him and deduced whete he'd me but with no self reflection as to why he'd been avoiding me, he was very mad and gave me this astoundingly eloquent talk for a dream about why he didn't want to be around me and how it was connected to a case I dealt with very flippantly and egotistically when It was a very tragic mass death that affected a lot of people, and how I hadn't been cognizant of how much Kim was helping me both solve the case but also being my emotional rock, and left again. At this point he left again and I was distraught at him being gone. I continued trying to find him, and eventually in what was a dream-amalgam of thr art Building, I caught sight of him and just started chasing him down, but he was way top quick and I was like Sooo distraught and tired and missed Kim. While walking down a hall, I saw a door woth light under and knew I had to open the door, that whatever was behind would help me understand. I opened it and it was a support group meeting for people affected by what happened in that case, and I finally like totally understood the breadth of the tragedy and the people affected and how much Kim had helped me on it and to not take him for granted. The meeting ended, and when I stepped out of the room Kim was there, I was on tears and apologized to him and told him o appreciated him and all he did, and that I was scared he'd never come back and leave me all alone. And he smiled softly and said "well I showed up here, didn't I?" very gently and then I woke up

It was insanely emotionally intense and I felt like I was about to cry when I woke up .......anyways that was my Kim kitsuragi dream

[mistertf2xreaderfluffballcake]

uh so i just found your blog & ily

anywayssssssss idk if you’ve done this, but can you do the mercs if their s/o accidentally falls asleep on them(like on their shoulder, chest, yk), like how flustered would they get? if you busy just do sniper, scout, & engi please! :D

~🎧

HELL YES!!! This is so god damn cute!!!!! And I will do all of them lol Sorry for being sooo late!!! But yes I hope it was worth the wait!

(Oh also I did this as an crush, like before confession! I hope that is okay!!)

Scout (You both are in scout's room just clarifying)

Scout and you were just sitting on his bed after playing a round of video games. You both were tired of the intense battle. I won this yes!!!! Noooo! You know what that means y/n! ... Y/n~! Fine fine I will pay for your next bucket of chicken! AND~ And yes I will let you eat the leftover cake heavy made! YES! *both giggles*

I am so tired... Yeah me too! *after a little pause* Y/n? z..z.. *plop on scout's shoulder but slips and...* Woah! *pushes scout's back on the bed* !?!?!?!? WAIT WHAT! *looks at y/n* *y/n just sleeping peacefully sleeping on scout's chest* WH- Oh shit I gotta be quiet. um fuck. I- *scout cover his face with his hand* I- *looks at s/o again*

*pats y/n head* *after a while* *whispers* You know...forget about the bucket of chicken and the cake...I would rather spend my time like this. with...you... *blushes madly while covering his face*

Soldier

Soldier was looking for you. Y/N!!!!! *opens the door to the living room* THERE YOU- *y/n drifting sleep on the sofa while sitting up*

Y/n!!! *stills sleeps* *soldier sits next to y/n to shake them awake*

But instead... Y/n I have to talk to yo- *y/n plops next to soldier's shoulder* !?

Y/n!? *sees y/n sleeping peacefully* I-Hmph fine! 10 minutes.

He literally turned into a rock statue, he just froze.

*10 min later* C-cupcake get up! mmm... Cupcake! ...zzz.... *y/n gets closer* *soldier turns bright red* CUPCAKE! !!!! What- what happened! *sees soldier* !!! Oh sorry was I sleeping? *NODS* Oh I am really so- NO. ??? IT'S FINE CUPCAKE, WE NEED REST SOMETIMES!!! Oh um yeah...By the way, why did you scream so loud? Oh well um. WE NEED TO GO TRAINING NOW! Wha- *holds y/n tight and runs off to the training ground* ???

When you glanced at soldier's face for a moment, what you saw was the most reddest and sweetest soldier in America...

Pyro

Pyro was just reading you Little Red Riding Hood to you for the 5th time this month (you were totally okay with this) It wasn't a bedtime story but just an afternoon story time.

Pyro used one hand to hold the book and the other to use for puppets! Finger puppets. They were made by you!

Pyro was halfway through the book and you felt...sleepy...

Mmmphhh! zzz... Mmph? *looks at s/o* mmh? zz....z....

MMphh! *y/n plop of pyro's shoulder* MMPH!?

Pyro thought of moving but you looked so peaceful. (It isn't even bedtime...Oh well, it a nap time then! :D )

Pyro decided to move a bit but you then leaned closer. *Pyro freezes* *Holds very very still*

Pyro glanced at you, ....pat pat.

After patting your head for about 15 minutes pyro also joined the nap time and leaned on you too :)

Engi

Engi and you were FINALLY taking a break after you two worked long hours on a machine project you worked on. You were his proud little helper!

You were sitting on the sofa just wondering about the machine progress and such. Hey, y/n here is some hot cocoa! Oh, thanks engi! Engi's face became just as hot as the hot cocoa by your smile. Oh well um, you're welcome! *engi continues to talk about how the machine works and progresses*

And then y/n you place the-*plop* ?! Y/n you alright? mm... Oh you're sleepin...

*looks at the clock* (Should I wake up y/n? Are they hungry? Are they comfortable?) *Looks at y/n* *engi blushes slightly* You know, you worked hard today sweetheart, *places blanket on y/n*

Sweet dreams y/n we got a hard day of work tomorrow. *leans on y/n* :)

Heavy (just heavy figuring out how to get closer to y/n~)

Heavy and you were just eating a sandvich on a bench. *Sigh* Today's battle was very hard...we lost to the weak baby. It's okay Heavy! Not all battles are a victory sometimes we lose...

You both were just looking at the horizon. Does leetle y/n like sandvich? Oh yes, they are the best!!! *heavy smiles* Very good :)

Heavy and you stayed there and talk for about an hour. About how they lost today, about how to make perfect sandvich, and more!

And then POW! The scout was dead. Hehe heavy gets revenge! zz...z.z.... Y/n? *looks next to y/n drifting to sleep* Y/n...?

Are you ale- *plop* !!! Y/n? zzzz....zzzz

*heavy gently smiles* Y/n very tired. *head pats y/n* Pat pat

*after a while*

Y/n always so kind... HEAVY! !!!! *looks back to see scout approaching* What the hell are you doin' hea- SHHHHHHH! wh- SHHHH ??? Be quiet scout! leetle y/n is sleeping! So wh- *heavy looking clearly pissed and squeeze his fists* ...*stare* OKAY OKAY big guy fine I will call you guys later! Geez... By the w- *GLARE* You know what forget it never mind! *scout runs off*

*Sigh* mm... !!! *heavy continues to head pat y/n*

Heavy wants to get closer to you...But I don't know how...Heavy want spend more time with y/n. Heavy always protect y/n :)

Demoman

Demo decided to join you with his bomb-making process. Y/n then ya place this inside the bomb in here! It is what makes it go KABOOM! *y/n giggles* Bombs are wonderful, aren't they? Indeed demoman hehe.

Oh wait, this part is a bit complicated this will take a while...

*after a while*

And boom it's don- *plop* !!! Demo was about to jump out of his seat. Y/n? zz..z...z... Hehe, it seems like it's gotten pretty late ey? *extremely carefully picks up y/n bridal style* There we go! *looks at y/n* (Their cuteness is so...deadly...demo calm down...ye are just going to place y/n in bed! Why am I so nervous...)

Where is y/n room again? Ah, there it is! *Very carefully gets inside.* *creak* *places y/n gently on the bed* *pulls a soft blanket on them* *pats y/n's head* *sits beside the bed and takes a swing of alcohol* Good night lovely❤ *demo blushes a tiny bit* It seems like I am falling for you more and more...*hick*

Sniper

Sniper and you were just driving in his van. There wasn't a location to where but you guys were just wandering around in the van.

You both soon arrived at a huge grass field. *both get out of the van* *and just sit on the huge grass field*

*a moment of peace* The sunset is sure beautiful. Yeah... *y/n stretches* *sniper gets up* Oh um! *y/n holds sniper hands just a moment he leaves* Can we stay here longer? Till the sun goes fully down? Of course. Anything for you. *sits back down*

*wind blows* Swoosh It's getting windy we shou- *plop* !!! Y/n!? zzzz... !!! Y/n I- *Swoosh*

Oh um! *gently pus his vest on y/n* *y/n leans closer*

Sniper watched y/n, seeing how their hair flowed with the wind, how their skin glowed under the sun setting, ...Sometimes I wonder how I met such a lovely person like you...

*Looks at the horizon* I should take you sun set watching more.

Medic

Oh um medic! Yes? I heard that you have to stay up really late tonight. yes? Can I help you? *heart flutters* Oh um you wanna help me? yes! I will be your little um nurse! But y/n we are going to stay up really late if so, I think you should sleep first, I don't want to stress you out! It's fine medic! I will help you out! Then maybe we could sleep early! Doing everything alone is tough! hehe, You are right! Fine, you may help me deliver some paperwork ok? *nods :)*

Eventually you and medic stayed pretty late, you were pretty stressed since you weren't used to such long hours of work, on the other hand, medic was just full work mode and would be perfectly fine if another 5 hours passed.

You soon decided to take a break next to medic. He was still working on his paper. You started to look closer at his face.

The jawline...the curve of his lip, the sharp eye look, the light reflexing from his glasses, the wave of his hair...you soon became feeling light...

Medic finally looked after trying to avoid your curious eyes, focused on him, y/n-! zz... *smiles* Hehe was my face that interesting or was it too boring that made you fall asleep? *tucks their hair behind their ear* I told you you wouldn't handle the late time...*stretches* *takes off lab coat* *plop* I will continue to finish work, you did well y/n I will take care of rest~ *head pat lovingly*

Spy

Spy really enjoyed reading you books. Just you and him in his smoking room and you coming closer to him while he fluently reads the book like magic.

You both very very subtly were considered snuggling.

You both were very peacefully just enjoying each others company.

*after a while of reading*

Ah, y/n would you like to take a break? I could go get some- hm?

He then took a peek from the side and!

Y/n was peacefully sleeping next to spy. Since he was so focused on the book and trying to keep his cool he very much forgot that y/n was leaning to him. very close...

He felt his heart beat faster than before. *spy blushes slightly at y/n peaceful cute face*

He then very carefully adjusted his position so that both y/n and him could be comfortable.

He then continues to read the book but of course, he couldn't focus. How could he read when such pure cuteness is literally next to him?

Y/n...you are truly something...to be able to make such a person like me become such a lovesick fool...

I loved writing this hehe. I hope you enjoy~! ╰(´︶`)╯♡

[ultimate-marysue]

Steve was almost certain Nancy's been flirting with Robin, and he was loosing his god damm mind about it. Not in a jealous way, Nancy and him had their time and whatever happened in the upside down clearly hadn't stuck. He simply wished he could be certain so he could tell Robin! Look, it's not that he didn't trust her, but it had always seemed like she exaggerated the difficulty of telling apart flirting from girl friendships. But now...now Steve understood.

It was such a weird experience because he remembered distinctly Nancy sitting in his lap as one of the big "she likes me" moments. It was obvious, why would you sit in a boy's lap like that -arms around his neck, head on his shoulder- if you didn't like him? Now with a girl, it was different. Was she giggling coyly because she liked Robin? Or was it because that's the way girls talk with each other?

Robin wasn't of much help, she was panicking about her crush and had not that much experience on girl friendships. She seemed convinced that Nancy was just trying to be besties, which was Steve's reason to begin his secret crusade for the truth. His reasoning was that, having dated Nancy, he could easily tell. he thought that just by looking at Nancy the answer would drop from the heavens...but no luck so far. Sure, everything Wheeler did screamed "she's flirting" to Steve, but everytime he tried to frase it, it felt inconclusive. He needed hard facts for Robin to believe him.

It was Byers, high as a kite who actually made him feel less crazy. Eddie was DMing for the kids while the non kids played cards in a different table. They've given up on actually paying attention to the game -Steve thought Eddie sounded really cool when he explained things in that intensely theatrical voice, but he didn't have the attention span to actually understand anything- so now they just sat next to them. That way Eddie didn't have to spend 6 hours hanging out with only highschoolers.

Jonathan and Steve were betting whether the kids were going to realize Eddie was high or not, when something caught Steve's eye across the table. Nancy had offered to paint Robin's nails and had her legs on Robin's lap while poor Robin rambled endlessly. Nancy was holding Robin's hand up to inspect her handiwork, but that's not what really interested him. She just softly smiled while telling Robin "Oh woah, your hands are sooo big!". It was the way she elongated the os, her embarrassed little laughter -like she was somehow high too-, it was so obvious! And when he looked to his right, sure enough, he could see his face reflected on Byers'. It was a kinda funny expression. The "am I too high or did we both see that happen?".

Suddenly feeling not alone in his madness, they both made the unspoken pact of solving the mystery right then and there. Steve decided to re involve himself in the conversation just to stir up trouble. He was done just observing Nancy, he needed to know. And giving Robin's near catatonic state, he needed to know as fast as possible. His platonic soulmate would not survive much longer.

He threw every single topic he could think of, trying to gauge Nancy's feelings from her answer. It was Jonathan who actually had the winning idea. "how's school going, Robin?". Of course, he didn't know about Robin, Steve realized. He was laser focused on Nancy, but Byers might want to actually know whether his "ex-now-best-friend" had a chance. It was an innocent enough question, one important to someone like Nancy but that would not ring any alarm bells for Robin. And easy enough, she was rambling about senior year being a bitch. She was fine for most classes but her history was proving to be a real pain in the ass. The teacher was against her, apparently.

"I could help you study! I have the best notes" and bingo. That was Nancy's signature move if she had any. "I've seen 'em Rob, Nancy's quite the miracle worker". Nancy's eyes snapped to his, an unspoken conversation. He made it clear she didn't need to panic but that also, he was onto her. They both volunteered to go search for more drinks and snacks for the brats the next time they'd inevitably asked them. It was a quiet trip right up until the kitchen door was closed.

"I knew it!" "Let me explain" turns out she didn't need most of her explanations. If she seemed surprised by how well Steve took it, Steve tried not to take it personally. He did call Byers queer, so maybe he deserved it. The second she realized Steve was safe, she immediately asked for help "You have way more experience at flirting with girls!" "Not in a gay way!". Nancy's gears were turning in her head while she searched for chips in the cupboards. She always did that, focus on the goal and nothing else. Steve had always thought it was really hot, and so did Robin.

Once things were neatly set on the tray she finally stared at Steve. "How do I let her know I'm flirting in a gay way?" Steve did not know how Nancy's opinion of him had changed so fast from "might be homophobic" to "knows about gay stuff". He would have been more surprised if he had not gone from one to the other equally as fast himself when Robin confessed to him. He thought about it, conjuring in his brain all the little things Robin had explained him about queer culture. "Okay, we might need more time to properly prepare you for this". Nancy only gave him a little wondering look, but decided to ultimately thank him and plan for a Tuesday while Robin was at rehearsals with the band.

That Tuesday Steve gathered every single nugget of knowledge he had on the topic of lesbians and bisexuals just so he could educate Nancy. Considering he was just Robin's apprentice, he did not feel at all prepared for the task at hand but damm him if he was not going to give it his all. He started with Rocky Horror. Maybe because that's what Robin started him with, and maybe because Tim Curry did look really good in fishnets. Then it was all about listening to Robin's casettes (he made sure Nancy did not suspect they were from her), talking about clothes, about all the little details that signified you liked girls. Nancy was all but taking notes. By the end she thanked him with a hug that just melted into friendly cuddling. Steve realized he had not been the only one that missed their relationship. After all the evening's intensity, they both felt drained and closer than ever.

It was the next day when Robin stormed Family Video with a panicked look on her face. "Steve" "mmm?" "Nancy has Doc Martens" "yeah, they look good on her" "No, Steve, you don't understand!" And so she explained to her friend in excruciating detail what that could mean, clearly having forgotten the fact that she had already explained it to him months ago. Steve nodded his head, feigning surprised at the appropriate moments.

He gave it a couple more days before actually speaking. He waited for Robin to be absolutely certain that all those little clues could not be coincidental, and then he pounced. "You know, I keep thinking about how she offered to help you study, because that's how she flirted with me". Robin stopped dead on her tracks with an incredulous look on her face. After a theatric pause -he was starting to understand why Eddie enjoyed them so much- he continued pointing out all the things he'd noticed. "You should definitely take her up on her offer for a study session".

So if the next time they were in the Wheeler's basement Robin and Nancy sat a little closer and giggled to themselves, that was their business. He enjoyed the satisfaction of a job well done. Nancy obviously tried to thank him and inform him they were together.

"Yeah I know"

"But, how?" Nancy looked flabbergasted.

"Knew about Robin, remember the whole platonic with a capital P? Besides, who did you think taught me about the lesbian things?"

Nancy looked at him like there was a puzzle piece missing in this equation.

"I thought Eddie taught you"

"Why would Eddie Know any of that? He's not a lesbian. Well, I mean gay"

"Wait" Nancy stared at him like he had told her the sky was green "so you two are not dating?"

"huh?"

"I...Steve, you're the smartest idiot I know"

She said it laughing in that "don't worry about it, I've got it handled" way of hers, and Steve was left asking himself how had she known about his crush and why had she thought it was reciprocated. As another customer entered he simply put on his best smile and tried not to give himself a headache thinking about it. Look, if Nancy had it covered, he was just gonna trust her to do her thing...and maybe allow himself to hope for a bit.

[bisexual-horror-fan]

First of all, congrats on the 2k!! So happy to see you get the recognition for some damn good writing that you more than deserve.

For the raffle, I humbly offer this prompt: having Leslie Vernon give you the reigns in the bedroom. He might like feeling full control (or most of it), but what if Y/N learned how to push the buttons and make him fold like an omlette? What if they found every spot on his body with their mouth that he tries to evade from only because he knows theyre sensitive and it'll make him shiver, and let them do whatever they want so long as they keep that up? What if he looks at their expression when they realize they've got him and consider he might like that side of them far more than dominating it out of them? Maybe he even likes the idea of what that face will look like after he gets it back.

Okay, that's all hahaha! Congrats again Bex my love ❤️❤️❤️

Ahhhhh! Riri! Thank you sooo much, I am so fucking happy that you asked for this! Been a minute since I have done our boy and this is such a fucking great prompt! I hope you like what I did with it! I went in and tried to make it hit really hard in a short little bit, for real I hope this all works for you! Let’s not waste time, let’s get right into it.

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Rating. Mature. Leslie Vernon X GN! Reader. No Pronouns Or Specific Parts Mentioned. Warnings: Softness. Established Relationship. Survivor Person Reader. Blood. Gore. Violence. Intense Emotions. Kissing. Needy Leslie. Begging.

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Touch Me There.

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Leslie Vernon is without a doubt the most observant person you've ever met, hell he might be the most observant person currently alive today. His ability to understand people, key into individuals emotions and pick up on even the smallest details was unmatched. 

It could be scary how good he was at reading the average person but the way he was able to read you has the opposite effect. You loved that quality of him.

You wished you could return it in kind and for the past, longer than you'd care to mention, you watched out for an opportunity to do just that. The longer you are together, the easier he is to figure out, the more he lets you in. 

The physical side of your relationship is incredible, truly, again with how observant he was he figured you out quickly. He could ruin you so easily and you wished to do the same and slowly, over time, you began to figure him out too. Once when you were walking together outside in the orchard, hand in hand, he was talking about preparing for something, he went to pull away and you let go, letting your fingers ghost over the inside of his wrist and you caught it. Almost imperceptible, this slight, you’d almost want to call it a shiver and a shift of his expression.

Interesting reaction. 

You wondered if that was a one off, maybe it was a fluke or the cold or any number of things. 

Except a week and half later you discovered that was not the case. Leslie and you were sitting on the couch, both relaxing on opposite ends and reading, it was almost lunch time and you were getting hungry and you wondered if you should go make something for you both. You finish your current chapter before sliding your bookmark back inside and looking over to Leslie, “You want something to eat?”

He looked up from his book and then to his watch, “Shit, it’s almost noon. Yeah that would be good. Thanks.” 

“No problem.” You got up and set your book down before coming around the back of the couch, you leaned down to give him a kiss and instead of one of the more usual places, his forehead or cheek or even kissing his lip upside down. No, instead, your lips barely had the chance to press behind his ear, almost as if just your warm breath there set him off and made him jump nearly a foot. “Woah, woah! What are you doing?!”

He turned so fast, his book dropped and his place lost, one of his hands on the back of the couch, looking up at you, wide eyed and you were so startled by his reaction you jerked up. A hand on your chest as you said questioningly, your tone rife with confusion, one eyebrow raised, “Kissing you?” 

He said, “Oh, yeah, sorry, you just uhm-I wasn’t expecting it, sorry.” He shook his head and picked up his book, a deep inhale before letting it out as he attempted to find his place once more. You don’t think you’ve ever seen him this bothered. His breathing was a little uneven too, this is weird, you scared him? You seriously doubted that. Obviously there was something else at play here. 

“Ooohhh-kayyy.” You say drawn out as you pull away, “I’m gonna go make lunch now.” 

“Uh-huh, I’ll be here.”  He was refusing to look at you and his voice sounded off.

Hmm.

You make lunch and by the time you come back with lemonade and a plate of sandwiches he had seemingly calmed down and acted like nothing happened. You chew thoughtfully as you watch him, he was talking about the latest chapter he just read in his book, you were listening, nodding along but in the back of your mind a plan taketh shape. 

This couldn’t be rushed but you wanted to do this sooner rather than later. You play it just like Leslie would. Biding your time until just the right moment presents itself for you to take advantage and turn the tables. 

One morning when you wake up before he does, early morning light pouring into the upstairs window, you look upon him, so sweet and peaceful and you think that this might just be the time to make your move. He had his back to you and you scooted closer, eased nearer, he was in just his pyjama pants, strong shoulders and back on display. You press your chest to his back carefully, you gauge his reaction, he still seems asleep and so you move. You lean in, your lips press and you kiss that same spot you had unintentionally discovered, right behind his ear and you swear you feel him tense slightly. You kiss again and again and he shifts, he tries to roll onto his back and you hold him there. Your hand on his side, your tongue traces over that spot and you feel him jolt, a sharp inhale and yes, he is awake now. 

He turns his head, eyes barely open as he looks over at you, “Wha-?”

His voice is still thick with sleep, he is weak and tired, you need to ramp this up, you reach out and your hand closes on his wrist and you bring it towards you. Maintaining eye contact with him you kissed the inner part of his wrist and his expression shifts, like he is still confused, trying to figure out what you were doing but in his still sleep logged brain like he couldn’t comprehend it quite yet. 

A few more soft kisses, another pass of your tongue all while staring up into his eyes and he exhales hard. It is like his mind is finally starting to catch up, he starts to squirm, you need to bring it home. You leaned up, kissed him hard, he stilled for a moment and you kissed down the line of his jaw and neck. He was on his back now which was perfect, you kept moving down and he was starting to shift again, his hands met your sides and he said, “Slow down, what are you do-”

Since he wasn’t wearing a shirt it made this next part easier. You manoeuvred down his body, he wasn't fighting you that hard, clearly he was enjoying this more than he was willing to admit yet, your lips dragging down until you reached your desired destination. 

The long, jagged scar that creeped up the first few bottom ribs on his left side. Your lips met the edge of it and he stopped. Body totally frozen and his eyes darted down to you. Still looking up at him. Your fingertips skated over him, tracing the edges of it as your mouth moved in tandem. You kissed up one side as your finger and the edge of your nail dragged down the other. He shivered and the feelings hit him all at once. A total wash of pure emotion. 

It was like being transported back to that night. 

You in your muddy, ripped and bloodied clothes, him having you pinned under him in the moonlight near the orchard, you fought so hard. You screamed and swore and spat at him as his hands finally found purchase around your throat and he began to choke you but you didn’t stop. You took hold of a weapon, of his weapon on his hip and you moved quickly, you plunged it into him, penetrated him and it stole his breath away. All the air left his lungs and his fingers loosened their grip and your leg came up, foot finding his stomach and you kicked and kicked hard so he was on his back. The sickle still lodged in his side. You grabbed hold of the wooden handle and you pulled hard, dragged it down, giving him the very scar that you were now tracing with utter love and reverence. 

You were something special, he knew that, it was why he chose you but seeing you in action that night, how you didn’t give up? Witnessing the change in you, the one that he set in motion, it was indescribable, it was everything he had ever hoped and dreamt of as he watched you. He remembered the sight of you looming over him, haloed by the moon as you held his weapon you had just ripped from his torso, dripping crimson in your trembling fist as you stared down at him, more rage and fury than he had ever seen in anyone’s gaze, before or since as you said to him, “Fuck you, Vernon.” 

He thought he loved you before that moment. He thought he loved you months before that but no, that moment right there he realised what true love was. It was you with dirt under your fingernails from when he dragged you closer, it was you running towards him unafraid and symbolic weapon in your grasp, it was you painted with blood, it was you, you, you. 

He had to stitch himself up that night and he enjoyed every stab of pain and pass of thread as he did and the entire healing process too. It scarred beautifully. A memento of your first night together, when the real change happened, when you started to feel so intensely for him, he saw it in your eyes, saw it happen, the confusion, the trepidation, the awareness that you shouldn’t feel what you did for him, the anger. 

It was all so much. 

He loved this scar, adored what it meant and represented for both of you, of your journey and his, where you were now, your relationship, this scar was a representation of it all and it meant more to him than any other mark on his body. It was more important than any possession he had, the first thing you ever gifted to him and a gift that could never be taken away or stolen by anyone. One of a kind and all his.

So to have you here, worshipping his body, worshipping it, seeing a similar amount of depth and meaning in your eyes that said you understood? 

He was weak, so smitten and so taken and so in love with you. It felt amazing, from a mental, emotional, spiritual and yes, a physical standpoint. He knew what you were doing now, he knew you were exploiting his weak spots, he knew you were trying to gain the upper hand but it felt so fucking good that he gave in.

It reminded him of that night, you dominating, being in control, and fuck, he liked it, he liked it far too much. 

He briefly wonders why this hadn’t happened sooner, his body going slack below you, melting into the mattress. One of your hands found him achingly hard through his pyjama pants, palming him as he breathed into existence his one current thought and want, “Please, don’t stop.”