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My beach day with Kei
#nagai kei#nagai nendroid#pocket kei#ajin nendroid#ajin#Was feeling very overwhelmed and had a desperate need to go to the beach#which is rare for me despite living so close so I just got up n took Kei with me so I wouldn’t be alone#it was nice to sit alone#n get some fresh air#The water was off limits cause it was contaminated and the beach was full of trash tho#so I only got a few plain photos
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Loop and Sif fishing together? 🥺
Day 76: sleeping with the fishes
#in stars and time#isat#sifloop#isat siffrin#siffrin isat#isat loop#loop isat#desert art#i love picking the funniest day names#tbh I think sitting there with a fishing rod is like meditation to them#They're not aiming to fish anything substantial but it would be a nice bonus#if those two really needed to catch something they'd get into the wanter and catch it with their hands alone#insert the gang being flabbergasted#this one turned out like a color filling page (idk how they're called. coloring pages? yanno the blank image with lineart tgat ur supposed#to color)#drawing chibis is so nice. i don't have to worry about proper proportions that much#speeds up the process
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Trick or treat!!!!!!!
happy ween
#this is my halloween art. enjoy#i am sitting inside and playing minecraft leave me alone#( we got a lot of trick or treaters this year it was nice)#ask#yuno#gun#halloween
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I don’t think An gets enough credit for being like… such a casually nice & kind person without even trying. To the point where even I can tell and I’m not a VBS fan (behind on stories) bc it just bleeds through in every interaction she has with other characters. Like it’s never her being Absurdly Over The Top Kind she just. Treats everyone equally. Friendly with everyone. Thinking abt her being the first one @ school to attempt to befriend Mizuki and treat them like a person. Nene being nervous on her first day of second year and An just immediately walks up to her like Hiiii good morning!! An Shiraishi: Lesbian Jesus.
#project sekai#despite being fond of akito I still didn’t read the vbs stories but I might go read them for an specifically#because I like her :) an my friend an.#also very nice and friendly to rui (&tsukasa) despite rui (& tsukasa) making her job on disciplinary committee like 1000x harder#she reminds me a lot of one of my close friends in highschool (minus the lesbian part)#in that she’s like. ‘popular’ but doesn’t care abt it & talks to anyone and everyone#like u know the highschool girls who r like. obsessed w being popular and only talk to ppl they feel make them look cool? opposite of that.#i feel like an is the type of person to see sm1 sitting alone at school and go I need to be their friend#‘tsukasa collects strays’ no that’s an.
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This far into the new game changer and I already know this is one for the history books
#put it in the fucking pool room#game changer#dropout#zac oyama#brennan getting to sit down alone i. a wizard themed room and eat a nice meal?#can only be lulling him into a false sense of security#those foods looked dense. they looked heavy.#is feeding brennan safe foods yet another layer of sams masterful plan?
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✨ Anxious and sad but still posting ass ✨(also unpopular opinion but I like my stretch marks a lot)
#mine#me#I think I’m gonna have a little cry and then I’m gonna take myself out to the movies#cause I’m not gonna sit in my apartment alone and be sad all night#🍑🍑🍑#stretch marks#send me something nice or something to make me smile pretty pls#because my brain is screaming not so nice things right now#k bye 💗
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saw someone categorise the hypmic characters based by their last names and sometimes that’s a seating arrangement style in jp classrooms so i arranged them as so lol
#vee queued to fill the void#i added the chuuoku women to try and get as many seats filled since 18 is a hard number to make look nice#(as if 21 doesn’t have the same problem lmao)#but i almost regret doing that lol doppo could have been with his fellow 29 year olds and sasara and rosho could have sat together rip 😭😭😭😭#but i guess samatoki can be happy he’s by his sister lmao#and doppo has jakurai at least lol but frfr rip rosasa lmao#i also feel really bad gentaro is all alone 💀 ramudice got to sit together but gentaro is in a corner in the front THIS IS SO SAD LOL#i need a better seating arrangement lol 7x3 looks so bad but gentaro in a corner feels even worse lmao
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THE BRAVERY WAS SO WORTH IT, IT HAS BEEN SUCH A SHITTY WEEK BUT HE WAS SO SWEET AND FUN AND SO EXCITED WHEN I TOLD HIM THE FIRM DELETION MATCH WAS ONE OF MY TOP 3 MATCHES OF 2023. 😭😭😭💚💚💚💚 I AM REALLY FULL OF JOY TONIGHT. IT WAS SUPER FUN TO GO TO THE INDIE SHOW. THANKS FOR MAKING THIS AWFUL WEEK BRIGHTER, ETHAN.
#my mother INSISTED on driving me like im not an adult#“YOU CANT BE IN A PARKING GARAGE THERE AT 11 PM ALONE THAT IS HOW PEOPLE DIE” lol#so i had a beer after i did my m&g#and made friends with the guy alone sitting next to me#and it was such a nice time!!!#ethan is the best i am so happy i decided to go!!!
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THESE TOOK SO FUCKING LONG!!
some of the pictures are a little blurry but we're just gonna have to deal with that
#the mountain goats#absolute lithops effect#collage art#all hail west texas#this song hits differently when it's summer vacation and you know you're going to spend the rest of the summer alone in your room#and also your jaw hurts and you're dealing with a bunch of medical conditions#save me john darnielle#i really don't like how the last one came out cause i was running out of things to put in it and had to use that weird W#but i guess we'll have to deal with that too#special thanks to my SPED school's art room and the two nice art therapists that tolarate me#this is the only actually productive thing i did this school year other than sitting around and petting cats
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"wdym you don't know him he's your 'aunts' son" I have literally never met or heard of this guy in my life and I only see the 'aunt' once a year
Like I haven't even met him as a kid this is just a random adult man I do not know
#random#we haven't even gone out to dinner yet and mum has already called me rude#bc the second i walked into the house i had 5 different people talking to me#and i got hugged by like three people so i got overstimulated even faster than i thought i would#and i panicked and went to my room to calm down but my grandad followed me bc he wanted to ask me more questions#but i got to sit alone for like 5 minutes before my mum came in and told me i cant be rude and i need to try to be nice today#but her opinion of being rude is just me ignoring all my boundaries/discomfort/anxiety so I'm going to get yelled at#and like i said we haven't even gone out yet so theres a pretty high chance im going to start crying in front of my entire family#and that'll make me even more overstimulated so fucking yay#vent post#in the tags mostly#sorry for the rant
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for single friends: what do you do/do you do anything to celebrate valentine's day? (Or galentine's day for that matter)
#my friends and i want to do something together so that we're not all sitting in our rooms being alone and sad#all of us having gone through some romantic disappointment or other recently#would appreciate ideas!! we dont have any#since all the nice cafes and bakeries around here WILL be overrun by couples#that's just how it is in this towb#town
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hi so, checking in (sorry, its personal bullshit again, ill get back to the fandom stuff you actually wanted,,,, eventually)
things. are going bad. like, really bad, like last january bad. like im about to lose all my personhood again bad. im hoping its still just going to be a small blip and things will start upticking soon, but. im bracing for that not to be the case. it feels different to me
i vaguely mentioned earlier in the week taking a bit of a step back, and ive decided to extend that into a full break. my queues probably going to run out before im back, though i have slowed it down some. thatll be the only noticable difference for 99% of people. i wont guarantee any dm responses on here, but ill do my best for the couple of people who have me on discord
i didnt really want to do this again but it gets messy in my head, and ive found the best way to control the clawing beast of attention and need and the things that make me want to be a person i dont want to be is to cut it off at the source. its not nice, and it hurts, and it definitely kills the chances of making friends but. i promise you its better than the alternative.
ill see you when i see you, i guess. i hope its soon. i hope this isnt how it feels to be. i hope the feelings that have existed this week go dormant again. but itll be what itll be. i can't change that
#i know these things do not matter in the long run but it feels important to me to say#easier to concentrate on public presence than the emotions of it i guess#nyxtalks#vent#not going to lie to you my friends. im scared#the problem is ultimately. it all feels rational in the end. it feels weighted and worthy and not just a product of mental illness#so i can sit here and feel as in control of my headspace as i want. its just i agree with my darkest thoughts#am i even a person worth the effort? all evidence points to one very clear answer#anyway#it scares me. ive felt more at home in my skin these past few months. had some rough spots for sure but. i hoped this would go away for muc#longer. i hoped i could at least get a couple of years#i dont know. i live in hopes of an impossible future where the dark doesnt get so dark you know? i think thatd be nice#i still can't function in any of the ways a person should. but at least i wouldnt be such a burden then#itd be easier to carry. if it was lighter#i dont really know what im saying im just. scared & sad & spending my entire day at work catastophising (and sm stuff there is NOT helping)#and all i really want is to lie curled up with my friends and not move for days and be held and comforted and feel a love that is true#and i dont even think thatd change things. i dont think anything can help me#even in my most fantastical scenarios i dont change. im just easier to love that way#ok im going to shut up now i dont think any of that had a point. its just rambles for me and me alone#ill see you when i see you. dont know when but i will be back. i can promise you that much#i have plans to keep for now at least
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Just the way Shin Tsukimi’s “mask off” moment is him becoming increasingly frustrated to the point of having a nervous breakdown where all he can do is laugh maniacally because he’s so done with everyone acting so incompetent and not seeing things “as they are” (aka how he sees them) is just. Mwah chefs kiss hes just like me fr 😰
#yttd#shin tsukimi#like guys you just cant comprehend the ways in which we are the same guy#in the good ways and the bad ways#cuz like god this is exactly how id feel in the same situation literally exactly#it IS how i feel constantly and its an infuriating experience when its like#it feels like you hold the inherent truth like you see something no one else can and you try so fucking hard to explain it#you dumb it down as much as possible but no one will listen to you even though youre trying your best and so you just lose it#and you just sit on your high chair all alone cuz why bother talking when youre clearly the only competent one here#and its so real because shin is like. justified for the most part! he DOES know shit that no one else does!#no one can see how dangerous sara is or how stupid it is to put all this blind trust in her and he doesnt get that it makes no logical sense#but to everyone else sara is just a nice smart girl who wants to help so why wouldnt they trust her?#and hes just so like stuck in his ways about it and believes it so strongly and why wouldnt he? he knows the statistics#and he knows he himself is weak its all hes ever believed about himself#god like. that scene just means so much to me lol i relate so hard it hurts#and its hard to know when youre justified in your beliefs and when youre talking nonsense it all feels the same#and you dont WANT to be an ass you want to understand truly but you literally cant comprehend being that stupid#im so glad this character exists man
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teehee i now have a very very wonderful photo
#me leaning and slightly sleeping on the guy i like#🤭🤭#for those who follow my lore closely (so i think only milo) this isn't the cute guy in history whom i have never spoken to#this is the now pretty close friend in my school friendgroup who i had a big crush on for a few months#i became less obsessed with him but that was definitely a good thing i think crushes get unhealthy when they're too strong#and i still think he's cute obviously i mean i liked him for looks alone the first couple weeks#anyway today at this party i was sitting next to him and ended up sleeping next to him three times in succession#i mean kind of sleeping looking back i probably did doze off at points but it was kindaaa fake sleep#first time i edged toward his shoulder but didn't fully have my head resting against it#then i ducked my head up and said i wasn't asleep just resting and we laughed a little#i think he said he wanted to draw on my face avjddhbd#anyway second time my head inched toward his shoulder and was fully on there teehee#then when i ducked my head back up he was like awwe its okay and kinda tucked my head back against his shoulder#i was GEEKING bro 😭😭 i opened my eyes those three times when people questioned my sleepiness bc i could not keep a straight face#i was fighting to contain a grin the whole time#uuughh and he was saying how he didn't want to move and was getting people to pass him things abdjbdhd#he could have kicked me off but he didn't!! that's so cute#i was hoping someone would get a photo and a couple people did and they're so cute#gawwddd idk if now is the right time for anything but i really like him i enjoy his presence immensely#he's so nice he's not absolutely perfect of course but he's such a sweet guy#im thinking of that one tumblr relationship advice post about how the ancients didn't stumble across fully built temples#they found a flat place with good grass and water nearby they found a good place to build and then built#if there's any chance of things happening between us iiii think it's a good place to build#literally my only personal downsides for him are such minor things that could definitely change with age and maturing#it's just a lack of motivation or passion toward things and sometimes a bit of a lack of consideration#but i know im guilty of that too and he really is so nice he never acts maliciously#never at all augh he's so sweet
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Sarumi husbands go to the park to see sakura. Fushimi buys some Sakura sodas for Yata because Yata likes those things (limited, seasonal, unusual). He also takes a camera to take a photo of Yata against the background of sakura. (Yata steals Fushimi's camera and takes photos of husband so that after their date they don't have photos of just only Yata). Yata brings a blanket and snacks and they have fun together.
Imagine this is like the first year in a while that everyone from Homra is busy so Yata has no one to go look at the cherry blossoms with. He smiles and says it’s fine, he knows everyone’s got their own thing going on and it’s not like he wanted to see trees anyway. He’s obviously a bit down about it though, because this was a tradition Totsuka started and it feels a little lonely not going this year. That’s when Fushimi suggests they go together. Yata’s surprised because normally Fushimi begs off having to go, complaining that Munakata will probably make him go with the force as a stupid bonding activity and claiming he hates all the crowds and being outdoors. Yata’s like you don’t have to force yourself to come with me and Fushimi quietly says he wants to, if it’s something that Yata likes they can do this together.
Yata is now pumped and imagine him insisting on holding Fushimi’s hand as they walk through the trees looking for a place to lay their blanket. There’s a place selling drinks and Fushimi tells Yata to keep looking while he buys drinks, he comes back with a can of black coffee for himself and a bright pink sakura soda for Yata. Fushimi teases Yata about getting a ‘girly’ soda and Yata laughs but they both know Yata loves trying new and limited edition flavors and that’s the real reason Fushimi bought it. Yata bullies Fushimi a little into at least trying some of his soda, like are you really gonna drink coffee while viewing cherry blossoms. Fushimi claims it tastes disgusting but every time Yata offers him another drink he does take a sip (Yata’s like you need more hydration, have some of this too, and Fushimi isn’t going to refuse an indirect kiss anyway).
They find a good spot to set the blanket down, it’s not too crowded and there’s more old people than kids so Fushimi doesn’t have to deal with kids running around. While Yata sets the blanket down Fushimi takes some pictures of Yata with cherry blossoms in his hair, teasing Yata that he looks like an idiot. Yata wrestles Fushimi’s PDA away from him and of course it’s all pictures of Yata under the sakura trees, Yata immediately starts taking pictures of Fushimi. Fushimi grumbles that why do they need pictures of him and Yata’s like because I want them that’s why. At one point imagine them lying down on the blanket under the trees and maybe Fushimi kinda dozes off, Yata holds up the phone to take a picture of them together because he can’t resist a picture of Fushimi’s innocent sleeping face with cherry blossoms in his hair. Yata made some small sandwiches and stuff for them to eat too, since this is a special date he even avoids bringing vegetables and brings Fushimi some nice unhealthy snacks. Eventually it gets colder as the sun goes down and they walk home together, Yata smiles at Fushimi and thanks him for making the day memorable.
#sarumi#Talking K#maybe as they're thinking about leaving Homra show up#bc everyone felt bad that Yata might be alone#they all hang out together but Yata sits next to Fushimi the whole time#Anna smiles and says she's glad Misaki had someone with him#Fushimi clicks his tongue and tries to act like he didn't do a nice thing
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"If you disagree with/dislike Bo-Katan then you agree with/like Satine" wrong. I disagree with and dislike both of them.
Satine tried to erase mandalorian culture and exiled those who disagreed with her stance to an inhospitable nearby moon. Her neutral stance in the war made her planet easy prey for enemy forces while keeping it out of republic's juristiction so the jedi couldnt interfere when shit went down even if they wanted to. Obi-Wan had to literally rogue his way in there to try to save her life from the sith.
Bo-Katan tried to turn said culture against their own people claiming to be a purist while allowing outsiders with obvious ulterior motives get involved and ultimately usurp their world. She and Vizla gambled with mandalorian lives and lost, and her own sister paid the price with her life.
Yes i know its deeper than that but i dont wanna write a gigantic wall of text about those two. They both had their virtues and their flaws like anyone else but to me the bottom line is that they both sucked as leaders of their people.
#also a nicely shaped rock is more deserving of the darksaber than bo-katan#i feel zero pity for her sitting alone on that throne#that empty hall is literally what she gambled for. congrats i guess#lu gets angry about tcw
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