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enjoy a peice of shit i drew at 1 am last night
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#it fucking sucks#i couldn't get the right lighting or concentration#i had to use crayola markers#also my handwriting changed for like the 4th time this year#don't read the jeans#i got carried away and started swearing and saying a lot of obscene shit#also i was too stupid to come up with an actual bad word so i keyboard smashed with my pencil#i bet you can tell the fact how old i am from this picture alone#this doesn't deserve to actually be tagged it's correct tags#i suck at art#btw idk how to use correct puncuation#traditional art#i hate it#why does it look like that#:( sigh#i stayed up so long and i can't even take the picture right#i even got a cut on my leg for stabbing myself with a pencil#it was dark don't judge me#send help#i dont know what to put here#drawing#my artwork#i'll let you try to fugure whatever the fuck is going on in this picuter#jokes on you it's too shitty#that's not even their actual designs#it just runs along with my weird ass teen headcanons i made up at 3 am a few weeks ago#failure
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just got a unhinged Hangster idea where Jake comes from a RICH family and who moonlights as a contract killer and is a serial killer, who meets completely ordinary Bradley, who is just absolutely drowning in debt, most from his mom's medical care and his university school and is working three jobs and just barely managing to scrape by and doesn't question this rich goes sudden interest in him.
nor does Bradly care when Jake starts insisting on buying him things, or paying for things because he's just so tried and lonely and just desperately wants someone to take care of him.
and who better to do that then a hot unhinged man, who seems to have money he wants to spend and just wants to make him happy?
just. Pillow princess pampered Bradley (it's what he deserves!!!) and service top Jake, who's covered in blood and blushing so pretty as Bradley breathily tells him how good he is, while he rails Bradley within an inch of his life.
I just have a mighty need y'all.
#hangster#sereshaw#nixie personal#nixie's ideas#it won't leave my head now#and just the thought of a moral dark/evil jake who's solution to bradley's problems is to throw money#or kill someone to make life easier for him is just#I've just been watching a lot of mobster docs because that's my comfort niche -DON'T JUDGE ME!!#just#OKAY#I HAVE A MIGHTY NEED FOR IT!!!#tgm#top gun maverick#jake hangman seresin#jake seresin#bradley bradshaw#bradley rooster bradshaw#nixie's story idea#pillow princess bradley#unhinged jake#moonlighting my love
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#desperately want to draw but have no energy nor time#let's not care about how poor the anatomy is here#i forgot how to do it all plus it was really dark in the lecture room#smozo#my moral support men#catmen too. don't judge me#one piece#roronoa zoro#smoker the white hunter#smoker#love how none of my posts older than two months appear in the tags here yet again#politely knocking on support's door just a month later#sketchbook
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HO 🎄HO ☃️ HO 🎁 it's your Secret Santa in town🎅🤶🔔🎶 coming down your chimney with questions about your MC ⬇️⬇️⬇️
I'm so excited to learn more about Alyn! I just got started on one of your fics but I'm dying to know what the dynamics are between Alyn and Ominis?? What do they do when they spend time together? Who's the more affectionate one? Do they argue a lot? Who apologizes first? I would love to know if you don't mind sharing ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
Hellooo! Thank you for reading 🥹💖 and for the questions, Santa! 💖✨ HERE COMES THE BIG POST! ~800 words👇🏻
To not make it extremely big I marked with * places where there are some extra headcanons behind the statement and I can elaborate additionally if needed.
Amberlyn x Ominis
⋆˚⋆⌜ Dynamics ⌟⋆˚⋆
The only one who'd understand. Recognition of each other's complexities. Mutual respect. Quiet support. Nevertheless, push and pull of varying intensity. Something from their Pinterest board:
Their bond unfolds slowly, built on trust (since Scriptorium, Alyn always sided with Ominis*) and, much later, subtle expressions of affection. They find common ground in shared struggles (family issues among them*) and the guilt and grief lingering after the events of the fifth year.
Alyn has a knack for finding the right words to soften Ominis' sharp edges and gently coax him into vulnerability. Though both are reserved in their own ways, they provide each other a sense of safety and understanding. (exceptions in Conflicts below)
Alyn is more open with affection—small, casual touches like brushing her hand against his (or her knee against his, because yes, she would; she’s, lost, traumatised and overcaffeinated teen). She completes his notes sometimes, drawing schemes from the board for him, describes things that catch her attention in and out of the class—all this happens naturally and easily.
Ominis is more reserved but deeply enjoys her presence and is grateful for her small gestures of help and appreciation. At first, he starts to subconsciously lean just a little closer than necessary during conversations. Over months time, he becomes braver about returning her gestures—a hand brushing hers deliberately, his voice softens noticeably when he speaks to her.
⋆˚⋆⌜ Time together ⌟⋆˚⋆
✨Studying: Since around the end of the fifth year, they often sit together at classes, at the library, or meet in common areas of the castle. Ominis becomes attuned to Alyn's steps, her scent, her presence. He’s startled to realise one day the sound of her voice reading aloud calms him.
✨Spells and Dueling Practice: Ominis’ magic is powerful, and his wand never misses. Alyn learns new spells quickly, and is excellent in explaining. Their training sessions are focused yet competitive and somewhat playful, filled with mutual encouragement and a bit of teasing. Alyn would brush the dust from a shattered dummy off his shoulder, and Ominis, whether he admitted it or not, would think that if the entire castle crumbled into dust around him, he wouldn’t mind—as long as it meant she’d be this close again, brushing it away with her hand.
✨Walks: Both enjoy long walks through the castle or by Black Lake. In the sixth year, they always visit Hogsmeade together. Sometimes they are just walking or sitting in silence. They don't normally talk in big emotional outbursts but instead share small, meaningful pieces of themselves over time.
⋆˚⋆⌜ Conflicts ⌟⋆˚⋆
They feel connection because they understand each other’s pain and offer emotional safety, but that very depth makes them vulnerable to fear, mistakes, and misunderstandings.
⚡️Curiosity vs protectiveness: Alyn is still new to the magical world. It makes her eager to learn everything—seemingly dangerous or not—out of wonder, fascination, and a desire to understand and catch up. Ominis, however, sees such curiosity as naivety and feels an urge to protect her, especially from anything risky. Alyn grows frustrated when she feels he’s infantilising her.
✨ Resolution: Alyn may prove her curiosity is tempered by caution, reassuring Ominis that she won’t put herself recklessly in harm’s way. Ominis, in turn, may learn to trust her judgment while remaining a protective figure she can rely on.
⚡️Miscommunication: Both Ominis and Alyn struggle with communication. Ominis often needs time alone to process his thoughts, but Alyn interprets his silence as distance or blame and tries to pull him out of it. If she doesn't succeed, she can rapidly go to 'Oh, it's now me not talking to you.'
✨ Resolution: They need to compromise—Alyn has to learns to give Ominis the time he needs, trusting that he will come back to her. Ominis, in turn, has to learn to communicate when he needs space instead of leaving her guessing.
⚡️SeBaStIaN isn’t even at school during their sixth year. But, whenever he’s brought up, Ominis subtly redirects or shuts the topic down, even though he's not as mad at him as he used to be and still considers him a friend. Among other feelings, Ominis is unsettled by the thought of Alyn reconnecting with Sebastian and leaving him behind. Again. His worry isn’t just jealousy (though it is that too). He fears Sebastian might pull her into something dark and dangerous. Again.
Ominis might: a) Withdraw—not to punish Alyn, but to protect himself emotionally. b) Overcompensate—offer her small gestures of affection, lingering touches, or closeness during homework sessions as a subconscious reassurance of their bond. c) Act stupid and say something he'll regret.
Alyn, in turn, gets irritated by his lack of trust, and such an attack on her judgment.
✨ Resolution: Alyn may reassure Ominis that she was never anything more than friends with Sebastian, and that she’s not under anyone’s influence. Ominis needs to learn to differentiate between jealousy and genuine worry and to communicate his fears in a healthier way.
⋆˚⋆⌜ Apologies ⌟⋆˚⋆
Ominis apologises after angry outbursts, guilt-ridden over losing control—something he fears makes him like his family. His apologies are slow and a bit awkward but deeply sincere. Alyn, on the other hand, apologises gently when she feels she’s misunderstood his intentions or pushed too hard.
Some of these 👆🏻bring them to this 👇🏻
⋆ Christmas 1891 ⋆
...and the aftermath. The second half of the sixth year.
Extra overcompensating for his insecurities while being not entirely sober, Ominis actually kissed Alyn. It happened after an argument following the Christmas party, but as Christmas magic would have it, that time both sides felt heard and satisfied. Eventually, they found themselves sitting together on the windowsill, sharing a quiet conversation. Aaand the first kiss happened.
Afterwards, Ominis apologised so many times they almost had another argument. Alyn reassured him that he didn’t need to apologise—that she didn’t mind them trying this new relationship. But of course, they have to make sure no one finds out.
And here the 'Shades' story begins
[ Thank you for reading all this! Now the little side note and rambling (sobbing on the floor) I don't think I actually succeeded at writing their friends to lovers trope in 'Darkness' I wasn't ever even going to post it and it shows. Well, anyway, I figured I'm rather more interested in writing adventure/action and seasoning it with romance than the other way around. That's what I'm trying to do better in 'Shades'. At the same time, now I have clearer understanding of how to deepen and write their relationship and again, it will all be covered in 'Shades' . You are very welcome to read 🤍]
#barely proofread pls if english is not englishing I'm so sorry#I literally don't have time for anything this month *screams*#should have done such post a while ago#thank you santa for questions#hear me out don't judge me by the 'darkness' story if you ever even saw it 🥲#they also kinda have a ship name#I'm just not sure if I prefer this short form or the full one so I used the full for title to be clear#another side note - mostly peaceful and calm because they were trying to survive after the last year#but now the adventures are back#MORE DRAMA#is coming#omilyn#amberlyn x ominis#hogwarts legacy mc#couple dynamics and some lore#hogwarts legacy#HL secret Santa
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Some stuff I made in a horrendous rush, enjoy
Also do you guys remember that one scene in electricity? Yeah that was hilarious I think about it every night before I go to sleep
(also merry June 19th)
#why does the first drawing look like everyone is judging duck for using his phone to see when it isn't even dark lmao#hell never get to go a day without beinf judged#not even by HIS OWN VARIANTS#dhmis#dhmis duck#dhmis red guy#dhmis yellow guy#fluffybird#dhmis bigger boys#dhmis big boys#dhmis lesley#don't hug me i'm scared#duck guy#yellow guy#red guy#har har har#freddy fazbear#i hope someone noticed that the floor near Lesley turns into the shredded book pages <:]
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#I've read it.#**** you just read fluff chaos and little amount of angst and here BUM#It took me almost 2 hours to read just one chapter I don't know why but no regrets at all#With all these emotional ups and downs#I have one novel that I hold on the very top of the angst stories (I haven't read that many books#stories and fics and can judge only withing that little I have)#but if mnmc keep going like this this I need to widen my place on top...#I've cried over Mojo again#The same scene and here we go again. how.#And then this one SORRY I CAN'T PUT IT INTO WORDS#The way they triet each other#they both go through hell#All little details about their emotions#Their differences yet so many similarities#I don't like the angst is placed out of nowhere but this fic was BORN IN ANGST#I WANNA BITE BIG MAMA'S HEAD OFF#FOR THE GOD'S SAKE LEON KILL HER FRIEND#YOU WANTED LEO JUST TO BE SAFE BUT WHAT'S THE MEANING IF HE'S NOT#AND IT'S SO DARK IN THEIR CEILING THAT LEON COULDN'T EVEN SEE WHAT'S GOING ON WITH LEO#SO MANY THINGS HAPPENED AT ONE TIME#I DID COUNT WITHOUT JOKES HOW MANY TIMES I DID CRY DON'T JUDGE (I AM HARD TO CRY ON SOMETHING THAT DOESN'T CATCH MY ATTENTION I GUESS MY AT#ENTION IS CAUGHT WELL ENOUGH) 4 TIMES. 4 F***ING TIMES#FOR THE GOD'S SAKE I WANNA SEE CLICHE WHEN THEIR BROTHERS JUST BOOOM CRUSH EVERYTHING AROUND ON THIS AIRPLANE AND SAVE THEIR BROTHERS I WAN#A A CLICHE#I DON'T WANT IT TO BE THE END OF THE STORY WHEN LEON DIES HOW HE WANTED FROM THE VERY BEGINNING#I AM NOT OKAY OVER THE WAY HE TREATS THESE KIDS#OR LEO SUDDENLY A BOOST OF POWERS AND TELEPORTS THEM#ANYTHING#JUST NOT DEATH#AT LEAST NOT LIKE THIS
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Requesting assistance, please?
Touchstarved Fandom,
Has anyone noticed that each of the standees have constellations on them? Different ones for each character!! And I think they might be real ones? But I'm notoriously bad at identifying constellations.
Anyone able to help me out? Are these real constellations?
[Pics below]
[Leander] [Kuras & Vere] [Mhin & Ais]
#sorry if this was pointed out before!#i am trying to recall...did someone ask during the mock ups phase?#also don't judge me i am a collector i am a bird if ur mean to me this is who ur being mean to: [picture of a crow with a shiny thing]#i got an unexpected $ bonus at work the day before the shop opened up...#touchstarved game#touchstarved theory#touchstarved#help!#toxtheory#i can id Orion and Cassiopeia like half the year i think??#but thats it i get lost with the dippers/bears#if you see cloudiness its not a defect its the reflection of my star blanket i think lol#wanted to take pics of them as a whole but its too dark and my ring light broke :(#i might get some good sun on sunday to use tho
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TOTALLY NOT MY PAGE'S INTRO I SWEAR
Welcome to my page!
It has...
Wholesome moment!
A (lot) bit of romance...
And...
There's Krispy Chicken.
-Snow-
#identity v#victor grantz#identity v art#mike morton#vicmike identity v#cookie run kingdom#cookie run art#dark choco cookie#stardust cookie#chocostar crk#deltarune fanart#kris dreemurr#berdly#krerdly#krispy chicken#they look so silly#i am addicted to these ships don't judge me
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Krispee cream
#kris deltarune#kris dreemurr#deltarune#kris my beloved#i don't think I've even liked a vg protagonist as much as i love them#maybe chell#but i love kris even more#i love them so much i wanna stop playing Deltarune to give them a break ❤️#i like the idea of them feeling gender euphoria in the dark worlds#not only because of one of the most comforting lines in vg history that you can get by interacting with their closet in castle town#'you can wear whatever you want'#but also because someone noticed that their sitting down sprite in the dark world is slightly taller than the light world equivalent#(the one thats used in ch 2 next to the lake if you dont talk to onion san in ch 1)#cus yeah. magical world where everything is perfect. where u get magic powers and awesome outfits. where everyone likes you and prises you#gender euphoria fits right in :]#honestly id open a dark fountain to feel taller regardless of any apocalyptic ramifications or#faceless outside forces who could harm me and my loved ones#i totally understand them and i do not believe anyone has the right to judge their actions#my art#i was on the fance about posting these but afreakingmilkshake convinced me :] i hope i spelled ur username right lol#i lovvvve giving them hairstyles. if only i could make my hair into a perfectly round afro and not have it sadly droop like sad spongebob#maybe in a dark world#(↑another reason to open the dark fountain. they were justified)#i also love giving them braces. and eye bags. and dry skin. the middle school essentials#i love them. i hope the game ends soon so we can leave them alone so they could shower. the poor bastard
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[ID: Two pictures of Dark Sun Gwyndolin, from Dark Souls. On the left, Gwyndolin is tucked into bed alone with his head resting on a pillow. The right is the same, but each of gwyndolin's legs, which are snakes, has their own pillow and is tucked in as well. Additionally, the image is captioned "If Gwyndolin went to bed, would it look like this, or like this?"]
#dark souls#shitpost#oc#my art#gwyndolin#dark sun gwyndolin#pretty sure this has been done before but im too lazy to check#banged this out in like 5 minutes don't judge me
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My dash is kinda depressing me lately. I miss 2022.
#so many bad takes lately#so much reblogged ai that half of you are in thin fucking ice#and a certain person who i have blocked for their participation in a bullying campaign has been tagged on my dash and recced to me#this person who is 50% of the reason i can't feel comfortable enough in deanjohn spaces to join the tumblr community or discord#i miss so many people who have moved on and no offense but sometimes newbies are exhausting because you don't know the fandom history#and you just. have really bad takes. sometimes because you're so young tbh so i try not to judge but jfc#the way radfem nonsense has its stink on a bunch of posts lately is exhausting too. you're making dark wincest Not Fun and that's a crime.#fandom wank adjacent#griping
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Me with Saiki x Shun normally
Me with Saiki x Shun in Dark Reunion AU's
#silly#sillyposting#erm anyways#saiki#saiki k#saiki kusuo#shun kaidou#dark reunion#shipping#saiki x kaidou#meme#idc#please don't judge me#this is my opinion#don't kill me#don't mind me#don't worry#don't hate me#don't harass me
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thank god i've come back to tumblr after all this time bc where else could i say "i've been simping for the scarecrow from batman begins lately" with impunity. anyway thank you cilian murphy for your service
#idk his take on scarecrow fascinates me bc of his progression through the trilogy#like we're all familiar with the 'villain descends into madness' trope and how it's usually played as a tragedy#we see traumatic backstories & flashbacks & the underlying narrative is 'i don't want to be this way' or 'i just want it to stop'#so i'm obsessed with the fact that when we see crane again in dark knight & dark knight rises he's Even More Confident than he was in bb#he goes from quiet meek-ish schemer to wise-cracking criminal who smirks at the batman when he's unmasked#and then to the preening judge of bane's mock court doling out death sentences like it's a game to him#and like we Could have had the scarecrow that we saw in the end of bb: straitjacketed & descending into madness#we Could have had a harvey dent-ish downfall where he becomes someone to pity rather than someone to fear#but we didn't! we got a guy who said 'what drives you crazy makes you stronger' and went on to have a whole lot of maniacal fun#and i think that's really the essence of how batman villains Become iconic batman villains: being utterly ride or die for their public imag#scarecrow: oh i got gassed & went a little delulu? i'm a known criminal who will never hold a job as a doctor again in my life?#scarecrow: so what i'm getting here is that i'm free to become Worse~#batman#jonathan crane
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anyway, i love in legacy of the force when boba is all like "my bloodline is cursed with some kind of malevolent force that follows me around and harms everyone around me and if i try to have a family it'll inevitably infect them too and suck all the happiness out of their lives and that's why i needed to get tf away from all of you" and you're just sitting there reading like. that's generational trauma babe! please seek therapy
#boba fett#i love how boba ostensibly is like ''i don't believe in anything supernatural i'm too Objective and practical for that!!''#and then you get to his perspective chapters and he's just like#''my dead dad is judging me from beyond the grave and there's a dark curse upon my bloodline''#i also love when mirta starts thinking about marrying grade and everyone is expecting boba to be all disapproving and threatening about it#but no he's just relieved she found a way out of this cursed fucking family
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imagine a missing-nin kakashi with nothing to lose and a bingo book dripping blood. gone completely off the deep end.
he's lost everything - his father, his friends, the faith he has in the shinobi system. he's seen the ugly beneath the veneer of peace and safety, a deep, gangrenous rot that digs in and spreads roots through the earth and infects anything near it. politicians who will stop at nothing to keep their power. who will kill innocents over maybes and what if's. it's sickening. infuriating.
he festers in his anger after the uchiha massacre and it just builds and builds until he's ordered to take off the anbu mask and mold children into weapons of war, to shape soft, pliable minds into something sharp and deadly for their use with his own hands, and something just snaps.
he sits in his father's dark house, abandoned since he got an apartment across the village, and repaints his anbu mask in the pattern of blood swirling across the floor when he'd found his father dead on his own blade, driven to suicide by the demands of a village who'd once called him a hero. pre-sharingan, but still as vivid a memory as any other the eye keeps hold of. on the inside of the mask, for his eyes only, he carves the symbol of the leaf scratched through, a reminder. never forget. never forgive.
he disappears in the dead of night, nothing but a pack full of weapons, mask snug against his face, and a few days worth of rations, not sure where he's going but anywhere is better than these suffocating walls.
he won't be their weapon anymore - he'll be their worst nightmare. the ghost that stalks them in the night until their fear is so potent he can taste it, putrid rot on the back of his tongue. he makes a list, adds to it, scratches names off. a shinobi with training and knowledge of their machinations and knows what cracks to pry open to get to the heart of them, bloody and charred between his fingers.
he's making things better in his own twisted way, purging corruption, cutting the heads off of snakes and razing the earth where they rot before maggots can even try to fly.
he starts with konoha. leaves ashes in his wake before the inferno spreads to other villages, other lands. this system made him, and he's going to dismantle it until there's nothing left but fire and brimstone.
#i may or may not be writing this right now#i have so many IDEAS#naruto#kakashi hatake#my hcs#my writing#i just really wanna write a dark gone off the deep end kakashi ok don't judge me
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"—One could imagine the stars themselves swaying to such a song, though its origin may seem distant from the harmonies of Arda. Still, there is beauty in all music, and I will not shy from embracing it. -Saeph on playing "Muunraito Densetsu"
#y'all don't judge me okay - i'm trying to clean the file up by part - and also doing the dark version soon#lil dumpling being a good chonky kitty#lotro#lotro oc#saephrond
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