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If they don’t give us the reunion between Gilho and Jaehui next week, I’m flying to Korea to physically fight the writers
#I’m pretty damn certain it’ll make me cry#the show in general isn’t bad#but I am OBSESSED with Gilho and Jaehui and their dynamic#they love each other so fucking much#it doesn’t matter what kind of love it is#it is deep and it is fierce#Gilho will do ANYTHING to keep her safe#he does not give a single fuck about his own well-being#she is all that matters#the way he screamed in the ring when he saw that Joonseo had her??#it was absolutely heart-crushing#(Ji Changwook the actor that you are)#(and BIBI too!! she’s incredible)#anyway yeah I need the reunion and I need them to have more screentime together because they’re my favorite part of the show#gangnam b-side#kim jaehui#yoon gilho
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I am back for a hot second with the baby! Let's be real, Geralt gets a lot of heat in this au, but I do think he was very clear about what he could and couldn't be for Jaskier when they started this thing. Listening to this song later, and realizing that Jaskier was already in love with him at this point ... uff. Also a song about sacrifices in this au, from Jaskier??? *chef's kiss* also let's not think about essi in this au let's not let's just ignore this
#jaskier#geraskier#geralt of rivia#the witcher#art#geraskier lovechild#omegaverse#I think this started out as 'helping Jaskier through his heats' and just escalated terribly#the part in the books with essi being in love with Geralt and Geralt feeling uncomfortable with it and realizing Yen probably feels the sam#about him#that still absolutely happens because at this point Geralt IS in love with Yen#to be fair I think he also starts to realise that he is in love with Jaskier too#they are both slipping there already#but Geralt doesn't want Jaskier to feel that way about him#my boy: a. has a very fragile heart b. has attachment issues c. doesn't think he can make Jaskier happy in the long run#and he IS insecure he warns Jaskier - but he doesn't think it could be more than a crush#oh boy are they messy#i love them :)#also Milek singing songs that accidentally punch Geralt in the gut is my favourite thing#ONE MORE THING. about this song and the pronouns?? EXCUSE ME?
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cooper howard » the ghouls
#Fallout#Cooper Howard#The Ghoul#Walton Goggins#falloutedit#there are so many award winning scenes of his scattered throughout the series#but if I had to choose just one to be the award clip scene#this would be it#because this scene just shattered my heart#Walton absolutely crushed it
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supernatural s1e16 shadow (w. eric kripke)
I want us to be together again.
be still my beating heart part 2 of ∞ || will he stay or will he go part 1 of ?
(aka the first time i had a full-tilt meltdown over this show)
#supernatural#eric kripke#spn 1x16#sam and dean#sam winchester#dean winchester#mygifs#spngifs#sam and dean mush#how to feel about your brother#willhestayorgo#samdeanheartsquish#like watching soon to be exes-the relationship is clearly over and one flaying themselves open showing their squishy insides#trying to make it work but the other is gently shutting them down and saying it's over#wholly lost my shit about this. late enough in s1 where we know this is A LOT of (too much?) emotional vulnerabilty for dean#but also way too early in any show's run to expect this level of emotional vulnerability and guts being strewn about#truly threw me for a loop. but it certainly set the stage for where they would go with sam and dean over the years#Dean's little eyebrow raise to the “I'd do anything for you” and sad half smile “could be” just punch me in the gut#and that sweet open expression talking about being together and a family again. ugh. such a rarity to see that on him#and Sam's “i don't want them to be” absolutely crushing. in the kindest manner.#but by the end dean's got his walls back up. oh my heart.
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No GlassHeart thoughts today just thinking about Kylie’s TikTok and how her PR team must be crying together in distress about the breaking of the internet Kylie is doing.
#glassheart#(sorta?)#kylie girl idk how your pr team does it i’d be sobbing in the corner rocking back and forth#girl you practically admitted you have a crush on malia doesn’t your disney contract have something about dating your cost stars?#idk you guys i haven’t seen what those contracts look like but I’m assuming they wouldn’t be allowed to date each other publicly under#disney contracts cause like.. their characters are (as of now) canonically best friends#and if they dated i don’t disney wants the press spreading that cause like homophobic adults will complain about the movie then#idk#also you guys malia’s continued absolute radio SILENCE is scaring me#i hope everything is okay between those two#guy’s I’m promise this is my last post about this#kylie cantrall#malia baker#chloe charming#red of hearts#disney decendants#rise of red#the a boy for a day tiktok
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Me when I go to the Monster Ball in a lesbian flag of a skirt (love me) and dye my hair the main color of this girl I used to fight with because of my mom’s pressuring influence (love me love me) and now I share soft looks with her, this girl who has led me to softness with open hands and gentle smiles (love me love me love me) and she’s just a friend but in that weird aching way that leaves my heart sore and teeth hurting (love me love me love me love me-) and good gods is this what it feels like to be accepted? To be known?
(love me love me love me love me please just please it’s all I’ll ask)
#listen. guys. okay just LISTEN.#toralei stripe is my girlfail gay disaster of a daughter who wants to be loved S O BAD its sickening my poor heart cant take it#her outfit fer monster ball was SOOO GAYYY like girl wanted Clawdeen to understand a Certain Message™️ soooo badddd#fistfighting catarina in a denny’s parking lot fer custody as we speak#like yeag i LOVE me some toxic yuri some divorced yuri some absolutely and tragically undeniably DOOMED by the narrative yuri#looks at rosebird rwby looks away#but you know what i also love me some soft baby’s first crush babygays healing yuri too#toralei is my sopping wet pathetic meowmeow and she WILL be loved by this bundle of optimistic stubborn joy that is clawdeen okay? okay.#monster high#monster high g3#toradeen#toralei stripe#clawdeen wolf#mh g3
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???? something something deep discomfort with body image is it generational?????????
#does your soul ever leave your body when your mom says something and youre like a) Ah. thats where this specific pain comes from#and b) not for anything would i perpetuate this to my own daughter should God bless me with one#anyway mother casually dropped mid conv that i ought to weigh myself once a week just to make sure i was eating right#and by Right she means not too much and not too much of what she considers Junk#also my soul left my BODY when i told her what i was wearing to the date tmr#(red pinafore mini dress with tights and a cute little cardigan situation that i actually feel GOOD in)#and she was like is your stomach bloated right now? if it is dont wear it#(the word she used can be bloated swollen or big in chinese)#MA'AM??????????#anyway im glad theres been fortifying work done in my heart bc this wouldve devastated me last year. absolutely CRUSHED me.#but im like okay........ well i look cute and im at a healthy weight. and im starting to eat better. and i only feel nauseous#thinking abt food occasionally. and i dont weigh and measure myself daily anymore. so thats progress.#also i personally think i look cute in that outfit so i think i SHALL wear it tmr.#anyway. thoughts!!!!!
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hi! loving your art. I was watching your awesome stories/gifs and I was wondering: how did Chang develop his feelings for Tintin? Did he discover them before or after him? How did he react and why? (English is not my first language so if you see a grammatical mistake, I'm sorry. Also, sorry if so many questions made you feel like you were in a philosophy exam)
Thank you so much! As a contrast to the rest of the Marlinspike team I'm writing Chang as someone who makes friends and develops crushes pretty easily!
I imagine he's had a crush on Tintin for some time, possibly from when they first met. He's been at the mercy of his circumstances for most of his life until that point - Tintin basically makes him feel capable of doing stuff.
He's pretty heartbroken after the Blue Lotus. Tintin doesn't contact him for years. Chang is struggling to adjust to his new family and is failing at school, having missed out on a good education for a few years prior. Until Tibet he feels pretty hopeless, he will never live up to the time when he took down a drug ring.
His near death experience in Tibet shakes him out of this rut. He starts to travel and take up hobbies like dance and photography. Didi trains him in some basic martial arts. Tintin makes an effort to actually stay in touch this time. Chang has some abandonment issues as he's frequently lost people throughout his life, so he's someone who's willing to give people second chances, even if they've hurt him badly. Chang thinks he's well over his crush on Tintin when he comes around to Belgium for his studies, but falls for him again very quickly!
Unlike Tintin, Chang is a lot more comfortable with who he is. He's used to being the odd one out and has generally low expectations for himself, so just goes with the flow.
Below I talk a little with how I'm going about writing him and the historical context surrounding this, cw for mentions of racism (sinophobia) and queerphobia:
I'm writing Chang as bi, I thought it would be interesting to explore as Asian men were perceived differently in the 30s compared to today. While Asian men in the West are currently heavily desexualised in the early 20th century they were stereotyped as predatory and deviant. In London a lot of Chinese immigrants were male dockworkers, so when they married white women there was a lot of fearmongering about predatory and disloyal Chinese men.
A lot of depictions of Asian men in Western media reflected these stereotypes (and often used queercoding to push the idea of Asian men being animalistic seducers - General Henry Chang in Shanghai Express (1932) was written to be bisexual while posing as a threat to the white leads). Some examples off the top of my head include Hishuru Tori from The Cheat (1915) and The Mask of Fu Manchu (1932). Novels frequently depicted Chinese drug lords with borderline supernatural powers in manipulation.
On the other hand I've noticed how fans frequently depict Chang as someone who's submissive, demure and soft, which ignores how ridiculously brave and proactive he is in canon (stealing documents from police officers, charging into a man immediately after getting shot at by a machine gun, I could go on!). It's a common example of Fandom Racism (not accusing anyone specifically, it's just a trend I've noticed.)
When writing Chang I'm kinda reckoning with two different eras. From a contemporary angle I'm writing him as a love interest, which as an Asian guy I rarely see in media today. I also gotta consider his own time and context, how he would navigate being a queer Chinese guy, and how that would affect his relationship with others and himself.
#asks#fanart#tintin#adventures of tintin#chang#tinchang#gif#animation#2d animation#comic#racism cw#biphobia cw#i am Absolutely overthinking this whole thing but i will not stop#tldr chang falls in love easily#he has a small crush on tintin from the blue lotus#gets his heart broken#meets tintin again and they rebuild their friendship#and he falls for him again#the blue lotus
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#I feel like Polnareff is 'my type' adjacent#like he's so bitchy and lame which are things I value in a man#but he doesn't have the kindness in his heart that my other fictional crushes have#don't get me wrong he has kindness just... not as much#so maybe not bf material by my standards but I absolutely want this man whimpering beneath me on my bed#which has got me thinking that I should definitely make another one of these kinds of blogs when I'm done with this one#maybe hunter x hunter?#jean pierre polnareff#stardust crusaders#jojo's bizarre adventure
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ART TRADE TIME!!!! (w @dontlookforme00 and @piereoglyphics :])
from the top, in order of who did sketch - lineart - color&shading:
donnie - piere - star
star - donnie - piere
piere - star - donnie
THIS WAS FUN!!! (we should totally do it again some time :])
u guys r so cool and i love ur arts btw im so glad i got to do this w u!!! :D
(my own sketch and lineart under the cut!!)
#ngl the struggle of coloring donnies sketch was so real#BUT doing the lineart for pieres sketch was lovely.. u know me guys.. im a freak i love doing lineart lmao#100% would do this again#you guys absolutely crushed this#also i feel legally obliged to mention YES. GINGER SOUL. THANK YOU FOR COMING TO MY TED TALK#chonny jash#chonnys charming chaos compendium#cccc#cccc heart#cj heart#cccc mind#cj mind#cccc soul#cj soul
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Actually curious as to what people’s general opinion of Ozbert is in this year of 2023. Does shipping them equate to getting hashtag cancelled? Are they still The OTP of the series?? Or are they strictly Platonic Besties For Life. I do not know
It’s weird tho bc obviously if you’ve read the manga you KNOW their situation is very Complicated™️. When they were both the same age it was fine but then Oz got yeeted into the Abyss and time jumped 10 years forward while he was in there for like 3 days and suddenly Gil’s like. 9 years older than him. But then Uncle Oscar still classifies Oz as being 25 even tho he’s physically 15. And then we find out that Oz’s body isn’t even HIS it belongs to Jack so that’s messed up. AND we find out Gil’s actually not just 24 he’s OVER 100 years old bc Baskerville shit. And THEN we find out Oz is actually the true B Rabbit so that makes it so he’s probably even older than Gil is. When we get to the end of the series they’re both canonically confirmed to be hundred(s) of years old so I’m sitting here like. Well,
ALSO looking at these manga panels and official artworks and stuff from the anime I’m like
Well, there’s definitely SOMETHING going on there, that’s for sure,
#And don’t even get me STARTED on the omakes. Holy shit#Shima speaks#Anyway either way they are a wonderful duo.#Gil’s always been SO ride or die for Oz and I respect that#I just see them together and I’m like 🥰 There they are. My boys#Pandora Hearts spoilers#Pandora Hearts#Ozbert#Oz Vessalius#Gilbert Nightray#They’re not straight. I know THAT for a fact. LOL#And see there’s the appealing thing. The absolute ANGST involved#Gil who grew up harboring feelings for Oz but knowing it was wrong and that he could never ever act upon them#And by the time he’s an adult he still has some sort of feelings for Oz. It’s very complex#And then out pops Oz from the Abyss!! And he doesn’t look ANY different from the last time Gil saw him#Meanwhile Oz who was still figuring things out but who was almost sure he liked Gil That Way#And then it hits HARD when he’s in the Abyss not even knowing if Gil is alive#And when he finds out Gil’s all grown up.#I mean YEAH I’d develop a massive crush too are you KIDDING#It’d be frustrating tho bc Oz is still technically a teenager.#But then he figures out oh hey I’m actually? A being that’s existed for a LONG long time. And one that isn’t even human#So I can totally see him whole heartedly chasing after Gil once he realizes that#Anyway. Rant over sorry LOL#Either way. Again. They’re so so close in canon there is SOMETHING going on between them#(Not to mention the fact the anime really loved that and tried hinting at it super obviously)
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THEY BETTER HAVE NASTY HARDCORE SEX BECAUSE ALL THIS TENSION IS KILLING ME
#make slutty eyes at your crush while asking for a place to stay joke you absolute legend#and jack you big softie you can't help being worried about the guy who betrayed you#jackjoke#jokejack#jack & joker u steal my heart#jack and joker liveblog#thai bl#bl drama#asian lgbtq dramas#bl series#jack x joker#jack and joker series#jack and joker the series#yinwar
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POV I am getting slammed into the concrete floor by One Single Line from a song
#Inertia by AJR#my two legs are broken but look at me dance#Crushes me. absolutely wrecks me.#theres like 8 different ways that it rips my heart out of my chest.#and I absolutely will not be expanding on any of them#cause I’ll cry
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love who you want to ; bl multicouples [happy pride month!]
#edit tag#laws of attraction#to sir with love#cooking crush#pit babe#the sign#be my favorite#sotus the series#never let me go#wandee goodday#1000 years old#ossan's love#ossan's love returns#i feel you linger in the air#two worlds the series#cupid's last wish#shadow the series#chains of heart#perfect propose#after sundown#absolute zero#stay by my side#love tractor
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Sam is more queercoded than dean bc almost all of sam’s love interests are deemed unacceptable and Sam is constantly mocked and shamed for it send tweet
#Like everyone other than Eileen???#either he’s being kicked out for being normal or he’s in love with a monster#there’s no in between here#Also most of them get killed for what they are#This has been in my drafts for a hot minute but I was thinking about it again tonight#he even gets mocked for MADISON#like?? LIKE?????#idek man there’s just such a weird framing around these characters#and I was a little 13 year old who was absolutely PANICKING over having crushes on girls and I saw Sam and his struggle to Fit#and I went#oh he’s like me#and I have held this character close to my heart ever since#Lea speaks#I feel like I am swinging a bat at a hornets nest with this one but also I’ve never seen this discussed so
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I want more "bad" LGBT representation in media. Not the harmful stereotyping kinda bad, but a "most horrible fucking people on earth get together to wreak havoc upon each other's lives and actively deteriorate their mental health in a jumbled co-dependent mess of arguments and hatefucking only they could call a relationship" kinda bad yknow. Like completely fucked up for everyone involved in the narrative. I need it to live actually
#extra points if they still end up together but really fucking miserable in the end#finding familiarity and comfort in the tears u shed bc of your loved one's venom-laced words and in ur headaches after loud 2 am arguments#in the shared silence following something you most definitely didn't mean to say about them and vice-versa#<<<<<<<<<GOOD SHIT!!!#if i ever say no to toxic yuri/yaoi call the cops cause it is NOT ME!!!!!!!#its kinda like boomer “i hate my wife” jokes but heart wrenching and joy sucking and hope crushing#ofc you still shouldn't glamourize and romanticize verbal abuse n all that#i just like characterizing pieces of shit who absolutely deserve each other
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