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dance battle<33
#arrrt#obey me shall we date#obey me barbatos#obey me mammon#obey me nightbringer#barbatos obey me#mammon obey me#om swd#obey me! shall we date?#obey me! nightbringer#obey me fanart#obey me#hello person reading the tags. do u think theyve explored each other's b#thinking about that one person on twt who called them 'macaron' wherever u are i hope u know it truly shook me to my core
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i'm rereading It for the first time since i was 14 and goddamn this book is gud. man idk idk i think king is overrated as fUK but he did the damn thing with this book yessir. starts off GUD. keeps going GUD. literally so much of it is just building suspense and it doesnt matter i dont caaaaare im having a good time. I know that there is That Scene, we don't need to talk about That Scene, but i will talk about how tit obsessed this man is. anytime a female character is about, homeboi WILL find away to mention her boobs. man had stanley's wife's nipples get hard out of fear/panic in a grocery store???? bev's first chapter mentions her boobs so many times it's almost impressive. im barely in the meat of this book and im losing it with the breasteses mentions
#i really do love this book#it's just so real even if it isnt#im really looking forward to this one scene where bev is having tea with the old lady and she realizes it's actually shit#bc i remember staying up late reading that in my bed and being so terrified#it truly shook me#i wanna know if it still goes hard after almost 10 years#i might fuck around and reread the shining and carrie too#bc those were also good#i could not get into salems lot to save my life#holy shit so much dumb fucking dialogue#and pet semetary was alright but most of it was also suspense except unlike It i was not having a good time#i was just annoyed with dude's life choices and shitty attitude lol#i lowkey thought the showdown with jud (??) and bebe was hilarious#like i may of had to take breaks bc a baby talking all that shit was too much for me#my thoughts#I Read Book#hehehe a new tag
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Just imagining (modern setting again) doing the stupidest nonreligious joke known to man and everyone else staring with an exasperated expression, brows furrowed and all, just cricket noises in the classroom at that point- so with a chuckle you turn to Anaxagoras for a hint of solace, solidarity- acknowledgment even and he just- turns his head (youāre positive you didnāt imagine the end of that sudden motion and the swing to his hair strands!) deeply immersed in his book, not looking your way and definitely offering you no way out.
Behind the comforting cover of the book raised to his eye level, you donāt notice his lip curling up slightly at your foolery, the joke was ā¦up to debate whether it could be called one or not but certainly the way you delivered and all your fluttering that followed, like a fish out of water, slippery and desperately trying to jump back into whatever hole it could find, was certainly amusingā and a little adorable if heās honest with himself for onceā¦
#the joke bit is inspired by true events at the dinner table once#my family arenāt loud like the typical religious ppl u might find in the general public but it was truly a hair pin drop moment#poor woman just shook her head and muttered smt abt letting me (free) too much perhaps was a mistake bc i had become a full on heaten š#Anaxagoras#honkai star rail#Iām sorry thinking modern au self indulgent stuff w him makes me giddy as of late !!!#Anaxagoras x reader#modern au#Hsr x reader
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smosh girlies week: day four ā favorite project
" i am only one man's girl, max. and his name is jesus christ! "
#smosh#angela giarratana#starkid#nerdy prudes must die#gifs*#mine*#smoshgirliesweek#angela#truly event of the year. this shook me to my core. i watched this on HALLOWEEN. i adore it 1000000/10
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the night porter gets his shit rocked with the news of lovely vincent & sam leaving the house is the same night he gets more of some sort of footing and direction with treasure somebody off me right nwo
#redacted audio#redactedverse#redacted porter#redacted treasure#porter solaire you are very dear to me#porter solaire you have my heart i love you#YEAH NO SHIT HE'S MORE GENTLE & SWEETER WITH TREASURE I CCKFKDHJDVDBE#somebody off me rn thank you#truly did not expect him to call the house family bc bro i was shook
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henryyyy don't kill yourself your too sexy
let me tell you about NASA babygirl
#truly wish i could just tell henry about all the fucking billionaires traveling to space for funsies#man would be shook#you think the moon landings crazy buddy let me tell you the other shit weve been up to#henry winter#the secret history#tsh#donna tartt
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i am having a lot of fun with this lmao
#ah yes the classic way to treat burnout. just working on an entirely different and more self indulgent project jkcbnvhkcv#combining my two obsessions š truly on brand for me lol#what do i even tag this as#it's a wip i guess????#oc shiz#shook wips#masumii (oc)#takoshi (oc)
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You mentioned keychains in your previous Halloween art and I wanted to ask do you have a website or like an etsy or something we can follow for any art you sell or things you create? Looks SO cute so far and I'd love to get it whenever you make it.
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Hellooo!!! First of all thank you for your interest! šššš I donāt have any online stores sorryy šš The keychains are going to be for an upcoming convention that I will be tabling at!! Afterwards, our group circle might do online sales after the con ( debatable ) for ppl who couldnāt come/live overseas š
#i answer stuff#this ask shook me tbh#wdym someoneās interested in my silly keychains!! what!!!#HDHFJJVKV but thank you truly!!!! š„¹š„¹š„¹š„¹
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Grima and Final Blows
The other day I mentioned that I had an essay about Grima to write that I'd been putting off, and between that and all the great essays my fellow Grimleal scholars have been putting out recently, I decided to sit down and finally get it done.
So here you go. An analysis of Grima's difficulties with directly killing people.
Okay, so Iāve been thinking about this for quite some time, because one of my favorite things to explore when it comes to Grima is the gap between their villain act, which they actively play up in front of others in both Awakening and FEH, and their true feelings, which are hinted at in Awakening (particularly through the Future Past DLC) and made even clearer in FEHā their own evil actions are repulsive to them, and they wish they could live normally among humans, but they donāt believe they have any choice but to be the monster that āthe fell dragon, Grimaā is supposed to be. They are committed to this āfell dragonā character, to putting on a show for everyone, and they are so good at it that itās easy to overlook that theyā¦ uhā¦ arenāt very good at killing anyone important. Not directly, anyway.
Sure, Grima is responsible for numerous deaths. But what is their actual kill count? Well, in Awakeningās main gameā¦ zero. (Unless you count Chrom, but, as we witness, that was not a voluntary act on their part; Validar took control of their body. You could also make the argument that Grima āclaiming the sacrificeā at the Dragonās Table counts, but the problem with that is, although itās obvious that Grima accepts the life force of the Grimleal members as a sacrifice, itās not at all clear whether or not Grima personally kills them. Although itās possible that they did off screen, itās also possible that Validar killed them, or that they were ordered to take their own lives; thereās no reason Grima would have had to lay a hand on them.) In the Future Past, itāsā¦ one, maybe one and half (Nagaās spirit, and Tiki, but only in body. More on this later.)
And itās not as though Fire Emblem shies away from showing villains directly murdering people, Even in Awakening itself, the intro to Chapter 9 shows Aversa killing a Plegian soldier for delivering an unsatisfactory report, so it wouldnāt have been out of place to let Grima stab a few NPCs as a show of brutality. Especially seeing as Grima is the evil dragon final boss. As early as Mystery of the Emblem, we can see Medeus killing his cleric hostages to restore his own health if you fail to rescue them before trying to defeat him, and as recently as Engage, we get a whole cutscene of Sombron eating Hyacinth. Fantasy violence my beloved <3
Anyway, the point is, Grima could have been written to be much more violent and I donāt think anyone would have complained. Instead, though, Grima repeatedlyā and consistently across the seriesā tries to avoid engaging in direct combat.
Letās start with what Grima does in the main game of Awakening. We know that Risen pursue Lucina into the past, because we see them fall out of the portal with her in Chapter 1. We also know that those Risen, as well as the others that are appearing throughout the land, are not being directly controlled by Grima, because later in Chapter 13, as the Shepherds are leaving Plegia after meeting with Validar, Aversa, and the Hierophant, they are pursued by more skilled Risen, and Frederick notes that āEither they are learning our ways, or someone is commanding themā¦ā Soā¦ It seems that sending the Risenāwith or without specific ordersāto attack while Grima is not themself present is a favored tactic.
But what about when Grima is present? Take a look at the Endgame: Grima chapter. Yes, you eventually get to engage Grima in direct combat. But not immediately. What Grima does first isā¦
Grima attacks the Shepherds with dark spikes from a distance, reducing everyoneās hp to 1. Now, hereās what happens next: Grima attempts to possess their past self, Robin hears the voices of their friends and breaks free, Naga heals everyone back to full health, and then the fight against Grima beginsā¦ Except actually, the Shepherds have to get to Grima first, because theyāre at the top of the map and theyāre not budging. Naga warns them that āGrimaās servants will beset [them] to no end.ā and sheās not kidding. Grimleal reinforcements will spawn infinitely, and they can hit pretty hard. Even with everyone starting at full health, itās possible to lose units to these Grimleal soldiers if Grima isnāt defeated quickly. Can you imagine what would happen if Naga hadnāt healed the Shepherds first?
Well, Iād guess that theyād probably all die to the Grimleal without Grima having to face them up close. Which was probably what Grima was going for.
This isnāt the only time Grima tries the dark spikes trick, either. Grima attempts this exact same move in the Future Past 3 when they face Lucina, Severa, Laurent, and Gerome.
Grima announces āWith the next blow, I will kill you.ā and then demands that they hand over the Fire Emblem as well as the gemstone they hold. The threat is very real. Butā¦
Given that at 1hp, a gust of wind could take the kids out, would it not have been easier and faster to kill them and just loot their bodies immediately? And yet Grima lets the kids have an extended discussion about sacrifice, and even suggests that Lucina would indeed buy a little more time by runningā¦ Again, I cannot stress enough that Grima should be able to finish them off in one hit at this point.
So the plan was almost certainly to back off and let the Risen do the actual killing, even though that would be a lot less efficient under the circumstances. And when Chrom and the Shepherds arrive, Grima immediately turns their attention to them, saying āIf itās a reunion you seek, my soldiers shall welcome you on my behalf.ā Then they once again pick a spot at the back of the map and refuse to move from it, forcing the Shepherds to fight through the Risen in order to engage Grima in combat at all.
And sure, Grima has some excuses. āI was hoping not to have to flex any muscle,ā they say right before the dark spikes attack, as if to justify why they didnāt do it sooner. And of course they taunt Lucina over having to choose to whether to run as her friends sacrifice themselves for her or to stay and fight and die with them. āI must say I shall enjoy this either way!ā Yes, Grima, we get it, youāve made it very clear that youāre an arrogant asshole.
But is arrogance really all there is to it? If we look at what Tiki tells Grima in the good ending of the Future Past, it looks as though Grimaās arrogance has brought their own downfall. āIf you had left Mount Prism alone, Grima, you might have stood a chance. Instead, you have brought the Awakening right to your feet.ā However, when you think about itā¦ Is Tikiās continued existence not in itself a result of Grimaās repeated pattern of not really wanting to land a finishing blow? The game states that Grima did in fact kill Tikiā¦ but only in body, not in spirit. This is, according to Tiki, because Robin intervened.
Now, the question I have isā¦ Is it really possible that Robin could have intervened both against Grimaās will and without them having any idea? Honestly, itās hard to tell exactly how aware Grima is of Robinās resistance, because they lie about it a lot, e.g. stating that Robinās spirit perished in sending Chrom back to his own world, even though just moments later, Robin is once again overpowering them. So, keeping in mind that Grima is a liar, was Grima really arrogant to leave Tikiās body in Ylisstol, and to not make sure that her spirit was fully destroyed? Or was Robin simply able to capitalize on Grimaās propensity towards backing off?
Because surely the only way Grima could be unaware that Robin had acted against them is if Robin hadnāt actually acted against them. I donāt think I believe that Grima really wanted Tiki gone. Naga, sureālongtime nemesis and all. But if Grima had truly cared about seeing Tikiās existence destroyedā¦ Well, I doubt Robin could have interfered that much.
But maybe it could still be a matter of arrogance. Maybe Grima just didnāt think Tikiās spirit could do anything with Nagaās spirit gone, and thus didn't care to pay attention to her anymore once she seemed dead enough.
If thatās true, it doesnāt explain why Shadows of Valentia Grima exhibits the exact same habits when fighting Alm and Celica, despite never having been outside of the Thabes Labyrinth at this point in their life. As opposed to the various Terrors throughout the rest of the Labyrinth, which chase Alm (or Celica) down in the overworld to force a fight, Grima is immobile in their room, and will wait patiently there indefinitely until the player chooses to engage. You can even evacuate from the dungeon.
But if you do choose to fight Grima, it proceeds much like the battles against them in Awakening go. The main difference is that they actually will move from their starting position this time, if you position someone in their range. That still requires a fight against (proto-)Risen who are spawning in from the sides to stop your partyās advance.
Soā¦ Now itās starting to look like Grima actively prefers this one particular trickā¦ And itās a fundamentally defensive maneuver, which makes perfect sense from SoV Grimaās standpoint (they were attacked out of nowhere, after all), but is not really an obvious standout strategy for Awakening Grima, whose taunts and threats suggest an aggression that would be better supported with a more offensive strategyā¦ Consider, too, that Awakening Grima is in fact being even more defensive than their SoV iteration, since they donāt move towards you at all.
With all that in mind, it really, really looks like Grima doesnāt want to fight, especially in Awakening. Not that they donāt intend for the Shepherds to dieāon the contrary, theyāve set everything up so that the Shepherds will eventually be overwhelmedābut that they donāt want to land the killing blow.
(And gee, I wonder what might be fueling their reluctance? Being controlled and made to kill your best friend by your own hand wouldn't be totally traumatic or anything, right?)
And then... Funny thing here, Iāve been procrastinating writing this essay for a long time. I originally started thinking about it shortly before the Depths of Despair banner was released in FEH, so imagine my surprise when I saw this characterization hold up in the writing of Fell Exalt Chromās Forging Bonds as wellā¦ The Grima there says that Chrom was the one to kill the rest of the Shepherds. Now, itās pretty clear that it was through Grima controlling him, but thatās not the point. The point is that once again, Grima didn't have to do any direct killing.
Look, if it had only ever happened once, I could buy that maybe Grima was just underestimating their opponents, that maybe they thought they could get away without having to put very much work in. But for Grima to operate this way so many times, so consistently, and to their own detriment? No...
Grima doesnāt like direct combat. Grima has trouble even when itās a fight they asked for.
And when you think about it, that makes their reaction to Robin choosing to land the final blow themself in the sacrifice ending all the more understandable.
āā¦YOU WOULDā¦ NOT DARE!ā
Because Grima would not dare. Grima has always preferred to let someone else land the final blow.
#grima#fire emblem awakening#fe13#grima studies#honestly realizing that main game grima doesn't kill anyone kind of shook me#future past grima only has naga and tiki... neither of which we get to see on screen so tbh grima might have weaseled out of them too#expiration has 5 range after all. naga could have just taken some dragon breath to the face from afar. we truly have no idea what grima did#to my knowledge the only time we see grima actually try to KILL kill (not dark spikes 1hp em) is... rearmed grima in the forging bonds stor#not her specific forging bonds but the general overarching one for that banner#which i have major problems with for other reasons anyway#and which might be retconned by feh itself bc thrasir said arcane weapons should be avoided at all costs yet... so many rearmed heroes now#so i don't feel too bad ignoring that one#but yeah like... writing this essay made me feel for grima even more#um... you know that one quote that the robin who's part of the day of devotion duo with chrom has...#āHaving someone to express your love to is an amazing thing. There IS more to life than constant battle!ā#yeah. i think about that quote and i think about grima's defensive fighting style and i. feel things.#to exist always on the defensive...#such an exhausting life they lead
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obviously it is not truly up to matt whether and when the hells have deeper conversations and check ins, but i can't imagine that repeatedly getting interrupted by a new threat when they actually try to have these conversations helps
#i can count the amount of matt choices in c3 that truly annoyed me on one hand and how evontravir shook out is one of them#crposting#and ofc matt's part in this is more interesting to analyze than the rest of the cast given that the change they could make#is the much simpler 'just try to talk to each other more he can't interrupt them all'
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I keep trying to write an update and then being embarrassed about it and feeling like Iām trauma dumping on people by updating and I just..I know itās on me to manage my crap, I know. I am trying (not very well but Iām trying) and itās justā¦I donāt know. I donāt even know.
#please know i have thought about hospital but hospital would#genuinely make it worse (like I cannot even tell you how much worse)#i think Iām legitimately justā¦having a trauma reaction on top#of a jewish trauma spike#and dentists and having to move (I may have cleaned till I shook today also my arm#does not look great#i feel like i donāt actually verbally have the words#(i have tried not engaging i have tried engaging they both feel awful)#(hashem i donāt know would you even embrace me would youā¦)#(itās not a meds thing (I take meds for mdd and I know what that looks like and this isnāt it)#(itās hard to explain the difference between CPTSD and like a panic attack or a depression)#(except that I feel like Iām so so tainted and not in my body or if Iām in my body Iām in my body somewhere else#abuse cw#i didnāt ask for this cptsd and no tshirt was offered#this will disappear probably#UGH#(i am seeing my therapist tomorrow i just..i know i need to reach out to)#(to like my current landlords and ask if I could just pay for a cleaning service to come in)#(i know i need to be like āunfortunately my CPTSD is Fucking Terrible Right Now and I need)#(just a bit of grace apologies)#(i do not want my parents to know i do not want that)#(aside from the fact that I am already a burden to them anyway)#a stupid flop of a person i am crying thinking about how i had plans for kids and a wife and travel andā¦Iām nothing#(everyone else is something Iām not I donāt deserve grace lbr)#it keeps running through my head how many people i thought loved me want me dead#and itās like I can fake it so well#(i donāt know I may be like sending words to people)#to run through the steps of not being alone#iām truly sorry i am always not taking accountability and playing the victim and clinging to people#to get reassurance i donāt deserve that its a good person it isnāt it isnāt a person
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Anyways update i just didnt bother to post earlier:
fr God is good and the whole car crash my parents got into last week was so incredibly mild in terms of injuries!!!! worst was a bruised knee im pretty sure
ALSO-
*taps mic* HUG YOUR FREAKING LOVED ONES OR SO HELP ME!!!!!!!
#ALSO DO NOT READ THE TAGS IF YOURE HERE FOR A GOOD TIME!!!!#ENDED UP VENTING AGHHHHH- (<- amongus ref in 2024???? l+ratio) (no but seriously stay safe; im not sure if i should add a cw???)#no but like the cars themselves?#FOLDED-#ive seen photos of worse ones of course lol (ty internet <3)#but weĀ“re all in agreement that if it had hit anywhere else at that speed it wouldve been BAD Bad-#like; severe injury to the leg at least; drivers door wouldve crumpled; thankfully it hit the tire mostly#our car got what seems to be the lesser damage and theyre still debating if it counts as total loss xd#also oh goshhhh#so i usually go and say goodbye to my dad when hes headed to work; i did it that day as usual; car was already halfway out the driveway#my dog also loves to go and she was already in the car#but my mom (taking my dad to work) said sheĀ“d need to stop by the store after dropping dad off; so she handed her back to me#last minute descision-#my dog is a small kinda elderly chihuahua and wouldve been on my momĀ“s lap when they crashed#no seatbelt for her obviously#she wouldve gotten injured so freaking bad if she was there ):#overall feels like we dodged a life altering accident by a hair#i wasnt even in it and im still shook hahaha#i always go say bye to dad if hes leaving for work no matter if im pissed off or sad or whatever#half out of habit; half bc i know anything could happen at any moment and id rather not have been too proud to say goodbye#dammit im crying now hahaha#saying again; everyones fine!!!!! please remember to hug your loved ones !!!!!!#shut up sheo#but oh gosh too many reminders of death as a constant recently#that happened about a week after a cousin died; i hadnt seen him in forever but his family went to our church growing up; he was my age#it was a dull and distant pain even then to hear the news but it still hurt; i didnt go to the funeral#did go to the one a couple days later tho; for a family member i truly didnt know; it was a car crash i think#a special kind of heartbreak from meeting his mom and seeing his kids running around#now that i realize it; as im writing this; i hadnt stopped to process just about anything hahaha#freaking sobbing at 9 in the morning smh!!!!!
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me: I think I will play this cute game about unpacking boxes :)
me, 2 hours later: *cry-typing unpacking (2021) ending explained*
#for the record I didnāt actually have to google an explanation of the gameās story#I was just shook that there even was one#a truly lovely game that is entirely environmental storytelling#I did have to google some of the sticker achievements tho#this game and bly manor in such quick successionā¦ itās like god is trying to tell me somethingā¦#OH MY GOD#this too is yuriā¦#new catchphrase unlocked I suppose
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a beautiful woman dressed as a demon slapped me in the face tonight (per my silly style request) i can straight up die right now
#i told her my mask was made of paper and she said no way. asked if she could touch it. and i said she could schmack me if she wanted#and she did . guys ive peaked#i feel like ive been struck by lightning. bands so good. pit so good#dapped up a random fucking guy because he held his hand out to me#and something truly heterosexual man took over me because i didnt know what to do so i not only dapped him up#but shook his hand and patted our closed hands. with my other hand. im saying hand too much but still#what cishet demon entered my body tonight. hello
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I've been watching/reading Death Note every once in a while for the last couple of months and this is the funniest most unserious serious anime ever.
#mani.txt#death note#i'm gonna take a chip... and EAT IT !!!!#it's so funny. i hate this show. < is obsessed#i dont often watch anime so i forget how campy it can get but oh my god#i'm still recovering after ep 16 & 17. that spun me. shook me to my core. i went a bit insane. like how. why. HOW.#how did all the charas go back to normal after that. this is not plot armor this is trauma armor.#how is misa okay.#How is light's rship w his dad unaffected.#how was there only ONE fist fight over this. and a WHILE after the fact. what. am I just weird for thinking this. i feel crayzoi.#i genuinely can't explain how much i want to throttle each and every one of these characters.#save for ryuk n rem n sayu n naomi. they're amazing wonderful fantastic#and light. but i need to throttle him too.#when i tell you naomi should've lived......... when i tell you she should've been L's friend......... [takes damage takes damage takes da ]#also. i love how neither L nor Light know how to be normal. ever. insane4insane. (doesnt even ship them)#+ after reading thru the manga i'm a 'the only person Light truly cares for is Sayu' truther. this will never change.#in conclusion: this show says so little about criminal justice and so much about the adverse effect of being the son of a cop.#it's a product of it's time. whatever. (death gripping my chair)
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i did it. i did the funny thing-
"man shook you're real late to this trend" look man i started this a month and a half ago but then uh.
decided to take things a bit too far-
anyways, i modded peppino into 100% orange juice, it's fully functional with voicelines and you can get it on the steam workshop here (plus there's a few other things i changed but well... those are a surprise :]
#pizza tower#100% orange juice#peppino#peppino spaghetti#tomomo#marie poppo#what a fucking combination of tags lmao#truly the crossover no one but me and like 3 of my friends wanted ckjbvhkc#you know what the best part is? i have no clue if im even the first to do this (mod peppino into 100% oj i mean)#i never checked bc i knew if i did and there was already one well. i would lose all motivation lol#but aw well who cares lol#i had fun that's all that matters :]#anyways this took way too long and way too much effort lol. i streamed myself playing it on april fools tho so go give that a watch if you#want ig-#anyways. uhhh 2nd pizza tower doodle page soon hopefully-#shook arts#so for all i know this is completely redundant
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