#it truly shook me
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asterronomical Ā· 9 months ago
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dance battle<33
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sayitwityachest Ā· 1 year ago
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i'm rereading It for the first time since i was 14 and goddamn this book is gud. man idk idk i think king is overrated as fUK but he did the damn thing with this book yessir. starts off GUD. keeps going GUD. literally so much of it is just building suspense and it doesnt matter i dont caaaaare im having a good time. I know that there is That Scene, we don't need to talk about That Scene, but i will talk about how tit obsessed this man is. anytime a female character is about, homeboi WILL find away to mention her boobs. man had stanley's wife's nipples get hard out of fear/panic in a grocery store???? bev's first chapter mentions her boobs so many times it's almost impressive. im barely in the meat of this book and im losing it with the breasteses mentions
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voidcat Ā· 22 days ago
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Just imagining (modern setting again) doing the stupidest nonreligious joke known to man and everyone else staring with an exasperated expression, brows furrowed and all, just cricket noises in the classroom at that point- so with a chuckle you turn to Anaxagoras for a hint of solace, solidarity- acknowledgment even and he just- turns his head (youā€™re positive you didnā€™t imagine the end of that sudden motion and the swing to his hair strands!) deeply immersed in his book, not looking your way and definitely offering you no way out.
Behind the comforting cover of the book raised to his eye level, you donā€™t notice his lip curling up slightly at your foolery, the joke was ā€¦up to debate whether it could be called one or not but certainly the way you delivered and all your fluttering that followed, like a fish out of water, slippery and desperately trying to jump back into whatever hole it could find, was certainly amusingā€” and a little adorable if heā€™s honest with himself for onceā€¦
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jovenshires Ā· 1 year ago
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smosh girlies week: day four ā†’ favorite project
" i am only one man's girl, max. and his name is jesus christ! "
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pandoraroid Ā· 10 months ago
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the night porter gets his shit rocked with the news of lovely vincent & sam leaving the house is the same night he gets more of some sort of footing and direction with treasure somebody off me right nwo
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berryclownboy Ā· 11 months ago
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henryyyy don't kill yourself your too sexy
let me tell you about NASA babygirl
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shooks-stupid-stuff Ā· 1 month ago
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i am having a lot of fun with this lmao
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tartppola Ā· 4 months ago
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You mentioned keychains in your previous Halloween art and I wanted to ask do you have a website or like an etsy or something we can follow for any art you sell or things you create? Looks SO cute so far and I'd love to get it whenever you make it.
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Hellooo!!! First of all thank you for your interest! šŸ™‡šŸ™‡šŸ™‡šŸ™‡ I donā€™t have any online stores sorryy šŸ˜­šŸ™ The keychains are going to be for an upcoming convention that I will be tabling at!! Afterwards, our group circle might do online sales after the con ( debatable ) for ppl who couldnā€™t come/live overseas šŸ‘
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the-priestess-of-dawn Ā· 1 year ago
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Grima and Final Blows
The other day I mentioned that I had an essay about Grima to write that I'd been putting off, and between that and all the great essays my fellow Grimleal scholars have been putting out recently, I decided to sit down and finally get it done.
So here you go. An analysis of Grima's difficulties with directly killing people.
Okay, so Iā€™ve been thinking about this for quite some time, because one of my favorite things to explore when it comes to Grima is the gap between their villain act, which they actively play up in front of others in both Awakening and FEH, and their true feelings, which are hinted at in Awakening (particularly through the Future Past DLC) and made even clearer in FEHā€” their own evil actions are repulsive to them, and they wish they could live normally among humans, but they donā€™t believe they have any choice but to be the monster that ā€œthe fell dragon, Grimaā€ is supposed to be. They are committed to this ā€œfell dragonā€ character, to putting on a show for everyone, and they are so good at it that itā€™s easy to overlook that theyā€¦ uhā€¦ arenā€™t very good at killing anyone important. Not directly, anyway.
Sure, Grima is responsible for numerous deaths. But what is their actual kill count? Well, in Awakeningā€™s main gameā€¦ zero. (Unless you count Chrom, but, as we witness, that was not a voluntary act on their part; Validar took control of their body. You could also make the argument that Grima ā€œclaiming the sacrificeā€ at the Dragonā€™s Table counts, but the problem with that is, although itā€™s obvious that Grima accepts the life force of the Grimleal members as a sacrifice, itā€™s not at all clear whether or not Grima personally kills them. Although itā€™s possible that they did off screen, itā€™s also possible that Validar killed them, or that they were ordered to take their own lives; thereā€™s no reason Grima would have had to lay a hand on them.) In the Future Past, itā€™sā€¦ one, maybe one and half (Nagaā€™s spirit, and Tiki, but only in body. More on this later.)
And itā€™s not as though Fire Emblem shies away from showing villains directly murdering people, Even in Awakening itself, the intro to Chapter 9 shows Aversa killing a Plegian soldier for delivering an unsatisfactory report, so it wouldnā€™t have been out of place to let Grima stab a few NPCs as a show of brutality. Especially seeing as Grima is the evil dragon final boss. As early as Mystery of the Emblem, we can see Medeus killing his cleric hostages to restore his own health if you fail to rescue them before trying to defeat him, and as recently as Engage, we get a whole cutscene of Sombron eating Hyacinth. Fantasy violence my beloved <3
Anyway, the point is, Grima could have been written to be much more violent and I donā€™t think anyone would have complained. Instead, though, Grima repeatedlyā€” and consistently across the seriesā€” tries to avoid engaging in direct combat.
Letā€™s start with what Grima does in the main game of Awakening. We know that Risen pursue Lucina into the past, because we see them fall out of the portal with her in Chapter 1. We also know that those Risen, as well as the others that are appearing throughout the land, are not being directly controlled by Grima, because later in Chapter 13, as the Shepherds are leaving Plegia after meeting with Validar, Aversa, and the Hierophant, they are pursued by more skilled Risen, and Frederick notes that ā€œEither they are learning our ways, or someone is commanding themā€¦ā€ Soā€¦ It seems that sending the Risenā€”with or without specific ordersā€”to attack while Grima is not themself present is a favored tactic.
But what about when Grima is present? Take a look at the Endgame: Grima chapter. Yes, you eventually get to engage Grima in direct combat. But not immediately. What Grima does first isā€¦
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Grima attacks the Shepherds with dark spikes from a distance, reducing everyoneā€™s hp to 1. Now, hereā€™s what happens next: Grima attempts to possess their past self, Robin hears the voices of their friends and breaks free, Naga heals everyone back to full health, and then the fight against Grima beginsā€¦ Except actually, the Shepherds have to get to Grima first, because theyā€™re at the top of the map and theyā€™re not budging. Naga warns them that ā€œGrimaā€™s servants will beset [them] to no end.ā€ and sheā€™s not kidding. Grimleal reinforcements will spawn infinitely, and they can hit pretty hard. Even with everyone starting at full health, itā€™s possible to lose units to these Grimleal soldiers if Grima isnā€™t defeated quickly. Can you imagine what would happen if Naga hadnā€™t healed the Shepherds first?
Well, Iā€™d guess that theyā€™d probably all die to the Grimleal without Grima having to face them up close. Which was probably what Grima was going for.
This isnā€™t the only time Grima tries the dark spikes trick, either. Grima attempts this exact same move in the Future Past 3 when they face Lucina, Severa, Laurent, and Gerome.
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Grima announces ā€œWith the next blow, I will kill you.ā€ and then demands that they hand over the Fire Emblem as well as the gemstone they hold. The threat is very real. Butā€¦
Given that at 1hp, a gust of wind could take the kids out, would it not have been easier and faster to kill them and just loot their bodies immediately? And yet Grima lets the kids have an extended discussion about sacrifice, and even suggests that Lucina would indeed buy a little more time by runningā€¦ Again, I cannot stress enough that Grima should be able to finish them off in one hit at this point.
So the plan was almost certainly to back off and let the Risen do the actual killing, even though that would be a lot less efficient under the circumstances. And when Chrom and the Shepherds arrive, Grima immediately turns their attention to them, saying ā€œIf itā€™s a reunion you seek, my soldiers shall welcome you on my behalf.ā€ Then they once again pick a spot at the back of the map and refuse to move from it, forcing the Shepherds to fight through the Risen in order to engage Grima in combat at all.
And sure, Grima has some excuses. ā€œI was hoping not to have to flex any muscle,ā€ they say right before the dark spikes attack, as if to justify why they didnā€™t do it sooner. And of course they taunt Lucina over having to choose to whether to run as her friends sacrifice themselves for her or to stay and fight and die with them. ā€œI must say I shall enjoy this either way!ā€ Yes, Grima, we get it, youā€™ve made it very clear that youā€™re an arrogant asshole.
But is arrogance really all there is to it? If we look at what Tiki tells Grima in the good ending of the Future Past, it looks as though Grimaā€™s arrogance has brought their own downfall. ā€œIf you had left Mount Prism alone, Grima, you might have stood a chance. Instead, you have brought the Awakening right to your feet.ā€ However, when you think about itā€¦ Is Tikiā€™s continued existence not in itself a result of Grimaā€™s repeated pattern of not really wanting to land a finishing blow? The game states that Grima did in fact kill Tikiā€¦ but only in body, not in spirit. This is, according to Tiki, because Robin intervened.
Now, the question I have isā€¦ Is it really possible that Robin could have intervened both against Grimaā€™s will and without them having any idea? Honestly, itā€™s hard to tell exactly how aware Grima is of Robinā€™s resistance, because they lie about it a lot, e.g. stating that Robinā€™s spirit perished in sending Chrom back to his own world, even though just moments later, Robin is once again overpowering them. So, keeping in mind that Grima is a liar, was Grima really arrogant to leave Tikiā€™s body in Ylisstol, and to not make sure that her spirit was fully destroyed? Or was Robin simply able to capitalize on Grimaā€™s propensity towards backing off?
Because surely the only way Grima could be unaware that Robin had acted against them is if Robin hadnā€™t actually acted against them. I donā€™t think I believe that Grima really wanted Tiki gone. Naga, sureā€”longtime nemesis and all. But if Grima had truly cared about seeing Tikiā€™s existence destroyedā€¦ Well, I doubt Robin could have interfered that much.
But maybe it could still be a matter of arrogance. Maybe Grima just didnā€™t think Tikiā€™s spirit could do anything with Nagaā€™s spirit gone, and thus didn't care to pay attention to her anymore once she seemed dead enough.
If thatā€™s true, it doesnā€™t explain why Shadows of Valentia Grima exhibits the exact same habits when fighting Alm and Celica, despite never having been outside of the Thabes Labyrinth at this point in their life. As opposed to the various Terrors throughout the rest of the Labyrinth, which chase Alm (or Celica) down in the overworld to force a fight, Grima is immobile in their room, and will wait patiently there indefinitely until the player chooses to engage. You can even evacuate from the dungeon.
But if you do choose to fight Grima, it proceeds much like the battles against them in Awakening go. The main difference is that they actually will move from their starting position this time, if you position someone in their range. That still requires a fight against (proto-)Risen who are spawning in from the sides to stop your partyā€™s advance.
Soā€¦ Now itā€™s starting to look like Grima actively prefers this one particular trickā€¦ And itā€™s a fundamentally defensive maneuver, which makes perfect sense from SoV Grimaā€™s standpoint (they were attacked out of nowhere, after all), but is not really an obvious standout strategy for Awakening Grima, whose taunts and threats suggest an aggression that would be better supported with a more offensive strategyā€¦ Consider, too, that Awakening Grima is in fact being even more defensive than their SoV iteration, since they donā€™t move towards you at all.
With all that in mind, it really, really looks like Grima doesnā€™t want to fight, especially in Awakening. Not that they donā€™t intend for the Shepherds to dieā€”on the contrary, theyā€™ve set everything up so that the Shepherds will eventually be overwhelmedā€”but that they donā€™t want to land the killing blow.
(And gee, I wonder what might be fueling their reluctance? Being controlled and made to kill your best friend by your own hand wouldn't be totally traumatic or anything, right?)
And then... Funny thing here, Iā€™ve been procrastinating writing this essay for a long time. I originally started thinking about it shortly before the Depths of Despair banner was released in FEH, so imagine my surprise when I saw this characterization hold up in the writing of Fell Exalt Chromā€™s Forging Bonds as wellā€¦ The Grima there says that Chrom was the one to kill the rest of the Shepherds. Now, itā€™s pretty clear that it was through Grima controlling him, but thatā€™s not the point. The point is that once again, Grima didn't have to do any direct killing.
Look, if it had only ever happened once, I could buy that maybe Grima was just underestimating their opponents, that maybe they thought they could get away without having to put very much work in. But for Grima to operate this way so many times, so consistently, and to their own detriment? No...
Grima doesnā€™t like direct combat. Grima has trouble even when itā€™s a fight they asked for.
And when you think about it, that makes their reaction to Robin choosing to land the final blow themself in the sacrifice ending all the more understandable.
ā€œā€¦YOU WOULDā€¦ NOT DARE!ā€
Because Grima would not dare. Grima has always preferred to let someone else land the final blow.
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astralleywright Ā· 1 year ago
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obviously it is not truly up to matt whether and when the hells have deeper conversations and check ins, but i can't imagine that repeatedly getting interrupted by a new threat when they actually try to have these conversations helps
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malkaleh Ā· 11 months ago
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I keep trying to write an update and then being embarrassed about it and feeling like Iā€™m trauma dumping on people by updating and I just..I know itā€™s on me to manage my crap, I know. I am trying (not very well but Iā€™m trying) and itā€™s justā€¦I donā€™t know. I donā€™t even know.
#please know i have thought about hospital but hospital would#genuinely make it worse (like I cannot even tell you how much worse)#i think Iā€™m legitimately justā€¦having a trauma reaction on top#of a jewish trauma spike#and dentists and having to move (I may have cleaned till I shook today also my arm#does not look great#i feel like i donā€™t actually verbally have the words#(i have tried not engaging i have tried engaging they both feel awful)#(hashem i donā€™t know would you even embrace me would youā€¦)#(itā€™s not a meds thing (I take meds for mdd and I know what that looks like and this isnā€™t it)#(itā€™s hard to explain the difference between CPTSD and like a panic attack or a depression)#(except that I feel like Iā€™m so so tainted and not in my body or if Iā€™m in my body Iā€™m in my body somewhere else#abuse cw#i didnā€™t ask for this cptsd and no tshirt was offered#this will disappear probably#UGH#(i am seeing my therapist tomorrow i just..i know i need to reach out to)#(to like my current landlords and ask if I could just pay for a cleaning service to come in)#(i know i need to be like ā€˜unfortunately my CPTSD is Fucking Terrible Right Now and I need)#(just a bit of grace apologies)#(i do not want my parents to know i do not want that)#(aside from the fact that I am already a burden to them anyway)#a stupid flop of a person i am crying thinking about how i had plans for kids and a wife and travel andā€¦Iā€™m nothing#(everyone else is something Iā€™m not I donā€™t deserve grace lbr)#it keeps running through my head how many people i thought loved me want me dead#and itā€™s like I can fake it so well#(i donā€™t know I may be like sending words to people)#to run through the steps of not being alone#iā€™m truly sorry i am always not taking accountability and playing the victim and clinging to people#to get reassurance i donā€™t deserve that its a good person it isnā€™t it isnā€™t a person
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berryblu-soda Ā· 9 months ago
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Anyways update i just didnt bother to post earlier:
fr God is good and the whole car crash my parents got into last week was so incredibly mild in terms of injuries!!!! worst was a bruised knee im pretty sure
ALSO-
*taps mic* HUG YOUR FREAKING LOVED ONES OR SO HELP ME!!!!!!!
#ALSO DO NOT READ THE TAGS IF YOURE HERE FOR A GOOD TIME!!!!#ENDED UP VENTING AGHHHHH- (<- amongus ref in 2024???? l+ratio) (no but seriously stay safe; im not sure if i should add a cw???)#no but like the cars themselves?#FOLDED-#ive seen photos of worse ones of course lol (ty internet <3)#but weĀ“re all in agreement that if it had hit anywhere else at that speed it wouldve been BAD Bad-#like; severe injury to the leg at least; drivers door wouldve crumpled; thankfully it hit the tire mostly#our car got what seems to be the lesser damage and theyre still debating if it counts as total loss xd#also oh goshhhh#so i usually go and say goodbye to my dad when hes headed to work; i did it that day as usual; car was already halfway out the driveway#my dog also loves to go and she was already in the car#but my mom (taking my dad to work) said sheĀ“d need to stop by the store after dropping dad off; so she handed her back to me#last minute descision-#my dog is a small kinda elderly chihuahua and wouldve been on my momĀ“s lap when they crashed#no seatbelt for her obviously#she wouldve gotten injured so freaking bad if she was there ):#overall feels like we dodged a life altering accident by a hair#i wasnt even in it and im still shook hahaha#i always go say bye to dad if hes leaving for work no matter if im pissed off or sad or whatever#half out of habit; half bc i know anything could happen at any moment and id rather not have been too proud to say goodbye#dammit im crying now hahaha#saying again; everyones fine!!!!! please remember to hug your loved ones !!!!!!#shut up sheo#but oh gosh too many reminders of death as a constant recently#that happened about a week after a cousin died; i hadnt seen him in forever but his family went to our church growing up; he was my age#it was a dull and distant pain even then to hear the news but it still hurt; i didnt go to the funeral#did go to the one a couple days later tho; for a family member i truly didnt know; it was a car crash i think#a special kind of heartbreak from meeting his mom and seeing his kids running around#now that i realize it; as im writing this; i hadnt stopped to process just about anything hahaha#freaking sobbing at 9 in the morning smh!!!!!
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tsuchinokoroyale Ā· 1 year ago
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me: I think I will play this cute game about unpacking boxes :)
me, 2 hours later: *cry-typing unpacking (2021) ending explained*
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vanweezer Ā· 5 months ago
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a beautiful woman dressed as a demon slapped me in the face tonight (per my silly style request) i can straight up die right now
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manic-pixie-dream-dude Ā· 1 year ago
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I've been watching/reading Death Note every once in a while for the last couple of months and this is the funniest most unserious serious anime ever.
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shooks-stupid-stuff Ā· 2 years ago
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i did it. i did the funny thing-
"man shook you're real late to this trend" look man i started this a month and a half ago but then uh.
decided to take things a bit too far-
anyways, i modded peppino into 100% orange juice, it's fully functional with voicelines and you can get it on the steam workshop here (plus there's a few other things i changed but well... those are a surprise :]
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