#it still hurts :(
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I tried to save you..
You lied..
When you betrayed me..
#bleeding#it still hurts#betrayal#frayle#if it bleeds#trans#transgender#trans pride#transisbeautiful#mtf#transgirl#girlslikeus#mtf hrt#maletofemale#transformation#trans women#trans woman#transexual#mtf trans#this is what trans looks like#trans community#trans experience#trans feminine#trans is beautiful#trans is sexy#trans positivity#trans people#trans women are beautiful#mtf positivity#mtf girl
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The way Agatha is so open and honest and vulnerable of an ability she has and can't control - even nearly four hundred years later - and how she hides afterwards and is clearly hurt by it (and by hearing Nicholas) and yet no one ever believes her.
The narrative around Agatha - and that we hear most propagated by Jen - is that Agatha is evil and isn't good; she's a serial killer; she just wants power.
But the Agatha we've seen isn't like that. She left the Salem Seven alive and didn't go after them. She continues to protect Teen BILLY from harm.
Agatha has a power that she cannot control that has been killing people for her entire life, and no one (except maybe Rio) has ever considered that she can't control it. Has ever believed that she can't. Has ever thought that maybe this is the reason she doesn't have a coven in the first place. That maybe the reason she's so prickly and stand-offish and obnoxious is to keep people from her because she will kill them just by accident.
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Who else do we know with this same trauma?
#musings#agatha spoilers#bandit liveblogs agatha#agatha all along#agatha harkness#and it's so CLEAR when she's talking with teen that she's being HONEST#because he's the only one of them who consistently has believed in her and said as much to the others#but now he doesn't#now he WON'T#and whether he's her son or not#it still hurts
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Replaying Echo got me like
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An Important Update regarding the AnubiArts brand.
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in the 2022 Wimbledon quarterfinals, Rafael Nadal defeated Taylor Fritz 3-6 7-5 3-6 7-5 7-6. following that, he lost in early rounds of the next four Grand Slams. he called it the most painful loss of his career
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#me? make myself emotional about taylor? it's more likely than you think#I will never ever forgive nadal for this#it still hurts#web weaving#tennis#taylor fritz
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Hate when people try to correct me on my word choice. I was telling someone about how I stabbed myself with a sewing pin and they were like "ah, the word ur looking for is 'pricked' 🤗." Like no bitch, I was pinning 12 layers of canvas together and that pin entered my finger at speed. It was indeed a very small stabbing
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I was never able to play the first game, but without it existing, the last five years of my life would have been very different. So long, Splatoon 1! Stay fresh!
#splatoon#splatoon 1#goodbye splatoon 1#kaori splatoon#john splatoon#GOD I'M SO SAD#I was never able to play the online but it still hurts man#it still hurts#see you space cowboy......
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Shoot... who's cutting onions this early? 🥹
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Nuzi angst :3
Hey, you wanna have your heart ripped? Ok, listen to this:
Do you know which hand N had to cut off?
This one
The hand he was just lovingly holding a few moments ago :)
THAT hand :3
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For real, at the end of the day, the best army was Aemond, his huge dragon and his middle child syndrome
#hotd#house of the dragon#hotd spoilers#hotd season 2#aemond targaryen#we lost grandma today tho#and even though I knew it was coming#it still hurts
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#when she finds out he was talking about his daughter though#it still hurts#im not crying you are#sobbing#fire country#bode x gabriela#gabriela x bode#bode donovan#gabriela perez#bodiela#2x3#Max Thieriot#Bode Donovan#Stephanie Arcila
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all about youth with tianwang [an appreciation post, something personal, a word vomit]
whenever i think about jiang tian and sheng wang, i get so sad.
i think there's a part of me, the 15 to 17-year-old na, that hasn't healed from past wounds. but the on1y one magically became a remedy for those still-bleeding pieces. jiang tian and sheng wang's relationship, their personality, and their character growth, they healed me.
tw: suicide, suicidal thoughts, depressing ideas
i was very suicidal at that time. i thought the world was better off without me being in it. i didn't feel that I held any importance. i should just disappear. quietly. and it would all be better again.
i heard voices every single day for those three years. but I couldn't do anything but hold on. i was like a ghost at school. i was lonely. i was sad. i was demotivated. i was discouraged. i was looked down by my teachers. i was utterly hopeless.
i already wrote some notes for my parents, my brother, and my late grandmother. i was so ready to go.
but i'm still here. and i passed the age of 17—alive. i couldn't believe it. i still couldn't. i thought I would just live through 17—without seeing the living daylights of 18.
while watching the on1y one, i was constantly in tears. it was such a comforting watch. it broke me. but so many things about it gave me strength. and it made me reminisce of those better days when I was 18—when I finally had a sense of purpose—when I finally felt like I belonged somewhere.
"(...) almost forgetting, i'm 17. when the whole world is mine. no hesitation. no weighing of options. I'm invincible and capable of anything."
if these words were spoken to me then... maybe I could be someone different. maybe I wouldn't resent myself the way I still am sometimes. maybe I could love myself more. maybe I wouldn't be self-critical. maybe I wouldn't be an overthinker. maybe I wouldn't be a worrier. maybe I would be more composed and relaxed. maybe I could breathe better.
but i'm glad, in one way or another, sheng wang realised that he's only 17, and he could dream a little more. he could be a bit more reckless. he could be impulsive. he could be loud. he could be in love.
and i'm glad that jiang tian realised he's only 17, and he could forgive. he could forget. he could let go. he could open his heart. he could smile a little. he could laugh more. he could cave into someone. he could find a home. he could fight for his love.
and i'm glad—that this drama found me. jiang tian and sheng wang healed me. they healed the 15, 16 and 17-year-old na.
so, thank you. thank you, the on1y one.
thank you, jiang tian and sheng wang.
#they make me so sad tonight#i feel like bawling my eyes out to be honest#i don't think i've ever talked about this anywhere#i'm sorry for filling your timeline with this word/feeling vomit#i'm just going through all these emotions the on1y one have been giving me one at a time#it still hurts#but i think i'm healed#in one way or another that is#the on1y one#na rambles#*might delete later#*maybe not haha
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Me: Ugh ok another random sidequest, looks like Gaute can't count or something
10 minutes later: *HYSTERICAL SOBBING*
#too many feelings#it still hurts#ffxvi#ff16#final fantasy xvi#final fantasy 16#final fantasy#otto#cidolfus telamon
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i physically cannot think about newt’s ending without crying
#it’s been almost 2 years since i read the death cure#it still hurts#tdc#the death cure#tmr#the maze runner#tmr newt
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My Roman Empire is what happened to Wei WuXian and the Wen remnants
#wei wuxian#mdzs#mo dao zu shi#the untamed#wen remnants#wen qing#wen ning#wen yuan#lan yuan#wangxian#wei ying#literally never forgiving anyone ever#because my heart is broken#found family#they were a family#I just#like I don’t care that Wei Wuxian is alive now#it still happened#it still haunts me#it still hurts#and the wens are dead#and no one is sorry
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WWAAAHHHHHH smiffile sniff AAAHHHHGHHH EEUEHAHHGHH WAAAHHHHHHHH snif RROAACHHH sniffle sob AAHHHH GHOOSTTT sob WAAHHHHHHH
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