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kenonade · 1 year ago

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Sometimes life is about almost tearing up while buying definitely not licensed street food from a nice old lady who's trying her best bc shes surviving so earnestly

#i dont really know how to articulate this feeling #almost all the nice old folks who sell street food in this giant monstrous and all consuming metropolis #theyre here because theyre supporting their family #more accurately their childrens families #it ends up feeling sort of like despair at first #almost always a nice old lady. years of farmwork shown in the wrinkles of her hands and her roughened skin #shes worked all her life for herself and now shes here. working for her children #it shouldnt be like this. yknow?#then it feels like a tiny glimmer of hope that sparks a little bit of determination #if shes still going i have to keep going too #i want to do something to make it different.#but then what can i do. im just some asshole who waxes poetic about these things on the internet in a language she doesnt even speak #and here comes the despair again #hopelessness and hope intertwine into this weird feeling that i usually just label Bad

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deoidesign · 6 months ago

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I have freaking silly little guy disease...

After a full day of work (drawing them) I relax and draw for fun (drawing them)

ON GOD I am going to create and fuel my own fandom. If every post in the tag is mine so be it but it will not be empty. drink from my cup.

Such a big fan I'm making their whole comic and then some

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solargeist · 4 months ago

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OMG I JUST NOW REALISED IN YOUR POST "Dad dancing"

XELQUA USING THE MUMBO FOR MAYOR SHIIIIRT AGH

*Family Guy dead pose.*

yeah !! Xelqua occasionally wears Grian's clothes, they're big on him tho of course

#first time he reads the shirt hes like what is a mayo--rrrr #ask #kidxelqua #my art #sketching #his little.. adam sandler fit.......#he probably fell in mud or something and needed a bath and then grian realized he does not have extra kid clothes #<- tho in that case he shouldnt have the white shirt under but whatever #grian doesnt even wear shorts. those are the one pair he has. when he tried to wear shorts.#<- had to tie the strings for him tho #the shirt.... he was a bit thinner back then. struggling to yknow. exist.#its still big on xelqua but fits. when grian sees that hes like. was it that bad. why does that somewhat fit you

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dizzybizz · 6 months ago

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some xianzhou portraits or smth

#fu xuan killed me... so many details that i got too caught up in #i shouldnt have gotten so swept up in the deets for her wehhh.. then i mightve had the energy for more of the girlies i wanted to get to #i did her way later tho so it wasnt the same groove i was in yknow 😔#jing yuan killed me bc he is oh so cute n i was squealing kicking my feet yesterday while sketching him (queer art club friends dont see t-#-his part ok yay ty)#honkai star rail #hsr #jing yuan #yanqing #hsr blade #dan heng #dan heng il #fu xuan #my art #jing yuans face kills me.... cutie patootie.. his mane so fluffy too like wuhfhhgh #jy dhil n fx my favs of this batch oki yay yippeeee

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dreamsy990 · 8 months ago

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some of the less nice thoughts about being aroace

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closeups on my favorite panels

bonus: adios

#doodles #kingdom hearts #roxas #axel #olette #aromantic #asexual #aroace #do i tag pence. hes in the background of one panel #ehhhh sorry pence no tag for you #also not tagging soriku and namixi #i mean by the logic of 'theyre in one panel so i wont tag them' i also shouldnt tag axel but. he has dialogue so #anyways i have a very irrational love of olette whenever i need a random side character in a kh comic? olette #i think she uses webmd. anyways im done talking about olette #so let me clarify about this comic #im aroace. this is all just things ive thought before #im not saying in any way these thoughts are real. theyre just thoughts #thats why it ends with 'but there isnt. its just me.' there IS nothing wrong with being aroace. even if it feels like it sometimes #im not trying to send a message im just trying to express a feeling ive had for a while #anyways. the aroace community is super positive and i like that. but not everything i feel about it is that positive #sometimes it feels like im missing something yknow #this comic seems like its about roxas. but its about me. congrats youve been fooled #drafted something similar to this for aro week but didnt finish it in time so this is spiritually part of asaw 2024 #btw sorry im not posting as many drawings lately #schools kinda stressful im pretty tired and busy most the time #i am throwing this drawing to you like a slab of meat to a pack of hungry dogs. take this meager ration in these trying times #alright i think thats it bye now

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ender1821 · 28 days ago

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shut up im coping

#do i even need to spoiler tag this?#yknow what. yeah. im gonna rant anyway #wild life smp #life series spoilers #wild life spoilers #GET HER OUT OF THAT TEAM. GIRL PLEASE BETRAY THEM FOR THE LOVE OF GOD YOU SHOULDNT BE THERE #this isnt even me being high on gempearl anymore i wanted her to be with jimmy or skizz and then impulse and just. the blue man jumpscare #and to clarify this is pure character talk. i just. girl your character arc #girl your character arc its on the floor #the scene where they talk about her trauma from dl…i think im gonna combust #shut up. shut up please im smoking copium #i want this team to fall apart so bad. like good for you if youre happy with this but. augh #anyway Lizzie pov was very silly very fun i might just become a Lizzie main this season/j #mcyt #and yes. i am nothing if not dedicated to the bit so i am finding shiny duo screenshots for every ep like last time

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fascinationstreetmp3 · 2 years ago

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i think we should all acknowledge how much snake enjoyed this

#not that we didnt already but yknow #i feel like i shouldnt be watching from this angle #its like im standing behind ocelot waiting to tell him something while this is going on in front of me #and im not even interrupting because theyre both ignoring me #mgs #revolver ocelot #venom snake

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sluckythewizard · 4 months ago

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'I wont cry for you, I wont crucify the things you do. I wont cry for you, see, when you're gone, I'll still be BLOODY MARY'

#cw blood #SUUUPER SCUFFED LIL WIP THATS BEEN RRRROTTING IN MY FOLDER. OUT!! GET OUT!!!#its almos 2 am and imm gettin high as hrothgar. spruced this up within an hour so i could be shared n eaten #its SUPPOsed to be part ofa bigger doodly page so ofc theres the chance this changes between now n then #fuuuuck shoulda made her dress sparkly. fuckit ill fix it laterrrrr. i havnt posted art in YWEARRS i needed to post something #also i uh. well you see i started losing followers on twitter bc im sooo inactive and i KNOW that shouldnt matter like it should be whateve #but. you see. i lkike when number go up and when it go down i get MMMADDD.we all get our dopamine from somewhere #ANYWAY so i actually havnt touched the suckening in so long. been workin on oc stuff.BUT WELL. ARTHUR AND MARY. STILL MAKE ME WEEP #THEYRE SO CUTE N TRAGIC...whadda fuck is it with grizzly n charlie characters being so in love and so doomed #kian and becky then arthur and his various exes like CMAHn.stop doing this to me #from what i remember of the episode.she seemed so.tired.disconnected.like she had been wandering a dream #and yet she seemed so positive.reasonably concerned and yet.content.she warmed up to arthur as soon as she recognized him #she speaks so gently and so sweetly and she keeps the conversation so light.even though shes dead and shes gone and she #is doomed to wander an odd limbo for the rest of time.and yet she seemed so at peace.i can see why arthur liked her.what happened?#what caused them to separate?arthur seems so jaded and so tired.marys company seems like such a gentle place to rest.#how did he squander such a blessing?was it a blessing?OHH what i would give to crack open their minds and peer inside.#yknow wat im runnign out of room i think so ill add a last thought here at the bottom of my tags. I AM MORE CORRECT ABT ARHTURS UGLY LOOK #I WANT THAT MAN TO BE BEASTLY AND GROSS AND STRANGE AND SCARY AND EEWWW I SEE THINGS SQUIRMING IN THE DARK.ther are bugs #LETTING HIM HAVE HOT HOT ABBS AND STUFF WAS A COP OUUTTTT LET HIS WHOLE FORM BE DISTORTED OR UR NOT A FUCKING 0 APPEARANCE BITCH #THE BONES SHIFTED BENEATH AS IF TRYING TO HATCH. MANY OTHER THINGS HATCHED ASWELL. THE DEAD IMMORTAL FLESH SOURED #TOO GRAND TO ROT BUT TOO CORRUPTED TO KEEP CLASSIC FORM. MMMONSTER MONSTER MONSTER MONSTER #oka y im not going to bed but im gonna go. uh. do miore drugs or something. maybe ill work on more jrwi stuff. or oc stuff.#i hope ur day goes swimmingly thankyou for reading my tags i love you so so so so so much

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dukeofthomas · 2 months ago

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"Angry robin" "violent robin" "misbehaving robin" shut up and accept my alternative; spunky Robin. Determined and head strong, can out-stubborn the Batman, has a strong moral-backbone and does what he thinks is right regardless of what anybody else says, Robin. Jason who was sassy and quippy and made crude jokes with a smile on his face. Jason who hid in Bruce's cape and whispered gossip to him. Jason who, if Bruce refused him something, could keep bothering endlessly until Bruce caved. And also dramatic Jason. If Bruce tells him no, it becomes a whole theatrical show; a monologue, a narration, embellishments, and falling onto the floor in his grief upon the fact his cruel father has denied him once again.

(Jason who has suffered through abuse and homelessness and poverty and starvation, who is the Fight out of Fight or Flight, who's built up defenses and walls and when pushed and triggered responds with the thing that's always protected him; anger. He's sweet and kind and funny, and when he sees a pimp hitting a prostitute he gets furious and responds with violence.)

#my dc posting #dc #jason todd #jaybin #im having so many thoughts abt jaybin and he is so important to me #in one fic he went on a hunger strike bc alfred didnt eat w them and did it for so long they had to compromise #i love a jaybin 100% willing to menace and bother batman until the man folds. as is his right #the thing abt jason's backstory is that it shows him unwilling to suffer for a home #ma gunn's is bad; he gets beat up and she tries to get him to help rob a place. so he leaves! and rats the whole thing out to batman #and shows up himself cus he didnt think he had been believed #and lets not forget the fact he hit batman with a tire iron and called him a 'big boob'!#the boy's got moxie!! let jaybin be crass and angry and sassy and flawed and traumatized without reducing him to 2d caricature of a 'troubl #d kid'#i dont like a jason who did nothing but use excessive violence and disobey orders and be cocky and all that shit #i like a jason who was. oh yknow. a complex person!! a child/teen who has been fucking abused!!!#you shouldnt erase the fact that jason's reaction/response to stressful situations and triggers IS anger #it's not an indication that he was always gonna become a criminal/red hood or whatever. get outta here w that shit #but like. let us not go so far in the other direction we forget to have him react and be affected by the abuse he's suffered #anyway. if anyone should be a drama-queen it should be jaybin. once he becomes truly comfortable w bruce he should dial it up to 11 #a lot of red hood's appeal (to me&many others) is that he is an 'imperfect' victim. meaning he is angry and flawed and doesnt suffer quietl #but is loud and obvious abt it #so when i see jaybin written as the opposite its like. man whats that about #anyway. jaybin is good and cares and wants to help and protect people. and by god if i ever see anybody writing #him having arguments with bruce about the no kill rule WHILE robin again im gonna throw hands istg-#my tags are like a hidden treasure box. most of what i say is in here lmao

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pyrosomatic-metamorphosis · 1 year ago

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his children make him apologize SO MUCH. say sorry king

#there's like 40 members on the island #that 41th subscriber is the code #cucurcho isnt subscribed to anyone but jaiden #it used to be subbed to roier but not anymore #qsmp #grimmdappyMD is dapper making a reference to his dad's career and his sister's nickname and his own scientist interests #because hes silyyyy #the cellbit and roier videos are supposed to say 'it's so over...' and 'WE'RE SO BACK' but i trusted google translate so B) we'll see #baghera's vid is 'WE SHOULDNT TRUST THE FEDERATION' and yknow what #she's right #but no yeah #badboyhalo has like #a Series of apology videos he's put out at this point #dapper stops talking to him until he's got it down #he COULD have a prerecorded rendition of 'you are my sunshine' but he makes a new cover for it every time for every vid #shape draws

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emosyzoth · 1 year ago

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tumblr user magowolor posts magolor art (CHEERING AND CLAPPIN) yup yuup mhm thats right

#once he claws his way ouy of hell after definantly learning his lesson(not true) He and i will have a summer wedding #lol idk. maybe he did learn smthn but not necessarily the lesson he should have #like to him it was probably just ok MAYBE he shouldnt try n bite off more than he can chew n get carried away #and then he finds some other way to garner attention and make his impression on othars #esp w kirby hes reeely trying to overcompensate for his past misdeeds like hehe yah im suuuuuperr nice now trust ^-^#but maybe just MAYBE theres a slight shift were hes like ok well what if i didnt want to be good just to be convincing #only Bc his past motivation and actions were all built off one lie after another. he cant even tell if these thoughts are genuine #sooo maybe his curiosity gets th better of him and he figures the only way to find out and also maybe possibly b able to form actual bonds #this time around is by commiting to actually intentionally being good and stuff #like hes not suddenly gonna try an be a complete goody two shoes and be perfect bc hes still a mischevious guy yknow but uhm. yeah. yknow #^^^oh BROTHER we got a real yapper over here -_-#kirby #magolor #krtdldx #myart

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miusato · 8 months ago

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This is why I shouldn't be near any media because I will find a way to put my ship into different clothes and possibly in different au 😤😤😤

#i was entertaining myself the idea that theyre in those cheesy 00s american teen drama yknow like #which is so funny because why tf are they in america? i am not even american???#but shh mom said i can be cringe on the internet today lol so anyway kotone is totally the popular girl #while shinji is an outcast that skips school to smoke weed #aki is idk some nerd i guess? hall monitor??? but he also in the boxing club because he gets bullied often back in primary-#so he wants to be stronger?? idk this is really just a crack idea in my head #i shouldnt be drawing this tbh i really need to do my homework zzzzz #asukart #sketch #persona 3 #persona 3 reload #persona 3 portable #persona 3 femc #kotone shiomi #minako arisato #shinjiro aragaki #shinjiham #foolmoon #00s highschool au

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anxiously-awaiting · 6 days ago

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hi his outfit is a fucking MESS rn but <3 bedi alter for your thoughts

#aaart #bedivere fgo #my sillyyyy <333 #i have . notes about him in my brain #bc i think one of bedi's best attributes is his loyalty #but his loyalty isn't him yesmanning yknow? like he's WILLING to say this is wrong you shouldnt be doing this to arthur if needbe #but bedialter is that loyalty with the morality dial broken off #he does not give a shit if his master/whoever he's aligned with is evil or bad he is loyal to them over even his own sense of right and wro #also the misconception of bedi using dark magic is a real thing and VERY recent as far as i know #ive seen a lot of people claim very specifically that bedivere used dark magic or was a sorcerer and there was a story where he almost got #burned at the stake for it but arthur swooped in and saved him #but i can say with a good bit of certainty that there's no basis for that in the 'original' arthurian 'canon' bc i've never found anything #about it with a source #i may be wrong tho i'm autistic not a medievalist so .#anyway back on track. my pookie bedialter #mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah mwah i wike him #his hair goes dark at the ends like that bc its another riot specific deep cut in that. his voice actor also acts for another white haired #character in another anime i like (konoha from mekakucity actors) and (spoilers for that ig) his character gets possessed and color swapped #so when he's possessed and getting sillay he's got dark hair and i thought it looked cute on bedi idk #i like him i might make changes here n there (and figure out his outfit more) but. im posting him now bc i think he's hot

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absurdumsid · 11 months ago

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i like the phrase "like father like son"

i hope u all know my favourite is really truly gaster

#sans oc #gaster oc #sans au #gaster au #undertale au #sid art #sid ocs #horrorpills sans #underpills sans #<- i call him auto though #underpills gaster #underangel gaster #<- hes dead #i shouldnt post on sundays but like gaster yknow #sid rb

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isa-ah · 1 month ago

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met a really cool queer stranger today that i thought was just so fucking neat i wanted to talk but if we were playing tennis they were, with the most gentle and earnest voice ive ever heard, shoving the tennis racket down my throat. every compliment or joke i made was turned away but in the sweetest way possible that made me sound like an absolute asshole lunatic. it was so scary.

#i tried so hard to be funny and nice but the way they replied to each thing i said made me feel like a scumbag LOL #ive never had that happen before. im very polite when i talk to strangers and i was being very polite then too!#i dont think they even saw it happening in realtime bc they were so calm and even keeled about it #but my god. still thinking about it. absolutely rattled me.#'ur so cool' 'oh its not the olympics. everyones cool. ur cool too' 'haha ur right yet ur still winning' 'hm. its not a competition.'#i was trying to make you laugh im sORRY i was being goofy when i said that i promise i did not say it straight #'you have so many cool tattoos' 'oh ive got a couple tattoo artist friends' 'oh thats so cool. maybe i could get a foot in the door'#like obviously as a joke but they replied gently 'you shouldnt seek friends out just to get something from them.'#NO I KNOW I KNOW IM SORRY IT HAPPENS TO ME CONSTANTLY I KNOW TRUST ME #i panicked and was like 'oh haha no i wasnt serious dont worry. im an artist so i know the feeling.' but i guess it came across as like #yknow. bc they just went 'hm.' and pulled out their phone #FUMBLED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so embarrassed #the worst part was id been talking to someone in the back who makes familiar plushies and shed set a few out #so i was talking to them while i was trying to pull up her insta to look up more info about one of the familiars #bc it looked SO FUCKING COOL and i stood there saying that to my husband right in front of them after this legendary fumble #finally pulled up the insta post for it and. they own that one. its theirs. they dressed it like that. i was so fucking embarrassed skdjfks #i wanted to look at the pricetag bc i assumed it was there bc she HADNT sold it yet #god. legendarily embarrassed.

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grecoromanyaoi · 3 months ago

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i hate how half this posts on this website r 'u shouldnt exist in public if u do ppl should b allowed to kill u' n the other half r 'its good u do literally anything n everything u want in public n if anyone has anything to say abt it they should b killed' like idk man i think its more complicated than that. i think that sometimes it depends.

#also there r different layers of public yknow #like i think there r some places u shouldnt bring ur kids n some places u shouldnt bring ur dog (service dogs r a different story). sorry.

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