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My linocut printmaking workshop has come to a close and these are my main pieces!
#thoroughly enjoyed making art with so many queer people#it really did a number on my brain (good)#I hope they are able to do more of these#linocut#printmaking#my art
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watermour + text post meme (part 26) // inspiration credit to @watermourdivorce and their top tier watermour coded reblogs
#david gilmour#roger waters#nick mason#rick wright#pink floyd#watermour#otp: our roles were complementary#text post meme#memes*#mine*#watermourdivorce#<- inspiration credit#i had to let my man roger feel some yearning here#the whole roger ‘fell first’ and david ‘fell harder’ of it all haunts me#sorry to drag y’all into this nick and rick but you are here too you deserve to be tagged#also i know i say this everytime but i am seriously done for now i promise#26 posts is a good number to stop at i’d say#i have 260 of these godforsaken things now#like someone help me#if i ever try to go for 300+ i need someone to bash my brains in with a rock#but seriously for now i am done the inspiration and motivation has left the building#and with that goodbye i am taking a nap bc i really haven’t slept in days and i did a lot of productive things today#this just wasn’t one of them skshjdksj
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recently finished good omens and now I’m sad so have fem presenting ineffable husbands
#good omens#crowley#aziraphale#aziracrow#ineffable husbands#fem crowley#fem aziraphale#fem aziracrow#neil gaiman#terry pratchett#wow#this show really did a number on my brain#like don’t do that???
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the utter betrayal i feel when people who are good at talking about media analysis talk about tf1 as if its a good movie / transformers story
then the realization you WOULD think that if the only thing youve watched is prime. SIGHS.
#basically that chunk from bayverse to aligned really warped peoples brains i hate it here#what i mean by that is like 'oh they fleshed out that thing they did in prime' well yeah. a wet paper bag could flesh out what prime did#there was no depth to the concept in prime just an idea they didnt flesh out at all. is conceptually fascinating but falls flat#but 1 does the other thing which is like... says all the things has certain scenes but has no real depth between the scenes that make sense#there sure was a movie in there that might have been good but the finished product is so by the numbers nothing#but tbh i really HATE that theres only like 10 people total who will talk about how that movie was bad. and 2 are in my house. i feel insan
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Gomzzzzz hello!!! I’ve been lurking in your blog for like, over a year now and I just wanted to say, your art is so freaking amazing and cute....the big cheeks!! I’ve always struggled with confidence in my own work, to the point where sharing anything felt almost impossible (stare at my stuff for hours only to delete them) But seeing you do your thing? I decided to try posting too. Okay it took a while but when I did I was fully expecting it to get like… 2 likes, max. But then YOU reblogged it, and my phone basically exploded. I’m not even kidding—my notifications were wild, and for the first time, I actually felt proud of something I made. It might sound silly and you probably don't know which art of mine you reblog but it really hyped me up and frankly...i found back the feel to draw again. I can't thank you enough for doing what you do, for making cod space a better and nicer place (your reblogs on others are always soooo positive and top tier)
Anyway, I’m keeping myself anonymous because, uhhh, social anxiety vibes and don’t want to overwhelm you;w; but I hope you know how much you’ve impacted people like me just by being yourself. I’m wishing you the absolute best for 2025!! zapping you with my beams to give you braincells for your school stuff
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CryING iN THE CLUB— (my room)
Shark anon, thank you for the sweetest words, I really needed this today…and I’m so proud of you for finding back the love to draw again. I hope 2025 will be a blast for you too man!! Remember to take rest and have a good year ahead
#im trying to guess who you are…#theres a few people in my head but I really cant be sure…i did text one of them to check but its unlikely#i feel like you’re right tho if u didnt remain anon i would’ve panic#LMAO#i know its weird and like hard to really like what you draw i feel ya#idk about me making the fandom space nicer im just being chaotic af tho NDJSJDJSJS BUT THANK YOU 😭#this year I’ve been digging thru the tags and trying to find more creators around and share it to everyone#give the lil boost cuz they can do so much#i started from zero its time i give some of those numbers to everyone else#bee is this u (bcuz of the face) if its u im smothering u with love gdi#urhhjjjhghhhh (rubs my face + deep breath) ok i think im good#(breathes out) nope im crying again (SOBS LOUDLY)#its the stress hsing this opportunity to release itself#ok but this is genuinely so nice of you i really cant#even word it properly without JFJSJDJS WITHOUT SCREAMING EEEEEHHHRGGGH#im gonna exPLODE#LOVE LETTER FOR ME BASICALLY#you guys are too nice 😭💛#boop#naur man this needs to be added to my pin post or somewhere so i can reread it#ask response#thanks for the ask <3#gomz having a melt down#sorry btw if this response is short my brain is still full of uni stuff i HRGH#didnt wanna make u wait either#<3#just know i’ll be thinkinf about this forever#njjrjjjnnnn *gomz melts*
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u rb’d and tagged my art as nice lines and I wanted to thank u bc that’s probably the thing I’m most self conscious about when it comes to my art and it gave me a big ol confidence boost 🫶🏻 have a nice day/night :)

hey hell yeah!!!! that's what it's all about babey!!!! that's what it's all about!!!!!!
#ask#mellow-elbow#i had to refresh my memory since i wasnt sure when you sent your ask#and like genuinely seeing your art again with that context in mind i was fucking blown away#but i get that!!! sometimes i look at older art ive rendered and think ''jeez im not sure my lighting in this is good enough''#in relation to old SFM stuff i did for a community project#but other times i look at the same art and think ''what was i talking about''#granted in the context of 3D scenes. i hate physically lighting a scene in SFM. like i know ''what to do'' but i always second guess myself#but yeah the genuine warmth in my heart checking your tags to check out your knuckles art again#sorry sometimes i read what i write and im like ''wow im saying some really corny shit'' but no really#i love the lines and the colours and shading of everything. art is so beautiful#sorry about the cat gif. or not sorry. sometimes im at a loss for words (outside of tags for some reason)#and sometimes including a gif/photo gets my brain working a little better. or something. who knows. these are the mysteries.#but anyway. genuinely that's the number 1 thing i hope for when using my tags#sometimes i worry it doesn't come across like that but im thankful it reaches through#thank you for your ask!!!!!! :)!!
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Honestly shout out to anyone who started following me before March 2020 and is still following me to this day, you're the real ones. I just did a bit of thinking and realized that the Covid era really did change/kill/fuck up just about everything for me and put me on a hamster wheel of misery that I'm only now crawling out of. Like obviously I can't blame it all on Covid because lots of things I experienced as part of that hamster wheel were results of my own decision making but honestly when the Covid lockdowns hit I instantly lost my job and also could no longer take my yoga classes multiple times a week..... So not only did I suddenly lose my source of income and the exercise routine that I'd spent years building (which is probably enough to make anyone depressed on its own), I also lost every social outlet with real people off the internet that I had at the time (other than my husband). On top of that, when everything shut down I was already dealing with a "breakup" with my former best friend of a decade that happened two weeks before then (Feb 2020, completely unrelated to Covid), which absolutely broke my heart. So I literally didn't have anyone other than my husband. So when the shutdown hit I felt incredibly lonely and disoriented. And then eventually I started to feel angry. And I think it all snowballed down from there.
My point is, if you've been following me for more than 5 years now you very likely have seen me at my worst and (unless you're hate-following me for some reason lol) I appreciate that you've stuck with me for so long even after watching me spiral into briefly becoming an angry, bitter, fat, day drinking loser bitch. Lol. I'm heading back upwards finally I think. 🩷
#healing#(granted this is not the first time ive reflected on exactly how much my life changed in 2020 but in that last post when i said its been a#really long time since ive felt so healthful. well i started thinking about it and wondering when exactly was the last time i felt so good?#and i just kept coming back to: when i was working and had a best friend id see every day and i was going to yoga classes 3x/week. i felt#healthy then. damn was i actually miserable for the whole biden administration? lol)#UGH and this is not even going into all the awful things that happened after march 2020 that absolutely did impact me (rightfully).#the sudden issues (that lasted years!!!) with my adhd meds/health insurance after years of stability with it. having to try new dosages and#meds. often in very short amounts of time. im sure that was not good for my brain.#the fact that i attended three funerals in 2020-2021 that were almost exactly 6 weeks apart. one of which was my father in law. that was a#fucking tragedy. he was such a good man and i miss him every day.#there were quite a few good things that have happened in the last few years too but my point here is: yeah no shit i was a huge mess for th#last few years lol. probably anybody would be with that barrage of sad/scary/negative things happening consistently for a number of years.
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finally actually giving in and watching hazbin hotel really did something for me. some sort of growth.
1. letting myself enjoy something that is across the board among antis and proshippers and everyone else generally considered cringe and looked down on. not letting cringe culture stop me
2. found out that most of the characters are queer where i had previously been under the impression that there were only like 2 queer characters
3. oooohhh boy they are fucked up. these bitches are terrible to each other and its SOO refreshing to have media where characters are allowed to be genuinely AWFUL people
4. the designs are fun and easy to draw and interesting!!! anf have good color palette that i like
5. its EASY to do canon divergent art/etc because so much is open ended. theres so much wiggle room to have fun
6. valentino
#rot posts#theres a lot i could say specifically abt val he did numbers on my brain ngl#edit to add tags:#also ive never seen characters done faggy in the way hazbin/helluva boss does#idk how to describe it rn but there is someyhing so specific in how some characters are done its so good#its like. the genuine open expression of queerness. not trying to be acceptable to cishets. etc.#its good its really good
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#im about to FREAK OUT bcs of my boss#like yes i'm so thankful and happy to be employed. really.#but my boss is so#it feels like he's never doing anything.... he's only in the office max 2 days per week and idk#hes just very strange#but the worst thing is that he just takes his own work and dumps it on me#which is fine in some ways! like i sometimes just sit around with no work to do#so then it's good to have something to do#but today... not only did i already have a shit ton of work to do but#he tells me to book a hotel for a conference they're having ?? and that's not even near what's in my work description??????#(i basically just do numbers rn. i sit with spreadsheets and move numbers around and stuff like that)#and the worst part is that he told me i cant email them... i must call........#and i get that this sounds super silly to those who don't have a fear of speaking on the phone but#it makes me freak the f out#i cant even talk on the phone with my parents. or my brother. or a friend. like genuinely just no i cant#it brings out so so much anxiety in me#i get dizzy just thinking about it#and again this is really really not even similar to anything in my job description ???? i wouldn't have signed up if i knew i had to do thi#and when i have things that i need to do but i physically cant then my brain just goes into pause mode and i don't do anything at all#instead of doing one of the many things i *could* do (like write an email anyway)#there's just no way im gonna be able to call but idk what my boss is gonna think if i mail.... because he specifically said that i must cal#rrGGG im just so frustrated!!!!!#and i needed to get this out.... soz for the rant#i just think i would cry (genuinely) if i were to make that call#alSO BECAUSE THE INSTRUCTION IS SO UNCLEAR LIKE ALWAYS WITH THIS GUY#I DONT EVEN UNDERSTAND WHAT IM SUPPOSED TO DO#gonna go drink a lot of water so i dont cry now 👍 sorry bye
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throughout the series of drake and josh it pretty consistently implies that josh nichols is a christian (josh peck is jewish) and in the finale of the series helen (played by yvette nicole brown, not jewish[?]) is portrayed as a practicing jew
#i dont have a problem w either of those things necessarily i just find it interesting#if i had to guess. drake and josh was a mainstream that didnt wanna touch on religion generally#but josh was kind of a dork and usually when josh's religious beliefs are implied it is in dorkish ways#such as praying and thanking the lord after he has his first kiss.#but since dan schneider is jewish perhaps he wanted to make helen have a jewish wedding in the finale?#not that there needs to be a reason. but u do notice occasional jewish-related jokes in d&j but none of them are what you could call#offensive. in good faith that is. 'eric is a pacifist' 'i thought he was jewish?' like come on#text post#i have been rewatching drake and josh recently and i have had so many thoughts#im almost done. i just have left that stupid dance episode that they premiered last for the stupid reason#of a special dance-themed premiere night in fall 2007. they premiered the third episode of icarly and a new zoey 101 on the same night#which i think is so stupid. they should've aired really big shrimp last. it messed w my understanding of the series at the time lol#i remember not really knowing that the show was ENDING. like i knew icarly was starting & miranda was doing that#i thought really big shrimp was like just another special like go hollywood.#and then like two days later they premiered the helicopter episode for some reason#and i was like why is drake not famous in this. he just had a number 1 song in a superbowl commercial#and then a month later the dance one. which. if anything is satisfying about that as a final episode it's just that#that unnamed girl from the blues brothers episode who is obsessed w drake shows up again and congratulates them#and the very final line of the series is 'who is she?' because. because really who IS she?#that's a funny enough throwback to wrap things up with i suppose#drake and josh wasn't a highly serialized show so i can see how they could air those after the intended finale and act like it didn't matte#but i have to tell you it did fuck with my brain a bit at the time. lol. i still think of those episodes as having 'happened' after#and on paramount plus those episodes are still placed after really big shrimp. the injustice#but thats kinda messy. what a weird way to end such an influential and popular sitcom#season 4 had a few lowpoints while still also having some VERY solid episodes.#idk. ill have to continue my series review another time im getting way too longwinded here#helen dubois is jewish
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I’m like 30 or so episodes into my rewatch of Fairy Tail and I have some thoughts.
Mostly, I’m not sure how much I would actually like this series if I didn’t have such intense nostalgia for it. That’s kind of a moot point to wonder, though. I mean, there’s no way to actually… answer that question.
A lot of it is dragged down heavily by a lot of sexualization— something I’m aware only gets worse as the series goes on, as well as the feeling the series is constantly going… LOOK LOOK LOOK DON’T LOOK AWAY BRIGHT COLOURS FLASHY MOVEMENT CRAZY MAGIC NO BRAKES
I’m also watching the sub this time, whereas my first watch was the dub. I thought maybe the voices I wasn’t used to might pull me out of it, but that’s not the case. I’m actually enjoying the sub way more. Even if Happy is voiced by the same voice actress who did Kagura in Gintama, which keeps catching me every time I look away from the screen.
I just wish… there were less characters,,, who had the character trait ‘Extremely Horny’ for woman. I mean, the scene I have on right now is a bunch of childhood friends reuniting, and one of them just has to make the comment “you’ve gotten a lot more voluptuous since we last met”. Ugh. Gross.
I’m also not sure if this is was a dub change, or, uh, just me being completely oblivious the first go, but there’s a lot more gay subtext than I remember. Like, a lot of women keep saying things about other women that like… chief
What else…. I’m still very fond of the characters. I remember not being huge on Gray, but I’m actually really enjoying him this time around. I’m not sure if it’s purely the voice actor change, or if it’s the case that he gets like. unbearably edgy later on. We’ll see, I guess.
#mobbtalks#apparently the va for Lucy also did nobume in gintama? but that ones way harder to place#nobume has a very distinct muted style of speech that Lucy doesn’t have at all#so there not much like. Uhhh. crossover#Natsu remains to be number one guy supreme but I am actually really enjoying everyone else#Erza has some really good gags#like the filler episode where they fight a sentient village for food (long story) and Erza carved up like. a house snake fish thing#takes a bite. and silently offers it over to Lucy. Lucy is like ‘well it must be fine since Erza doesn’t mind’ and she takes a bite and it’s#fucking AWFUL#it’s a series with a lotta ups and downs is what I’m tryna get across I guess#I can definitely pick out some things that it manifested in my brain though#I remember not liking the final handful of arcs very much so I might not even watch those… eh. see where the fancy takes me
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after a week at a proper university for the first time in literal years, i am once again reminded that learning is fun but the other students can be Annoying
#personal#it's not their fault they're just gen z students living in washington#it's bound to be a nightmare to anyone who has spent time in the real world#also in general the people i've interacted with most have been older than me these last few years#cuz nobody's hiring college students on campaigns#i'm the exception to the rule because i'm apparently incredibly good at what i do#this unforch means tho that my exposure when it comes to in person contact has been actual grown up and not hippie dippie teenagers#and sometimes the hippie dippie teenagers say Things#that kid asking 'why are we condoning this' about greek mythology incest really did a number on my brain was dealt psychic damage
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Maybe I need to stop engaging with stories in times of great stress, I'm sensing a common factor here.
#last time i got balls to the walls insane was when I read Dreamcatcher some Christmases ago. well problem number one#i read the book in December. December is no good very bad nothing but death month. I'm very stressed out by nature when December approaches#it's like a minefield of death anniversaries and January isn't much better.#second problem was I was freshly out of hysterectomy surgery and that usually messes you up a little#and as i said i got pretty insane#before that I got that insane about Varney from Castle//vania. and i got insane during New Year's. problem number 1 it was New Year's#problem number 2 i was insane because i was spending the whole week or so with the person I loved at the time#or at least a part of me did#i actually wasn't irregularly insane about Be//los btw. that is and bas always been a regular level of insanity for me. okay yeah i have a#Banjolele named after him but like. that's still more normal than what i do with the rest. i don't sleep with a stuffed animal i sleep#holding the goddamn Dreamcatcher book. listen i sleep soundly that way ok. but yeah my point is I'm actually fairly#regular abou- ok wait no. just remembered that I started studying Religious Studies because of him. nvm.#ok actually i have no idea what that was supposed to be. the only stress factors i can sense are graduation and my mother.#which to be fair might be enough. i mean. i did essentially live in a cult when i lived with her.#but anyway yeah my point is maybe i shouldn't have started listening to The Si//lt Ver//ses when experiencing 100000000 q#*%#of stress. like wow. damn who could have expected little old completely#unmedicated chronic pain experiencing stressed out waiting-for-a-diagnosis-the-way-you-wait-for-execution me to get completely#and utterly insane about a random character?#watch me need to pause an episode every minute or so because my brain goes haywire whenever a certain character is on-screen#my brain just starts to behave like a really excited golden retriever. i imagine this is what crack cocaine feels like.#so i actually need to pause the episode every once in a while and wait for my organism to calm down#this is literally how I had to read Dreamcatcher after a certain point
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... Seeing them all lined up is quite satisfactory isn't it.
#caved. caved so so hard.#i was last day andying the event as i am want to do#and Caleb's outfit has a tramp stamp. and i just went oooh baby okay one cheeky 10 pull haha#and. i got one of Sylus's standard lunars in one pull. and then i was like well. now the Caleb is guaranteed. do i. do i go for it?#and i calculated how much i needed to hit pity but by the time i realized i did it wrong it was to late so I just kept on trucking#(its 1 am my math brain wasn't exactly working okay >_>)#so like. did i spend more then i intended? yeeaaahhhh >_>#but like. i think its fine. i REALLY like having a set of my oshis. all in all my luck was good. (160ish for all 3 + the standard Sylus)#so like. yes i miss having 21k diamonds. i miss it dearly. but im satisfied#hopefully this will stave off the desire for a set of 3 in the future (at least for a while) its costs sooo much 😭😭😭#i'm interested to see if the card stories are set in the au or the actual game timeline.#Caleb's was really really good (reason number 2 besides the tramp stamp i wanted the card) so i would not hate to see more of that version#post: pull#game: love and deepspace
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A final letter

Hello Everyone!
The queue is paused and everything is scheduled, which means we are ready for the finale!
I know that, in the end, this was just a silly side project for me, with everything else going on in my life. But for this occasion, I wanted to drop some words here and hope they make sense.
I started watching LMK only because a friend told me there was a "Sonadow-coded" ship. I ended up consuming the entire thing in one sitting on July 10th, 2024. At the time, I was still recovering from a bike accident that had left me with a broken right forearm—unable to draw for a little over a month. (I did try drawing with my left finger, but it wasn't exactly fun.)
Not only that, but it was summer, and I couldn’t enjoy the season or practice my main sport, windsurfing. To say I was feeling the blues is an understatement. I remember being in physical pain just from not being able to draw my sillies. But then, watching LMK did something to my brain chemistry that my little undiagnosed autistic self had never experienced before. It hit so hard that I’ve been physically unable to rewatch the show SINCE that very first day. (And y’all still call me the CEO of this fandom. Bro, I just work here.)
A lot of you have asked what inspired me to start this comic or to draw LMK fan art in the first place. While my usual answer is, "I saw Shadowpeach and thought MK could be their lovechild, given his appearance," the moment that actually started it all was THIS ONE—
(I HAD TO REWATCH THIS SCENE TO MAKE THE GIF AND IT HURT ME ON A MOLECOLAR LEVEL)
I have… a thing for characters who discover their entire identity was something else all along. It consumes my thoughts, my dreams, my every waking moment. I live for identity crises, for characters who thought they knew who they were, only to be forced to rediscover themselves, their existence, and their place in the world. If you give me a story where a character has to go through that, I will like it—regardless of how bad the rest of the story is.
Pair that with loads of trauma, daddy issues, the pressure of a legacy, and world-ending stakes, and congrats! Now I’m obsessed, and I will not stop thinking about it for the rest of my days!
At first, my brain just wanted to release some of that energy with a small, four-panel post about the monkeys discovering that MK was technically their kid.
That was supposed to be it.
But since I never seem to learn my lesson, it didn’t stay like that. Because once I started drawing, I just... continued.
And
I
never
stopped.
A lot of you have also asked how I found the motivation to draw so much, to never take a break. Well, I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it one last time: I am my number one fan. No matter how much you laughed, cried, screamed, or went feral over this story, I did all of that and more. Because I got to think about the chapters months before they released. I got to daydream about them. I got to watch them come to life—first through sketches, then line art, then dialogue. And finally, I got to witness your reactions and see the incredible creations you made, inspired by my story.
So yeah, in a way, it was almost an addiction. A good addiction. Because, for the first time in my life, I actually understood what loving art means.
I’ve been drawing for ten years, working professionally for five, but I never loved art before. I just liked it because I happened to be good at it. But creating this comic made me understand why artists say, "Oh, I’ve loved drawing since I was a child!" This was the first time I allowed myself to create purely for my own enjoyment. Something I hadn’t had the privilege to do for a long time.
Other than making me feel even more single than I already was, this story somehow also helped me a little with my own family relationships. So yeah. Crazy how the gay monkeys changed my life.
Of course, I never could have predicted how much traction my AU would gain. Man, y’all were really starving to latch onto something this silly. /j
But yeah—thank you. Thank you for sticking around until the end, for having the patience and trust to follow the story even when I made you rage with angst and cliffhangers. (The statement in my bio still stands: I am not responsible for any physical or emotional damage my art has caused.)
I’m absolutely shit at thanking people, or at writing, or at talking in general, honestly. I’m the furthest thing from being good with words, so I hope the final chapter will be enough to show you my gratitude.
Through this story, I met so many wonderful, talented people. I watched as fans across different platforms found each other through memes and fanart of the AU. I saw artists start their own AUs inspired by mine, growing their own communities. I witnessed an explosion of creativity and collaboration through our takeovers. And I laughed along with you all.
And yeah—at its core, this story has always been about love. Whether it’s platonic, sibling, parental, romantic, or whatever the hell Mac and Wukong had going on for millennia.
At its heart, it’s a story about family.
And maybe, in the end… the real family wasn’t just the one in the comic, but the one we’ve found together along the way. 💛
See you all at the finale.
Love you all, freaks /affectionate
Jade
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friend is just a word



In which: you’re drunk off your ass and accidentally mistake formula one driver for a friend.
Pairing: oscar piastri x fem!reader
warnings: excessive alcohol consumption, not proofread😵💫
an: TYSM FOR 600 FOLLOWERS🥳🥳🥳

The music was blasting, light flares obstructing your vision while you tried to stumble back to your friends on weakening legs. The drink in your hand kissed the rim off the glass every now and then, but you hadn’t spilt any of it.
Your shoulder bumped into another, and you went to apologize, but your thoughts were thrown off by his familiar face.
If his face was familiar, he had to be a friend. Right?
A hand of yours gripped onto his shoulder for stability. He eyed the hand with a raised brow, but neglected to verbally question it.
It felt like your brain was trying to communicate with you, but it couldn’t penetrate the fog caused by the alcohol. “I didn’t know you were here!” His brown hair flopped when he flinched away from you, your voice far too loud for his ears to bare. “How have you been?! I feel like I haven’t seen you in forever!”
“Uh, good. I guess?” You didn’t catch his nervous glances.
“That’s amazing! You know, I’ve been meaning to tell you that I got that call back about the job with sky sports.”
He raised his brows in interest. “Oh really? What for?” His head cocked to the side.
“A second interview! I didn’t even know they did second interviews. I thought it was just one and done!” You laughed, an irregular high-pitched sound.
By now, Oscar was quite sure you weren’t aware of who he really was. Just that you thought you knew him. “Probably so they know you won’t bother the drivers.”
You feigned offense. “What! I would never do such a thing!”
Ironic, Oscar thought, you’re kind of doing it right now. But he didn’t really care. He actually found it kind of amusing.
He chuckled. “No, I’m sure you’d never bother them.”
You folded over in laughter. He didn’t even know he said anything funny. “Oh, you are too funny, Oscar!” You pretended to wipe a tear.
Strangely, that action might’ve brought you to your senses.
“Piastri.” Was the only word you spoke. It sat on the fringes of inaudible.
The panic that washed over your features was too humorous. He couldn’t not grin.
And then you went white. “I’m so sorry. I thought- oh, god.” You hid your face behind your hand. “I did not mean to bother you. I thought you were one of my friends.”
Oscar only chuckled. “I figured. No worries. It was pretty funny to watch.”
Maybe, just maybe, a part of him was glad it was him and not some other random guy in the bar.
“I’m gonna- yeah I’m gonna go back to my actually friends now.” You rambled. “Sorry!” A squeak.
The conversation didn’t end when you left, because then he had to return to his own party. Lando made fun of him for it.
“Awe! Osco finally found a girlfriend!” He teased, earning a head shake from Oscar.
“She was just drunk.” He waved off.
But lando wouldn’t let up. The whole night, he made off handed comments. He pointed her out anytime he saw her. And at one point,
“I’m gonna go talk to her. Be a wingman.” He flashed Oscar a toothy, mischievous grin and winked at him. Before Oscar could object, he was off.
You were laughing your ass off at something one of your friends said when a slightly slurred, British voice interjected. “Hey girls!” He greeted the group, a bright smile, before turning his gaze to you. “Hi.” He repeated, trying not to laugh at your overly shocked expression. “You see that guy in the blue shirt? Yeah, he wants your number but is too much of a pussy to ask for it himself, so here I am.” He explained with copious amounts of amusement.
Your brain took a minute to catch up with him. “Uh, uhm- yeah. Sure. I guess. Uh.” You scrambled to find something to write on and write with. “I have no paper.”
“Right.” Lando handed you his phone, open to the notes app. He couldn’t stop grinning as your fingers fumbled to type in your number, and when he said his goodbyes, and when he returned to Oscar.
“Got it. You can thank me by making me your best man.” He shrugged, too cocky for how easy the situation was.
“Yeah, whatever.” Oscar dismissed, but he took the number and saved it in his phone anyway.
He made a mental note to call you tomorrow, after your inevitable hangovers faded away.

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