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horsemotifs · 4 months ago

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Loch took that literally

#the white lotus #saxloch #as far as we see lochy was hoping for something to happened since the shared room scene #and viewing saxons actions from lochys view who WANTS to see it it looked like 5 episodes of teasing/#/leading lochy on #then saxon makes this speech and its like a confirmation for lochy to go for it. he sees the biggest opportunity he can get #also especially in a party scene where everyone is drinking its a moment everyone knows its easiest to do something that might end up with #rejection/humiliation #i think lochy def played his best cards and planned to confess/do something since choosing saxon over piper at the port #in a “i think something could happen tonight and i will try my best that it does” kind of way #but i dont think hes planned and manipulated and purposely teased saxon the whole time #he IS shy and the way that he is. but he sees an opportunity and wants to take it knowing its now or never #especially with saxon being his brother. they know and trust each other. its easier to be confident once he isnt immediately rejected #instead of like with a stranger he cant read #and if anyones easy to read its saxon #that doesnt make loch a coercive scheming manipulator. i hate that people read it that way when saxons speech basically tells u the opposite

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it-me-butts · 1 month ago

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I'm free! But also:

Back in the fucken building xD

#mass effect #mass effect legendary edition #mass effect trilogy #mass effect books and comics #I have to admit I never read any of the books or comics #but I will now #mass effect insanity run #I'm playing on easier and whooooo boi does it feel really easy xD #I think I'm gonna attempt to 100% ME andromeda next #wish me luck #this was a crazy but also nice ride #I am really inspired to do fanart and fanfics for my Shep and her space wife #if I ever do: get ready because I'm a sucker for the Children of Rannoch mod #Children of Rannoch #I just think they are really neat #commander shepard #tali'zorah vas normandy #I love them

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skunkes · 2 years ago

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Nooooo that sad little smunkler has broken my heart! Wtf Talon stop being so mean to him for no reason!!! >:[

its okay, he just has bad days sometimes

#skunk mail #Anonymous #a doodley #because i gave talon so many of my traits its easy for him to get into ''i couldve been Like You if things had gone better'' mindset #even if it isnt rational #so sometimes things will be going good but he'll just get so mad with smunker for no reason #like smunker will just get too excited about something and he gets frustrated for reasons he cant understand #the thing is al is really good at shutting him down if he gets mean because al is a bit more secure #smunker is the much easier target for his bursts of Upset #but he's neutral positive most days...talon CAN be gentle and he can slip into gentle so easily too #he tries to apologize in his own way often and says he is trying #he's just not well adjusted... he has mood swings and self sabotages when he's finally shown so much care #and smunker is patient with him to their own detriment #(talon has even insulted him about this and caused massive upset - and then he regrets it)#dis is just recent development... we will see how things change ^_^#he's being nice to me right now but i never know how long it'll stick #its almost like he just doesnt want to be happy but i cant tell if he does it on purpose or not yet #pushing others away maybe?? but it also seems like he's just at the whim of his emotions half the time #gotta look further

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ilovetv99 · 5 months ago

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thinking about ch0mpkin's evil evbo post (evilbo, if you will) and going "How can I align this with My Interests (the axes)" and the answer is Very easily actually

#thoughts in tags.....#when the cookie crumbles #pciv #pvp civilization #you know. evbo leaving behind everything he knows for his friend and going along with The Plan #constantly telling himself its for the greater good its for the greater good #but the longer he goes on the worse it gets #and both tabi and clown force him to stop diagetically monologuing somehow because otherwise he'll blow their cover #so he just gets quieter and quieter and withdraws more and more #to the point where even tabi is thinking like “damn maybe i Should've killed him in sword civ...” but he's here now #another thing is i think evbo would 100% buy and sneak another video journal machine out and when tabi finds out she Flips Her Lid #clown is less concerned because he wasn't With them so he doesn't know like tabi does that he spends So Much Time On This Shit #not knowing that (like minute said) video journaling is the biggest reason evbo is able to take in so much new info and maintain himself #and if they straight up take it away from him he's going to get Even Worse #i think clown doesn't see it as much of an issue despite tabi's major objections because he'd literally be talking about their plan On Air #and that tape goes somewhere and is Seen by someone (plus if someone else sees their cover is gone cuz video journals are sword only)#but in his eyes that means the only people who will ever see it are the diamond swords in their ivory tower who can't leave anyways #so why worry? if anything it shows them what they're (the axes) doing to their (the swords) little golden boy and they can't stop it #another thing i thought about is that they would definitely hold killing evbo over his head like. Constantly #and evbo's fear of dying isn't the same because he never died to tabi's axe so he doesn't know zam is waiting for him (which is also funny)#so instead it takes a spin of tabi saying “ill kill you and let you respawn in sword civ and you'll stay there with your regrets”#because even if zam Wasn't still waiting for him he kinda ditched the diamond swords so uh... kinda lost your sense of kinship there #a-NOTHER point of interest: guardfriend #since guards can access all civilizations they'd definitely want to take advantage of his connections and relation with evbo #especially since unless evbo spills the beans he most likely wouldn't know the eternal sword was taken and tabi is the one who took it #let alone that she (and clown by extension‚ but to throw off suspicion he doesn't show up around guard) is a natural born axr #so they can defo use what trust those two have to get places easier #but if he ends up getting in the way... [makes a chopping gesture across my throat]#could even do it in Front of evbo as an example of what happens to those who stand between them and their mission #holy shit this is the first time ive ever hit 30 tags. wtf

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hermitsdump · 30 days ago

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does impulsive tattoo shock migraine out or do I need to waterboard myself first

#it will probably come back immediately as long as I'm n that room bc the fucking vape/synthetic body scent will not fucking leave no matter #what I do. I'm going to take my giant plushies outside when it's dry and sunny enough and HOPE that helps bc I need them to keep my joints #in place when I have to sleep on the floor and thankfully I can avoid migraines in my loft bed but that also means taco steve is banned to #the floor which was my fucking safe place and like. where I work on everything #I'm not going to fucking tattoo myself in a loft bed #bc I will keep hitting my head on the ceiling and it's not a good setup anyway #I'm already fucking sore from when the heavy table we do not need knocked everything off of this stupid shelf I wanted to replace :):)#like I am fucking begging my roommate for help but she's never here unless it's to ask for MY help and then I'm burned out from carrying her #shit up stairs etc and sometimes I do tell her I cannot do this you need to call someone else. and it's only fair that I get stuck w all the #fkn housework bc I cannot work but it sends me into flares where my JOINTS FALL OUT and I have a fever for days?? and IF she would just let #me go back on the one medication then I might actually be able to work again. but I can't elaborate on that bc I don't want to be completely #homeless and so now I'm fucking. I can't do anything and it rly does feel like death before detransition #how am I supposed to fucking live with this #like I'm just realizing this week that I AM incredibly dysphoric without t and I hate it so much but I'm. also putting the function of my #body above all else so it seemed like I just need this for my health. physical health. mental is a lot easier to deal w at this point for me #but genuinely if I did not believe in quantum immortality I would have found a way out #do I think I can or should give myself this tattoo absolutely not #but I can't work out and I need an outlet and I need the pain and mutilation in some responsible way #and also this makes me a lot less dysphoric so #as long as I don't go too far I can have it touched up later. or just scarification border I think that would be neat too #maybe idk actually I think that should be saved for doll joints but whatever

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nyt1ba · 22 days ago

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Now that it's brought up again on discord I need it here as well, Adam is the Nanny McPhee/ Mary poppins of his world with how many pockets he has on him, HIS BACKPACK ALONE SPEAKS FOR ITSELF

#* ooc.#// and if you look at his pockets it looks like he has things stored in there as well #// and he has so much strapped on him from ammo to MORE pockets #// joking aside he does need all the storage space he can get #// it's easier while scavenging to just take the item in store it in a pocket #// and the Tetrapod is this big because he needs to transport bigger parts around #// but when I say this man weighs like a boulder I'm not joking #// now ask him for a bowling ball and look at him while he fishes one out from his backpack #// why does he have it ? You never know #// he's organized too he knows where everything is JXJSJDJJD

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renleyca · 11 months ago

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I think.. this is so embarrassing but so funny. I'll just put it in the tags.

Post warning for me being a nonbinary afab person. Those who get it will get it.

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adore-gregor · 2 months ago

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Ooof

Looking at old posts, sometimes you just ask yourself what was I thinking 😅

#only then you realize maybe i did change a bit #i'm feeling embarassed about some of the things i said #maybe i really was an insufferable person at times 😅#but maybe that retrospective opinion is also normal #i really really should have worded some things better #altough i still stand with some of my opinions but i definetly would argue in a different way #like god was i overdramatic i know i might still be sometimes today but not as much #i feel like now i'm much more logical and level headed in comparisson also in how i try to get my point accross #and i got so worked up over things i got no control over like yeah sure some things may be very unfair but you have to move on #like i still feel my rants about gregor's treatment from ösv and it makes me very upset when i think about how it ended #but at the end of the day there's no way you could influence such decisions in any way altough ranting helps yes #but like now in football if i get worked up over some coaches decisions which harm my team in my opinion ... yeah frustrating but ...#i can't change it #or some athlete who is hard done by their club or whatever no matter how unfair it might be i can do nothing #can only hope they make the best of their situation but ultimately no things i have no controll over are sth i should think abt all day #doesn't mean i never get upset ... i still do sometimes very much but i'm much better at distancing myself from these things after some time #tbf it does help gregor my alltime favourite isn't involved anymore but i still believe i would act differently #like yeah some things sucked but he was a more than capable and great athlete and smart person who had to deal with all that stuff -#and i could do nothing about all the things i felt were unfair #also not just related to these things i remember in school i blamed my teachers sooo much for bad grades #i had some really bad teachers one who i am sure disliked me but i underestimated the hand i played in this #like sure she was all that but i completely put all blame on her and convinced myself there was nothing i could have done better #when now i know SURELY i could have studied more bc i really didn't know what studying a lot even meant in school #i was so lazy and also instead of trying to make an effort to get on my teachers good side like hers i just thought it's pointless anyway #... thinking to myself she won't ever like me no matter what i do ... not that i'm the person now to kiss up to others but just be polite #and put in your best effort it does wonders ... like if your uni professors like you makes life sm easier and getting better grades as well #or extensions on papers lol #i almost did the opposite in school i was not outright rude or smth but i don't think i was very good at hiding my dislike for here #well anyways #besides also so many of things i liked and hobbies i had i really couldn't imagine having this life anymore 😅

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drewlypso · 5 days ago

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i was thinking too hard about utdr and started thinking about how the difference between player and character being highlighted can also be commentary on how children (queer children in this case) are often mistreated and not seen as their own person

#just. thinking too hard #i dont think ive ever seen frisk or chara w a specific gender but after deltarune i like explicitly read them as non binary #or ive never thought of them as explicitly non binary until after deltarunes release #and just thinking like thats been there the whole game #whole time ** i mean #why are players so insistent on saying a characters a blank slate instead of their own character #when the game makes it clear that frisk is their own person (i think the 'whats ur name? oh frisk?' reveal was big but maybe thats just me)#and chara we get to name sure but we literally never play as them when they were alive #ik they appaear in one of the endings but like. still #again theyre only like that because of the players actions #but their actions pre game are very clear and defined and had nothing to do w us #and after kris' whole deal in deltarune its clear that toby fox is drawing such a distinct line bw you the player and kris the human #and idk. just how often queer childrens identity isnt respected and how they often arent seen as being able to make their own choices #gender identity specifically in this climate #and also the symbolism (?) of like sure you can name something and guide them and lead them through the world and keep them alive #but that doesnt mean they are. automatically you. they are their own person #im rambling #like the tags arent even well written lol. its fine this isnt an essay #but. this is something that is inherent to how ppl view all children i think #(the idea that kids arent their own person but just an extension of their parents. which is obvs wrong)#but i think the queer aspect is really important to it in this case. like kris/frisk/charas pronouns are so disrespected because they all #use they/them. if they used any other pronouns people would probably have an easier time realizing theyre all distinct people #and the fun gang all being like. queer kids in a small town finding joy in their own dark world/diff forms of escapism #like them being queer kids is rlly important i feel like #ralseis not like. canonically queer. but he like. gives off those vibes idk #the people r saying hes gender non conforming #okay this is way too rambly now #goodbye #okay i dont think this culminates into anything story wise. but if it does. theory: this culminates in a big part of the ending being a #cutscene where we just watch kris and dont even play. bc they dont need us to do things. like ending of homestuck style. its a movie/video

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orcelito · 13 days ago

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LARPing as a productive and clean adult is Going Well! Cleaned and set up the cat food/water station, then cleaned their litter box (and even SWEPT afterwards!!!!). Also brought in all the new stuff, & the dishes r set aside for now, but i went and washed all the towels... and FOLDED them after!!! And for the kitchen towels I bought, i even set one out in the kitchen!!! Hung on the handle of the oven like a normal person!!!! I may even dry my hands after using the kitchen sink instead of just letting them drip dry or wiping them on my clothes!!!!!

Having in-unit laundry is helping a Ton honestly. While my previous apartment had the laundry room in-building and it was next to my unit so I didnt even have to walk far for it, I still had to worry about quarters and all that business. And about grabbing my clothes from the washer and dryer as soon as they were done. It was an entire Production every time. But now, I can just toss some shit in the wash and get to it when I get to it. Still don't want it to sit for more than a few hours at the most in the wash, but theres still wiggle room!! And i did a 2nd load for blankets, put them in the dryer... and now im in bed!! Blankets still in the dryer, bc it doesnt matter!!! I will fold them tomorrow and they can stay in there for now. And since I don't have to pay per cycle, if my clothes arent entirely dry after the cycle ends, I can just put them in for a little bit longer!!!! No longer have to fucking hang dry my clothes on my bathroom shower curtain rod the rest of the way!!! Dry clothes every time!!!!!!

It's freeing. It makes it a lot easier to Do Stuff. And it's really really nice.

#speculation nation #i also did a little rearranging of my furniture in my spare bedroom. it rly does accomplish the vibes well #of being functionally a spare/guest bedroom while also being a. study of sorts. im mostly gonna use it for stuff i dont want my cats #to bother me for. like lego building or if i pick up dice making. also so i can keep plants that are mildly toxic to them #never gonna keep anything that could outright kill them just in case they do manage to get in #but there r loads of plants that can make cats sick if they eat them that i couldnt easily keep. bc tally is a fucking plant eater #and june likes to chew on anything in front of her. sometimes this includes plants.#but there r plants id LIKE to keep that would make them sick... like geraniums #which wont kill a cat but will make them sick if they eat it. and so having it sectioned off where the cats arent supposed to get to it #is the best way to accomplish that. also i can probably keep some plants outside. i DO have a table out on my patio for this now #it used to be my coffee table and then TV table. but it's a metal and glass table. i think it was originally intended to be an outdoor tabl #it served its makeshift jobs well. but now i own a proper coffee table. so the outdoor table is now where it belongs. outdoors.#im like legit nervous about anyone trying to steal it bc theres rly nothing stopping someone from it if they decide to.#but it's been a solid day and a half and it's still there... a good sign... and it'd be less likely to be stolen if it's got plants on it..#anyways my goals for tomorrow will be to do another run from my apartment (since i didnt do that today)#including packing up my plants (i just left them in the windowsills there lol) and bathroom essentials and kitchen stuff #i also wanna sort out my kitchen Here. which will include clearing the counters of boxes and lego sets #bc i just kinda dropped them in there so theyd be out of the way. but now i dont have open counterspace. kinda cramping my style.#my current dish drying rack is kinda... grody. so im gonna assess whether i think it's reasonably salvageable.#clean it if so. toss it and get a new one if not. and in the meantime i can set dishes to dry on a towel laid out on the counter #but to do THAT. well i need counter space. and thus it comes full circle. id like to make it easier to wash dishes.#tho to set the lego sets elsewhere i need to have my furniture positionings finalized. at least somewhat.#so furniture arranging... also a goal... AND ALSO i need to head to home depot to buy some boxes and look at shower heads #im a busy bee!!!! so much to be done!!!! and this past day was mostly a rest day. didnt wanna leave my apartment.#but my 'rest' day was still spent doing a lot of cleaning and arranging things 😂😂 but it's kinda wild how much im able to do #like theres still SO MUCH to be done. but im doing it. i feel like im getting peeks into what it's like to be neurotypical.#cant stay up much longer tonight if i wanna make the most of tomorrow... i ALSO wanna go bowling lol #if im feeling up to it. we'll see.#i also trimmed my nails today and took a nap :3 im keeping busy and taking care of myself.#not been on tumblr much bc of it all but i shall continue to chat about what ive been up to. bc im proud of what ive accomplished.

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ilovecoffeeandchemistry · 7 months ago

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what if i faked my own death

#i bet life would get so much easier... no more debts.......#i wonder if grandma would be sorry for saying all this mean shit to me #i know it's a very childish and petty thought but i just can't help it #'oh grandma am i too fat for your liking? well guess what now i'm DEAD under mysterious circumstances and they never found my body!!'#'do i look good enough for you now?? am i finally beautiful in your eyes grandma??'#god i don't even know why do i care so much!! i shouldn't give a fuck abt her opinion #but it's so painful #she used to be my best friend #my second mom if you will #she taught me so much she shaped me as a person i used to adore her and want to be like her #but now it's only constant judgement #we don't even have much to talk about #i'm grieving the person she used to be before grandpa died and everything suddenly changed #...why does it feel so good to vent in these tags. what kind of magic is this. i like it #anyway thanks for coming to my very sad ted talk #i'll be alright i'm just on my period and i'm very sad and angry rn

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phagodyke · 4 months ago

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was just saying to my friend that since my period is due next weekend I probably won't be able to hang out bc it'll be difficult to walk from my room to the bathroom let alone like. to the station anyway just suddenly became aware that the continuous cramps I get in this stage of my cycle have been slowly increasing in intensity the last few hours so we may be on course for a week earlier start than usual. locking down all defenses rn......🚨🚨🚨🚨

#i always try and mentally prepare for how much its gonna suck dick and balls but every time it actually starts im caught off guard #i hate being in agonising pain i dont wanna have to do it!!!!!#not as if anyone likes being in agonising pain anyway but still..... i mean if it does start tn that would definitely explain a lot #like the insane insecurity ive been having. and other symptoms. but it should be too early i didnt even ovulate that long ago #whatever man theres no rhyme or reason to it i should know that by now. the worst part is gonna be feeling alone when im in pain #well no its not the worst part is the pain but emotionally the loneliness is gonna wreck me i can never prepare enough for it #my problem is that i get extremely needy in pain it makes me feel like a fucking toddler. but i cant allow myself to be around ppl for #comfort and reassurance bc it gets so overwhelming im not able to maintain the usual rules n boundaries i have to follow #i mean im needy anyway all the time but at least i work hard to keep myself in check so i dont cross other ppls boundaries #losing that inhibition is just bad for everyone involved and really embarrassing for me so its easier to just suck it up and feel shite #and i get soooo tearful and easily upset over the stupidest shit like even if i can keep a lid on it and not throw myself at everyone #i get so jealous over other ppl being able to express themselves or getting comfort that i get fucking nauseous i cant be in the room #it makes me want to dieeee its dumb as fuck. anyway my point is. well i dont know what my point is actually #it might be best for me to skip next weeks plans anyway bc ill work myself into a fucking tizzy abt it in my post period exhaustion #i cant third wheel my friends while im in a state like that its too much. its hard enough third wheeling on a regular day anyway #like ok i get it u guys are much closer n have different boundaries w each other than u do w me. thats cool. please dont make me watch #when im feeling wretched and want things worse than normal. ugh anyway sorry ruminating again. i tried #just really anxious abt the pain properly starting but i know theres no avoiding it. oh well. ill take some painkillers in advance #i have some leather repair to work on and then i might draw a bit. and then back to cooking i have brisket slow cooking rn #so fingers crossed thatll take my mind off spiralling. sniffs pathetically #wait i need to go blind bake my tart lets start w that okayyy bye #.vent

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sysig · 7 months ago

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You say “Jump” I say “Forget it” (Patreon)

#Doodles #Vent #>:/#It was fine at first and then everything very quickly took a bad sharp turn >:0 #I've had the great fortune to not have to Deal with someone being intentionally Bad Authority over me for a while now #So when it happened I was caught a bit unawares - they made it very clear that I Was Being The Problem (in their opinion) so I took that #Took about a day to realize Hey No Wait - they were being intentionally rude to me and then turned it back around on me how very uncool #Luckily I never have to see this person again! But it does mean I get to go shopping for an alternative egh #I know it's a power trip thing but really - I'll never understand people who go into a profession about Being Good At Thing #And then shaming others for wanting to make sure they are in fact Good At Thing - if I have concerns shouldn't it be easy to assuage me?#Someone who doesn't Know Thing? You can just be like ''Yes look at this thing I know'' but no - ''Why are you questioning me?''#Because I don't Know You! Geh blegh #Whatever it's over now - I'm more armed for next time as well #Expensive learning experience not one I cared for >:0 But I Have learned and Will apply it so pfbtl #I was offline at the time too so I didn't have my usual ways of taking information out of my head and onto screen to parse haha #I do love data gathering! Digital compartmentalization tends to be easier but pfbtl - more learning more things to apply it's fine it's fine #Doubly unsurprising I had a spike of low days following as well gah - I would love to be unaffected and just say ''It doesn't matter''#Just excise it from my head and be done with it! But no chemistry is wack thanks #At least there was a bright spot here and there <3 Silliness can be had even in with the frustrations and thank goodness for that #Blorbo projection helps a bit where I can sneak it in (lol)

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strohller27 · 5 months ago

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#after two nights of not being able to sleep very well #I’m just remembering what my most recent therapist said - and boy was he ever wrong #‘everything gets easier once you’re in your 30s’ does it? ‘yeah it’s like a switch flipping’#like. buddy I’ve been in my 30s for a few years now. just what is supposed to get easier exactly?#now you’re right. there *are* certain things I care less about. HOWEVER that doesn't mean everything's better/easier #like why make a claim that is absolutely impossible to back up #you had no idea what political bullshit was going to happen when I was smack dab in the middle of my 30s #you didn’t know what challenges I was going to face. so why did you say that?#were you just trying to make me feel better? or was it merely a reflection of the secure stability you found at 30 #which so many of my generation and gen Z-ers are going to be struggling to find for years?#were you just speaking from your place of priviledge as a cishet man #not knowing what us queers have to go through to find even a sliver of safe secure stability?#maybe don’t make promises that you can’t keep my guy.#although why am I surprised? I’ve been disappointed by such promises my whole life #‘get an education or you’ll never make any money’ okay I have a master’s degree and I’m struggling to find work #you didn’t know AI was going to take over the proofreading business did you #like people have got to stop pretending they know so much #my resolution this year is just to learn how to sit back and say #I don’t know shit about shit. I’ve been kept in the dark about some things and I just haven’t had the chance or desire to learn about other #so I’m going to look at the world with the wonder of a child and allow myself to be amazed by the joys I find in it #and to be analytical about the horrors that I find in it #I know only one thing: I know nothing. and neither do a lot of the people who are running their mouths off like they do #so it’s time to approach life like a scientist: i don’t know about this. i have theories that I can test.#if I find evidence that I’m on the right track then it doesn’t mean I know it all. it means I know what questions to ask next

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elizabethrobertajones · 2 years ago

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why do I not let them hang out more often honestly

#I mean I know why #Lae'zel left about 5 minutes into Act 1 on my Dark Urge run #I knew I was going to replay so I kept going #so actually getting to hang out with her is really fun #I still haven't finished the Durge run I just got distracted by this Gale attempt #mad lad is absolutely speeding through things now I know what to do and how to play #we've rocked up in BG proper to do tourist stuff with Lae'zel that I've never seen #and it's a delight #(and I am happy to leave Karlach behind mostly because as the only tank she's held up her end marvellously for Durge)#(but it does mean she and Shadows are just ALWAYS in the party so I rarely see other interactions)#also realising Durge has missed so much and is over a level behind where I am now even though they've many more hours play #this game is so much easier when you do the content :P #bg3 #bg3 spoilers

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misc-magic · 7 months ago

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I apologize for my alarming post from earlier! It did not even occur to me that people might not have seen the one I posted on my side blog and therefore might not know that it was just a vegetable chopping mishap. Upon later reflection, I see how that might have been concerning. So please forgive me if you saw that and thought I had a major injury.

#not only do I forget what I've posted to which blog #but I also tend to think that people see them all #which is bonkers because I never see everybody's posts #and yet my brain does not understand #anyway I'm gonna get off my laptop now #because typing on my phone is a thousand times easier right now #misc rambles

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