#it means i won’t have to go to school tmr

[prettyboysmlm]

UGH my temps only at 99.6°F

[the-fiction-witch]

The Forgotten Girl P12-15

Media TMR AU

Character Newt 

Couple Newt X Reader

Rating Sweet af + Mild smut hints

Concept The forgotten girl Series 

I laid in bed unable to stop looking at the sweet drawing, it had been weeks since we spoke I had very rarely seen her the only time I ever had was in passing in the corridors and usually I had minho or one of the other guys keeping me in check so I couldn't speak with her but I didn't care I was so desperate to see her, to speak with her.

To know what on earth was going on.

Is she a ghost?

Is she a magical creature? like a vampire or a werewolf?

Is she a demon?

Am I okay with all of those?

Yes, I am!

I would be okay with all of those

What does that say about me?

I put the drawing back under my bed and pulled my covers up a little more getting comfortable trying to get to sleep but I tossed and turned for a while unable to stop thinking about her so I smirked and did my best to be sneaky and opened up my draw revealing the sight that made me smirk grow, the little draw stuffed with socks at the front to hide it from my grandparents, I pulled out the socks sitting them on my floor pulling out the little squirt bottle as well as a little metallic purple packet slipping both close to me as I got comfy and cosy

"Ummmmm.... y/n"

I sat pondering things on the bench, I was excused from gym class given my ankle and lung issues so I just sat with my books as everyone did some running. But I wasn't doing any work I hadn't done any all day just sitting playing with the little black pencil rubbing my fingers against the listed sparkly rubber when I felt the bench shift a little.... And I saw her. Sat beside me books in hand in her sweet uniform her hair in beautiful intense curls. I hadn't properly seen or spoken to her in months other then... My imagination. She looked mesmerising and her sweet lavender scent filled my nose. "Hi" "Uuuuuuuuuuughh.... Hi" I blushed hard "I'm sorry for avoiding you. It was so hard to do" "It's fine." I smiled "I just wanna know why" "I shouldn't be the one to explain it" "Please" I begged taking her hand "I wanna know why." "You won't like it" "I'll be honest y/n. I don't care. I just wanna know. If your a delusion. A dream. A ghost. A monster... I don't care. I... I really like you. And I wanna spend time with you" "I like you too" she smiled with a sweet dusting of blush across her cheeks "What did you mean by you don't exist?" "I don't. Atleast not here anyway" she says "it's always been this way. Teachers. Students. Lunch ladies. Everyone pretends I don't exist" "Why?" "I don't know" "But you are real? Right? Alive. And real?" "I am newt" "Good. Why am I the only one who treats you differently?" "I can only assume because you saw me at the hospital. Outside of the school so you don't pretend I exist" "Well I'm happy to pretend you don't exist of you'd rather" "No it's okay. It's nice to have someone to talk to" she smiled "could I have my pencil?" "Oh yes sorry" I blushed giving her it back "your drawing was beautiful. I keep it by my bed now I love it so much" "That's sweet of you, would you like to see what else I've been drawing?" She offered getting her sketchbook "I'd love to" I smiled so we spent the rest of class just flipping through talking about her drawings and designs she had even done a sketch of Minho which I thought was funny because of the vacant look on his face but I knew class would be over soon and I'd likely not get to see her again "y/n. Tonight after classes would you mind if I... Walked you home?" "Ohh" "Sorry I didn't mean to-" "No it's alright. Knowones ever asked. I'd like that very much" she smiled just then the bell rang so she gathered her things and hurried off giving me a little wave as she went I couldn't help my smile giving her a little wave too as she went "You okay?"Minho asks as he ran in from the track "Fine minho" "What are you smiling so much about them?" "Nothing. Doesn't exist"

I smiled as the bell rang immediately shoving all my stuff into my bag and rushing out of the classroom. I hurried down the stairs throwing my stuff into my locker and grabbing my umbrella heading to the front of the school where everyone was heading home. I smiled and spotted her walking holding her bag close to her trying to keep her bag close and thus dry. I hurried over and put the umbrella up holding it over us both. "Hey" I smiled

"Hello" she smiled

"do you mind if I walk you home?"

"That sounded nice" she smiled "But- I don't want to get you in any trouble"

"why?"

"I don't exist. remember"

"well if anyone asks? I'm walking home alone."

"Alright if you're sure"

"I'm sure" I smiled happily walking through the gentle sweet rain with her tucked under my umbrella

We walked home side by side in the sweet rain all the while chatting and laughing, I don't know why but I couldn't help watching her she was so sweet, so beautiful. "Well this is me. Thank you for walking me home newt" "It's no trouble, happy to do it" I smiled "I'm more then happy to walk you home again? If you'd like?" "I would very much" "I've been thinking if outside of school everyone understands you exist then maybe you and I could... Meet up outside of school maybe on Saturday I could take you to a movie? Or the park?" "I don't know. I don't want to get you in trouble" she says slightly kicking her feet "Well... Your worth whatever trouble I get in" "Then its a date, see you soon newt" "See you soon y/n" I smiled She headed inside giving me a little wave as she shut the door I smiled so hard and waved back before she shut it completely. I headed home though the rain unable to hide my stupid smile. Leaving my umbrella at the door and heading in. "How was school?" My grandfather asked as I arrived into the kitchen "Good" I answered grabbing some juice trying to hide my joy "Just good?" He asks glancing up from his cooking "Just good" I shrug "ohh uhh could maybe I go out on Saturday?" "With whom?" He asks playfully "Someone from school" "A girl?" He asks giving me a look "Might be" "I don't know newt. Your not really well enough yet and you have doctor's Friday after school" "So no?" "Not no. Just... Maybe. We'll see" "Which means no" "Why doesn't she come here? Then we know there won't be any issues?" "She could?" "She could. If you keep your door open" "Thanks" "Your welcome. But tidy your room first"

[justa-sadjellyfish]

Hey! How’s it going?

it’s going pretty good! School has been a little stressful, but that’s about it. Mamma Mia and Catcf are both going rlly great tho!!!! I have a Catcf rehearsal from 4-10pm tmr lmao. It’s gona be a lot esp since my double won’t be there meaning I’ll be doing my on and off track (we’re doing an act one run through bc we alr finished it!!!) but I’m excited. How are things with u? :3

[lunarsun12]

The Deal

Masterlist

Author Note: Oh my goodness Ateez comeback is lit! Go check it out Crazy form ahhh!

It was the after the celebration of Jungwoo party. Jungwoo was feeling so happy as literally doyoung agreed to whatever he wants. He loves the attention.

Jaehyun, has been waiting for Jungwoo to pay up , as he is pretty sure he has forgotten as he has the tendency to ‘forget’.

After the ‘delightful’ convo between the two, another member of the household have found about their alliance. However this person seek to form a new alliance as justice for them both

Who is the third person? What do they want Jaehyun for?

Jungwoo and The Unknown person chat

Today 23:00

Unknown: Jungwoo, pay up the money right now! I need money

Jungwoo🍬: I already paid hours ago, you didn’t check

Jungwoo🍬: And Chenle, thank you helping me cheat by hacking into the school system

Unknown: I’m not Chenle

Jungwoo🍬: Of course you are Chenle, only he cares about money and demands it so quickly

Unknown: Chenle is in the same grade as you! He is too busy studying for his exams!

Jungwoo🍬: Did I wire the money to the wrong person then?

Unknown: no, I gave you my bank details just not the name

Jungwoo🍬: Then who are you then?

Unknown: Jungwoo, are you serious? You don’t know who I am?

Jungwoo🍬: Am I supposed to know you?

Unknown: Aish, this is why I hate you all! It’s me Jaehyun you brother! I was the one who helped you

Jungwoo🍬: I don’t remember you in my contacts? Since when you are my brother?

Jaehyun💪🏻: HOW COULD YOU FORGET ABOUT ME-

Jungwoo🍬: There are lots of people around the house. The only person who I know is my brother is Yuta

Jaehyun💪🏻: YOU HAVE TWO ELDERS BROTHER ME AND YUTA

Jungwoo🍬: Okay I saved as my brother. I never seen you come over or ever engage in family business don’t blame me

Jaehyun💪🏻: I shouldn’t have never helped you..

Jungwoo🍬: Its too late and I’m gonna get a brand new shiny new car tmr

Jaehyun💪🏻: WHAT! That’s not fair, when I graduated high school they said good job that’s it

Jungwoo🍬: I smell jealously

Jaehyun💪🏻: Me jealous as if

Jaehyun💪🏻: I’ll tell Eomma that you cheated and the school board

Jungwoo🍬: I like to see you try

Jungwoo🍬: I won’t be arrested, as I will say you forced me to cheat off as you demanded money from me

Jungwoo🍬: So go ahead and tell them. Hope you enjoy jail ☺️

Jaehyun💪🏻: They won’t believe you! You got no proof

Jungwoo🍬: I’m very good at photoshopping conversations

Jungwoo🍬: I can make you look like the villian

Jaehyun💪🏻: Drats, why are you smart in blackmailing people and not studying

Jungwoo🍬: It comes with the Jungwoo package duh

Jungwoo🍬: Now, how about you give back the money and we can call it even ☺️

Jaehyun💪🏻: I hate you-

Jungwoo🍬: I will come in my car tomorrow at your house, just to make you mad ✨

The next day

Today 12:00pm

Jaehyun💪🏻: I wired you the money and you don’t spill Jungwoo

Jaehyun💪🏻: You have been spending too much with hyuckie lately

Jungwoo🍬: What exactly did i do?

Jaehyun💪🏻: NOT AGAIN

Jungwoo🍬: What thing I did, that is totally not suspicious

Jaehyun💪🏻: Hang on? You not Jungwoo who are you? Yuta?

Jungwoo🍬: It’s not Yuta, it’s me Johnny…

Jaehyun💪🏻: Ahh the biggest idiots of this household. I mean hi hello uncle

Jungwoo🍬(Johnny): Is the kid blackmailing you?

Jaehyun💪🏻: No of course not, it rather complicated

Jungwoo🍬(Johnny): As long it is not illegal, I will let it slide

Jungwoo🍬(Johnny): And Jaehyun you should be careful leaving your computer open when I last come over

Jungwoo🍬(Johnny): I knew you have been helping Jungwoo all this time

Jungwoo🍬(Johnny): Let’s be real, I seen this kid and there is no way. He can get into top university

Jungwoo🍬(Johnny): How about we seek some justice for us 🌚

Jaehyun💪🏻: I don’t need help from you. You already a criminal

Jungwoo🍬(Johnny): Keep a lookout for my texts. We can talk later

Jungwoo🍬(Johnny): Also clear the convo. I don’t want the kid snitching on us to the boring doyoung

[baekhvuns]

*a long heavy exhale*

I miss ATEEZ already :'(

Btw we celebrated scribble day the other day and o-m-g it was so fun. But you know as I'm growing older it hits me how things have changed so much...there was time when I used to imagine how I'll also pass out from school and all that, in fact, how i visualised it , i was happy....but...things don't seem tht way.

It's like damn I'm never gnna walk those halls again, or ever probably walk in the ground again.....or play volleyball..lol. Growing up isn't all cool as it may sound to kids.

Wow ...i rlly hv something against growing up don't i?.....

It makes sense i mean, i suddenly am getting flashbacks of my first day in the skool where I hid behind my father bcz yes i didn't wanna go someplace so strange. Then i was forced to stay there ..12 yrs of it. 🙄 And now they want me out pfft , skool's funny. But i ain't saying imma miss the studying or anything...I'll just miss the feeling tht "oh i hv to go to school tom."....bcz now i won't hv to anymore.

Oh and to tht anon...i rlly don't know wut ur going thru idek if ur gnna read this but....

AND THINGS GNNA BE FINE IN THE END I PROMISE!!!!! 🫂🫂

but they just came back 😭😭😭🤚🏻 euro tour’s starting so you won’t miss them in a few days!!!

aH you’re graduating! no wonder u have these thoughts, wait till u hit the 20, u will have a breakdown actually <3 “oh i don’t have school tmr” “has uni.” NSNSJS

[lazy-kitsune]

Week 1: Interaction Summary

Weds 11/30

Lunch time I tested him on my bday and asked if  he’s gonna write it down and he said no and that he’s gonna remember it. And I napped and he said aww. And that he’ll promise not to be too loud. And I told him the story how I fell asleep for two hours lol and he said at least you have a good nap in. I didn’t want him to judge me so I said nvm and he said nuh uh uh lol and I started cracking up before even telling the story lol 

Played psychic game for first time and he was like idk what’s going on. And I said do you know this game Lol he said no. he said consider my Mind blown. Lol I said I’m psychic and he said that’s one way to say it and he said ima keep this since I know you have super powers. 

I messed with him and asked if he’s working tmr and I said til when and I told him I’m not and said that it was my last day, and he said actually?  I said yeah I wasn’t lying when I said I hated it here at Nordstrom’s lol and I said jk. 

And he’s like I was gonna say, who else am I gonna bother .

I told him he can go find  someone else to bother 

Thurs 12/01

Got a mobile and left quick and he said wow what a conversation 

I asked him if he was mad at me and he said he could never be mad at me. And I said that he can make mad and he said do you think I’d wanna make you mad on purpose. I told him my age and he said I’m not old and I said I don’t feel old. 

Played round 2 of psychic and he said I better get my mind blown again and I said Im losing my powers again. 

Game played and guessed alll right

Monkey yes and know who fave animal, and that it has special meaning to him :/ ex? Child? He kept it again and I said I could sign and date it lol but I said I don’t have a signature and he said I’ll show you mine and I said no that’s stressful and I don’t need anymore stress and he said he’s an artist and that’s what he went to school with. 

He said he won’t tell anyone I napped and I said idk I don’t know if I could trust you, and he said I haven’t done anything and I said fair and I said idk just don’t lie to me and he said he doesn’t lie. And I said biggest lie ever told, and he said only white lies . I asked him to guess my age and he said you never even told me. And I told him I don’t want to and he said you need to tell me and I said why. Why. Why. Why. Why. And he said if you keep asking We’re not going anywhere and then I said okay bye I’m done talking lol and he said bye as you’re still here and talking. 

He stayed til 530 cuz he had moreTo do And I cut him off many times,

Sorry? But ran into him on 3rd floor elevators and he said can’t stay Away huh or like you just tryna see me and I said stop

Lol

And later on 3rd floor and I told him, you’re on my Floor now. And ran into him later in the bathrooms. 

FRI 12/02

But I know he’s still obsessed with me bc he be finding me and bringing stuff downstairs

Am I being mean. I’m being protective but I don’t wanna be disappointed and played. I gave him a product and I said I have a bday present for you, lol and he said Aw you shouldn’t have and he said oh wow good eye. I’m proud of you. But I rolled my eyes  and walked off lol cheesy af but idk if he got offended and left "BYE" note after I told him no to not walking me to my car.

Sat12/3

Asking questions about each other

Fave shape - triangle, he said im a biter and I said im older so I liked it doesn’t and he said I look older so he wins

Near death stories, leaving post it’s and he shared his graffiti train near death story 

Willow glen and Lincoln hs 

Shared Mexico story

Asked when spunk meant to him, he said idk your spunky and says it in Spanish but I didn’t understand what he said. 

We have stitches and same scar on same ring and finger . 

Born in Mountain View 

Night person

fave music is rock and rap

Doesn’t smoke 

Doesn’t drink alone 

Stayed 20 min after with me and bought me water 

Asked why I decided to talk to him and I said I say hi to everyone lol or I try to 

And he didn’t wanna explain why my nickname is spunk, shy 

asked my fave number and he said my reasoning is lame

fave drink is monster 

Told him that he was rude the first time I interacted with him 

[givemearock]

Tmr Boys studying with you

A/N: procrastinated studying to write this (dw I eventually did my math) also I did in fact remember to make zart and frypans longer :)

Minho

he would probably get hyper focused before he just stops

either that or he just won’t study at all and will end up doing something else

‘Why aren’t you studying?’ ‘It’s so boring!’

is actually really smart but in very specific areas

when you actually get him to study you’d have to explain the same concept to him over and over because he can’t get it

half because he’s just like that, half because he’s more interested in listening to your voice rather than understanding the information

sometimes he does understand but pretends like he doesn’t just to get you to talk some more

‘Minho this is the 5th time I’ve explained this.’ ‘Yeah just one more time I promise I’ll get it’

spoiler alert: he didn’t get it

Thomas

like Minho hates studying and only gets work done when you’re around, but unlike Minho who just doesn’t want to he’s just kinda dumb (affectionate)

“[Name] what’s a ‘greater than symbol’?” “Crocodile.” “Right!”

ends up either half asleep or playing with your fingers because he can’t focus

tries to convince you to do literally anything else

he’d probably end up watching you study and when he sees you understanding he’d want to

‘wait that’s solvable?’ ‘I mean I think, if what I wrote was right’ ‘ok now I wanna do it’

gets excited whenever he gets something right and gives him a bit of motivation before he ends up asleep on his desk

he tried for you but what can I say he’s a sleepy boy

A for Effort

Newt

really good at studying, like has a whole notebook of school notes with decorative stationary (washi tape, watercolor markers, he’s very much a stationary girlie) and colorful tabs

actually helps you get work done

if you end up struggling with something if it takes too long for you to get it he’ll just tell you the answer because he doesn’t want you to stress about it

however it’ll take him a while to get to that point because he loves seeing the smile on your face once you finally understand

‘I did it!’ ‘You did it!’

would definitely have a small party if you passed like a big test despite your saying it’s not a big deal

has probably saved your grades a few times because he’s just that cool

10/10 very helpful

Gally

long story short, he’s really good at studying and doing homework, awful at explaining any of it

‘how do I find this variable?’ ‘like this’ *does the problem* yeah but how did you get there?’ ‘🤨’

it would be an endless cycle

similar to the dad helping you with math at the table scenario just he’s probably more stressed than you because he wants to help but can’t

ends up asking Newt for help but not too much help because in his words ‘that’s cheating’

would end up awkwardly waiting for you after tests and quizzes to ask if he helped at all, and would get excited if he did

genuinely wants you to succeed

we stan a boy trying his best

Aris

very quiet when studying, especially with you, half because he’s naturally quiet, half because he’s nervous

listens to music while he works and would share his headphones with you

if he ever got confused about something he’d stare at his paper for while before asking for help because he didn’t wanna bother you, or just not ask at all and move on

you’d probably have to notice him struggling and offer help

‘aris, why didn’t you just ask?’ ‘you seemed busy’

whenever he’s explaining anything to you he’d make sure you understood fully while also checking the answer key a thousand times to make sure he wasn’t teaching you the wrong thing

overall wholesome study partner

Zart

does all his studying outside because it helps him focus

probably has no idea what’s going on but also doesn’t pretend like he does, especially with math

‘how do you -insert complex math term- in trig?’ ‘trig? as in trigonometry? you think I know how to do trigonometry?’ ‘zart you literally passed the last test.’ ‘yeah and I could not tell you how it happened.’

he’d doodle little flowers and hearts all over his paper and then move to yours when he ran out of space

‘zart’ ‘hm?’ ‘I have to turn this in’ ‘so?’ ‘with all your drawings on it’ ‘they’re cute! plus everyone likes flowers’

if you were struggling with something he could help you with he’d have like a small burst of excitement before helping

‘what happened in 1987?’ ‘I don’t- AH wait I do know! yes, ok lemme tell you-‘

after he explained he’ll end up going on a tangent about a random thing that happened to him that whatever he was explaining reminded him of

a fun study buddie

Frypan

probably start off being super serious about getting work done for a solid ten-fifteen minutes trying to get as much done as possible

like he’d be silent for the whole time and it’s kinda intimidating

before he starts laughing at something then the both of you can’t stop for a while

‘fry?’ ‘yeah’ -silence- ‘BAAAAHAHAHAA’

brings plenty of snacks to eat while you both work

will definitely randomly start chewing really loud just to get your attention

*crunch* *crunch* ‘Fry.’ ‘Hm? Am I *crunch* bothering you?’

he’s very helpful when it comes to work but would never admit it, this man is way too humble

would probably treat you like a deity if you helped him with anything because he couldn’t figure it out

‘you’re so smart [Name]!’ ‘I did one math problem, you did the other thirteen’ ‘you’re so cool’ ‘fry-’ ‘you’re wonderful [Name]’

enforces taking breaks every fifteen minutes so neither of you get stressed out

a very good time, you get stuff done

These are honestly so fun to write for me they help me practice characterization in writing and giving each character a different voice :) they’re also weirdly stress relieving honestly

yes that was a fnaf AND markiplier reference, I’ve peaked

Have a nice night and day !! 📖 📕 📚

[blackbat05]

I need a break

Shangqi x Reader (Platonic) 

A/N: I feel like I’m loosing steam towards the end of my placement and wow I have never needed a break this badly before. Perhaps a short Shangqi x Reader imagine where they are both University students. Seriously at this rate I’ll just be solely a Shangqi writer HAHAHA. Doing this on my phone because I don’t want to open my work computer. Let’s see where this impromptu idea takes me to. Hope you enjoy it and as always like and comment if you wish!

Genre: PG-13

Warnings: None really, just friends supporting each other! I guess there’s an inaccurate timeline if you look at the MCU but hey this is an imagine plus if you look at some of the wiki pages, Shangqi is actually born in 1998/1999. So appreciate if you’re kind enough to go with the flow to read this comfort fic! 

‘Y/N!’ Shangqi rushes to catch up with you after class. You made an effort to conceal your tiredness but he saw it right through. ‘Gosh…you alright?’

You think to yourself. Were you really alright? The answer was pretty obvious. You were ten weeks into your placement and your emotions were a jumbled up mess. Having to deal with work responsibilities was one problem, school assignments were another issue all together. At this point, you felt like you were just getting through each week for the sake of it.

At first, you believed that what you were going through was simply a transition to becoming an adult. You thought that naturally, you would be able to persevere through the stressful periods by yourself. But of course, it has been hard.

You were a social work intern at a neighborhood youth centre, thirty minutes away if you took the train and bus. The work was fulfilling in it’s own ways, but recently there were self-doubts filling your brain, if you were really cut out for the job in the future. If you weren’t, what else could you do?

As you sat with Shangqi in the school’s student-ran cafe, you found yourself pouring out the exact same concerns to him. Credit to him, Shangqi never interrupted your monologue, he just simply listened. That’s what best friends were for. That’s what you did for him to when he ran into issues with his family.

Even then, he couldn’t deny that hearing you doubt yourself broke his heart. He had known you since high school. You mostly kept to yourself and one or two close friends. Despite joining the school’s athletic team where you were one of the main athletes, you preferred to stay in the shadows unlike some of your teammates. That didn’t stop you from going out of your way to help other students in need; like helping the girl who was in an arm cast to copy the social studies notes, even if it meant you had to do it twice. Or maybe just talking to a friend who was stressed out about their results.

Basically, you had studied your ass off to get a secured spot at this university who were only one of the few that offered the degree. He remembers you telling him the moment you got your offer, ‘I’m finally good at something. I don’t have to worry anymore!’

Shangqi wasn’t stupid. The pandemic had done some crazy things. And by crazy, it affected the self-esteem that you had been working so hard on by participating in various projects and events, with you being in charge of a drama production that was promoting on mental health. That was a big deal considering that you were a major introvert.

Online engagement was never easy. In fact he has heard some of your struggles that you’ve shared with him regarding this and it only makes him admire you even more. For someone who preferred to keep to themselves, stepping out of one’s comfort zone, to take on a role that wasn’t just simply about helping people - that took guts.

‘I’m sorry I’m just loading you with all this. I just feel…’ You trailed off, suddenly becoming emotional again. Again, Shangqi does not pry. ‘That I can’t do anything right.’ You emphasize that you had ended the statement for you were unsure that you could keep your cool if you had tried to continue on.

‘If I hear you saying sorry another time,’ he chides, ‘you’re paying for our meal later.’ Your lips curved upwards slightly before returning to its somber position. Shangqi decides that a meal won’t cut it. He needs to deploy ‘Operation Y/N’. Standing up with your buzzer to collect the food, Shangqi whips out his phone. There will be a few changes for today.

Food was definitely a cure in this situation, but it was only a part of the solution. After inhaling your ramen at light speed, Shangqi tells you that today will be a different Friday. ‘And you can’t complain! It’ll be a weekend tmr,’ he tells you. So why not? You figured that even if you went back home early, your head wouldn’t be in the right place to complete the essay for your English module.

‘Hold up! The VR studio that Katy was talking about?’ You look at the tickets inside the taxi that was taking you and Shangqi to the location. ‘How did you even, it was so hard to get these tickets!’ From the time Shangqi met you outside the classroom, he had yet to see you so ecstatic. Until now.

‘Well,’ Shangqi gives his best shrug. ‘I called in a favor from a friend. Said that it was for emergency purposes.’ He raised his fingers to make connotations in the air much to your amusement.

‘Wow… just how much do I not know about you Mr Popular?’ You teased. Shangqi decides to leave the fact on him having to persuade the Wakandan Princess in giving him free tickets.

‘Please! I swear whatever you want me to do, I’ll do it! It’s for Y/N!’

‘Ey well why didn’t you say so? If it’s for that nice friend, of course!’ Shuri leaves the entrance of the compound, an exasperated Shangqi trailing behind.

Yeah, the VR studio that Katy told them about was also funded by King T’Challa himself. With stunning life like visuals thanks to Wakandan technology, the VR studio was located in a middle class neighborhood. T’Challa believed that no matter where kids came from, they should have the right to enjoy and to explore the world. For now, he wasn’t ready to share that he was on the way on becoming a full-fledged Avenger yet - you just had too much on your plate. He’ll just have to settle with this white lie.

‘Is Katy coming?’ You were on the verge of vibrating off your seat. ‘She would love this place!’ Even when you were struggling, Y/N still manages to think about other people. Today, Y/N will put her needs first.

As if to answer your previous question, you can see an equally excited Katy waiting for the two of you at the roundabout. ‘HEL-LO EVERYONE! LET’S GET OUR FRIDAY STARTED IN PROPER SHALL WE?’ Her loud voice had attracted stares, some very displeased looks too but at this point in time, you didn’t give a damn. Katy was right, it was time to enjoy!

You wished that you could slow down time, or even replay it continuously when you needed cheering up because the only thing you felt was pure happiness - euphoria even. Your stomach was in knots for laughing hysterically together with Katy when Shangqi jumped in shock from a surprise scare from a zombie. ‘I’m keeping that for leverage,’ she tells you, quietly slipping her phone into her fanny pack. 

The Wakandans had really outdone themselves this time. Your favorite VR was the paradise VR. Slipping the headgear, you say goodbye to the smiles of Katy and Shangqi, whisking away to a beach that oddly reminded you of your dream destination - Hawaii. From where you were standing, you were surrounded by green and majestic islands. Despite their sheer size, you weren’t intimidated. In fact, you were healing. 

Your mind was no longer in the room of the VR studio. How could it when the sun kissed your skin, giving you the much needed energy that you were lacking for so long? In the room, the two sees you kick your shoes to the side, going barefoot. It may have seem strange, but with the monitor beside you, your actions were perfectly logical. 

As a kid, you used to despise the prickly feeling of sand in between your toes. But now, you grew to love the sensation that each grain of sand had on your skin. It made you feel grounded, that everything was going to be ok. You raise your virtual hand to touch your face - were you crying? 

‘She must have been really stressed huh?’ Katy whispers to Shangqi who nods in return. How he hated the fact that you were giving so much to your work but still felt underappreciated. Forget the Avengers with superhuman abilities, you were the true MVP. The VR ends and you remove your headgear. ‘I’m ok,’ you automatically reassure them despite the dry tears left on both cheeks. You step down the platform slowly, trying to regain sense of the real world. 

What you didn’t expect was the two embracing you in a hug, squishing you in between them. Maybe that had set off the waterworks. For someone like Katy, she had sage advice.

‘Life can be pretty shitty right? But I’m so proud of you fighting it Y/N. Just remember that it’s ok to be weak. I mean, I’ve seen worse from Shangqi,’ she jabs her finger towards his direction, earning a glare from him. That’s Katy, always trying to add a bit of humor to this grey world. Calming down, you let go of the both of them. ‘Thanks guys, for everything.’ 

‘Hey,’ Shangqi responds, slinging his arm over your shoulder. ‘We’re friends, so we don’t leave each other behind.’ Phone beeping, he retrieves it to check the message. ‘And look at that, nice timing. Who wants Korean BBQ?’ 

Trailing behind them, you get an amusing view of Shangqi bickering with Katy on how many Soju bottles she’s allowed to order later. As San Francisco welcomed the night, you were just thankful that you had the two of them to walk through this crazy maze called life. 

‘Last one to the shop is paying!’ 

‘Oh you’re on Mister!’  

A/N: I really just think that this was also an imagine for me to cope too. So I can only hope to finish my placement/assignments/exams well! To anyone who does studies and work simultaneously, I fucking respect you (allow me to use expletives for now, these people deserve the respect). If you’re going through a stressful time, I hope this brings the slightest comfort for you and remember… YOU ARE NOT ALONE! Again, thank you for reading! 

[thereallvrb0y]

i’m so sorry for like dumping on u but oml i don’t know what to do man 😭 today was bad enough, i know tmr is going to be terrible. now that he’s actually in hospital again i don’t think i’m going to make it at all, i can’t miss anymore days off school, i can’t tell my dad how i’m feeling because he’ll just tell me to get over it or that’s it’s not that serious but i truly don’t even care anymore. every single time this happens i’m expected to just suck it up and go to school without any worries.

i can’t do that, like at all, not with my emotional or physical state, i feel sick and nauseous all the time, sometimes dizzy, sometimes i have a rapid heart rate for no reason at all, always fatigued and just overall terrible. and on top off that i have assignments and assessments starting and now we are in hospital again for who knows how long and so i have extra pressure to make meals, look after a baby, more chores and i feel so helpless ☹️

i wish you didn’t always have to play parent, i wish more than anything you didn’t feel sick all the time, i wish i could fix your brother, and that your family wasn’t suffering. i just want to do something, like, i wish i could just take your sickness and make it mine.

it doesn’t really sound like you could talk to your parents about how you feel (which is kinda the problem ik), otherwise that’s what i’d recommend that. i wish they’d get you a THERAPIST if nothing else, you deserve actual care, not just me. don’t get me wrong, i love that you tell me your problems bc it means you trust me with that and i’m so honored, but there’s only so much i can say without a degree yk 🙁 i just want it for you. i want so much for you. i swear when we move in together you won’t have to work one bit 🫶

[pinkandgirlyblog]

Tutor Partner (Thomas x reader TMR)

Thomas x reader (The Maze Runner)

High School AU

Warnings: Kissing, fluff and light swearing

It’s funny how soulmates meet, in story books in battle, in movies the jock falls for the nerd and your parents meet at a bar. It’s always the person you least expect and for Thomas... well.... he didn’t expect this. 

Thomas was apart of the skater group, so he wouldn’t be the lad playing lacrosse after school or the stoner doing drugs. He viewed himself to be average, nothing special. All his work was to a normal standard, he would hand in the homework and then go out practising on his skateboard. He had a small circle of friends, Newt, Minho and Frypan. Newt didn’t like to skate but would watch with his girlfriend, Hannah.  On the note of girlfriends, Thomas was very much, alone. No love life, no crush, nothing. As I said, average. 

It was a normal Wednesday morning, he had skated to school with Minho and now was heading up to tutor with Hannah and Newt. He was third-wheeling but didn’t mind as he saw his friend happy. Newt was recovering from a rare type of cancer called ‘The Flare’ so it was hard for him sometimes but it was lovely to see Newt interacting with the world again. 

As they walked up the stair well, they could hearing obnoxious laughing coming from the corridor outside their tutor. As they looked through the glass door to the corridor they saw Y/N laughing at something Brenda said. Thomas sat next to Y/N in tutor, they talked sometimes but nothing more then ‘hellos’ and discussing the lessons of that day. They were both very socially awkward. As soon as Hannah saw the two girls she kissed Newt quickly and joined them. Newt sighed and stated with a dreamy look on his face,

 “Isn’t she perfect?”

Thomas just laughed at his best mates face and said, 

“We know you have a girlfriend. Don’t need to rub it everywhere”

“Just because Y/N won’t go out with you doesn’t mean you need to bring my relationship down”

Thomas panicked for his friend said his last sentence a bit loud, making him look back at Y/N, relieved to see her gossiping with Hannah and Brenda. 

“Quite will you? She could hear!” 

“So? Just ask her out.”

“I don’t like her like that and you know it dipshit.”

Thing is, after the new seating plan, Newt, Minho and Frypan had been teasing Thomas endlessly on this none existent crush on his table partner. He just thought she was pretty and had a nice personality, that’s all. 

“Keep telling yourself that Tommy”

And with a final wink, Newt followed the three girls walking into the classroom with Thomas following with a light dusting of pink on his cheeks. It was just the cold, he had thought. How wrong he was.

As he sat down next to Y/N, he turned on his computer and loaded one of the games from the internet, although this wasn’t aloud, he did it anyway. He could see Y/N watching his screen from the corner of his eye and he smiled slightly. She was pretty, this was obvious, with her sparkling eyes and how she puckered her lips when listening.  They only spoke three times that day, to say the history test was hard which Y/N had today and Thomas had had the day before, how the teacher was being boring and how Instagram got a new update and they hated it. As they left Thomas felt a sense of sadness he hadn’t spoken more and when he walked with Newt and Hannah, he felt almost home sick from being away from Y/N’s eyes. Getting lost in them. He didn’t like her though, he had told himself, he just thought she was pretty.

It was Friday and tutor had been going well, they would talk more in tutor and laugh. She and him would play the games on the computer together as a past time for the long 45 minutes of the sessions. Thomas almost felt so happy he could burst. She was so funny and nice. He wanted to be around her all the time and yet he still told himself he didn’t like her, not in a non-friend way of course. He lied.

He liked her very much so. 

After a few weeks, he told Newt and Minho, who were beyond ecstatic. 

One day, Y/N was walking to Brenda’s house to walk to school together, Frypan and Newt walked on the other side of the road, Newt had whispered to Frypan, not so quietly might I add,

“That’s Y/N. The girl Tommy likes”

Y/N pretended not to hear and yet she was beyond excited. Her crush liked her too. 

That day in tutor, they were told by the teacher they where doing sing-off as a bit of fun for the end of term. Y/N and Thomas where picked to perform last and they where beyond nervous. 

Hannah and Newt did really well, and before long it was their go.

Thomas and Hannah stood up and stood a foot apart from each other, waiting for the music to start. 

Thomas started with the song ‘All the small things’ by blink-182 but was quickly cut off by Y/N singing (your favourite song). Thomas smiled slightly when he saw her having fun, it made him elated to be apart of it. Soon Thomas cut her off by singing ‘Arcade’ by Duncan Laurence, Y/N smiled encouragingly at Thomas until she again, cut him off. She started singing ‘Play with fire’ by Sam Tinnesz, she slowly stalked up towards Thomas and let her eyes drug in his appearance. She slowly walked around him while singing making Thomas palms sweat with anticipation, as the chorus came closer, she stopped nose to nose with him and whispered,

“I’ve always liked to play with fire”

Thomas made a split second decision, he grabbed her neck in a choke hold and pulled Y/N in for a kiss which she eagerly returned. It sounded cliche but fireworks exploded and their bodies tingled. As they came out for air, Thomas nuzzled his nose against hers and said confidently,

“Be mine”

and Y/N answered just as confidently,

“I always was”

[yojangjun]

Friends-to-lovers!au | sungyoon

Word count: ~3.5k

Summary: where you fall head over heels in love with your best friend, choi sungyoon, and jangjun secretly becomes your wingman. 

Note: I saw that theres a lack of golden child stories on here, so I wanted to change that! This is my first time posting an au on tumblr, so hopefully it turns out fine. Feel free to send in requests for any other aus you want to see from the golden child members. Enjoy!

12:39 AM

Y/N: sungyoon 

Y/N: sungyoon ah

Y/N: hellooooo

12:45 AM

Y/N: sungyoon

Y/N: okay fine dont answer me 

Y/N: :(

Y/N: meanie

12:51 AM

Y/N: choi

Y/N: sung

Y/N: yoon

Y/N: !!!!!!

🐰: do uk what time it is rn

Y/N: you finally answered!!!

Y/N: i cant sleep 

🐰: just close your eyes

Y/N: if it was that easy I wouldn’t msg u :’(

🐰: we have class at 8 tmr 

🐰: count sheep or bunnies or something

🐰: goodnight

Y/N: i finally got a reply and you’re leaving already??

Y/N: hey! did you really go back to sleep?

12:59 AM

Y/N: fine

Y/N: so much for a best friend

Y/N: who wont help you sleep

Y/N: so mean :(((

Y/N: im only buying ice cream for daeyeol now

1:12 AM

🐰 has sent you a voice message

1:14 AM

Incoming call: 🐰mr rabbit csy🐰

You jump from your bed, “Hello?”

“Come outside.”

You quickly throw on a hoodie on and rush outside, your eyes adjusting to the darkness of the night. Your eyes don’t have to wander for long before landing on a raven haired male, his hoodie flopped over his messy hair. He looks disgruntled, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes as he lets out a yawn. Oops, you definitely woke him up.

You quickly walk up to him, and before you can greet him, are met with a plastic bag offered to you.

“I bought your favorite— green tea flavored.” Your eyes widen before rustling through the contents, pulling out said ice cream.

“Yah, you bought ice cream at this time?” You rip open the wrapper, taking a huge bite of the creamy treat and sigh with delight, “Did you really feel threatened by me buying ice cream for Daeyeol? I was kidding! Well, actually if he asked I probably would, but wow I actually managed to get you to buy me ice cream.” 

He ignores you, watching silently as you quickly devour the dessert before pulling out a napkin once he notices the mess that you’ve made on your face.

“Hey!” You whine as he wipes at the corners of your mouth. You try not to lean into the warmth of his touch that you feel even through the napkin; it’s a crisp night after all. You will your cheeks to not grow warm, but your ears quickly glow red instead.

“You’re so messy,” he sighs, finally pulling away and taking note of how you’re unusually quiet. Usually, you would playfully push his hand away, complaining that you weren’t a baby, but your head is turned away, eyes downcast at your shoes. You can see that he’s trying to meet your eyes, but you can’t look at him, not with your heart pounding a mile a minute, nervous and slightly embarrassed.

Pat. You look up as his hand rubs the top of your hair gently, carefully caressing your head through your locks. 

“Are you nervous because of the presentation tomorrow? Is that why you can’t sleep?” He muses softly, eyes still trying to meet yours. You grow shy, extremely shy, but shift your eyes to meet his for a brief second before looking away. His eyes dripped of warm honey, enveloping you in a feeling only he could ever have on you. 

Seeing you avert your eyes, he takes that as a yes, and brings you closer to him by a tug of the arm. You squeak in surprise, suddenly finding yourself enveloped in his arms. Warmness spreads through your body like a blazing fire, now being fueled by the beating of your heart.

The things you do to me, you think as your arms slowly wrap around his waist, hugging him back. You take in his scent, a scent you’ve come to recognize as familiar and comforting, ever since you met him freshman year.

“I know you have a lot of stage anxiety, but you’ve gotten so much better at public speaking. You’ll do great tomorrow, don’t worry.” Even his voice is warm, his comforting words becoming even more meaningful.

Stage fright was the last thing on your mind at the current moment, but he didn’t have to know that.

If you don’t let me go soon, my heart’s going to explode.

Instead, you nod, allowing yourself to rest your head against his chest. You can feel his heartbeat through his hoodie; a tiny voice in the back of your mind wonders if you have the same effect on him that he has on you.

You stay like that for a while, his arms bringing you closer when you shiver from an incoming breeze. 

You wish you could stay like this forever, but you now realize how late it must be, and he’s right, you do have a presentation tomorrow morning, and you do suffer from stage fright still. 

“Ah thanks. I’m fine now, I swear,” you start blabbering, reluctantly pulling away from his embrace. You suddenly feel bad; you made him get out of bed for no reason, and he brought you ice cream, “Sorry for troubling you, Sungyoon-ah.”

He sees a pout forming on your face, and he studies you closely.

“I’m your best friend, Y/N, isn’t it my job to make you feel better,” he tilts his head, but doesn’t question you further as you widen the gap between the two of you.

You stare at him blankly before finally smiling at his words, “Sorry, you’re right. I guess the nerves are keeping me awake. But I do feel better now! Thanks for coming, and ah- for the ice cream! I swear I won’t buy any for Daeyeol, only for you, since it seems to bother you so much,” you try to tease him in an attempt to lighten up the mood.

He smiles back, relieved that you seem to be acting normal again. Little did he know, his smile was making your stomach do summersaults, but you tried to push past it as he let out a chuckle.

“Go get some rest, okay? You have a big day ahead,” he ruffles your hair, laughing as you swat his hand away.

“My hair,” you whine, but nevertheless, grin back at him.

“Bye, Sungyoon-ah!””

“Bye Y/N, make sure to wake up on time.”

He waits until you reach the door of your building before turning around and heading back in the direction of his dorm.

As you enter your room, you immediately fling yourself onto your bed and scream into your pillow, kicking your legs.

“Can my heart not do that for once,” you whine, settling on your side as you hug a pillow to your chest.

You allow a smile to spread across your face after a while, cheeks once again flushing red as you remember the feeling of him embracing you.

“I wonder if you feel the same way I feel about you?”

You didn’t know when it had happened, but somewhere along the way, you had fallen in love with your best friend.

---------------

“Y/N!!” You turn around at the sound of your name, yelping as someone jumps on you, almost making you lose your balance.

“Jangjun!” You shove him off of you as he laughs. You turn around and see Donghyun and Joochan following close behind, concentrating on their phones as they play Kart Rider probably. You stare at them for a bit before messing with their phones, randomly touching their screens. They complain in unison, swatting your hands away as you chuckle.

“Did you just get out of class, Y/N?” Jangjun bounces from foot to foot, looking as happy as ever. You shake your head.

“I got out a while ago. I’m just waiting for Sungyoon to get out of class. I promised him I’d buy him ice cream-”

“What, you never buy us ice cream,” Joochan cuts in, finally looking up from his phone as Donghyun shouts in victory.

“Do you want to come with? I’m sure Sungyoon wouldn’t mind,” Joochan quickly shakes his head, holding his hands up.

“I don’t want to be a third wheel on your date, but thanks though,” You sputter at his words, heat quickly rising to your cheeks. Jangjun bursts out laughing at the look on your face, and it takes all your willpower to not punch him. 

“D-Date? Sungyoon and I aren’t like that,” You finally manage to say, but your ears are still burning in embarrassment. The three boys look at you expectantly and you grow even more self-conscious, holding your hands up in defense, “Why are you all staring at me like that? It’s true!”

“Anyway, are you going to the fireworks display tonight? I heard it’s going to be really nice. Our school really went all out planning the event!” Jangjun asks, his tone still teasing. You sigh in defeat, but are grateful for the topic change.

“Oh, was that tonight?” You think about the number of assignments you have piled up and grimace, “I don’t know, I kind of got a lot of work to do-” 

Jangjun quickly waves you off, “Nonsense! You need to relax once in a while, Y/N.”

As you’re forming a reply, his eyes focus on something behind you and an evil grin appears on his face.

“Oh! Sungyoon hyung, great timing! Y/N is dying to go to the firework display tonight!” Your eyes widen in horror as you realize who exactly Jangjun spotted behind you, “She’s too scared to go alone though, so she wants you to-”

“Lee Jangjun, I swear, I will end you-” You try to whisper threateningly, but he pays you no mind as he waves at who you now know is Sungyoon, finally coming out of his class. Both Joochan and Donghyun are laughing hysterically behind Jangjun, and in that moment, you’ve never wanted the ground to open up and swallow you whole more. 

“Hm?” You turn your head as Sungyoon comes to stand next to you. You simply gape at him, at a loss for words as he turns in his head to you curiously, “You wanted to go to that?”

“I- uh, well,” You try your best to muster up an answer, but to no avail. Curse you, Lee Jangjun!

He takes a long look at your face, definitely questioning why you’re acting so strange, before shrugging, “Sure, why not? I think it’ll be fun. Are you guys going?”

You silently plead with Jangjun, staring at him intently. Jangjun hums in thought, deciding to spare you a little.

“Yeah, we’ll be there,” You sigh in relief, not noticing Sungyoon sneak a glance at you.

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“It’s not a date, it’s not a date, it’s not a date,” you repeat to yourself multiple times as you get ready. Yet, you can’t help putting more attention to your outfit, making sure your hair looks at least presentable. As you put on a touch of makeup, you frown. It’s not like this is the first time you’ve hung out with Sungyoon, let alone in a group- he’s your best friend! It is the first time in a while though, as you both have been very busy with school and extracurriculars lately. 

“Get your head out of the gutter, Y/N,” You slap your cheeks, “You haven’t hung out with your friends in a while; It’ll be fun!”

---------------

“There he is,” You see Sungyoon leaning against a wall, his eyes glued to his phone. You quietly make your way to him, being extra careful to not get noticed. Once you’re close enough, you tiptoe and lean in close to his ear.

“Boo!”

“Oh, you’re here.”

You pout as Sungyoon simply turns his head in your direction, slipping his phone into his pocket.

“You didn’t even flinch,” You complain, feeling disgruntled. He snorts, pushing off the wall to fully face you. His eyes settle on your figure, making you nervously shift your weight from foot to foot. Silence envelops you as he continues to stare.

“Is there something on my face?” You try to break the silence, feeling shy under his gaze. He tilts his head before humming thoughtfully.

“You look nice,” Your cheeks grow hot almost immediately upon hearing his compliment. You don’t dare meet his eyes, knowing that you would probably combust. Instead, your eyes settle on your shoes, finding them very interesting.

“Ah- thanks,” You squeak out, racking your brain for an appropriate response, “We haven’t hung out in a while, so I thought I would dress up a little more? To not look like a sleep deprived college student, you know-”

Shoot, you were starting to ramble. Quickly shaking your head, you try to change the subject, “Where’s Jangjun and the others?”

“Did they not tell you?” You look up at his words, confused. Seeing the puzzled expression on your face, he continues, “Jangjun said they were going to be late. Something about Joochan and Donghyun fighting over this game, and they’re pretty serious about it.”

You stop yourself from screaming at the world.

“Let me message Jangjun real quick.” He nods his head as you take your phone out of your pocket. He doesn’t miss how your mood has soured upon learning of the absence of your friends.

6:49 PM

Y/N: Lee

Y/N: Jangjun

Y/N: You are dead.

Y/N: When I find you, you better run

🐮: Woah, Y/N, calm down!

🐮: We’ll only be an hour or two late, no biggie :9

🐮 : Have fun on your date tho~ But not too much fun, okay? 

🐮 : ;))))

“I’m going to murder that guy,” You curse underneath your breath, letting out a big sigh as you put your phone back in your pocket. 

“Everything okay?” You jump, remembering where you are. Sungyoon has an unreadable expression on his face as he studies you, and you try not to get too caught up in his gaze. 

“Yeah, I’m fine,” You try to reassure him, but your smile is weak, “Let’s just go.”

You both start walking towards the food stands at the entrance of the field, trying not to get too caught up in your nerves.

It’s not a date. It’s not.

“Y/N?” You look up, and find Sungyoon farther ahead than you thought he was. It’s suddenly crowded as everyone is trying to get food before the show starts. As someone pushes past you, Sungyoon’s hand reaches out to grasp your wrist and pulls you close to him. 

“Be careful, it’s really crowded here.” Your head automatically nods, not trusting your voice to say anything as all your attention goes to the grip he has on your wrist. His hand lowers until your palms touch, and he squeezes your hand. His hold is gentle and warm, making butterflies dance in your stomach. You let yourself be dragged by the pull of his hand as he weaves through the crowd.

The time spent at the food stands is relatively enjoyable. Both of you haven’t eaten before coming, so you allow yourselves to look through all the stalls, buying all the food you want. You easily share your food and quickly fall into a comfortable pace, laughing and finally relaxing.

You do notice that once your hands are empty, Sungyoon reaches out to grasp the one closest to him. You convince yourself that it’s because he doesn’t want you to get lost, having experienced your lack of sense of direction first-hand. Still, you allow yourself a bit of giddiness, glancing down at your hands occasionally. 

Having filled your stomachs, you both finally settle down on one of the provided picnic blankets laid out on the grass, the show nearing its start time.

As you hum absentmindedly, taking a picture of the darkening sky with your phone, you see Sungyoon staring at you from the corner of your eye. You turn your head in his direction, tilting your head, “What?”

He shakes his head, propping his chin on his hand, “Nothing, it’s just…”

“Hm?”

“I’m glad you’re having a good time,” He finally says after a long pause, turning his head to look up at the sky, “I feel like you’ve been distant lately? Not that I blame you, school is in full swing after all. But you’ve definitely been acting a little strange; I thought the stress was getting to you.”

He then turns to you, suddenly smiling, “But you seem to be in a better mood now, so I’m happy.”

Your eyes widen in surprise, the nature of his words dawning on you.

You really messed up, didn’t you?

Before you can respond, a loud horn goes off, signaling the start of the fireworks show. You both turn to look up the night sky as one after another, balls of colored flame shoot up and explode with a giant pop.

You lower your eyes to stare at Sungyoon, the fireworks casting various hues of color on his face, highlighting his features. You didn’t realize it, but you had probably grown more distant as your feelings for him bloomed, becoming too nervous to simply hang out with him anymore. And here he was, just happy that you were finally having a good time with him.

What a best friend you are.

You’re suddenly overwhelmed, feeling guilty for having worried him, yet grateful that he’s still the same Sungyoon that you met back in freshman year, the same person who is in tune with your feelings no matter the situation, who at the end of the day just seeing you happy makes him happy; he’s the one you fell in love with.

Before you can even process what you’re about to say, your mouth opens.

“Sungyoon-ah. I like you.”

You clasp your hand over your mouth, your eyes widening in surprise. Did you just-

You quickly bury your face in your arms, your face blazing. Your heart feels like it’s going to explode out of your ribcage, the embarrassment hitting you in waves. 

You did not just confess, you did not, you did not-

“Y/N.” You refuse to look up, afraid of what you’d just done. You just confessed to your friend, your best friend! You feel tears well up in your eyes at the possibility of having ruined your friendship.

“Hey, look at me,” His voice is surprisingly gentle, not the tone you were expecting at all. You mentally count to ten in your head before gathering enough courage to look up at him. Your breath hitches in your throat as your eyes finally meet his, his face growing closer to yours.

“Can you repeat what you said?” He asks, not breaking eye contact with you as your body grows hot, keeping his gaze steady. The fireworks up in the sky are long forgotten as you visibly gulp before clearing your throat.

“I- I like you, Choi Sungyoon,” You muster out, willing yourself to not look away, “I like you a lot.”

The anticipation makes your stomach drop; you can hear your heart pounding wildly in your ear as you wait for his response. He gazes at you for a while before smiling.

“I like you, too.” He says easily, leaving you utterly shocked. He looks away as you gape at him, not believing your ears. He raises a hand to his nose, scratching it awkwardly. 

“Wait- what- I-” Your mouth can’t keep up with your thoughts, your mind an absolute mess, “Did you- huh?”

It warms your heart when you finally catch the red glow of his ears- a shy Sungyoon wasn’t something you witnessed every day.

He shyly runs a hand through his hair, “I said I like you, too. And I have, for a while now.” 

“Oh.” Your face quickly matches the shade of his ears, maybe even more so. But a wave of relief and giddiness passes through you and you can’t help but smile widely once the words process in your brain.

Because your best friend felt the same way about you.

You spend the rest of the night in comfortable silence, your heart still beating fast, but it’s a good kind of warmth that spreads through you, one that makes you feel like all is right in the world.

You don’t realize when he draws close, but suddenly your hands are touching, his shoulder grazes yours and his breath is right next to your ear. You slowly turn your head in his direction, your breath hitching upon realizing how close his face is to yours.

You close your eyes, grasping his hand as you take a deep breath and lean forward. When your lips meet, it’s like your heart is mimicking the explosion of the fireworks in the sky. All these feelings surge through you as you share a kiss, and you swear you’re flying.

As you part, you both look away shyly; your face is blazing, your heart still hammering in your chest. You don’t complain when he tugs on your arm and brings you close to him, letting you lean your head on his shoulder as you continue watching the sky together.

[vocalyunho]

Lol my friend kinda puts me down and treats as if im stupid like dude im not a clown

Also is it wrong to be an anxious person? She keeps pointing out that i have anxiety and then laughs about it so ive decided to eat lunch alone and just download some shit to watch during recess from now on 🤡💩feeling kind of shitty today how about you?

I wish you were in my school 😖💕sorry i havent been sending you asks i missed you sooooo much. How is life going?❤😔

there’s absolutely NOTHING wrong in being an anxious person...your friend must’ve nothing better to do other than be rude. please, don’t listen to her. the fact that some things that don’t make her anxious, make you anxious or on a different level than hers doesn’t mean that she has the right to either laugh about it or make fun of you.

if she keeps doing that, don’t hesitate to talk to her. make it clear that you won’t tolerate more of this behaviour, if it’s needed. if she’s not willing to respect this, it’s time for you to find new friends honey.

and i’m sorry your day was bad :( ...i hope tmr will be a much better one. i missed you a whole lot too 😢💗

[j0hnj4ej3n]

7dream walking you home

inspired by: walk you home - nct dream ♡

MARK 

after your study date, mark insists on walking you home because it’s late and dangerous 

yea sure mark lee, it’s 5pm and still bright outside but ok sure

he carries your bag for you (even though you told him a hundred times that it wasn’t even heavy) and holds your hand while the two of you walk slowly towards your house hoping to drag out the short 10 minute walk 

you two talk about anything and everything because it’s never boring with mark 

when your house is in sight, mark noticeably takes smaller steps, not ready to leave you just yet but of course you two eventually end up in front of your house 

“Guess we’re here” he mumbles loud enough for you to hear as he reluctantly hands you your bag and lets go of your hand 

he ruffles your hair as he tells you to go in and that he’ll see you tomorrow 

he continues to wave at you cutely as you walk to your door, not leaving until you’re in your house because (“i need to make sure you’re safe”) 

he sighs as you close the door behind you because wow he misses you already 

after settling down, you text him to thank him for studying with you 

“thank you for today, get home safely alright? <3” 

“thank you too!! and yes i will, see you tmr love~”  

RENJUN

this boy lives at the other side of town but insist on taking the bus home with you 

“because you need to be safe”

he really make it seem like he is just doing his job as your date to walk you home but deep down inside he wishes to stay with you just a little longer 

the walk to your house was relaxing, as you two discuss about aliens and the universe, topics that never seem to have a proper conclusion and yet the two of you never get bored of discussing it 

you love listening to his view of the world, sometimes he stops mid-sentence thinking that he’s getting too serious 

but you assure him that you like listening to what he thinks, because you do, you admire this side of him and you can go on for days and you’ll still be listening to every word 

“we’re here, go in quick so you can get some rest.”

would wave goodbye and waits till you’re in your house before he leaves 

you make sure to remind him to text you when he gets home since he lives so far away 

“please text me when you get home”

“i will~”

JENO

he holds your hand as the two of you walk towards your house 

jeno usually walks pretty fast but right now, he walks slowly on purpose but you’re not complaining 

you two just started seeing each other and the both of you are surprisingly shy so you two really just enjoy the comfortable silence 

but he always makes sure that you’re walking on the inside of the road 

“thanks for walking me home” you said literally in tiny font when you two reach your place 

he lets go of your hand and scratches the back of his head, “don’t worry about it”

… 

you two just stand there kinda just looking everywhere else but at each other 

“you should go in, your dad said to get you home by 9”

he raises both his arms slightly, not knowing whether or not he should hug you 

and while he was hesitating, you took the chance to give him a peck on the cheek 

jeno literally froze 

and because you’re shy, you left him in that state as you rush to your door 

“y/n!” 

you turned back to face him, his face about as red as yours 

“s-see you tomorrow” and he smiles 

he waves at you one last time before going home really happily because wow is this real life? did you really kiss him on the cheek? congrats, lee jeno probably won’t be able to sleep tonight 

HAECHAN

you two had been together since morning, just spending time together and having fun 

but it’s getting late and it’s time to go home :(

you two were walking towards your apartment and as you walk pass the park nearby he starts his usual routine of trying to get you to stay out longer 

“look at that, its a bench, where we can sit on. so i don’t have to leave you just yet.”

but obviously you just chuckle and drag him along while he sulks (because your parents are strict and you’re not going to risk getting grounded because it means you can’t hang out with haechan as much as you’d like) 

whines when you two reach your apartment 

he refuses to let you of your hand even after you gave him a goodbye hug 

“are you really going to go in? if you go now i’ll be upset!” 

but he eventually does let you go because he doesn’t want you to get into trouble 

after less than a minute of leaving you, you receive a text from him 

“i miss you already” 

“ew you’re so cheesy, i’m going to puke”

“really? ok fine, go date someone else”

“i’m kidding, i love you”

“of course, no one is going to love you like i do! but i love you too, rest well tonight <3”

JAEMIN

it’s never quiet with jaemin 

even when walking you home, he’s joking around and you two just enjoy being in each other’s presence 

but because of how much fun you two have, time seems to pass by a lot faster 

“ahh here it is again, the time where we part”

“why do you say it like that? i’ll be seeing you tomorrow” as you laugh at jaemin being all dramatic and sulky 

“12 hours is a long time y/n” 

he hugs you and sniffs your hair out of habit (a weirdo)

after he lets you go, you walk backwards just to look at him a little longer 

and he stares at you lovingly as you get closer to your door 

he does a heart shape with his arms right before you close your door 

CHENLE

walks you home from school and would carry your bag for you 

you two play mario kart on your phones while walking, you sulking after he beats you 

so he buys you ice cream from the convenience store on the way and you two just enjoy your ice cream while talking and laughing 

“we’re here, you must be tired, you worked hard today so go get some rest”

he pushes you lightly to your door after handing you your bag

you wave goodbye and he does the same as you slowly walk towards your door   

“i’ll see you tomorrow” he semi-shouts and you nod your head while waving “see you!”

within 5 minutes of parting chenle sends you a text 

“it’s the weekend tmr so sleep in, we’ll meet at 2pm”

because he knows you’ll be up studying all night and he needs to remind you to sleep because he cares for your well-being 

to make sure you get enough rest, meeting you a little later than usual wouldn’t hurt

JISUNG IS BABY

walks you home from the bus stop even though he lives at the other street and is afraid of the dark 

the walk back to your apartment was pretty silent but because you two keep bumping shoulders, he keeps apologising softly 

“um we’re here”

“yea we are”

“t-thanks for today”

“thank you too”

it’s so awkward sometimes because jisung is so shy but it’s really cute to see him like that too 

“it’s late, you should head in”

“get home safely”

“you too” then he kind of just face palms because… you are literally outside your apartment already and you just laugh at him because wow he is so cute 

you start walking towards your door after muttering a soft “goodbye” and he suddenly grabs your wrist ever so lightly 

you turn to face him and he looks so nervous 

“um y-you… you look really pretty today… yea t-that’s all, goodnight” he mumbled and started to jog off because he is sHY 

you just chuckled and looks at him running away because he is too cute 

he turns around while jogging away and waves at you one last time 

you text him once you got into your apartment 

“you didn’t look too bad yourself park jisung heh… get home safely”

he replies you with a shy face emoji after telling you he got home

i was listening to the song and all these ideas came to me so i had to write it heh i hope its not too bad!! have a good day/night ahead (｡･ω･｡)ﾉ♡

[the-fandom-took-over-my-life]

The one where he blipped and you didn’t

Pairing: Peter Parker x Stark!Reader

Summary: Peter blipped. You didn’t. Now you’re both the same age and he’s confused by the kid he used to know and the girl you are now. 

Word Count: 1710ish

Warnings: Language, INFINITY WAR AND ENDGAME SPOILERS!

A/N: I haven’t posted any fics, but I want to start. Let me know if you want to see more, I’m planning a series if some of y’all read. Let me know what you think!

*Flashbacks in Italics*

E/C = eye color

INTRO

*NOT MY GIF*

      Sometimes you were jealous of the people who blipped. They got the easy way out. It was the rest of you that had to live with the pain for five years. Five long years. **       "Y/N?"       You sat up from under the covers to see Cap's silhouette in the open door; you hadn't even heard him come in.       "Any news?" you whispered hoarsely. The sound of your own voice surprised you. You hadn't spoken much over the past few days.       Cap sighed. "No, not yet. I just wanted to come check on you. When was the last time you've eaten?"       You couldn't remember.       Taking your silence as an answer, he slowed walked to the side of your bed and sat beside you. Up close you noticed how much older he looked. His eyes weren't the same. They just looked sad, worn-down.       "We're going to find them Y/N. We will."       You couldn't tell if even he believed his own words.       Not knowing what to say, you just reached for his hand and held it. He looked at you and offered you a smile that looked an awful lot like a grimace, but it was enough to make you feel slightly better. It was this moment and many more like it that helped you through the next five years.  **

      "Hey, Y/N, you still in there?"       You jolted from your thoughts to see your best friend's face hovering in front of your own.       "Yeah, sorry. What did you say?" you asked.       "I asked whether you wanted to watch Back to the Future or Harry Potter." Peter said, holding up the two DVD cases. You smiled lightly. Leave it to Peter to have the biggest collection of used DVDs in his possession.       "Back to the Future." you said, pulling your blanket around your shoulders and snuggling into the couch as he pushed the disk into the player. You could clearly remember the last time you'd watched this movie, though it felt like a lifetime ago. In fact, this was the movie you were watching when you and Peter first met.

**       Clearly you weren't one to pay close attention to your surroundings, well certainly not at that age, and the new voice from behind made you jump.       "Is that Back to the Future? I love that movie!"       You paused the movie and turned around to see a boy standing in the entrance of the living room. You recognized the boy as your dad's young recruit and you studied him, making him instantly uncomfortable under your gaze. The battle at the airport had taken place just days before and your dad came home with a broken Rhodey and a lot of broken promises about your family that was now ripped to shreds.  He looked a several years older than you, probably in high school, and you found you found yourself slightly shocked that this was the Spider-thing from YouTube.       Tired of your thoughts, you turned your back on the boy and played the movie. You heard him walk into the room and he sat on the opposite side of the couch. You could feel his timid gaze on you, and you tried to ignore him, but quickly grew annoyed of his stare.       "Do you need something?" you said bluntly; you dad had always said you were brusque, especially for a 11 year old.       The boy, again, seemed uncomfortable. "I just thought I'd introduce myself. I'm Peter. Peter Parker."       "You're the Spider-thing my dad recruited, right?" you asked. Now that he was closer, you could see the details of his face. 'He's got nice eyes.' You thought to yourself.       "It's Spider-Man" he muttered, making you crack a small smile.       "You don't look like a man to me." you said, making him roll his eyes and grin. You both turned back to the movie and watched in a weirdly comfortable silence. **

      That night was the unlikely beginning of a friendship that helped you through some hard years in your life. Peter was like an older brother to you; he would come over and watch classic movies with you, he'd help you with your homework, not that you needed much help, and you found yourself grown attached to him. At the time, although you never would have admitted to it, you had a growing crush on the young superhero, but he was almost five years older than you so you kept your feelings to yourself. Never would you have fathomed the events of the years to come that would ultimately change everything. **       You watched as the credits on the screen began to roll and stretched you legs along the length of the couch and yawned.       "It's late. Do you wanna stay the night here? May won't mind." Peter said copying your yawn.       "Nah, we both know that Rhodey will murder me if he found out that I spent the night at a boy's place." you said as you put your shoes on.       "Oh c'mon. He knows me. You're practically my little sister Y/N." Peter whined as you stood up off the couch. "Just stay and we can get breakfast tomorrow before school."       You smiled and rolled your eyes. "Aha! There's the real reason you want me to stay. It's not like you enjoy my company or anything right?" you joked.       "Bacon and egg breakfast burritos are so good though" Peter said, following you into his bedroom.       "Yeah whatever douche bag." you said, playfully punching him in the arm.       "You sure you don't want me to swing you back?" he said as you opened his window and stepped onto the fire escape.       "Nah, I'm good Spider-thing. I'll see you tomorrow." you said and you tapped your wrists together twice, clinking the bracelets that you wore on each arm. You felt the nano-tech stream from the bangles and cover your body, forming your suit.

      You playfully saluted Peter and activated the thrusters that carried you away from Peter's building.       "It's Spider-Man." Peter grumbled, sliding his window shut, but he couldn't help the smile that was forming on his face. Through the window, he watched the light of your suit grow smaller and smaller in the sky and flopped on his bed.       Not even a minute had passed until he felt his phone buzz in his pocket.       Lil Stark: You miss me already, don't ya? ;)       Spider-Thing: You know, I don't       Lil Stark: Dude you can't be mean to me, I'm older than you.       Lil Stark: Shit Rhodey is coming I've gotta go       Lil Stark: Night Spidey       Peter turned off his phone and stared at the ceiling. It was still weird that you were now technically older than him. One day you were the little 13 year old who he would go visit at the compound, and then he came back to see you his age, grown up. He remembers seeing you, but not recognizing the little girl he once knew.

**       "Okay I've got this." Peter said, quickly becoming overwhelmed my the number of aliens attacking him. "I don't got this. Somebody help!" he screamed, clutching the gauntlet.       "Hey Queens, heads up." Cap said and threw miljoner in Peter's direction.            Relieved, Peter cast a web and hung on as it carried him away from his attackers. His relief was short lived as a blast from the sky cut his web and Peter felt himself falling, until he wasn't.       "I've got you Spider-thing. Good to see you again."       He looked up to see a teal and silver Iron Man suit carrying him through the air. You deactivated your helmet and, for a second, he couldn't breathe. It was you, but, not you. Your face had grown out of the chubby face he was used to and you had lost the prepubescent acne you once adorned. But your eyes were what shocked him the most. They looked older, harder. The mischievous glint that once shone through them was no longer there.       He could have stared at you for hours, but he was snapped back to reality when you dropped him with Valkyrie, flying back to help the others behind you.       Tearing his gaze from your figure, heading into battle, he focused himself on the war raging around him, yet, through everything, he couldn't shake the look in your eyes. The look that proved, beyond a doubt, that the Y/N he knew was gone. **       Another buzz from his phone brought Peter back to his bedroom.       Ned: Are you going to Flash's party tomorrow?       Peter: I don't know. Why do we even go to his parties?       Ned: To be social like regular human beings       Ned: Is Y/N going?       Peter wasn't sure, you hadn't really talked about it. You had just started to go to school again after what happened to Tony. He figured, though, you would probably go just to get out if the compound. You hardly spent time there anymore.       Peter: I don't know. Probably.       Ned: Maybe you can finally tell her that you're in love with her. ;)       Peter scoffed at his phone.       Peter: Dude shut up. I don't like her that way, she's like my little sister.       Ned: Yeah, that was before the blip and she became a badass.       Ned: Anyway, we can talk about it tomorrow.       Peter: Yeah whatever, see u tmr

      He sat there in the silence of his room and, against his better judgement, thought about what Ned said.       Sure, you used to be younger than him and you used to look to him as an older brother, but that was, for you at least, five years ago. You grew up fast in the time that he was gone and now you could probably kick his ass. And, sure, you were pretty. Beautiful even. You were still much shorter than him, but you had grown into your body. He felt his face heat up thinking about your curves and toned body and your...       'This is so stupid' Peter thought, and pulled the covers over his body. He tried to forget you as he drifted off to sleep, but, for some reason, he fell asleep thinking of your eyes. Your big E/C eyes that, after some time and some rebuilt trust, showed him the softness that still remained within you. The softness he remembered. A softness that you reserved just for him.  

[reidamancy]

hey guys!! so i go back to school tmr which means i probably won't be as active on this blog anymore. i have a lot of posts queued up, but i won't start writing again until i've gotten used to my new schedule.

i have so many wips i wanna finish, but i gotta figure out how to balance school stuff first 😔 this is my first year of college so i really have no idea what to expect and it's gonna take some time to transition...

BUT once i get my life together, i'll be back here writing for spencer reid again 😌

[ughihadtochangeit]

oh geez

Been thinking about you a little too much during this quarantine shii I wonder why

I wonder if it’s because of my friends BARELY going through some toxic shii and they’re hella sad and it’s rubbing off on me or?

I’m really not sure?

Is it cause I’m feeling lonely because I’m staying home a lot or because I DONTT KNOOW OMG

Went through old messages lmao kinda sad and dramatic jez i was so mf dramatic but I think I learned that from u and tv shows LMAOO

Well I’m still fine but all my friends are sad which makes me wanna be sad and a simp but ew yuck they really be reminding me of how I was and I don’t even know what to tell them because I know how it’s total different for them I wish I can help them and tell then everything will be fine even though it won’t be perfect. Everything takes time. Maybe I need to be a lil more happy so that I can rub off on them?

Anyways writing to you on here because it’s better than actually trying to hit u upp and see me still blocked LMAO that would be weeeird buut OH YEAH or on the question thingy that Icould but I’m pretty sure I bothered u w/ that shit for a couple months when I was hella sad

So anyway I hope you’re doing well. How are you? How’s this quarantine shii treating you? Have you made some kewl new friend? Still working at the same place? How’s school? How’s ur fam? Everything? Hope it’s all great and you’re doing fine I feel like that spongebob meme rn where he kinda looks like 😅👀 leaning against the wall of sumthing.

Anyways to tell yah a lil about me hmmm

I got a job

I got two piercings and four tattoos now

Still waiting for my lip one LMAO

My manager’s CRAZY but coo

We throw parties at baskin yes really.

I’ve gotten so close to my coworkers we coo 😎

We’re always going out w/ each other and they’re happy it seems hehe one of thems in hs and married and on the cheer team the captain and she’s sooo cute and happy and preppy but she’s so genuine bc of the problem she has ugh I love her then theres angel 👼 a litteral angel LMAO but he coo if yanno what I mean and then Derek the lil dork nerd always having bed luck but literally the sweetest person you’ll meet too a litteral goofball

Anyways I’ve also kinda got my heart broken agian but I didn’t let it get to me hehe yieg freakin yieg

Then james HAHAHHA

Then I just go wow 😳 but hehe

My sister’s growing up and she’s sooo pretty and weird and goofy and smart but kinda lazy I see a lot of me in here and I hope she trusts me and I think she is slowly after I told her I knew I she has a snapchat and Instagram and she blushed but I told her her lil secret is safe w/ me 😎👌🏼

Sarah needs help and I’m not sure how to help her but I’m trying

Ale’s doing good I’m so happy for her (,:

Brad HAHAH well we’ll see what happens

Wawos is going places and I hope he gets someone that deserves him he’s another genuinely great guy. I see him trying so hard.

Pepe sees me a lil closer now which is cooo and I get to know more about himm

Jennn ahhh jenn makes me happyy she’s so crazy and her sister is so nice tooooo ahh jenn’s a lil hoe but she’s having fun and staying safe which I appreciate (,: ah just a fun times with her

OMG I have a lil gay best friend too I can’t wait till my parents meet him they were supposed to this spring but thiss corona is literally ruining everything but not really I’m not saying it like that I think it’s just a lil pause to ours lives and like a heads up if you get what I mean

Okay I think I’m done for rn cause I’m getting tireeddd and mis fingers hurt

I need call my mooma fr tho tmr omg smh