#it makes mine soooo much worse 😭

[twistedappletree]

silly anxiety stuff

i am unfortunately one of those ppl who gets panic attacks from weed (the pathetic gene ik lmAO) but i have to take indica for sleep bc my insomnia is so bad so as long as i take it when i’m laying down and not doing ANYTHING else, i won’t get anxiety but i had to get up mid-high this time bc i forgot to put something back into the fridge and i also forgot that i turned on my dishwasher that literally sounds like a demon with asthma crawling out of hell and brooooooOOOOOOOO the way i immediately just went back into my room and laid down ahahahahaha ima just let this shit sit out all night and expire idgaf 🫠

[cinnasweetss]

so no out of bounds part two ?? :(((( I really wanted them to actually get together TT

nonnie…so sawry…it’s not that romantic! >_____< are we forgetting that oob!jake is not a good person ??____?? reader js wants him to be…she’s in de nile 😭

read out of bounds here.

cw for dark themes. mentions of noncon/dubcon.

I can’t see them getting together tbh. atleast not officially. it’s mentioned that reader has a boyfriend that jake is not fond of. if anything further happens it’s probably not with the consent of reader…not that anything else was anw. 😭

like jake starts calling more and more while sober bcs he got away w it the first time. reader js had to be stupid and say “one day” to try and satiate him but it makes everything so much worse…bcs now he thinks he has a chance. everything else falls into the same pattern.

he’s more aggressive with his attempts to get at her. the threats continue, the groping becomes even more frequent. now he’s doing it when and where he can potentially get caught.

eventually he just snaps…he decides today is that day. he has to have her one way or another. he prob doesn’t even realize what he’s doing…he js needs her soooo bad :((( like he’s finally got himself a lil taste

but ofc reader let’s him get away w that too… n it puts so much stress on her relationship that she breaks up with her boyfriend.

it’s a lot of things she doesn’t admit, too…like the fact that she’s been sneaking around, jake is way better in bed & she did break up with her boyfriend bc there’s someone else…prob will use some bullshit excuse like “i just don’t think it’s gonna work out!” & “it’s not you, it’s me! really!”

ofc jake is in her ear through the entire breakup. literally and figuratively…if u kno what I mean. doesn’t even give her time to heal! he’s in her that same day…putting all kinds of shit in her head

most of the stuff he says is sooo nasty, like “this pussy gets so wet for me. me only. isn’t that right, noona?” , “the way you’re moaning I know i’m the best for you.” , “stop running. you can take this much.”

but at the same time…“u know ur mine noona” , “promise me you’ll never see him again. hm?” & “I always knew you’d come to me noona”

out of bounds jake is a mess!!!

[delusionalwriter02]

hi hi ✨️

hope ur doing good n stuff (if not then i hope it gets better <3)

i feel bad asking you to do a part 4 for fyodor in the insta series like you've only poseted the third part a while ago but i love it smmmmm🥲🥲😭😭😭 and i feel even worse cuz the anon that asked for a part 3 to fyodors was also me 😭😭😭😭

also i love you even more now cuz of ur authors note on that post (platonically)

(now i feel EVEN worse cuz now i feel like I'm guilt tripping or smth... i should just stop thinking at night shouldn't i?)

erm... soooo if u wanna could u do a prt 4 for the disgustingly lovely rat man (who rn could be a cockroach for all we know) 👉👈

(why are my asks always so long?😭😭)

luv u pookie <33 (have some ice cream <oo)

Insta as Fyodor’GF p.4

a/n : HELLO LOVELY!! Don’t worry you absolutely did NOT guilt trip or anything, I love writing for Fyodor so it’s always a pleasure!! love you sweetie (I’m eating ice-cream rn lol) hope you’ll like it !

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Yn_theoneandonly : mine all mine

Fyofyo : Of course I’m yours my love

↳ Yosanurgirl : SO not to interrupt or anything BUT the wedding is in three weeks and you still haven’t found a place ????

↳ Yn_theoneandonly : WE DID GIRL

↳ Yosanurgirl : why wasn’t I informed ?

↳ Yn_theoneandonly : you all should received the invit soon

↳ Yosanurgirl : I AM your BESTFRIEND AND YOU DONT TELL ME FACE TO FACE ?

↳ Yn_theoneandonly : OKOK IM SORRY but wait the cards are SOOO pretty

↳ Yosanurgirl : fine 😔

Golgot : I still can’t believe you two are going to marry, still thought I had my chance

↳ Yn_theoneandonly : my bad, you want to be a flower girl ?

↳ Golgot : I CAN

↳ Fyofyo : No.

↳ Yn_theoneandonly : YES YOU CAN, I will send you your costume

↳ Golgot : LETS GO

↳ Fyofyo : Love ?

↳ Yn_theoneandonly : just trust me

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Yn_theoneandonly : my girls and I

Yosanurgirl : we look SO SO GOOD

↳ Gintonic : the best clearly was Nikolai as a flower girl, I had to FORCE the straight face

↳ Yn_theoneandonly : hehe thanks to my genius mind

↳ Daze_i : must admit, you had a GREAT idea

↳ Golgot : Are you making fun of me ?

↳ Yn_theoneandonly : not at all don't worry, did you enjoy being a flower girl ?

↳ Golgot : YES THANK YOU IT WAS SO COOL

↳ Yn_theoneandonly : my pleasure

↳ Fyofyo : Our wedding is starting to look like a joke

↳ Yn_theoneandonly : lovveeee don't be mad, it made Nikolai happy

↳Fyofyo : Thank god we only have one wedding to do

↳ Yn_theoneandonly : well I hope i'll only have to marry once

↳ Fyofyo : I love you way too much to let you go now

↳ Yn_theoneandonly : I love you too, husband

↳ Fyofyo : I do love the sound of that, wife

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Fyofyo : To the women who made me whole, I'll choose you in every lifetime

Yn_theoneandonly : I love you so damn much

↳ Yosanurgirl : my baby is growing, made me tear up

↳ Gintonic : correct me if I'm wrong but you DID catch the bouquet sooooooooooo

↳ Yosanurgirl : find me the right person, then we talk

↳ Gintonic : on it

Atsushiii : the photo is so beautiful

↳ Golgot : I KNOW I'M THE ONE WHO TOOK IT

↳ Daze_i : that's the first and last time I make a compliment to you but you did a good job

↳ Golgot : *a great job

↳ Daze_i : yeah whatever

Sig_ma : Congratulations, I hope it will be an happy marriage even thought I don't have much doubts about it

↳ Golgot : c'monnnnn make him sad, ruin him, I can fix him

↳ Yn_theoneandonly : thank you for your concern but I can assure you I don't plan on hurting my husband and he has no plan on hurting me

↳ Golgot : too bad

↳ Fyofyo : Say that again, I'll cut your tongue

↳ Golgot : I was JOKING

↳ Fyofyo : Better be

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Yn_theoneandonly : Thank you everybody for coming, it was perfect thanks to you

Gintonic : being a bridemaid was so exciting, can't wait to be at your wedding Yosano

↳ Yosanurgirl : then you'll be my bride

↳ Gintonic : don't tempt me

KunikiDA : It had to take a wedding for Dazai to finally start behaving

↳ Daze_i : I can be a real gentleman when I want

↳ KunikiDA : So you chose to drive me mad

↳ Daze_i : Exactly

↳ Daze_i : wait no that's not what I meant

↳ KunikiDA : COME BACK HERE

↳ Chu_uya : He'll never learn

↳ Gintonic : you too Chuuya, during the whole ass night trying to annoy Dazai

↳ Chu_uya : well in my defense, it felt strange not doing it

↳ Gintonic : ooh tell me more, strange in a "i miss him" way or "i love him" way

↳ Chu_uya : more in the "I won't allow him to have a peaceful night" way

↳ Gintonic : hmmm I see, so it's love then

↳ Chu_uya : NO ITS NOT

↳ Akutagawa : Drop it Gin, he won't listen

↳ Gintonic : oooh you're so not escaping Ryu, we need to have a talk too

↳ Akutagawa : About what ?

↳ Gintonic : Atsushi

↳ Akutagawa : I'm not interested

↳ Gintonic : liar

Ranthebestpo : where are you going for your honeymoon ?

↳ Yn_theoneandonly : world tour

↳ Yosanurgirl : TAKE ME WITH YOU I CAN BE IN THE SUITCASE YOU WON'T EVEN NOTICE ME I SWEAR

↳ Yn_theoneandonly : I would love to believe me but the thing with an honeymoon is that it's between husband and wife

↳ Yosanurgirl : fucking stupid rules

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Yn_theoneandonly : France i'm cominggg

Yosanurgirl : send me photoooooss

↳ Yn_theoneandonly : of course I will!!!

Gintonic : enjoy babe

↳ Golgot : @.FyoFyo so she's calling your wife babe and you don't even scream ??

↳ Fyofyo : She's my wife's friend, what can I do ?

↳ Golgot : oh my, you really fell in love

↳ Fyofyo : Just to be clear, during the wedding you still thought I wasn't in love ?

↳ Golgot : I'm never sure with you

↳ Fyofyo : You can be sure of two things, I'm in love and I'll still kill you if you annoy me too much

↳ Golgot : Always knew we were best friends, that's just our thing

↳ Fyofyo : Hating each other ?

↳ Golgot : we both want to kill the other without actually wanting to see them dead, just like Chuuya and Dazai or Atsushi and Akutagawa, if you die, with whom will I argue ? Can't lose my fight buddy

↳ Fyofyo : I can always fight with someone else

↳ Golgot : But no one can top me hehe

↳ Fyofyo : Notice how I'm not married to you ? So stop flirting

↳ Yn_theoneandonly : Love I think we just need to accept he'll forever be like that

↳ Fyofyo : I think you're right, darling wife

Heyyy hope you liked it ? I am so so sorry for the time it took me to write the part 4 buuuut here it is! Thank you so much for your request and your kind words, I'll really try to take less time between request,

with love <3

[twentyfivemiceinatrenchcoat]

hello ari i am gently bonking your head with mine hehehe this is how we exchange ideas ok..... now that i've heard abt arisugu n arigojo first meetings.... i do need to know abt arikenny's first interaction now!!!!! and and and.... is.... is arishoko also a thing.... bc i think she would absolutely love you too like holy fuck you guys would work so well i feel like!!!!!!!!!!! why'd i immediately think of a first meeting that's like a little clumsy and cute?? like smth along the lines of you just bumping into her in like a coffee shop???? and you'd apologize over the shoulder and then she's just staring at you with that little devious smile of hers???? hehehe idk i feel like this could be canon ok anyway ily don't stay up too late my love!!!! mwah<3 - @teddybeartoji

HELLO MICKEY :33 this is us rn

okay so !!! i thought a Lot abt this one….. arishoko n arikenny are definitely the ones that r the least. Clear. in my mind. bUT i love them very dearly so!!!! we’ll see if i can make this cohesive 😭

FIRST OF ALLLL arishoko :33 it’s very very much a Thing honestly i think that. realistically. out of all four options shoko is the one i’d get together w irl… she’s just very much my type n i think i could charm her w my silly ways !!!!! but yes …..

OKAY SO I THINK. that. you’re absolutely right….. it’s a lot more soft n sweet than some of the other ones 😭 THE CAFE IDEA IS SOOOO CUTE cafe dates would be our standard for sure…… BUT I FEEL LIKE. we would meet. at a Bar. i don’t drink so i’d probably just be there accompanying a friend and i’m hating every second of it bc :// there r ppl around :/// the music is kinda loud and the lighting hurts my eyes :////// i’m just suffering and trying to read my lil book while my friends are dancing in the corner and ohhhh would you look at that…… a pretty girl is sitting rlly close to me…………. and i’m trying to subtly stare at her bc i’m enamored and. i think. she catches me in the act and i get flusteredPBDKDBDJD you get the vibes. i’m normal abt her.

so she strikes up a conversation …….. for SURE teases me abt coming to a bar just to read my gay little book and order sweet non-alcoholic drinks smh (may or may not make a throwaway comment abt how she has a friend who’s just like that… i’m forever thinking abt her calling gojo a big kid in one of the light novels bc she had to find a bar that sells non-alcoholic drinks for him LMAOO)…. and i am just. a little smitten. this is 100% an ari falls first kind of scenario i can’t resist the allure of a super pretty mysterious woman !!! :((((( and then i think she recommends a bar . that’s a lot more chill. that she likes. and she kinda just coaxes me into dating her i think 😭😭 i doooo see it as a slowburn but not nearly as much as the others shoko has me wrapped around her finger 💔💔

OH ANDDDD i should mention that i thought more abt the Lore both for arishoko and arigojo and!!!! i think that i’d probably be a non-sorcerer in both…. bc i think satoshoko in particular would rlly benefit from that ?? likeee shoko just meets someone outside of the school / jujutsu society and it’s just. a kind of normalcy that she doesn’t usually have!!! one that she finds rlly precious!!!! :((( and it’s the same w gojo but even worse bc i think he Craves normalcy. shoko already has canonical ties to non-sorcerers but gojo is kinda stuck in the jujutsu world so :’3 i feel like he’d meet a rando and just. fall for them very hard. they don’t know who he is, they don’t know he’s the strongest. to them he’s just. a Guy. and i think he loves that a lot. i’m just their Just Some Guy <333333 i think they’d both be reallyyyy adamant on Not getting me involved in their world at all. gojo introduces me to the students and shoko (begrudingly) introduces me to gojo when he crashes our date (😔) but it’s like. they’re protective … yk ……

…… this is already rlly long T—T BUT THE TRAIN NEVER STOPS i need to let it run its course…….

with that being said !!!! arikenny. the Forbidden selfship. the deranged version of arisugu. where do i even begin w this man….

honestly . this one is… yeah . i imagine it as an established relationship (<- very vaguely) bc it’s hard to picture Anyone capturing kenny’s attention w/o being reallyyyyy special 😭😭 which is why i have less thoughts on the Lore and more on the dynamic itself!!! but ummmm . i can picture us meeting in a coffee shop…. there’s this old wip i have where reader spots him sitting in a corner and eventually they start talking. abt the books they’re reading. nothing much just kenny picking their brain a little and yapping just to yap….. so i could picture it being kinda like that!! maybe i capture his attention somehow? 😭 it only really makes sense if i happen to be beneficial to his plan or something…? BUUT again i’m not super interested in the lore for this one!!!! so i’ll just talk a lil abt the dynamic hehe.

i just think. kenny is a freak. i’ve spent a lot of time trying to figure him out when it comes to x reader stuff bc i think his love is very unorthodox 😭 he’s just so detached yk?? buuut i think he can be very silly and affectionate in his own way :3 i fear he’s a Mother and a Father in one. in the worst of ways…. i could only picture him being in an Actual relationship w someone he views as his equal, but i don’t know if . that could ever apply to me LMAO. so if anything i think it’s similar to moji in that….. he just. finds a puppy in the pouring rain and brings it home. bc it’s kinda silly and good company. so maybe he does see me a little like. a Pet. kind of . I DOOO WANT TO SAY HE CARES FOR ME BUT. yk… he really wasn’t built for selfshipping. he’s a weirdo!! but i think it’s love at first sight for me…. i’m weak for milfs i fear 💔💔 and i think he does develop some kind of soft spot eventually :3 we’re. roommates. roommates who play board games and sleep in each others’ lap. roommates who kiss. i’d like to kiss his brain. WHO SAID THAT…

ok that was a big big ramble but !!!!! standard arimickey interaction let’s be real. it’s funny bc arishoko is so grounded somehow and arikenny is 💀💀 the way it is. i guess it’s sort of like a god/devout believer pairing … but without. the religious aspect. i think there’s very much a power dynamic involved this bitch is ANCIENT….. anyway that’s all tysm for reading my lovely sunflower baby <33333 i hope !! you’re having a nice day!!! ilyvm!!!!

[ghosttownwherenoonegoes]

'M here to listen to you, sweet pea. How 'bout we go grab a cup of coffee and sit down on the front porch? Today's my day off, so we have all the time we need. But it's also okay if ya just wanna sit together in silence. Or ya need a big hug. 'M not goin' anywhere. Just know that I'm proud of you, kid. And so is the boy. And if ya ever need some help with your hair, just say the word. 'M used to help Eddie with some real bad knots, never needed a scissors. These old hands may shake, but I know damn well how ta make some braids. Please be gentle with yourself, sweetheart. I'll keep an eye on ya.

- W. Munson

Uncle Wayne 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Grabbing a coffee with you (please make mine strong like acid) and sitting out on the front porch sounds perfect; I have so many things I have on my chest and I feel like I can't breathe. Will our beloved Eddie be joining us too? I need a biiiiiiig big hug and some real life advice and a whole lotta comfort and I'm sure you'd fix me.

You... You're proud of me?? You're making me cry😭AND EDDIE TOO????

I'm leaning on you and Eddie to get me through. I don't know what to do, Uncle Wayne, and I don't know how much more of this I can take or how much worse it's gonna get. I need you to help me and give me a cuddle. But not just any cuddle, a "I know we're both adults but climb onto my lap, Eri" cuddle🥹🙏

Don't tell me you're willing to help with my hair or I'll always be asking you. You know me; one small tangle and I'm in TEARS. A knot though, a proper knot??? Sobbing on the bathroom floor. Ask Eddie, he's scooped me up enough times🥺you're not old, Uncle Wayne, and neither are your hands. Having you help me with my hair would mean everything to me, I trust you to stand behind me with scissors and I might wince a little but ultimately I'd know my baby is safe with you.

I can't be gentle on me, Uncle Wayne, I can't. There's no time for me. Not until the end of May. I'm not sure there's gonna be any Eri left by then, I'm already at my wit's end. I need you so badly to help me.😩

I miss you and Eddie a great deal.💔

(NONNIE OMF THIS IS SOOOO SO SWEET OF YOU I'M LITERAL CRYING HHHH UNCLE WAYNEEEEEE 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔)

[gabbysthoughts4thots]

https://www.tumblr.com/gabbysthoughts4thots/759911581597450240/mad-at-everyone-in-my-family-except-for-my-mom

What’s up? :(

First of all thank you for asking🩵🩵this is gonna be a biiiiit long

My dad has this tendency to completely ignore me/stop listening and engage in another conversation while I’m talking to him (literally in the middle of a sentence)/not even try to work on things that I tell him hurt me deeply (literal confessions to him while sobbing). So basically we we’re all out to dinner yesterday (5 of us;mom dad two other sisters and I), and when we were in the car ride back home, my sister and I were joking around, and it got kinda loud. Somehow that turned into my dad starting to yell at me (bc my older sisters are never the cause of issues apparently). The gist of what he said was, “you don’t need to talk so loud and talk over ppl” I acknowledged what he said and apologized for getting loud. After I tried to explain that in general I usually do that because it feels like I’m being not listened to or talked over. Thought it would end right there, but instead he decided to make the excuse that I talk too much and no one wants to listen to me (ouch)?? Which I really don’t understand what that has to do with you blatantly looking at me while I’m talking to you and then just starting a convo in the middle of that. But that got me really mad so I was basically reiterating my point but pointing out the fact that I have NEVER been listened to my whole life whether that’s in simple conversations or big ones. I could (and have) pour my heart out to my dad and he still will do the same problems. So then my older sister (bc she likes to pretend to be my mom) interrupts me (bruh) to tell me to calm down. I was already pissed and was saying stuff like girl ur proving my point😭😭 and somewhere between all of that I started crying and my sisters started laughing at me which made it worse bc what kind of sisters laugh at their sister when she’s clearly upset?? AND WE WE’RE ALL SITTING IN THE BACKSEAT RIGHT NEXT TO EACH OTHER. Like they couldn’t hide their loud ass laughs. Anyways my dad keeps trying to interrupt (so he can try and compare me to some radical extremist republican bc he HAS to insult his teenage daughter when he’s bordering 70…petty grown ass man) and at that point I start just proving him right by talking over him and telling him that I don’t want to talk anymore and I don’t want to hear it. The whole time my mom was trying to get them to stop talking over me but she’s only one woman so🥲🥲. Anyways idk this whole “being the youngest means ur spoiled” is soooo subjective to every family bc in mine it means ur under parented with the same expectations. It also means ur the dummy for ridiculing. Sorry for talking so much👁️👅👁️

If you really wanna know I can complain about my half brother as well who I didn’t grow up with but currently lives in the house (at 40 something years old cuz he’s an absolute asshole loser), and has made my dads attitude worse😭😭

[mountttmase]

Hellooooo, today I'm just going for the chapter feedback cause it's super late😌

But chapter 9...

I'm honestly not ready

‘What if I want you to watch?’ You asked him, appearing in the open doorway. He did a double take as he looked up at you from his spot on the side of the bed, clearly unsure as to wether he’d heard you correctly and he swallowed hard as he furrowed his brows at you. THAT'S THE BEGINNING OF MY HURTTT

‘What’s going on’ he whispered to himself and you let out a little chuckle. HE IS SHOCKED

THE FACT THAT HE WANTS TO BE SURE SHE IS AWARE OF WHAT SHE IS ASKING HIM TO DO

He shut his eyes at first, cursing under his breath multiple times and rather than wait for him to look at you, you sauntered forward and grabbed his shoulders before straddling his lap causing the smallest whimper to come from him as his eyes finally met yours. I LOVE THIS MAN

‘Promise me you’re sure about this’ he whispered as he grabbed your naked waist ‘That you realise what this means?’ he asked, his dark eyes drilling into yours as he searched for the answers he wanted. 🥹🥹🥹

He seemed a little nervous so you shuffled over and onto your side before holding you hand out to invite him over. He took it carefully and slotted himself next to you before grabbing your waist again. ‘Sorry, I just wasn’t expecting this’ he whispered and you cupped his jaw in hopes he would look at you in the eye. OH BABY

‘More times than I care to admit’🤭🤭🤭

HIM TAKING HIS TIME WITH HER CAUSE HE'S BEEN WAITING FOR SOOOO LONG AND NOW HE WANTS TO ENJOY EVERY MOMENT

‘Sit down, I wanna ride you’ you breathed and he cursed under his breath before jumping on the bed to sit against the headboard. His hands tapped his thighs and you crawled over to him, straddling his legs once again as his hands wrapped around your waist before stroking up and down your back lightly. SHE IS OUR DOMINANT WOMAN

‘Fine, but not for long. I wanna see you’ he mumbled before giving your bum a harsh slap. THAT🥹🥹🥹

This isn’t what you did, you didn’t sleep with someone and then spend the night. You got dressed and you got the hell out of there. PERFECT NOW I CAN START CRYING

You laid there for what felt like hours when in reality it was only 20 minutes until Mason was in a deep sleep, rolling onto his back and snoring softly causing you to let out a quiet breath. You quickly and quietly slipped out from beside him and grabbed your stuff so you could go hide in the en-suite, ordering an Uber through your tears before getting dressed. You were rubbing at your eyes to try and make your crying stop but it only made them look worse. THE FACT THAT NOW WE KNOW HE HEARD HER GETTING UP AND WAS OVERTHINK IN BED...

‘Y/n? Everything okay?’ He asked softly, standing up to come over to you but you didn’t have any words to offer him. ‘Baby? What’s going on?’ He whispered, catching onto your swollen and bloodshot eyes as he cupped your jaw so you would look at him. ‘Hey, talk to me. Why are you crying?’ He mumbled before finally taking a proper look at you. Fully dressed, shoes on with your bag in hand. ‘What’s going on. Where are you going?’ He asked you a bit more firmly this time and your eyes stung at the fact he’d figured you out. GOD THAT KILLS ME😭😭😭

‘I’m not just some guy some guy you’ve slept with that you can bail on. I thought I meant something to you? I thought we were friends at the very least. This isn’t how you treat people you care about!’ He roared and for the first time since you’d known him you felt a little scared. ‘But we’re not friends are we? Friends don’t do what we do and it just be normal. I thought you were mine’ he whimpered and your heart broke at the sight of him. ‘I don’t give a shit if people have been bad to you in the past, that doesn’t give you permission to treat everyone else like crap!’ HE IS JUST SO HURT😭

‘You know how much you mean to me and I really thought I meant more to you than I quite obviously do’ YOU DO MEAN BABY

THAT HURTS EVEN IF I KNOW THEY ARE FINE AND TALKING ABOUT MARRIAGE AND KIDS NOW😭😭😭

WE MADE IT THROUGH THE HURT

we’ll sort of 😭

But yes it’s weird reading this back now knowing that masey knew she was in the bathroom he just didn’t know why 😭

[gracelessmeredithgrace]

I love my cat so much. He’s so sweet and cuddly and social, but sometimes I just really, really wish cats could understand words and boundaries and when to leave people alone.

When I get stressed and tired I’m really prone to sensory overload. When I’m already at my limit, him meowing and trying to crawl in my lap and rub his face and whiskers on me is so overwhelming and I just need him away from me.

I hate that I can’t communicate to him that it’s not his fault. I hate that on top of try to avoid going into full melt down I also have to deal with feeling guilty for pushing him away or shutting him out of my room and not being able to me make him understand why 😣

[mithrilhearts]

Okay but I know about all of these WIPs...🤣

Soooo what do I want to see a snippet of is the question? 👀

Since I know you've been working on it, how about a snippet of MYFBB.

(Also one from your TRSB fic because I haven't seen hardly any of that yet.😆 If you want to...)

You know everything about everything, it is true. The woes of not being able to make up my mind on any of my fics ahaha 😭🤣

Anyways, a snippet from my latest chapter of May Your Forge Burn Bright (update this weekend, hopefully!!)

“Thorin, do play nice with the other dwarves,” Bilbo murmured upon his approach to his significant stone-brain. His hands clasped at the sides of Thorin’s shirt collar, rising on his toes and hesitating to meet Thorin’s lips. Especially when a series of moans and groans echoed in the room.

“You’re all children,” Thorin growled, taking the words right out of Bilbo’s mouth before giving his hobbit a quick peck on the lips and the lightest of bonks to his still tender forehead. “Be safe, Kurdûn,” he murmured, words delicate and soft and for Bilbo’s ears only. The sentiment was very real though, and Thorin’s nerves never quite settled as Bilbo took his leave and headed out with Bofur to check out the mines and just how legitimate this idea of a deal was.

Would it be poor of Thorin to be skeptical that something was amiss? The look on his face said it all.

His lips were pursed into a thin line and his arms crossed his chest almost immediately. Thorin trusted Bofur, but what he didn’t trust was his lack of presence. There had to be a reason, and he wouldn’t forget the treatment that his hobbit had been given upon their arrival in Ered Luin.

“Are you alright?” Dis asked quietly, a hand dropping onto Thorin's shoulder and feeling just how tense he was beneath her strong grip. “You think…this could be something else? Not simply a stroke of good luck?”

“Dis, when has good luck ever truly ever been our friend?”

And as much as Dis wanted to argue otherwise, the words caught in her throat, instead simply squeezing Thorin’s shoulder. If something was wrong or amiss, they would find out sooner or later.

And!! A snippet from my upcoming fic for TRSB!! But not a lot, because, you know, secrets and things. Between Vices and Virtues, coming soon!!

Was Thorin truly replicating the attitude that Thror once had? The thought was chilling, just as the memories were. Sure, he had changed for the better to be something of a model prince, less of a disappointment in the eyes of the former king, but it didn’t negate the hurt that Thror had brought to Thorin’s younger years.

Thorin had to reflect as he had a brief moment to himself. He gazed at the gold ring still within his hand and felt a small grimace pull at his lips. It was the symbol of the king and the power he wielded. Though there were less than fond memories attached to it. Shaking the thought away, Thorin was out of his seat and tucking away that old ring, ready to make his way to the conference room as if nothing out of the ordinary had happened in the few moments prior.

Never let them see you sweat, for there was nothing worse than coming to the table looking and feeling inferior, regardless of how much Thorin detested the idea of this meeting. 

His stride had started out slow, practically dragging his feet in retaliation, but quickened to a brisk walk with chin held high and determination in those sky blue eyes. This was Thorin’s home, he was the one in charge, and nothing was going to change that–

“Thorin Durinson! So lovely of you to finally join us, didn’t get lost did you?”

–not even the mediator.

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