#it is absolutely excruciating
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vizthedatum · 6 months ago
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I suppose the lesson is: savor the journey, even if you hate it sometimes, because you’re doing it for YOURSELF and for all those who used to be where you were.
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abhorsenkatiel · 9 months ago
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My opinion on the 'would modern au Harrow be goth or Catholic' debate is that she would be both and it would throw everyone off. She goes equally hard on both of those things and no one knows what to do about it.
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houseswife · 8 months ago
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we spend the entire show watching house do anything to treat his pain — he goes to (understandably) insane, destructive lengths just to ensure he never has to suffer being sober. his entire life is focused around a cycle of distraction, thrill-seeking, and avoidance. we know that his home is filled with hundreds upon hundreds of pills, so he can always prolong and maximise those moments where his agony is muffled. and yet, in the final scene, we see him dive head-on into the end, and despite this being the most gruelling, insurmountable prognosis of his entire life, we see him smile bathed in the sunlight; those muted tones are dauntingly lifted, yet there’s no echo of a bottle rattling.
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moodysnowflake · 2 years ago
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Meryl, somehow managing to whup two of the most dangerous living being on the planet:
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Same energy
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fullscoreshenanigans · 1 month ago
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*Sketches are be in a separate poll, found here
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honeysteaa · 15 days ago
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Been experiencing probably the worst cramps I've ever had this past week and a half ish :))
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emilythezeldafan · 7 months ago
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Small Rant
really pisses me off when people reduce Charles Xavier to "Oh, that guy in the wheelchair with Psychic Powers who died in The Last Stand and then again in Logan."
Shut up before I send you to join the Mute-ants (credit to my mom for the pun)
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ambassadorquark · 2 months ago
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i really liked the alternate POVs in queen of the damned when they were all about establishing what the lives of various incidental vampires in the setting were like but i'm stuck on probably the most Anne Rice chapter in the whole book where we're learning the True History of Civilization via extremely circuitous long winded speech from an only mildly interesting new character and it's all really racist for no reason. i don't care so much about this i'll be honest.
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kiruvry · 2 years ago
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thursday or as i like to call it wednesday
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eddiesfagbriefs · 4 months ago
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trying to write medically accurate fanfic for the unrealistic EMS show is genuinely sisyphean. like. all of this so i can write eddie getting lightheaded over buck doing CPR while wearing a tight dress shirt.
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fly me to the moon is stancore
rises the moon is fordcore
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an-assortment-of-forks · 10 months ago
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there are doctors there are hospitals there are specialists there is medicine there are systems in place so people do not have to suffer and be tortured under their own chronic pain daily and yet. they're all fucking inaccessible to the people who need it most!!! to what I would argue is most disabled people!! I'm so fucking done with the medical system.
#today is an absolutely wretched pain day that makes me want to not be here anymore but guess what!#wasted a whole year trying to convince my doctors I was in significant and disableing pain daily and the best they could do#is tell me to go to PT and to wait 6 months and tell them if it gets better#to prescribe some shit like gabapentin or otc pain meds and write me off#tell me they'll get new X-rays to see if it got worse by the summer#disability exists!! specialists exist! good doctors fucking exist!! somewhere!!! I'm sure!!#but here I sit. in excruciating amounts of pain unable to convince any fucking doctors of anything#and that year I spent pushing myself to the limit is wasted bc at the very end of it all only one guy listened to me#and he said no one in their giant ass facility could diagnose me#so I'm back to square one bc I got a new job which means new insurance and new doctors to try and convince again#I just want to be on disability so i can want to be alive again#I'm so frustrated and in pain constantly#what are people like me who have to work 40hrs to afford to live but don't have any family to rely on supposed to do??#just die? am i supposed to continue to work until im too disabled to move and be profitable unless i get lucky?#bc some fucking doctor finally decides to actually listen???#ive tried ALL THE DAMN TRICKS TOO. telling them a friend has it and thats how i found out. that my previous doctor was looking into it#etc etc#I'm SO done living like this i am exhausted.#and to know that i COULD BE HELPED. RIGHT NOW. is the worst fucking part#these systems are in place so people like me dont have to fucking suffer.#but i cant even do anything about it bc i have a cat.
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pavus · 8 months ago
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love is a lot of things. but tonight, love is a cup of chamomile tea and a warm hand on my back and a quiet, "do you wanna sit here like this until it passes, or do you wanna do the new event in honkai star rail until you feel better?"
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sleepdepravity · 2 years ago
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Summary:
Reigen and Serizawa explore intimacy.
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“We haven’t gone on a date yet.”
“Of course we have,” Serizawa murmured into his hair.
Reigen pulled away slightly to look at Serizawa’s sleepy face. “What? When?”
Serizawa frowned a bit, probably from the sudden lack of warmth due to the absence of Reigen’s head on his chest, but still didn’t open his eyes. “When you opened the joint bank account.”
“That is not a date.”
“You told me I would need to be there to open the joint account and to make sure to bring my ID. And I said I had a study group after work for the big test coming up. And you had a full schedule for the next few days, so we figured out a time we could both be at the bank and you said, ‘It’s a date, then.’”
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wizardhecker · 9 months ago
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I wish I could say I poisoned myself doing something cool as a naturalist outdoors or as a sexy mad scientist but no
I ate an old green potato bcuz it was 2020 and I couldn't go to the grocery store and our lightbulbs had burned out so I couldn't see how green it was and got solanine poisoning
Like the worst dumbass version of that Into the Wilds Guy
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xoxochb · 2 months ago
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I am going to stab myself
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