#it is absolutely excruciating
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I suppose the lesson is: savor the journey, even if you hate it sometimes, because you’re doing it for YOURSELF and for all those who used to be where you were.
#healing#neurodivergence#trauma#love#self love#prose#journey#it is absolutely excruciating#but also wonderful
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My opinion on the 'would modern au Harrow be goth or Catholic' debate is that she would be both and it would throw everyone off. She goes equally hard on both of those things and no one knows what to do about it.
#the locked tomb#harrowhark nonagesimus#like other goth kids wont hang out with her because shes super judgmental of their sinful behaviors#old church ladies scold her about her bone jewelry and she describes in excruciating detail what obscure saints relic its representing#she gets along with absolutely no one#gideon is fascinated with her because of this and she cant handle it
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we spend the entire show watching house do anything to treat his pain — he goes to (understandably) insane, destructive lengths just to ensure he never has to suffer being sober. his entire life is focused around a cycle of distraction, thrill-seeking, and avoidance. we know that his home is filled with hundreds upon hundreds of pills, so he can always prolong and maximise those moments where his agony is muffled. and yet, in the final scene, we see him dive head-on into the end, and despite this being the most gruelling, insurmountable prognosis of his entire life, we see him smile bathed in the sunlight; those muted tones are dauntingly lifted, yet there’s no echo of a bottle rattling.
#this is a pretentious way of wording it but#it’s driving me insane that house — at the peak of his addiction and for most of the years following the infarction — was seen to take#HANDFULS of vicodin every few hours#because it hurts for him to even just EXIST#he’s never gone long stretches without relapsing#and yet!! and yet!! it’s so visibly clear that they don’t have much on them when they run away#not enough luggage space for a chronically ill AND a terminally ill person’s worth of painkillers anyway#it’s absolutely certain that there will be pain.#for both of them#this will be no doubt the most excruciating months they’ve ever lived through#but it’s worth it#and they’re more content than they’ve ever been#I JUST. AUGHHHHHHGGGH#house md#greg house#gregory house#hatecrimes md#hilson#james wilson#house/wilson
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Meryl, somehow managing to whup two of the most dangerous living being on the planet:
Same energy
>:@
#bois getting whumped#she short but she NASTY#i hope he had metal in there#nick i feel you#the shin kick is an absolute excruciation#go get him girl#bamf meryl#meryl stryfe#struggling nicholas d wolfwood#nicholas the punisher#suffering nicholas#shin kick is worst kick#nicholas d wolfwood#trigun#trigun stampede
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*Sketches are be in a separate poll, found here
Related Posts: • Separate post for the chapter 48 side scene with Ray, Lannion, and Thoma featured in the mystic code book. (Translated by 14thNeah) • Norman and Vincent's relationship • Did Ayshe forgive Norman during the timeskip? • What would you like out of the Ayshe-Norman conflict? • Me @ Shirai choosing to include Ayshe specifically in this panel of Isabella’s internal thoughts in chapter 174 • Why Ayshe acts the way she does in her conversation with Ray • What reconciliation with Isabella looks like for Ray versus the rest of her children • "The tragedy is that the prioritizing of her own position trumps that love of a mother more times that it ever didn’t, and that’s the mom that Ray was left with. " • Chapter 181 - WSJ Release vs Volume Release Differences
#The Promised Neverland#Yakusoku no Neverland#TPN#YnN#TPN Polls#FSS Polls#FSS Shenanigans#Full Score Trio#TPN Emma#TPN Norman#TPN Isabella#TPN Ayshe#Lambda Squad#Big Bro Ray Tag#TPN Ray#TPN 028#TPN 030#TPN 044#TPN 048#TPN 065#TPN 075#TPN 105#TPN 131#TPN 153#TPN 159#TPN 169#TPN 181#this was absolutely excruciating btw there are so many good ones#I cut the paper cup origins one and NE photo one because they mostly showed up in the anime intact but they were top 15#along with Smee killing James in the Ch173 bonus one
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Been experiencing probably the worst cramps I've ever had this past week and a half ish :))
#cant wait for 9 more years of this :))#(for reference i recently got a copper iud inserted)#fucking aaaaaaaahaahhhhhhhh#i knew my cramps would probably get worse#but i assumed that Tylenol and midol would still at least be able to help#but NOPE it does absolutely nothing for them#just excruciating tummy pain for two weeks straight :))#honey speaks
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Small Rant
really pisses me off when people reduce Charles Xavier to "Oh, that guy in the wheelchair with Psychic Powers who died in The Last Stand and then again in Logan."
Shut up before I send you to join the Mute-ants (credit to my mom for the pun)
#Charles Xavier#Professor X#X Men: First Class#X Men: Days Of Future Past#X Men: Apocalypse#X Men#X2: United#X Men: The Last Stand#X Men: Dark Phoenix#Does anyone really know the order of these films?#Logan#I love Charles if you talk smack about him in my presence it's on SIGHT#I won't even go on a rant on how absolutely excruciating his powers would be#I'll save that for another post#Shut Up Mel#Sincerely Mel#Mel Rants#Mel Posts#The X Men Timeline Is Fucked Up
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i really liked the alternate POVs in queen of the damned when they were all about establishing what the lives of various incidental vampires in the setting were like but i'm stuck on probably the most Anne Rice chapter in the whole book where we're learning the True History of Civilization via extremely circuitous long winded speech from an only mildly interesting new character and it's all really racist for no reason. i don't care so much about this i'll be honest.
#beep boop#peeing with my boy lestat#i heard someone describe these books at their worst as 'repetitive' and i think that's pretty apt#like i generally have already figured out most of this by the time she feels the need to explain it in excruciating detail#it's actually kinda fun when the insane rambling exposition just comes out of absolutely nowhere but this not so much
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thursday or as i like to call it wednesday
#ive seen this about eye dee kay i ljke them :]#(ram voice) disgusting little freak. come hither#rammax#ramattra#maximilien#overwatch maximilien#overwatch#ovw#overwatch 2#sorry 4 all the ship art recently actually . i am realising im not putting the overwatch cast through excruciating pain enough#absolutely criminal. what are you doing avery#max is also absolutely on the.very tips of his toes here or smth hes like 5'9"💀
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trying to write medically accurate fanfic for the unrealistic EMS show is genuinely sisyphean. like. all of this so i can write eddie getting lightheaded over buck doing CPR while wearing a tight dress shirt.
#excuse my 911posting at work. again.#anyway#there are so many little things about cpr specifically that are never portrayed in media correctly that makes writing it well excruciating#like do i think eddie would carry a pocket mask in his truck? absolutely. do i want to write him going to get it#because he knows the importance of oxygen perfusion to the heart tissue? no#do i tag this 911 or personal#hm
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fly me to the moon is stancore
rises the moon is fordcore
#gravity falls#ford pines#stan pines#i can absolutely go into excruciating detail but i will spare everyone from that for now
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there are doctors there are hospitals there are specialists there is medicine there are systems in place so people do not have to suffer and be tortured under their own chronic pain daily and yet. they're all fucking inaccessible to the people who need it most!!! to what I would argue is most disabled people!! I'm so fucking done with the medical system.
#today is an absolutely wretched pain day that makes me want to not be here anymore but guess what!#wasted a whole year trying to convince my doctors I was in significant and disableing pain daily and the best they could do#is tell me to go to PT and to wait 6 months and tell them if it gets better#to prescribe some shit like gabapentin or otc pain meds and write me off#tell me they'll get new X-rays to see if it got worse by the summer#disability exists!! specialists exist! good doctors fucking exist!! somewhere!!! I'm sure!!#but here I sit. in excruciating amounts of pain unable to convince any fucking doctors of anything#and that year I spent pushing myself to the limit is wasted bc at the very end of it all only one guy listened to me#and he said no one in their giant ass facility could diagnose me#so I'm back to square one bc I got a new job which means new insurance and new doctors to try and convince again#I just want to be on disability so i can want to be alive again#I'm so frustrated and in pain constantly#what are people like me who have to work 40hrs to afford to live but don't have any family to rely on supposed to do??#just die? am i supposed to continue to work until im too disabled to move and be profitable unless i get lucky?#bc some fucking doctor finally decides to actually listen???#ive tried ALL THE DAMN TRICKS TOO. telling them a friend has it and thats how i found out. that my previous doctor was looking into it#etc etc#I'm SO done living like this i am exhausted.#and to know that i COULD BE HELPED. RIGHT NOW. is the worst fucking part#these systems are in place so people like me dont have to fucking suffer.#but i cant even do anything about it bc i have a cat.
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love is a lot of things. but tonight, love is a cup of chamomile tea and a warm hand on my back and a quiet, "do you wanna sit here like this until it passes, or do you wanna do the new event in honkai star rail until you feel better?"
#📢.txt#ryan tag#booting up hsr and trying not to think about the Excruciating Pain that i'm in right now instead i will think about how in love i am#it's 5am and i feel like absolute trash but my husband is all bundled up in a cute sweater and playing his favorite game with me 😭
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Summary:
Reigen and Serizawa explore intimacy.
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“We haven’t gone on a date yet.”
“Of course we have,” Serizawa murmured into his hair.
Reigen pulled away slightly to look at Serizawa’s sleepy face. “What? When?”
Serizawa frowned a bit, probably from the sudden lack of warmth due to the absence of Reigen’s head on his chest, but still didn’t open his eyes. “When you opened the joint bank account.”
“That is not a date.”
“You told me I would need to be there to open the joint account and to make sure to bring my ID. And I said I had a study group after work for the big test coming up. And you had a full schedule for the next few days, so we figured out a time we could both be at the bank and you said, ‘It’s a date, then.’”
#fanfiction#mob psycho 100#my writings#imagine me sitting and staring at crownorclover’s art#and just squinting like. ‘hm. what if I actually wrote people kissing. what if.’#smash cut to me with an open document and a hand over my face#as I write word after excruciating word of descriptions of physical affection#absolutely mortifying. at least I can push that off onto reigen and Serizawa.#anyways I’ll go back to amnesia fic now
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I wish I could say I poisoned myself doing something cool as a naturalist outdoors or as a sexy mad scientist but no
I ate an old green potato bcuz it was 2020 and I couldn't go to the grocery store and our lightbulbs had burned out so I couldn't see how green it was and got solanine poisoning
Like the worst dumbass version of that Into the Wilds Guy
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I am going to stab myself
#prue speaks ੈ✩‧₊˚#xoxochb#I have an absolute excruciating pain in my leg right now and I literally want to start bawling#but I’m at school and have to remind calm and civil
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