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#orchid draws#mouthwashing#cw alcohol#cw bright colors#mouthwashing daisuke#mouthwashing swansea#swansea mouthwashing#daisuke mouthwashing#watched mouthwashing last night at 4am#started this draw after class today. lmao#been working on it nonstop all evening 😵💫
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so the fact there was only one encore song was really fucking me up so i took some time to look into the set lists to see if this is something new. there have only been 5 shows during return tour that had one song as their encore.


the way i estimated word length was based off the way mcr titles their songs in their sets. my original guess was auckland, march 11th, but the set was way too long for that. corona captital and sacramento both had kids from yesterday as encore, which is too short for the song title.


i was left with the glasgow and osaka setlists respectively. neither fit the length of the song titles required.
if i had to make a bet out of these five- auckland would be my guess, as it was one of the last shows and otherwise the titles really line up. but from what we've seen in return tour, this setlist doesn't match up any concert we ended up seeing.

Like what is that . That’s a set list right
#it may be possible that i am too tired#and i missed something#it is 4am after all#but mcr did write their setlists in a very sporadic way for return so my bet would still be that this isnt for wwwy#perhaps an original set from one of the return shows that was altered
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AGH happy (definitely-not-late) bday to mr jamil viper 💖🐍 and thank u harveston jamil for coming home as well as two of his bday cards 💖💥
#i put WAY too much effort into this and;; i dont even like it 100% 😭#i gave up on the patterns </3#but anyways#thank u jamil for ruining my life ily#also happy holidays everyone (it’s literally still back-to-school season)#actually technically it's already christmas in the philippines#so uhhh#it fits???#thank u harveston sledathon for the perfect timing#[—✦-#-✧ my art#twst#twisted wonderland#twst art#jamil viper#harveston sledathon#-✦—]#also also i havent??? posted art in almost a week???#das crazyyy#i got sick the day after his bday when i was supposed to be finishing up his art >:[#then i just lost all energy for a bit i couldnt do anything 😭#anyways it’s like. 4am i cant sleep#so i decided to just finish up his bday art 😤#who knew drinking thai boba milk tea at 5pm wouldnt be such a good idea#i feel like i’m unnecessarily rambling more than usual lmao sorry 😭
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staircase
#i took something for sleep after all im still gonna try to just fall asleep#but if it doesnt work ill just wait 2 hours for it to work and conk out at 4am idgaf#art#digital art#artists on tumblr#woods
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I stayed up till 4am working on these and I they're still late oop-
Anyway belated Valentines themed doodles with Liv and Skeeter!! I imagine the band got invited to some fancy event with the Muppets and Liv found the courage to ask Skeeter out, so the band helped her put a fit together
Hope all the couples and single people had a great Valentines!!
Older Skeeter design by @skippiefritz
Message screenshot in the second drawing from @zombiedeers on Discord
#I repeat I stayed up till 4am drawing these please don't let this flop-#This was also my excuse to draw Liv confident#it's rare but it happens#the band rub off on her after the events of HS#Liv has probably always liked suits but never really had an excuse to dress up all fancy till she started working with the band#Liv#Muppet OC#Zoot cousins#The Zoot cousins#Hired Sparky#Skeeter#Scooter#The electric mayhem#J.P Grosse#Teeth#Floyd#Janice#Lips#Zoot#Animal
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thought about the frog show again at 4am
#amphibia#marcy wu#gave up on the hand because my brain was gone after my 3h project meeting and 3h assignment#sleeping at 2-4am every day my behated but a necessity at this point#I miss amphibia. what a time it was to be alive and part of the fandom#sketches#ysart#I. miss drawing. I really do.#I try not to think about it because it gets me all sad and existential#but I also know that formal education in the arts could also lead to intense burnout (for me)#so it’s just a :/ situation I suppose
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safe
#azia gposes#io laithe#io/estinien#ffxiv#havi laithe-varlineau#don't mind me. just having A Moment!#thought about “my son's drawing of safe” tweet too much#and after all the family things in this patch... it's havi time until i say it isn't!#also i just think they're very cuddly sleepers bc 1) they love to touch but 2) it's a subtle reassurance that they're alright#after all the loss what is more affirming than feeling ur loved one right there next to you!!!#anyway. as is tradition i'm posting this at 4am and running away
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do you guys ever think about how they don't let sotheby grieve. bc i do. i think about it a lot. do you guys ever think about how sotheby lost everything. do you ever think about how nobody told her. do you ever think about how she had no idea that that conversation with mr. karson was going to be her last. about how she called his name expecting him to be there. about how she was excited to see the rain! about how she was fascinated with how it reversed directions! she quite literally had no idea! she's a sheltered girl and no one told her! when the gastrointestinal disease spreads mr. karson says it's affecting the entire staff of the manor. do you guys ever think about how they must've been people sotheby had seen and interacted with every day before the storm. likely the ONLY people she interacted with. and none of them are alive anymore. she lost her entire life to the storm save for her parents and we don't even know where they are! do you ever think about how she's in an entirely new place with new people and of course it could've been worse, of course she's made friends but do you think about what she's lost! and do you think about how she smiles through it! no time is spent on how she feels about all of this. she could've been angry that everyone knew, and that no one thought her mature enough to handle it. i think she would've had every right to be upset with vertin after that but instead she devoted herself to helping her. do you guys ever think about this. where is everyone it's so dark in here
#posts by me#r1999#reverse 1999#it's nearly 4am and i have 2 essays due sotheby save me#OF COURSE SHE KNEW THINGS WERE BAD.#SHE WAS MAKING THOSE HALLUCINOGENS AFTER ALL.#but i don't think she knew everyone was going to die#she was and is incredibly optimistic#i could start crying about this#sotheby
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the qsmp, qsmpblr and the greater qsmp community as a whole has been such a blessing to me for the last year, that i can’t even begin to describe. the server has introduced me to so many creators, so many people, so many cultures that i likely wouldn’t have explored otherwise. the community has been so kind and enthusiastic, and has let me make friends i can be happy around for the first time in a long, long time. the project means a whole whole lot to me, and whether or not it’s really the end, i just wanted to put my feelings out there anyways. it has been an incredibly good run, and despite everything i really wish it could have the opportunity to go on.
i absolutely don’t plan on going anywhere, you’re all stuck with me whether you want me or not. if more happens with the server, i know i can’t just stay away and ignore it. and if it doesn’t, i still love all the streamers it’s introduced me to this past year. (cellbit when u get your ass back online…..)
i’ve just. got a lot of love for everyone. thanks for the incredible memories. it means more than you know <3
#qsmp#gettin all sappy at 4am after a sudden power outage (which has since come back on)#special shoutout to the qblrsmp server for helping through this especially rough time recently
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Rough as hell first draft but
Hihi Gravity Falls fandom ashdxbnc
(Text says:
“Whoo boy!! Not bad for a meat sack!!”
I’m aware my handwriting is atrocious here)
#this would be like. weirdmageddon era#my art#gravity falls#book of bill#bill cipher#human bill cipher#human bill design#gf bill cipher#is this technically a gijinka#she’s genderfluid btw#she’s gonna have so much fun when he’s confined into a human body after the theraprism ahahahahaa#take all the gender dysphoria from all the trans people and give it to bill#he deserves it#just for a lil while#I’m gonna play around with this design tmr#but for now#it’s 4am
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realized a drawing i'm doing rn is almost identically posed to one i did 8.5 years ago of a different oc, except the old drawing was instantly tainted by one of the players featured messaging me asking if i could take it down because their abusive, possessive rp partner saw it and got jealous of them "roleplaying behind their back" and i said "nah" and it became a whole Thing that i should have walked away from at that exact moment but didn't and the 6 months that followed contained some of the most truly condensed batshit i have ever witnessed in an rp community already well-known for its batshittery.
... anyway i love my friends. so happy to accidentally redeem the pose.
#idk if ill ever open up completely about that shitshow but#i think 8 years is past the statute of limitations to vaguepost about it#late tag addition but man now i'm thinking about it all at 4am#how did in the good goddamn did i witness that and still not only let them make me an officer#but also let them put me functionally in charge of their guild IC#while those two fucked off and erped in instanced zones or played overwatch#and i and my then-rp-partner took the heat for the meandering plotline#until my partner vented to the wrong person about the abuse#and it got back to them#and we got to experience the surreality of an honest to god guild coup#all to salvage the image of some egomaniac abuser#certified fucking wra moment#its been 8 years and thinking about how i was treated in the end makes me feel sick lol#they made a new guild discord and invited everyone but us#and when i noticed the channel had gone quiet i asked what was up#and was met with gaslighting about how i'm 'thinking too much' about the channel being a 'little slow'#and it took pushing to get an early admission of what was about to happen#so we logged on and quit ourselves#which fucked up the narrative they had constructed#and they lied in the new channel that WE were the ones doing a 'coup' and that we stole the members who left with us#i guess i am opening up after all#i had to play the fucking villain of that scenario for the past 8 years#all to protect the mental health of people who hurt me#why#if you were there and know what i'm referencing with all of this... there's the fucking story#the person in question is a massively popular artist#i just dont have it in me to fight that fight
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the first shrek movie came out when neil was 13. presumably, neil was still in europe at this time. the movie came out on VHS and DVD later that year. it also premiered sporadically on the HBO tv channel starting in 2002. with this:
#4am thoughts.#neil josten#aftg#tfc#all for the game#luniaisun#timeline established because i believe if neil watched it#it was on the run lmfao#if u say after the foxes. i think that's boring LOL neil had to know abt pop culture to fit in.... but anyway not the question at hand
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writing [love]; dream, a writer.

Dream: I like writing. I like writing poems; I like writing songs; I like writing everything. I like storytelling—I just like storytelling. Storytelling in general is fun. I do a lot of storytelling through, like, my videos, through my video editing ... that's my favourite part of writing.


Dream: So, it's [love is] special, you know? You can't really explain it. Um, you know, with your mum, your dad, your—your sisters, your brothers, your cousins, your—your friends that you've known since you were a kid. Your friends that you just met a year ago that you are absolutely in love with as a person.

Dream: 'Have you written stories as well as songs lately?' Yeah—I mean, well ... I feel like songwriting is very—it's like, you just take stories—like 'Roadtrip' was, like, essentially a poem, and a story, that was turned into a song. And I feel like that's with a lot of stuff. 'Mask' is the same; 'Mask' was a poem turned into a song.



Bird by Bird, Anne Lamott | Dream Subscriber Twitter Space April 30th, @/dreamwastaken | It's Been A Long Day, Spacey Jane | Dream's Tiktok 'love is scary', @/dreamwastakenwastaken | Photograph in the studio from Dream's Instagram post, @/dreamwastaken | The Story of Mary MacLane, Mary MacLane | Our Beautiful Life When It's Filled With Shrieks, Christopher Citro | Johnny Cash’s handwritten to-do list, 1969 | Tweeted screenshot from Dream's notes app, @/dreamwastaken | Anne Carson interview, 2016 | Dream and George on the Dream Panel at TwitchCon Las Vegas 2023, TwitchCon VOD | Tweeted screenshot from Dream's notes app, @/dreamwastaken | On Writing, Stephen King | A fan's Tiktok of Dream and George at emo nite, @/angstboycam | Dream explaining 'Spotlight' in the 'to whoever wants to hear' lyric booklet, Dream | Your Song, Elton John | Fan photos of Dream and George at Dream's tour
Dream's 'Kind Of Love' speech LA concert night two, @/milktea_grn | The Power Of Love, Frankie Goes To Hollywood | Fan photos of Dream and George at Dream's tour | You Are In Love (Taylor's Version), Taylor Swift | Dream explaining 'Paranoid' in the 'to whoever wants to hear' lyric booklet, Dream | Dream and George on the Dream Panel at TwitchCon Las Vegas 2023, TwitchCon VOD | Words, Gregory Alan Isakov | Dead Poets Society, dir. | Dream Subscriber Twitter Space April 30th, @/dreamwastaken | Sweet Nothing, Taylor Swift
Fan photo of George recording Dream at his concert | Addressable Thou, Chase Berggrun | Bright Star, dir. Jane Campion | George smiling at Dream in IRL DREAM TEAM IN MADRID, Sapnap VOD | Endymion, John Keats | Dream and George on set: Everest – Dream & Yung Gravy BEHIND THE SCENES, Dream Music | [brIght], E. E. Cummings | George and Dream in IRL DREAM TEAM IN MADRID, Sapnap VOD | Sand and Foam, Kahlil Gibran
#WOOOOO WRITING !!!!!! i love it so much !!!!!!! and dream does too !!!!!!#shoutout to all the writers artists creators in this fandom u are So incredible especially my friends i love u forever <33333#imsotireduerhogou whywas i up till 4am last night doing this n then hadnt been doing the refernecbes the whole time#so just did them tonight. it is now One am. i will proceed to pass out n sleep for Ten Hours#i really like this one i am proud of it :') ive had a dream + writing compilation in my head for Ages so i am glad ifinally got to do it :D#to those who love words as much as i (and dream) do ....... to whoever wants to hear ......... <3#heres som comfort after a pretty shitty second half of the day for us all and dream </3 Hugs#my webs#web weaving#dreamie#dnf#georgie#dreamnotfound#poetry#words#writing talk#compilations#imfine goonigh Zzzzzz ..... snorkshoo mimimimimim
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Furina having some cute little particular spot/tactic which makes her let out the cutest, sweetest giggles with snorts in between and navia is so in love with that laugh that she lightheartedly Abuses that spot shkddhh for example like Furina's bellybutton or pressing soft little raspberries on her belly has her writhing, red painted on her face and a huge wobbly smile, soft giggles and whines followed by little snorts, and navia has to physically hold herself back from kissing furina while she's all giggly like that (she failed)
"Naveeheehee - Navia! We're going to be - eheehe - be late...!" "Hmm... They can wait a few more minutes, can't they? They'd understand if they heard these cute noises of yours!"
#genshin tickles#furina#navia#navifuri agenda#my art#1 this is the first time ive drawn either of these girls. expect them to be wildly simplified if i ever do this again bc jesus of god#2 sorry i went with neck bc i j. its all i could picture with this ask#3 i know art was not the prompt here but i had to. i HAD to. i had to give SOMETHING with the juices this gave me#anyway. is this kisses or raspberries? you decide (both)#started sketching this at like 130 in the morning and only finished n posted around 4am#dont ever say i dont feed you /lh /nm o7#oh yeah after the fact tag to add:#furina is plus sized under the corsets and navia is petite but buff argue with the wall#i fucked up with this a little bit bc im tired but. you need to understand my vision
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San Jose won the Valentines Day puck game this year yall

It's actually good I'm not in SJ because I would have bought like 20 of these.
#SAN JOS-WAY. thanks will smith hockey <3#shout out to lesa for hooking me and sierra up!!!!#in my heart the boys are stealing these pucks and giving them to each other#in my SECRET heart mario gives one to girl wsh to make her smile after a bad day and she gets so embarrassed but can't stop smiling#fresno oilers.txt#i am in the STUPIDEST employment limbo where they told me i'm starting this week but haven't told me WHAT DAY OR SHIFT#so every day i wake up check my phone 30 times an hour from 9-5 and have no idea what plans to make or how#i wanted to go to a training to do court accompaniment with ice detainees but i don't know my schedule!!!!#i have to do an intake with a dogsitter but i don't know my schedule!!!!#and like the entire city is shutting down on friday for the eagles parade so?? i don't think i start friday??#also it's cold and i'm doing an experiment with my naturopath called i ran out of sleep meds so let's try good sleep hygiene#so i slept like GARBAGE. i genuinely do not think i slept from 12am-4am. i was just lying in bed getting progressively crankier#last night i was rocking keats in my arms after a seizure and we watched the snow and that was nice. but after it's just been cold#and the aqi has been terrible all day. so all that combined with schedule uncertainty is making me feel very yucky#but there are still the delights (wish valentine puck)(you know the san jos-way to my heart)
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“I can’t be angry with you…” Princess Alisa spoke before bending down to give a big kiss on Princess Anilaphat's clear cheeks. “However, you should never speak of renouncing your royal status again.”
“...”
“Can you promise me?” Princess Anilaphat only gave Mother a wry smile but didn’t say anything in response. “Hearing that, I almost suffocated to death.”
“...”
“You’re my heart and your father’s heart, don’t you know?”
“Whatever father and mother wish from me, no matter how hard it is, I’m willing to do it.” Princess Anilaphat moved her body away from the embrace to make eye contact with her mother easily. “Having to leave the country to study alone since I was a little kid and barely knew a thing, l did it. When I returned, mother didn’t want me to practice the profession I studied; fearing that I would be in dire straits, I continued my studies to become a teacher like father and mother intended me to be.”
“...”
“Why is the only thing I asked for… mother couldn't give me in return?"
“…”
“So, what is the point of having such a high rank if I cannot grab what I desire?”
“Anil… what you desire is inappropriate for you.”
“How inappropriate is that? Is it so easy to meet the person I love, Mother?”
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i have been personally loving the work on adaptation the loyal pin has done on the show. the show is extremely loyal (lmao) to its source and all the changes provided do feel in line with the orignal work which is why i cant wait to see the last few episodes.
that being said there is a few changes that sometimes collapse in itself if you havent read the book (prince anan mentioning a past forbidden love or once again prince anan already knowing about anin and pins situation and when he has to confront anin about it in front of their mother and aunt patt) which all could be discussed about how you adapt a book. but i personally want to bring up something that is as trivial as one line in the book but to me !! it is a little nuance that feels too bad to be left out.
anin wanted to find a job in architecture upon returning to thailand but her parents (especially mother) didn’t let her.
the show and books make a beautiful cases to demonstrate how misogyny, class and homophobia are all deeply connected as being the great obstacle for anin and pin, together and both separately, each navigating a cage that is held above them even by their closest relatives.
and so comes the question of independence. financial independence. financial independence is truly one of the biggest shackles to be taken down when mentioning Anything related to self determination. because seeing anin more than willing to drop what gives her the most security in life for pin who knows what that non security implies, means that you must have at least what you must to be self sufficient.
anin wishing for this before the whole mess of pin’s engagement both shows how she already wanted to be independent as early as possible and that her parents, despite specifically sending her abroad for ‘more honorable studies’ and such do see anin getting a job in architecture as a Lesser way to live. because she would not be a comfortable as her current situation and inflict again their wishes on her on which job she should aim for while still remaining tied to them.
this detail is trivial and just one more line in the whole theme of the book of how misogyny ties women down to their position theyre supposed to fulfil, and have other women keep you in check of that. but it also comes with the whole realisation for anin of how despite the looks and support and liberties her class allows her to get, her gender will ultimately always be what societal expectations throws her back into. and that wish of financial independence prior to pin’s engagement shows that she was well aware of that, or at the very least in part, and was once again trying to sneak out of this hold.
#the loyal pin#if you get what i mean !!!!!! just saying stuff i woke up at 4am for a train and all i have in my brain is aninpin.#<- tags written when i had my draft down#but i am now refreshed and i slept and now i g]can post it after review#but yeah honestly i think this is a part that even the book should have developped on#of What does dropping your title implies for you to survive without everything that you grew up with etc etc#like i kinda get it why it didnt but could have been a nice add on#but once again loving the show and the books and seeing how they compare#also sorry for the weird formatting i dont have my laptop with me lnao
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