#it hurts my heart and soul
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Gojo and Geto could have flourished in the Jujustu world If they confessed a little sooner but Yuji and Megumi were doomed the second they entered it.
In other words, Gojo and Geto were in a burning building with a fire they made and let fester. They could have put it out, but by the time either of them tried, it was too late. Gojo didn't even know there was a fire until it had fully engulfed Geto and started crawling up him as well. Geto knew about the fire and made no effort to stop it because he saw no point
While Yuji and Megumi stepped into a burning building hand in hand and watched together as the fires grew. They were aware of the fire they had set and that it would engulf one or both of them soon enough they just didn't know how hot and harsh the fire would get
#jujutsu kaisen#satosugu#gojo satoru#geto suguru#itafushi#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#jjk anime#jjk manga#they have absorbed me#free me from this curse#THEY CONSUME MY EVERY WAKING THOUGHT#I'm honestly not sure if this is a good analogy but it seems to fit#i want them to be happy#GEGE AKUTAMI PLEASE MAN AT LEAST LET ITAFUSHI BE HAPPY#gege akutami#i hate how much they parallel#it hurts my heart and soul#it drives me into Insanity
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i need to talk about time and punishment.
gosalyn didn’t travel to some alternate universe born from totally different circumstances or simply entertain some nightmarish hypothetical. she got a direct glimpse of the aftermath of her absence within her own timeline. that’s her dad they hush and cry and scream in terror about. that’s her launchpad alone in that empty tower. that’s her world that crumbles and cowers under the iron grasp of the person she’s supposed to trust her life in.
she saw firsthand how quickly he descended into madness. she heard about how launchpad had tried desperately to repair drake’s shattered life and keep their heads above the water but it just wasn’t enough. the rock of drake’s existence wasn’t enough. the most stubborn and justice-driven man she knew got knocked down and never got up. he sunk and sunk deeper into the muck of his heartbreak and mania and everything she’d ever known and loved paid dearly for it.
he looked her in the eyes when he pointed the gun at her. do you think she ever looked for those eyes in drake after she returned? he was really going to do it. it doesn’t matter that he didn’t in the end, because he had decided, for even just a second, that he was going to do it.
do you ever feel like the pin in a grenade?
#gosalyn mallard#drake mallard#launchpad mcquack#darkwing duck#IT HURTS MY HEART AND SOUL#IT MAKES ME WANT TO TEAR MY HAIR OUT#HOW DO YOU THINK SHE WOULD EVER BE ABLE TO RELAX AFTER THAT#do you ever feel like EVERYTHING relies on you being what someone else needs you to be#yeah. i’m not okay#time and punishment#dwd#LP#gos#drake
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just looking at these hand poses was enough to give me carpal tunnel and that's how u know they're prime megu material
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#megumi fushiguro#yuuji itadori#megumi#yuuji#fanart#jjk fanart#itafushi#sometimes u gotta take a break from drawing megumi to draw different megumi and thats on self care#smiling megu for the soul he said heart emoji i said :D#i tried to do the poses myself and . u kno. im not convinced hands are meant to contort that way guys :( it hurt :(#so yuuji can share my pain i think tht bit is cute#tried smth a bit different w the skin rendering and i rly rly like it holy#very early era vacuumchan inspired :'> lov them SM sighs#also ripped megus jacket directly from a pinterest fit bc one of us deserves nice things :((((#if sukuna wont stop wearing megumi in canon ill just play dress up to cope
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lavender bath
#soulsov#soul of sovereignty#ysme#loic's just outta frame. i won't be satisfied until i can draw him pretty enough to placate my gay ass#the heart wants what it wants and what it wants today is implied hurt/comfort#soulsov spoilers#?#it's her epilogue appearance
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I am here, waiting for you to return
#arknights#鲸鲨#skadi the corrupting heart#Skadi hanging then falling into the depth of abyss and Laurentina crying hurt my soul so much#also her lines are quite... interesting
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I think the most devastating thing about heartbreak is seeing yourself change and becoming someone unrecognizable. I had such a pure open heart full of love. I miss my innocence.
#life quotes#art#love quotes#spilled ink#artwork#inspiring quotes#heartbreak#love words#i love him#my heart#spilled heart#heartache#healing#lovers#love#depressing quotes#quotes#quote of the day#moving on#heartbroken#poems and quotes#spilled emotions#emotions#spilled feelings#feelings#words words words#soul#soulmates#twin flame#hurt/comfort
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The racism my beloved Simon had to face….my baby. 🥺💔
Although painful to watch, it felt incredibly validating. It was so annoying watching some people say this show was “only about class” while dismissing the BS that Simon had to go through. The abuse was ten fold because he’s POC and S3 finally exposed that.
That being said, and on a more positive note, it was so incredibly sexy when Simon sang happy birthday to Wille in Spanish (he feels safe with him!) and when Wille admitted to fantasizing about stroking those beautiful curlssss (and then actually did it). 🥹❤️🩹
Wilmon forever. 🤎🤍
#simon the bravest of braves and the sweetest of sweets i love him sooooooo much#and apparently inspo was from irl hate comments omar has received? 🔪#oh HELL no. 🐓🤎#omar brought face heart soul and curls to this season and to this damn show and i love him and simon so much#like it wouldn’t have been that bad if he was fully white and didn’t look the way he did and i stand by that#those online hate comments were disgusting#imported? latin lover? (they were a breath away from flat out calling him a wh*re and i was ready to throw some fucking hands)#even more hurtful because simon was very obviously a virgin when he met wille and didn’t even sleep with that douchebag#who shall not be named on my blog#y’all can try to pry this interracial ship out of my cold dead hands (you won’t)#but we heal and that’s beautiful ❤️🩹#they mean soooo much to me 😭😭😭#and like i said before#no it wouldn’t have been good if simon wasn’t poc I SAID WHAT I SAID WHAT I SAID#young royals#wilmon#simon eriksson#simon my beloved 💜#i love them sooooooooooooooo much.#🤎🤍
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whatever you do, do not think about the layers behind jack saying, “we’re good friends, the wind and i.” the implication that jack and hiccup were meant to cross paths, to find one another at all points in their lifetime even if they weren’t aware of who they were to each other yet. that their first and second lives are inextricably linked— hiccup, as a spirit, drawn to jack when he was still human while jack, as jack frost thrown back in time, drawn to hiccup in his present. that their love and friendship is a circle, in a way that they’ll keep meeting in the middle over and over and over again. in a way that it’s infinite and transcends time as long as there’s proof of memory. in a way that there is no telling where their story really begins or ends, only that it exists, that it's continuous. in a way that it’s inevitable, fated, like every moment that passes, whether they spend it together or apart, are all puzzle pieces that connect. that their love is constant, always in motion, in a way that’s tried and true.
whatever you do, do not think about how they both waited 300 years (and some more) until they could experience what it was like to have a companion again. i repeat, do not think about, “you were always there. weren’t you? you’re the wind.”
#of the northmost winds and skies#otnwas#in this essay i will—#u guys my stomach hurts i love them so much...#falling to my knees my eye is twitching my hands are shaking my heart is swelling my soul is being undone..#(shakes u aggressively by the shoulders)#don't u ppl get it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i'm literally on my lunch break at work rn uhmm#renny be normal challenge 😐#hijack#jackshiccup text
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Henry gasping for air, unable to accept how Alex was there fighting for them, for him.
Alex was there regardless of Henry leaving, of an ocean between them, regardless of their public roles and futures...
Alex knew Henry was his future, but Henry never imagined the possibility of even having one, in the first place.
I associate Henry's gaps with this quote:
"And you can't explain it, when it really happens, when you feel all the weight of the irremediable condition of human being. While feeling the body forcefully slamming against the walls of the soul. The exact moment you know you love."
(Come Anima mai - Eng translation)
Original quote from Come Anima Mai by Rossana Soldano:
E non puoi spiegarlo, quando davvero accade, quando senti addosso tutta l’irrimediabilità della condizione di essere umano. Mentre senti il corpo sbattere prepotentemente contro le pareti dell’anima. Il momento preciso in cui sai di amare.
#woke up and chose violence#I'm sorry#Henry's soul is so delicate not even an armor was going to protect how fragile he is#So Alex took him in his arms and made it his nest#A protective bubble from everthing hurtful#Where his smile is free to light up all the surroundings#Because Alex is the only person who can craft that brightness into the source of warmth for their love#Henry is the soul#Alex is the heart#Henry is the power source#Alex is the engineer#I'm done with the essay#Thank you for coming to my heartbreaking ted talk#alex claremont diaz#henry fox mountchristen windsor#firstprince#nicholas galitzine#taylor zakhar perez#red white and royal blue#rwrb#rwrb movie
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So. I read all 41 Chapters of Maybe There's a Beast last night.
And. Okay. Listen. LOOK. I'm not one to harass an author or demand more chapters of something because I get enough of those messages myself, and I don't want to make anyone uncomfortable, so we'll keep this in the family (the tag). Alright? Great.
So.
Between you and me, this thing is so well written, like. So well written. And that means something coming from me, because I'm not a slow burn kind of girl. I like a moderate burn myself, but this fic slaps. And devours. And stabs you, truthfully! In the heart! Owie!
And I've never been quite so moved by a dynamic as this. Where I want to commit crimes for this version of Billy. And run this version of Steve over with my car. And shove their faces together until they kiss kiss kiss because they'll belong together even when King Steve is sticking to his guns and Billy is opening up against his better judgement.
Fuck, it's so good. But I'm probably the last person on earth to read it.
(on the off chance that you haven't: Here's the link----> Read at your own risk and have your life CHANGED PERMANENTLY! )
And, between you and me, I need to go wash my mouth out with soap, for the way I was talking about Steve last night. I cried like Billy's a part of me, (because he is), and I'm mad. And in love. And invested.
I'm so invested.
#harringrove#maybe there's a beast#Idk if it'll ever get an update and to be quite frank? IDC#because i'm hurting so bad#in my head they fucked raw the frist time#in my heart they run away together#in my soul they would never have a fight
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Glamtober || Autumn Though the leaves may fall, Autumn simply brings renewal
Head: Rainbow Sunflower Corsage Body: Diadochos Coat of Healing Hands: Pagos Gloves Legs: Ramie Slops Feet: Mheg Deaca Boots
#ffxivglamtober2024#ffxiv screenshots#ffxiv screenies#ffxiv gpose#final fantasy xiv#ffxiv glamour#// the souls in a sea of shards; my ocs#// wind. water. earth; i bring to you my heart; heal your hurts (nanako)
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So uh. I might’ve found a pattern here.
From The Fellowship of the Ring, “Three Is Company”:
From The Two Towers, “The Uruk-Hai”:
From The Return of the King, “The Houses of Healing”:
Now I know Tolkien hated allegory. And I know LotR is not a copy-and-paste parable about WWII (which he didn’t fight in) or even WWI (which he did). But the man did see war, and so did people he loved, and he had a non-zero amount of trauma, and some of that is gonna make its way into his writing somehow.
And I think his soul might’ve had something to say about soldiers being forced to walk until they dropped from exhaustion.
#lord of the rings#lotr#honestly i think the first quote is the most chilling in this context??#like the second one pretty clearly portrays the horror of those marches#and the third seems like a realistic best-case scenario: you walk until you drop and then a familiar and beloved voice wakes you up#but the first is?? almost desperately happy?? like he’s reaching so far to say ‘no i swear this traumatic thing could be beautiful and good’#‘it could be good!’#‘IT COULD BE GOOD!! I SWEAR’#‘PLEASE JUST LET ME HAVE THIS’#and you get this sense of desperation#like he wishes a tall and beautiful Elf was there to help him and the other exhausted young men up when they stumbled and fell#i dunno if i’m making any sense but it kinda makes my heart hurt#i feel like i’m peeking into an open wound in this man’s soul
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Nothing like a story where the happy ending is death aaghh
#just thinking don't mind me.#when a character is so haunted throughout life that even a peaceful happy ever after is just not... it.#and the truly the kindest thing is eternal rest. at last.#never will they have to be burdened or push through endless sorrow again.#FUCK YEAH LET'S GO. i love stories that claw my heart and soul out.#it's like having a bruise. it hurts when you touch it but you can't help but do it again.
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Hello! I want to know... Besides Hyacinthus, who is your fav Apollo's lover (male or female)? I really love Cyrene 🤭
Oho, thank you so much for the ask!
There are a couple candidates that immediately come to mind tbh. I'm not the sort that has a strict OTP sense when it comes to Apollo because I imagine there's importance in each of the affairs of the gods that are written about - there must be some reason that we remember their names and stories even now, y'know?
Ultimately, I have a brief selection of the lovers of Apollo whose stories I have personal and vested interest in with no particular preference except maybe for Evadne who, if I were forced to give only one additional favourite besides Hyacinthus, I would probably say it's her.
As for why I prefer Evadne over all the great and powerful romances Apollo has had; maybe it's just because I'm a sucker for the ooey-gooey romances but there's something so sweet about Evadne and Apollo's relationship and the consequent relationship Apollo has with Iamus, his and Evadne's son. I also love the subtle politics of such a relationship - from Evadne's side, yes she's a princess but more importantly, she's one of Poseidon's inhuman daughters - a child between Poseidon and a nymph - and the child between her and Apollo - a son of Zeus - goes on to become the father of a long line of famous prophets for the King of the Gods himself. That makes Iamus one of those rare children of a major god who is not divine but certainly not human either, something that is further exacerbated by the fact that for the first five days of his life, Iamus is cared for by his father who ensures that the baby is fed not milk but honey from the fangs of a snake.
All in all, it's not a very remarkable story in the grand scheme of things. There's no big drama like with Admetus and there's no great tragedy like with Coronis or Melia. Apollo doesn't act particularly noteworthy in either Pindar or Hyginus' account of the tale like he does for Cyrene or Branchus and the end result is a line of prophets sacred to Zeus and the Olympia oracle - a classic example of Apollo in his role as father to the great prophets and wisemen and yet something about the gentleness of Apollo in his affair with Evadne has always captivated me.
Evadne, who so feared her father that she would abandon her newborn child just to spare herself his anger, was able to trust and love Apollo. Likewise, Apollo did not once abandon her, sending the most blessed of attendants to help in her birthing and automatically stepping in to make sure Iamus was fed, clothed and warm until his mother returned for him. It's something about a young Iamus going into the River Alpheus - an ancient stream - and calling out for his purpose from his father and grandfather. It's something about Apollo's immediate and calm response and the way he leads the youth to the temple that will be his destiny and personally educates him in the ways of divination.
It's just one of those stories that always sticks out to me for the portrait of a father and lover it sketches of Apollo, even in a seemingly innocuous myth such as this one.
#ginger answers asks#apollo#evadne#iamus#genuinely though I love this story with all my heart and soul#evadne and iamus are one of those myths that always get me really excited and I love love LOVE paternal Apollo#The other big contender for me is probably Coronis#Yes I know that ends with her cheating and then Apollo (or Artemis or Zeus) smiting her and her lover and the town they were shacking up in#but Apollo genuinely did love Coronis and I like imagining that Coronis loved him too#There are versions where Apollo slays Ischys but can't bring himself to kill Coronis or versions where#Apollo is so immediately hurt by the knowledge that Coronis was cheating on him that the grief of that effectively paralyses him#and it's Artemis who must avenge the shame done to her brother#In all cases Apollo IMMEDIATELY regrets the decision to kill Coronis and rushes down to at least save their child#Which again big paternal Apollo moment because Apollo adored Asclepius and you can take that belief out of my cold dead hands#Coronis is one of those big fancy fate stories I like a lot#Where there's no happy ending for her - because of what she did the only thing waiting for her is death and destruction#but Apollo loved her. Even when she was unfaithful while with his child he loved her#And I just love pulling that apart#My favourite of his male lovers aside from Hyacinthus is Cyparissus!#But yeah hope this answers your question adequately! =w=
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❤️❤️❤️
#bray wyatt#wwe#grew up with this man since I started watching wrestling#This broke my heart#my heart actually hurts thinking about this#Nothing could have prepared me for this#May god bless his soul and his family and friends#❤️❤️❤️
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*gulp* deacon/iris "please just kiss me" intimacy ask........ NYE party- (i am shot)
@oldworldwidgets — [ intimacy prompts ]
It's in the stars, it's been written in the scars on our hearts
We're not broken, just bent, and we can learn to love again
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#if u need me I'm gonna be on the floor thinking abt the doomed love of the disaster besties#aud.. aud my love my darling.. this little scene we crafted has been rotating nonstop in my brain for months#it has fundamentally ruined me#but it's so perfect it hurts so good I love seeing the lines blurring I love them not being able to get it right#struggling to communicate through the heartache *chefs kiss*#him.. him being the one to ask..#I am unwell you are always sending me banger prompts my dear AND you always know how to help put my chaotic ramblings in the perfect words#OUGH miss aud oldworldwidgets I love you with my entire heart and soul you are such a ray of sunshine in my life#also I still have the other two intimacy prompts u sent me for them in my back pocket.....#I've had some ideas of how they can spend the night on the roof under the stars together......#more on that later#ANYWAY#ilysm I am blowing you so many kisses rn#finally the people get to know who miss iris really kissed on new years eve on this fine day of *checks watch* valentine's day#(sorry nicky ✌😔 just bestie things u know how it is)#my art#sole survivor#fallout#fallout 4#fo4#deacon#deacon fallout 4#deacon fo4#oc x canon
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