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i always feel slightly sick whenever i see matty's name trend on twitter i hate it 😭
#i blocked his name on twitter for a while#i think i should probably do that again lmao#i do still get a bit mad at him occasionally#and scared sometimes#like i love him#but there is always the lingering fear that hes going to do something really bad one day#a lot of it is my intrusive thoughts i think tbh#they make me think a lot of irrational things usually a lot worse than this lmao#it helps to talk about it sometimess#so here i am#i've had bad experiences in the oast with famous ppl i like doing bad things#i'm a bit scared now i think rip#this isn’t me renouncing matty or anything#i still love the asshole#dearly#i do just worry sometimes#a talks#personal
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OH, SO YOU LIKE ANGST
I love angst, honestly it's one of my favorite things to read about, even though it hurts so bad sometimess
So, um, would you do a request? (I haven't had angst and it's time from my dose)
Something like, Aizawa, Izuku or Tamaki (or whatever character of bnha you're comfortable with!) Being stressed out because all of the hero work has being coming out lately, and their s/o trying to do something to relax them but instead of that they do the opposite, so they explote to their s/o and say harmful things about like them being annoying or clingy (it can have a good or bad ending, whatever you like)
Thank you for reading!
A/N : It’s been a while since I wrote about MHA, hope you like these ! It might be wrong or uncanon with Midoriya since I can’t really see him get mad at someone he likes, but I gave it a try. I added Bakugo (since it’s more his type) instead of Tamaki I CAN’T SEE HIM DO THIS IM SORRY. For the sake of my heart, I wrote good endings HAHA. Enjoy !
Summary : They get back from work and got mad at you enough to say awful things to you.
Warnings : They get mad / you get (maybe) a roasting / Angst / Spoiler alert (make sure you watched season 3 and more)/ drinking mention in third story
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Not the time
Aizawa Shota
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His heart clenched at the look you gave him.
Sadness, deception, maybe anger ? Your eyes were showing all of these emotions at the same time. He was so used to your pretty voice being heard all the time that the silence was hurting him.
He knew why he did that. It was because one of his student went missing, well kidnapped would be a better choice of word. It was because he knew the problem child would do something about the blond that was taken by the League and he was anxious about it.
Guilty of not being there while he could to protect Bakugo and Midoriya, which broke most of his bones again. Guilty of not doing his duty as a teacher and hero. That’s why he thought it would be better to stay alone.
He went back home after his apology on TV. You were there and, since you knew he wasn’t okay and that he needed help, you tried to cheer him up with jokes. You weren’t shutting it, you wanted him at least to give you a small hum to thank you so you kept going, until it was too much for him.
Are you done ? Can’t you see it’s not the damn time ? You can’t shut up a minute, can you ?
All of it came out so quickly out of him, you just stood there, shocked of him actually getting mad at you.
It wasn’t him. You knew that he was serious and really not okay for him to shout at you, though it wasn’t excusing it. You clenched your jaw, taking your coat and opening the front door to leave. You stopped without looking at him to say :
‘’Since you want silence, I’ll give it to you your damn silence.’’ before shutting the door behind you.
He was left with this big sadness and guilt in his chest. He shouldn’t have said any of it, he knew that. He wanted to open the door, scream for you to come back and cry. But he knew you weren’t like this. He knew you wouldn’t come back yet and he deserved it after hurting you so much, he thought.
He really does love your angelic voice, he loves when you talk to him even if he’s not responding. Aizawa is more of a listener than a talker while you were the opposite, so you two matched so well.
He sits on the couch before sighing to himself, mad at himself for everything that happened. He really needed some time alone, though, he wished you stayed. You listen to him when he needs it, so he knew you would’ve stopped talking if he just said it calmly without yelling or trowing these empty words at you.
Of course they were empty, because he didn’t mean them at all.
A few minutes pass in silence, he was thinking about what he has done and what he hasn’t done. He was anxious about his student, about you. He felt his phone vibrate next to him to see Hizashi’s name on it. Normally, he wouldn’t pick up, but a feeling inside him was telling him to do so. He picks the phone and click on the green button on his screen before bringing it to his hear.
‘’You’ve really done it, huh Shota ?’’ The blond said, not in his normal happy tone. Aizawa could already tell what he was talking about so he sighed.
‘’I didn’t mean it. I shouldn’t have said that.’’ He admitted. It was silent on the other side of the phone before Aizawa broke it.
‘’Hizashi you know that I-‘’
‘’Yeah, yeah. I know. Look, just give some time, okay ? Y/n needs some space for now, it’ll get better soon okay ? I promise.’’ The blonde said.
He followed his advice. Waiting for a call or a knock on the door from you for a few days. Eventually, Bakugo came back safely and no one in his student was in danger anymore. All Might told Aizawa he would take care of the problem child himself since he got involved with Bakugo’s rescue.
He wasn’t stressed anymore, except for you. Sometimes, he would stare at his phone, actually thinking if he should call back. Though, he knew Hizashi’s words were true, you needed space. So, he will always stop himself from calling you.
Until that night he heard a knock. He instantly got up, feeling his stress going over the roof. He went to the door, inhaled loudly before opening the door to see you.
You didn’t seem mad, nor sad, though you had pity in your eyes. Pity for the stress he must have endured, mostly. You sighed while playing with your fingers nervously.
‘’Y/n.’’ Aizawa said.
You both stayed silent for a few seconds, both of you not knowing how to start this conversation.
‘’Look, I’m-‘’ Aizawa started, but you cut him off.
‘’I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have left without talking to you. I shouldn’t have tried to make you happy when what you needed was an ear to listen, we should’ve talked about what we wanted instead of not talking.’’
He looks at you, raising his eyebrows. Mostly, he was supposed to be the one to apology to you, since he’s the one that shouted at you. He was surprised to say the least.
‘’I’m sorry, I shouldn’t have shouted at you. I should’ve kept my calm to explain what I wanted, I knew you just wanted good by doing that. It was just not what I needed and I’m sorry I should’ve told you instead of yelling.’’
Silence again. A small smile goes on your lips and you instantly hurried to him to hug him. He sighed in relief and burried his head in the crook of your neck, feeling your warmth surrounding him.
You two made it out, both understanding your errors and making sure to not repeat them.
Sometimes, it’s just not the time to do what you think is the best.
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Izuku Midoriya
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(Reader has a healing quirk here, just cuz it makes sense.(hospital bed x Izuku/hj))
‘’Can you stop being so protective all the time ? It’s annoying and useless !’’ He shouted.
He felt the instant regret after the look you gave him.
You were standing there, about to use your quirk to heal him. Your mouth opened and closed like a fish, then you looked at the ground.
It wasn’t Izuku’s type to yell these things, not at all, so when he threw it all at you, you felt like the most disgusting being on this planet.
He didn’t know neither why he said these horrible things. Was it the stress by the rough day he had today ? He fought a very powerful villain and got all bruised by it.
And when you wanted to help him heal, it just reminded him of the firsts times he used One for All, he was so dependant on others that it actually made him feel the complete other way than a hero. He promised himself to make sure he was the one to help and not the other way around anymore, so when you were so persistant on helping him, he got mad and said all of this.
He wanted to cry by guilt, sadness. Disgusted by himself, he knew how words could impact someone since himself experienced it. He was reminded of his best friend’s old words when they used to be teenagers and it was hurting him. He reached to you, taking softly your hands.
‘’No, Y/n I’m-‘’ You pushed him, which made him gasp by surprise.
‘’No, you know what ? Help yourself alone this time, since I’m so useless there’s no need for me to stay.’’
You grabbed your coat and got out of the apartment. He looked at your figure leaving, breaking his heart in half. Once you opened the door, he could feel the feeling he had the first time he rescued Kacchan from the green monster that attacked him.
His foot left the ground as his hand reached your arm to stop you. You looked at him and was about to yell at him before seeing him. He was crying. When was the last time you saw him cry ? Probably when you both were in U.A.
The first time you both met was after a battle he had with Bakugo. You were Recovery Girl’s apprentice and Midoriya was your first patient, since, you both were inseparable. You sighed at the thought of the last time he cried, he worked so hard to be who he is today and you knew that what Izuku wanted to show was a hero with a bright smile like his favorite hero.
His bottom lip shakes as he tighten the hold a little to make sure you won’t go. You felt the breeze on the back of your head, making your hair fly.
‘’Y/n, I swear on my mother that I didn’t mean any of what I just said. You’re not useless, you’re a great help a-actually. I-I just…’’ He looked at the ground in guilt.
‘’It’s-It’s not excusing what I did, but I want you to understand. I-I promised myself to never depend on somebody else like I used to before, especially you, who helped me so much you overused your quirk a-and put yourself in serious danger f-for it.’’ He explains.
‘’I’m sorry, Y/n. I-I’m so sorry.’’ He mumbled, feeling a tear falling down his cheek, than another one.
You sighed, feeling your anger falling at the explanation. You remembered when you were younger, he was in a very bad shape him and Bakugo. You overused your quirk and didn’t wake up for a few days. When you did, that’s when he promised himself to never depend on you again.
‘’I’m sorry, I should’ve considered what you wanted before throwing myself at you. I just got so worried, you’re always making everyone worried, Izuku.’’ You said, mumbling the last part before letting out a small scoff.
He lifts his head at this.
‘’You’re a great hero now. On TV, everyone adores you. You help everyone with a smile like you promised him and everyone to be… but…’’ You closed the door behind you then reach his bruised arms, which he slightly flinched at.
‘’While no one is recording, you need to remember you are still human and it’s normal to need help.’’ You take his hand and slide your fingers between his while smiling.
‘’So, never hesitate to call me when you need, okay ?’’
He sighed, relieved. He instantly brings you in his arms to hug you. His head was on yours and he was crying with a smile.
‘’Next time, call me when you need it, so it won’t be the wrong time. Got it ?’’
‘’Got it.’’
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Bakugo Katsuki
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‘’You’re so damn pathetic, always clinging on me all the fucking time, get off me will ya?!’’ He yells then made an explosion next to your face.
You flinched, not getting hurt too much, but it was still enough for you.
You know Katsuki and you know that these words were just thrown at you like that for no reason, but it was hitting you more than it should’ve. It was breaking you in half, because normally he tolerates your happy self once he gets back home from work, but this time, it was different and you weren’t sure why.
You looked at him and let out an annoyed ‘tch’ and that’s when he knew he fucked up. He didn’t mean any of this, he would’ve said that to anyone else, but a second there he forgot that you aren’t anyone else. You’re his partner.
‘’Y/n-‘’
‘’Just fucking forget it.’’ You mumbled before going outside, closing the door with a huge ‘thud!’.
And like that, you were already gone.
He sits on the couch and grabbed his hair with annoyance and guilt. You didn’t deserve any of it and he knew that the right way was to ask you to calm down or leave him some space.
He had a stressful day at work, fighting a villain that was very powerful and he even needed Deku to win. He felt powerless, stupid and not strong enough. It was all making him rage inside of him and he didn’t know how to deal with it.
He needed to yell, but he wished it wasn’t at you.
You always have so damn much to talk about once he gets back, normally, it calms his nerves since he isn’t thinking about his problems and even makes him feel better. It was just not the right time tonight and he exploded on you.
Now, he didn’t know where you were and even though once he entered the house what he wanted was peace and quiet, now he just wants to be with you.
He wants to hear about your day, he wants to hear about your stupid boss whining about the broken coffee machine again. He wants to know which client he should beat for talking rude to you. He wants to know everything.
But you’re gone.
It was ironic, how a minute ago he told you to back off because you were too ‘clingy’ but now he wants to crawl back like a beaten puppy. Who is the real clinging person now ?
He waits for hours, waiting for a call back or a simple knock on the door. He was so sure you would come back before night so he made spicy chicken like you love so much,
but you never came.
He looked at the plate of the now cold chicken on the table, that he even set a few candles and even cooked a cake to write a ‘I’m sorry’ on it.
He really fucked up.
And now he was worried about you. Where are you ? Why ? Who are you with ? Not that he doesn’t trust you, but he really wants to see you again and maybe you’re with someone that he knew.
He felt his phone vibrate. He sighs and takes the phone out of his pocket to see the green haired boy on the screen with the user name ‘Damn nerd’ on it.
Maybe it was for hero work, he thoughts. But it wasn’t the right time, right now, right here. Though, something was telling him to pick up, so he did.
‘’Yeah ?’’ He said.
‘’I found Y/n asleep, drunk on a bench, alone.’’ Deku said, not with his curious, or just his normal tone. He seemed either worried or mad.
Bakugo sighs and wipe his forehead from a sweat.
‘’Did something happen ?’’ The green haired asked.
He explained everything to him. He was relieved that it was actually him that found you and not a creep on the street. God, he was so relieved. Izuku listened to him without judging him.
‘’Well, I’m bringing them back to you. Just try to explain to them, alright ? Y/n is a caring person and you know that better than I do.’’
Bakugo nodded even though he knew Izuku coudn’t see him. They both stayed silent.
‘’Alright, I’ll, uh… I’m going now.’’ Deku said as he was about to end the call.
‘’Hey.’’ Bakugo called.
‘’Yes ?’’
Bakugo sighed again.
‘’Thank you, I’m… I’m glad you found them before… you know.’’
He heard Izuku sigh in relief and hum.
‘’Of course ! There’s-there’s no problem at all, okay uh, see you later.’’ Then he closed the call.
Eventually, Izuku came while picking you up from the backseat. Bakugo went to help and after they talked a little, they said goodbye and Bakugo went back in the house.
He softly tucks you in and looked at your sleeping figure. He felt his heart clench, waiting for you to wake up.
It would be next morning when that happens. You slowly sits on the bed and when you looked in front of you, you were surprised by a still awake Bakugo.
It wasn’t normal, knowing that he normally go to sleep sooner. He had eyebags too, so you could tell he hasn’t slept at all. He looked at you and immediately changed his position when he saw you awake.
You sighed, at him and the headache you had. He shifts in his place nervously and sighed in return.
‘’I’m sorry, for yelling at you yesterday. I should’ve talked to you instead of throwing it all at you.’’ He said.
There was a moment of silence as you looked surprised at him. Knowing how hard it can be to apologize, that’s how you knew that he was awake the entire night to prepare himself to say it. You sighed, looking around you.
‘’Who… How did you found out where I was ?’’ You asked.
‘’Deku was passing by when he saw you.’’ He answered simply. He sighed.
‘’I… I was worried.’’ He mumbled.
You got closer to him. It was all new to you, seeing him like this. Apologizing, admitting… You felt a warming feeling in your chest at this. You looked at your side and saw your favorite breakfast on a small table.
He even changed your clothes, since they were so dirty. You felt the anger going down until you didn’t have any.
Anxious by your silence, Bakugo said again :
‘’Y/n, I’m sorry-‘’
‘’I’m sorry too. I should stop always talking about my day at work and actually ask you how are you and how was your day. I know how stressful work can be and I always wanted to change your mind from it… but sometimes you just need to talk about it.’’ You said.
He lifts his head slowly. You smiled and hugged him. He sighs in relief and hugged you back tightly. His arms were surrounding you, like to make sure to never let you go again.
‘’Sometimes, it’s just not the right time.’’
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**That’s right. It’s time for Kakashi x reader Bitches
“Kakashi? Kakashi??” You couldn't comprehend why Rin had locked you in a dark room with hIMmm, and you held his hand the whole time, cuz’ ya 13yo ass was scared af. Once you guys were let out, you saw Rin and Obito fist bumping each other.
That's when obito blurts- "Being the ones to know how much you like Y/n, you should've seen this coming!"
"Baka! Shut up Obito, y/n doesn’t kn-" rin whispered
lmao. You're ass went speechless. Kakashi's hold tightened and he dragged you outside the academy.
before dating, he was pretty much a jerk to you, but it was through rin that you both get to know each other more personally,,, and still,, he continued to act like a jerk
well. once he took you outside, he decided to confess. His voice seemed shaky and he didn’t- couldn’t really speak out exactly what he wants,,
“Kakashi, quit beating round’ the bush.. And the way you’ve held my hand it’s hurt-”
In the mid sentence- he just,, pulled you into a hug,, and whispered how much he likes you and asked you out!
you guys ended up having a beautiful time on your trip/date, at naka river, and,, tho no one really mentions, you both start dating *an unspoken understandin i guess?* on ya second date you guys prolly went for treking! *well i’m imagining that you aren’t a ninja*
You were by far the only one to see his face w/o mask
By now you had gotten used to obito’s clingy ass. though kakashi rants too much about him, you know, he loves him. Rin helps you a lot with dating advices,, somehow
Minato sensei teased you kiddos,, a lot. “At your age, all i used to do was keep staring at kushina,” he joked once.
He was a huge chatter and a curious ass fella surprisingly, you’re boyfriend talked to you about most of the things he learnt in mission, every goddamn theory he had in his mind, his likings and dislikings, his interest in Dōjutsu etc. You could feel how lonely he used to be, cuz he felt no one would listen
you’d join him during his training at times, well that time you got to know that throwing a kunai isn’t as easy at it looks, your wrist hurt af
once kakashi had called you princess after kissing you in front of your friends, this commenced to everyone calling you by that name. especially Gai and obito
After obioto and eventually, rin’s death *ofc* you guys drifted apart; drastically. You couldn’t understand or help him through his immense remorse and regret while he would just,, either had a huge tantrum or not say anything at all. He said things like- it’s better to stay alone, and have no one to lose- while breaking up, which hurt you a lot. within a few months, you guys didn't even cross paths in konoha streets since he became heavily loaded with anbu missions
Now that it has been like,,, a really long time; one day you see the konoha’s infamous Naruto with his team at the door, with a huge flower bouquet.
“Please accept this!” The girl with pink hair squeals.
“It cost us our whole savings but Ino-kun did give us a good amount of discount after hearing these are for kakashi-sensei’s date dattebayo!” naruto,, practically screames.
“Hold your horses; that’s not how you greet people.” the,, uchiha? Yes. he concludes blandly.
Your heart skips a beat on hearing your long-time-no-see lover’s name. Knowing him, you highly doubt that he sent them but still you ask.
“No ma’am, but we-once- managed to sneak into his Icha Icha Paradise, he’d written your name.. In it.. So we found you. You are sensei’s date aren’t you!?” the girl with pink hair, yes sakura, almost whispers to you.
ah.
“Yeah. That was a hell of a long time ago,” you smile.
You let them in and offer some tea. You guys talk a lot and they were astonished?- yes, more than astonished that you’ve seen him w/o mask. Ah ok
Wow they had already done huge ass planning beforehand to make you both meet *not that you know*. As you take them downstairs to bid adieu, you see kakashi,, literally,, standing, in front of you’re door. Both of you equally shocked.
Kakashi and you start talking to each other. You apologize for not sticking around since you didn’t know how to help him let go of his pain while he apologizes for bein a jerk-? Ok.
You guys plan to hangout-, which is the most difficult part! You had to work in the morning hours while he had to stick with team 7 for missions by afternoon
you guys ended up deciding on crashing at each other’s places at night, and also,, sometimess early in the morning *???* it gets tougher for him with time to juggle from place to place, thus, getting late for his missions
You guys end up moving in together *it’s official* and he sleeps closest to the window. yes.
He’s very protective of you and kinda the jealous type, he’s afraid of losing you and is very open about expressing it. He doesn’t give you nicknames but often call you stuff as ‘my other half’ and refers you w -chan *just being sarcastic*
You are like a mum to team 7 and they love you, you get them lunch at times. Sakura often asks you for advice to get sasuke,, but udk what to say since sasuke.. Is just sasuke *he reminds you of 13yo kakashi*. But uk that there’s a special bond between them
kakashi doesn’t hate PDA, but he doesn’t like it either; you guys for long walks in the evenings, occasionally hold hands. Is it obvious to others? Don't know. Butt once you caught kurenai and asuma kissing.. Twas’ hella kyut
He would also rest his chin on you head a lot, and likes to intertwine his fingers with yours when you guys are alone
Hugs aren’t his thing but if you hug him, he’ll slowly hug you back and then all at once melt into you, Anddd he’s warm af
twice you caught him, just in underwear, slurping ramen in the middle of the night and you were like,, wait wut-
He loves ya massages and loves to cut vegetables,, for some reason,,
Big cuddle person in bed
You love trying different hairstyles on him anddd he looks dead ass hot in most of em. Let’s just agree,, he has a better taste in style than you tf
You guys usually opt for trips to neighbouring villages, hot spring trips, camping etc
Tho mysterious and sarcastic, he opens up to you whenever needed. Unlike in childhood, now you’re the one who talks a lot. He agrees to feel acknowledged for being himself whenever he’s with you and like a prodigy, sharingan bearing, functioning human, as people call him. His brain lets go of all his insecurities and PTSD for a while when he sees you happy because of him
He often loses track of time during his frequent visits to the memorial stone where Obito's name is engraved; you understand that he needs some alone time for this ritual and this, don’t tag along
Well now, even you've started reading icha icha series cuz’ of ya moron boyfriend, and you are hooked to it *since I basically imagine it to be the fifty shades of grey in naruto universe lol* you guys freakin end up trying shit from the book
“Baby, let’s be sexy,, together” he said once as he leaned againt the kitchen counter in the most sexy way.
“Sure senpai, why the book’s tactics won’t work?” he just laughed hysterically at the comeback.. And,, umm.. You get what happens
He likes braiding your hair, especially before sleep, he finds it relaxing
Whenever his ass displays a bored and unenthusiastic expression, you say, “go bald kakashi.” right. What a mature insult
He’s very calm and observant and knows what you are feeling- or even what you are thinking. I mean how-?
He asks you to make miso soup, with eggplant, a lot!
Your parents aren’t really sure of your relationship. Since he wears wut? a maskkKkk. And once Kakashi, still being as apathetic as he was during his youth, spoke bluntly about sensitive topics with them during a discussion
gai gifted you both matching Yukata on ya bday. that’s indeed beautiful and thoughtful of him.
well Your boyfriend sucks at selecting gifts.. He gets you things that can’t be used or idk.. ButTttt this man is too good at remembering dates
People wonder if he’s stern and serious, judging by his past and repo, but you tell them that he isn’t! Well, he has decided to move on, and now you know how to support him. He knows that you appreciate him for that, and this he listens to you.
you just found an engagement ring on you night stand with letter beside it. congrats hun *instant panic*
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i hope you enjoyed ;))
i need to,,, stop imagining so much, it's a lot to type. i wish i had a gadget or something through which my imagination would get typed, systematically, on my pc. Btw i won’t be uploading much in September since i gotta study so. so don’t assume that i’m dead or don’t care anymore.
this one was requested by two peps, since my ass is new on tumblr i kinda fucked up and thus, my inbox got cleared or something. i’m still learning k
ya that’s it.. imma go and read my icha icha now ah huh
#kakashi#kakashi hatake#kakashi x reader#hatake kakashi#naruto#sakura#sasuke#obito#gai#asuma#kurenai#naruto x reader#narutotrash#narutoheadcanon#naruto scenerio#naruto oneshot#kakashi boyfriend#anime#shounen#naruto fanfic#naruto fanfiction#kakashi fanfic#kakashi fanfiction#kakashi fanart#naruto fanart#anime x reader#kakashi x you#you x kakashi#reader x kakashi#headcanons
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Stucky x Reader Headcanon
request - I can you write something with stucky x reader? Maybe there in a secret relationship and people start finding out?
you guys weren't ready to come out to everyone, so you guys kept in on the DL
and it was great
usually everyone thought you guys went out as friends when really, you guys just wanted to spend sometime together without everyone around
sometimes Sam would tag along and invite himself totally killing the mood and vibe of the night but you guys said nothing
well, except for him and Bucky bickering every now and then
and imagine going out to dinner with the Avengers team and holding one of their hands under the table
and you guys had a little groupchat between you three that no one else new about <3
you usually find yourself holed up in Steve's apartment with them two and just watching movies and enjoying each other's company
imagine going out with Wanda and Nat and Bucky and Steve sending you messages and being needy and waiting for you to come home
and you're phone keeps going off and you have to silence it because Nat and Wanda are getting curious
at first, you guys were really sneaky and able to keep your friends and family out of it but after some time, you guys got sloppy and suspicion began to arise among the Avengers
it began when Tony caught you giggling as you typed away on your phone and he suspected you were seeing someone outside of the tower because you didn't seem to show interest in anyone in the the tower
that he knew of
it happened again when Bucky was suppose to help train new recruits but he told Clint he had plans and he would switch shifts with Nat
Bucky had no idea that Clint had taken your shift because you also said you had plans and you convinced Clint to take your place and train the recruits for you
Clint began to think you and Bucky were seeing each other and he respected your privacy so he didn't say anything about it
but then, Sam thought it was you and Steve secretely seeing each other because he sometimes ran into you in the hallway of the apartment building where Steve lived
you had been leaving the apartment as Sam was arriving and you awkwardly made an excuse about being there
Tony had his own suspicions too
he thought it was Bucky and Steve seeing each other and he figured they weren't ready to come out so he let them be
and you guys were oblivious to the extra attention you guys were getting, except Bucky, he felt Sam's eyes on him sometimess but he always brushed it off or told Sam to mind his own business
Nat had began to believe you were playing the field and having fun with both Steve and Bucky without telling the other about each other
she had once seen you and Bucky talking in an empty hallway during a party and Bucky had his hands around you while your hands were on his chest
another time she had seen Steve sneaking out of your bedroom in the tower early one morning
she didn't know Bucky was also in your room when Steve had left
she had even came up to you once and told you that she doesn't care what you're doing but that you need to be careful because they're best friends and going between them will start a fight of some sort
you just nodded and played along
Wanda figured it out first, she hadn't read any of your minds but she watched you like hawk when Nat told her about what she saw
Wanda had first noticed how Bucky and Steve acted differently with each other than they did with other people
like how Bucky had a real smile when he looked at Steve or how Steve cares about Bucky in a different way than he did with others
like when Bucky got hurt on a mission, Steve had actually stayed at his bedside
BUT THEN
she choked on her drink when she saw how you looked at both them adoringly
and everyone just looks at her and she excuses herself giving you a look to follow her
and you obviously couldn't lie to her, she already knew and plus, if she wanted too, she'd read all three of your minds
and she was happy for you and she hugged you
Wanda was the only one who figured the whole thing out, everyone else believe it was you and Bucky, you and Steve, or Bucky and Steve together
you four were entertained with it all
Peter found out next when you had been on the couch texting your boyfriends and Peter was hanging upside down from a web behind you
he ended up falling to the ground when he realized you and the two supersoldiers where an item
and Peter was a curious kid, so he often asked you guys so many questions like how the relationship even works, how it even happened, how you guys even managed to keep a secret for so long, etc.
you guys didn't mind Peter asking questions but once Steve asked Peter to leave because he was asking too many questions
and Peter thought you guys were very cute together, like sometimes you can hear him say "goals" under his breath
the third person to find out was Clint
he only knew because you were both going for lunch after training together and Steve called and the call were directly to the bluetooth of the car
and, well, Steve went straight to the point about talking about the date night you three planned for that night
Clint was shocked and he basically jumped up in his seat, staring at you wide eyed
you just awkwardly laughed and just said "Surprise" while Steve was confused because he was oblivious to your guys' friend in the car
when everyone finds out, everyone has so many questions
"so how does that even work?"
"why didn't you tell us?"
"wait, how did the relationship even start?"
"does this mean I'm going to be the fourth wheel when I'm with you guys?"
Bucky preferred not to answer their questions as they reached levels of getting too personal
but you and Steve didn't seem to mind
Nat and Tony also wanted all the details from you
and they repeatedly bothered you so you can tell them what they wanted to know
Sam was salty that none of you told him anything and that Peter found had found out before he had
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sometimess he gets frustrated and tries to attack the barriers looking for weaknesses (Jurassic Park is on tv and they just played scene where they're talking about how they had to keep the raptors in the holding pen because they were attacking the electric fences looking for weaknesses... he is not a raptor. help me)
HE MIGHT AS WELL BE. WITHOUT THE BRAIN I MEAN. DUMBASS. Beryl comes back with dinner items and he's like "what are you doing?" Beryl is surprised slightly.
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