#it fucking aches

[the-crooked-library]

i think i've mentioned it before in passing but it still fucks me up how Orlok is a physical manifestation of every "wrong and sinful" desire that Ellen tries to repress, as well as the panic that is associated with them.

the first sexual urges of her puberty (he claims her "ever-eternally"). the desire to dominate her husband (he dominates Thomas at the castle, demanding the subservience she never could). her queerness (he drinks from Anna, long and deep, and destroys Harding's family). the desperate longing for companionship, regardless of how dark and abnormal she believes herself to be (he answers her call from miles away, crosses an ocean for her, wants her, wants her, wants her - but she cannot imagine being wanted without repercussions, and so he brings the plague with him, a punishment for the sin of receiving what she craves).

Ellen is a mess of crushing guilt. she only ever sees ugliness in herself and i think it's so compelling to see her being desired above all else - not despite, but because of that ugliness, y'know?..

[bigfatbreak]

a bitter broken contrast

[pidgydraws]

💙 comfort 💙

i haven't had time to finish anything lately~ but i can't stop making new sketches lol

[blakellyl]

[shadowsegregious]

🚬

4/16/25 been inexplicably angry & irritable all day….whtvr

[shotmrmiller]

johnny cooing at you that yer so pretty, an absolute peach as he's paws at your face, fingers plumping your cheeks while rearranging your insides and simon then tells you to say it. tell 'im how pretty ya are from behind him.

[greengoblinswifey]

Okay but holding the DEATH PENALTY over his head?? Most school shooters don’t get that nor do fucking rapists. This is actually insane especially with no evidence against him, isn’t it innocent until proven guilty? Also, why was he denied his shackles being removed by the judge who stated everyone would feel more comfortable with them on??

[duhitsalampmatt]

those writers were in posted up in that room like, “how can we ruin everyone’s lives with this episode?”

[yeyinde]

now why would you hide these in the tags..

also thinking maybe reader is newcomer too, maybe on vacation. everyone knows not to mess with price, say things about it never ending well.

but reader pays them no mind, thinking that their overreacting. of course, they aren’t, and reader is forced to check out of their hotel and into their new forever home with price <3.

and he's your first experience with an alpha, too. like sheltered reader, surrounded by betas your whole, stumbling onto John Price, of all people. but of course you're curious. you've never met an alpha before outside of the ones in your school - all the same age, the same hormonal shifts at the same pace; it's just not the same, is it?

and despite the tug between you, he can see where this going when you start batting your eyes at him, and softening under the burn of his glare. you're not going to like it. you'd never be able to handle him. and he tries to tell you this. warn you away. find a beta, a smaller, younger alpha. he doesn't care - just stay the hell away from him.

but you've been doted on your whole life and English Burt Reynolds isn't going to be the first man to tell you no.

so you push. prod. dig a little deeper. lay it on thick until his presence, a novice in your life, triggers the first stirrings of a real heat. forced proximity. freak storm. one bed. he breaks before dawn, but before you can even start to feel triumph, the reality of getting fucked by an older, more experienced alpha rears.

maybe you realise this when he pulls his fat, angry looking cock out, and barks at you to get back on the bed because he hasn't even started yet, and if you wanna strut around town, aching for his knot, well. he'll give it to you.

problem is: he's too big. too rough. you've been treating yourself like fine silk, something precious, and what he gives you (after growling at your pussy that he can't wait to break her in) is nothing at all like you were expecting. and this idea of a heat making you malleable, soft and ready, falls to pieces when you remember that anatomy isn't magic and no amount of fever in your blood will ever soothe the ache of him eating you up like a man starved.

but hey. you got the big, surly alpha in the end, didn't you? guess no one taught you the meaning of a pyrrhic victory.

[dragonanon]

I just know in my heart Luffy would be an impatient little kid when you go to put on makeup.

You’re just sitting at your vanity trying to do your thing, and Luffy will be sitting nearby pouting and whining about why you’re taking so long. Every time you apply a different product, he asks if you’re done yet and then whines even more when you tell him no.

He only stops whining after he watches you use contour and highlighter, but then he pivots to “Holy shit, you can shapeshift?!?” Congratulations! Your boyfriend is now wholly convinced you can shapeshift by using makeup, and he insists on sitting with you the entire time you apply it so he can watch you “shapeshift”. It blows his mind every damn time.

[darkacademiaarchivist]

Not to deutsche Politik on main again aber Alice Weidel ist der inbegriff von "gay rights but only for me"

[ma-re-zo]

“What sausage you want bro”

I am a billion percent sure someone made this joke already

[coolpikachu]

various soldys bc they won't leave my brain + bonus sym bc i cant leave him out u _ u

[antoncore]

it is 6:54… i think i should just die right now

[todaysrat]

Do you think these are gonna get approved?

NO ERASER, NO LAYERS, NO COLOUR PICKER, NO MOUSE JUST MY LAPTOP TRACK PAD.

Majorly inspired and referenced from the official outlast comics :))

I signed it in post but everything else was done in the animal jam art thing and let me tell you I feel like my frontal lobe has dissolved. If you want an in game copy feel free to ask I'll let you know if they get approved.

[funsize-cenobites]