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there was an actual thought process behind this i promise i'm not just insane (ok i am but still)
(the thought process: his belly in crop tops 😍, wait what if he wore pastel colors sometime instead of neon green 🤯, hold up hold up what if i drew all that AND a skirt?? ���)
pls don't judge me
#käärijä#so much for me getting anything done today#i was mid workout when the thought KÄÄRIJÄ IN A YELLOW DAISY CROP TOP hit me and i had to quickly write it down so i wouldn't forget#it felt very important in that moment#crop top madness#pastel sunday#hamehelma
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girlbossing too close to the sun.
#art#ive literally just been treating this game as a library simuator#i walk from bookseller to bookseller opening up all of their books#vivecs sermons are either a highlight or the point at which i stop reading#ive been trying to convince the ordinators that imitation is the highest form of flattery but it hasnt been working#let me wear your helmets please theyre so funny..#posting morrowind in 2024 isnt a cry for help but youre not wrong to be concerned.#morrowind#almalexia#vivec#im going to explain the chitin armor give me a moment#so the bonewalker nerevar on the shrines is adorable and it was only after drawing it however many times that i realized#it looked relatively close to a modified chitin armor#and so i modified chitin armor a few times and this was probably the cutest result#i also know i drew almalexia relatively pristine and untouched by years and vivec not so much but my thought process was#vivecs role as if not a favorite then the most accessible divine or the most “hands on” in a manner of speaking#acting in ways visible to the general population or actions explicitly brought to their attention#like not that almalexia isnt doing anything she is#but the dissemination of information regarding that is very different etc etc etc#anyways to a certain extent a god is the face on a shrine or in art or upon a statue or carving#but vivecs presence is interwoven with the geography of vvardenfell especially and his actions and writings with pubished materials#and the arts and culture and customs etc etc etc#so to me the face of a god you know and feel a commonality with or a god that walks alongside you is a face you would recognize#and vivec is already otherworldly looking enough#the simple mark of the years on his skin in some way grounding him in reality felt more right#that and i think the ways in which he and almalexia care about outward appearance are slightly different- they prioritize different things#and the ways they present outward power and their embodiment of their respective attributes share some similarities as they both have that#important preoccupation with physical power and physical strength to a certain degree#oh my god nobody read this i am yapping so bad.#tes
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Goodbye
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#FFXIV#FinalFantasyXIV#Erenvahl#wolship#WoL x Erenville#X'vahl Tia#Erenville#Dawntrail spoilers#long post#Yeah X'vahl is there but this ain't about him.#I know WoL actually has a dialogue choice to make in this scene#but I uhhhhh..... kind of don't like that.#I feel like this was a moment that was just between Erenville and Cahciua#and I like to pretend that X'vahl didn't say shit because he wanted to let them have that#Anyway this is the word-for-word recreation of the in-game cutscene#that I felt like wouldn't be right to skip past#since it's a very important scene for Erenville#and therefor a very important scene for the story I'm telling.#I feel like no matter what I did I wouldn't be able to do it justice#but I hope that the emotion and feeling still comes across for the most part. OTL#working on the next one right now
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so grateful to be a balanced mix of arab and american culture. the way american culture handles family is so fucking cold
#heard from a friend that a friend of hers HAS TO PAY RENT to stay living w family#i’m talking full on 600 dollars a month type deal#my mom would never. i bought her a 200 dollar gold necklace for her bday once and she legit refunded me the money bc she felt bad#family is so important in arab culture. american culture is very individualistic in comparison#she did that to her the moment she turned 18 too 💀💀 no 18 year old can afford 600/mo#white americans r so interesting
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idk if it's fair to blame the chronically online brain (or the expectation thereof from writers) for recent movies being as subtle as a sledgehammer to the temple but i will either way. first the substance and now mickey 17 seem to have absolutely no faith in their audience's comprehension skills and just, hand you the metaphor and then make sure you got it about 80 billion times. maybe it's good to have such an obvious message in these times, especially given people's habit to interpret satirical characters as role models, but when your main antagonist looks about 2 foundation shades away from an snl trump impression it feels like you're just making bad art
#sorry im being a pretentious hater#but both these movies really annoyed me cuz they dont have faith in their audience#in the substance. they adr their message in about 18 times and show you the same flashback on loop to make sure you got the message#in mickey 17 they straight up do a parody of trump. with no subtlety or pretense. and honestly it's a bit embarassing#honestly i think if they'd reeled the trump impression in a lot more but kept in the assassination attempt it could've been really powerful#like. as it is. the character you already know is trump has the same thing that happened to trump happened to him. wow. so interesting#but if it was more unsure that it was trump. if it was less crazy less ridiculous. and now. you realise. this is the president of america.#i feel like that would've had more impact#that's not even my main qualm with mickey 17 my main qualm is the dialogue is super clunky and unsubtle and the constant overuse of#emotional music makes it so stale and simplistic#it's a comedy so i wasnt exactly expecting emotional complexity but i feel like it could've benefited from some more silent moments and#from paying better attention to the dialogue. giving it more emotional importance. and leaving more unsaid. like the convo between 18 and#marshall felt so disingenuine. i think marshall would've cowered more and you could've just used robert pattinson's actual acting to show#not tell#anyways#i did still enjoy both these movies#just wish they were a lot better#sorry for the very long rant#i should have a cinema blog. i would LOVE to yap about movies all the time
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As much as Phoenix using Maya/Mia to get information out of Victor Kudo during Recipe for Turnabout makes me uncomfortable because he basically blindsided her with a situation in which her being ogled was literally the whole point (even if he didn't foresee it not working and Maya deciding to channel her sister as a result), I can't help but be fascinated by Mia's whole behavior in that scene and how it reminds me of Dahlia. The fact that they both hide that they'd really rather not be there with a polite smile and take full advantage of their femininity to nullify the potential threat of men and get what they want from them? It can't be a coincidence—it's gotta be a deliberate parallel on the part of the writers because there's simply no way they weren't highlighting that Mia and Dahlia can't wash away the similarity of their mannerisms despite the fact they're mortal (immortal?) enemies. There's no way they weren't using this to slyly foreshadow the fact that they're related do you guys SEE MY VISION
#ace attorney#aa#phoenix wright#maya fey#mia fey#victor kudo#dahlia hawthorne#aa3 spoilers#do you guys think mia knew this. do you think she recognized dahlia in herself in that moment and felt her stomach twist in knots#did she feel the need to justify her actions to herself. that she's NOTHING like dahlia and she had reasons for acting that way#or was she blissfully unaware. maybe PHOENIX is the one who saw dahlia in her then aughhhhh i'm gonna fucking lose it#honestly mia's whole tendency to put up facades is very similar to iris as well. but that's a meta for another day#3:2 and 3:3 may not be super important for the overall plot#but my god did they go hard with the parallels (ron delite and iris hawthorne are the same character in this essay i will)#meta#my meta
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I'd like to quickly say something as my blog keeps on growing and inspires new daily blogs. Never in any way shape or form compare yourself to what I have been doing here for the last four years. It isn't good for you, I am too much of an outlier to be a good comparison point.
I began drawing Whis every day in a time where I needed something to hold onto and by some luck I had a perfect moment every single day after dinner to draw my whis for the day. It has become a key piece of my daily routine, nearly the only thing I will know for sure I'll do. This isn't something easy to achieve and honestly stiffens me a bit for other activities, but I have grown so attached to Whis that I gladly take this responsibility. Daily Whis is my job and I enjoy it (usually)
I've been going at it for four years now, but it hasn't always been smooth for me either. Outside circumstances (like exams) or my dwindling mental health have at many points forced me to skip days or really plan ahead to have Whisses prepped in advance (I tell you, when I went to Greece for a good 11 days last year, I was working overtime to have all the Whisses I needed for the trip).
Sometimes I do just want to skip a day because I'm too tired or distracted by another thing and it's fine. I only make it a problem for myself because I have this daily gimmick and an anniversary to celebrate every year, but most daily blogs don't have such strict constraints and that's good.
These blogs are supposed to be fun. It is fun to draw a specific character/thing every day, it is especially rewarding if you can hold onto it for a little while and see how you've grown since you started. Day 1 of daily Whis looks so less good compared to my recent art, but it's incredible to be able to look back at all the progress I've made in the four years I've been at it. But in all, this is just supposed to be fun, art is supposed to be fun and these blogs are never an obligation to hold onto. I've managed it, but through a collision of circumstances so unlikely and specific that it's really a miracle I'm still working.
Doing it daily is a good challenge, it forces you to try and keep a stricter schedule on the drawings you want to post. It teaches you time management (usually. Be aware that sometimes you'll still start pieces that are a bit too big half an hour before posting time. Or at least I do), drawing every day improves your skills by practicing a little every day and is just fun. Sometimes you really need to just draw the character standing there and it's amazing you can just do that and share it with people who will enjoy it.
But doing it daily is still challenge and not something your life depends on. Not everyone has the time to manage a daily blog, it does take an hour out of every day where you could be doing something else, or you don't have access to your art equipment (I've downloaded an art program on my phone to make quick 5 minute doodles for those days I'm away from my computer when it's posting time, but nobody should be forced to do this) or life just gets in the way damnit.
So I want everyone to know I feel so incredibly honored to be the source of inspiration for other daily blogs to begin, but please do not force yourself to draw if you're not feeling inspired or well or you don't have the time or literally any other reason and please, if those reasons do come in the way don't feel guilty about it. Draw while the joy is there and if you want to challenge yourself by doing a daily, absolutely do so, but take care of yourself and just focus on what's enjoyable and that isn't the same for everyone.
#announcements#Felt like I needed to say something because of the amount of daily blogs I see begin and then fall off after like 50 days#(Which is already very impressive. That's a whole month and a half of drawing every day. It is already really impressive)#And then come back after a while with a guilty post about their absence#I do feel sad when I see a daily blog stop posting but you absolutely do not need to apologize#If the blog doesn't bring you joy anymore then that's it. You don't have to force yourself and you definitely don't have to try and copy me#I am weird for this. I had thought about doing this for a little while after daily squilf began and then slowly began doing these drawings#And as I said I had a perfect moment every day to draw so it was easy for me to fall into a routine with Whis#And then it kinda spiralled out of control and now I'm 4 years in and Whis is a major part of my life#And I plan my activities with Whis in mind to tell you how much Whis is important to me#If I'm out during posting time I try to draw a bit earlier in the day/the day before to have one prepped#(did so today lmao)#It is a lot and most people don't have the time nor investment for this and it's normal.#I was specifically in need of something for myself I could really just do For Myself in a time I was struggling a lot#This situation is so out of the ordinary that I cannot tell everyone to develop the same type of attachment I've done for a daily blog
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how do i turn qantoine’s spontaneous marriage proposal to qetoiles into evidence of his early-days fear of qfrench drifing away and keeping secrets from one another
#the conversation takes place in antoine’s vod: L’ANNIVERSAIRE DE TALLULAH at 41 mins ish#like . okay . its such a fucking crazy moment to me that still lives in my head bc it’s a a joke . but it’s also not#he asks etoiles directly after spiderbit wedding . ‘don’t you want to get married?’#after it gets mentioned*#etoiles turns him down bc he ‘doesn’t have time to fuck [he] needs to kill everyone’#and antoine says ‘well but— just a marriage’ like it’s the act itself that is the most important to him not anything that could come with it#the confirmation of partnership . of having someone to rely on . something that feels to him maybe more certain and solid than the#friendships antoine had at that point . like if he felt things were slipping and he was being left behind he wanted the certainty of#something like a marriage that is traditionally considered More important and certain .#and i think the end of their conversation is notable in how antoine brings up the notion of betrayal — he getting betrayed by others and how#he’s fed up with it . after etoiles says no to the marriage (though specifying that he’s gonna think about it) antoine brings the whole#betrayal thing up after a pause . he doesn’t necessarily consider etoiles as having betrayed him but it’s that lack of certainty#certainty that etoiles has refused to give him that makes him start to open up about how he’s tired of people promising him things (or#seeming to promise him things) only to leave him out and in the dark . and there’s an insecurity there that really shines if you take this#moment into consideration with the Larger Shifting his character is going through .#like tldr ; qantoine has begun to realise that his friends are starting to form deeper bonds with other people and thus keep secrets with#them which to him means leaving him behind . taking notice of this he brings this up to his friends in . not exactly direct ways . he#talks about how he doesn’t like secret keeping but doesn’t seem to push much further and he also tries to remedy the issue#of feeling left behind by doing shit as discussed above ^ however on account of the InHuman i’m not sure he understands what he’s doing very#well . and as we know antoine doesn’t make much progress and ends up retreating into himself and beginning to keep his own secrets . to do#his own shady shit . to work in the shadows and not be honest with any of his friends either . to hold them at arm’s length despite how much#he still cares . the only person he puts his full trust into anymore is pomme . not ayp who he deems too underhanded . not bagz who he sees#as having started the whole ‘secret keeping’ stuff in the first place . and not etoiles who’s actively going down a path with the codes and#resistance that he cannot follow#that was NOT a short tldr . why the fuck am i writing dissertation length tags about MINECRAFT BLOCKS#god whatever who cares i get joy out of this thats what matters#anw if you read this far holy shit ur insane . thank you#i am going to bed now godbless !#jay rambles#qfrench.posting
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like ready to be proven wrong, but I don't think that Cadsuane is necessarily gonna appear any earlier than she did in the books. I think they're just setting her up better than in the books (ie not introducing her as an important player like right before she shows up and expecting us to be impressed by that)
#this isnt something specific to Cadsuane#this happens a lot especially with the Forsaken and whatnot#but Cadsuane is like a big moment where RJ clearly didn't have her laid out when he started the series (which is fine)#and we were just expected to accept that she's been very important this entire time even though she was never brought up once#in all the time we spent in the White Tower#so it just kinda felt weird#and you can claim 'well the characters didn't know about her either'#but like I absolutely don't buy that as an excuse#especially as mentioned before#we spent a lot of time in the White Tower and among Aes Sedai#if she's been this important the entire time she should have come up before now#which i think the show sees and is correcting#wheel of time#cadsuane melaidhrin#wot on prime#wot show spoilers#wot book spoilers
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Before I went to bed I saw the Youtube notif that TADC was going to Netflix and it INVADED my dreams so vividly I have not had such an episodic sequential serialized cohesive dream in months it was literally its own chapter its own short story
#I was Pomni it was literally Pomni POV#Caine had cooked up some sporty adventure and I was like Ummm...... no#So I found a glitch where I could hide in a technically out-of-bounds area#I had a theory that if I stayed super close to the ground I wouldn't be in the range of Caine's mod powers or whatever#Some random girl was w me I don't think she was important#Anyways I started thinking “This could hurt. When they leave#the map will not have to exist.”#I'd be crushed by the nonexistence of the area I'm in. When they come back I'll load in somewhere slightly different#and be stuck in the walls."#DIDN'T HAPPEN everything was OK#But at some point I was like man... sure is boring and scary. Sure wish my friends were here.#So I ended up finding them anyway LMAO#I told them what happened cuz they were obviously concerned and Caine got his feelings hurt???#Like. surprising moment of clarity. Everyone was shocked and uncomfortable.#Bro was like “I try so hard for U guys 🥺 I just don't get it. Why didn't you just tell me you wanted to stay home??”#Most everyone was like IDC UR OUR JAILER!! CRY ABT IT!! but me and Ragatha were coerced into pity...#Like yeah whatever. Sorry man. I'll be honest next time and not do things that could make me die. I think we were just caught off-guard.#Exchanging glances like “Wow... didn't know he could feel anything!” Like imagine if ur Furby just had an emotional outburst#and felt remorse abt it. WYD.#I think we held his hands or sum cuz all my dreams end like a Barbie movie#Episode ended and I was like Wow :) Great show#Sorta off-topic but the cafeteria today started playing very quiet carnival music for Hoco and I literally felt chills up my back cuz#I had been thinking abt Pommy all day...#I used to be enraptured by clown motif what happened#Did I throw it up#For the best...... for the best.
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Finally got around to finishing Netflix's ATLA adaptation. I have a LOT of notes, but I think the biggest one is this:
At the end of Season 1 of the original, Aang had at least started learning waterbending alongside Katara, and a little bit of Firebending with Jeong Jeong. Outside of the Avatar State, he had at least started 3/4 elements.
By the same point in NATLA, he's only at 1/4. I don't think this kid has bent a single drop of water. So far he is just a *really* good airbender who can do some spirit world stuff. That should give you a good idea as to why I have a few issues with it.
#THEY COMPLETELY REMOVED AANG LEARNING WITH KATARA ON THE WAY TO THE NORTH#LIKE I UNDERSTAND REMOVING THE BRIEF FIREBENDING EARLY ON TO SOME DEGREE#BUT THE TWO OF THEM LEARNING WATERBENDING TOGETHER WAS PRETTY IMPORTANT#I have a whole lot of other nitpicks like how they kept sprinkling in moments with Azula that didn't add much of anything#and how all of season one of natla didn't seem to establish her as well as the very first episode she was in from season two did#but this is just the biggest thing I have at the moment#atla#avatar the last airbender#netflix atla#natla#natla spoilers#netflix avatar the last airbender#cryptid says stuff#OH DON'T EVEN GET ME *STARTED* ON WHAT THEY DID TO BUMI HE FELT LIKE A DIFFERENT CHARACTER#overall it is better then the movie did by a HUGE margin and they got the main character's name right so thats something#there were definitely things about it I liked and places where there was clearly love put into it but also places that were not done great#there were changes they could have done better and changes that shouldn't have been made#and I think most of the problems I have comes from the 'could have done better' category and overall it wasn't THAT bad
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Just finished infinite wealth
#i dont quite have a solid opinion on it yet#it was the longest i took to finish an rgg game i think? maybe other than judgment#time to 100% it now#then i will form maybe an opinion if i feel i need to say something idk#during the middle it felt like there were a lot of whiplash moments where a big reveal or moment will be followed by nostalgia and sentiment#so its like !!!oh?? followed by …oh ;w;#ngl i was playing the game misty eyed since chapter 3#i do see what the narrative is trying to say and i do like some of the messaging but i think i gotta sit in it and think a bit#also one of the most pooular opinions ive seen is: kiryu overtook the game!! ichiban needs his own game!!!#i actually think kiryu being in this game is … so important#but in the middle it felt like a kiryu game bc his parts didnt have as much of a to-do list as ichibans and was very nostalgia driven#so worth it if you played through all the games and substories imo#i think i just liked kiryu’s parts in this game a bit more… esp the party/table talks hehe#but at the end i really felt like it was 50/50 or honestly more of an ichiban game#i do think kiryu needs to rest NOT DIE just rest and i want to see more ichiban but idk how the directions of future games will go#im excited but not expecting too much bc im satisfied with what ive been fed with :9#also ive lowkey been ichikiryu pilled idk i just like how some fans depict their relationship… so tender and sweet ;w;#thoughts#infinite wealth#like a dragon: infinite wealth#cw blood
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I wanted to go on a drawing spree yesterday, but I could only muster these two before dozing off.
First one, even if I'm not that sure about how I drew her face shape in this angle (and most importantly I forgot her neck and torso bandages OOPS) I do really like how most of the drawing came out. And at least it isn't a bland bust this time, though I'm pretty sure I've already drawn a pose like this before. (Oh no the next drawing is a 3/4 bust again..)
Second, yesterday I saw an artist draw some of the coolest redesigns ever for a different media piece, and thought about the many awesome gg redesigns I often see so I wanted to give A.B.A a spin... Except I was out of ideas so most of this drawing is her regular design haha. I got too tired to even try to attempt to draw the rest of the body and half-assed the key but I like the vibes and pose (even if I.. think I made her neck a bit too long? Old habits die hard... Necks are my enemies when drawing!)
I like the idea of her having a key take on the classic frankenstein bolts (though wait, her head key is referred to as a screw. Would this also be a screw or key shaped bolts??-)
#this counts as a pride post because I am very gay for her#her uneven shoulders and stray eyebrow hair (like some d.bz characters <3) have captivated me#anyways sorry for being so wordy in the post... I will be wordier in the tags! sorry. feel free to skip these I'm just gonna ramble#while drawing these I realised I was accidentally doing a shitty a.b.a cosplay: eyebags. hairband. stitches and what Ishiwatari would call#morbid pallor LMAO. I admit I put on the hairband because of her <3 but the rest was unintentional. I hadn't worn one in yrs cause I don't#*didn't like how my hair looks w it plus felt kinda rigid but.. my current hair w a hairband is growing on me? prob not gonna wear it outsid#but thank u a.b.a for making me retry it <3. also the head feeling is kinda cool. though mine is of a hard material n I'm p sur hers is soft#anyways. I have one of this year's most important assignments/appointments tomorrow. wish me luck#after that I'll still have to go do productive adulting but I'll be able to sleep better n have energies n time to draw stuff n gaming#til that happens stuff is super hectic in all senses so drawing this goober is my escape valve. uh dunno what else. I'm tired#also oh I wanna take a moment to say thsnk u to all the people that like my art of her (and art in general but 95% art I upload her is her#LMAO) I don't wanna get parasocial but I do recognise your usernames and how u keep up with my kilometric tags. you make my day sometimes.#also huh my art (style?) got different lately. Idk how I feel. but drawing dif stuff is cool#wtf did I catch up the habit of drawing each hairstrand. my hand dislikes it. IMAGINE IF I DREW MILL.IA INSTEAD AAAAA#a.b.a#art tag2b named#edit for better term: thank youuu. may the homunculus obsession unite us all <3
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do you ever think garth has ever thought about k*lling himself (since he has such a shitty life)
Honestly? Not really, no.
Despite everything Garth has been through, I don't think he was ever actively or even passively suicidal. One of Garth's defining traits is his perseverance and ability to see the bright side. And while there have been moments where his emotional state was too wrecked for him to do that, he never actually wanted to kill himself. Tbh, I don't think he ever even thought about it.
That being said, I do think there were certain times (specifically after Tula's death, after Dolphin and Cerdian's deaths, and during sword of atlantis) where he really questioned his life. He felt immense guilt for Tula's death, and while he would obviously have preferred she just stayed alive, I think he also had moments where he wished it had been him instead or that he had died with her. Same with Dolphin and Cerdian. And during sword of atlantis where he's not really himself and angry at the world for what he's been through.
Sometimes Garth has these moments where he feels really lost and starts to contemplate his existence and his place in the world. He starts to wonder if life is worth living or if things would've been better if Arthur never found him or if he died before Arthur got the chance. If certain people would still be alive if they had never met him. But these moments are rare and specifically happen when he's grieving. And despite these feelings, he's never actually thought about killing himself.
Mostly I think Garth has occasionally romanticized the idea of being able to save someone with his sacrifice.
#garth :')#another psychic attack from garth !!#like to be clear#he's never wanted to kill himself but he has felt like life is meaningless#but!! important to note!! these moments do Not last long#they happen fairly quickly in the grand scheme of things!#while garth will continue to mourn for his entire life. the thoughts of life sucking ass happen in the very beginning#when the tragedy first happens and garth is consumed by feelings of grief and regret and guilt#That's when he starts to think that life means nothing if he always loses the people he loves#but! he always bounces back!!!!#answered
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honestly I’m still not over the HOO Cupid scene
#lemon man talks#🌻 | fictionkin stuff#I read HOO for the first time when I was like#10 or something#I have a very vague memory of my entire childhood and terrible notion of time so idk#It’s the trauma#but#when I read that scene something happened inside me#That scene was unironically so important for the development of whatever my identity is now#I was a kid with not much access to information because my parents are very controlling and conservative#Obviously they didn’t know there’s queer characters in the riordanverse and I got my books from my cousin#Otherwise they wouldn’t NOT have let me read those#So yeah. That scene made me realize I could be different#That scene was like an “oh. I don’t have to be like this. There’s other options.” Moment#It’s the moment I realized what that something inside me that I couldn’t name was#And that there are other people like that too#It took me a few more years to actually understand I’m queer and I’m still in the process of fully figuring out my identity#But that scene was such an important thing for kid me#And guess what. I’m Nico kin#Yeah i didn’t know being fictionkin was a Possibility until like last year but I’ve always felt really connected to Nico and now I know why#And I’ve been outed and put in danger by it in this world too quite a few times so I’m familiar with the gut wrenching feeling it causes#The feeling that the right to say it yourself was taken from you#Not being ready to say it but the truth is put out there nonetheless#It’s! Scary as fuck!!!!#And well having a fucking god force me to come out to a guy I barely knew while attacking us was not so fun idk#I just think everyone moved on from that way too quick#I know that by the time trials of Apollo starts I’m already dating Will (I miss him…) but it’s not like that erases. The Cupid scene#Even if it’s not nearly as traumatizing or life threatening as everything else everyone went through it was still awful#And I hate that anything like that had to happen for me to confront my identity#And I hate that my mom and Bianca weren’t there and that they’ll never know
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sorry for not being able to stfu about beastars but im so excited for chapter 149 to get animated. i wanna see people cry and scream and suffer like i did when i read it

#fugo.txt#undescribed#beastars spoilers#I dont like how paru resolved this one i thought it felt childish and that it took away all of the seriousness that was established#and i hope studio orange gets to change that#but i genuinely love this part and im actually angry people never speak about it#i think its a very important moment for legosi#but oh well 🤷♂️#beastars
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