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why did they make gender so complicated what's up w that
#like yeah. im trans ftm Technically. but calling myself ftm doesn't feel right#cuz yeah i'm a boy & i only want ppl 2 see me as a boy & it hurts when they don't#but also. im not rly trans in an ftm way yk? that feels more like a technicality#and calling myself transgender feels the same as calling myself ftm#im less trans in the 'i was a girl now im a boy' or 'born a girl always a boy' way n more in a#'crossdressing fag with a pussy' sorta way#idk how to explain it right#im not just a guy yk?im a guy that crossdresses n im a faggot n transsexual bc of it#this sounds so edgy jesus god#it's just so frustrating 2 try n explain in any other way#istg my dad said transsexual that one time and it just Clicked that that's what i am n its not in the way everybody thinks if#ig**#delete later#sorry my gender is all tangled up#it's tangled up in the same way my words r tangled up#trying 2 say one thing n getting the point across most of the way but never how i want/intend#& god i hate using pc terms 2 describe what i am cuz what i am doesn't feel pc#it feels offensive cuz it is#but in a way that i can't describe right#idk man im just tired of sanitizing it n making it look all pretty ig
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murder scugs the epic rain world x murder drones crossover (real)
more info yapping under cut
instead of wings, they get the ability to climb walls, ceilings, and background tiles. also uzi gets rot and probably telekinesis. idk I'm still figuring that out.
N and V (and J) also probably have rot too but it's actively being fought back by their unnaturally enhanced immune systems.
don't question where they got the hats, they just found them ok ! it makes sense, trust.
#rain world brainrot never stops so i just combine my next hyperfixation with it#i actually thought about making the drones iterators instead cuz theyre both robots but then that would mean i would have to make them bald#no offense to the iterators but i dont wanna bald my wig wearing drones. and i dont wanna give itors hair either cuz im petty.#rain world#rw fanart#murder drones#md fanart#crossover#rw x md#rw slugcat#md uzi doorman#uzi doorman#serial designation n#md n#serial designation v#md v#also feel free to turn my designs into a DMS mod without asking me#all i ask is that u credit me i would actually love to see them be real !!!!#my art
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hello gamers i was compelled today to post some rekinder doodles i had around for a while and made today ... I WILL BE POSTING MORE PROPER ART OF IT ONCE IM DONE WITH WORK!! :33
#re:kinder#fanart#yuuichi mizuoka#shunsuke takano#chie re:kinder#theres yuuichis mom#mami re:kinder#AND MORE IM LAZY TO TAG#i was compelled to draw joker paint yuuichi a bit ago because of this repost i saw once of someone calling him joker for gay people at 8#THE BLACK CAT WINK THING WAS BECAUSE I FIND IT INSANELY FUNNY THAT IT MAKSS CHARACTERS GLOOMY IM SORRYY#dark stare??? yeahh getting a nasty look will get you gloomy . stick out tongue. well that is a great offense when youre a kid so yea it too#BUT A WINK😭😭😭😭 THATS SO FUNNY DOES IT DISTURB EM SO MUCH TO SEE HIM WINK TJATS SO FUNNYYY#o yea i just wanna give a shoutout to the person wjo drew rekinder fanart today for inspriign me to post this#I HAD FORGOTTEN I HAD THESE DOODLE IDEAS CUZ OF WORK AND MY HEALTH#but now i feel good enougj to post em!!!!!!#i will post somrthing more proper soon once im done with work cuz i cant really multitask with my health rn BUT I LOVE THIS GAME!!!!!!#the second i graduated things been wild im a bit overwhelmed gimme a second will ya :333
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Tentatively maybe returning tomorrow, maybe... friday? Depends on vibes and what me and Sera are doing.
There is going to be a rule change for my own comfort. This sounds ominous and for all I know it is but I don't have the energy to really write it out eloquently so I'm just going to ramble in tags for now.
#ooc ; out of character#[[ tl;dr i am v uncomfortable writing with people when i see them just... jumping at every joshua they see ]]#[[ it gives the vibe that they do not care about me/my own portrayal and just want to play pokemon w/ joshuas ]]#[[ and that's fine we can still write but i probably won't invest too much if it feels like i'm one of a multitude ]]#[[ which sounds like it flies in the face of being 'duplicate friendly' but i'm not talking like 'oh you write with two joshuas' ]]#[[ i mean 'oh you're writing with ten of them' ]]#[[ you know the person that sees a joshua blog and immediately is pouncing on them rabid for interaction ]]#[[ i love dups i want to do more with my lovely joshua moots ]]#[[ i just like don't want to write or ship when it feels like it genuinely does not matter what joshua someone is writing with ]]#[[ as long as it's a joshua ]]#[[ do you feel? vibe? maybe i am insane but it is a Vibe ]]#[[ i'm very sorry if you read this and you go 'wait that describes me' ]]#[[ i mean no offense to you b/cuz this is ultimately my own mental health i gotta take care of ]]#[[ you all should keep doing what you're doing if you're having fun! ]]#[[ and i don't intend on dropping threads more just probably trying to pull back which i should be doing in general anyways ]]#[[ tumblr is terrible for your mental health ]]#[[ tl;dr benji hurt her own feefees and is doing stuff to make herself happy ]]
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watched deadpool and wolverine with my parents (as in they wanted to watch it and i was there but since ive heard ppl say it was good i decided to stay out of curiosity) (i would not go out of my way to watch a marvel movie in the year of our lord 2024) and half the time they were like "wooooowww this is so crude 👎 and violent 👎 and gross 👎" as if thats not like. the whole point of deadpool movies. also thank god i havent shown them fear and hunger bc i think they wouldve actively taken apart my pc
#my thoughts on the movie itself? a bit fun but overall mid#there were some jokes that i actively disliked bc they were too much on the offensive side of edgy but whatever#the plot is fine but i got a vague vibe of “he would not say that” for deadpool during the Serious Moments#well ive never read his comics or watched the other movies so i might be completely wrong but#is he? that obsessed with his not-girlfriend? and does he really want to join the avengers? cuz i feel like he. wouldnt#the honda odyssey scene was fun tho. big fan#anyways i couldve spent this time finishing i saw the tv glow and im dreaming of an alternate timeline where i did that instead
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need some time to generate some content for COD for now - 1.6 CS GO SAS soldier quick drawing, cause i like their uniforms
#art#artist on tumblr#counter strike#cs go#csgo#counter strike global offensive#cs go 1.6#i cant play cs go 2 cuz my pc is too fucking old :(#its not like i dont like 1.6 but holy damn i feel like n old peepaw playing it
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a childhood favorite :D
#my little pony#bubbles mlp#ditzy doo#derpy hooves#tbh i dont like calling her derpy or ditzy cuz even if its not OFFENSIVE it just feels mean for that to be her NAME shdgjskdg#but regardless. sillyguys unite!!!!#in case ur wondering btw yes two of my other most favorite ponies were pinkie pie and screwball LOL
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"people love you uwu people care about you" okay? not my problem. love me less. can we work out a reasonable level of care where it's obviously not cool if horrible things happen to me, a human being, and you won't do any horrible thing to me, but you don't feel obligated to fuss over anything out of the ordinary i do and i have to shut up about it and perform Normal Human Emotions lest i commit an awful social faux pas and hurt your feelings?
#like idk. can you care about stuff that matters? i guess is what i'm asking?#sorry that my own self-directed problems hurt you <3#sorry that i'm a horrible person if i talk about it and a horrible person if i don't <3#i just shouldn't have problems i guess cant believe i didnt think abt that#sorry i don't really care if people would be sad to see me die#would actually be pretty nice to get past the huge feeling of guilt over not being helpful all the fucking time#like i can't go through life being a service dog for everybody around me#(and i dont to be clear. it's not possible and when i say i feel guilty over not doing it it doesn't mean i do 100% of the time)#(i do try to be helpful and useful and i hate missing an opportunity but also i don't have 24/7 free of obligations)#(and i can't magically spot and correctly understand what could need help)#(but i feel like it does take up a good portion of my life. mostly bc everybody around me has Problems rn)#(and because the overlap of ''things that feel good for me'' and ''things that are good for other people'' is pretty small so far)#it's just. yknow. i would like it if for once i could express a negative feeling without it being a huge offense to people around me#ejhrkthrjeh i know i'm just asking the universe if pretty please my actions could have zero consequences and it's overall unrealistic#but like. god. i wish for once it was met with indifference. casual vibes. not a huge deal yknow.#some of my friends do sometimes! it's nice! but of course i can't talk abt the problems that directly include them#i know it makes me so shit at reacting to ppls problems. like either i overcompensate with the worry cuz i feel like thats what they want#or i react coldly and dont provide anything useful to the situation#broadcasting my misery#vent
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the true question is; will we still get trending when the season finale drops?
#sanders sides#thomas sanders#like i can actually feel this fandom dying cuz i'm starving for content#obviously no offense to thomas and the team#especially with the newest updates we've gotten i don't blame him in the slightest#doesn't mean i don't miss the boys tho
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This can probably pinned on the tail end of Reinhardt's first event
#rune factory 5#rune factory#rf5 reinhard#rf5 ares#rf5 beatrice#also im pretty certain there's nothing fundamentally wrong with rei's taste sense#he even mentions in game that ppl just think his sense of taste is off#and then he mentions it being cuz he grew up poor#and like everywhere u go ppl insult the food of ppl in lower socioeconomic status#i kinda took a bit of personal offense to rei being the end of constant food jokes cuz#like ppl used to make fun of me and my friends for this same reason cuz we grew up on immigrant versions of local food#or just like#even our own cultures food#you can have a sense of taste that is dif from the norm and it not be wrong#and there are so many types of food that the game's recipe sets don't cover#it just feels weird to see all that possible other be summed up as failed dish in rei's case#wow i sorta wrote a bit of an essay here haha#basically#i know rei's case is just a silly joke in game#but having taste that deviates from conventional norm isn't a bad thing!#so yeah#if u read all of this#thx for coming to my ted talk#or whatever haha#aashi doodles
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dyou think toki grew a stache cause they kept saying he looks like a girl
#metalocalypse#i dont know the fuckin. sister bit and tr***y jokes got to me for some reason#i know headcanons are headcanons but still#he could just have that kinda face i feel like#whenever theres edits of him without the manchu now i look at him n like. yeah if someone said thats a girl id believe that#i hope im not saying any horrid offensive shit here cuz i dont mean to ljchjgdg
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really hate how non black trans ppl have stolen the term "passing privilege" from black ppl
like you realize that these terms were created for black (darkskin, and or monoracial) folks to describe our experiences with those who are biracial, lightskinned and have the ability to pass for another race its not like specific trans ppl arent upheld as the standard and that its traumatic to not be desirable under capitalist heteropatriarchy, and not "looking the part" can get you harassed, have limited jobs and denial of housing which is all real as hell but like can yall stop stealing our terms?????
#me#personal#vent#i dont be replying to other ppls posts bc most often they dont gaf but like#how would jewish ppl feel if we just started using their terms to describe a uniquely black experience???#it wouldnt fit and would be very offensive#please non black trans ppl stop using the terms passing privilege cuz u dont actually know what it means
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Gonna be a while before I think I'll be drawing much beyond some planned doodles I said I'd do to a couple close friends, but... I'm curious, what FNaF AU drawings types from me sound more interesting..?
A random poll yes, but I'm curious, and ngl, I think I'm approaching one of those not so great "Spells" where I'm losing confidence in the things I'm well, supposed to be doing for fun. ^^;
#insomniac hyena rambles#fnaf: a wound left bleeding au#I'm still gonna do my best to finish AWLB#just having some anxiety/depression type feels again#not feeling confident cuz my brain likes to say if I'm not making “professional level” content I'm doing bad#+ Lost like. near all ability to work on OC type things without anxiety semi recently. so sorta. having a lot of anxiety over Stardrop and-#another OC-type character I had planned for part 2#sorry for rambling in the tags. still writing part 2 when I have time/motivation#around 160ish pages in now. so that's pretty nice I think#chapters are a lot longer than early part 1 chapters so far too. kinda neat#to any creatives out there. i know easier said than done#but please. do what you can not to let the world rip your confidence in your work away from you#dont rewire your characters and stories just to please others#(I mean this within reason though. this is the internet so I feel the need to clarify. if your work is genuinely made to be offensive. then#yea. reconsider.)#but generally speaking! if your story wasn't meant to have x themes/characters/etc#or a character or thing wasn't meant to go x-way or do x-thing. and you don't want them to. don't cave just cuz someone else out there want#it to be that way. don't sell your own ideas and thoughts short just to be a people pleaser#it wears you down a lot eventually and saps confidence#Idk im ramblin. point is! Enjoy what you do. if it makes you happy. then hold onto it! Goodness knows everyone needs those bits of happines#Uhhh I think that's all my tired morning thoughts lol#oh ! this isn't me saying yall cant still yeet ideas or theories or such at me!#just that unless I really like the idea. and can fit it into what I've already planned#chances are. im gonna try real hard not to cave and add it just cuz i was asked to#trying. real hard to stop being an overly people pleasing person. its caused me more harm than good in life I think#I can be nice without destroying myself lol
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ahaa reminder to read take two (coughs up blood) oh whats that haha lol anyways
#to clarify im just completely insecure about my writing im not coughing blood cuz of the contents of the fic hope this helps#promoting my stuff here is so embarrassing like i feel that no one cares hello. i get like three notes and am like ok time to die.#but i want ppl to be as crazy about it. as i am. i already turned sickvacuum#also hey idk if its ok to just use ur name sickvacuum no offense to rad ill cleaners but im dying here ur name is sickvacuum
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i think i might be transgender but is it bad to say that im trans if im not 100% sure /genq i dont wanna sound like mocking or rude or anything
-kenny
#kennys-thoughts#like i think im transgender . but i dont *know* for sure ... and i dont wanna say that im transgender without knowing im trans cuz i feel#like its offensive ... can i get some help from any trans folks /genq#transgender#gender dysphoria
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listen i realise i have legit problems in how i approach bein hurt
#which in turn end up really damagin relationships i have#but they stem from. abusive relationships dat rewired our entire system into bein like. get hurt -> hurt BACK with all yr might#quite literally as a defense mechanism#it definitely used 2 b a flight response in da past but at sum point it turnd into offense n#i donethink i been able to break dat cycle yet#i feel really shameful abt it to b clear#i don wnana hurt ppl i lovr#but my mind defaults to 'how can i get back in the most hurtful way possible'#to minimise our own damage#in a way. cuz it cancels out then doesn it?#oh ya silly. naw it doesn!#LIKE ik im talkin ab this outta the blue but i realised this a while ago i jus never put it out anywhere or even put it into words#i never liked the 'hurt ppl hurt ppl' thing bein passed arnd too much cuz it shldn b normalised but it IS oftentimes the reality#but i want it to b seen in a way dats nawt immediately dismissive#like 'oh yeah they ill n abused ofc they will parrot their abuse' cuz theres so much wrong w dat#like i don want it to b seen as inevitable#but i want it to b seen as explainable ieguess cuz its a thing for many#a thing to unlearn but a thing nonetheless
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