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what i do respect radblr about is they pushback from conservatives radblr spaces like radtwt would be like ‘we should allow conservatives cuz they have the same goal we do 🤓🤓’ um no those bitches do not
Twitter in its entirety seems like a nightmare tbh. I seriously feel like people on there just use it to be political and stalk other people 🤦♀️ I have always preferred tumblr and I am definitely a feminist today because the women on here have offered me so many thoughtful and nuanced and Understanding perspectives, even when I was trans-identifying and totally closed off to what they had to say 💝
also I hate conservatism in both economic and social praxis and I think marxism has a huge influence over 2nd wave feminism in America and radical feminism all over the world, and idek How ladies get into "radical feminism" without realizing that conservative goals are Directly opposed to feminist goals. The only thing modern conservatives and radical feminists have in common is believing that people are the sex that they are born with, and the resemblance ends there.
#asks#anon#radblr#💌#i think a lot of radfems online are posers lol. like they want to run anti-trans blogs and spread awareness about the dangers of transition#and self ID laws and they think that thats all that being a radfem is. and then they forget to investigate#intersectionality and how radical feminists feel about misogynoir and poverty and seperatism#among a ton of other issues which are all very very complex and that most people are not on the same page about before#taking a deep dive into feminist literature#which is part of the reason i dont participate in radblr the same way i used to#because im young and i'm learning and i dont want my opinions to be representative of radical feminism for people who are still unsure#about it. but i DO want to talk to other feminists and peep whats going up with all the ladies#it feels good on my brain 🥰🥰🥰#ALSO: if u like seeing anticonservative and generally anti Bullshit efforts made in radblr you should follow @menalez#if u dont already. i love her blog so much and she does a lot to promote intersectionality and generally good behavior on her blog
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Do you have any OC’s or Whump scenarios that came along via spite? I know for me I get a lot of inspiration by eating traditional media where they imply something bad did/or is gonna happen, but then they cut right before it!! And I’m like “well I guess I’ll do it myself!!”
Is this pretty much the basis of fanfic yes yes it is but are there any specific instances you remember or want to mention?
Okok you want like specific instances??
How about when there’s a pretty servant boy but he never gets hit/hurt onscreen??
I’ve written a lot of servant whump and I really wish more media would explore the ~full potential~
Like, you’re telling me they never punish this guy??
They never just throw him down and beat the bloody shit out of him for fun?? For things that weren’t even his fault??
like.. He’s meant to take it. It’s literally what he’s there for.
You can beat him to the ground cuz it’s fun. Play mind games with your affection. Set him up to fail and then punish him anyway. Anything goes!
Don’t tell me you don’t wanna slap a pretty servant boy across the face with a couple rings on and hear him apologizing to you~
Leave a few nice bloody marks on his pretty face~ It’ll help him remember what he did.
You’re doing him a favor, really. helping him remember his place~
#how I feel about pretty servant boys in media that don’t get abused horribly like I want them to 🥺🥺😭����😞😭#servant whump#akias asks#I want him crying and apologizing while I grind his face into the floor with my shoe 🥰🥰#read my seven series if u want the servant whump content it is Good Shit I am biased but TRUSSTTT#akia.txt#beatdown#my belovedddd#answered asks#sevencore#whump scenario#whump writing#whump prompt#unintentionally drove past my exs apartment building today on the way home from work >>:///:#0 stars to that shit#I do not like#you know what I DO like tho?!!?!?!??#pretty boy in a tight little suit getting yanked forward by their tie 💖💖#boom CLAP the SOUND in my HEART the BEAT goes ON and ON and ON n ONYEAH#cool brain has reset now nice#thank usuuuuuu sososo much for the ask!!!!!!#eeee!!!
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you know how chess masters burn calories like olympic athletes when theyre competing. thats what happens to me when i have to draw something other than a fat guy
#praying to god pleaseee let me fixate on something live action next s9o i can actually get good at drawing#alternatively this is also what its like drawing without a podcast. or depression#does anyone else feel like they draw way better with depression. i feel like part of my brain unlocks. unfortunatrly not depressed rn#vecause of my vitamin D supplements 🥰
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#i haven't been this online since around 2020/2021 adfsgh#all for a good cause tho - the royai cause 😌#spending my saturday night counting and spacing out promo posts so they're (relatively) even 💀#(pls spare me i've had a lot of wine as i try to accomplish this HAHA)#i've got spreadsheets on spreadsheets for this event 😎#and i'm just. so thankful and grateful for everyone showing their hype and enthusiasm for the big bang event#royai still going strong after all this time!!! we love to see it!!!#still bringing ppl together 🥰#feeling gratfeul to have been brought in to be a part of it all 🩷 ana ily and ur big magnificent brain for this MWAH#emma talks
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#raaahhhhhhrhrrhxhdgrh simple doodle thing to get me back into the groove of drawing#i have been . SO out of it these past few..... weeks-#and for no good reason! i would take one look at my art app and brain would go 'no <3'#we love ✨artblock✨ 🥰#n e way smooth flirt kokichi is great but i like to think he would accidentally let smth genuine come out at random times#and would only have a split second to think of smth to bullshit his way out of it. 99% of the time it fails#TOO SINCERE. ABORT MISSION#shuichi saihara#kokichi ouma#kokichi oma#saiouma#oumasai#breeze art#not pictured is shuichi getting upset and kokichi fumbling even harder to make him feel better#[shuichi is not actually upset] [he is very amused in fact]
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heads up i finally scrambled together enough brain power and caught up with cultivate and i am not going to be normal about it and im going to make it everyone elses problem <33
#cultivate🥰🥰🤗☺️😊🤩😊🤗🥰🥰🤩☺️🤗🥰#ykno that feeling when u have a beloved fic but are not in the right vibe to read it even tho you want to so you gotta wait#until that breaks because its so good and you dont want to ruin the experience and it deserves the right vibes tm or am i tripping-#fhkjfhdkANYWAY IFINALLY DID AND 🥰🥰🥰🥰💖💖💖 hdkjfhs#sooner or later doodles are back on the menu boys because im sooooooooo normal about this fic aha smile :))))))))#speaking of being normal#BEES BESS HBBEES BEES BEES BES BEES AHHAHAHA#LISTEN im gonna sound like a loonie right noW BUT LISNETN#ever since those arctic bees were mentioned way beck when I DID NOT. STOP THINKING ABOUT THEMM. buzzing in my brain THIS WHOLE TIME#and ever since then i was like ☺️what if that concept actually showed up aha 🤗 and it wasnt just throwaway LQG thought ☺️aha#AND I KNOW THIS ISNT EVEN MAYBE A CALLBACK TO IT I KNOW I KNOW OK MAYBE IM CRAZY BUT LET ME HAVE THIS#crystal cave bees are a callback to arctic bees in my heart 💖#you dont understand fuzzy litol blue bbys so beloved i was even planning to sneak them into a future piece thats in the microwave lmao#AND NOW THEYRE PROPERLY CANON AYO B))#speaking of future pieces absolutely do not let me forget that i wanna do bai zhan and taoren spouses outfits properly thats also very 💖💖#im just waiting if we get more details on howd they look#ok enough rambling more sleeping gbyyyeeee
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YO YOU'RE BACK ^_^!!!
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HIIII 🥰🥰🥰 helllooo <33
Took a liiitle on-and-off time but I think I should be back now <33 at least for a while :)
#dsmp tommy#rp blog#ooc reblog#I was not overwhelmed but I could feel myself GETTING there if it makes sense. my brain was in a very Busy State. not exactly BAD but I#did not want to burn out :( I should be good now though 🥰🥰
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20mg of slow release Ritalin patches has me writing more in one day than I was writing in multiple weeks. I’d like to kiss every scientist on the mouth
#my brain without Ritalin: oouahghoauhh……the fog………#my brain with ritalin: here’s 30 scenes to finish this first draft 😘#actually finishing scripts feels soooo good#my favorite part is editing so when the first draft is done I just 🥰🥰 yayyy yippee hooray!
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“go to hell” is basic. “i hope you have the opportunity to write a romatically dense character in a situation where even you can see the other characters romantic sense” is smart. it’s possible. it’s terrifying
#❛ ♡ › jupiter : 𝐨𝐨𝐜.#insane how i keep on finding such trait haunting me ... got back into a game with my best friend and omg ... the character who i write in#our dynamic came out in leaks like : oh yeah i am avoiding them bc i think they hate me and now idk what to do with this distance ...#even though he ran away and this character spent years. EVEN AFTER THEY FOUGHT last time they spoke! to make sure they were alive.#constantly getting people to check up on him.#this is. uh a common occurance on this blog. a lot of my muses really struggle to see romantic interest in them and. in turn. can take years#in canon material to recognise their villains. not to sound cliche but its not your muses its them#dived into alie.n stage lore and discovered til.ls feelings for iv.an were listed as#unrealized feelings which honestly? i think has opened up a whole world of thoughts and tbh like a whole new way of looking at the dynamics#i hold with my particularly more dense muses and realised yeah? yeah#! that makes sm sense... its not that they werent in love at the same time#(they were and thats why they make some strange decisions. trust)#but did they understand it for what it truly was? maybe#maybe not. the not is more telling bc yeah ... that just makes sense 🫠#anyway good morning! today is definitely a message / gaming day. im going to try and keep an eye out for memes today but after sending#about 20 asks my brain coming up for starter plots is not 100% rn JFSJFJSKFJSJDJ#dynamics on the other hand .. 🥰
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What a good episode. Maaaaaan
#I can't even start I'd be here forever#It did take me in fact like one hour total to watch it lmoa. It sooooo good!!! The animation is very good#(albeit it's awfully low on brightness at times. But such seems to be the sin of lot of recent media unfortunately)#but I'm not even going to dwell on that. The plot / storytelling is so good. Sooooo god. I adore this arc.#Love the symbolism. I've been saying this for almost two years now (is it really been that long ever since these episodes came out... ) but#I want to write an analysis on the op & ed so baddd. The emphasis on the twilight this episode!!#Like the sun was setting on the detective agency. I love love love the hd. They're so cool in this episode and they're so cool in general.#I ADORE Jouno. I don't feel particularly strongly for sue/giku yet their scenes are so cute and funny. I see why people ship them.#Even Tetchou I don't usually care much about is so !!!!! I love all the hd so much fr!!!!!!!!!!#I love love love Jouno. Like much like it is for Akutagawa I'm very weak for characters that aren't really good people.#But they're still trying to be a better person than they were. And oftentimes they end up doing a terrible job!!#But the fact alone that they're //trying// has me ougheueueueu. Here in this episode you can see Jouno–#sliping very easily in his cruel / sadistic habits. But he is trying to be a person that cares for others! He made good actions in the past#and he will again in the future even though right now he's acting like this! Because improvement isn't linear! I love him tonsss#And DON'T get me started on the ada. Yosano's “Welcome” scene. I love women. I love women. Yosano please one chance#KENJI'S SCENE God I needed this. How could I forget the way this literllyyyyy rewinded my brain when I read the manga for the first time.#That scene is so deep and poignant and so so meaningful I. Oughhh#I am going to run out of tags am I not#Kyouka saving Atsushi!!!!!!! That scene is one of my all time favourites. It makes me soft to remember when the s4 trailer dropped–#I was so overjoyed for that bit of them holding hands :') Rightfully so!!! It's so cute.#Her coming back to save Atsushi. The “don't worry– I didn't kill them” direct towards Atsushi–#that is so so Akutagawa and it sends me insane hhhhhhgggggggggg#Kunikida!!!!! His “I'm not leaving anyone behind”!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm not precisely Kunikida's first fan but aaaaaahhh he makes me feel–#so much for him in this scene!!!!! Mmmhhh one last note would be. It bugs me a little how the ada is defined terrorist by the military–#forces starting this episode? I don't have space to elaborate properly but. An action to be considered terrorism must have clear political–#orientation and goal. Violence alone isn't enought to be defined terrorism. It's an incorrect use of the word#Up to the next episode!!! Can't wait to see more Atsushi 🥰🥰#random rambles#It's late now and probably most are asleep rn... Then I'll be queing my posts for tomorrow probably
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i hope your writing is going good 💜💜💜
THANK YOU SWEET ANON!!!!!! 🤩🤩🤩
i *did* get to do a little bit of work with it this morning and a whole lot of writing with it last night as well which was nice!!! :) my time has been SOOOO limited recently with school but when i do have those bits and pieces of time to just sit down and let the creative side of my brain do it’s thing, it is always just so so nice!!!!!
SO THANK YOU SWEET ANON <333333 absolutely so appreciated!!!!
#if anyone ever has questions or wants to pick my brain with ideas for the Silver Bullets girlies always feel free#sometimes i come on here for a break between classes/research/work so i’m always open to it 🥰#THANK U SWEET ANON!!!!!!#we are going to continue to manifest good vibes moving forward :))))#so far things have been going the best they can be :)))#hopefully i can get back to more writing soon!!!!! I JUST HAVE SO MANY IDEAS! NO TIME! AGH!#silver bullets#mota writings#sweet anon
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getting praised for how i give oral >>>>>>>>
#🃏#🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰#it’s sooooo fun for me w my oral fixation i’m so glad it feels good to the other person too lol#also just in general getting praised makes me crazy#i’m so used to degradation my brain doesn’t know how to handle genuine affection lol#personal
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米^-^米
#weeeeee i’m v 🥰#a few weeks ago work was just burning me tf out#so me and my best friend booked a 3 day trip to one of our fave cities in europe#an we got here at 9am today#n went to our fave cafe for coffee n pancakes#and ordered their banging apple pie#like an entire one just to treat ourselves bc it’s so good haahha#an then we checked in at the hotel n had a nap#n we’ve been here all evening just chilling out#an we chromecasted dan n phil to the tv#and ate sooooo much good food#and tomo we’re going to disney ☺️#feeling v v v lucky and v relaxed#like i have such bad travel anxiety and i’ve been sooo chill today it’s amazing 😭#and i’ve been able to eat so well which is also difficult on travel days an in unfamiliar places#it’s been very good for my brain 💛#very lucky n very privileged and a nice lil break from my current job#and a celebration for the new one!!#bp
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Do you think Tails would like a keyblade?
Oh ho I think Tails would be fascinated with keyblades
I can honestly see in my minds eye one of those gags where someone takes a keyblade only for it to reappear in the owner's hand. Except it's like, Tails being overly excited and treating it as if he's borrowing someone's sword to look it over, only for it to disappear from his hands while he's looking at it😂
I think he'd like to study them and figure out how they work (or possibly replicate them? Make one for himself or Sonic or someone else?), their relationship to chaos energy, etc
If he ended up getting one, I think it would be a bit of a process to get used to it, but ultimately he'd learn how to use the keyblade in a way that suits him. And, of course, with one of his own, I think he'd definitely still end up gathering data and running a lot of tests😂
Although, honestly, now that you've got me thinking about Tails and keyblades, it's hard not to start playing around with the idea of Blacksmith!Tails from Satbk being a sort of keyblade expert or blacksmith of sorts...
#sonic the hedgehog#miles tails prower#tails the fox#anon interview#i just be ramblin#the final thought kind of comes from some dark road era and soriku past lives fanfic I once read#There was a really good one where Sora was a keyblade blacksmith during Dark Road era#I also just really love blacksmith!tails and satbk and kh so of course my brain fancies a satbk x kh sort of au😂#Thanks for the ask anon! I enjoyed answering this one#and if anyone else has any other questions involving Tails‚ my kh x sonic thoughts‚ or anything else#feel free to shoot me another ask!🥰❤️
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Future and/or mask for Aubree and/or June? :)
future: What's the worst possible future for your OC? Are they taking steps to avoid that outcome? Are they even aware it's a possibility?
Juniper has a nasty combo of a martyr complex and a terror of loss and letting go, which could very easily lead to a Bad Ending June who is consumed with desperation to avoid or undo a terrible fate befalling someone she loves, and driven by that desperation to give up too much of herself in the process. She's spent a lot of the campaign warning others against making deals with fey, especially more obviously malicious ones, and she's been right to do so-- but it's less that she thinks sensible advice doesn't apply to her, and more that she thinks her (life, personhood, moral code, etc) is worth less than others' sacrificing to protect someone she cares about. I don't think she's... completely unaware of this. It makes her nervous. Themes of self sacrifice for a greater good have already come up in this campaign, for one thing; it's a concept she's had to confront, on some levels. Also, Fengling's backstory villains need her magical/ ceremonial tattoos to stabilize a planar portal that's going to inevitably tear the world apart if it can't be controlled, and while mostly Juniper is, of course, on team 'we have to find a way to defeat the bad guys and save the world,' she was startled by her very first impulse being 'Good. They deserve to have to live to helplessly watch the apocalypse they caused by violently driving Fengling away.' There's a tiny part of June that would rather let the world literally burn than risk those people getting their hands on Fengling again, and it scares her-- so, she's definitely aware her own moral compass can be compromised.
The thing is, mostly her plan for 'don't martyr yourself' is 'try to prevent it from being necessary', and her plan for 'don't compromise your morals' is 'well OBVIOUSLY I wouldn't ACTUALLY do anything evil,' neither of which is... extremely helpful if push ever actually came to shove 😬 TL;DR Bad Ending Juniper permanently gives up her freedom in some way, likely in the sense of actual autonomy or personhood through some supernatural means, in some kind of desperation fey bargain to save someone else.
AUBREE... it's harder to... pinpoint. I feel like a lot of Worst Possible Futures for her are kind of.... out of her hands, in ways that I don't know if they're interesting to talk or hear about? Our warlock keeps looking for excuses teetering on the brink of catastrophic angst explosion; there's definitely a darkest timeline where Lisbet self-destructs in a way that feels meaningless and tears the party apart-- timelines where all of our/ Aubree's efforts to do good in the world feel pointless to the point of inescapable despair-- timelines where she gives up on everything she believes in, the convictions that drive her forward, and ends up drinking the rest of her life away, bitter and jaded and hopeless, regressed to the lowest point of her life and unable to ever recover again. The good news is that this is all very unlikely; she's deeply stubborn and her convictions run very deep, and it would take losing everything she's fought for, which isn't the kind of story our DM is trying to tell. The bad news is that's not a very interesting answer, aaahah.
mask: Does your OC wear a mask, literally or figuratively? What goes on beneath it? Is there anyone in their life who gets to see who they are under the mask?
Not that she's very good at it, but Juniper is insistent about keeping up the front that she's fine, really, of course she's fine, why wouldn't she be? She's deeply aware of how much more real everyone else's problems are than hers, and doesn't want to burden anyone else with her silly, petty problems (all of them, of course, as far as she's concerned). She's let Fengling in, a little, just once or twice, and she's cracked when pressed once or twice, but for the most part she maintains that she's perfectly fine and no one ever need worry about her, let her do the worrying please, thank you very much
Oof well... on the one hand, for the most part, Aubree is a very straightforward, heart-on-the-sleeves, staunchly only ever Herself sort of person; not wearing a figurative mask no matter what has historically gotten her in more trouble than anything else, but she couldn't be any other way even if she wanted to, which she doesn't. That.... said. She has also become, increasingly, an '... I'm fine.' sort of person as well. Some of the party are fragile to the point of dangerously unstable, some are detached to the point of harshly callous, and we're all sort of bound together by circumstances in a way that makes conflict harder to manage and irreconcilable differences harder to call the relationship quits over. Nearly any time she's voiced concerns, or fears, or grief, or (god forbid) anger, she's been either talked over or shouted down... so...... she's been keeping that shit to herself instead, as much as possible. It's new for her, and she hates it, but it beats any alternative available to her right now, so. I'm sure it's fine (:
ask about my OCs?
#sarahmeeps#WHEEZE and out of the GRAVEYARD with this ask gfkjdhfkjddg#sorry my brains are tapioca pudding but at least I got around to it eventually lmao#AUBREE'S DOING SO FINE. HER CAMPAIGN IS GOING REALLY GREAT. AHAHAHA#the-- I don't wanna bitch too much in the tags but briefly: the frustrating thing is Justin is SUCH a good DM and the campaign is SO good#EXCEPT. FOR. AUBREE'S 'FRIENDS'. WHO MAKE IT SO STRESSFUL ALL THE TIME FOR NO REASON. AAUGH#juniper is Going Through It but in a way that feels manageable for me as a player lol like Good Story Narrative Stress you know?#ANYWAY sarah thank you for the ask these were really good questions!! 🥰#ask thing#my OCs#aubree#juniper
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Me: no I'm totally fine what makes you think somethings wrong?
Also me but the more logical bit: we binge watched a ton of old nyxrising vlogs and Julian's talk about gender identity because our parents are being mean about our gender, neurodivergency and the fact we don't have a job so we're distracting ourself with the fantasy of having a queer family that actually loves us for us, not what we can pretend to be or how quickly we can be independent
Me: oh
#I'm a little fucked in the head hehe 🥰#it's ranting on the hellsite time of night#surprise surprise my period is on its way so my hormones are fucking my whole sense of self up#also I actually talk to myself like this all the time irl#having no friends as a child kinda ruins your brain#anyway#tempted to tag this as nyxrising or something#but I'll spare the innocent people who still follow that tag from listening to a dumb teenager complain about not having the perfect family#gods I sound entitled#I need some sleep#I'll feel better in the morning#probably get some good fanfiction out of my teenage angst at least#haha#that's not funny
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