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I think we need to stop trying to police how people talk about their disorders.
No one is less autistic or harming other autistic people by lightheartedly discussing their autism.
Tumblr is entirely ran by everyone's biggest interests. This isn't Twitter, where autism is treated like a political identity. If you want to constantly hear and SEE all the bullshit we have to go through, go to Twitter.
I'm certain most autistic people here come to escape the struggles of the real world by over indulging in their interests and thats OKAY. Let us do that. Especially when most of the real world is so awful and unforgiving to people like us. We need a break. We need a place to feel like we're fucking normal. A place where we can stop thinking about those issues and just talk about what makes us happiest.
This doesn't mean you can't ever talk about how autism impacts your functioning here, in fact so many people already do that. But so many of us would just... rather not. And that's fine.
Very fucking frustrating to see autism being reduced to a fun character trait that barely impacts functioning by ppl on tumblr. I was diagnosed age 6 and although I would not be myself without it, my autism has absolutely had a major negative impact on my life.
I have suffered and currently suffer so much because of it and that is something that I can't afford not to recognize. I'm not saying "hey autism is nothing but suffering and pain" I'm saying that talking about autism like it's the Special Interest Disorder is a reductive way to look at something that is an inescapable and often very difficult reality for the people who have it.
#as someone who is constantly battling against his own disorders#as someone who WAS addicted to socials like Twitter being autistic was constant misery and discourse#I'd say I'm pretty happy with switching away from that extreme#I'm finally in a comfortable place where most people just *get it*#everyone understands each other so much easier because most people here are autistic or neurodivergent in their own ways#I dont have to worry about masking online the way I needed to on Twitter or anywhere else#I dont need to freak out over possible judgement or the inevitability of my autistic ass tweets blowing up and reaching a mass of#neurotypical people who dont get it#all the qrts of people saying 'thats not autism' 'you people cant do anything' 'everyone does that' 'thats weird'#I don't have to explain my symptoms and experiences a million times over to an audience of people who wont ever understand#I can just Be Me#and that's the joy I've found in Tumblr so far#a kind of joy I've yet to find anywhere else on the internet or in the real world#rambling#I don't mean to come off as rude or aggressive btw#just stop worrying about how others talk about their disorder#it doesn't fuckin matter
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Jesus man, relax.
#this was in response to me saying “lunar new year” on the rarity art#personal#delete later#what in insane nonproblem to get this angry about#i asked my parents (taiwanese immigrants) about this and they said we use either but prefer lunar new year#because it's inclusive to koreans and vietnamese people who celebrate on the same day#lunar new year is an umbrella term same as “happy holidays.” this person is basically getting mad i said happy holidays instead of#merry christmas.#my family and i identify more as taiwanese than chinese so. we're not gonna say chinese new year much anyways#i sent this to my mom btw and she replied with basically “die mad i guess.” love you ma#this literally doesn't matter anyways i could have said “chinese new year” to caption that post and it wouldn't have mattered#the only reason i didn't is because i plan on drawing another art including carol (coco pommel) who's korean and celebrates the same day#like. most people in china/taiwan don't care they just say “happy new year” cuz it's the fuckin new year. someone saying lunar new year is#not erasure it's not flattening asian identities into a monolith. it's just an umbrella term.#anyways happy lunar new year happy chinese new year happy tet happy spring festival happy seollal#like i cannot stress enough to you guys that these holidays are on the exact same day and celebrate basically the same exact thing.#this is not an issue.
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#star wars#ahsoka#ahsoka spoilers#sabine wren#ezra bridger#ahsoka tano#kanan jarrus#my art#I saw people arguing about sabine's force ability under my tweet of this one#no guys it's not about that it doesn't really matter#it's about you've been away for like few years and suddenly your sister becomes padawan of fuckin AHSOKA TANO
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Smiley Hozi during Like Real People Do, save meeee
📸: susannahlikesthemusic | Instagram
Melbourne, night 2 || 11/13/2024
#I'm not doing well today and this precious man is Getting Me Through#he stays being#my emotional support Some Fuckin Guy™#doesn't matter how obscured his face is by a curtain of hair because you can so clearly see his big smile 🥹#hozier#andrew hozier byrne#like real people do#unreal unearth tour#Melbourne night 2#smiley hozi be upon ye#this cheered me up and maybe it will do the same for you
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what are we thinking about older meme templates chat
#i love him#i hate ai#the amazing digital circus#tadc caine#tadc#memes#meme#ai#fuck ai#except for fictional ai#LOVE fictional ai#uhh#what do you even call this meme#guy spitting cereal meme#cereal spit take#whatever#idc#doesn't even fuckin matter does it#yeah nah
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them :) dino refs finally complete, so now i can make all the joke comics i want
design thoughts under the cut
aang- second hardest design to ge through. at first i couldn't decide on a species, and then i couldn't get the colors to work. believe it or not, bright yellow right next to bright blue is painful to look at. so instead i opted for an all orange color pallette. does he look like a candy corn? yes. and we love him for it. puny lil candy corn avatar
katara- sweet baby so easy, love her, perfect design, no tears shed except for joy. also GIGANTIC. non negotiable part of her design tbh. and aquatic dino!! spinosaurus was the only choice. the sail is meant to look like her necklace! isnt that cool. im so cool and talented.
sokka- nanuqsaurus is! maybe a cold weather dino. possibly. so we did that. he's smaller than his sister and he's mad about it :) also, him face is warriors paint!! and i know that atla water tribes didn't really have anything to do with orcas, but I love orcas and i wanted to give sokka some recognizably hunter-y pattern. so, orca white markings.
toPH- i am ENDLESSLY SUGFERING. do you know how many times i flip flopped on toph's species. do you understand how many hours i spent debating over the benefits of triceratops vs protoceratops?? ankylosaurus vs. pachysephalosaurus???? my agony is unending. im still unsure. sacrificing the concept that toph could take down a t rex (trike) for the small n unassuming character theme (proto). also the badgermole looking markings are cool i guess
zuko- this is where you pretend that im bot playing favorites when it comes to dino species. why is he a deinonychus? cuz i like big raptors, that's why. go away. dont look at me. he's cute. he looks like a bird and i love that for him. also something something aang and zuko similar species that specialize differently based on how their environments changed them, zuko an echo of the potential of flight and aang an echo of the potential to hunt. flock bird vs pack hunter. same but different.
height chart:
i really cant say if it's accurate at all to the real dinos, but i was lazy and didnt want to do math, so it's just eyeballed heights. the important part is that we understand how tiny aang is and how massive katara is
#pls ignore my theropod bias#im allowed to have favorite dinosaurs#even if they're basic bitch carnivores#also if you saw other versions of this post no you didnt#did you know if your internet dies when you're editing a draft on mobile and save it tumblr just posts it#that's so fuckin stupid#ANYWAY im posting now#and im bracing against the lower note count that i know is coming#i do this for me and it doesn't matter if other people like it#(pls like it i die without validation ahdgjshdg)#I AM DO NOT REQUIRE ATTENTION TO THRIVE#(i want. attention)#atla#atla dino au
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Are trans women real women?
As opposed to what. Fictional? A mannequin? Unreal in the sense that it's unreal how bomb she is?
(tags V relevant)
#Inventing boxes around people never works. There's no parameter for real or not real that doesn't allow for discrimination#If a woman says she is a woman then she is a woman. It is not my business to comment on how ''''real'''' it is#Based on what?? The hell kind of authority am I??? I'm some fuckin dude.#It does not matter to me what pronouns or what chromosomes or what presentation someone has#If you tell me you're a woman okay you're a woman. You know better than me. What kind of douchebag would I be to contest that#Short answer: trans women are as real women as any women. It doesn't change anything.#Are he/him women women? Are drag queens women? Are femboys women? I don't speak for them why don't you ask them to their face#By which I mean get a scope on their experience and opinion. And don't ask the person who LOUDLY DOESN'T LIKE FIRM LABELS.#Not an art
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Cassian and Azriel looked to Rhys, who merely sipped from his own wine. Amren’s order held. As Rhys’s Second in this court, short of Rhys overruling her, her word was law.
ACOSF, Ch. 29
Note how Feyre is left out here. Amren is RHYS' second and short of RHYS overruling her, her word is law. Feyre isnt even worthy of a mention here? Surely as High Lady she can overrule Amren, right?
I'm sure she can, and I'm sure that Cassian and Azriel only look to Rhys in this moment because Feyre went to bed early and isn't present. But her absence is telling. Feyre is our original protagonist. She's the one we rooted for through the original ACOTAR trilogy, and she's not even included in this Inner Circle scene. Not a single Archeron sister is present during the debate of "Which Archeron sister can we put into danger to search for the Trove, those powerful objects that bear an innate darkness? Elain or Nesta? Nesta or Elain? Who tf cares about Elain, anyway. Make Nesta do it." No Archeron to advocate for themselves. Instead, you have a gaggle of ancient geezers trying to decide which 20-something should look for a brew pot's evil accessories.
And, btw, we know the Night Court has codified laws because Cassian during The Intervention in Chapter 2 thinks to himself, "Amren had combed through their laws for this?" The sentences above seem to suggest that codified law exists for the plebs, the hoi polloi, the masses, and not for the rulers who can make or break laws as they see fit. (Oh, and before we forget, Amren lied. Chapter 2 again: "I didn't even know we had laws like that about court membership."/"We don't.") Who wants to take bets that the Night Court had a magna carta that was about as ineffectual as the real one passed in 1215? Anyone? Anyone?
#ACOTAR#ACOSF#anti sjm#ic critical#anti ic#A Court of JFC Leave This Woman Alone#im labelling this as anti ic but really its anti sjm she fuckin benched her own protag#it's like she's obsessed with rhys to the point her own fmc doesn't even fucking matter#this book is making me so heated at like. every. single. step of the way.#i signed up for a romance and instead im in legal threatening to press charges#going to change my#talking to myself tag#to#yelling at sarah j. maas tag
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and they were singin', bye-bye Miss American Pie // american oldie i think kuwabara unironically listens to
(low effort lyric edit im queueing here in May cos im probably gonna forget it exists otherwise)
#qeued post#for June cos hey pride#the idea of kuwa seeing his friends in a holy almost godly light namely yusuke#and having them all leave unexpectedly#cos before that night at Genkai's i feel like it was solidified in kuwa's brain DESPITE the sidekick complex#DESPITE the fact that he's human and the least powerful member they are still decidedly a team#A team he has a place on. But then all suddenly springing this... YUSUKE springing this departure on him. shatters that belief#yusuke says he'll be back and it seems to make things better but even so kuwabara's face still looks so solemn when he leaves#Likely cos he knows yusuke is just saying shit and doesn't even know if it's possible to come back#this wasn't supposed to be a kuwameshi post it's really not but there's always that undertone when i talk about them so#He just admires them all so much yusuke above all others only to be left behind and that's gotta fuckin hurt#The way we don't see the resolution to this feeling. The lack of belonging the abandonment#next time we see him he's just supposed to be over it but we don't really know if it actually happened#So I like to play with the idea of like . Did he really like healthily accept things or#did he just repress it and deal. Cos like eng dub he tells yusuke ''forget all that stuff I said'' immediately taking back#his harsh words bc it's either stay mad stay upset or quickly forgive and move on cos this could be the last time. or even the jdub#where he doesn't even allow the vulnerability to show enough to trail off he just spouts the normal shit bc it's what they DO he immediatel#tries to get back to the normal dynamic and push himself to being fine with it right now bc he doesn't have the luxury of being upset#when it doesn't matter cos yusuke's leaving. the last thing he hears from him shouldnt be reckless shit he was saying when he lashed out#aka i dont think kuwa's feelings get seriously addressed enough and this episode haunts me cos of that very fact#Im not making any sense. Nico as my witness I swear I was more eloquent yapping to him about it#kuwabara kazuma#yu yu hakusho#kuwameshi
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Toad they’re out here hating on your girl Athena.
WHA-? WHAT NOW?! (911 s8e8 spoilers in these parentheses: but if it has anything to do with telling that woman to fucking return the cart I will lose my damn mind lol)
Okay, listen here my sweet jellybean! We both know those who are hating on our drop dead gorgeous and talented Queen are some straight up silly-billy goofballs. And we will celebrate their collective wrongness by re-blogging and posting more positivity about the lovely and oh so precious Athena! You agree? I agree! We AGREE!! IN THIS HOUSE WE LOVE AND CHERISH ATHENA GRANT NASH!!
#toadanswers#anon#911 spoilers#athena grant nash#i swear peeps will look for anything no matter how small just to complain about her#and i will say this rn#anyone that wants to tell me i'm wrong about athena#first think about a favorite character and think about the worst thing they've ever done#if athena has done something worse than that you may then write me a 3 page essay#INCLUDING sources like i want proof to back up your points#and no being a cry baby because boo hoo she's a cop and she doesn't follow protocol sometimes#NEWSFLASH GOOBS no one on that show fuckin follows protocol!!#it's fictional 🌈#toad rambles#anyway if you'll excuse me i have to draw athena because i have deep desire to drown the haters in athena art uwu#i gotta make up for this artless month#soon my precious friends and foes... very soon...
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Gina Torres as Tommy Vega | 911 Lone Star 4.02
#911 lone star spoilers#tommy vega#oh captain my CAPTAIN#holy fuckin shit she just-----#'you're perfect' she said#should have said that to a mirror cause DAMN#doesn't matter what else happened in this episode my eyes were blessed indeed amen#my gifs#gina torres#911 lone star#episode: s04e02 the new hot mess
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K I've been thinking about this for like a week now. Ignoring any immortal headcanons if you have them. Knuckles knows he's not going to be able to guard the Master Emerald forever and that probably troubles him, but, if he was dying do you think he'd ask Sonic to guard it? He's the person with a unique connection to Chaos and the Chaos Emeralds and he's basically chosen one the most specialest guy, and one of the few people Knuckles could trust with that duty.
Of course I think Sonic would say no. I think he'd never be able to do that and he wouldn't want to.
#lmao i think even if Knuckles was on his fucking deathbed Sonic would say no#like sure he's got a sense of duty but guarding the me would be absolute hell for him#and he's never really acknowledged if he even gets just how important Knuckles' job is#sure he gets some of it but he doesn't really care that much beyond knuckles cares deeply for SOME reason#and im not saying that as something negative i actually think good for him you know#bad for knux cause he'd be fucking tormented by that#it also makes me think about the conflict people like to write between them in forces fanfics#where knuckles didn't take care of tails enough and sonic gets pissed at him i think this is a great parallel#like i know a kid and a big magic rock aren't objectively the same thing but if you think about how it much it matters to knuckles#especially that it matters to him more than that too because it's literally his entire life#not giving the ME and knuckles' duty the acknowledgement it deserves is like saying he's wasted his life for nothing#ouough okay#sorry im in such knuckles angst mood rn pl if you have thoughts respond idk if im imagining all of this correctly gnjhgcsddgu#gimme some fuckin drama
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#just needed to vent for a sec but oh god am i tired of people#'friends' both irl and online got me fucked up lately#mental healths been in the shitter almost nonstop this year#familys always got me up the wall#i just feel like I'm constantly treading water and i am *tired*. like so fucking TIRED#it's never enough; it's too much; no not like that; but not that either; it's all wrong wRoNg WrOnG#ik im sleep deprived and possibly pms-y and that is most certainly not helping things rn but...#gods i see less and less of a reason to get out of bed and bother with anything ever again#wtf is the purpose#i can't keep friends to save my life bc im apparently a fuckin doormat and interesting as unflavored rice or smth#how hard is it to feel like you maybe sorta kinda matter and aren't an unlovable worthless piece of shit#years of therapy; trying meds; everything under the sun.... and nothing. lows and highs and dips of every kind and yet ..nothing#and maybe im just very much in my feelings rn and just yelling into the void.. but it hurts and im tired of pretending it doesn't.#i hate how hard it is to make friends as an adult especially irl. and how gossipy and cliquey and gross and mean ppl can be#of getting called childish and naive and boring for wanting to be a decent person and having interests outside of partying#(not attacking those traits but tired of getting attacked for *not* being 'fun' enough or 'social' enuf or 'sensitive' for having feelings)#enough*#i just want to go eat drywall and stand in the rain and let it help me pretend im not crying blood rn.#like every cell in my body isn't trying to spontaneously combust.#'it gets better' ..yeah? when. when i was 14? when i was 23? when im 37? when im 55? 82? WHEN.. bc im so sick and tired#and no this isn't me writing a final note or whatever it sounds like; i just wanted to word vomit bc ive never been good w sadness#and ive got such an overwhelming amount of it rn i can't even turn it into anger & spite & use that for productivity... i just want to rot#to lie down and be covered by plants as i sleep and just slowly fade into a cloud or smth like it's a ghibli movie or wtv.#im like shaking from how stupidly emotional i feel rn. the lack of empathy these days is fuckin astounding#common sense & empathy are lacking in absolutely droves these days. some days i hate the internet & tech for its irreparable damages sm#but here we are and here it shall remain. long after us; and *long* after us ..... *sigh*#anyway ima go try to take a nap or smth. I'll see ya when i see ya. take care my lovelies#if u read all this i prob owe you a cookie lol
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Olrox: I'm not in love with you, Mizrak.
Mizrak: [chooses his ideals over staying with Olrox]
Olrox:
#castlevania#like idk what you were expecting man you told him you made your first bf immortal because you didn't want him to die#because you loved him and then immediately told Mizrak you wouldn't do that to him because you don't love him#so you've rejected him and his priest betrayed him so all he's got left is his faith so of course he's gonna risk death for it#which by your own words doesn't matter to you sooooo#that one's on you buddy lmao#I love these fuckin idiots i hope they get a happy ending
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hey does anyone wanna bounce bellhands/they all went to pirate school together ideas with me? im trying to figure out the missing pieces of my personal set up and it might be easier with someone else!
#if youve never spoken to me before please be aware i will type a whole paragraph in response to one (1) sentence#but if ur down for that! please.#ive got like. the start and the end and a couple bits in the middle fleshed out but it doesn't f l o w#this is the problem with trying to condense more than a years of ideas into one cohesive narrative. i usually swap and change things as#and when it suits so im like. i don't know what i need in this#its just for my silly little tumblr post but#i would appreciate it <3#i can send you what ive wrote and we can go from there or we can start from scratch bouncing ideas or u can just ask me questions#or something to help fill in gaps idk whatever works for u! what ive got is like. a fuckin mess honestly its ramblings and half finished#thoughts and just. its. a complete state and thats not even touching on whats missing (like. anything that matters in the middle basically)#nyxtalks#ofmd#bellhands#sam bellamy#izzy hands#israel hands#if you're unfamiliar with the concept: its Hornigold era stuff; jack + ed + izzy + sam all sailing under him and learning the ropes togethe#im not trying to go into too many details; just the underlying structure that is what I think of when i think of them#its probably not something anyone else cares about but i think i need it for some of the more fun 'what if Izzy went with sam' posts#i realised if i wanted to say what the divergence point was i Needed to establish all this lol#'oh yeah its when izzy chooses sam after the mutiny despite their argument' NYX WHAT ARGUMENT. you need to tell us what u mean
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do you guys ever sit and remember that dennis takes a mental health day is an episode that exists
#ada speaks#i think i could probably recite the entire one sided phone conversation he has with daisy by heart and i havent seen the ep in months#i don't know how to explain it but#from what little ive read of ross' writing it feels like. when you click onto a fanfic and you feel immediate deep trust of the author#like it just clicks#the cookbook characterization specifically. is like.#i would put my life in your hands#and im sure we will get more eps by him and i really hope that continues because i think its been a very long time since the shows had#writers that i feel Get the characters in a way that feels effortless rather than. overcompensating.#like you can smell that writer's signature no matter how hard they try to cover it up with jokes and subversions#which isnt always a bad thing and im sure if we do get more maloney eps i'll pick up on his writers quirks too#but it doesn't feel like he's trying to copy anyone/pull from old eps it feels like he has a good grasp on things which makes it feel fresh#i find that long running shows hit a point where episodes start to feel less cohesive and more like. segmented short films#but if you have a really good group of writers and they find their groove its like. yeah. ok.#i think season 3 is a good study because marder and rosell's influence is all over the entire season#later seasons you can literally just. Feel which eps they worked on because its got a completely different vibe from the rest of the season#16 still suffers from that segmentation but#i think all the first time sunny writers (and nina's first solo ep) were all absolutely fuckin bangers and they've got a good team in there#anyway. characterization of dennis flipflops a lot. but the rest of the gang arguably gets it worse at times#i think megan's dee is the absolute worst aside from conor galvin's#and i understand wanting to write her as a girlfailure who is just. horrible. but.#ok. comparing self help book dee to ross' cookbook dee. i dont even have to say anything do i.#she's like. The Woman. in the self help book. and i fucking could not stand it. ross' dee is so perfect though#and his frank. MAN.#EVERYONE FUCKING RUINS FRANK.#i think marder and rosell's frank is a lot of fun because hes clearly based on marder's dad and acts believably#a lot of writers struggle to capture his. frank-ness.#he's sort of suffered from like. bland pervy senile old man writing for a long time#and ross brought back him actually being a competent businessman#IM OUT OF TAGS IM SHUTTING UP
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