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hiii!
i was wondering if you could write spencer x reader, where sheâs having a really bad day but spencer is coming home from a case and is exhausted, mentally and physically so she feels guilty that she would bother him with her mood
So she just hides away and is on the verge of a panic attack and spencer finds her and is all âyou save me, so pls let me save youâ and just comforts her (and calls her angel because đ« )
thankyouuu so much (you dont have to do it if you dont want! no pressure at all!) i love your writing, itâs so incredibly cute and endearing <3
exhaustion â spencer reid
pairing: spencer reid x fem!reader ( no use of y/n ) content warnings: reader crying a lot , reader feeling guilty / tired / exhausted, spencer calls reader angel a/n: hii thank you so much for your request !! i hope you like this <3
The apartment was quietâtoo quiet. You sat on the couch, curled up in one corner, staring blankly at the empty space in front of you. The TV was off, the big overhead light was off, and the only light came from the small lamp on the side table.
You hadnât moved in what felt like hours, your mind swirling with the events of the day. It had been one of those daysâthe kind where nothing went right, where every little thing seemed to pile up until you felt like you were drowning under the weight of it all.Â
You missed Spencer. A lot. Especially right now.
He had a way of making everything feel better. You longed for his comforting hugs and the way heâd listen to you ramble about your day.
But he wasnât here. He was at work, buried under mountains of paperwork and case files.
The sound of keys jingling in the lock snapped you out of your thoughts. You jumped up from the couch, your heart leaping in your chest as you hurried to the door.
Spencer stepped inside, looking disheveled and exhausted. His tie was loosened, his hair was a mess, and there were dark circles under his eyes. He dropped his bag by the door with a heavy thud, and before you could say a word, he pulled you into a tight hug.Â
You melted into his embrace, your arms wrapping around his neck as you buried your face in his shoulder. He smelled like coffee and faintly of paper. For a moment, you just stood there, holding each other.
âI missed you,â Spencer mumbled into your hair, his voice muffled but sincere. His hands rubbed soothing circles on your back.
âI missed you too,â you whispered, your voice barely audible. You didnât want to let go, but after a moment, he pulled back slightly, his hands moving to cradle your face. His thumbs brushed gently over your cheeks.
âToday was horrible,â he said with a sigh, his shoulders slumping as he let go of you to shrug off his jacket. He ran a hand through his hair, looking more tired than youâd seen him in a long time.Â
You bit your lip, hesitating. âWhat happened?â you asked softly, following him as he moved further into the apartment.Â
He sighed again, sinking onto the couch and leaning forward, his elbows resting on his knees. âJust⊠paperwork. So much paperwork. And then Garciaâs computer crashed, so we lost half the files we needed, and Hotch wanted everything reorganized by tomorrow morningâŠâ He trailed off, shaking his head. âIt was just one thing after another.âÂ
You sat down next to him, your heart aching as you watched him. He looked so drained, so unlike his usual self, and you felt a pang of guilt for even thinking about burdening him with your own problems.
Today had been hard for you, but it sounded like it had been even harder for him. The last thing you wanted was to add to his stress.Â
So instead of talking about your day, you reached out and took his hand, giving it a gentle squeeze. âIâm sorry,â you said quietly. âThat sounds awful.âÂ
He gave you a small, tired smile, his fingers intertwining with yours. âItâs okay. Itâs just⊠one of those days, you know?âÂ
You nodded, your throat tightening. You did know.
But you couldnât bring yourself to tell him. Instead, you shifted closer, pulling him into another hug. He leaned into you, his head resting on your shoulder as you ran your fingers through his hair.Â
âHow was your day?â Spencer mumbled, his voice soft and drowsy as he leaned back against the couch, pulling you with him.
You settled against his side, his head still resting on your shoulder as your fingers continued to gently card through his hair.
The question caught you off guard, and you hesitated for a moment, your hand stilling briefly before you forced yourself to keep moving.Â
âIt was⊠good,â you said, your voice carefully neutral. You tried to inject a note of cheerfulness into your tone, but it came out sounding hollow, even to your own ears.Â
Spencer hummed against your shoulder, seemingly too tired to notice the slight falter in your voice. âIâm glad,â he murmured, his words muffled as he nuzzled closer to you. His warmth was comforting, but it did little to ease the tightness in your chest.Â
After a moment, he shifted, pressing a soft kiss to your temple before slowly sitting up. âIâm going to get changed,â he said, his voice still heavy with exhaustion.
He gave your hand a gentle squeeze before standing and heading toward the bedroom, leaving you alone on the couch.Â
As soon as he was out of sight, the lump in your throat returned, thicker and more suffocating than before. You bit your lip hard, trying to hold back the tears that had been threatening to spill all evening.
But it was no use. The dam broke, and before you could stop yourself, you were on your feet, hurrying toward the bathroom.Â
You shut the door behind you with a soft click, leaning against it as the first tear slipped down your cheek. Then another. And another.
Soon, you were crying , your shoulders shaking as you tried to stifle the sobs that threatened to escape. You muttered curses under your breath, frustrated with yourself for not being able to hold it together.Â
âGet it together,â you whispered harshly, pressing the heels of your hands against your eyes. But the tears wouldnât stop.
The tears kept running, your shoulders shaking as you tried to stifle the sobs that threatened to escape.
You felt like a mess, your face hot and your chest tight. But just as you were about to try to pull yourself together, you heard footsteps outside the bathroom door, followed by a soft knock.Â
âHey,â Spencerâs voice came through the door, gentle and concerned. âCan I come in?âÂ
You froze, your breath catching in your throat. You didnât know what to do. Part of you wanted to tell him to go away, to spare him from seeing you like this, but another part of you desperately needed him.
You muttered a curse under your breath, wiping at your face with the back of your hand before slowly getting to your feet.Â
You opened the door just enough to peek out, your eyes meeting Spencerâs. He was standing there, his expression soft but worried. His hair was still a mess, but his eyes were focused entirely on you.Â
âHey, hey,â he said immediately, stepping closer. âWhatâs wrong?âÂ
You sniffled, your throat tightening as you tried to find the words. âIââ you started, but your voice broke, and you shook your head, unable to continue.
How could you even begin to explain? Everything was wrong. The entire day had been wrong, and now you felt like you were falling apart.Â
Spencer didnât push. Instead, he reached out, his thumb brushing gently over your cheek, wiping away a tear. His touch was so tender that it only made you cry harder.
âCome on,â he said softly, his hand slipping down to take yours. He gave it a gentle squeeze before pulling you with him, leading you out of the bathroom and down the hallway.Â
You followed him numbly, your fingers intertwined with his as he guided you to the bedroom. He sat you down on the edge of the bed and knelt in front of you, his hands resting on your knees as he looked up at you, his eyes searching yours.Â
âTalk to me, angel,â he said softly, his voice barely above a whisper. âWhatâs going on?âÂ
The nickname made your heart ache, and you shook your head, fresh tears spilling over. âI didnât want to bother you,â you admitted, your voice trembling. âYou had such a bad day, and I didnât want to make it worse.âÂ
Spencerâs expression softened, his hands moving to cradle your face. âYou could never make my day worse,â he said firmly, his tone leaving no room for argument. âAnd youâre never a bother. Not to me. Not ever.âÂ
You shook your head again, your hands gripping his wrists as you tried to steady yourself. âBut you were so tired, and I didnât want toââÂ
âHey,â he interrupted gently, his thumbs brushing away your tears. âYou save me, I save you. Thatâs how this works, remember?âÂ
You nodded slowly, your breath hitching as more tears spilled over by just hearing those sweet words. Spencer leaned forward, pressing a soft kiss to your forehead before pulling you into his arms.
You went willingly, burying your face in his shoulder as he held you close. His hands rubbed soothing circles on your back, and you felt some of the tension in your chest begin to ease. After a while he slowly let go, but his hands remaining on your arms.
âTell me about your day,â he said after a while, his voice soft but insistent. âWhat happened?âÂ
You hesitated, but the way he was looking at youâso patient, so understandingâmade it impossible to hold back. So you told him. You told him about everything that had gone wrong.
And he listened, his hands never leaving yours, his eyes never wavering from yours.Â
When you were done, he pulled you into his arms again, holding you tightly against his chest. âIâm sorry,â he murmured, his voice low and steady. âIâm sorry you had such a bad day. But Iâm here now, okay? And Iâm not going anywhere.âÂ
You nodded, your face buried in his shoulder as you clung to him. For the first time all day, you felt like you could breathe again. Like maybe, just maybe, everything would be okay.Â
âThank you,â you whispered, your voice muffled against his shirt.Â
Spencer pressed a kiss to the top of your head, his arms tightening around you. âAlways, angel,â he said softly. âAlways.âÂ
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your fav zosan hcs?
hi omg im so sorry i took so long to answer this đ
honestly confused trying to answer this bc my hcs are so fixed and also i think common w others that they are canon to me đ
taller sanji!!
theyre both so touch starved they dont know how to handle it. the way they Do handle it is...badly
they remind each other of home!! for zoro its someone who pushes him to be better and is not nice about it at all, giving him smth to strive for on a daily basis (different to his long term plan for mihawk); for sanji ofc the rough and tumble nature of their argumentative dynamic reminds him of the baratie and lets him show his affection in the manner that is most comfortable and familiar to him
are these hcs? i fear im losing the plot...
both of them being entirely inexperienced in romance and sex, and acting like theyre certified experts. sanji quickly discovering that half the things that he's daydreamed wistfully about for years and wanted so bad kind of suck? cuddling is. uncomfortable. too hot and sticky and confining and his arm is dead and his hair is messed up and zoro snores and ugh this is not romantic at all!! but the first time he tries to sleep alone after ages of being with zoro he cant fall asleep for hours
they dont like each other in spite of their weird gross traits but because of them. its not like sanji Tolerates or tries to Fix zoros annoying habits of being unwashed and rude and whatever, unfortunately he finds that shit very hot đ and zoro knows sanji is not always as clean and put together as he likes to project, and his favourite thing is how sanji shows him smth truer in ways he rarely does with others. they never have to try and be anything but exactly what they are with each other
cosigning @piratehunted on the modern au car choices: zoro w a beat up jeep that everyone suspects he lived in for an indeterminate period of time, and sanji with an old but impeccably well preserved and well loved classic car courtesy of zeff. yes it takes an insane amount of upkeep and he's considering stockpiling replacement parts bc they are probably 6 months away from being taken entirely out of production, but its zeffs baby and sanji will die before he lets her fall into disrepair
perhaps there should be some kind of mechanic au for this...i loathe making zoro do anything that isnt kendo but i could make an exception for this..
oh speaking of! my "college au" hc is actually never a college au and more just an "early 20s" au bc sanji would never go to college BE SERIOUS the guy dropped out of school at 8 yrs old. hes not even in culinary school hes working shitty line cook jobs and using leftover produce to try and create his own menu for when he has his own spot. zoro is an instructor/trainer to support his dream (i like to think its still kendo or another traditional martial art but go w god. as long as its NEVER american football)
they should have a cat. my fave hc is a lil tuxedo cat named onigiri (named in honour of a cat i met at a cat cafe) but ive seen a fic where theyve got a cat named miso which is SO cute. and the bestie @bobalegsanji has proposed tiramisu as well which is adorable and true
umm ok sorry this got kind of long i think i could shrimply yap about the beautiful fucked up dynamic they have in my mind foreverrrr
#ask#anonymous#zosan#im sorry i saw this ask a little while ago and thought ill answer it when i have enough time and then forgor đ#idk why im feeling so insecure on if these count as hcs hwhdhwjfjs#they are just real and true to me like im describing obvious canon events
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A Rose Without Thorns Pt. 2
Mama Rose from Gypsy on Broadway x Female Reader
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The night stretched on, but for the first time in what felt like years, Rose slept.
It wasnât a deep sleepâshe tossed and turned, mumbling in her dreams, fingers twitching as if she were still conducting some unseen orchestraâbut it was sleep nonetheless. And in the quiet hours before dawn, when the city outside your window softened into a gentle hum, you found yourself lying awake, thinking about the woman now resting under your roof.
Rose Hovick. The infamous stage mother, the woman who built stars and burned bridges, who had spent her life chasing dreams that never truly belonged to her. The same woman who, just hours ago, had been sitting on a cold bench with nowhere to go.
She was a force of nature. But even storms had to settle eventually.
By morning, the scent of fresh coffee filled the apartment. You were already up, seated at the small kitchen table, flipping idly through a newspaper when you heard the shuffle of footsteps.
"Smells good," Rose muttered, voice rough with sleep.
You glanced up to see her standing in the doorway, draped in her fur coat over the same dress from last night, though now slightly wrinkled. Her hair was tousled, but not in a careless wayâit softened her somehow, made her look less like Madame Rose and more like just Rose.
"Hope you take it strong," you said, pushing a mug toward her.
She let out a tired chuckle as she sat across from you. "Darling, after the life Iâve had? The stronger, the better."
She took a sip and sighed, her whole body seeming to deflate just a little.
For a while, there was only the quiet sound of coffee cups clinking against saucers.
Then, finally, she spoke.
"So, whatâs your story?"
You raised an eyebrow. "My story?"
"You took me in last night like it was nothing," she said, studying you over the rim of her mug. "Either youâre a saint, or youâve got your own ghosts keeping you up at night."
You smirked. "Maybe both."
Rose hummed, as if she werenât entirely convinced, but she let it go.
Instead, she leaned back, tapping her fingers against the side of her mug. "I donât know what the hell Iâm doing," she admitted.
"With what?"
She gestured vaguely. "With this."
You tilted your head. "With staying here?"
"With..." She hesitated, searching for the words. "With letting someone help me. With letting myself stop for once."
That caught your attention.
"Youâve never stopped before, have you?" you asked gently.
She gave a short, humorless laugh. "Not once."
You studied her for a moment, then leaned forward slightly. "Maybe itâs time you did."
She scoffed. "And do what, exactly?"
You shrugged. "Figure out what you want. Not for June. Not for Louise. Not for show business. Just you."
Rose fell silent at that, her fingers tightening slightly around her cup.
It was a terrifying thought, wasnât it? She had spent her whole life chasing dreams on behalf of others. What was left when there was no one left to chase for?
Finally, she exhaled, shaking her head. "You really are something, you know that?"
You grinned. "So Iâve been told."
A small smile tugged at the corner of her lips, but there was something else in her eyes now. A quiet curiosity. A shift.
"You could stay," you offered before you could stop yourself. "At least for a little while. Until you figure things out."
Rose arched an eyebrow. "Are you always this generous with broken women?"
"Only the interesting ones."
She let out a low chuckle, shaking her head. "Youâre dangerous, kid."
You smirked. "Not half as dangerous as you."
For a long moment, she just looked at you, something unreadable flickering across her expression. And then, ever so slightly, she nodded.
"Alright," she murmured. "Iâll stay."
Rose stayed.
At first, it was temporary. A few days, she told herself. Maybe a week, just until she figured out her next step. But days turned into weeks, and weeks stretched into something that neither of you bothered to name.
She made herself at home in small ways. Leaving her fur coat draped over the back of your couch. Setting her coffee cup in the sink but never actually washing it. Fixing the placement of your picture frames with an absentminded precision, as if she were arranging props for a show.
She still carried the weight of years spent fighting, pushing, demandingâbut in your space, she started to ease, bit by bit.
One night, you found her in the kitchen, sleeves rolled up, scrubbing a dish with the same intensity as if she were directing an orchestra.
"You donât have to do that, you know," you said, leaning against the doorway.
She scoffed. "What, you think I donât know how to do dishes?"
"I think youâve spent too many years having other people do them for you."
She smirked. "Well, maybe Iâm finally learning to fend for myself."
"Thatâs assuming I kick you out," you teased.
Rose turned her head slightly, giving you a long, unreadable look. Then, to your surprise, she sighed and muttered, "Youâd be a fool to keep me around, you know."
"Whyâs that?"
"I ruin everything I touch." She rinsed the dish a little too forcefully, the water splashing over the sink. "Everyone leaves. Even when I give âem the world, they still go."
"You didnât give them the world, Rose," you said gently. "You gave them a dream. Thereâs a difference."
She stiffened.
For a moment, you thought youâd pushed too far. But then, she let out a breath and shut off the sink.
"Youâre a smart one, arenât you?" she muttered.
You smiled. "So Iâve been told."
She grabbed a towel, drying her hands with slow, thoughtful movements. Then, she turned to face you fully, leaning against the counter.
"You never told me why you took me in that night," she said.
You shrugged. "Because you looked like you needed it."
"Thatâs it?"
"Thatâs it."
She studied you, her sharp gaze searching, as if trying to decipher a script that hadnât been written yet.
"You know, Iâve neverâ" She stopped herself, clicking her tongue. "Ah, never mind."
You tilted your head. "Never what?"
She hesitated.
Then, with an almost defiant lift of her chin, she said, "Never been looked at the way you look at me."
The words settled in the air between you, delicate and dangerous all at once.
You swallowed, holding her gaze. "And how do I look at you?"
Rose exhaled sharply, like she couldnât believe she was even having this conversation. "Like Iâm more than just the mess Iâve made."
You took a step closer. Not too closeâjust enough to let her know you were listening. That you saw her.
"You are more than that," you said softly.
She didnât look away.
For once, Roseâwho had spent her whole life running, chasing, fightingâdidnât retreat.
Instead, she nodded. Just slightly. Just enough.
And for the first time in a long, long time, she allowed herself to believe it.
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It is Axl roses birthday today and i request a fic celebrating that
A/n: I know I'm a day late but I had shit manđ not like anyone asked for anything on STEVENS BIRTHDAY
Kinda glad I waited though because this is a much better idea
Warnings: Angst, reader just kinda cries a lot but Axl ends up comforting her and taking her upstairs to his room, if you think I missed anything let me know otherwise enjoy!
This pic has me giggling. Fair god mother ass pose
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Axl wasn't always around to keep an eye on his house, so he hired you. You were young and needed a way to pay for university, it was a good paying job, close to the school and Axl gave you a room year round for company mostly.
When he was home he helped you, mostly with cleaning and moving furniture around but he did his best in the kitchen.
Despite what your family and friends thought he was really sweet to you, always doing what he could to help, even with your studies; he had no idea what you were doing and got stuck every time he looked at your work, but he made trips to the store and got you snacks, he'd stay up late with you.
For your birthday last year he gave you a car, he usually just leant you his, sometimes he'd drive you himself or he'd pay for a cab. It's not that he minded doing any of that, he just knew how you felt about it.
You felt like a burden, he was really just the sweet man that took care of you and felt terrible every time you asked for the smallest thing. Axl had no one, he had friends, obviously, but he had no family. All he wanted was this big, happy family, and he never got it. He would do anything to spend more time with the few people he liked, especially you.
Since he had done so much for you you wanted to do one thing for him, so you planned and you cooked, you ordered a Queen cake that was really meant for a kids birthday but it was just for the two of you, it was the thought that counts.
When planning for things you had to keep it a surprise, so you told him you were studying for finals. It worked perfect, he never asked about anything, although he did buy a concerning amount of energy drinks.
It all came crashing down on his birthday. You'd spent so much time planning out your idea for his birthday you hadn't taken into account that he would make plans for his birthday.
Worst case scenario was that he would invite more people over, which you initially thought that morning of, but then you found him nowhere in the house as you scrambled around to set things up.
Finally, you checked your phone to find a text from him. "Decided to give you some time to yourself for your studying, be back later, don't worry about food." He sent a little heart and winky face emoji. All your work, the time and effort to get food and preparations together. For nothing. You were ruined.
You shot him a quick text, as tears filled your eyes, asking when he'd be home. He said around 10:00 pm, it was late but it gave you a chance to at least try and do something.
You cried for the first few hours, really. It was hard, he got you everything you ever wanted, and you couldn't do this one thing for him. You had to try, so you decorated the dining room, setting up the small table where you two ate together.
You wrapped your present for him and set it on his seat, just before the clock hit 10:00 you got the cake out and brought it to the table, a lighter at the ready for when he came home.
Five minutes and he hadn't shown up, he was just saying his goodbyes and it had kept him.
Fifteen minutes late, he couldn't end his stories, just a little bit longer.
When half an hour had passed and he hadn't come back you decided to text him, asking if his dinner was almost done. Ten minutes passed before he texted back that he'd bring you back leftovers, no indication of how much longer he'd be.
After forty-five minutes you put the cake back in the fridge, wiping your tears from your eyes and sitting back at the table. You couldn't bring yourself to go back to bed, you brought your feet onto the chair and hugged yourself, resting your chin on your knees as tears rolled down your cheeks.
It didn't take long for your crying to get worse, your body trembling and sobs choked out of you.
It was around 12:00 when you finally heard a car pull into the garage. You did your best to wipe away your tears but you could only do so much. Your makeup was ruined, eyes red and puffy, lip quivering.
Axl came in, finding the house dark. He planned to be quiet and just head right up to bed, doing his best to not disturb you, however, the dining room was right by the stairs so he saw the light on, and the streamers and balloons, everything you set up for his birthday.
Most importantly, he saw you sitting alone at the table, having clearly been crying.
His brows furrowed and he rushed over to you, taking the seat next to you and cupping your face in his hands. "Sweetheart, what happened?" He asked, voice deep and soothing as he looked over you with great worry.
You sniffled, wiping your eyes a final time before speaking. "I-I got everything ready and you-you weren't even here..." You mumbled.
Axl's worry shifted to confusion. "You got everything ready?" He asked. "What did you get ready?" He could take a guess from the decorations but he still asked the question.
"For your birthday!" You said, looking up at him, a desperation in your eyes. "I got a-a cake and decorations, I got it all together, and you-you weren't even here." You knew it wasn't his fault, he didn't know a thing about all this, but you were tired and hurt.
Axl pressed his lips together, eyes flickering over your face. "You really did all that? For me?" You nodded, letting him pull you into his arms. "I'm so sorry, sweetheart... I had no idea." He kissed your temple and pulled away from you, just enough to look you in the eye. "How about I make it up to you?"
Your pout deepened for a second at his offer. "But it's your birthday, I-I was trying to do something special for you!" He nodded and pulled you right back into his arms.
"I know, I know... but you've been stressed, right? With finals."
"There are no finals, it's fucking February, the semester just started." This was getting him nowhere so he lifted you up and carried you upstairs. Your room was just down the hall from his so you didn't question it, and it wasn't the first time he'd carried you around the house, he often found you crashed on the couch or elsewhere and brought you back to bed.
You wrapped yourself around him and only questioned it when he brought you into his room. "What're you doing..?" You asked, voice soft, but you weren't protesting.
"You wanted to surprise me on my birthday, and I want to make you feel better." He explained, setting you down on your back on the bed before crawling over top of you. "Two birds, one stone." You stared up at him, wide eyed and... oddly, very turned on.
Axl kissed down your neck, unbuttoning your top. He brushed the fabric aside and kissed over your chest, watching you carefully and making sure you were comfortable with where he was heading. "You can tell me to stop if you want." He assured, leaving a last kiss on your chest before helping you take your shirt off.
You gave a small nod, holding yourself up and unclipping your bra. "I know." You tossed your clothes to the side and laid back down, smiling warmly up at him.
He smiled back at you and continued to trail kisses down your stomach, your breathing getting heavy, tears drying up quickly now. He stripped you down to your panties, taking his time and muttering praise all the while. "You did a good job, sweetheart, getting a little dinner for us, for me." He mused, placing a final kiss on your lower abdomen, just above the lace of your panties. "You did perfect, now just relax and let me do the work."
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You All Deserve This (Huggy Wuggy x Reader):
(A/N: This is NOT entirely based on the Hour of Joy in chapter 3. i wrote this long before chapter 3, I think it must have been between chapter 1 and 2 when i wrote this. So, please keep this mind.)
You blinked at Dr. Pierre for a few seconds. âYouâreâŠy-youâre what?âÂ
âIâm sorry, (Y/N). But we must let you go.â he repeated.Â
You blinked again for the second time. âWhy? WhatâŠwhat the hell has brought this on?âÂ
Laith Pierre took a resounding sigh as though your confusion frustrated him. âComplications.â he answered. âWe can no longer keep you on anymore. Especially considering yourâŠârelationshipâ - if you can call it that - with Experiment 1-1-7-0.âÂ
You felt your jaw clench. âDonât call him that. He has a name, you know that.âÂ
âA name that covers our backs into what really goes on here. A name you came up with.âÂ
âI know that and so do you.âÂ
Laith shrugged. âRegardless. We cannot allow that creature to go soft as youâve made him.âÂ
âThatâs the reason as to why youâre letting me go? Because youâre scared youâre no longer going to have Huggy Wuggy as an..âattack dogâ?! Huggy is a living being!âÂ
âHe was created by us to keep the factory safe.âÂ
âYou do realise that if you fire me, then Huggy will no longer respond to anyone here. Heâll tear this place apart. Heâs been alive for all these years and for more than half of them, heâs been allowed to roam free. You did that, Laith! You can't turn on him, Laith, heâll turn on you. I know him better than any of you here.âÂ
âAll the more reason to let you walk.â Laith answered. âYou know too much.â A knowing smile came up on his face. âDonât think I don't know what you two get up to when youâre alone with him.âÂ
Even though your face was passive, you could feel the heat rising to your cheeks. You knew full well what Laith Pierre was saying. A year after looking after Huggy Wuggy, the two of you had become something more. Something intimate. Mates? Was that the right term? It had just happened and soon the sex became more. It turned into love making and it was such a struggle to leave the poor thing on his own when you left to go back home. But you always returned and Huggy, when he saw you, would scoop you up into his long limbed arms and hug you to him. According to some workers, Huggy was a different being around you, which made you a little happy.Â
A chuckle broke your thoughts and you glanced up at Laith to see him smirking at you.Â
âYou know you canât lie to me. Itâs all on the security cameras. Every. Single. One. How many times has that beast - that thing - taken you? Where did he not take you?âÂ
âIf youâve seen the security footage, then you already have your answer.â You sniffed.Â
âSo, youâre not going to deny it?âÂ
âWhy would I? Iâm not a liar. Iâve not gone out there in front of the public and lied through my teeth about what really goes on here. Have you?âÂ
Laithâs eyes narrowed at your words. He got to his feet and went over to the large window that looked out onto the large factory floor.Â
âWhat is Poppy? Really?â you asked him. âSheâs more than what she appears. Iâm sure the others do as well.âÂ
Laith stared at you, hard. âIâm going to give you two weeks.â he finally said. âAnd youâll leave this place andâŠExperiment 1-1-7-0.âÂ
You got to your feet, still staring down at your soon to be ex-boss.Â
âYouâll have plenty of time to say your goodbyes to the âexperimentâ. Now, get out of my sight.âÂ
You did as you were told, slamming the door in the process.Â
Your head and heart was pounding! You felt sick, you wanted to cry, scream. Something. You were being let go because of how close you were to Huggy. Because they thought you were making him soft?! How ridiculous did that sound?Â
You stopped in your tracks and glanced upwards to a security camera that was pointed right at you. A red light blinked like a sleepy eye. You glared at it hard, knowing that Laith Pierre was probably watching you with a satisfied smile on his face.Â
The tears finally came and you stormed off.Â
You didnât go straight to the lab where Huggy Wuggy was being kept; you couldnât face him just yet. You made your way to the ladiesâ bathroom and clambered into a cubicle. Locking it, tightly, you sat on the toilet seat with the lid down and buried your face into your hands.Â
More tears began to fall and sobs began to escape from your lips, muffled from your hands.Â
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Two hours, you had sat in the toilets, crying your heart out and when you had finally cried enough, you sat trying to calm yourself down before leaving and going down to see Huggy.Â
You found Huggy out of his cage and was being inspected by a few of your colleagues. He looked disgruntled at being poked and manhandled by people who werenât you. He never liked others touching him for too long. He preferred them to just look and have you doing the inspections and the prodding.Â
When you entered the room, Huggy instantly spotted you and chirped a happy greeting. A smile came up on your lips and everything that had happened moments ago flooded out of your mind.Â
âHello, boy.â you cooed, spreading your arms out in a welcoming hug.Â
Huggy broke away from the small group and lumbered his way to you, causing the scientists nearby to shuffle back in fear of being knocked over by the big creature.Â
The hug you gave him was tight. Tighter than any you had given him or he had given you. It would be one of the last ones you would give him in two weeks.Â
How on earth were you going to tell Huggy?Â
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Within two weeks, you stuck by Huggyâs side and did your job. But that did not mean you would not stop loving Huggy because it would be the last time you would be togetherâŠ
âŠunless?Â
Two days before your last day, you sat in a corner of Huggyâs cage. Huggy was half lying on top of you, half snuggled into your bare side. The two of you were both coming down from your cloud of bliss after making love for a long time. You had wanted to make it last as you did not have much time left with him.Â
You continued to run your hands through the blue fur on the plushâs head, enjoying the soft sensation against your skin. Huggy cast his large head upwards to look up into your eyes and mewled, happily. You giggled and pressed a kiss to his cheek, making him purr.Â
Suddenly, the thought of leaving him on his own entered your eyes and it made the tears come back to your eyes. Huggy had seemed to notice the change in your behaviour and chirped a confused sound.Â
âS-s-sorry, Huggy. Itâs not you.â you did your best to wipe away the tears but to avail. âIâŠI didnât want to tell you this but Iâve had no choice. And I'm sorry I didn't tell you sooner.âÂ
Huggy didnât respond but looked at you intently. You slowly sat up a little more against the glass wall and Huggy knelt in front of you, close.Â
âTheyâveâŠtheyâveâŠfired me.â You said, simply. The big blue creature tilted his head in even more confusion. âIt-it meansâŠI will no longer be working here. You won't see me anymore.âÂ
Your heart seemed to shatter as the confusion quickly changed into sadness. The poor thing was heartbroken by this news.Â
âI was so scared of telling you.â you told him. âI didnât know how to tell you but I wanted to make every moment with you count. Because I love you so much, Huggy. And it breaks my heart to know that the day after tomorrow will be my last day.âÂ
Huggy made a low growling noise, his expression hardening. You leaned in and took one of his paws in your hands.Â
âBut itâs all right, though. I may have an idea for usâŠto stay together. You up for it, sweetheart?âÂ
Huggyâs trademark smile returned.Â
âAll right, then. Hereâs the plan.âÂ
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You walked in the next day, with your head held high and hoping that you and Huggy had in mind would work without a hitch. You clocked in a few minutes before your start time, feeling the many eyes on you as you began your day. The first port of call was and always was to Huggyâs cage down in the basement labs.Â
As you made your way through the factory and down the stairs to the labs, you could see the other scientists and factory workers all coming to a halt and watching you pass.Â
You guessed that your secret relationship with Huggy was no longer a secret and now they were treating you as some sort of freak. That or news of you being fired had circulated and had been interwoven with lies to cover up the knowledge of you and Huggy.Â
You entered the lab and made your way to Huggyâs cage. The big furred creature sat against the glass wall and smiled down at you as you made your way overâ.Â
âMiss (Y/L/N).â called the familiar voice of Laith Pierre.Â
You stood stock still and waited. The whole lab had gone silent. Huggyâs head turned in the direction of Pierreâs voice and growled.Â
âMiss (Y/L/N). For your last day, I would advise you to stay away from Experiment 1-1-7-0. You have other jobs to do. Rich and Avery will take care of the beast.âÂ
Trying your best to ignore the rising anger in your veins, you slowly turned into Laith; your face passive. âThank you but no thank you, Mr. Pierre. I will pass on the offer.âÂ
Laith scowled at you. âIt was not a request, Miss (Y/L/N).âÂ
âAnd I'm still saying no. I know my rights. And I will stay with Huggy.âÂ
The whole room had gone deadly silent. All eyes were focused on you and Huggy. It was almost as if they were waiting for something to happen.Â
ButâŠÂ
âMiss (Y/L/N), please. This is your last day and I would prefer it if you didnât make things difficult.âÂ
âDifficult?â you laughed. âThat's rich coming from you, Dr. Pierre. Or have you forgotten the last several years?âÂ
Small collective gasps echoed through the lab at this. You were sure that you could see the vein in Laithâs head popping.Â
â(Y/N). You donât have a say in the matterâ.âÂ
âI do!â you snapped, followed by Huggy Wuggy snarling behind the glass. âIâve had a lot to think about over these last few years, Laith. But especially the last two weeks. Everything that youâve put us through. The experiments, the abuse, the trauma. The discrimination. Iâve had enough. You all claim that this is in the name of science, when really this is all madness. Weâve created these living beings only for them to be used and abused for your own gain. These amazing creatures could have done so much and what do we do? We torture them. We all drag them into this madness weâve created. With no possible way out.Â
You cast your gaze to Laith as your hand fell to the keypad behind you.Â
âHas any one of you wondered where Poppy came from? Do any of you know where Stella went? Do any of you care?âÂ
Silence only met your words.Â
âThought not. But youâre all cowards. Keeping Poppy locked up in that room! In that case! How can you do that? Most of you are parents. Imagine if someone put your child through that. You would be screaming and kicking, demanding answers. I cared about every single one of you.âÂ
Beep (5)
âI had the same passions as you all did when this all started.âÂ
Beep (6)Â
âBut now, I could care less about any one of you. Except one.âÂ
Beep (4)Â
âThereâs only one person in this very room who I care about in the whole wide world.âÂ
Beep (3)Â
âI love Huggy Wuggy. And I won't deny it. Heâs more than an experiment. He is a living creature. Heâs the love of my life. Heâs my lover.âÂ
Beep (7)Â
âAnd your undoing.â Â
Beep, beep, beep, beep.Â
âHolding cell open.âÂ
As the door to Huggyâs cage opened, Laithâs eyes widened in horror and realisation. âGet out!â he roared. âEveryone!âÂ
Huggy Wuggy crawled through the doorway and stepped past you. He stared round at the moving crowd and roared in anger. Then with one fell swoop, he swiped his claws into the workers nearby, slicing them open, blood pouring across the ground.Â
You ducked under Huggyâs lumbering legs, knowing that he would keep you safe. You followed him through the lab as he moved. You glanced up to see Laith Pierre moving over to the door of the lab you had walked through with others following at his wake.Â
You slipped your hand into the pocket of your lab coat and pulled out a remote. You pressed a button and soon the room was swamped with red lights and a piercing alarm, followed by a voice: âRed Alert: factory shut down in five minutes.âÂ
You then pressed another button that was linked to a room upstairs.Â
âHuggy!â you called to your lover. He turned, a dead and bloody lab worker hanging half way from his mouth. âLetâs go. Come on.âÂ
Huggy gave a crunching bite down on the co-worker and followed you. It was a tight squeeze getting Huggy through the door but once through, he picked you up in his long arms and placed you safely on his shoulders before bounding up the stairs like a child on the swing bars.Â
You clung on to him for dear life, hoping that he wasnât going to drop you.Â
Reaching the top of the stairs, he took a large swipe of his arms sending your colleagues hurtling to the ground. He reached for you and ushered you through the doorway and out into the corridor.Â
The sounds of chaos and panic were still ringing in the air, almost deafening. You glanced down the halls to see splatters of blood.Â
Where had Laith Pierre gone?Â
Turning, you saw Huggy pushing his way through the doorway.Â
âCome on, sweetie.â you encouraged.Â
The two of you ran down the corridor, trying to see any signs of Pierre.Â
Suddenly, there came a loud bang making you turn with a start. Hugy let out a roar of anger and took a swipe. Looking round Huggyâs legs, you saw a factory worker with a tranquilizer gun, now being crushed against the wall in a splatter of dark crimson. You looked up to see a gaze from whatever it was that had been shot by the gun, had scraped against Huggyâs leg.Â
âItâs all right, boy. Weâll get you patched up once this is all over.âÂ
Huggy made a small growl but lumbered after you, keeping close. You glanced back every now and again to cheek on Huggyâs wound. The last thing you needed at this moment in time was for Huggy to be seriously injured.Â
Turning a corner, you reached a foyer to find a blood bath. Two large toy-like figures were gulfing down a few lab or factory workers. One was a large yellow bunny with green dungarees and the other was a large dinosaur you knew as Bron. Huggy made a threatening growl and loomed over you in a protective stance.Â
Bron glanced over with an arm in the sleeve hanging out of his mouth. He let out a low noise from around the arm.Â
Suddenly, one of the heavy metal doors began to slide open with an awful creak. Everyone went still, all eyes on the opening door. Your eyes widened at the sight that was standing behind the door.Â
(The End)
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COLLEGE STUDENT IN DIAPER đ§·
Chapter 5
That evening at the dinner table. every time I looked up, Evelyn was staring at me. She would give me a smile when our eyes met. I would smile back.
The time came, time to get our diapers on.
I have and have not been dreading this all night.
Aunt Kathy took Evelyn and I and she cleaned us, powdered us up, then diapered us. Evelyn was first. I stared up at the ceiling while Evelyn was diapered. When it was my turn, I looked and Evelyn had lifted her upper body up on an elbow. She was watching Aunt Kathy diaper me!
Aunt Kathy and Uncle John left the livingroom and Evelyn cam and put a hand on my diapered front. Being a guy and not knowing if she was going to squeeze me there or not, I grabbed her wrist and removed her hand.
"I can feel your man thing through your diaper!" Evelyn stated.
"Evelyn please don't touch me there,I, I am over 18 and what you want will get me thrown in prison. You are only 17 years old!" I said.
"I will be 18 in three months from today though!" She pleaded!
I started thinking, yep three more months.
"You can watch when mom diapers me, John Jr. used to."
"No I can't, Aunt Kathy would cut my testicles off and poke my eyes out"
Evelyn smiled and said "Yeah she would, wouldn't she! Willy just so you know I have always had a crush on you. I looked foreward to your visits here or ours to your place, they were always the best!"
"Don't tell anyone but I have always had a huge crush on you, you were always the most beautiful girl I knew by far!" I told her!
"You noticed me! With John Jr. being so sick, everybody seen him, I was an afterthought! You took me and I got to see you play football and play tag and other games John Jr. couldnt! The worst day of my life and the best was the day he died, does that make sense?"
"Evelyn believe it or not it does, I understand it. On one hand you lost your brother the only one you had, on the other people started seeing you, mainly Aunt Kathy and Uncle John!"
"That's it, that is exactly it! Thank You!"
Aunt Kathy came back, "What are you two up to, as if I didnt know! Did he kiss you Evelyn?" She asked?
I was shocked!
"No mom, he is 18 and scared of repercussions with the law, and you." Evelyn said.
"Me? Willy your mom and I we always thought you two would be perfect for each other!"
"You did?" We both said.
Neither one of had heard this theory before.
"Go ahead kiss her!" Aunt Kathy said.
At first I looked at Aunt Kathy like she had three heads.
I took Evelyn and I kissed her. I kissed her for another 10 seconds. Aunt Kathy had said "That's enough, that's enough" about 3 times.
We broke Evelyn had a huge smile on her face, "Wow, that was better than I imagined it would be!"
Aunt Kathy said "I guess I will have to keep an eye on you two!"
Evelyn went to her room and I went to mine.
Evelyn now knows how I feel about her! I though.
Aunt Kathy brought me a glass of warm milk.
She waited for the glass I drank it down.
20 minutes later the milk did it's job I fell asleep.
My dreams were of Evelyn and I getting married, it was heaven.
I awoke needing to pee like crazy!
I went to go to the toilet, dammit I was wearing a diaper, a cloth diaper. Even if I could get it off I could never get it back on again.
I looked at the clock 5:43, breakfast was almost an two hours and half away at 8:30am. No way I can last that that long!Â
I remembered how disappointed Aunt Kathy was that I was dry yesterday. I started trying to wet the diaper, my toilet training was strong, my bladder wouldn't let a drop out. I wasn't peeing in a toilet. I got an Idea I went and stood in front of the toilet, I was good until I felt the warmness of my urine spreading inside my diaper. My brain said "Hey wait a minute it's not supposed to feel like this!" My bladder shut down again!
"I began to say it's okay I'm wetting my bed!"
My brain said "Is that all?" My flow started again. I was done and my brain said., "Hey wait a minute, were not a bedwetter!" If I hadn't of been done, I knew that a single drop wouldnt get out now!Â
I went back to bed my penis was encased in a nice warm, but damp cocoon. That was my last thought before when my alarm went off and I got up to eat breakfast.
Aunt Kathy checked me and found me wet, I had to pee about 5:45am. She looked pleased and disappointed at the same time.Â
After breakfast Evelyn and I were released from our diapers. With it being Saturday we cleaned the house top to bottom.
Evelyn and I had a few more opportunities to steal a few kisses.
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Garden Party Gale [RP]
@socialitesleuth:
The tension in the library was palpable. Penelope had sat herself far enough away from the crowd of guests so they couldn't hear her conversation. It hadn't been entirely purposeful at first but Penelope was glad of it upon hearing the latest update. It provided little comfort. Outside, Penelope's well kept, neatly arranged gardens battled against the thunderous winds of the storm. Inside, Penelope herself was beginning to battle the rising tide of fury as she considered the implications of what John had been relaying. "Stolen or escaped... I'm not sure which outcome I'd prefer." Penelope mumbles, half to herself but loud enough for John to hear. "Would Thunderbird One be able to fly through a storm like this? I know Scott is a mighty fine pilot, but I wouldn't want him to risk himself, or the ship, if it wasn't safe enough. The same goes for you too." John's suggestion of bringing himself down was ludicrous, and Penelope had to agree with EOS's attempt to question the sensibility of the idea, but she knows that look. She knows that grin, and she knows there would be very little point in arguing a case against it if her only argument was because she thought it wasn't safe. But, with Parker still busy tending to the guests, Penelope figures there's little alternative she'd be able to find. After all, going out completely alone on the wild goose chase would be just as dangerous an idea as John's was. It would undeniably be better for the two of them to brave the storm together. Forget strength in numbers; Penelope's current concern regarded safety. Her eyes find the spider-web crack, stark against the pristine condition of the inner frames of the window. How long would it be before the glass took another hit? How long until the storm damaged more of the manor, possibly worse? Depending on how long the rogue drone could sustain itself, it could be hours before the storm is over. They had to act, and they had to act fast. "Are you absolutely certain you can make it down without putting yourself in too much danger?" It mattered little that John had already given her those reassurances; Penelope would be concerned until his feet were firmly set on the ground â which she realises was now a definite actuality. The drone had to be found and so the word 'no' was no longer an option. She stands from her seat, dusts off her skirt and heads over to Parker and the gathered crowd. Parker's initially hesitant but understandable once Penelope explains the situation and plan. Once she's adequately reassured him, she leaves the library and ascends one of the manor's staircases â if they're going storm chasing, appropriate attire would be needed. As she walks, Penelope offers John a nod; a go-ahead for their plan. "Alright, but be careful! When you're Earthside, meet me at the garages. I'll bring the car around."
"Brains over-engineers everything." John flashes her that TracyTM smile, all white teeth and endless charm. "The Space Elevator should have no trouble with the current meteorological conditions." It might be a bumpier ride than John's used to, but he's got no doubt at all that Brains' engineering will land him safely. In fact, he seems to have been more shaken by the crack in Penelope's glass than at the thought of plummeting at 7.8 kilometers per secondïżœïżœthrough a force ten gale.
Eos, busy clucking at him from up on the ceiling, seems more dubious, but, for a sentient AI who once nearly murdered him in open space, John thinks she worries far too much. He chivvies her into her mobile unit, and clips the circular device safely to his belt.
"Eta seventeen minutes." He tells Penelope, "see you on the ground."
John checks that he's finished sending out the bright, IR branded weather warnings to Penelope's guest list, then steps into the Space Elevator, flicking his fingers deftly over it's controls. The ride down from orbit is certainly rough, the whole cabin shaking around him, but it only ranks somewhere low in the top twenty of the worst reentries John's ever done. He sets the elevator neatly down on her lawn, as close as he can to the garages, and strides out; all long legs, pointy elbows and efficiency.
"Penelope." He greets with his hair swept back across his forehead, the short strands whipping about in the strong winds. He almost has to be shout to be heard over the wail of it.
Penelope, in contrast, looks stunning. As fastidiously put together as always; makeup flawless, blond hair meticulously coiled and pinned about her head, and her pink, silky cocktail dress pristine, curling almost elegantly around her legs in what, to her countenance, may as well have been a light breeze.
Gee, nothing ever really seems to ruffle Lady Penelope. Its one of John's favorite things about her.
He's got the telemetries for the epicenter of the storm pulled up on his wrist comm and he waves them at her like a bull rag.
"Lets go hunt down a weather drone."
#Garden Party Gale [RP]#do not ask me how long this has been in my drafts folder i 100% did not realise i hadn't posted it#adhd strikes again#if i havent replied to something feel free to come kick me in the
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The Pack is Growing
Your alpha's adding another bitch to your pack, and you're more than happy to help him break her in
fem werewolf!reader x masc werewolf!oc (x other fem werewolf!ocs)
werewolf smut (specifically shifted wolf x human), rape fantasy, mindbreak, knotting, bondage, heat, breeding, lactation
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Alpha had been thinking about adding a new bitch to the pack for a while now, but it had taken him a while to find the right one. Finally, he had. You'd all heard her crying and struggling as he dragged her into your den and tied her down to the breeding bench. He'd immediately begun breaking her in; the sooner she learned her place the better. You'd listened raptly to the thumping and moaning in the mating room from your place in the nursery, wishing desperately that it was you in there instead of her. You know you'd cried when he first brought you in, but now you couldn't remember why. There was nowhere in the world you'd rather be but here: taking your Alpha's knot, relaxing with the other bitches, or suckling your pups.
You'd had two pups in your first litter, a perfectly manageable number. They slept contentedly against your stomach. There were constant sounds in the den, including the sounds of mating coming from the other room, and they were used to sleeping through it. They were approaching their eighth moon, and you'd begun to feel the stirrings of your first heat since birthing them. You loved them dearly, but not as much as you'd loved carrying them. You could only hope that Alpha would put another litter in you when the time came.
Alpha continued breaking in the new bitch on and off throughout the next few days. It lasted long enough that it became clear she wouldn't be an easily won addition to the pack, but you knew that would only excite Alpha more. He loved a challenge.
Those few days had passed and you were just finishing up suckling your pups. Your heat was coming on with more certainty now, you'd likely be fully in heat by the end of the next day. Alpha came in to check on you, the other bitches, and the pups, as he did a few times a day. You wanted to present to him to let him know how ready you were, but you didn't want to distract him from breaking in your new pack member. You almost managed to restrain yourself, only letting out a small whimper of need.
Even then, he was such an attentive Alpha that he noticed that small slip. He prowled over and pressed his nose against your throat. He was in wolf shape, which was how he preferred to spend most of his time, only shifting to man shape when he needed to. You'd been born human, of course, and were still more comfortable in your original shape, only shifting for pack runs or if Alpha asked you to. It was part of why two pups was the perfect number for you; you could suckle both of them without having to shift.
He sniffed deeply at your neck, tail wagging once in happiness at the smell of your fertility. He took a step back and looked contemplatively at you before beckoning you through your bond. An idea came to you from him wordlessly, in the way that all bond communication was. The idea was if the new bitch saw him mating you, she might warm up to her new spot in the pack quicker. You agreed eagerly. Any time spent on your alpha's knot was pure ecstasy, and you hadn't had nearly enough of it in the long months recovering from your first birth and minding your pups.
One of the other bitches was in the nursery with you. She had a litter of three, just two moons old, and was lounging in wolf shape as they slept. You pushed your and Alpha's plan through the bond to her, and she sent an affirmation back with a mental image of your two pups sleeping next to hers. You picked each one up and settled them next to their half siblings. Alpha made sure to check on every little one, greeting each with a sniff or a lick, tail wagging in happiness at his healthy pups. Once he had assured himself of their comfort and pressed his nose to the other bitch's muzzle in gratitude, he led you out of the nursery.
You followed him over to the mating room and got your first look at the new bitch. She was young, maybe even younger than you'd been when Alpha first brought you in, but old enough that she was strong and ready to carry pups for your pack. Her turning bite on her hip had stopped bleeding, but was still a deep, bruised red. A matching scar on your hip had faded to a light pink and was crossed over with stretch marks. The bite was the first step in the turning process. The next was semen. Alpha mounting each of his new bitches as soon as he brought them in didn't only help teach them about their new place in life, it also served as a critical component of the turning process, and more was always better. The last step was for the new bitch to relax her mental defenses and accept Alpha and the rest of the pack into her mind. As soon as this new bitch accepted her place and forged a mental bond with Alpha and the rest of the pack, the turning process would finish and she'd heal faster. Not only the turning bite, but also the other scratches and bruises that littered her naked body from the past few days of being fucked and knotted.
Her wrists, ankles, and waist were all bruised and inflamed too, under the leather belts that kept her tied to the breeding bench. It was soft leather, but there was only so much friction skin could take. The bench itself was small, but sturdy. Cushioned bars supported her waist and shoulders, with a perpendicular bar supporting her torso, neck, and head. It was designed to leave as much of the body exposed as possible, so Alpha could grab wherever he pleased or wrap his arms or forelegs around whichever bitch he was breeding over it. The established bitches didn't need to be tied to it, but still used it to keep themselves in breeding position toward the end of long and exhausting heats.
You settled on your knees next to her head, and she met your gaze with an exhausted but still defiant stare. You brushed sweaty hair off of her forehead and trailed a gentle finger down her cheek. If there had been a bond between you, you would have pushed reassurances and affection through it. You could still remember the language of men if you thought about it, but it didn't come naturally to you anymore, and using the language of the species she was leaving to bridge your communication gap didn't feel right anyway. Instead, you settled for pressing a gentle kiss to her lips, hoping that your obvious comfort in this room and during the coming events would get the point across.
You lined yourself up next to her so that your entire body was within her line of sight and settled on your hands and knees, hips tilted up and ready. Alpha got to work immediately. Since you weren't quite in heat yet, your body needed some preparation to take him comfortably, so he walked behind you and sniffed briefly at your cunt before his tongue darted out to lick slowly up your labia. You couldn't stop a soft moan at the feeling. He responded by lapping deeper and quicker to wet the lips of your opening before plunging his tongue inside. You jerked back to meet him as he drove his tongue in deep and licked the walls of your pussy. The attention caused your body to slick up naturally as it became hotter and more aroused. Alpha continued on expertly until you were trembling and rocking back against his muzzle.
When he was satisfied at the level of preparation, he withdrew his tongue and you moaned unhappily at the loss despite knowing what was coming next. He lunged forward and wrapped his front paws around your waist. Practice had you pushing back against his weight to keep both of you upright as he settled into position. You felt his teeth and the heat of his breath briefly against your neck and felt the tip of his cock pressing gently against the outside of your cunt, lined up and ready. He sent a pulse of love and happiness through the bond to you before snapping his hips forward and plunging in all at once.
You cried out at the sensation. More as a reflex than anything else. Alpha had done a good job preparing you, so the slight sting of initial penetration faded as your body adjusted. He began snapping his hips against yours. You rocked back to meet each one. A growl rumbled down through his chest into yours. Moans and gasps punched out of you in time with the thrusts. The tip of his cock knocked against the innermost parts of you with each snap forward, and it sent shocks of pleasure up your spine. The heat of arousal roared throughout your entire being, building up and up and ready to peak. He began to move even faster; his nails dug into your hips to pull you back against him so he could rock deeper, harder. You panted and moaned and gave yourself entirely over to him and to your arousal, your mind opening up to his so you could feel the waves of his arousal too and send yours back in return. As your thighs began to shake, it took everything you had to hold the both of you up. He snapped his hips forward and began rutting in quick, short thrusts. You could feel his knot begin to swell and that was all it took to push you over the edge. You screamed and your cunt clenched down around him as you came. The pressure was the signal he needed to begin spilling inside you and his knot swelled up to full size. Teeth pressed sharply against the back of your neck as he came. Reminding you that you were his. Not that you needed the reminder.
Your pussy spasmed around the knot stretching it out as you came down from your orgasm. The shaking in your thighs subsided. Copious seed warmed the inside of you, trapped. You dropped down onto your elbows so Alpha could place his front paws on the floor and stand over you until his knot subsided. He could have turned around, but you preferred this. Preferred the feeling of safety that came from him standing over you, his cock and semen trapped inside.
A sigh had you turning your head to the new bitch. You'd almost forgotten she was there. She was studying the two of you, and her shoulders slumped as some of the fight left her. Her eyes locked onto yours, and you offered her a soft smile of contentment. This was a good life. She'd never be alone again if she just gave in. She blinked slowly at you before turning her gaze to Alpha. A new mind stirred slightly against the edge of yours, and you knew that as soon as Alpha was able to pull out of you he'd mount her and cement her place in the pack. Excitement and happiness filled you at the thought of getting to know her, and getting to watch the pack grow that much stronger.
#werewolf smut#monster smut#kn0tting#breeding k1nk#r@pe fantasy#mind break#rough cnc#bd/sm breeding#skull stories#please appreciate the banner#it could be better but it took me like half an hour and i think it adds to the post#are they even in a cave or are they in a house?#your guess is as good as mine#anyway this was really fun to write!#i might do more with this premise
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just reflecting today on the 7th poured drink tonight and recalling how when i was venting to my co-workers about yesterday and the panic attack i had and all that, she mentioned how I needed more help when I was drowning and i swear to you the immediate thing that came to mind when she said that was alan wake
#i haven't really made many drowning gifs have i#also i feel bad cause like. god#this is so stupid and convoluted and part of the guilt i'm carrying right now#our customer service department ended up being the straw that broke my back and made me have that panic attack/meltdown yesterday#and i try#i TRY SO HARD to have some empathy towards them cause i mean#they're the ones getting basically abused by our customers#and it hurts so much to me that i can't be more help#and specifically the situation yesterday was me having to jump in and finish something that idk took me all of ten minutes to do#after i asked for some forklift assistance that took maybe like half an hour#but i had asked my employees to get that done *last week* and they couldn't do it#and the poor customer service rep had to escalate it to the director of sales which she flaunted in myf ace#and i felt terrible when i snapped and said 'ok i'll drop everything i'm doing to help you'#when i did legit have a million other things i needed to do#i'm honest to god tempted to rate myself as unsuccessful this year just cause like#i've been having to do my own employee's jobs which is also my fault for maybe not being firm like i need to be#but anyway her saying how i was drowning of course made me think of alan which honestly made me feel a little better#cause i mean it's like nick right#if alan could get out of the dark place even though it took him 13 years maybe i can too#and also inspiring in the way that like. alan needed help and i probably need help too#i've gone to therapy twice once in person and once online and like nick it's just...#not my thing#but something both therapists seemed to concur upon was that my support system isn't the best and i also need to work on myself#and love myself and lmao that's soooooo much easier said than done#but anyway i'm sorry i should get a real diary or somethin but#something about the formatting of tagging like this is weirdly comforting
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Despite all odds, I have arrived home safelyđ
Turns out that the earlier goop was the better goop. The adderall goop. The adderall has worn off now though. So I am. Very incredibly out of it.
But I am home. And I will take my quick shower. And then I will climb into bed.
I do need to eat. But... later...
#speculation nation#im the special kind of tired where im more tired than hungry#which is to say my every cell is yelling at me to get some fucking sleep.#and i dont think id be much more successful at eating rn than i was this morning.#i ate. half a can of chef boyardee. which was half bc i was so focused on typing and half bc i could barely stomach it.#so i at least ate Something. but not as much as normal.#i did have an ensure in the middle of the day. so theres some nutrients too at least.#i'll eat after i get a few hours of sleep. when the edge is no longer so desperate.#and hopefully i'll be able to stomach things better then.#honestly have all nighters always been this hard or am i just getting older? i havent actually pulled an all nighter since uhhh#well there was kind of one on dead dad day. but that day sucked just in general.#last time i think was april '23 when i read t.rimax volume 9-14 within a 24 hour period while also finishing a final presentation.#even then tho i got like 2 hours of sleep. it was still pretty rough though.#like ok i guess those times were pretty awful and also i did get at least some sleep. which is more than today.#so it makes sense for me to be in worse shape rn. i also didnt get as much sleep the night before last as i wanted to#i got... ...maybe 4 hours sleep??? ummm. which isnt a good thing actuslly. no wonder im so fucking exhausted.#i can barely type right now i will be honest. it was so hard to bike home. it took all my focus to not drive off a bridge#or get pushed into traffic by wind. oh boy the wind sure did try.#then i almost tripped down the stairs at my apartment after grabbing the mail bc i Briefly was focused on my mail đ#barely present. total mess. but at least im home. and i already did all the thinking i need to do today.#i was brave. i perservered. i was tempted to give up around 6 am ish but i was like No. this is getting done TODAY.#so i did it. i turned it in. and i so bravely did my in class work for my 2nd class. even though i was so mentally not present the whole way#i did my thinking... i am home... rest soon.#actually its kind of funny im lying on my couch rn and i think if most other ppl were in my current state theyd fall asleep right here.#but the power of my insomnia is so. powerful. i am not at risk of falling asleep without meaning to.#only time thats ever actually happened are like. a handful of times i was like. the most tired ive ever been in my life. etc etc.#in fact idk how well i'll be able to fall asleep for my nap. i certainly couldnt last night despite how hard i tried.#hopefully this time... i am truly tired enough....pls i need to rest i am so tired đđđđđđđđđ
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Today's (last week's, really) Trackpad Tuesday is sponsored by: Lying to your friends to protect them! I gave up on doing the dithering sorz Process parts under the cut
#soda draws#taleblr#trackpad tuesday#blood#eyestrain#i keep forgetting parts of my design for him but WHO CARESSS#wouldn't be a fun fandom without that one person who draws bad awkward edgy mspaint fanart#<- i say that endearingly#yeah i colored the gloves. so what they get covered in blood anyway#i have a lot of useless things to say i'm writing this like half an hour after i finished at 2 in the morning i feel a bit panicked#i was drawing this and was like 'this is getting more about me by the minute' whatever THAT means#this was fun for the most part. took way too long. i really like leaving most of the sketch visible but it makes it hell to color#honestly he probably has a better memory than me but whateverrr mann#'so is the blood real or symbolic simon?' that's for you to figure out random person online reading my tags!!!!#whatever my problem is sucks two days ago i could barely get out of bed and today(ish) i whip SOMETHING up after working on it#for like 10 straight hours#i'm mostly just thinking about my unfinished assignments#ENOUGH TALKING INTO THE SCHEDULE FEATURE 4 YOU...
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love love love waking up at 3 am with incredibly painful nausea
#it seems like my body just won't get nauseous anymore without causing me mass amounts of pain#and idk why but it makes an already unpleasant experience like. unbearable ngl#i think it's mostly passed for rn i feel better#but jfc i've been up for half an hour and took every medication we have#like if i could just throw up normally even that would be preferable to this#why does it have to hurt quite so much#bri babbles
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Chronic pain really got me going to bed before itâs even dark out (also my little pink unicorn lights Millie got me look so cool in the second pic)
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#my back and shoulder are killing me and Iâve done nothing but smoke weed and stretch and I just hurt so bad#so Iâm gonna go to bed and hopefully feel better tomorrow#I work at nine again tomorrow so if anything hopefully going to bed early helps that#Iâm excited to sleep hopefully a lot and hopefully really well bc 1) weed. 2) took sleepy cough meds to try and mooch extra pain reliever#out of meds in my cabinet. 3) took a back and muscle pain Aleve (even tho I hate taking pills and it took me like three whole min to get it#down my fucking throat. 4) tired from actually using my brain and anxiety from work tired#5) period tired and chronic pain tired#like guys my brain and my body are both exhausted and the idea of getting up tomorrow and doing any of it again makes me miserable and I did#nothing but sit at a computer for three and a half hours thatâs itttttt#like doing two week road-trip then non stop either emotional or physical shit every day until my first day at work#like Iâm already setting myself up for this to be the summer of the grind#gonna make a bunch of money (and spend too much and blame it on the summer time and needing a little treat every time I venture out into the#heat or work a day or do anything at all) and then save a bunch all fall winter spring and once it gets colder and I feel like I can handle#my job more I want to focus on how to make moving out happen. like I need to figure out if maybe thereâs somewhere I want to live that has#an Office Depot I could transfer to cause office depots are everywhere and maybe thatâs an added way for me to figure out where I want to#move#hmmm okay Iâm gonna lay in bed on google maps looking at Office Depot locations in New England and Iâm just gonna daydream and try to fall#asleep and Iâll look at / add to my Pinterest board of house and apartment inspo#going to think about the future because I want to live !!!!#anyways yeah this is the summer of being miserable and spending all my money on bullshit and daydreaming and disappointing my mother#and also the summer of my weed tolerance doubling forever until Iâm back to smoking constantly to the point where Iâm making myself sick and#then Iâll get sick of smoking weed for a bit and thatâll lead me into saving money again#or force me into a tolerance break where I stop buying weed#either way Iâm going to smoke all summer itâs gonna be weed and sweat and fresh fruit and laying in my room during all of my days off and it#itâs gonna suck and Iâm gonna be thinking about my dad the whole time and itâll be depressing and isolating and lonely and Iâll come out of#the summer recentered and motivated towards big goals again like I always am#and then Iâll crash and burn next spring as always. cycles continue forever thank u seasonal depression.#I want to grow up and mature in the ways I deal with myself my health and advocating for my mental health I feel like I need to grow up a#bit so I hope I do that and it feels good. I hope I make friends and I can daydream about the future every night and my room will smell like#weed and incense and sweat and love and tears and it will be incredible
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I had to tell my manager, borderline in tears, that I had to go home just minutes after clocking into my second shift after finally returning to work this week because my sonâs father is so incapable of watching his own children that he had a tantrum until I came home. But I got to dance in the kitchen with my kids while my oldest very proudly made pancakes all by himself, and although I sobbed the entire way home, seeing my children smile at me with that much love almost made me forget it.
#I didnât leave him with them alone ofc#my mom was also home but she said she wasnât prepared to watch the baby and so I had to come home if he wasnât gonna do it#this man told me to go back to work#told me watching kids was easier than working#spent an entire year berating me for being lazy and not working even though I was fucking half dying in the hospital and Iâve never not wor#even though Iâve been the primary parent and the primary supporter this whole goddam time#and then because I woke him up at 5:30 AM and he was hungover and tired from going out the night before and because my child is still adjus#to my absence#and was crying#he decided absolutely not#blew up my phone cursing me out and calling me selfish and accusing me of abandoning my child because I care more about leaving the house#sending me videos of my son crying and saying he wasnât going to pick him up at all so I better come home#even though my mom said she watched him pick him up to console him immediately after the video so he was just being a#manipulative ass#telling me he wasnât a babysitter and demanding I come back and even though he spent so much time telling me to go#he tried to tell me he told me not to#even though once again he said he was moving out last night and wouldnât be giving me a dime so idk wtf he expected me to do#Sure with the right person Iâd love to stay home and raise my children to think I want to go to work ???#but Iâm not about to remain trapped and ar your mercy forever but#I could not stay and work after all that. My heart was breaking and Iâm not strong enough to watch videos of my baby crying and not react#and even though my mom took him at my request she did not want to take care of him doe ten hours and I had to come home#and I just donât know how she can continue to judge me daily and say things like youâll figure it out when Iâm trying my fucking hardest an#no one is able to help like itâs no oneâs responsibility and I wish I could do it alone but I cannot stay home with y kids 24/7 and not rel#on him#and I csnnot go to work and support my fsmkly#Without him if I have no one to watch my kids#and I was sobbing so hard on the way home I almost couldnât drive because I feel so trapped that I couldnât breathe#truly an awful morning but I will spin the memory of my son laughing at the perfect pancakes he flipped#and my other son giggling for the first time when I tossed him up into the air#inside my brain so many times that itâll erase everything else
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goodbye october
#kirehn draws#art#my art#guys it's been so long that tumblr forgot my drawing tag ;3;#couldn't decide so instead of speedpaint study have a weird. speed something?#abut an hour and a half from an unsplash reference#was thinking about the way that drawing ocs always looks much better when I have a specific photo reference#but when I draw actual people from photo references I tend to only fully render for realism#so was wondering what if I just. drew the actual person but the way I do ocs?#honestly idk why it took this long for me to think to try it#and I think I'll do more for a while to maybe fight this block#I'm not super pleased with this very specific example but I'm pleased with how the experiment turned out#like vs the ref I could have done better but I also specifically kind of wanted to force myself to rush?#so likeness: not the best#purpose of the thing: almost tickled#but most importantly I managed to accomplish my personal goal of once monthly something by the skin of my teeth#and with just over a half hour to bed time whew#pk:studies
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I kinda wanna go on a rant but I honestly just think I need to sleep
#and be alone for like 24 hours#I havenât had a day withou any plans/other people for at least three weeks#and Iâve had busy weeks before that as well#and my next week will be busy as well#itâs a lot#Iâve put in FREE in my calendar to make sure I donât have plans then#and this weekend I was supposed to be off but it was the only week I could meet up with my cousins#it was super fun but my brother was kinda like so how did u think it went#and overall I think it went well and so did he#one of my cousins was feeling less so yesterday apparently#but once again I really think it went the best it could have been#one of my cousins fucked kinda up tho and arrived at like half past midnight bc he double booked himself#and his sister was feeling kinda bad for him that ha arrived so late and we would just head to bed so he didnât get anything out of that day#whereas I very much felt like it was his own fucking fault#I was not gonna stay out till half past 2 when Iâd been out partying the day before and Iâd already felt just seeing them Saturday/Sunday#took a lot of my energy#that was kinda the rant anyway#but it was a nice discussion with my brother about it#bc I was also slightly annoyed by some of them playing PokĂ©mon go instead of the board game the five of us was playing#but talking it out with him helped with that so itâs fine#then now as I was vacuuming I started getting annoyed at one of my cousins bc#I think itâs ridiculous that he canât respect his trans brother (my cousin)âs new name and pronouns#so heâs got a free pass to use the old one#bc my other cousin asked bc no one ever really told her what was going on and she heard different things#and Iâm still annoyed by that I find it weak as fuck#our grandmother I get but my cousin is 19 he can fucking do better#anyway at that point I realized how stupid tired I am and thatâs probably not helping#but since itâs only 7 pm and I need dinner and stuff I canât sleep yet#so hereâs the rant instead I guess#me
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