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One thing that was really fun about Nona was it's commitment to unreliable narration as seen through a child. Nona is perceptive and clues in on a lot more than others want her to know, yet there are hints of shit going on that Nona doesn't really get. Like some of it becomes plot relevant so you do get answers but I'm talking about the stuff we don't get to see again, like what all Camilla and Palamedes' night missions entailed. If they are trying to save necromancers, did they? And where would they put the escapees? I still wonder why Pyrrha had the job she did and if that was also something important. The fact that Pyrrha was maybe fucking Cam and Pal off screen. Same with a lot of details about New Rho, why was the building Nona lived in so bad, why shouldn't you leave the house without a jacket and mask, etc etc. New Rho itself is a bleak wasteland where you can't buy a lot of food but who cares bc Nona doesn't like most food anyways. I'm OBSESSED with the way we find out BOE is burning necromancers alive is through children who are attending public executions, debating if they helped kill someone the same way you might debate if someone actually did a cartwheel. These are all things Nona takes for granted, as long as her loved ones are safe, they don't register as noteworthy, that's just how things are, right? I have so many questions but Nona can answer none of them but she can tell me if Noodle was a good boy today
#honestly i'm just obsessed with this writing style it's so much fun#it also taps into the fact that this is also part of our existence as humans we can only fully take on our perspective#it's impossible to know everything#eldrich creature alecto might know everything (it's tlt tho is idk) and maybe she'll miss when all she thought about was her b day party#tlt#the locked tomb#nona the ninth
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A New Life - Part 2
Pairing:Â General Marcus Acacius x ofc Cornelia
Word Count:Â 3200+
Rating: Mature - 18+ ONLY!
Warnings: Just like ao3, âcreator chooses not to use warnings.â If you click Keep Reading, that means you agree that youâre the age to handle mature themes. Also by clicking Keep Reading, you understand warnings may not be complete in order to avoid spoilers for the story.Â
Summary: After her husband's quick death, Cornelia finds herself back in her childhood home. But when her father passes, her cruel brother Cato becomes Lord of the city. She feels trapped, hopeless, destined for nothing as her brother tortures her day in and out. Until one day, a certain renowned General comes to claim her city in the name of Rome. When her brother hastily offers her up in surrender to the stoic General, Cornelia happily complies. Anything to get away from her brother. But will the General accept her? What fate lies in store for her in the hands of General who has never lost a battle? And will she be able to survive Rome itself?
Notes:Â sigh. look, I had one scene idea and it became this. If you've ever read anything by me, you know this happens. And just look at Acacius. How could I not? Shoutout to @mermaidxatxheart for tolerating my existence in general for this fic.
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The next morning, Marcus wakes early and I help him slide him armor on. I step back and watch him tighten the latches on the side before looking at me, his arms outstretched to his sides.Â
âLooks good? All latched?â
âMmhmm,â I tap my chin with my finger. Quickly, I reach up and take the leather barrette from my hair, sliding it under his armor over his chest. I gently place my hand over his armor where it lays and look up at him, his eyes already on me.Â
âBe safe,â I whisper.
âYou as well. Remember what I said.â He reaches out, hesitating a moment before cupping my face, his thumb brushing my cheekbone, his eyes searching my face. But then he blinks, dropping his hand from me. He turns and strides away, disappearing through the flaps of the tent.Â
Within the hour, all of the troops move out.Â
Itâs quiet. Every sound in the forest making me jump with anticipation. I try to keep busy, cleaning Marcusâs tent, making sure his clothes are cleaned in the washbin, whatever I can find to keep my mind busy and off the fact that Marcus is out there somewhere, having arrows fired at him, swords swung at his head.Â
Eventually, I canât take it anymore and I pop outside, walking straight over to Caius as soon as I did a quick scan of the area. We walk to the edge of the camp, waiting by the back end just in case we need to make a quick getaway. I sing and talk to Caius, trying to calm his nerves as he kicks at the ground. What feels like an eternity later, and somehow, no time at all, we hear voices and footsteps, horses pounding the ground on the other side of camp. I slink back, trying to blend in with Caius as I watch the makeshift gate open, soldiers and horses storming through it.Â
I breathe a sigh of relief at their armor, immediately knowing it was ours. Romeâs? Whatever country I belong to now. As the soldiers move throughout the camp, I can see many wounds, some soldiers bringing back goods and others just trying to make it to their beds. A very familiar chestnut mount strides through the crowd and my breath catches in my throat as I see him.
Marcus, sitting atop his horse, his hand clutching his arm as blood drips down him.Â
I take Caius and steer him towards our tent, quickly navigating the ground between us and toss his reins over a low tree branch. I turn and see Marcus sliding off his horse, his eyes full of pain but his expression not betraying it, aside from a slightly awkward landing. He heads straight into the tent.
âCornelia?â He yells, worry in his tone. Concern.Â
I run, flinging open the flaps and Marcus spins, relief washing over him at the sight of me. I run to him, but stop just short of his massive frame.Â
âYouâre hurt.â
Marcus shrugs. âA flesh wound. It will heal.â The medic comes into the tent then, a simple sewing kit in his hands. I extend my hand, telling him to give it to me. The soldier hesitates and looks at Marcus, who gives him a nod of consent. The soldier passes me the kit and a jug of wine and leaves the tent.Â
I turn to Marcus. âCan I help you from your armor?â
âPlease.â
We manage to get the armor off without disturbing his gash and I can see just how dirty he is. Mud and dried blood cake his body, his hair matted with it and sweat. Heâs still so gorgeous. I grab a small bowl and fill it with water, taking a cloth to clean away the area around the gash. Itâs deep but not too bad. A simple stitch should suffice.
âI..Iâve never sewn skin before,â I confess to him as I thread my needle.
âHow are your sewing skills?â
âI used to make my own togas and pallas. Embroidery too.â
He nods. âYouâll be fine. Make sure to pour the wine over it first.â
I do as he says and he hisses, his arm flexing in pain. Somehow, I manage to stitch him up, distracting him with random questions to keep the pain at bay. I finish and wrap his arm, watching as he circles his shoulder a couple times to make sure it stays in place. He looks up at me, his eyes big and dark. Unable to help myself, I cup his face, brushing some dirt from his cheek.Â
âI was so worried about you, Marcus. I was afraid Iâd lose you.â
He places his hand over mine, his warmth seeping through me. âIt will take more than a sword to my arm to take me from this world. Especially since you saved my life.â
My eyebrows furrow. âWhat do you mean?â I cock my head to the side.Â
He points to his chest, where I just now realize thereâs a nasty tear in the fabric. âAn arrow came for me. Tried to take my life. But the metal and leather from your barrette stopped the tip from piercing my skin.â He pulls down his tunic enough for me to see the bruise, but no cut. âIf you had not put it there, I would not be here.â He stands up, my hand falling to his broad chest as he looks down at me, a heat spreading throughout me. âThank you.â He cups his large hand to my cheek, his eyes moving between mine for a moment before he moves in slowly, giving me time to protest.Â
Like I would.
His lips press to mine, soft and gentle, but an urgency behind their movement. His hand slides around the back of my head, holding me to him as he pushes his tongue in my mouth. A small moan escapes me and he deepens the kiss. My fingers twist in his tunic, desperately trying to get him closer to me. I can feel him pressing against my stomach, hard and wanting, and my body lights with an electricity I hadnât felt in years.Â
Even though it kills me to do so, I break the kiss, lingering for a moment before I look at him, his eyes dark, a fire brimming in them. I take his hand and guide him towards our mat. Before I can lay down, he pulls me to him, kissing me with such sweetness and care. He pulls back this time, looking down at me as he brushes a strand of hair from my face. His hand continues down my neck and to my shoulder. Gently, he tugs my palla from my shoulder, letting it drop to the floor.Â
âLift your arms.â
I do as he says, my entire body alight with anticipation of his touch. He grips my tunic at my hips and pulls it over my head, letting it follow my palla. He takes a step back, letting his eyes slowly roam down my bare body. Not even my late husband took such time for me, almost reverence in his gaze.Â
âYou are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen,â his voice is low, a slight rasp to it. I can feel the heat rising to my cheeks. Then he reaches behind him and yanks his tunic over his body in one swift motion, his underwear quickly following.Â
Gods heâs gorgeous. Strong and toned from his many years of battle, his body has many scars and marks littering it, some new from this most recent battle and others faded to white lines. A single curl falls across his forehead, his eyes soft but full of desire. He pulls me to him, the warmth from his body spreading over mine, an excited tingling firing throughout me as he kisses me. His hand roams down, stopping to squeeze and touch my breast. I gasp when he pinches my nipple, the sensation zapping straight between my thighs.Â
He gently guides me to the mat, helping me to lay on my back before he lays his body over mine, my legs falling open to give him more space. He kisses me, his lips trailing down my neck to suck on a spot that has me gasping again. He pulls back, shoulder muscles flexing, his eyes on my face as he presses into me.Â
âOh!â Is all I can manage. Heâs larger than my husband was, but heâs taking care, slowly moving his hips to allow me to adjust.Â
Once his hips are flush against mine, he studies my face. âAre you alright?â
I nod. âYes, justâŠyou feel so good, Marcus.â
He smiles, a soft smile, tucking some hair behind my ear again. He moves, pressing deep into me before hitching my leg over his hip. Our grunts and moans fill the tent, Marcusâs hand sliding up to hold mind, our fingers linking together. The warmth in my body builds fast and then explodes, his name rolling off my tongue in praise. Another press of his hips and he grunts, eyes closed in bliss. He drops his head to my chest for several moments, practically purring when I run my fingers through his hair, something I had been dying to do since the moment I first saw him. He rolls off me with a hiss, pulling the blanket over us. His hand settles on my stomach and I turn my head to watch him in the darkness.Â
âNo regrets?â He asks me, worry in his voice.
I cup his cheek. âJust that it took us this long to get here.â
As we continue to travel, Marcus and I spend as much time as is possible together. Sometimes thatâs in the form of him waking me as he presses into me, a hand clamped over my mouth so I donât wake the camp. Other times itâs simply a meal, chatting about anything and everything. He has so many amazing stories, some sad and others happy or fantastical. He also rides by me, sometimes racing ahead of his troops, our adrenaline taking us behind the closest tree as I lift my tunic for him.Â
He has also taken to teaching me archery, or expanding on my limited knowledge. My father had snuck me a bow and arrows when I was little and I practiced in secret where I could. My deceased husband had even built a little private range for me and hired a tutor. But once he passed, those things went away and I had to hide my skill.
Iâll admit some of my favorite times are when he comes back from battle, covered in blood and dirt, fueled by fighting. The first time he did this, he came into the tent where I had prepared a meal. I turned, only managing to get his name out as he stomped across the tent, eyes dark and full of fire. He kissed me hard, gripping my hips roughly and spun me around, bending me over the table as he pulled himself free, pounding into me hard enough that everything on the table clattered to the floor. He wound his fingers in my hair and yanked me up, holding me to his chest as he fucked me, whispering dark and dirty things in my ear, grunting as I clenched around him, his own release just behind mine. He had apologized profusely once he saw how sore I was, a few bruises left behind. But I begged him to do it again, and he definitely has delivered.Â
But today is different. Heâs on his horse next to me, quiet. Pensive. I havenât been able to get more than a few words from him the entire ride. Itâs not until weâve made camp and were sitting at his table eating that he speaks. He sets down his fork and clears his throat.Â
âI have something to discuss with you.â
I set my fork down as well, dabbing my mouth with a napkin before turning all of my attention to him. He looksâŠnervous. âWhat is it?â
He takes a deep breath. âWe are nearing the end of our campaign.â
My eyebrows raise. âOh? Thatâs good news, right?â
He nods. âYes. But itâs more than that. We all get to go home. Some will return, others may not. But home for me, is the capital. Rome.â
âYou live in the capital? That makes sense. I hadnât really thought about it.â
He places his upturned hand on the table, bending his fingers to ask for mine. I acquiesce, his skin always feeling warm and comforting. His eyes bore into mine and I feel like heâs reading me again.
âI want to give you another chance to leave.â
I can feel the color drain from my face. âYouâŠyou want me to leave?â
âNo! No, I do not. But the capital is notâŠit is a great city to be sure, but it is also very dangerous. I want to give you a chance to go and live a life away from it.â
I shake my head. âAbsolutely not. My place is by your side. IfâŠif youâll have me.â My throat feels tight as I choke back tears.
With his free hand, Marcus leans closer and cups my face. âI would love nothing more than to have you by my side. Is that what you truly want? You do not owe me anything.â
âIt is. IâŠI love you, Marcus.â
His eyes start to water, but then he swallows hard to stop them. âYou do?â
I nod furiously. âI have for some time, I think.â
With the hand on my cheek, he pulls me to him, kissing me softly. âI love you too.â
We make out for a few minutes before he pulls back, taking my hand again. âAs much as I want to have you, we have something else to discuss.â
âOh?â
âSince you have decided to stay with me, IâŠjust know this is not the way I would have done it, but your safety is everything to me, and the capital is dangerous. The Emperors-â
âMarcus?â
He takes another deep breath. âI think we should be married before we reach Rome.â
Marriage. That is whatâs causing him to not quite look me in the eye? Like heâs afraid Iâll say no? Or afraid Iâll say yes?
âWhy is it important we do it before Rome?â
He leans in to my ear, pretending like heâs going to kiss me there, but instead whispers. âThe Emperors can beâŠdangerous. They like to play games and they like to take spoils of war. If you are not married, they may command you to join them.â
âOh.â
He pulls back, keeping his face only inches from mine, his eyes large and wide. âIf this were not so, I would court you, ask you to marry me in a romantic way. But our time is running out and I need to keep you safe. So..what is your answer?â
I look into his eyes, a small smile on my lips. âMarcus, I wouldâve married you the day you rescued me. But now? After getting to know you, falling in love with you? I would marry you behind the latrine.â
He chuckles, his eyes sparkling. âSo thatâs a yes?â
âYes!â
We had a simple wedding ceremony, his trusted captain marrying us. Marcus slides a hastily made iron ring onto my finger and I do the same for him.Â
âItâs not much, but I promise to get you something nice when we reach Rome.â
I donât care about the ring personally, but I can see it means a lot to him. Also, he is the General of Rome, so Iâm sure he has to have a certain appearance. The closer we get to the city, the more anxious his eyes get, and the closer by his side he keeps me. We stop in the Port of Ostia, and Marcus escorts me to a room at a nearby inn. Itâs been what feels like ages since I slept in an actual bed and not a roll. This one isnât the best but itâs better than the ground for sure. The next day while weâre eating breakfast, a soft knock raps on the door. I look at Marcus who has a small smile on his face as he gets up to answer it. A person enters in a hooded cloak, hesitating just inside the room while Marcus closes the door. As soon as he does, the hood comes back and reveals an absolutely stunning woman, her golden hair twisted half up on her head in gorgeous braids, her golden tunic forming to her body.Â
âGeneral Acacius. I am happy to see you alive.â
âLikewise, Princess Lucilla.â He takes her hand and kisses the back of it and Iâm not a tiny bit jealous about it. Nope. Not me. Marcus crosses the room and offers me his hand and I take it, standing up from my chair.
âPrincess Lucilla, may I introduce Cornelia, my wife.âÂ
Lucilla glances at Marcus for a moment before looking at me, her eyes scanning down my body and back up. âArenât you a pretty thing?â
Pretty thing? What am I, 14? Marcus squeezes my hand ever so slightly, my signal to be nice. âThank you, Princess, but Iâm sure that title belongs to you.â To my utter surprise, she laughs, her head falling back with it.Â
âYou didnât tell me she was witty? Youâll fit right in at court. Just..be careful, with your carefully worded insults, yes?â
I nod. âUnderstood.â
She pulls a lavender spring from somewhere and holds it beneath her nose, taking a small sniff as she studies me. âI think my seamstress can have her new tunic sewn fast enough. It may not be perfect but it will be fine for the ceremony.â
I turn to look at Marcus. âWhat celebration? Whatâs going on?â
Marcus sighs. âWhen I return to the city after a campaign, the Emperors like to make a..spectacle. I wish they wouldnât, but they request I ride through the city on a chariot, in my finest armor, and receive my laurels.â
Lucilla turns to him. âGeneral Acacius here sent for me to help you prepare.â
I turn to Lucilla now. âHelp me? For what? And why would he ask you?â
She looks at Marcus again. âHave you never spoken of me?â
Marcus shrugs. âNever saw the need to.â
Lucilla turns back to me. âYour husband and I have known each other for a long time. I trust him fully and he me.â She glances at Marcus who nods. She leans in a little closer to me, speaking quietly. âWe are both for a free Rome.â
âIs Rome not already free?â
She chuckles, but not in a mean way. âMy dear, you have a lot to learn. Which is why he asked me here. To dress you for this ceremony, yes, but to tell you more about what to do or say, or what not to do or say in the capital. Especially as a woman. It is a beautiful city, but it is dangerous.â
I look at Marcus who takes my hands, giving them a little squeeze. âIâm sorry I did not tell you. I was afraid someone would hear me. The world is full of spies. The Princess isnât technically allowed outside of the city.â
I look at Lucilla, who is smirking slightly. âOh? So youâre a rebel?â
She chuckles. âIn the eyes of the Emperors, I was born one. As my father was Marcus Aurelius.â
Now that name I had heard of and my eyes go wide. âWell I can see why theyâd feelâŠthreatened.â
She nods and then claps her hands together. âNow, shall we begin?â
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okay. oh my fucking god. oh god, okay.
this is INSANE. this is absolutely fucking crazy. what iâm about to recommend you is absolutely fucking mind-bogglingly pants-shittingly bonkers in its brilliance, so yâall better read closely.
itâs always the fics with the shortest, least descriptive summaries ever, the ones you absent-mindedly stashed in your âmarked for laterâ and forgot about them, isnât it?
anyway, this is a masterpiece. in every definition and understanding of the word. there are too many great points about whatâs going on in this fic and why you absolutely have to read it, so forgive me if iâm gonna be pretty incomprehensible and incoherent rn, okay?
first of all, the way this fic just ties the whole of the st universe together, the way eddie munson doesnât just spawn out of nowhere in the beginning of s4, but actually exists in hawkins all this time. the way he witnesses all the crazy going-ons in town from the sidelines, and still has his own opinions and thoughts on them, even if he didnât actively take part in them. just, love to see it.
second of all, different âfirstâ meeting. oh my god, but how i love thee. obviously it wasnât really the first meeting here, but steve and eddie coming together before the original timeline is something i will never get enough of, and it was done brilliantly here. the way their first conscious interaction happens when steve comes to apologize for being a piece of shit, and the way the narrative, from eddieâs pov, never lets you downplay and just forget that steve was, in fact, a douchebag in high school, is also something i love to see. yes, heâs forgiven, but not because he wasnât that bad in the first place, as a lot of fics love to make it out to be (which, i donât blame them, thatâs also fine), but because he actively works to become a better person. we see him, time and time again, actively holding himself back from sliding into the âking steveâ persona, owning up to the shit he did and proving that he has changed, and itâs beautiful. and itâs also nice to see here, because eddie doesnât even find out about all the upside down shenanigans in this fic, so for him, steve isnât a better person now because he saw him in his heroic martyr era and was impressed. heâs better because he doesnât just let these objectively heroic and admirable actions automatically absolve him of all his sins, but actively works to repair the damage he did before he committed them. which also happens in canon, i guess, but i really love how it was shown here.
third, eddie. characterization in general, but eddieâs in particular, because oh my fucking god. heâs absolutely insane in the most humane and captivating way possible. the way he has so much history that made him the way he is, the way we see this past overlap with the present and realize how it affects the decisions he makes, the interactions he has with other people. and the way his past was written in general, the way it flashes him out so deeply as a person is absolutely brilliant. and the way he sees the world around him, the way his perceptions of the moments we catch him in is so deep and full of volume, dimension. itâs like one second youâre with him, listening to the conversation he has with another person, and another - in a wave of sound and music he taps on his leg with his fingers, in the songs he hears reverberating through every feeling he has. and the author is so masterful with throwing you around from one plane of reality to another, the way eddie is in his brain, and itâs so much itâs almost overwhelming, but they catch you just on the edge in the last second and keep your brain from being torn apart from trying to comprehend the absolute insanity going on in eddieâs head.
it really felt like this fic was repeatedly slapping me across the face and all i could do was deliriously ask for more.
and, while weâre on the topic of characterization, literally every character and every interaction between them are so real and so fitting for who they are in this universe. the way even through eddieâs warped perspective of him, steveâs actions and views fall into a perfectly functioning justified mechanism for the reader, not a screw out of place. the way through simple, and, on the surface, absolutely mundane conversations about the horror and romance genres, about the characters in the book eddieâs writing (he is, btw, and itâs also brilliant), we see the whole of who these characters are, how they see the world and themselves in it, their deepest fears and desires. and even aside from steddie, a personal stand-out for me was jeff, because he has a whole life outside of eddieâs narrative, and still manages to contribute to the plot and give insights into eddie and himself while not being a cardboard cut-out, only existing for the benefit of pushing eddieâs story forward. and the rest of hellfire - past and present - while mostly serving the purpose of showing how precious steveâs attention and care for things they didnât get about eddie is, are still their own people.
whatever the next number is, iâm losing count, - the language the fic is written in. itâs just so fucking clever. the dialogues are witty and captivating without stinking of made-up-ness, the metaphors are so deep and colorful and voluminous without being pretentious and over the top. the words of this fic are something you have to chew on before you swallow, let the author immerse you in the picture theyâre painting without breezing from one predictable trope point to another (which, they arenât really predictable and expected here, which is another huge pro) in the everlasting greed for cheap escapism, as i am prone to doing. and thatâs another thing iâm really grateful to this author for - making me sit with the words iâm reading for a second, instead of just gorging on them in my haste to get to the end and start another story, frantic to keep my brain occupied.
also, this fic genuinely had me endlessly invested in the fate of the characters, scared shitless or elated for them. it yanked me right out of the usual safety of predictable plot tropes which usually makes fanfiction so attractive for me, but i really wasnât complaining. on one of the most stressful and deciding scenes of the fic (no spoilers tho), i genuinely started crying. i felt eddieâs resignation and anguish so deeply and personally, i couldnât hold back if i wanted to. and thatâs another thing iâm extremely grateful for - the absolute rollercoaster of emotions i went through before i got the reward of the happy ending.
i would also like to say that i was floored with how period-typical homophobia and other social issues were presented in this work. obviously, i canât really vouch for it being realistic or not, because iâm not american and wasnât even alive during that time, but i can say that it did feel very very real. in a lot of other works that talk about these issues the homophobia and societal judgement seem like such nebulous, far-away concepts, that are obviously real and have a tangible impact on the characters, but itâs like their still escapable, still out of reach (which, again, is not a bad thing). but here i felt like the repercussions for being who you are were physically breathing down my neck, incapacitating me with horror. and, on that note, just, the authorâs overall attention to detail and period-fitting pop-culture and other little things that painted such a larger picture of living in that time period, tying the fictional story so tightly down to it. it felt so grounded in reality, that i felt like a person could tell me their older relative had gone through this in the eighties and i would believe them. but, as i said, iâm obviously not an authority on that topic for aforementioned reasons.
and also, aside from the readerâs perspective on the work, as a person who tries to write myself, i realize that this is the level of writing skill iâm aspiring towards. this is what i want my works to feel like to a reader, and iâm really not there yet, but seeing works like these inspires me so much to grow.
also, i wouldâve absolutely loved to see a little bit more of robin there, to find out how this change in the canon narrative would affect the events of the s4, to see how steddieâs relationship would develop and transform with the upside down thrown into the mix. and thatâs definitely not a slight against the fic for not including this things, but more of a testament to how greatly invested the author made me in their version of the story and how hard it is for me to let go of it. this fic is perfectly complete without those things, but, once i got a taste, i couldnât help but want more and more, even though this story definitely isnât in any way lacking or in need of those to feel whole. but thatâs mostly my selfish desires speaking, donât mind me.
and, here, have a couple of snippets with no particular reasoning behind them, just because they made me giggle:
iâm getting real rambly and iâm genuinely afraid this whole post is absolutely unreadable with how frantic and jittery i am in trying to get this off my chest, but when iâm telling you i was buzzing with this word-vomit, almost frothing at the mouth with the need to express the absolute glorious hellscape this fic left me in after i finished it, iâm probably underselling it.
so, in conclusion, please read this fic. please please please read this fic. if not for my sake or the @fabelds-blogâs (who got criminally little recognition for this masterpiece), then for your own, because i can guarantee you that not one second of reading this work will feel like a waste of time or a disappointment. *me, pointing a gun at you with shaking hands while tears stream down my face* please, PLEASE read this fic, because itâs absolutely worth it.
so, yeah. i donât think a number large enough to rate this work even exists, but my closest approximation is 999999836526272910018172654244536384847635526728190199986553781010018654463892010197654272458499900909261379/10, am recommending. and, obviously, itâs up to you if youâre going to actually read the fic, but if after this madmanâs rant you still opted not to, i regret to inform you that that is, in fact, the wrong choice, and iâm strongly urging you to reconsider.
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Stay grounded
streamer Abby x streamer f!reader đż
[part 1 ]. [part 2]
Not proof read like at all. pure crap. Im just horny had an idea and wrote it down. enjoy tho~ MDI cause it will get explicit in later chapters
CW: college exams, weed
âfuck, give me a captionâ
âI like titsâ
âliterally fuck youâ
you mumbled and your friends laughed, enjoying your misery. You stared at the blank space below your post and pursed your lips in concentration. Eventually you started typing cringing at every word
âtrying some new products Ëââș â
âĄâ
and pressed âpostâ on the photo tossing your phone on the other side of the couch defeated. Been a presence online sure had its fun but you were also filled with the existential dread that people knew you âexistedâ
150k people to be exact. not much but more than you ever expected to get from your hobby. You usually posted your figurine collection from the most recent games you streamed with the occasional over the top pic of you dolled up and in clothes styled to fit the game of the month which unsurprisingly always over performed in statistics.
you had been doing this for a good two years now give or take and it was a wild turn of events considering how quickly and well your career took off. You loved the financial comfort but hated how exposed you constantly felt.
âDon't you have a stream tonight?â your friend,june, asked and you shook your head rubbing your face and squeezing your eyes shut to hopefully get rid of the persistent ache
âNo, I'm resting for the week. Told them I have exams or whateverâ
she passed you the blunt and you took a few puffs in silence staring into space
âMind if I put on some music?â
âno go aheadâ you mumbled and went to the kitchen to make coffee as you heard the first notes of mr.kitty after dark play in the living room.
âWe need to go on a trip somewhereâ. June said and Cassie agreed
âtrip? where?â you shouted loud enough to be heard across the halls
âI don't know man but like, leave this town for a bit. Remember how fun we had on our last trip ?â
you smiled. Italy was fun. England was insane and Germany was borderline a fever dream. all three unique and all three with a romantic disappointment that entertained your friend group for months and you had to admit you had been craving leaving your city for a while now. Had it not been for the fact that you were on your last semester at college you would be somewhere else every other week -without any romantic endeavors-
You made the quickest shittiest coffee and went back to the living room sitting on the floor âOnce Im done with exams we can go anywhere you wantâ you promised. Your phone pinged the flash going on and off
âWhat the fuckâ
âIm suing for optical damageâ
they yelled and grabbed your phone tossing it your way and you all but laughed
âSorry sorry my bad forgot to turn off flash alertsâ
You tapped your screen and almost choked on your coffee fumbling to unlock your phone the lyrics blurring in the background until they became a numbing buzz
staygrounded69 just made a new post
you tapped the icon and saw the new photo. You couldnât quite understand what it was about her but she had you hooked and entirely captivated. It wasnât a crush but you always found yourself checking for new posts or streams.
Abby, known by her public name staygrounded was a gamer who streamed here and there. In a more a casual stream she eventually explained that her nickname was a jab by her friend when she asked for ideas and he said âstaygrounded, get it? cause of your fear of heights?â and it just stuck by.
That wasnât why she had blown up though. No it was due to her coming out as a lesbian and that fueled every female straight and not. She was after all, a tall muscular woman with beautiful blonde hair and a face with unique features that deserved appreciation in the form of oil paintings and perhaps a face seating
you shook your head trying not to let your mind fall too deep into hopeless thirsty thoughts and admired the new photo. a casual gym pic. Fuck she wasnât even flexing her muscles or anything. she wore the baggiest grey sweatpants with a black hoodie and a black cap with her braided hair and the lower half of her face peaking through sitting on a bench casually
and yet you felt weak. you bit your lower lip and chewed on it a little
âCotton????â your friends called out to you by your streamer nickname and snapped their fingers. you looked up feeling your cheeks heat up
âaaah did she post?â
âmhmâ you nod excitedly and went back to looking at the photo. You tapped the share button and posted it on your story leaving a small note
âher <3â
not been shy of publicly âaPprEciAtiNgâ her since she was hell of a popular figure and would for sure not see your reshare.you let out a sigh and june smirked
âwhat ails you my victorian maidenâ
âI love womenâ you said dreamily and took a sip of your coffee
âWish they loved you backâ Cassie bit and you grabbed your pillow and went over to her âoh youâre deadâ you barked and she laughed as you started playfully smothering her with the stuffed item.
âalright time for me to bounceâ june said first and grabbed her things âmy teacher will probably be up my ass for coming so lateâ she groaned and you looked at the time âyeah I need to also get goingâ
âsucks to suck. Ill go take a napâ Cassie said and grabbed her things.
you and June both had afternoon classes while Cassie was happily a drop out who did seasonal work and rested during winter. The two of you were very visibly jealous of her not having to deal with the pain of exams.
âYeah yeah get over yourselfâ June said jabbing her at her sides and Cassie yelped running in front of her, June chasing her down the stairs and you being the last one to leave the apartment to lock the door.
âąâąâą
You were in class when it happened. Your week ended with a babging 3 hour lecture entirely dedicated to pattern making. You were ready to grab the scissors and stab yourself to end this. You friend also seemed to slowly wither away while your teacher remained as chipper as always
âNow regarding coats-â she continued and you pushed your chair away from the desk softly getting up to grab fresh paper to start copying the notes she was starting to draw on the board
You spread it out on your desk and grabbed the ruler and pencil and started measuring a No.44 coat purposefully being slower than usual so that you wouldnât have to do much work. Your brain was squeezed dry for the day and this class was always the most difficult
you grabbed your phone to take a picture of the finished measurements and pattern on the board to have it for later. You opened the camera and zoomed in ready to take a pic
staygrounded69 liked your story
came the first notification and you fumbled with your phone as it nearly fell off of your hands. You sat down on your chair and stared at the icon for a hard long minute not wanting to tap it and see just a fan account instead. You decided to stay delusional
staygrounded69 liked your post
staygrounded69 liked your post
a few minutes later came another few notifications and then that was it. You opened your page and tapped the username that led to her profile.
holy shit
it really was her
its fucking her
You breathed in quitting her page and tapping her username again still in disbelief. She saw your photos. She had specifically liked the ones with your face in.
âRefrain from using your phones in classâ your teacher reminded you and you were snapped back into reality
right patterns
coats
you shoved your phone in your bag and tried to focus on the sheet in front of you. for the remaining half hour you faked working on the class assignment and pretending to draw lines and correct them and the second your professor dismissed you, you bolted out of the class and grabbed your phone and checked for any new notifications. There was none and you tried to ignore the soft pang of disappointment that filled your chest.
You did hope she would follow you back or something but that was ridiculous considering how famous she was and by your knowledge she only followed her friends the she hang out with outside her online careers which was a dreadfully low number of people meaning there was no reason for her to follow you
you called june âyou won't believe what happenedâ
âOh my god. Its about that hot beefy streamer isnât it?â
âYes yes it is!â
and you heard screaming on the other line till the mic peaked and muted her out entirely. You gave her a few moments of squealing till she was back on the line ready to question you
âspill. what happened? Did she see your story? did she reply to it?â
âalright no nothing that important but-â
âoh come onnnnâ
âBUT!â you interrupted and she waited for you to continue
âbut she liked two of my pictures. You know what this means? it means she went through my page and liked two of my pictures June!â
âWow oh my she will propose to you. She is so in love oh godâ
You kept hyping up each otherâs delusions all the way to your bus station
âdid she text you ? any other notifications?â
you pulled your phone away and checked your page.nothing new so far
âno nothing yet, oh my bus is hereâ
âalright keep me updated if anything happensâ
you hung up and walked inside the vehicle and sat on a plastic seat daydreaming of every possible scenario between you and Abby. However the more you sat the more the high of the excitement wore off and the more you settled back into your usual sorrowful self
ok and? she liked your posts. hell she is probably a player and likes every cute girls posts
you thought and sank further into the seat drowning in the soft music playing from your headphones. you tapped your foot on beat and rested your head against the cold misty windows of the bus. You started lying to yourself pretending this didnât affect you much and that you'd be over her by tomorrow
You walked back home and tossed your bag carelessly near the shoe rack while taking off your boots and coat in one go leaving them on the floor not caring to tidy up. You went to the sofa and turned on your ps4 feeling excited that you finally had a few hours to dedicate to yourself
You logged into assassinâs creed valhalla ready to continue. This was your third play through and the only game you refused to play on stream. You liked keeping it as a way to comfort yourself and disassociate. You were planning on eventually getting tge ÂŒ scale Eivor statue that cost the not so humble amount of 1,2k $. Until you were ready to commit to such an expense though you settled for seeing your favorite character in game and left the statue in your wishlist amongst the other figurines you wanted to get
in between enjoying the game you checked the time and remembered today was Abbys turn to stream. You hated to admit that you had purposely made a schedule around hers so that you wouldnât miss any time she went live, good example being now. You unlocked your phone leaving her stream open waiting for it to start while simultaneously running around in the forest, leisurely exploring the areas in your game
âHey everyone! Can you all hear me fine? musics not too loud?â
came abbys voice and you snapped your head to your phone looking at her. fuck she was wearing that grey sleevless tank-top again
âTodays stream will be more chill. thought we could just catch up and chat a bit. I ugh had a long day at the gymâ
she continued in her usual timid tone. On first look you would never think a woman like her would be so damn shy but she was. Or maybe it was just the camera and audience that caused her to be a bit more chaotic. Its not like you knew what she really was like behind the lens.
âOh hey Alice nice to see you again!â she said taking her time to greet most of the people viewing her
âOh we have Nora and Manny in the chat tooâ she said with a soft laugh. Nora. Oh you knew Nora. Abby usually posted with two women. Both seemed to be friends with her but could equally be suspected to be her girlfriend. One was Nora. They went to the same gym together and often hung out on stream. The second one was Ellie. Another streamer who in the beginning had a very well known hatred towards Abby until one day they miraculously made up and started occasionally hanging out.
not that it mattered to you if either of them was dating AbbyâŠ
âNext games? hm..Im not sure. Any suggestionsâ
you hesitated. You were a silent watcher most days. actually you had never said a damn word other than a donation to her stream and when she called you by your username back then to thank you, you felt so embarrassed that you decided to be one of the lurkers in her stream. Must have been a year ago or so when no one knew you either so there wasnât a big deal made out of your name being mentioned. You felt stupid for even considering that anyone knew you at all to care if you left a comment. Even in the slim chance that your audience overlapped no one would really bother making a big deal out of it
âHave you tried ac valhalla?â you looked at your comment again and again till deciding to press send and then wait
âyeah not sure about that one..â she seemed to be reading and expanding a bit on which games she considered giving it a go or not. You felt a bit of relief thinking your comment was lost in the sea of others and resumed your game only to pause it shortly after
âCotton? heh, cute nicknameâŠI havenât tried any of the assassins creed games but Ill check it outâ You heard and your hands started to shake in excitement your ears burning from the heat.
Its not like Abby had any unique accent but the way she said your nickname made you twirl your hair and giggle to yourself. You grabbed your phone again
âoh really? she is?â you heard abby say and you read the comments the excitement turning into plain horror and mortification when you saw people start to recognise you and tease you for recommending the game they had probably seen you continuously post on your stories for a year straight. You exited the stream in shame and gently put your phone on the coffee table continuing your game.
I will end it all for real
this was my last straw
By the time the embarrassment of this minor inconvenience wore off You were in the middle of finishing the Granterbridge arc when you decided to post another story with a short caption regarding the characters. Your phone slowly started going off with notifications with people responding to your story and being in a sour mood you decided to mute it and continue your game till you fell asleep on the couch. The only reason you woke up was because you actually had a really shitty sofa with the thinnest pillows that did nothing to shield you from the hard wooden planks beneath.
You groaned in pain and looked at the screen of your Tv. Your ps4 was on rest mode and at 4.00 am you couldnât be bothered to do anything about that so you just grabbed your phone and walked to your bedroom quickly going through the unusually vast amount of notifications in case there was something from your friends that you had missed
you stopped in front of your bedroom door and rubbed your eyes. your mind was blank. it was 4.00 am
you read the notification again
staygrounded69: hi
âąâąâąâą
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Writing Psychological Horror Is Hard
Writing horror is hard for me.
I think it is perhaps the clearest example, at least when I'm the subject, of the difference between being the author and being the audience. I find it extremely difficult to know what will creep out someone who doesn't know all the behind-the-scenes details of what is happening. This is despite my considerable experience as a consumer of [psychological / environmental] horror media.
When I think about the things that scare me, or maybe "unsettle" is a better word, it usually comes down to two things: 1) narratively plausible violations of the laws of nature; and 2) foreboding, i.e. the slow-building setup that something bad is comingâsomething that is specific enough to be apprehensible but still ambiguous enough to be cloaked in mystery.
But! Not just any attempt at these things will actually work. There is definitely a secret sauce that makes some efforts fail and others succeed.
In the game Oxenfree, probably my favorite horror game of all time, there is a scene on the "Find Clarissa!" subplot where Alex et al. are in something akin to a classroom in an abandoned military base on an uninhabited island, and a discordantly upbeat and normal-sounding midcentury-style gameshow host is talking to them through a haunted radio asking them questions in a game of Hangman (whose figure is gradually being drawn by invisible means on the chalkboard), while a lamp overhead illuminates the room in a very unnatural light as it swings back and forth for no apparent reason. And this was one of my favorite moments in the entire game, because it was really scary. It benefitted from the existing atmospheric horror build up in the events immediately preceding it, and also benefitted from not being a narrative climax; it actually ratchets up the tension in the story even higher, without resolving anything (other than itself).
But I think that if you went purely by my description, you would be hard-pressed to create a scary implementation of this scene. I certainly would beâand I know that for a fact, because I have more or less tried it!
What is it that makes something profoundly unsettling in that oh-so-delicious manner of a good horror story? Well, the academic answer is that it's appealing to our instincts of danger: dangerous environments (like rocks or cliffs or plants, or, indeed, "the dark"), dangerous predators, dangerous people, dangerous forces (like fire and wind and water), and dangerous sicknesses (e.g. infectious disease). Most horror taps into at least one of these primal apprehensions in the human psyche. And to succeed it has to feel real, the way a roller coaster feels like you're really falling. But I don't think "the academic answer" really sheds all that much light on the mystery of actually composing horrifying situations and events.
A lot of the craftsmateship is a balancing act.
For example: You don't want to hit the audience over the head with obvious bogeymatesâjumpscares for the sake of jumpscares, as it were, or having your big scary cryptid jump out in its full costume in broad daylight and look absurdâbut I have also found, through experience, that it is very easy to hide horrifying details too well, to be too subtle about itâand it is extremely difficult for me to get a sense, on the audience's behalf, of how subtle is too subtle.
That leads me to an important insight: Part of the secret sauce of horror is contextually embedding horrifying story elements into a broader context. A "haunted stick of furniture" isn't going to get many people a-quailin' in their boots. It has to be more about how that object is embedded in the story. You know, like a haunted couch, or a haunted table: How do you make that scary? I don't think it can be scary on its own. Not consistently and convincingly. Instead you have to set it up ahead of time in some way(s), by providing information to the audience that you are then going to subvert or manipulate later. Yet it is all too easy to do this in a way that comes across like a paint-by-numbers exercise: "Wait a minute! Wasn't this couch pointing the other way earlier?! GASP!!" No one is gonna be scared by that. It's not enough.
Ultimately, I think scaring people successfully, in the psychological horror sense, therefore involves an element of overwhelming their ability to cope with and anticipate environmental changes, which assumes an elaborate environmental structure that you're going to have to set up, in non-obvious ways, earlier in the story. You have to give them expectations about how things will change and then either gradually go beyond that magnitude of change or else go in a different direction of change entirelyâusually the former. Psychological horror is all about the fear of the jumpscare that never comes.
But I'm also just spitballing for the purposes of this essay. I don't really know. I struggle with this stuff!
It really is an art form to be able to scare people in this way.
Additional, medium-specific difficulty comes in the fact that the written media that I work in does not have access to a scary soundtrack or sound effects or voices, or to scary visuals and visual effects. Written text does have the corresponding advantage of having unfettered access to the reader's imagination, allowing them to essentially self-select the personally scariest interpretations of some of the details of a scene. But taking full advantage of this power is not easy at all; you have to put the right kinds of details in, and you have to do so in a digestible format, all without cluttering the flow of the story.
I have been doing a lot of Galaxy Federal writing lately, and have been trying to write some of the "scarier" bits and pieces in it, and I almost resent how totally clueless I am in regards to whether I am hitting the mark to my satisfaction! đź
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1 - The Arrangement
Part 2
The Last Velaryon
Tag list @rise-my-angel @cdragons
When I was a child I wouldn't have believed you if you told me that one day I would find myself tangled in the claws of both a Lion and Wolf......
Monterys Velaryon, a name that every young child knew of our house before my grandparents died. He was declared the heir to Driftmark at only the age of six and got control of an entire fleet of ships and sea. The name doesn't truly live alive to this day...except for the fact that I exist as the only true born child. My father only was with one noble girl but she died giving birth to me.
But in this world women don't get any claim to a household
Walking through the castle hallways I was lost in my own thoughts about our current situation. It was declared that House Velaryon was to no longer have any high power when House Baratheon took the Iron Throne from the Targaryen. So we had a small castle that was near the same sea that brushed up against Dragonstone that was also claimed by the Stag house too.
Footsteps came running down towards me when I stopped to peek out one of the windows. "! There you are. I went into your chambers but couldn't find you."
"You know I don't care about being stuck up in the same rooms all the time." I responded leaning my back against the wall responding to my lady in waiting who was also my best friend, Chezney Ally.
She became close to me since she had lost her mother at a later age then I did. Unfortunately I never got to know who she was. Chezney had dark brown hair pinned up into two braids while she wore a light blue dress to match our house colors. "You're not trapped here, ."
"Really. Let's think about this shall we." I tapped my chin with my index finger in thought. "I live in a castle that is only surrounded by sea and the only way I will ever be forced to never see this place again is if I wed off to some snob lord far far away."
Chezney sends me a raised brow. "Don't say that you could be wed to a young lord who is actually nice to you."
"Pfft I doubt that. But anyway, what were you wanting me for exactly?" I questioned my friend.
She clasped her hands together. "Since you're not busy with ridiculous lessons can we go swimming off the castle."
"Absolutely you know I love the thrill." I nodded in agreement where we both ran through the hallways. I wasn't wearing flat dress shoes like she was. I was wearing riding boots with a knee length sea blue tunic shirt that was big enough on me it looks like a dress.
Chezney swings opened the door that led to one of the boat docks that was just a little high above the water. She ran to the edge not caring about her clothes get wet when she hit down into the sea. "Come on, !" She cheered, pooping her head above water.
Tucking a strand of hair behind my ear I ran forward and hugged my knees to my chest. I hit the water and felt my hair that was in a braid slightly fall apart. "If I ever have a husband they better be fun or I'm running away." I swam up taking a breath once my head is out of water.
"And I'll come with you if they allow that." She replied, grinning at me.
Splashing some water playfully in her direction I laughed. "Of course I'll allow it and if they don't then I'll find a way to make them."
"Yeah I know you will. Uh oh they found us." Chezney splashed some water back at me looking over my shoulder and her smile dropped.
Turning around in the water I glared at the young guard my father had assigned to me for my protection since he was always busy with being Lord of the Tides. "What are you doing here, Antler!"
"You're wanted by the small council, My lady." He bowed with the wind catching his dark brown curly locks.
Shaking my head I grumbled. "What could they want with me? And tell whoever is asking that I am spending time with my friend."
"I don't think that will fair over with your father, Lady Haelesa ." Antler gulped in a slight nervous tone. "For he is the one asking for your presence at the time."
"I better go. Can't keep daddy waiting I suppose." I swam away and Chezney followed after me. We didn't bother changing into dry clothes since he clearly wanted to see me right this second. Tying my boot laces back properly I sighed following Antler through the dark hallways. The castle was usually cold during nighttime but during the day the ocean wind wasn't unbearable. I honestly enjoyed the taste of sea more than most did and that's saying something since we're all raised to be able to handle sea life. The three of us finally halted outside a set of large double doors where Antler knocked three times signaling we were there.
The doors opened and I stepped inside seeing my father's lord advisors and him sitting around a circle table. The doors were shut behind me where I felt slightly nervous since Antler and Chezney were left outside in the hall. "Leave me alone to speak with my daughter now." My father Monterys declared getting to his feet.
"What did you want to talk to me about, father?" I questioned softly under my breath.
His eyes locked on mine. "It has come to my attention that our house is almost gone. Our heirs are either dying out or are Bastards by my only living son. That needs to change before we're gone forever."
"Change how?" I nervously asked him.
My father rounded the table and came to stand in front of me. He placed his hands on my shoulders before he spoke out. "It is past time you were wed, ."
"What...no." Immediately came from my mouth.
He lowers his gaze. "This isn't up for discussion, dear. It must happen to save our house and name."
"That's not right, father. Something shouldn't just be done because it's been done for a thousand years and no one else has had the balls to change the tradition!" I snapped at my father in disbelief.
He drops his hands from my shoulders. "Watch your tone. You are my daughter and you will serve your house like your mother did before she died."
"If the only way I will ever see the rest of the world is through a ridiculous marriage then I have one condition. Chezney comes with me to whatever house you're sending me to for the rest of my life." I suggested to him with my hands on my hips.
The lord of the tides paused in thought watching me closely then finally replying. "Fine. I'll inform Lord Tywin of the response.....just remember where you come from my dear girl."
"The Old, the True, the Brave." I mumbled back to him when he started to walk away from me until I realized what he had said to me. "Wait a second you said Tywin Lannister?"
My father looked over his shoulder. "Yes I did. Tywin of House Lannister. You are to wed his eldest son Jaime. You will be sailed to Kings Landing and from there the wedding should take place within a fortnight."
"But isn't Jaime a member of the Kingsguard? He took the oath. He can't marry or bear children with anyone. He would be exactly like my brother." Listing off my fingers, this wasn't making sense anymore.
Lord Monterys moved back and sat down in his lord chair. He ran a hand over his chin in silence. I knew that he had a lot of weight on his shoulders and I was probably making it worse. Yet I had all the time in the world to read up on all the houses and history that we had gotten from Dragonstone. "Tywin has assured me that he was removed of his white cloak by King Robert Baratheon. The man who now seats the Iron Throne. So you shouldn't be worried about such matters. Now go back and start packing your leaving in a few days."
"Okay...I still love you father." Pausing in my step just beside the double doors I eyed my father in his chair figuring this would be the last time I saw him.
He sends me a grin. "I love you too, ."
The day for me to leave my family home had finally come to pass. The whole castle staff had been gathering supplies and getting the ship prepared that would go to King's Landing. Gazing out the window I just sat on the windowsill listening to the sea hit against the castle as best as I could. There was no guarantee that we would immediately go to Casterly Rock so this comforting sound needs to be my last memory of home. ", can I come in?" Chezney's voice broke me from the silence.
"It's open, Chez." I answered her, seeing her peak her head inside.
She shut the door with her foot behind her. "Antler sent me to inform you that everything is ready. We just need to get you dressed to go."
"I'm not wearing a tight dress on that boat. It doesn't matter if I'm marrying the wealthiest family in the seven kingdoms, I will be comfortable for as long as I can." I responded to my friend watching her go over to my chest of clothes and shoes searching around for what we could pick.
Sliding down from the seel my bare feet hit the wooden floor until I snagged my boots on. Tying the laces I stood upright. "Okay so let's do one of your brother's old tunics that he grew out of." Chezney draws out some dark blue trousers with a sea blue tunic.
"Can you do the braid your mother taught you?" I asked her to sit down at the window once I had changed my clothes for the trip.
She nodded beginning on the braid. "I heard some of the kitchen staff gossiping about the man you're to marry. They said that Jaime is supposed to be so handsome and the best swordsman in the kingdoms."
"Looks and sword skill aren't all that should define a person. From what I read about the Lannister's they throw gold at all their problems. It's the decisions that someone makes that matters." I rolled my eyes when she finished the braid, letting my silver-blonde hair over my right shoulder.
Chezney shakes her head. "Maybe you'll get lucky and you'll find your right person before your wedding." We clasped hands and left the castle with my father accompanying us on the journey. I don't really remember much of the trip. It was just a lot of sea and not many nights of proper sleep before we were woke to see a much warmer climate and a large populated city unlike what I was used to.
One of the Baratheon guards helped me out of the boat when we ported it to land. My gaze shifted around recognizing the certain king and his queen that was Jaime's twin sister Cersei. "Lady Velaryon, here I thought that your house was gone for good. And all the material with your name had been forged into weapons." Someone remarked in my direction where my gaze shifted across the crowd of people.
I finally stopped searching when I met a second pair of green eyes and blonde hair that fell almost down to his shoulders. And a sword attached to his hip. "Jaime Lannister, I presume."
"The one and only, my lady." He smirked at me smugly.
Putting one hand on my hip I flipped my hair out of my face, getting the sense that I was right about what I read about this family. "Well, be careful, Lannister. My house may not be as known as yours. But I may surprise you and everyone here." Jaime smirked still down at me before I took a bow in front of him and Chezney just quietly smiled at our interaction knowing this was not going to be an easy arrangement.
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#the last velaryon#robb stark fanfic#robb stark fanfiction#robb stark x oc#robb stark x reader#robb stark fluff#robb stark smut#robb stark fic#tyrion lannister#jaime lannister#please reblog#reblog stuff#got x reader#got fanfiction#got fandom#got fic#game of thrones fic#game of thrones fanfiction#game of thrones x reader#game of thrones masterlist#wattpad fanfiction#ask box is open for feedback#comments really appreciated#house velaryon#house lannister#house stark#got x oc#game of thrones x oc#richard madden#original character
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Name your headcsnons about our boi Kieran (Apologies if you have done this already)
I HAVE SO MANY. this is probably a fraction of my headcanons honestly but I don't remember them all lmao. HERE WE GO!
Kieran
âą he has anxiety, the tismâąïž and BPD (twinning đ€)
âą stims include tapping his foot, rocking his hand to the side of him, bouncing his leg (or foot) when sat down. He also has vocal stims, which usually come from tunes or phrases he hears; wowzers is one of them!
âą playing with his hair is a big stim. He ruffles it, pulls at it, twirls it, strokes it, runs his hands through it, etc. He likes how his hair feels and that's why so many of his stims involve it :]
âą he often mutters to himself, whispering his inner thought processes
âą his parents left years ago. He has no idea where they went, only knows that they didn't care about their kids. When he was young he was told they'd died, to 'protect' him. You'd think Carmine and the grandparents would've learned from that incident during teal mask, huh? (This is also the case for villain!Kieran, but normal Kieran would likely avoid ever meeting his parents)
âą he is terrible at video games. Still, he likes playing them on occasion; definitely more of a 'cosy game' enjoyer with a biiiiit of threat. He'd play Minecraft, Stardew Valley and Terraria for example
âą he's short right nowâ shortest of the friend groupâ but he'll eventually be pretty tall when he's 17. Shorter than Nemona and Arven at that age, but still tall enough that it shocks people at first
âą chocolate wafer bars are his comfort food!
âą his grandma taught him how to cook, while his grandpa taught him how to make tea and to knit.
âą despite the above, he's not very good at cooking... he burns things. A lot.
âą during his emoismâąïž he would kick things, punch things, slam things etc and every time, he'd act cool about it until he was out of the room. Then he lets out a little owie or a hiss of pain </3
âą started cursing more the moment his hair was tied up. He was convinced it made him sound more mature. Even after everything's said and done and he's doing better mentally + friends with Florian and co again, he can't quite shake the habit and curses every so often in conversation
âą resting bitch face + talks in a 'moody' quiet voice a lot, leading people to think he's annoyed when he's actually feeling neutral or even happy
âą if cat person vs dog person exists in the PokĂ©mon universe, Kieranâs a cat person. I guess this means he likes PokĂ©mon that are more like cats, whether they actually are cats or not
⹠he likes flowers a lot. That's it that's the headcanon. I think he'd like sketching them and studying them, maybe his original pokémon team and the open fields of Kitakami made him interested? And, funnily enough, his crush's name means blossoming, flourishing flower....
âą he still stays up late and sometimes doesn't sleep at all, but this is much rarer now. Normally it's because he has a good(-ish) reason not to sleepâ at least, that's what he says.
⹠applin was his first Pokémon!
âą when he traded Florian an applin, Florian traded back a shiny applin. He actually started this search right after he left Kitakami, and found it a week before heading to Blueberry; he was prepared and wanted a good way to apologise. Of course, he didn't expect what'd happened with Kieran.
âą Florian has a shiny furret. It was on his team when he fought Kieran and won; after Kieran boxed his own for being too weak. Ouch.... (based on the fact I had furret as one of my last pokemon when his ace went down </3) this is technically a Florian hc but!! It made Kieran rethink a little, later on. It was also extremely devastating at the time
âą Kieran naturally gets really good at battling. He could 100% be part of the elite four or even the champion when he's older, even with him slowing down and doing battles just for fun
âą Kieran doesn't always enjoy physical touch, but he's also pretty touch starved. He likes hugs and anything gentle, and usually only from people he knows well
Feel free to ask for more headcanons about him or candyapple etc in future, I love doing these posts!
#asks#arianimates#Kieran#rival kieran#trainer kieran#pokemon#pokemon kieran#pokemon scarlet and violet#headcanons#pokemon florian#trainer florian#candyappleshipping#(hinted#florkie#kieflo
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i just want you to know that i read... i think Most of godfeels and had to stop because i was not enjoying it. but i think its really good and i really respect what you do. i think it's all too easy for people to mix up "this is not my cup of tea" with "this is bad and/or problematic". they dont take the time to see the artistry in it, why it is what it is, what it might be saying beyond their surface level read and the kneejerk reaction to it.
i also wanted to note that ive always been kind of scared of sharing fanworks for fear of writing "out of character" - and ive also even been afraid of it in original works. character isn't real and concrete, so anyone can decide something's out of character. so your exploration of that concept gives me more confidence as a writer. i really appreciate that and everything else you do. :)
thank you so much for this message! i'm glad you tapped out rather than force your way through something you weren't enjoying, that's a very mature response and something i wish more folks would recognize as a perfectly valid option. in fact i think pushing through and reading long after you've given up on the material, so to speak, is a great way to wind up angry at a writer for having "forced" you to endure such a trying experience. as i've said before, an author can't force you to do anything. you can close the book any time you like.
as far as the tension of "in character/out of character" goes, i think a lot of people in fandom struggle with the fact that "character" is very much in the eye of the beholder. sub-groups form within fandoms based on identities, politics, sexual predilections, etc, and typically gather around the fire that is their particular interpretation of a character. but from within that sub-group, it's rarely considered "an interpretation" so much as the obvious intended truth of the text. it's that intoxicating mood of finding people who share a perspective you rarely see elsewhere, like oh my god, you GET it, finally someone GETS it!
in homestuck fandom, for instance, quite a lot of people hate vriska and think she sucks, with a vocal sub-group of that sub-group still actively beating the drum that everything about her arc after [S] Game Over is the worst part of homestuck. but i love vriska, and my corner of the fandom very much organized around a full-throated defense of her. some folks think homestuck did tavros and gamzee dirty and that this is a fatal flaw in the text; when i countenance these people, i am convinced we read two very different comics. who's right and who's wrong? there are degrees. i can pull out any number of quotes from andrew hussie about the importance of vriska and the weenieness of tavros, but then, authors love to say things, and there's plenty of stories i love in ways that directly oppose to the authors' stated intent. the debate can never end because we are only ever talking about the version of a character or story that exists in our heads, based on the things that stuck with us when we read the thing (however long ago that was-- which is important because i find a LOT of people adamantly defending their headcanons haven't read the source text in a number of years. as time passes, your perception of the media you've experienced in the past morphs and distorts. someone who was right five years ago can be wrong today and not even notice the difference).
something i've realized in the last year is how much godfeels emerged from a very specific milieu, not just in terms of how we interpreted certain characters but in our approach to analyzing and talking about the text altogether. i believe most of the important stuff in godfeels is "in character" in most of the ways that matter, but it's built on a very specific meta that centered vrisrezi and transness and radical leftist politics and experimental hypertext. really, it's a post-Epilogues fanwork even despite the fact that godfeels 1 predates their release by a few weeks. and i think to this day a lot of homestuck fans haven't read the epilogues but have read fandom posts about how terrible they are (quite a lot of which will have either been written by teens, by people who already didn't like homestuck very much, or by one of the regressive stalkery weirdos prominent in the homestuck reddit/discord), and that misapprehension keeps them in the dark about just how many amazing tools the epilogues introduce to the homestuck formula that exponentially expand the expressive possibilities of attentive fanworks. and it of course elides the fact that the homestuck epilogues are a story about being in your 30s. i think we'll be getting a big re-appraisal of the epilogues in 5-10 years. it'll be the "twin peaks: fire walk with me" of homestuck, just you wait.
so these readers see my version of dirk being an unhinged murderous dick to a newly-out trans woman and go "he would never do that." then if i point at the epilogues, they'll say "i didn't read them/they're not even canon/that wasn't in character either." at which point there's nothing really to say, because we have two completely different perceptions of the text. who's right and who's wrong is almost always infinitely subjective, a circumstance that humans are notable for being very good at handling in a mature and politely discursive manner.
so i've got an "author's introduction" to godfeels baking in my docs to provide some context about the meta this story is built on, the milieu it came out of, that sort of thing. it won't make much of a difference in practical terms, but it'll at least be something i can point to.
in any event, thanks for this message. all i ever want is for people to give it an honest shot. i hope you can continue harvesting confidence from wherever it can be found. it takes a lot of audacity and backbone to be an artist, especially when you have something worthwhile to say. remember that you're not writing for the haters, you're writing for the kind of person, like you, who wants to see more stories like the thing you're writing. they're the ones who'll get it, they're the ones who'll stick around long after the haters have lost interest.
#sarahposts#in character#out of character#homestuck#godfeels#fanworks#writing advice#headcanon#fandom#long post
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If the live-action HTTYD does end up being bad, how is it going to affect our view on Dean as a person?
Personally, I believe folks shouldn't tangle their opinions of Dean into the HTTYD live action. Or get tangled too deeply into opinions about Dean, tbh. Below are my thoughts in too many words. ^.^
It will be what it will be, the product of hundreds of workers on a project likely initiated out of trend. And that's the nature of making movies. You're hired. It's making art, but you're also hired, and that's not a bad thing. That's a normal thing and that's how things get made. Work doesn't exist in a platonic cave. We aren't working with Perfect Ideas; we're working with what's available to us.
It doesn't make a creator more pure, more corrupt, more guided, more tumultuous, more inspired, less inspired, more of a sell-out, more greedy, less greedy, more successful, less successful, if they are part of one project that wasn't conceived out of the deepest emotions possible. It means they're like every person on the planet who enters the occupation of artist.
The idea of an artist as the independent owner and free-moving agent of all their ideas isn't reality most of the time when it's your occupation. When you are in a fortuitous situation, you may be able to tap into your deepest desires and hopes and passions and inspirations. And that's fantastic! But that's not the baseline. Fortuitous situations are the aberration. We make do with a less-than-platonic idea the high majority of times, and that's fine. I shouldn't be judging a creator only by the points in time where they got to fly in rare situations - and expect them to only exist in those spaces.
I am just as much of an artist when I am writing an assigned essay for a grade in school as I am writing an original work on my own. In fact, sometimes the assigned essay, even if I don't like the concept, ends up the better product. Other times, it won't be the best product; but the nature of things is sometimes I have to do what I can and what I can will look different on different days and on different projects. That's okay. That doesn't change anything about the nature of being a creator.
Dean isn't a deity, Dean isn't a more highly elevated being existing on a plane above my head, and I don't think I should let my opinion of Dean be swayed so quickly and easily. I probably shouldn't have a strong opinion on Dean since he's someone I haven't met. He's a regular guy with strengths and weaknesses like us all, and I should probably approach him with the level-headness that I will see strengths and weaknesses. If I learn about a new weakness? I should be able to levelly acknowledge that and accept that that's to be expected. And on the flipside, it likely means I should keep respecting him for his good, too.
But I do know he's someone who, like me, by the nature of having a job, works on opened projects - some that have more potential than others; some that have more heart than others; some that the creator feels more inspired by than others - and I don't mind. If I do start to mind, it might say more about me and how I think than it says anything about the person external.
Dean was involved in some of my favorite movies. That fact won't change. It was sorta inevitable someone like Dean would've been brought back for the LA...... I don't "hold that against him," even if I am very intentionally not following news on it and you won't see me in theatres on its release. I won't even look up reviews of it in the news or its trailer. It is what it is, and the good facts of life will remain, too.
#httyd#How to Train Your Dragon#Dean DeBlois#ask#ask me#awesome anonymous friend#anonymous#if we don't judge actors for being in a crapshot movie#it's probably fair to say the same thing of directors et al too#even when you're in a higher or more exposed position#there are so many factors going on#and sometimes you just end up on a dud project
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Again, cool response to the last question, so I'll let you pick from these options:
And there are things I have fan-fixed in my head to the point that I have to remind myself that the fix-it isnât part of the actual canon: favourite one of these?
Or
Your/a favourite part of actual canon. Like, maybe something little but it's just so lovely and fitting to you and you're just happy that it exists?
Iâve been a little down on Trek lately, so Iâm going to type as fast as I can to brain-dump, in show order, the first things that pop into my mind that I absolutely love in Trek canon:
Kirk calling Nomad his son, the doctor
Christine Chapelâs snark to Roger Korby about schtupping the androids
Mark Leonardâs performance in Balance of Terror
the Horta (a great mama)
âEdith Keeler must die.â
Captain John Christopher, United States Air Force. Serial number 4857932.
Tribbles
the lesson of The Cloud Minders that we must have empathy and listen to others when they tell us about their lived experience in an environment unlike our own
the cheap-ass animation of TAS
Q
Bynars and Minuet
Beverly Crusherâs frustration in Arsenal of Freedom (and the episodeâs Good Ship Lollipop joke)
Picard shooting the other version of himself in Time Squared (to clarify: out of respect for those times when we have to stop ourselves from getting caught in loops/doing stupid stuff and we summon up the courage to break a bad cycle and move forward)
K'Ehleyr
Picard out-lawyering the Sheliak
Rachel Garrett; Yar and Castillo
Lal (but I canât watch the end anymore, it hurts too much)
the Shakespeare and âSet a course for Betazed. Warp 9.â comedy in MĂ©nage a Troi
Best of Both Worlds, I and II (Shelby inclusive)
every conference table discussion in all of TNG
Beverlyâs jump in Remember Me (such a damn good episode)
the reveal in Future Imperfect (which one? all of them)
The Dancing Doctor tap dancing with Data
Darmok. And Jalad. At Tenagra.
Ro Laren
Troi saying, âYou could have easily been rightâ to Ro in Disaster
Hugh, Third of Five
the fact that The Next Phase has so many plotholes and theyâre forgivable because the episode is so fun and great
Scotty on the holodeck version of the TOS bridge and Picard joining him
Rascals!
Deannaâs âAncient Westâ outfit
the Jefferies tube music and make out session in Lessons
Attached. Oh, my heart.
the Enterprise with three nacelles ⊠and that absolutely perfect last shot of the series
âYou exist here.â
Siskoâs casual, everyday affection for Jake
âOld Manâ
Rejoined. Lenara Khan. The love. That kiss. The emotional stakes. All of it.
the three Ferengi hitting their own heads to try to fix their universal translators so the 20th century Earth military people mimic the movement to try to communicate
every second of Trials and Tribble-ations including Sisko working overtime to stop fuckmaster Dax, tossing the tribbles, Sisko meeting Kirk, âWe do not discuss it with outsiders,â and so much more
Kira blaming Bashir for putting the baby inside her when ⊠you know ⊠behind the scenes
The Sons of Mogh helping with the harvest in Children of Time
Far Beyond the Stars â some of the best if not the best science fiction I have ever seen
the monster fakeout (and kindness) in The Sound of Her Voice, even though the end makes me cry
âComputer, erase that entire personal log.â
Solok
Sisko and Kassidy discussing their comfort levels about a simulation in which the reality was segregation
Janeway waterfalling off the sofa to be closer to Mark on the screen
âWarp particles!â
the lizard babies
the two Janeways in Deadlock
Remember (a painfully good Holocaust episode that doesnât get enough credit and, yes, I know the path the script took and Iâm glad it ended up as a BâElanna episode)
âI don't know what I'm seeking.â âThen I believe you are ready to begin.â
âThe child you spoke of, the girl. Her favorite color was red.â Also, Tuvokâs meditation lamp in the window for Kes.
hot damn, Counterpoint, yaaas
everything in Relativity
âThe Yankees, in six games.â
Janeway going after Seven in The Voyager Conspiracy
âThis is Lieutenant Reginald Barclay at Starfleet Command.â âIt's good to hear your voice, Lieutenant. We've been waiting a long time for this moment.â âThe feeling is mutual. Unfortunately, the micro-wormhole is collapsing. We have only a few moments.â âUnderstood. We are transmitting our ship's logs, crew reports, and navigational records to you now.â âAcknowledged. And we're sending you data on some new hyper-subspace technology. We're hoping eventually to use it to keep in regular contact, and we're including some recommended modifications for your comm system.â âWe'll implement them as soon as possible.â âThere's someone else here who would also like to say something.â âThis is Admiral Paris.â âHello, sir.â âHow are your people holding up?â âVery well. They're an exemplary crew, your son included.â âTell him, tell him I miss him. And I'm proud of him.â âHe heard you, Admiral.â âThe wormhole is collapsing.â âI want you all to know we're doing everything we can to bring you home.â âWe appreciate it, sir. Keep a docking bay open for us.â
âNice hair.â (Live Fast and Prosper)
Janeway and Jaffen in Workforce
the spot-on legal concerns of Author, Author
âSet a course. For home.â
(Nothing from Enterprise or Prodigy only because I havenât watched enough of Enterprise or any of Prodigy)
Burnham and Georgiou forming the delta with their footsteps
the CGI on only the shields protecting Burnham from space
âAre we in session? Because I didn't know you were practicing again. Because if I have your undivided attention for fifty minutes, I can think of a whole bunch of other things we could be doing.â
âThat's as depressing a trait as I've ever heard.â âI don't give a damn ⊠I still don't give a damn.â
Cornwell beaming in, phaser aimed, taking command of Discovery
Cornwell phasering the fortune cookies
Cornwellâs voice breaking: âSo my Gabriel is dead.â
Detmerâs little bounce when Emperor-as-Captain Georgiou takes command
Pike beaming aboard and instantly being all like MOJAVE to prove to the audience heâs the guy from The Cage
New Eden. Everything. Oh my God (pun intended). The visuals. Owoâs backstory. Pollard patching Pike up after heâs shot. The light at the end. Oh my God, yes. That episode. Yes.
Number freaking One beaming aboard and having her lunch briefing with Pike (Chris and Unaâs decades-long friendship wasnât canon yet, but it shows here so beautifully)
Gabrielle Burnham
âIn case the shit hit the fan.â
Michael Burnham on truth serum
Book
Laira Rillak, everyone!
Q&A
season 1 Raffi Musiker
Fleet Admiral and Commander-in-Chief Kirsten Clancy
âYou owe me a ship, Picard.â
âYou need a feather in your hat.â
Riker greeting Picard
Hugh greeting Picard
the separate trio of Raffi, Clancy, and Deanna all telling Picard heâs shit
Rios singing in Spanish
President Annika Hansen
everybody finding each other in the Confederation Universe
Liam Shaw â a character with incredible highs and lows
Majel Barrett as the computer voice when the crew gets to the Enterprise D
âSomehow I figured you might.â
everything in Ghosts of Illyria
Spock and Laâanâs mind meld
Spock and TâPring in Spock Amok
âYou cannot resign. The loss to Enterprise would be unimaginable. To me.â
âIf youâre going to steal a starship, do it correctly.â
Neera Ketoul
Laâan normalizing needing to eat all the time as a teenager (especially important for girls to hear)
Pike and Una visually checking in with each other so often that itâs in their cartoon versions (that whole episode, actually, including, âRiker!â)
Thatâs scrolling through episode titles and jotting down stuff I love off the top of my head, fam.âš
Thank you so much for this ask, anon! â€ïž I needed this positive energy in my life.
#i love asks#things i love in trek canon#an incomplete list#iâm sure iâll think of something else the minute i post#thank you so so much for leading my thoughts this way#anon
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Final thoughts on a lovely journey
*deep inhale*
Please, come inside and sit with me for a moment while we discuss this final issue.
In all my years as a Stephen stan, Iâve never felt this happy to see HIM happy, cared for, surrounded by such meaningful and deep love. I had many beautiful moments so far *coughcough hellfire gala/savage avengers* but this one means the world to me, mostly because heâs reunited with the love of his life.
Love has always been the fundamental force that drives his very existence. He has never healed from the guilt and sadness for watching Clea leave. He couldnât forgive himself and fell into self-destructive behavior, which later worsened and culminated in depression in the shape of Mr. Misery.
Stephen hasnât been happy in a VERY long time by our standards of time. It was never clear that he and Clea were in good terms after Sorcerer Supreme by the end of the 90âČs and Defenders v2/The Order, but he did go through A LOT ever since she left to lead the rebel army. After the conclusion of Sorcerer Supreme, he made a few cameos here and there until he was adopted by Bendis in New Avengers v1 and v2. He was loved by his teammates but he also made tons of mistakes due to his actions in the Illuminati. He could never forgive himself after what he did to the Hulk, and abusing dark magic only made him feel even more miserable, turning his back to Wong and Linda and embracing once and for all his self-destructive instincts in order to atone for his sins and mistakes.
Hickmanâs New Avengers and Secret Wars were no different. They were a downhill towards his own perdition and posterior tragic death by the hands of one flawed man he loved to a fault.
And then v4 happened, the lowest Stephen has ever faced. Alone, fighting himself to preserve a friendship and struggling with his own flaws: his need to be in control, his insecurity, his white and half lies. He was NOT in a good place.
V5 was an exception because, well, not a good portrayal, let alone when it comes to continuity, although he did severe his relationship with Clea.
And then Jed had all the diligence to fix pretty much 30 years of pain, loneliness and Stephenâs inaptitude to be open about his feelings. In fact, Jed is more than willing to work hard and deep into Clea and Stephenâs marriage, and thatâs the most important part of this last issue in my opinion.
Because, you see, itâs not the first time they merged and became one. There was one time when Dormammu and Umar forced them and it was pretty much a nightmare. But aside from that, it has always been consented by bonding their souls (with tons of implied sexual semantics, of course). Still, the point is, they deal with magic. I always mention that the magic community is deeper than any other bond in the Marvel universe, mostly because they tap into the spirit and essence of things. So love here... Sure, itâs demanding and takes lots of work, conversation, understanding, patience. On the other hand, when it comes to magic... Itâs hard to explain but itâs pretty much how I personally feel about love. It goes beyond the limitations of the physical instance. It connects you to other person in such overwhelming levels of intimacy and trust. Itâs not something that should be taken lightly because it goes DEEP.
And thatâs precisely what Clea and Stephenâs relationship is all about. Jed, Ferreira, Poggi, Tartaglia, Petit and Garbett did a wonderful job in portraying the depth of this feeling. And itâs just so amazingly done that even when they merge in the being called Strange, they're not 100% on the same page. And this is literally what a deep and meaningful relationship represents. Youâre not one with your S/O. Youâre your own person. Your relationship creates a strong bond, but you and your partner(s) will disagree on many issues. You will have to find the balance between your needs and the sacrifices youâll do along the way. Then again, itâs not just about romance. Itâs a never-ending mutual journey of growth.
In short? Stephen and Clea are one, but also different in their own uniqueness. And theyâll have tons of work ahead to find said balance. Which is amazing because you donât see this kind of approach in comic books very often. Itâs mature and it reflects how far theyâve come together.
Strange actually reminds me of Garnet and Rupphire, and all the lessons we learned by watching their journey. Steven says Garnet makes it look so easy, to be in a stable relationship. But only Ruby and Sapphire know the ups and downs of their shared lives. And the struggles can only be overcome through kindness, acceptance, conversation, trust, and so many other details that come along with love.
Itâs not supposed to be easy, but it IS rewarding. It IS special. Itâs fuel to the soul and dew to the world.
Those were humble words to show my gratitude. Itâs not just a reunion, but itâs healthy, mature and deeply meaningful. And it really means the world to me that Stephen is happy. It really does. So thank you. A thousand times thank you.
FIN
#doctor strange#stephen strange#clea strange#wednesday tomes#wednesday spoilers#review#marvel comics#jed mackay#marcelo ferreira#roberto poggi#java tartaglia#vc's cory petit#lee garbett#spouses supreme#<<<< btw this is how jed called them and i'm adopting as the official ship name#later on this matter bc there's more content ahead
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What does it mean when you dream about the Devil
We all engage in the act of dreaming. It may not occur every single night; however, even if it happens as seldom as once a week, each one of us rests our head and delves into the realm of dreams. As many are aware, dreams possess a highly symbolic nature. They are filled with imagery that often serves as preludes or allegories for the circumstances, individuals, or dilemmas currently dominating our waking existence.
Dreams offer a gateway to tap into the depths of our subconscious, provided certain elements of the vision are comprehended. Yet, deciphering them can prove challenging if the symbolism eludes us, leaving us to ponder the significance of encountering the devil in our dreams.
Dreams featuring the devil can be unsettling, but they need not be so. Let us explore the multifaceted symbolism embodied by this infernal entity and its implications for the dreamer. Demon Dreams: Symbolism
For many, dreams about the devil is a horrifying experience usually involving a visit to hell. But not all dream encounters with Satan fit the nightmare mold. There is also a range of interesting and complex ideas about the devil in dreams.
To better understand such a powerful symbol from your subconscious mind, you must first understand its history and varied symbolism in different religions.
History In 1923, Sigmund Freudâa dream psychologistâstudied a patient named Frank who claimed to be possessed by the devil. When Frank dreamed about the devil, he only became more convinced that he was possessed.
Freud concluded that Frankâs nightmares were caused by his own feelings of stress and fear.
Psychology The devil is often associated with evil and negativity, but it doesnât indicate that something terrible will happen in your life.
Carl Jung believed that you manifest the devil in a dream because youâre scared of being caught for your misdeeds. However, itâs essential to understand that dreams about devils donât necessarily foretell evil tidings. In fact, many psychologists believe that dreams about devils can be beneficial, as they warn against negative energies or past mistakes.
Religious Beliefs Devil mythology has been a part of religion for centuries, and each faith has its own interpretation.
Demons are a common feature of the Bible, appearing in both the Old and New Testaments. Demons are evil spirits that cause temptation in devout Christians to sin or tempt them to worship other gods. Jesus is considered a symbol of hope for Bibleâs followers and says they should be careful of the devilâs deceit.
Islam has a similar take on the devil and commands its followers to walk away from the wrong path, or theyâll be ridden with a moral burden for the remainder of their lives.
The devil also made an appearance in Buddhaâs life, asking him to abandon his journey towards enlightenment.
Demon Dream Meaning: Interpretations Nightmares about demons may be a bad experience, but it doesnât necessarily mean that evil spirits possess you or that youâre going to go crazy. The meaning of your demon dream depends on what the demon represents in your life.
In many cultures, demons are thought to be fallen angels. They are not necessarily evil but rather the result of humanityâs free will to choose how we use our powers.
By paying close attention to the details of your dream, youâll be able to develop a close relationship with your subconsciousness and better your waking life.
Letâs take a look at the various types of devil dreams and the potential meaning they may hold in your everyday life.
Red Devil Seeing a red devil in your dream indicates that you are passionate about something, but this passion has taken control of your life. It has come in the way of your relationships and is now affecting your mental health.
If youâve been working overtime at your current job or pulling all-nighters to ace the upcoming university exam, it is time you take some days off to focus on what really matters: you and your loved ones.
Black Devil The black devil is a symbol of evil, and if you see one in your dream, it means that your heart is filled with hatred, jealousy, and envy. Aramaic religions say that seeing a black devil in your dream represents your dark side. Itâs a reflection of your true desires, but it doesnât necessarily mean that youâre an evil person.
Old folklore and legends say that those who tend to use their power for evil are paid a visit by the black devil himself from the underworld.
You may have been misusing your power without even knowing that youâre doing so. Itâs time you reflect on the decisions you have made so far and think critically if they have caused harm to anyone.
Human Form The Devil is known for its craftiness and may appear in front of you as a beloved person from your life. It doesnât necessarily mean the devil is trying to trick you, but he may make it harder for you to understand the dreamâs true meaning.
These types of dreams signify that you may have hurt someone and are now suffering from a sense of guilt. If you want the devil to stop chasing you, you must seek out the person you hurt and apologize to them.
Childâs Form If the devil pays you a visit in the form of a child in your dream, it signifies that you feel great remorse towards a kid. You may have caused them harm and are now experiencing feelings of guilt. The dream may indicate that you have suffered a great loss if youâre a parent. Maybe you had a miscarriage, stillbirth or your beloved child took their own life.
While itâs hard to move ahead, these dreams are considered a positive sign of good luck.
Woman Form The female devil symbolizes that your personal life is ridden with guilt. Itâs not because you caused harm to someone but because you simply believe you do not deserve the life you have built for yourself. These dreams arenât a bad sign but a message from your subconscious to take your mental health seriously.
Talking To The Devil This dream can be interpreted to mean that youâre trying to control your own destiny. You may feel that youâre in a situation where you have no control over what happens to you, and it could be your subconscious mindâs way of letting you know that even though things seem bad, they will get better.
Dreams, where we are talking to the devil or Satan, can symbolize our inner struggle with our own negative thoughts and feelings. It may also represent our battle with temptation and desire for something we know is wrong. If you have this dream, it could indicate an issue inside yourself that needs to be addressed immediately.
Getting Attacked By The Devil The devil, a negative force in your life, is attacking you in your dreams. This dream might be a warning that something terrible is going to happen. It could also mean that there is some evil influence in your life.
This dream is usually linked to feelings of guilt or shame about something you have done or are doing. You may also feel attacked by someone elseâs anger and negativity towards you.
Being Watched By The Devil The devil in dreams is often associated with evil and temptation. When you dream about the devil watching you, perhaps someone is trying to deceive you or mislead you into taking a certain path. Itâs also possible that this dream warns against doing something that will lead to your downfall or destruction.
The devil in dreams can take many forms â he can appear as an old man or woman, an animal, or even a monster. He may also appear as an attractive person who tempts you with promises of riches and fame when in reality, theyâre working toward your downfall.
Marrying The Devil A dream about marrying the devil could symbolize your fears or worries. This is because, in the dream, you are marrying Satan, who is viewed as the embodiment of evil.
The devil can also represent an aspect of yourself that you feel is evil or immoral. For example, if you have been cheating on your spouse and feel guilty about it, then marrying the devil in your dream represents this aspect of yourself.
In some cases, a dream about marrying the devil is a symbol of someone elseâs negative personality traits. This can happen when you are close to someone with these personality problems but donât want to admit them because they are similar to yours.
In conclusion Dreams of the devil can be interpreted in numerous ways. Some believe that dreams of evil spirits refer to the thoughts and feelings inside our own minds, while others believe that demons are actually attacking us in our sleep.
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Beginning of Heaven - Chapter 1
New chapter
/This has taken me a year to complete writing this due to personal events and also a few months of not touching it earlier this year. But I finally done it!
This is basically a prequel to The Lost Swan but serves as it's own standalone. I hope all of you will enjoy reading this as I post each chapter whenever I can./
Summary: Set in the RE4 event, Dullahan has a mission located in the isolated mountains of Spain but she's isn't the only foreigner there for a reason. Reunited with an old face again but he's not the same as she remembered.
âGood afternoon, Dullahan. I know youâve recently returned from your previous mission in the Mediterranean and I understand that the heat was unbearable based on your report, so hereâs a change of weather for you. Your next mission takes you to somewhere in Spain. A village called Valdelobos. The file should be delivered at the usual spot containing the information you need.Â
Your mission is to infiltrate and investigate a Spanish cult called âLos Illuminadosâ and see what theyâre doing. Our contact failed to give us further details behind the purpose but theyâve managed to inform us about a form of parasite from centuries ago that supposedly dealt with mind control and manipulation of the human body. Sound familiar? That is another part of your mission, find any evidence and collect any documents regarding this parasite and see what has become of our contact.
Good luck, agent.â
The corner of a brown thick envelope was found sticking out in her mailbox upon returning back to the apartment building from her civilian job one evening. Rarely does Trish Odile receive any mails but packages she would order, her money would be sent discreetly, and groceries delivered. So it was left with the very answer upon seeing the logo stamped at the top right corner of the envelope upon examining it. The hitman tucked the envelope away into her messenger bag but carried a package containing her new collection of artbooks under her arm, and made her way towards the elevator.
Papers and photos covered her entire table while she sat comfortably on her red plush chair, her laptop sitting on her lap, and a cigarette dangling between her fingers. The information she had been reading was limited and photos on the âparasiteâ looked to be some sort of fossil stone and behind the photo was written âplagaâ. Spanish meaning for plague. It has piqued her curiosity regarding the history behind it and what purpose it was before it was fossilised. The contact she had to search for was apparently a scientist who helped research the plaga. She couldnât help but wonder, mostly allowing her imagination to run wild, if this scientist was from R.A.S and survived the massacre which led them to somehow find refuge with a cult who are in need of a smart person to look into the fossilised stone.Â
âNow how did Los Illuminados come upon this plaga?â She muttered to herself after taking a drag of her cigarette. âMore importantly, who do they plan to use it for?â Her search about the village offered her a limited history lesson and if there was anything related to the said village, all it mentioned was about people disappearing. Foreigners, hikers, people from the city especially. âCurious and curiouser.â She hummed and tapped the ashes off her cigarette before taking another drag. Missions like this were a special thing to handle and with a knowing fact at the back of her head, she cannot let this kind of information reach her creatorâs ears if there was a snitch to report back to him. Whatever power the plaga holds with the ability to control the human body, she cannot allow this existence to be made public.Â
The number of tasks in this mission was too many for her to handle; collecting more documents, searching for the researcher all while investigating the cult without getting caught. It would take days more importantly and Trish canât do this alone. She needed help and she knew just the right person to come along with her to Spain. In fact, she was one of the few people she trusted. Trish scrolled through her contacts, pressed the call button, and awaited for the caller to answer.
Trishâs alias popped on her phone screen and Denise Poulin frowned at the sight of her name. She allowed the phone to keep on ringing as she forced herself to retreat to her little office space separated from her makeshift laboratory with thick plastic flaps, not before yelling orders to her âassistantsâ to be careful with the materials they were given. The informant answered after Trish called her again for the second time and sighed heavily into the speaker.
âGive me a good reason why youâre calling me at this time? I am in the middle of something here, Odile.â Denise said firmly, hand on her hip whilst leaning against the desk. Trish can hear something in the background and she responded with a lighthearted chuckle. A chuckle that no longer felt stiff or forced. A small achievement to perfect it after how many months since her escape.
âI hope this little project of yours can wait for the time being, darling.â She stubbed her cigarette out in the ashtray and clicked her tongue. âI require your assistance with a mission they need me to do.âÂ
A sigh was heard over the line and Trish simply smiled to herself. Small and pleasant that it doesnât strain her facial muscles anymore. Always the little things could put her informant off.Â
Denise rubbed the bridge of her nose while resisting the urge to drag her face down. âWhy not bring Nicole this time? Last I checked on her, sheâs been doing well and sheâs able to collect information faster than I could in my position.â The fact was true based on both of their observations regarding the second informant. There are still a few flaws for her to improve on but overall, she has shown excellent performances to the point of working in a private paramilitary sector as an officer since her termination before the fall of R.A.S. Soldiers who used to work for that facility were considered unique if they have inside knowledge behind the inhuman experimentations to strive for human evolution.
âOh no, my dear Basilisk.â She started with Deniseâs alias to fully capture her attention. âThis kind of mission will need a professional such as you and little Banshee is not in that category. You would certainly find this information tempting when I tell you. Of course, I cannot tell you everything on the phone, but I will meet you at the airport tomorrow. Weâll be flying to Spain, to a village called Valdelobos deep near the mountains.â
Once more Denise let out another sigh, a long one this time. Trish can already see Denise furrowing her brows together and wrinkling her forehead too. She found it oddly amusing how sheâs only three years older than her and already sheâs forming wrinkles on her face. She has developed grey strands of hair however for working at R.A.S for all those years and as an assistant for a particular doctor who got on her nerves at times. A fact Trish agreed with too well.
âOdile, what kind of mission is this?â
âMeet me there at the little coffee kiosk, 8 am sharp, Basilisk.â Trish chuckled. âBring what is necessary and wear something warm. Spain is looking quite chilly in this particular month.â Her last reaction was a final heavy sigh.
âIt better be business class.â Denise hung up on her. The phone grasped tightly in her grip while she tapped an index finger against her forehead. Tomorrow. It would mean putting her project on hold, or having someone she trusts to oversee it while sheâs away. Itâs not easy finding good help who are trustworthy to the core while sheâs away to assist the weapon. Those tests are dangerous if she ever left the lab or dared to close her eyes for a quick catnap. Being a former R.A.S researcher whose job was to analyse every single experimentation the scientists have subjected on their test subjects for any effects, how theyâve fared by the change in their genetics, and the aftermath of their progress by becoming R.A.Sâs weapons. Natasha was one of the very few subjects holding a high amount of information she has produced; information no one has ever discovered from Denise owning a full in-depth research she created and hidden away for many years. Now itâs locked away in a safe using a biometric reader only she can open.
Trish opened a new tab to contact her handler if the jet can provide a specific coffee for Denise on short notice, lit herself another cigarette, and leaned back against her chair. She stared at the papers on her table and mused to herself on what will the organisation have her do once she has all the information collected. What kind of enemies will she encounter? How long will it take? She then wondered what she needed to pack for tomorrow before a ping from her handler alerted her attention with an answer.
#Hatter's writing#Jack Krauser#Dullahan#Jack Krauser/Dullahan#Resident Evil Krauser#Krauser x OC#Jack Krauser x OC
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*jingles keys infront of your face*
Hi guys
Having a strange night again but I suddenly remembered Frank Sinatra exists and my brain went nuts for a second and I remembered one very specific song that reminds me of Angel Dust and also this brings me to my topic of how to write what Episode 4 was trying to do without being shit.
Song for your listening pleasure~
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Alright *cracks knuckles* let me tell you how my brain is working.
Poison is meant to sound like a generic romance pop song about a bad relationship on the surface but the audience is supposed to know itâs about something much worse. Now lets flip that around real quick.
âMy Way Of Lifeâ is a romance song.
At least I think it is? Iâm under the aromantic umbrella and I donât pick up on this stuff good.
BUT try listening to the song while imagining the wording to be more hostile and literal.
A few standout ones are these in my opinion
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Gotta have you near all the time, with your dreams wrapped up in mine.
Gotta be a part of your soul and your heart all the time.
You are my way of life.
The only way I know.
Iâll never let you go.
Because âI love you so.â
You are my way of life.
The only way I know.
Make me your way of life.
Donât ever go.
Nothing in the world that I do means a thing without you.
Im just half alive, in my struggle to survive without you.
Never let you out of my sight.
Be it day.
Be it night.
You belong to me.
Thatâs the way it has to be; wrong or right.
âââââ
Colour coding this by which characters I feel represents these best by the way. Angel-ish ones are pink and Valentino ones are red.
When you look at them in a tone like that with certain lines being possessive, and fake (ie. âI love you soâ) and the others being despairing, self-loathing, you can hopefully see how I mistook this for a much more unhappy song when I first heard it.
If you look at a song like this thats so dramatic and intense and full of emotion, itâs going to be better than some generic pop song like 99% of the time. The music also make sense for the time period Angel died since Sinatra was popular in the 1940-1950âs which I personally think adds more.
How I imagine some kind of music video for this would play out, Iâll probably end up storyboarding it sometime, but bear with me till I do. would be a lot of Angel doing day to day things and tapping more into what ADDICT did with flashbacks and hallucinations and so on without shoving rape in our faces. I touched on this in my original Episode 4 rant so Iâm going to vaguely recap on that. There are times where very simple things can trigger unpleasant memories, I think everyone knows that. But for some reason, Vivzie seems to think the only way to show SA actually happened is to deliberately show us since every other character thats been sexually assaulted or sexually abused has it played off as a joke. Yes I am fucking talking about Sir Pentious.
Angel having a flashback or hallucination doesnât have to be of it happening. It can be something as simple as sitting next to Valentino. Someone pronouncing something the same way Valentino would. A specific piece of trash on the floor like a cup showing up somewhere else. Reminders can be tiny have a massive impact. Sometimes reminders for shit Iâve experienced is something as small as a hat, water, or a nickname. Even a day of the month can be nerve wracking.
Im about to start listing a bunch of ideas and stuff so this may end up being the entire song, brace yourself for reading all this.
0:00-0:32
I feel like this would start with Angel in his room staring at a wall, probably drinking after work.
âGotta have you near all the time with your dreams wrapped in mine.â
Is less of a willing âgottaâ and more of a âI canât do anything else.â with the talk of dreams alluding more to the fact that Angelâs original wants from the contract are long gone and noting that Valentino is controlling his career, future, needs, wants, âprivilegesâ.
âGotta be a part of your soul and of your heart all the time.â
Is once again about the contract of Angelâs soul.
0:33-0:51
âNothing in the world that I do means a thing without you.â
In the original song I assume this is meant to be like âLife is so dull without youâ but for the way I hear this song, it sounds a lot more like âNothing that I do holds any meaning without your name attached to it.â in a kind of corporate way. I imagine this part with Angel walking down the street and seeing posters of himself but all of them have credits to Valentino somewhere on them. Angel likes his job but obviously the job that he previously enjoyed has turned into a dangerous and traumatic one. Posters like this can both be seen as a reminder that Angel is no longer in control of his own life and as some kind of intrusive thought like âIâm only famous because of you. I gave up everything for this.â AKA Valentino manipulating his way of thinking about his situation.
âIâm just half alive in my struggle to survive without you.â
Once again calling back to Angelâs contract. This part to me is more of what I stated in another rant I did a while ago. Honestly if I ever did this itâd likely take place after or during season 2 under the assumption Valentino dies. This is more of what I said in the linked post, but itâs a lot of Angel processing everything thatâs happened to him. Everything suddenly hitting him all at once. âStruggle to survive without youâ doesnât mean that Angel is struggling because Valentino is gone, health struggling because he was there in the first place. Angel is dealing with and processing severe trauma and judging by ADDICT, dealing with vivid flashbacks and hallucinations as well.
0:52-1:15
A lot of this section reminds me of how I processed my emotions when I first realised that I had control over my own life again and I feel like Angel would feel very similarly to how I did.
âYou are my way of life. The only way I know.â
After so many years of sticking to this strict regime, enduring so much pain and stress, itâs so hard to just suddenly snap out of it. That was your reality for years and itâs over, but everything that happened is still clinging to you so harshly it feels like its still happening, but when you prepare for a previous habit you picked up from that time and it doesnât happen it can be so jarring itâs terrifying that youâre still so used to it. My best example in this setting is going to hang up a call and saying âHey I have to go do somethingâ and you expect to have to lie about why youâre leaving or prepare for the other person to get mad and then they just. Donât. And you can hang up normally. I know some people wont get this but that kinda stuff is such a specific feeling of realisation.
âYou are my way of life. Iâll never let you go.â
Can be taken as either Angel talking to himself; saying heâll never let the memories and trauma from Valentino go because itâs so engrained into his mind, or, as Angel remembering Valentino explicitly stating he will never let him go. Even if Valentino is dead by this time, it could still be done with a flashback or auditory hallucination like Angel had in Episode 2.
I donât think Iâll be diving into this entire song, but it really hit something in my brain. I had to quickly sketch a possible frame for a video if I did ever make one:
Itâs a bit basic, but hopefully you see what Iâm going for. This was for the 0:52-1:15 section mostly, but I can see it being used in various other places.
I hope this was at least a little bit interesting for you all and if not at least maybe I could introduce you to a really good Frank Sinatra song! Usually my really long posts like this donât get much traction, but I hope this one at least sees a glimpse of daylight because it really is an interesting idea to me. If you have any thoughts, questions, or ideas for this please tell me I love when you guys ask me stuff. I am hopefully going to knock out now because itâs 2:44 AM at the time of writing this, so whenever I post this, please enjoy.
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Stitchy, How Do I Get Back into The Muppets?
Muppet memes are everywhere. They trend every time Brett Goldstein gets his hands on a microphone, or a British politician puts their foot in their mouth. Let the Muppets host the Oscars! Miss Piggy dumps Pete Davidson! Knives Out III! But, reader... itâs been a long time since you last hopped over to sip Liptonâs on Kermitâs lily pad, hasnât it? And you kind of miss it.
Iâm imagining you, dear reader. Not in a weird way or anything... Iâm just being transparent about who I intend my audience to be, because I have Twitter poisoning. You know how it is, you rascal, you. I know, because Iâm imagining you into existence! Letâs just go with it! Yeah, so- I bet youâre thirty something, low forties. You say âNo worries!â a lot, but you sure do have worries. How can you not? Youâre way too online, but you hope to the Great Gazoo youâre pulling it off, looking merely casually plugged in, in public. You maybe donât have kids, who've forced you to plumb the depths of Disney +, but you do have it, because youâre not immune to Baby Yoda and the bionic biceps of a one Bucky Barnes. Aside from that fatuous affair, youâre also in a ever evolving polycule with at least three streaming services, but they still arenât *quite* delivering what you need from the relationship. You kind of miss being restricted to whatever 6 VHS tapes were in the TV hutch of your childhood home. If youâre too young for VHS, you at least remember having to mail actual disks back and forth with Netflix. You remember that once, practical effects were the only effects. You have taste! And curiosity! And heart! You tear up when you think about Mr. Rogers for too long, which is very sexy of you. Most importantly, dear reader, you appreciate a bit of cornball. You like a lil goof. A cheeky lil pun. A gag so cheap, the shopkeeper is looking the other way as you pocket it, secretly stoked to get it off the damn shelf already... Nobodyâs looking, ya know. Itâs okay to admit it! You like hokey jokes. In fact, you're spiritually wearing boxers with hearts on them right now, just in case. Not that Iâm imagining you in your spiritual underwear.
Did I make it weird?
Shh, shh, itâs fine. Iâm Stitchy, by the way! I am alllllll of these things too- itâs fine! Well, Iâm not super into Bucky, if weâre being honest- which we are! Because weâre friends now! And you know, friends can ask each other embarrassing questions. Your question is the headline of this, so I wonât beat around the bush anymore. Iâm gonna do you a solid. Iâm gonna tell you.... How to get back into the Muppets.
Hey, wait! You sneak! You! That guy peeking over the shoulder of the reader I was just talking to. Youâve never seen any Muppets on purpose at all, and youâre hoping I can set you up, too? Ha! I knew it⊠Yeah, thatâs okay. You can follow this list. I wonât rat you out, as long as you donât tell Rizzo I said âratâ in that context.
Muppet Immersion PART 1:Â The New Shit.
Youâve already seen the stuff that came down the pipeline in the 90âs. You Mnah Mnahâed your butt off in your tender youth, and nowadays you still get a little confused when thereâs only one Marley in non-Muppet Christmas Carols. You vaguely know that the good people at Henson Co. made post-Y2K projects, but you havenât checked them out, because you had important, more grown up things to worry about, like curating your MySpace top eight. Then time got away from you. Thatâs okay, bud- because Iâve been on my muppetfrickinâ grind.
(One note: not all Muppet Materials are made with our age group in mind, and thatâs okay! Iâm sure Muppet Babies 2.0 has its moments, but weâre only looking at the slightly more mature pieces.)
1. The Muppets, 2011 (watch on Disney +)
They struck gold when tapping lifelong muppet freak Jason Segel to write and star in the Muppetâs comeback to the silver screen. With the expert musical-comedy midwifery of Flight of the Conchordâs James Bobin (director), and Bret McKenzie (music), a beautiful baby Muppet was born! Itâs a classic tale of âWeâve gotta get the band back together and put on the best show this town has ever seen Or Else!â. The Or Else, if youâre wondering, is oil tycoon Chris Cooperâs plan to obliterate the Muppet Theater. Best work heâs ever done, I tell ya. Same goes for Amy Adams, who absolutely nails her role as the doting but levelheaded Mary, whoâs fiancĂ© is troublingly codependent with his Muppet brother, Walter. Oh, Walter. A wide eyed, whistling optimist, who deserves love and puppies and the whole entire world. In the words of Phil Spector (Yikes) to know know know him is to love love love him. A great entry point for returning, or newly budding Muppet enthusiasts. Highlights include the knock off âMoopetsâ, hostage Jack Black, and Muppet turned man Jim Parsons.
1.5 The sequel, Muppets Most Wanted, 2014 (also available on Disney +) doesnât work for me. Seeing as itâs my guide to Muppet Immersion, I say you can skip it if youâre not feeling like another feature film, just now! My beef may not be your beef, though. (Too much Ricky Gervais, too much faux-Kermit, and not enough Walter... ((My soul will never be at rest until I understand why TPTB lost faith in Walter as the new audience surrogate. I can only hope Serial has plans to investigate.))) Maybe Muppets Most Wanted will work for you! Definitely DO NOT MISS the absolute feast of bops, again penned by Bret McKenzie:
1.5 a. âIâll Give it To YouâÂ
1.5 b. The Interrogation Song, a thrilling double act by Ty Burrell and Sam the EagleÂ
1.5 c. Weâre Doing a Sequel! Â
1.5 d. Something So Right featuring none other than powerhouse Celine Dion
1.5 e. Something So Right Demo Reel, because you need to have Bretâs Miss Piggy in your ears, too.Â
Whenever Piggy wears a hat with one lilâ ear out!? Thatâs the good stuff.
2. Itâs time to play the music, itâs time to light the lights, itâs time to fire up the Baby Yoda machine to watch The Muppets, 2015. Confusing, yeah... Itâs the same-named, but sadly short lived series, spun out from the success of the new films. The docu-sitcom format is a natural fit for the fourth-wall breaking Muppets. For the first time since 1984âs Muppets Take Manhattan, Kermit is solidly the leading man. We find him back in the studio, producing Up Late With Miss Piggy, amidst a flurry of Muppet interpersonal problems. As a quintessential Will They, Wonât They couple of the last half a century- itâs kind of incredible that the Muppet media that best portrays why Kermit and Piggy love each other is the one where they are very emphatically Did, But Donât Anymore. Itâs a refreshingly grown-up main story line! Aside from that- we all know C is for Cookie, but B is for B-Plots and running gags that absolutely slap. Fozzieâs beleaguered love life, Uncle Deadlyâs wrangling of Piggyâs vast wardrobe, Scooterâs ongoing beef with his motherâs boyfriend, the meddling network president June Diane Raphael... I truly canât get enough! Because they canceled it! Hmmph! And a pink satin heeled kick, and a hiiiii-ya!!
Anyway, the cameos and needle drops are expertly deployed, as fitting and offbeat as ever. Iâm especially fond of Christina Applegate, Ed Helms, and Josh Grobanâs appearances.
My absolute favorite episode, if you watch only one, is âSwine Songâ. The network saddles Up Late With Miss Piggy with a brand manager whoâs dead set on giving the show a face lift. Key and Peele, now reduced to running an Etsy shop after their own fiasco with the brand manager, feature.
I donât know what happened, that we didnât get more of The Muppets. Perhaps the 30 Rock-ification of the Muppets might have been more at home on a different network, with a different pool of veteran talents and sensibilities? Were we as a society just not ready in 2015 for a story about workplace friends, grounded by such sincerity? Eh, maybe. Itâs no surprise Ted Lassoâs Bret Goldstein is one of the most vocal proponents for a Muppet comeback, with that in mind. Same niche!
If there is any justice in this universe⊠[clenches fist]
3. The Muppets Haunted Mansion, 2021, on Disney + is a welcome return to form after the platformâs first âexclusiveâ but paltry offering of Muppets Now (Donât even... Donât even bother to lookâŠ). Gonzo and Pepe challenge themselves to face their fears and spend the night in the spookiest place on earth, inspired by the beloved Disneyland ride. Itâs great. If youâve taken my advice this far and youâre still in, just. Just go for it. Itâs 52 minutes. What else you got goinâ on? Youâre elbow deep in some internet weirdoâs ramblings about a fifty year old troupe of talking socks.
Canât get enough? Need to soak in hours more of puppety perfection?
4. The Dark Crystal: Age of Resistance, 2019, Netflix. Not technically the Muppets TM, but absolutely a must see for a burgeoning Henson buff. Did you ever see the original 1982 film? Do! Itâs rentable. The Dark Crystal is some high fantasy, live action, no humans, all puppet madness. Itâs disturbing and strange and beautiful. An age old tale of corruption and ideals, told by some of the cutest, oddest little creatures youâll ever see. (Deet and Hup!!!) And I mean. Câmon. The vocal talent! They didnât even fit Bill Hader on the wiki cheat sheet, thatâs how stacked it is!
5. Fraggle Rock: Back to the Rock, 2022, Apple TV. This oneâs definitely made for the kids, but itâs exactly as lovingly rebooted as you hoped.
Weâre getting down to some slim, definitely non mandatory pickings, now. UhhhhâŠ
6. Miss Piggy made an appearance on Drag Race!
7. The creature workshop whipped up some puppets for Coldplayâs Biutyful music video!
8. And hereâs a half hour supercut of a bunch of ads featuring the Muppets, in the last fifteen years or so. Itâs not entertainment, per se, but at the very least, youâll see the Kermit Sipping Tea origin.
PART 2: Outside Readings
The road to your Masters in Muppetfrickery has been paved by many scholars. Here are a few peers whose work you might like to check out, now that youâre no longer a tadpole, but a fully grown frog, with hard cover books and podcast subscriptions, and junk!
Jim Henson: The Biography, by Brian Jay Jones
This book is exactly the comprehensive, compassionate deep dive you hope it is. Watch out, though! It did make me cry in an airport.
I Am Big Bird: The Caroll Spinney Story, 2015.
A feel good documentary about the man under the bird. Available on Prime, Peacock, and others.
Muppet Guys Talking, 2017
Five of the original Muppet performers discuss their iconic characters. Muppetguystalking.com
Street Gang: How We Got to Sesame Street, 2021.
You guessed it! A doc about Sesame Street, on HBO.
Defunctland has also done some stellar coverage of the Muppets, Fraggle Rock, and more! Â
Follow ToughPigs.com for a survey of what's up and coming in the various Henson adjacent worlds, and top tier curation of Muppet history. They have a podcast, too!
If you are lucky enough to live in NYC or DC, you can even see some Muppets in person!
Museum of Moving ImageÂ
The Smithsonian
PART 3: The Oldies!
Whatever Muppet movies you had access to as a kid- thereâs a good chance thereâs one you missed! Good news is thereâs still time to play catch up- whew!
Stitchyâs TOP TEN of the pre 2000 canon:
1. THE MUPPET MOVIE 1979 (Disney +)
2. MUPPET TREASURE ISLAND 1996 (Disney +)
3. THE MUPPET CHRISTMAS CAROL 1992 (Disney +)
4. THE DARK CRYSTAL 1982 (Rent Only?)
5. LABYRINTH 1986 (Netflix)
6. THE GREAT MUPPET CAPER 1981 (Disney +)
7. MUPPETS FROM SPACE 1999 (Rent Only?)
8. THE MUPPETS TAKE MANHATTAN 1984 (Prime)
9. THE MUPPET SHOW 1976-1981*** (Disney +)
10. EMMET OTTERâS JUGBAND CHRISTMAS 1977 (Prime, Peacock)
If youâve missed any of the top 5, BOY HOWDY are you in for a treat. Especially if youâve never seen the original Muppet movie. I am on my hands and Always Conveniently Off Screen Knees, begging you to give it a shot. If itâs been decades- give it a watch with fresh eyes. Itâs a sweet, simple, silly story about a frog who dreams of making people happy. Itâs about art, and integrity, and joy, and friendship, and itâs just about the only place youâre gonna get Hare Krishna jokes, nowadays.
Of course, this list is just a start. There were quite a few obscure TV specials and series besides, but as they are very hard to track down on streaming, I wonât insist on their viewing. I do highly recommend the series Jim Hensonâs The Storyteller, 1987-1989, however. These episodes are all self contained if you can dig one up on Google, and they are exquisite pieces of art. John Hurt stars as the gruff old Storyteller, weaving fantastical yet tactile folk tales that have stuck with me for decades.
***Sheesh! The Muppet Show is like, 44 hours of television. I can do better than just point you at it in its totality! That brings us to:
PART 4: Going Right to the Source.
Itâs the OG. THE Muppet Show.
By all means, crack open that laptop and follow your nose! There are legends aplenty to pick from, and just about every one of the 120 episodes has a classic moment, somewhere in there. As you scroll through the many guests, Iâm sure youâll be drawn to such greats as Rita Moreno (This appearance is The E in her EGOT!), John Cleese, Julie Andrews, Bernadette Peters, Steve Martin, Elton John, Madeline Khan, Gilda Radner, the cast of Star Wars, and Carol Burnette. They all put on fantastic shows that are essential viewing, but I must also put in a good word for some personal favorites.
Paul Williams, one of the great American songwriters, author of The Rainbow Connection and many other classicsÂ
Vincent Price, your favorite creepy uncle, and mine. (Thatâs right! Weâre not just friends, weâre also cousins!)
Avery Schreiber, who never ever holds back, and whose episode features the fantastic Electric Mayhem rendition of âTenderlyâ.Â
Sandy Duncan, whoâs âNice Girl Like Meâ is an unforgettable, leggy revamp of the Manilow classic.
Mummenschanz, who are impossible to describe, but who would have ruled Tik Tok.
Leo Sayer, serving up three of my favorite 70âs tunes.
Pearl Bailey, bringing down the house with a pastiche sure to delight any musical theater nerd.
Harry Belafonte. âTurn the World Aroundâ never fails to bring a tear to my googly eye.
Linda Ronstadt, lacerating the ONLY live vocals in the history of the show, and also crushing so so hard on Kermie. Relatable af
PART 4: Looking Forward
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And you may ask yourself, "What Muppet Am I?" And you may ask yourself, "Why are there so many songs about Rainbows?"
What should come next for the Muppets? I say, if Disney is gonna own everything and everypiggy, go whole hog! Make Kermit the Avengerâs new therapist. Maybe heâs outside their insurance network (and dimension) but they have great rapport! Give Piggy a real late night slot, and get Grogu on to host a remote segment! Keep making the kids their kid shows, but embrace the grown up Gen X and Millennial audience with their own fare. Get back to the Muppets Sex and Violence roots, I double dog dare ya! Make a Muppet dating sim! Reboot Statler and Waldorf: From the Balcony on Youtube! Hook up Lil Nas X with the Electric Mayhem! Stop dicking me around and get the Muppets to host the Oscars, for real! Bring back my best boy Walter, and take advantage of the Muppetsâ unparalleled skill for literary adaptation. A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Muppet is a story that demands to be told!Â
Well, we do know one new series on the way in 2023- The Muppets Mayhem. A junior record exec must wrangle the unwrangle-able Electric Mayhem through the modern music industry as they record an album. I donât know about you, but Iâm crossing my furry little fingers.
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Finality,the trailblaze and stellarons, and a potential end of Hsr.
So I've been thinking a lot today and I had some ideas about the aeons.
So , Terminus the finality yeah? Aeon of the end, big deal probably,and evidently different enough than Nanook the destruction that the two can exist without one absorbing the other's path, which I think makes sense , because while the concepts may seem similar,I think the two are quite the opposites in their approach to those concepts.
Now , Finality has only been mentioned a few times so far, we only know a small amount about it compared to Destruction, but Finality is about the end in the sense that the end is inevitable and unchanging, their wisdom grants them knowledge of a definite end but no beginning.
Destruction however is a lot more active in the sense that they are working towards the end, the end will be brought by their hands(figuratively and literally).
Followers of the finality as far as I can remember don't really,how do you say, make the same impact that the emenators of destruction, lord ravagers, the antimatter legion and even the annihilation gang (even though it's been said that Nanook did not bless them with thier gaze) make in the universe.
That is to say, the finality knows the end , but the destruction makes it.
That aside, I've also been thinking about how the trailblaze is arguably the most compatible path with any path, this isn't to say that any follower of the trailblaze can become a path strider for other paths while also being a trailblazer, but well, we do have an abnormal case on our hands with TB(the main character,the Trailblazer,this is what I'll be referring to them with for the sake of avoiding confusion), TB has already been gazed upon by 2 aeons, the destruction,and the preservation.
The first aeon was most likely attracted by the will to destroy that TB displayed when fighting the lord ravager, while the preservation was most likely attracted by their determination to save belobog , as well as being potentially attracted by an object of significance (the lance that the first leader of Belobog used, who I wouldn't be surprised if she was in any way blessed by the preservation), and as they go on, TB will most likely catch the glances of every aeon of a playable path (and maybe the non-playable ones too), the reason TB is able to do this,aside from the stellaron hunters working in the background to guide them towards certain roads that lead to meeting an aeon, the stable stellaron TB has, and the fact that they were "made" for this so to say, could be that the trailblaze, a path supposedly without it's aeon (whose dead somehow) is a path that can be repurposed as a base for a new path,keep this idea in mind for the next part.
So Aeons, despite being all powerful,can still die, whether that happens by getting killed, or by their path getting absorbed or by some other way that we might not know, but even if an aeon is killed (not absorbed,killed) ,or they disappear, Thier path stays, the trailblaze still exists as a path, but it's without it's aeon,but what if someone becomes the aeon of a dead path?
What does it mean for a Trailblazer,with a stellaron for a heart, to be able to tap into several paths?well, the revival of the trailblaze in a new form, a form that can somehow includes other paths but does not absorb them, I wouldn't know how that would work though, there is no precedent for it, so this is all just conjecture.
So, Stellarons , seeds of disaster, cancer of the worlds, they just fuck shit up, but TB's is calm for some reason, and I'm thinking what if Stellarons aren't just what we've seen of them, technically speaking while they are sort of implied to be related to the destruction,there is a possibility that they're not destroyers by default,maybe they're just things made of imaginary energy that can be effected by any aeon, but I guess that doesn't explain why every stellaron we've heard of has been a disaster,but if it's true then that would work with what I said about the trailblaze and TB, a vessel that can adapt to several paths.
Now I've come up with 2 possible endings, 1) TB, having the power of several aeons behind them, fights against Nanook and their followers alongside all the allies that they made, and kills Nanook.ooooorrrrr TB creates a new path that absorbs the destruction in an attempt to stop it completely.
Now it's still too early to really guess but I've had this in my brain for quite a while.
Small note: I know not everyone refers to TB with they/them (for both Stelle and Caelus), some just say he/she (which is stupid just say they tbh) but it's kind of similar to how all the aeons have been referred to with They/them,no?
#drops random ramblings#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr trailblazer#hsr stelle#hsr caelus#hsr nanook#hsr theory#nanook the destruction#terminus the finality#hsr terminus#qlipoth the preservation#hsr qlipoth#btw I know the aeons have names but I like referring to them with thier paths cuz it sounds cool
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