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Pregnancy weekend plans is like
*wake up* -> *eat* -> *mildly exercise* ->*go back to sleep* -> *wake up* -> *eat* -> *mildly exercise* -> *go back to sleep*
#it never ends#not that I had any grand weekend plans pre pregnancy#it also involved a lot of sleeping#but good LORD#HOW TIRED CAN ONE PERSON BE#and when I’m not working I’m sleeping#still mildly get shit done tho#my husband makes me feel better about it 😅#‘you are growing a baby full-time’#that always makes me feel a little better 🥰#it’s like#I am awake for small periods at a time#whatever tasks I have I must knock out before the next sleep befalls me😂😂#it ain’t much but it’s honest work#anyway#lil rambles#lil is pregnant#baby lil#lil is sleepy#it’s a lil thing
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LISTEN TO ME LISTEN. So Spamton. Hate to admit it. But he lays eggs and we all have to accept that. BUT. Okay in his battle the pipis’ make lil Spamtons to beat ur ass. Makes sense because his is SPAM mail. Those guys, once you interact one they repopulate like bunnies ig. We see this with the pop-up ads too. BUT TENNA HAS A PIPIS. Cannonically he has one and calls it a “her”, tries to keep her safe.
SO LIKE. Spam, it can be very targeted. What you’ve interacted with in the past, data of you that was sold off, etc etc. By himself Spamtons pipis only make mini Spams, asexual reproduction. It’s just copies of him. No data/genetics were used. But those things can hatch. All this to say, you think if Tenna’s pipis ever hatched it’d be a mix of them both. Targeting Tenna’s passion for the show biz and Spamtons. Spammy-ness… Less of Tenna’s looks because at the end of the day she is still just spam, not an actual TV, but she can have some physical TV traits, as a treat.
Like I enjoy the funni divorce fights for custody with the egg, but it’d be great if it hatched and was a lot more like Tenna than either of them expected. Also it’d be so funny because Tenna’s whole divorce trauma with the Dreemurrs. Not wanting his daughter to grow up watching her parents fight for even a second. I feel posts with the pipis overlook that if this thing hatches and she officially becomes Spamton and Tenna’s messed up daughter, Tenna would not for a second want that kid to grow up in an argumentative home. Spamton probably wouldn’t just buzz off after she hatches either, so negotiating with him is unavoidable, unless he wants this kid to be messed up further than genetics. Tenna immediately ends any arguments him and Spamton start up when near the Child.
I don’t know it’s 12 in the morning and I’m thinking about divorce and pipis.
I just can’t imagine Tenna arguing with Spamton in front of the kid. Or anywhere near the kid.
Ant Tenna the TV, Spamton the Spam mail and Adrianna the addison??? Dunno, I’m no naming expert. I mean Spamton is still an addison too but just ignore it for whatever naming scheme I’m trying to cook up.
Edit: so I made a follow up post
#deltarune#deltarune spoilers#deltarune chapter 3#tenna#spamton#mr ant tenna#tenna deltarune#spamton g spamton#spamtenna#yea that too#messy divorce. but now there’s a kid involved and that changes things#pipis#pipis deltarune#reconcile NOW or your kid is gonna be traumatized.#Would raising a kid together fix them? I fear not. but they’re gonna be trying anyways so.#I think I’ve seen one fan child so far I dunno#wait this was way longer than I expected. also I need to sleep.#fighting the urge to draw her…#should I make more fan Childs for the world? no…I shan’t. I mustn’t. but mayhaps?#also a lot of Spamtons hatch from normal pipis eggs. but consider this. Adriana ate all her siblings in the egg.#i’ll see myself out
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Still getting used to drawing them but I'm happy with how this turned out so I will post it :)
#last night while i was trying to sleep i closed my eyes and saw blitz with hyper realistic bloodshot eyes and then i woke up nauseous#its the way theyre the only thing on my mind rn#i can and totally would make analysis's.s..'s on each and every scene involving these two#stolitz duet soon how we feeling im feeling hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh#im hhhhhhhhhhh#im also working on such a normal thing involving blitz did you know blitz is my favorite character i love him and hate him a lot so much#i really love the idea of blitz being clingy after him and stolas actually make things official btw#also obsessed with blitz climbing stolas all the time like a bug or perhaps a lizard#stolitz.......................... <3.. uhghghhh..#just like 21-ish days till full moon release date reveal hahahahahahahaha#nillyart#nillyfanart#helluva boss#blitzø#blitz#stolas#stolas goetia#stolitz#stolas x blitz#hellaverse
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Thinking today about Boothill falling first, but Dan Heng falling harder.
Like I think of Boothill as being pretty self-aware, so he knew it almost immediately. He pointed his gun at Dan Heng and the guy didn't flinch didn't hesitate didn't even get scared just stood there with his arms crossed and casually insulted Boothill like he couldn't have made the furniture of the Express an even brighter red with a single squeeze of his trigger finger. Boothill knew he was doomed before they even defeated Sunday, and it only got worse and worse, the longer they sat at that bar in the Reverie together. ♡
Meanwhile Dan Heng was raised in a prison cell with zero say over anything. He was considered a criminal and he was being punished. There wasn't exactly anyone encouraging his emotional intelligence. It didn't matter what he wanted, so thinking about his own wants/needs/feelings is something that just like. Doesn't occur to Dan Heng.
Like he IS slowly but surely figuring it out, and he still acts on stuff of course. He and Boothill share that sort of ruthless straightforwardness where they can see action -> result. Dan Heng knows that he doesn't want anything to happen to the Crew, so he guards them viciously. Action (guard person) -> result (person stays alive). But I think if you asked him, he'd have a hard time putting his feelings for them into words, "they're once-in-a-lifetime companions" is about as deep as you're going to get from him haha
Anyway, all this to say, I think that even if he already knew he liked Boothill romantically, when Dan Heng- who guards his chosen little flock like a herding breed or maybe a sheepdog with a coyote collar- sees Boothill do something protective, like literally take a bullet for March 7th
("It's fine, it ain't gonna hurt me near as bad as it woulda hurt you, missy. It's just another dent, quit yer fussin'.")
that is when it suddenly hits him like a brick that oh, oh no, he loves him.
#Boothill: Loves Dan Heng and knows it but also knows vengeance is his top priority rn#will not really pursue and especially won't confess but won't lie if asked and will still act overly affectionate-#-bc he doesn't want Dan Heng to think he *doesn't* like him.#but Boothill knows how to persevere and pursue and how hunting involves lying in wait#he'll make it happen eventually now's just not the time#meanwhile Dan Heng: wow I sure feel mopey & irritable every time Boothill leaves wonder what that is oh well *rolls over and goes to sleep*#I love them NSMXIKXMDLD#LOOK Dan Heng is extremely intelligent and quick-witted and sharp and has a lot of book smarts#so that has to be balanced out with some dumbassery somewhere!!!#honkai star rail#hsr#henghill#bootheng#honkai star rail boothill#honkai star rail dan heng#hsr boothill#hsr dan heng#boothill#dan heng#march 7th
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Things probably no one thinks about but me:
After reading Rena's appearance I can't help but remember how often we associate Jason with foxes due to his last name "Todd," and while it's tbh just a matter of slang at the time and referring to the fact that she's very pretty, the bullies that are pushing drugs through the school refer to her as "Fox/Foxy":
Also, the whole thing with Jason calling Robin "Magic"? You might have noticed in that above screenshot, but lets just pull up a few more of Jason referring to his feelings for/potential relationship with Rena as magic too:
What a fucking nerd.
#dc#jason todd#For the unaware: this is pre-crisis back when Jason's backstory was a Dick clone.#Note that I say his backstory is a clone of Dick's but not HIM because I have Opinions on their personality distinctions.#Sidenote the part of this plot that isn't around the high school involves a lot of movie trivia and stuff.#honestly between this and when I recently reread Jason's brief stint with the Teen Titans.#I think we're really sleeping on how much of a pop culture buff Jason is.#I think he should be one after coming back too but exclusively outdated pop culture references. I think that would be very funny.#I also partly bring up the Robin is Magic/Magic wrt Rena bcs Jason explicitly has less interest in Robin in favor of their relationship.
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If anyone ever wants to live out that romance trope where the love interest dramatically goes to comfort someone during a storm while they’re afraid please let me know as it has been storming for ten minutes and i have been crying for six of them
#wlw#wlw mood#sapphic#sapphism#lesbian#ughhhh#i hate this#i hate this a LOT#i was anxious all day yesterday in anticipation#then couldn’t sleep waiting for it#and now it’s HERE and it’s awful#i normally do a lot better but there are a lot of factors involved this time#promise im okay btw!!#a few tears (a lot of tears😓) but i’ll get through it lol#also sorry for all my storm posting lately#there’s been a lot lately and we don’t usually have to deal with them this early in the year#so im a bit more antsy about it than normal#im gay and i like sleeping
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Hey! Could you please do some headcannons of cuddling with Jay from descendants?
Thank you!
oh fuck yes baby boy NEEDS a snuggle so fuckin bad. Jay is SO motherfucking - his full name is Janasheen Lagmani Mufti btw (successor, born at nightfall, one who gives council or legal advice) - Jay is SO motherfuckin touch starved that he'll get injured on purpose just so he can feel you touch him up. After a while you start to catch onto this because you don't have the heart to tell him he's not quite as slick as he thinks he is. So OBVIOUSLY I have a medieval game OBVIOUSLY I have a jousting game the only way you're gonna get him to turn into your snuggly lil bunbun (yes he does insist you call him that after you say it once as a joke and he loses his mind) is to make him think YOU'RE really the one who needs cuddles. like of course you're feeling kinda sad and tired from all your schoolwork so of COURSE you need a big strong tough cool guy star of the tourney team to make you feel all safe and cozy. obviously it's TOTALLY for your benefit. not at all because Jay was not hugged once as a child! that's hilarious and true and totally not the reason at all! I just washed my hands that's why they're wet! no other reason!
but yeah once you actually start cuddling with him it's going to take approximately less that six seconds for him to become a total and complete velcro boyfriend. it takes longer to watch any vine in existance than it does for Jay to latch onto you like a small baby bird. he did not know that touchy feely stuff could be so... nice. especially when it's with you. he tried giving Carlos and Evie and Mal bear hugs between classes when he's away from you and it was good, but it wasn't the same. Maybe it's because Carlos still thinks he's going to get suplexed whenever Jay grabs him like that or maybe it's because Mal keeps asking if he huffed her spraypaint and that's why he's so huggy out of nowhere (Evie doesn't mind too much as long as he doesn't wrinkle her outfits or mess with her hair and makeup. she actually approves of you two and likes that you're bringing out Jay's more affectionate side. she makes a mental note to give you the friends and family discount on any future designs you order from her.) but shortly after that first time you snuggled up with Jay and had him tell you all about the video games he's been playing and about tourney practice he's full on addicted to your touch and cuddles. Coach sometimes has to pull you off your extra curriculars to give Jay hugs and kisses during practice when he cops an attitude or gets too rowdy. you're known as the Jay whisperer immediately and believe me the nickname sticks. Carlos asks what the hype is once and you give him head scratches and he understands.
#descendants#descendants x reader#descendants drabbles#jay descendants#jay x reader#jay drabbles#jay descendants x reader#janasheen “jay” lagmani mufti#he's such a lil goofball#by the way!!!!! i'm like... what is it 1/4th of the way done with my first book?????? roughly??????#l-l-l-l-losing it! *airhorn noises*#/pos#so anyway yeah I've also been drawing more which is really good bc it's been fun again#been drawing a lot of marge simpson#because of my ~late night insomnia!~#I wish there was a way for me to sleep before 2am that doesn't involve playing a million levels of online solitaire#(which I still don't know how to play) watching family guy and the simpsons and terrorizing bots on janitor but hey#if it works it works#oh and law and order svu#been watching that until like 1am or something#i got jumpscared by a murderer who was WAY too much like my dad and his mother /neg#I know the woman who played her MUST have a narcissist in her life because it was CHILLING#i think it was in season 4 or 5 but the episode title is home#which I remember bc I was thinking “ironic that this hits too close to HOME lol”#tee hee!
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don't mind me, i'm just creating knitting patterns based on actual knitwear i've drawn on my OCs...
so here's this pattern based on that one time einarr wore this sweater.
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unfortunately, my dumb ass has NOT been consistent with rune's knit jacket. so i just kinda had to come up with something based on common elements from them all.
maybe someday i will make something irl based on these. perhaps. could be fun
#low stakes 🦇#i've just kinda been picking up knitting lately haha#also lmfao sorry to every potential cosplayer..... if you want it as accurate as possible you're gonna have to learn certain fibercrafts :)#some of which take a lot of hours and labor. oops.#bat's sweater was made with needlebinding. einarr's tunic was woven and then handstitched together. both of these are made of wool#and the edges of his tunic and cape were done with tablet-weaving. very viking age type of crafts really#because einarr made all that. he has so much time yall. he also knits. and probably crochets. and embroiders. HE HAS SO MUCH TIME.#man's literally immortal. obviously he's open to learning additional crafts that he normally wouldn't learn in his mortal time#meanwhile rune's kofte was obviously knitted as that's kinda the point of this post. the patterned nordic kind. his mom probably made it.#ironically morten may actually be the easiest one to cosplay with accurate materials#like that's just a normal hoodie. probably home-sewn.#the sleeve flowers were probably printed onto the fabric or included as a part of it idk but machines were definitely involved#anyway it's nearly 2 am as i write this. and i probably gotta sleep#gonna queue this for tomorrow when more people are awake
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Part of LoL Esports Elemental Series.
#lolelements#lol esports#t1 faker#t1 oner#t1 zeus#t1 gumayusi#t1 keria#skt bang#skt wolf#skt bengi#skt kkoma#warning: MAJOR yapping incoming below#thinking about still here.mp3 and 'gripping with my cold hands the shapes i used to take'#'it could all end here with the strange daylight caught in our eyes'#'my shadow stretching out through all the things i left behind'#opening ceremony+t1 has everything they need to put me on a stretcher to ER#images from lol esports flickr (2016 worlds either finals or semis i goofed and forgot)#(and msi 2024 brackets features and worlds 2024 semis features)#there is a universe where i collected more pics and put a bit more thought into which word should go to who#but that universe also involves me doing this at a time that is not 5am#this is my last one probably twas lots of fun but new things on the horizon for me#this post is scheduled to post on finals day but just know that i am awake and shitting my pants over worlds finals#then recovery period and then im shifting into arcane mode#being completely deranged is a full time commitment never let anyone tell you otherwise#lil pat on the back for myself for successfully posting one per day til finals EVEN if they were sorta mediocre or dupes hahaha#special thanks to t1 for making it to semis because if they didn't there's a chance i would have lost steam LMAO#work school and the physical need for sleep work hard#but the esports demons in my brain work harder
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Hello :D will be posting some doodles later, but I wanted to announce a couple things before I forget.
I'll be opening my ask box this week for ask-box-trick-or-treat doodles! I saw some people doing this last year and it looked fun so I wanted to give it a try :D if you have a costume you want to show off I can try and doodle it! (or I can draw whatever's in your pfp/icon if you'd rather)
I'm also considering doing these doodles live with Magma; I do have classes on Halloween, so it would have to be pretty late in the day (~7:30/8:00 CDT), but if there's a couple people that would be interested in joining then I might be open to hosting that for the night! It will likely be open for a long time and will be pretty casual (no mic) so I'm interested to see if that's something y'all would like to do :)
Either way, my ask box will be open soon after this post! Happy (early) Halloween :D 🎃🎃
Update: to be clear, I'm not exactly taking requests per se... I am just drawing profile pictures or costumes worn by actual people. And while it goes without saying I'm sure, I reserve the right to deny any trick or treat request for any reason; these are free and just for fun :)
#you can kinda treat this like doodle requests but i wont be doing anything as involved as i normally do for requests#i have a plane to catch the day after halloween and i plan to sleep the entire way so i will be staying up late regardless haha#but a magma can run without the host so it seems like there's a lot less pressure there than on a livestream#I'm just worried about having to step away for any reason BUT it'd also be fun to draw with everyone#so it seems like the best way to go!#plus people will be able to come and go as they please a little easier#anyway just thinking thoughts this is all new to me haha
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i need to make more money so i can make a monthly trip to a rage room
#the way I’ve been so angry off and on all day today lol#first got overwhelmed bc of lots of dishes in the sink. then pissed at my knee again#then the shower curtain kept touching me when i was in the shower and i almost flew off the handle#then my knee did the weird almost-buckling thing it likes to do lately at work and scared me and now it’s been aching all evening#among other things also mostly involving my knee being a piece of shit and life being difficult for no reason but we stay silly#ibuprofen and sleep time now. fuck you.#i say things
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This week is truly hellacious because everything happens so much and I need it to be DONE.
#it's not even that everything is bad! it's just that THINGS KEEP HAPPENING#but i did have a very productive 2 hour call that also involved a lot of ttrpg talk so#but even that project is like. i need the portion due this weekend to be FINISHED#I'm so tired i want to sleep for a week but even once my projects are all done on Sunday THERE ARE STILL EVENTS#not even gonna tag this as school cuz it's everything#I need to do finals work but what i WANT is to lay facedown in the carpet
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#ALL POWER DEMANDS PAIN AND SACRIFICE: musings.#okay but this made me laugh so hard just because of how much it reminds me of misao JSJSJ LOL because she has had like casual 'flings'-#with people and is an addictive personality as i've talked about here once which includes her being a love junkie + getting into-#relationships with people because she is in love with the IDEA of being in love though falling in love with someone can't just happen-#like magic as it involves a bunch of hormones and stuff but misao kind of somewhat hopes that this person of interest to her will somehow-#complete her life anyhow which... yeah can definitely raise a few problems as people with a love addiction often attract love-#avoidant people because both of these types of people generally have a fear of being abandoned and controlled.#but whenever it comes to love-avoidant individual's they're also emotionally unavailable so 😬#it's unfortunately kinddd of a recipe for an unhealthy relationship that could very well lead to the both of them being in a bad place-#once they break up as misao as a love addict is constantly seeking out new love in particular as a lot of excitement and good feelings-#come with this particular type of love in particular. so yeahhh - i know that this may be a bit of a weird picture to do a meta to but-#SHHH lol i just thought it could possibly relate to her more long-term relationships that she's had with people as misao-#tends to avoid feelings of vulnerability with people as you may all know and so this leads to both her + the other person not really-#knowing what they are BC they haven't really established that deeper connection even though they've been together for a while.#not to say that i'm trying to blame misao for having problems with opening up or anything like that but she has a very disorganized-#attachment style i think and that leads to her often doing this continuous 'push and pull' thing in her romantic/sexual ships#where one moment she will want to be attached to the hip to them but the next she will be cold and distant from them.#so yeahhh. misao is honestly kind of like what i've said barton is before: a cake inside of a cake because i feel like she's got sides of-#herself that she doesn't even know about because she's been scared of being fully emotionally vulnerable with someone for a while now sadly#NO SLEEP OF THE INNOCENT. NOT FOR YOU: character study.
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just took an adhd assessment and... i honestly dont see how this will be sufficient for giving me a diagnosis? i just had to take two tests, one where i had to hit the space bar when hearing a high pitch after a low pitch (as opposed to after *just* hearing the high pitch), and one where a bunch of letters flashed on the screen and i had to hit the space bar when any of them except for x popped up and like... i don't see how this has anything to do with any of the issues i actually experience in my life due to my probable adhd???? like ok i guess it has something to do with focus? which is a part of the whole adhd thing but not all of it? i did take a (very brief) adhd questionnaire as one of my intake forms before seeing this psych for the first time but that wasn't part of the assessment itself but even that (which was only like. 15 questions? maybe?) seemed like it had more to do with how i experience adhd
#idk man im not a psychiatrist or neurologist or whatever so maybe this is super evidence-based and works really well#though a quick google of what adult adhd assessments are supposed to be like seems to suggest that theyre usually way more involved#and even if the tests i did are a part of it theres usually a lot more bits#such as like. idk a LONGER self-assessment questionnaire where you can actually answer questions on how adhd symptoms impact your life?#shrugs#anyway i fucked up on the letters one a bunch so hopefully thats sufficient for whatever these things are supposed to test#also i havent got any communication whatsoever on when my results will come back or anything so thats great#ughhh#well at least its telemed so i got to do it in my jammies cozy in bed and i can just go back to sleep now#life of bea#adhd
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I’m desperate for more reintegration mess but alas i must be patient (so so bad at being patient)
#severance#severance apple tv#i want markhellyna reintegration mess like i want to breathe air#gemma we gotta get you out of there. we need you to go off and be genuinely happy#and i need these fuckers to be INSANE#i need mark to continue the reintegration#and i need helena to somehow be convinced to do it#MAYBE if jame fucking dies (helly and helena team up to murder him)#they will find kinship and she can be convinced to reintegrate#especially if she’s finally in charge after that#i want the mess but i also WANT NICE THINGS FOR MARK S AND HELLY R#(and the other innies of course)#BUT I JUST WANT THEM TO EXPERIENCE THE SMALL JOYS OF LIFE#i want them to sleep and eat and see animals and wear comfy clothes and drink something other than coffee and water etc etc etc#i could write PARAGRAPHS about all the things i want the innies to experience#but also imagine all of this and then the MESS that is helena and mark scout also being involved#MESS MESS MESS MESS#and i crave it#but also maybe it would be Nice.#imagine mark scout and helena eagan finally learning kindness#especially towards their innies.#finally they extend kindness to them. and give them a life and respect their existences and feelings#it’s asking for a Lot but it would be SO GOOD if they did it right#anyway#i love the innies. and i love mess. and i love markhellyna mess.#and i just want helly to be able to put on shorts and a sweatshirt
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i don't think the author will send me her article until monday + i really don't know how to be patient at all
#also i'm going back to sleep now lmao. i've been up because luna is indecisive on whether she needs to poop or not#and it involves lots of howling
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