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ive been neglecting studying anatomy for like 2 weeks because i got fixated on finishing cyberpunk, but now im so insanely depressed and even more fixated on cyberpunk.
#i wanna draw my bbgs but also AUGuhugh#i want to draw my dead bisexual rockstar and my v#i need to do anatomy studies too though ughuguh#istg ill do both#and study anatomy through rockstar poses lol#kwyoz.txt
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NEW BLORBO ALERT
Your honour I've seen two (2) episodes and im in love with him
#the librarians#foxie rambles#okay so found out that there are in fact THREE movies before the show whoopsies#i will be watching those for This Guy#but guys. Guys. they literally had a whole fcuckigjfksks father son momentjdkska IN THE SECOND EPISODE GUYSUDJDJDJDD THEY CANT DO THIS TO ME#I WAS ALREADY ATTACHED BEFORE FINDING OUT THERES A FATHER SON DUO#i mean is the dad dead#yes BUT WHO CARESJSKS#âYou know I never had a father.â âI never had a son... We're both liars.â#THEYRE LIARS BC THEY ARE FATHER AND SON GUYS IM SO ILL IDC IMMMMM I NEED TO WATCH THESE MOVIES NOW WHAT THE FUCKKK#anyways besides that. I ACTUALLY REALLY LOVE ALL THE CHARCTERS OHKYGOD???#also wtf albert from 911 is in this show HELLOOO???#hes so skrunkly i love him#i gen love all of the characters sm#cowboy dude is so fucking hilarious HIS FACIAL EXPRESSIONS ARE ON POINTTTTT#love the guardian character too she is so bamf she slays so hard#and i love the other girl (i am so bad at names gimme a few more eps)... shes so :( she reminds me of reid from criminal minds#and the HUG?!??!?#HELLOOOO#istg if she and this Blorbo form a father daughter dynamic it will ruin me IT WILL BE THE END OF ME#anyways i gen just love the found family vibes going on rn#this show is SO goofy i love it#it has so much whimsy too rahhshshshs#but yeah This Blorbo is so dr who wilbur soot core#i looooveeee him#im so excited for this show omgogmgomgomg
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needed my fix
#YES i decided 2 draw my kon hcs again NO PLS DONT YELL @ ME AJKSFHAKLJHFWJA#if some1 makes a pink eye joke i will laugh#bc ive decided i h8 the color white actually & i will b useing hot pink from now on#except int he bg.....#i OK NVM DONT LOOK @ ME#man iw as gonna put this in the tags bc i actually colored them but now imlike KAJHSFKJA#should i b doing af rn?.............yes.................#i kinda wanted 2 wait until after i ate food buts its been hrs i feel like im just procrastinating on both LMAO#uhm anyways i think the chibi is cute so i also included thatt#the shorts look straight up like underwear & were just not going 2 talk about that ok? thanks........#bc istg it FEELS like that sometimes ((has not worm jean shorts in yrs))#yeah no it literally looks like udnerwear sighss#ok welp uh#sure KJASHFLJKAKGFA#listen its cute WHATEVER i dont care i dont.....i........#ggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr#kontent#puppee art#im not putting it in the tags anymore i got scared AKIJSHLFIUAWGFWUYAGFYJHASFLDSA#mayb ill change it l8r but rn nahhh
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HELPPP how do I fag it up at the record store on saturday while also staying immensely warm because it's gonna be 30 degrees
#thoughts and such#i dont have any cool jackets btw#should i wear a warm sweater and suffer while im outside? i mean i wont be outside that much maybe for like five minutes at a time#or should i lean into wearing a coat and build my outfit around that?#grrr stores just need coat racks istg#i could do purple coat black t shirt black cargo pants and vans#or purple coat black long sleeve navy blue and dark red plaid pants and shiny black boots#id wear my first initial necklace with both of these outfits#or if i didnt wear a coat id wear my black cardigan plaid pants and red tank top#i could also wear my striped dark red and white shirt with my cargo pants and vans or boots#dammit im so indecisive#ill probably try a bunch of things on and decide on not going in the end
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i would rather work on literally anything but the presentation and my graphic design shit rn
#maybe ill just go to bed early and do it all in the morning idk lmfao#theyre both due tomorrow and im like....so tempted to let the group im in deal with the presentation bc IVE BEEN DOING SO MUCH#i just dont have the brain capacity for school rn istg#actually now i kinda wanna just call off going to my graphic design class tmw in general bc i feel like dookie#im ionly going to asian studies to do my presentation but ughghghghghgghghngh
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how the fuck do i deal with this pain
#am i just gonna be feeling this forever. what the hell what the hell what the hell#i cant sit comfortably in ANY way. my legs hurt every time i do ANYTHING and my hands start aching after a fucking minute of writing or -#- holding my phone. im gonna fucking scream#and i dont wanna like. live off of painkillers bc i dont wanna accidentally fucking. make something bad happen to my body#like i know certain kinds can result in stomach issues or something idk#but also the painkillers arent helping woooooooooo#anyway. it might be sacroillitis or hypermobility. symptoms r present for both but with the fucking ache in my hands back & ankles im -#- personally leaning towards hypermobility butttttt well have to wait what the doctor says#also its very possible that my shoulders is bad posture and my hands are just. fucked up from using my phone all the time n also writing#but istg there is SOMETHING wrong w my back. and consequently with my hips n legs bc i cannot imagine normal ppl feel like this#all the fucking time. i already wanna kms i dont believe this is a normal thing to feel#cant even lay in bed comfortably im gonna fucking cry#ANYWAY. this has been a rant by me about my fucked up body. i hope i find out whats wrong soon so i can do something about it!#and if the only thing is more physical therapy then i guess ill just. die#(i have gone thru 6 months of physical therapy already and it has not helped i fucking hate it there)#ok im done now. sorry if u read all this i swear im okay#s.txt
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update and story excepts
guys i swear if i post chapter 4 sooner for my series: again &. again, soon, will that revive the yandere batfam/dc tag because i swear i've been consuming less content of it both lately and sadly đ like it's a bit dead ngl. ill reply to asks once i'm done with ch.4 istg
and yes, i'm back from my short hiatus again to announce this. and it's 3:30am but i dont care teehee. anyways, if i do post a new chapter expect it to be this week and that's final for once, since i've kept all of you guys waiting so long, i'm so sorry :(( i swear it's me trying to gain confidence through my writing and i don't know if i like chapter 4 or not. all i do know is that it's one of the most emotionally draining chapters so expect triple the angst, yippee!
anyways, excepts from the chapter below the line break:
DICK'S THOUGHTS:
he sighs, resigning his thoughts all to himself as he checks his phone every minute for a simple ring of notifications just from you. he prefers to leave his phone in silent mode from the multitude of other contacts bothering him, but god forbade if that means he'd scroll past to a single reply of yours, then he'd rather burn in hell.
dick doesn't know it. why he's suddenly obsessed with you. you? yes you, his stupidly precious sibling, the one who looked up to him, frail and wronged by the world, with so much drive behind that stare. third child of bruce, yet second youngest in the family. the one that got away, the one he has never once saw outside that one memory of glinting, awe-inspired eyes that told more stories than poets, drew more emotions than artists.
CONNER'S SCENES:
"you're hot," and if you were sober enough, you would've felt sheer embarrassment and shame from eyeing the boy, but you're notâ and because you're not sober, or any bit sane, the next few sentences you spewed out were all coherent, yet wonkily pronounced utterances paired with teary eyes and sniffling nose, as you can't seem to control the feelings of melancholy in your heart and the sudden emotional burst from your ramblings.
"thank you, you too, actuallyâ but are you alright-"
"haha! is it strange to say that you look so cute whenever you look at me with wide eyes in the short span of time we just met?"
"it's conner, conner kent. call me kon, though. or yours if it's you."
BATHROOM BREAKDOWN P.T.2 PRIOR TO CLUBBING
you don't remember the last time you looked in a mirror, looking healthy, fresh, and proud of yourself for dressing up in your style. in the back of your mind, there will always be hatred, resentment for how you look. and right now, you hate how you every bit of your appearance because...
because you look exactly just like an image of your mother and bruce wayne. a reminder, your punishment for your parents' beautifully tragic affair with one another. a billionaire who courted.the lowly dirt-class slut of gotham.
(spoilers: expect shit to go down with jason todd with you, and him with the family, and a good 4k words of you flirting with conner before actual shit goes down)
leave comments down below if you do like the direction this story is coming to! otherwise, thank you all for reading my series and supporting it from the start !! <33
#đ¨... yael's talking#yandere dc#yandere batfam#guys pls dont attack me if i take too long#i feel so much pressure (from myself) to make this chapter as good or even better than chapter#than chapter 3#since the third chapter has a whopping 4k likes#and i dont want anything i post to flop#yandere#yandere x reader#yandere batman#yandere conner kent#yandere dick grayson#platonic yandere#soft yandere
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really donât care
pairing : max verstappen x fem!reader
summary : with the chaos surrounding the FIA during the singapore grand prix, you and your boyfriend, max, went out and spent the the short break away on vacation.
a/n : max is such a diva i love it
yourusername
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yourusername hello đ¸đŹ
user HELLO Y/NNN
user OMG
user yessss đ
user FINALLY
user her first race during the 2024 season !??
user -> YES
user -> so sad we couldnât see her much this year
user -> what happened??
user -> her work! sheâs a surgeon đŠş
user -> woah! so impressive đ
user a night race is a must watch
maxverstappen1 happy you are here! đ¤
you liked this comment
user -> AWWWW
user -> this mean so much to me
user -> love them
user -> parents!!!!
user a NEED to see them more often
user -> vouch
user hiiii
user welcome to singapore âşď¸
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maxverstappen1 p2 đ
user well done!!
user congratulations đ
user YESSS
user u belong on the podium
user so hypee rn
user WOOOOO đđđ
user one step at a time!
yourusername great work champion đ
max liked this comment
user -> YES SO VERY MUCH
user -> oh i love u y/n
user -> we LOVE u
user -> simply lovely
user congratulations max
user excited to see more
user đŚđ
user cheers to more wins đĽ
yourusername
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yourusername can anyone guess where we went?
user LOL
user donât play with us
user girlllll
user LMAOOOO
user uhm y/n are u doing community service with max perchance?
user -> đđđđ
user -> STOPPP
user -> the FIA is such a joke
user -> ill swear on behalf for him istg
user -> HAHAHAH đ¤Łđ¤Ł
user both of u guys disappear so quick đ
user -> they were honestly done! max got p2 and they dipped out as soon as they could lol
user -> iâll be too
user i need to see more of y/n
user the dress is stunning đŤ
user -> need it badly!
user gorgeous
user now donât act innocent đ¤¨
user they flew out so QUICK
user -> AND went on a vacation ASAP
user -> only the max-y/n duo can achieve this đ
user love the view!!!
maxverstappen1
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maxverstappen1 vacation
user he literally donât care
user -> as he should!!
user -> i wouldnât too đŹ
user when is his service due? đđđ
user -> oh lord this gets me đ¤Ł
user getting one day of community service for saying âthe car is fuckedâ is insane work
user -> they wouldnât handle me with way i talk đ¤Ł
user -> put me in the car and ill be serving a life sentence of community service
user -> đđđ omg
user have a nice rest max
user -> he deserves it after being an icon
user -> LOLL
user -> so very badly
user we can still be world champion
yourusername vacation
max liked this comment
user -> vacation
user -> vacationnnn
user -> lol what is happening
user -> vacation
user hoping u can bounce back next race đ¤
user -> letâs hope and pray.
a/n : thinking of cooking spaghetti tonight đ
check out my other post! masterlist
disclaimer: this is a work of fiction, the events and characters depicted are not based on real life, and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.
#max verstappen#.á blairâs smau .#max verstappen x reader#max verstappen smau#max verstappen fluff#formula 1#formula one#formula 1 smau#formula one smau#charles leclerc#carlos sainz#oscar piastri#lando norris#george russell#lewis hamilton#alex albon#franco colapinto#daniel ricciardo#yuki tsunoda#charles leclerc smau#carlos sainz smau#oscar piastri smau#lando norris smau#lewis hamilton smau#george russell smau#alex albon smau#franco colapinto smau
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always been you; oscar piastri
summary: in which the entire internet ships oscar and his childhood best friend, and they deny it, until they finally realise it's always been each other
pairing: oscar piastri x childhood best friend!reader
author's note: i love oscar piastri more than life itself like it's not even funny
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yourusername đsilverstone race track
liked by oscarpiastri, pierregasly and 610294 others yourusername p4 for my favourite person ever!! (plus i looked so good in the last photo) view comments
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user1 she's so pretty wtf
user2 don't know whether i want to be her or be with her
user3 are her and oscar dating?? im new to f1 -user4 no they've just been friends for years and years
oscarpiastri no photo creds?? -yourusername only when u get on the podium --oscarpiastri bet
oscarpiastri â¤ď¸ -yourusername â¤ď¸â¤ď¸ --oscarpiastri â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸ ---yourusername â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
user5 oscar's a lucky boy
user6 he needs to wife her up soon or else the rest of us will steal her -user7 they're just friends i dont know what u guys struggle to understand
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oscarpiastri đlondon, england
tagged: yourusername liked by landonorris, yourusername and 2103927 others oscarpiastri london with my girl x view comments
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user8 my girl!!!!! -user9 sleeping on the highway tonight
user10 they claim they're not dating but im sorry look at this post
yourusername formula 1 driver and still made me pay for lunch smh -oscarpiastri stfu i offered to pay u INSISTED --yourusername i dont seem to remember that ---oscarpiastri y/n stop it im gonna get cancelled ----yourusername fine i offered to pay dont cancel oscar
user11 theyre so cute
user12 i love how half the photos are london and half are y/n -user13 bros so whipped its unbelievable
user14 im acc convinced theyre dating at this point
user15 y/n is the prettiest ever liked by oscarpiastri -user15 bros not being slick rn
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oscarpiastri replied to your story:
oscarpiastri cmon u cant post stuff like that on ur story
yourusername why not
oscarpiastri anyone can see something like that i wanna be the only person seeing that
yourusername its nothing oscar besides we're just friends arent we
oscarpiastri i panicked y/n ive always loved u u know that
yourusername i confessed to u oscar i told u how i felt and u said nothing
oscarpiastri obv i love u and ur more than a friend to me u know that
yourusername i know i know i know i guess saying it out loud was diff to always knowing
oscarpiastri i know come to spa please
yourusername ive got school
oscarpiastri i dont care for me??
yourusername ur paying for my flight
oscarpiastri ofc i need to see u i need to tell u how i feel in person
yourusername ill see u belgium love u oscar
oscarpiastri love u y/n
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yourusername đspa, belgium
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user16 no bc shes so pretty -user17 oscar's winning in life
user18 y/n denying the race ever happened -user19 shes so like me fr
oscarpiastri ur my good luck charm -yourusername stop being sappy in my comment section
user20 theyre def dating im sorry -user21 oscar was here in like 20 seconds hes got notifs on fs
user22 shes so leng istg
logansargeant i wonder whos joggers they are huh? -yourusername logan stfu --logansargeant my lips are sealed
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user23 oscar right?? -user24 it has to be
oscarpiastri i wonder who?? -yourusername do u have any idea?? --oscarpiastri none at all ---yourusername hmm...
user25 na look at their comments they're def dating
user26 im sorry but they're both so hot -user27 bi panic --user28 mother and father
user29 just waiting for the announcement -user30 any day now
logansargeant i know who -yourusername good for u logan --oscarpiastri can u tell me mate? ---logansargeant just sent u the dm
user31 idc if its oscar i just wanna know who managed to pull the y/n
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user32 i mean we all knew but its cute
yourusername loved u forever -oscarpiastri love u forever --yourusername will love u forever
user33 no theyre so cute
user34 wbk but thanks for the announcement oscar
logansargeant about time -yourusername focus on getting urself a gf logan --logansargeant ouch
user35 how aussie racer boy pulled HER i will never know
yourusername ur fans love me lol -oscarpiastri dont know why --yourusername oy ---oscarpiastri sorry love
user36 I WANT WHAT THEY HAVE
user37 banter in the comment section is my love language
#formula 1#f1 instagram au#f1 oneshot#formula 1 instagram au#formula one#formula one smau#formula one x reader#f1 blurb#f1 smau#f1 x reader#oscar piastri#formula 1 x you#formula 1 fanfic#formula 1 imagine#formula 1 x reader#formula 1 fic#formula one x y/n#formula one x you#formula one imagine#formula one fanfiction#oscar piastri smau#oscar piastri imagine#oscar piastri x you#oscar piastri x reader#oscar piastri f1#oscar piastri fanfic
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âŚËâ TRUST ME I GOT NOTHING FOR YOU OTHER THAN LOVEâŚ
Pairing : E42 Miles Morales x Fem!Reader
Synopsis : Miles finds it hard to open up to you about whats going on in his life, after a little persuading he finally tells you about whats bothering him so much.
Sierra speaks : FIRST OF ALL⌠thank you guys so much for all the love on my last fic it means so much to međŤśđžđĽš it took so long for me to build up the courage to start posting⌠Here is another fic i had in my notes to make you guys happy! I litterally have a bunch of fics and fic ideas stored for myself and now..im sharing them with you!𼳠enjoy!! also this is a little longer than i had plannedâŚ
Warnings â: Miles almost crying đĽš, rubbish spanish, heavly suggestive (oops), kissing, cussing, teasing???.
Listen tooâs :
YALL BETTER LISTEN TO THE SONGS I PAIR WITH THESE FICS ISTG.
You leaned on the railing on your balcony, eyes fixated on Milesâs tall figure walking back and forth outside your apartment complex.
It was well pass midnight and the street lights were the only thing illuminating the darkness of your Brooklyn neighbourhood.
He was by himself smoking a blunt. He knew you hated when he smoked so he attempted to keep it from you, however this time he couldnât really hold himself back.
Life was dragging him through the dirt right now, with the passing of his father and the pressure of being prowler on his back, you could almost mistake Miles for being mute. A part of his life had been ripped away.
And you couldnât blame him.
It was a struggle for him to open up to you, and despite being together for almost a year, he still struggled to talk to you, to fully open up to you. And even though you welcomed him into your life with open arms, he still did not feel complete. Nothing could replace what he had lost.
Before Miles had found himself outside the both of you were cuddling. With Miles laid between both of your legs, his head rested on your chest while you massaged his scalp with your nails.
Since his arrival he had not uttered a word to you apart from :
âhey baby, ima just stay here from a bit if thats okay.â
He hugged you tight, even tighter than ever before. You could tell something was up, but you let him go at his own pace, weather he wanted to tell you about it or not he knew you would always be there for him.
So here you both lay in silence on your bed, your sheets draped over the both of you. It was like that for an hour. Miles fiddling with the hem of your bra staring at your desk chair.
He blinked like 20 times in the last hour, you could tell he was lost in his thoughts. He looked so over it, and it pained you that there was nothing you could do to help him liven up a little. You kept assuring yourself that it would be temporary. Seeing Miles sad made you sad.
But as the minuted went by Miles stay lost in his sunken thoughts. You couldnât bare watch him in this state for any longer, even if it meant you had to push him a little.
âWhatâs wrong hermoso? iâve never seen you soâŚdown.â
âNada, Mami. just... thinking.â
âAbout what papa? sabes que puedes decirme cualquier cosa.â
Miles responded with a hum, not bothering to open his mouth again as it was smushed against your cleavage. The familiar sound of silence re-entered the room, theres nothing else you could say.
âIma go outside for a bit baby, ill be back.â
He lifted himself off of you so suddenly, sliding on his shoes and giving you a peck on the top of your head without even giving you time to process.
âWhere are you going? do you want me to come with-â
âNo. Iâll only be a few seconds chiquita.â
âbut.â
There were no âbutsâ he had already shut your door before you could bombard him with questions. Instead your mind filled with them.
Did you push him away? Did you ask too much? say, too much?
Thats how you found yourself staring down at him in the middle of the night, worried. His puffer jacket stay thrown on your desk chair, he had not even thought about bringing it with him, knowing it was quite cold outside. Was he really that desperate to leave? to leave you?
You took a deep breath and decided it was about time you went down for him. You picked up your hoodie, or rather his hoodie; one you stole from him when you went over to his place, sliding into it like a huge blanket.
You put on your slides and grabbed his puffer jacket. Leaving your phone behind.
Pressing on the exit button of your apartment complex you stepped outside. Making sure to put a block on the door so it wouldnât close, trapping you outside.
You walked towards him almost tip toeing so he couldnât hear you. You came to a stop behind him watching the smoke blow away with the wind while he brought his arm down beside him, blunt in hand.
âI know your there ma.â
ââŚâ
he laughed looking over his shoulder, you smiled handing him his puffer.
âIts so cold out here even this hoodie isnât doing me justice, put your jacket on Milo.â
He took his jacket from your hands holding it to his side, seemingly unfazed by your words and the cold.
âNot as an accessory, miles. Put it on. Please.â
âYouâre shivering ma, you look like you need it more than i do.â
And instead he places each of the arm holes over your shoulder. You gave up, there was no point in convincing him, and anyways you were still cold even with his giant hoodie on. Goosebumps laddered on your thighs because of your extra short- shorts.
âHand me the blunt at least. You know i donât like when you smoke.â
You held your hand out so he could replace the cold air blowing over your palm with the wrapped blunt.
âYeah im sorry. Iâll try to stop.â
âSorry doesnât mean anything if your not gonna change.â
âI know ma. I promise Iâll try.â
âGood.â You stood in-front of him, squinting your eyes.
âWhere yo glasses?â
âInside.â
âWhy didnât you bring them?â
âBecause i wasnât thinking about that at the time. Which actually beings me to why iâm here. Iâm worried about you, Miles. You won���t talk to me and if you let these feelings bottle up inside you it wonâtâŚend well.â
âWhat your gonna break up with me if i dont talk?â
âNo⌠i meant-â
âThen i donât need to talk. As long as i have you with me theres no need to worry.â
Silence filled the atmosphere between you two again. Miles could sense your disappointment. He let a moment go by watching you huff as you gave up trying to figure out whats wrong with him. You started to make your way back to your apartment before he stopped you with his words.
âIts Ma.â
You spun yourself around to face his back.
âmhmmm.â you signalled for him to continue, walking towards him.
âI aint never seen her this down since dad passed. Her job is taking every single ounce of energy and happiness out of her, she leaves at like 6 in the morning to come home at God knows what time during the night and falls asleep on the couch. She doesnât have time to even get anything to eat before she has to get up again the next morning to go to work. I can count on my fingers the amount of words sheâs said to me this whole week. And last nightâŚâ
He came to an abrupt stop, bringing his pointer finger and thumb up to the inner part of his eyes trying to stop himself from crying in front of you.
He let his bottom lip fall letting out a sigh.
âIts okay Milo, you donât have to finish the rest if you donât want to. Itâs just you and me bonito you can cry, dĂŠjalo salir.â
Still with your reassurance he refused to let you see him in this state, but was unable to control the single tear that threatened to drop.
You wiped both his eyes with the pads of your thumb until there was no tears left on his face or his waterline.
âMilo, you donât have to act all big nd tuff around me. Everyone cries yknow?â you looked up at him while wrapping your arms around him.
âYou are so good to me mi amor, ion deserve you.â
âCorny. But i know.â you smiled closing your eyes in his embrace.
he laughed breathily before giving you a kiss to your forehead.
He held your hand turning his head signaling for you both to go back inside.
âItâs low-key getting a bit cold now. I think the only thing keeping me warm was that weed.â
He looked at the now smushed up ball what remained from his blunt. Before eyeing you up and down.
âCmon lets go, not even these two layers are keeping me warm.â
You pulled on his arm directing him back inside the apartment complex.
Once you got to your door you scrambled everywhere for your keys. Your short pockets, Jacket pockets, hoodie pockets, shit you even checked your afro. Before you thought back to when you grabbed Milesâs jacket and left the room while your keys sat still on your desk.
âFuck. were locked out.â
âYou for real?â
âNah im just pretending i left the keys inside so we can stay out here in the cold.â you rolled your eyes, thinking maybe that wouldnât he a bad idea as long as you were with Miles.
He leaned against the wall next to your apartment door pulling you in for a hug. You wrapped your arms around his torso and laid your head on his chest, the beat of his heart ringing in your ears.
His lips hovered over your head before placing gentle kisses on your scalp.
âHow many kisses are you gonna give me Milo.â
âYou want me to stop?â
âNo..â You smiled to yourself.
âThen stop complaining.â
Lifting his hand from your waist Miles cupped your chin lifting it up so that your eyes would lay on his. His pupil fell to your lips and then back to your eyes. You knew what was up.
âNo.â
âFuck you mean âNoâ.â
Miles mimicked you while you laughed at him, he looked at you unamused.
âIm joking Milo, kiss me.â
âNo.â
âFUCK YOU MEAN NO?â
Now it was Milesâs turn to laugh, although you didnât find it funny a smile still crept up on your face as you narrowed your eyes at him and pondered.
His laugh reminded you of him 2 years ago, when he had a softer personality, happily striding to you or anyone around him with a proud smile on his face, you missed it. And you know he did too.
You stood up still leaning on him but on the tip of your toes. You wrapped your hand around his nape and pulled him in for a well anticipated kiss.
Your lips locked with his, coming together like a jigsaw puzzle. For a moment you envisioned kissing Miles for the first time a year ago, how he didnât see you coming when you pecked him on the lips. And how he pulled you back kissing you desperately with deep desire.
You lifted up your other arm and wrapped it around his neck while you played with the tip of his braids. Miles wondered his hands down from underneath your shirt to just under your ass. His fingers pushed gently against your skin shooting tingles throughout your body.
At this point your knees were getting weak as your head swayed against his, your mind went into a haze as the heat from the kiss sent you into a bliss. You felt Miles tug on your bottom lip granting himself access to your mouth.
Both your heads sped up the pace bobbing over eachother in sync, Miles feeling insatiable lifted you up to sit on his hips as he turned you both around. You now leaned back on the wall while he rubbed the bottom of your thighs still insatiably kissing you.
Your eyebrows furrowed with pleasure until he pulled away, you both stared into eachothers narrowed eyes breathing heavily.
âFuck if we were inside right now, the things iâd do to you mami.â
âBreak down the door if your that desperate.â
His head fell into your chest as he chuckled. You laid your head on top of his for a while before he let you down.
You both sat outside your apartment door, you on top of miles in a fetal position. Your coat draped over the two of you (barley) as he stroked your forehead with his thumb.
âTe quiero mucho ma, hasta la luna y de regreso.â
He whispered before placing another kiss on your forehead.
âhmm? whatchu say Milo?â
âNada mami, cierra tus ojos.â
Extrs :
â Yeah your keys were inside, but so were your parentsđ so when your mom opened the door that morning to head of to work the both of you lay there snoring, with your arms wrapped around eachother.
â When you took Milesâs blunt you tried a little yourself đ¤Ť
âMa.. what are you-â
*heavy coughing*
âso im not allowed but you are-?â
âsh. i was just seeing what the hype was all about *cough* I-I feel like im dyingâ
Miles just laughs at you.
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ILL VENMO YOU PLEASE TEL US
if yall get me cancelled istg very short drabble â smut, swearing, experienced jace, needy jace, established relationship, fast, quick sex over the dining table â p in v.
scenario: jacaerys is coming home late from work and you welcome him with a nice dinner and bath which turns into more of aâfuck that i need youâ from jace and he takes you over the kitchen table.
you kiss him desperately, grabbing his white button up in desperation, tugging, pulling to announce you want it off.
Jacaerys only laughs into your mouth, grabbing your thighs to pull you up on the dining table, his hands pushing the plates to the side. He resumes to kiss you, his hands expertly rip open your nightgown, leaving you bare and ready for his ever growing need to devour you.
He pulls away, a string of saliva still connecting you both. He stares into your eyes and with no words he pushes you back, all the while his hands removed his shirt, you heard the noise of his belt unbuckling, the sounds sending shivers all through your body.
You knew Jacaerys was always gentle and loving but at the moment you just needed him to have you. You needed every inch of his length sliding into you fast that you couldnât form any words. You needed him so bad that you didnât mind if your legs wouldnât be able to function the next day.
It was as if Jacaerys felt the same, or rather he heard the way you whimpered his name. It was different to other times you wanted soft loving, and at the time, Jacaerys just needed you.
He pulled your hands, your body lifting and in a second you were bent over the table, you were not given a second to react to his touch till you heard him spit into his hand and his length sliding up and down your folds in a tease. You only whined before you grabbed onto the edge of the table, and in a second you felt your fiancĂŠe, deep inside you that it only left you shouting his name into the table.
Your breath fogged where you laid, your breasts rubbed against the table with every thrust he pushed, you felt as if your feet couldnât catch up to his movements. You felt too good to even process the feeling of how Jacaerys found the spot that made you see white.
Jacaerys grabbed you by the neck, his hold soft yet he pulled until your entire upper body met his front. Never once, he stopped pushing fast and long.
His breath sounded raspy, shortened, as if he ran a marathon and it turned you on. With a hand still wrapped around your neck, his mouth found your ear where he bit slightly into as he began to encourage you.
âFeel that pretty girl?â he whispered as paused his thrusts, he began to go slower, pulling out to pushing back in inch by inch. You gasped as you held onto his arm around your neck.
âJacae-JacaerysâŚâ you mumbled, your brain beginning to loose its sense of reality.
âMy pretty girl,â he kissed your neck, then your cheek where his teeth grazed softly into, âSuch a pretty girl, mine. Tell me, are you mine?â
You nodded, drooling as you felt his fingers reaching your sensitive bud, he went in circles softly.
âUse your words baby, tell me.â
You attempted to open your eyes to meet his, but when you did, you found his dark honey eyes waiting to loose themselves in yours. You realized then, Jacaerys never took his eyes off you. He enjoyed to watch you loose yourself in his touch, how he made you fly.
âI can tell you right now,â he whispered as his leaned to kiss you, âYou feel amazing, that being inside you is like nothing iâve never felt before.â
He began to thrust himself into you slower, and then faster, his breaths coming out sharp into your mouth. You only whimpered as you grabbed into his arms.
âThereâs never going to be anyone else,â he whimpered now, his hold around your waist tightening, âYou belong to me, as I do to you.â
Your eyes rolled into the back of your head as you felt your core tightening, and Jacaerys knew as your walls clenched around him. He moaned with you, his forehead resting onto your shoulder. Never once did he let you go.
âCome,â his hand reaching your behind where he lightly rubbed, you felt too overstimulated that you only moaned. âAll this is mine. You are beautiful, give in to me my pretty,â he begged.
Your toes curled and you began to pant. Jacaerys felt you shaking in his hold, so he pulled out abruptly. He turned you around and had you wrap your legs around his waist. He didnât waste a second to push his leaking length deep inside you.
Your head rolled back as Jacaerys licked into the moist of your neck, you didnât hear the way he whimpered as you were lost in your pleasure. Only focusing how he held you and how his length pushed until you saw nothing but stars.
âJace.. Jace ⌠Jace..â you moaned.
âTell them baby. Tell them who you belong to,â he whimpered, âI love you,â
Your lips blindly looked for his lips and when you did you sloppily kissed him, âI.. I love you.â
âSeven hells, you feel so good, god i missed you, i love you,â he mumbled over and over. He held you as you began to twitch and he knew that the moment you squeezed your eyes shut and mumbled his name in gibberish, he knew he had you.
âFuck. Fuck. Thatâs it. Give in to me,â Jacaerys held you tighter, and just seconds later he followed you into a sweet heaven both of you created.
#⎠ŕťđđ nattie replies!#đź nattie's works#jacaerys x reader#jacaerys targaryen x reader#jacaerys velaryon x reader
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afab childe crying just by looking at the bulge on his stomach as you thoroughly fuck him shsjshj
poor harbinger sobs when you pump his womb full of cum for the nth time of the night, and he can't help but watch as your fluid trails out of his cunt, down his thighs and down on the floor...
going crazy
I had to write an entire fic for this. Its too good.
YOU ALL ARE MAKING ME LOSE SLEEP ON THIS OH GOD. Minors istg DNI or ill bite your head off.
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â sub afab childe + dom amab reader notes: rough filthy sex; mirror sex; creampie; cum inflation(?); overstimulation; childe being a masochistic son of a bitch(hinted). THIS IS PLAIN FILTHY JUST GHHH STOP I CANT BE SO HORNY ANYMORE
Childe groans when he sees his gaping cunt take you in so well. His teary eyes are half lidded as you try to make him look in the mirror. Make him look at how your dick makes a bulge everytime you move in and out. âS-stop uughhâ, he groans out.
You hook his legs apart, him seated on your dick, because his legs have barely the ability to do anything voluntarily. He feels so small in front of you. With the way you are gripping his face and spreading his gummy cum filled cunt apart, it makes him shudder.
âSee baby, i think one more dick could easily fit inside youâ, you whisper against his ears as you rock your hips again, making that cock of yours reach so deep he could never imagine it was possible. âIf i had two dicksâŚ.imagine how pretty your belly would look?â, childe moans loudly at the thought, nails digging in your arms. You have made him absolutely pathetic.
You smack your hand against his clit making him jolt, a striking pain going up his pussy. He smiles deliriously, taking in that pain like a good painslut.
Pushing him down, you hold his waist tightly so that there is ease in sliding in him and fucking that cunt senselessly. Childe tries to look up with his dazed eyes and stares at the mirror in front of you both. He can see his back arched like a cat, and your devilish grin while you grope his bruised ass.
Childe screams as you start pounding into him again, the cum acting as a lube and making it easier for your huge dick to move in and out. You groan feeling his cushy fat lips enveloping your dick and his warm cum filled insides pulsing around it. Its the best feeling in the word.
âOough-n-no sârough nghhâ, he claws on the bedsheets which were stained with his tears and cum. His sobs only further fuelling your desire while you trail kisses down his spine.
His pussy hurts so bad, his clit is all puffy and numb, evident of your abuse on it, yet he still cant be fulfilled. He wants it to hurt like hell. He wants his womb to be filled to the brink, wants you to impregnate him so that all your attention is on him.
Then he wouldnât need to act like a brat or an attention whore every single minute of the day.
You take both of his arms and pin it to his back, trying to drill into him using them as a leverage. You moan out seeing how his red, scarred ass shakes up and down everytime you slap your hips against his like a feral animal.
Taking your dick all out and then plunging it all in in every thrust, he chokes out whorish cries. You were splitting him open mercilessly and he could just moan and take your entire cock in like a fucking cocksleeve.
Guttural moans and whimpers can be heard from childe as his entire body is being treated like a ragdoll. âAh fuck my pretty cumslut is being so good todayâ, you laugh out knowing he loves being called that.
His wrist is now bruising because of your tight grip on them, just like his hips and the rest of his body. Your tip is kissing his womb, balls slapping against his wet sopping cunt.
Pearls of slick dripping down his thighs, as you see your cock disappear in him and appear again. His hips are trembling with shock, trying to keep up with your rough pace. Ah fuck he is so lewd, you think.
He can hardly keep conscious. You have cum so many times in him, he could barely keep it all inside. Poor pup doesnât want even a bit of your cum to leak out, he wants to savor it all in. But not to worry, you dont plan on stopping soon anytime.
âFuck, youâre squeezing down on me again, ugh am gonna cumâ, you rasp out, your hips picking up pace as you pounded into him with such intensity, childe could see stars in his eyes.
âOoughh fuckfuckfuckfuck ugh cu-cumminâ, his eyes rolling in his skull and his whorish moans getting desperately loud. He could only blabber nonsensically as his voice was nothing but squeaks. And just like that, you came with him.
Drops of water spraying all over the bedsheet while the trembling ginger spasms in your arms, his toes curling and his mouth open in a silent scream. He had squirted once again tonight.
You shut your eyes, his pussy creaming around your cock as his cunt is sucking you further in, and you groan out.
You let go of his arms and his weak body plops on the bed. Taking your dick out you saw the gooey filthy cum drip out of his hole in massive amounts, he was really filled to the brim. He whined on feeling the loss of your cock and the warm cum oozing out.
Your fingers spreading apart his lips and see the sticky cum coating his pretty pink folds and the inside of his gaping hole. You were quite big, after all.
Placing a kiss on his shuddering ass cheeks, you softly kneaded it. âDonât worry baby, ill take care of you after i wreck youâ.
Flipping him on his back, you grabbed his hips and entered inside him in a single thrust, choking out a hoarse moan from childe. âBut am not done wrecking you yetâ, you huff before pounding into him again as childe continues to scream your name.
Looks like you both have to take the next day off.
#.phew#dom reader#childe smut#sub childe#.rizzler#genshin impact#sub genshin#sub genshin impact#genshin smut#am downbad for this man#.childe
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People who would suffer at NRC
Each dorm has at least one of these students and god help them. This is very self-indulgent and each trait applies to me. If you relate, then rip to the both of us.
No proof-reading, we rawdog this shit. Word count: ~1300 Notes: no gendered pronouns for reader. mentions of ADHD, depression, and anxiety. mentions of illness. no romantic relationships
Heartslabyul
People with ADHD. Rip to us fr.
You'd forget at least a handful of rules a day, but it's really not your fault. Riddle better get off your case istg.
The ones who are more devoted to remaining productive make big colorful signs all over the damn place.
In their own rooms would be stuff like a box that says "keys and wallet go here" or a sign by the door with a checklist of what they need before they go, like homework or textbooks.
There are signs in common areas, too. They'll say stuff like curfew times or reminders of jobs that need to be done around the dorm.
There's always backlash if Riddle tries to take them down for being an eyesore because not only do they help ADHD students remember what needs to be done but students without ADHD, too. No sane person is gonna be thinking about feeding flamingos 24/7.
Savanaclaw
People with asthma. Place is dusty as shit. And hot. And humid at times.
I'm surprised the beastman students haven't taken any measure to seal off the inside of the dorm to prevent and from getting in. Guess everyone doesn't mind inhaling dust straight into their lungs.
Not to mention regular exercise is a dorm-wide tradition. Shoutout to my fellow mile walkers <3
If you have asthma and a dander/dust allergy, I'd just drop out tbh.
People who easily overheat/sweat. Double rip to us.
Get ready to go back and forth with your dormmates about smelling bad after sweating. It's a common occurrence. Someone sasses you, you sass back, and you're friends again 3 minutes later.
Everyone will think you're dying when you're dripping sweat after some stretches outside. No, you're not tired, you're just hot.
Octavinelle
People who are bad at math/bad with money. Listen.
The dorm isn't full of people who are as business minded as Azul, but there are students that offer accounting help for a fee. Negotiate that fee for the love of god.
Thankfully, you won't be scammed out of house and home because:
(1) it's generally frowned upon to scam people within Octavinelle; you don't hurt one of your own. It's about loyalty.
(2) someone is likely to take pity on you and will throw you a bone, telling you about a huge sale or where to find good job opportunities.
People who are gullible. Once again, double rip.
And once again, thank the lucky stars that loyalty is such a big thing here so you might be tricked into doing someone's job for them like mopping the Lounge, but nothing that would hurt you too badly.
If a study partner tries to feed you false information for shiggles, that'll get shut down real quick by another student. If your grades go down, then the whole dorm goes with you.
Good thing that doesn't happen often, and Azul offers his study guides for a highly discounted price to his own.
Scarabia
People who don't do well with sudden changes in temperature. Man, listen.
Hellishly hot during the day and even more hellishly cold at night. Dante would be thrilled.
God forbid you have any athletic activities close to sunset because you'll have to shower off that sweat quick before you freeze to death.
If anyone has a problem with the sound of the hairdryer after sundown, they're just gonna have to deal with it or risk catching your inevitable cold.
Speaking of, if sudden changes in temperature make you sick, double rip. I know your pain.
Kalim may not be able to come see you in person, but if he finds out you're sick, he'll send meds and some warm food. If that food was made by Jamil, then you owe him one.
You don't wanna owe him one.
If you need to leave your room after sundown, you're going to do it wrapped up with a blanket over your head. If someone mistakes you for a ghoul, that's their own problem.
Pomefiore
People with depression. Listen. Someone without depression could find it hard to keep such a strict regimen day in and day out; do not expect too much out of us.
If you think that means you're getting out of it, though, you'd be wrong.
Group accountability is a thing here. If you need help sticking to your routine, you're getting it. You can't refuse.
You're all going to be beautiful together, goddammit.
If that chronic fatigue be hittin ya, you might get a pass for a few steps of your routine. But if a particularly caring dormmate decides you have to do the full routine and straight up does it for you, lol.
Depending on how you view that sort of help, it might be really nice. Or maybe a little humiliating.
The dorm kitchen is only going to have healthy ready-made snacks. So if it's a day where you can't cook or go all the way to the cafeteria, that is what you're working with. Either that or you crawl your way over the the Shop for a candy bar.
Ignihyde
People who struggle with technology. Yes there are young people who aren't great with technology. We exist. Mind your business.
No matter how many classes you take teaching you how to use MagExcel, it never sticks for long. Even if you pass the exams, all your knowledge leaves to go buy milk by the time the week is over.
You're gonna need to interrupt people's gaming sessions to ask for help. It may annoy them, but you're doing it anyway because you refuse the reinvent the wheel 12 times.
People who prefer paper over screens. Call me old fashioned but staring at screens all day Hurts My Eyes.
You'd get physical copies of your textbooks if you could, but those free pdfs your classmates pass around are too tempting to pass up. They're free, for god's sake.
You also might be limited to board games on game nights. They're not bad, but there's not a whole lot you can do with them. You're a wiz at Cards Against Reality tho.
Every so often Ignihyde has a dorm-wide game night where everyone sits around in the common room with their headphones in, playing their own games. Together.
Though the board game players are in the next room. Oddly enough, they're the rowdiest of the bunch, and it sounds like they have the most fun by the way they're yelling and cheering.
You have seen some nerd fights start over a game of Ichi.
Diasomnia
People who have anxiety. One, Lilia is a menace. Two, your housewarden is the Malleus Draconia. Meep.
Whether it's Lilia or Malleus you run into, it feels like your heart will explode at any time.
Not to mention it's so dark in and outside of the building for no good reason. What's a fella gotta do to get some fucking sunlight in here? You're sick of worrying about what could be behind every corner.
You once wondered if Malleus needed a UV/heat lamp, but knew better than to ask. That doesn't mean you're not curious, though.
People who dislike loud sounds. I don't think I have to explain this one.
At first you thought that staying near Silver meant that you'd be staying away from Sebek, but that wasn't the case and you were at a loss as to what to do.
Then you tried going in the other direction whenever you saw Malleus, but all that did was send Sebek after you personally, asking very loudly why you did not want to be around Lord Malleus.
At one point, you got sick of his shit and muzzled him via magic. Then Malleus showed up and you were all oh shit. But then all he did was chuckle about how you were getting along so well. You took that to mean he wouldn't ever stop you from muzzling Sebek.
You were right.
#twst#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#twisted wonderland headcanons#twst headcanons#twisted wonderland imagines#twst imagines#missy writes#gender neutral reader
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MAL BERTHA ; dating headcanons
summary ; dating hcs w mal
warnings ; language
disclaimers ; I had a "reader is an ak" mindset on this so sorry if it's very leaning on that bar đ
word count ; 454
masterlist
she has serious mommy issues and never learned how to properly show affection / love someone so she's kinda learning all that stuff for the first time
you're each other's therapists
she's always doing everything she can to protect you
she just can't go through losing you / allowing you to get hurt đ
she's not very experienced with any disabilities / illnesses of any kind so she's learning the best she can for you
if you're deaf, she learned sign language for you and changed her whole life to accommodate for you
she doesn't like captions/subtitles on the TV but if you want them on, she will never take them off because she wants you to be included & comfortable
she's not the biggest on pda but she'll hold your hand in stuff cause â¤ď¸
she's so down bad but she tries to gaslight herself into not liking you / think you don't like her back
girl how oblivious are you...
you're the one who asked her out w the help of her friends
you made her chocolate cupcakes with purple icing and everything
she was so flattered yet so confused
you got yourself a gf tho!!
she loves sweet little presents over random big ones, it's the thought that counts
she only uses magic when it's for good, she's not trying to change herself for you at all
like for little things, to help you, to save you both time, etc
she loves sharing belts and bracelets with you
and she loves dressing you in a more vk style if you're an ak
if you're a vk, she's always pushing you to dress a bit more like an ak (less leather, more cloth) because it suits you well
she's not super into music so you're sharing music with her, not the other way around
back to gift giving, it's her love language
so is quality time đđ
she thinks you're the funniest person on the planet istg
she's always telling you little random facts and things she knows as well
if dizzy doesn't have time for her in her schedule, she's going to you to get her hair styled
she doesn't care if you can't style hair, you're doing it either way
she's usually a tough, smart vk or a humble, selfless ak
but with you, she's just herself
no need to impress anyone or keep up appearances, she's just unapologetically herself
she needs to laze around? you're joining her
she accidently burnt the food? she's coming right to you, no need to hide it
she had a lot of relationship anxiety at first but she slowly leaned out of it when she realized not everyone is as judgey with high expectations of her like her mother
#lowkeyrobin#đŚ anon#gn reader#gender neutral reader#they/them reader#descendants x reader#descendants x gn reader#mal bertha x reader#mal x reader#dove cameron x reader#dating headcanons
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there is nothing wrong with permashifting/respawing
slight tw for suic!d3 mentioned
now iâm kinda stating the obvious with this one but i donât think ive ever actually explained my thoughts and opinions on it before.
first off, permashifting and respawning are not the same. so wtf is the difference??? well permashifting is shifting to a different reality and making that your cr (current reality) BUT you still have connections to your or (original reality). while respawning is again, shifting to different reality and making that your cr but you have zero connections to your or. so theyâre kinda the same but theyâre different as well.
some people share pretty strong opinions on them both saying shit like âitâs unhealthy you canât escape your cr blah blah blahâ well im gonna tell you right now that thatâs absolute bullshit. you can see shifting as an escape from your cr there isnât anything wrong with that. it becomes an issue and unhealthy when you see shifting as something thatâs above you. as long as you donât think that, then there isnât an issue.
the people saying that bs shouldnât even be worried about you in the first place cause itâs YOUR journey, not theirs. if it was unhealthy then thatâs your own fault so it shouldnât concern them at all. istg shifters are some of the NOSIEST mfs i know. especially the mfs that consider themselves the âshifting policeâ like bffr why tf are we limiting realities??????? thereâs literally an INFINITE amount of them. there is no such thing as ârealisticâ because everything is realistic. thatâs a whole different topic for another time so i wonât get too much into it now (iâll make another post on it one day)
now one thing that people (ESPECIALLY shifttok/new shifters) think has to happen in order to respawn is that you have to kill off your or self (original reality self). ABSOLUTELY NOT. YOU DO NOT HAVE TO KILL OFF YOUR OR SELF IN ORDER TO RESPAWN. i donât know where the hell people got that idea from but itâs totally false cause respawning just means making a new reality your cr and forgetting about your or. donât do it, itâs unnecessary just set the intention to not shift back to your or itâs literally as simple as that.
i donât think i have anything else to add but if i do come up with smth ill ofc add it to the post. anyways thatâs my take on permashifting and respawning đ¤ˇđžââď¸
#shiftblr#reality shifting#desired reality#shifting#black shifters#shifters#shifting realities#shifting blog#shifting community#shifting antis dni#tw sui mentioned
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ames you are COOKING (or should i say, planting???lol) SO HARD with the flower language prompts, đđđđđâ¨â¨am really out here sobbing and crying over them like im watering these flowers with my Tears lol
so here i am requesting for these prompts: rosemary, begonia, pink camellia, dark crimson rose, purple hyacinth, blue salvia, zinnia
i picked these based on your initial tag about Maleficia and zinnia flower,,,, I SEE THE VISION so im requesting it now lol but also picked on prompts that reminded of Meleanor and Malleus,,, đi think therapy bills should be forwarded to Draconias instead, istg all they ever do is be in grief and loss /lhđ
if its too many, please feel free to choose whichever prompt you like and take your time in writing !! âşď¸đđšâ¨â¨
Ohhh I did my best here I promise LMAOOO. I tied in some easter eggs with other works i've done (namely Monody, Stasis, and Labours Gained). I hope you enjoy my absolute monstrous dump about Maleficia, whom I will die on a hill for tyvm
EMPTY CHAIRS
Inc: Maleficia, Meleanor, Levan, Lilia, Malleus (whole gang wow) WC: 4.2k :))) Warnings: Just some death, but I swear it ends on a happy note this time. Flowers: Begonia (How ghosts help the living live a little), Pink Camellia (Where I notice your absence the most), Dark Crimson Rose (The grave I visit everyday), Purple Hyacinth (The worst pain of my whole life and how it healed⌠multiple times) , Zinnia (The seats at the table and how they eventually became empty⌠multiple times) Summary: Moments where Maleficia was convinced her family was cursed, and a few times she truly wished this to not be the case.
A mother's love for her child is like nothing else in the world. It knows no law, no pity. It dares all things and crushes down remorselessly all that stands in its path.
Their family may be cursed.Â
For many decades now Maleficia had toyed with the possibility of such a matter in her mind. It had first passed briefly with the death of her fatherâthe second monarch to take over after the initial uprisingâand the subsequent death of her mother a few weeks later. No one was surprised when she went. Her grief for the loss of her love had been so profound that it had flooded Briar Nation, drowning both cattle and crops in her dismay. Maleficia had postponed her own coronation as the cleanup occurred. It felt ill-boding to be crowned while bodies were floating down the mountain pass.Â
The thought had returned once more when her husband vanished at sea, leaving her with a newborn hatchling on her own. Her love had been a strong headed man with adventure burning in his bloodâit had been what drew her to him to begin with. That, and he was the only ex-sailor she knew who was bold enough to try and hold her for ransom. Wiping the deck with him had captured his heartâand the fact that he had been a dragon settled the Senate to a degree. But the sea is a fickle mistress, and although her love had skill and he had drive, even the most knowledgeable of sailors can never predict its next move.Â
She had not flooded Briar Nation like her mother had, and she had held herself together before her people, although the empty space in her bed and at the dinner table deepened the wound nightly. It was in the quiet moments alone when it was just her and Meleanor that she felt his absence the strongest.Â
In the beginning she loathed him for leaving her. Whenever she cradled their daughter as the hatchling shrieked and protested, blowing flame, and biting for flesh, she loathed him. Whenever she dealt with the Senate or another disaster befalling the Nation, she loathed him.Â
But when Meleanor learned to fly, learned to run, and shifted into her two-legged form for the first time, the hatred began to fade. Because although he had vanished into the mists on a voyage destined to fail, he had left her with the greatest treasure she could ever haveâand for that alone she could hold no ill will.Â
Perhaps this sentimentality is why when Meleanor dragged a thin, sickly-looking bat into the halls of Black Scale, Maleficia heard her out.
âPlease let him stay!â The princess had asked, green eyes wide as she grasped her motherâs skirts. âPlease, mother!â
The other child had shrunk behind Meleanor, but shadows could not hide the burning defiance in the boy's eyesâa gaze of confrontation, and one that nothing truly innocent should hold. This is why she lacked the heart to say no. She quietly hoped that Lilia, as she would name him, would be the one to slay whatever reaper was following themâthat the burning anger she had seen would ignite a fire that would cleanse the family of its suffocating misery.Â
With the presence of Meleanor, Lilia, and eventually Levan, the silent table Maleficia had sat at for so long soon became a place of raucous conversation again. Although she found herself scolding the three children more than once (especially Levan for his non-subtle attempts at discarding food), the lingering warmth she would feel as she gazed at the trio made her confident that this family curse was on the bend.Â
Naturally, it didnât last.Â
The first time she heard of the Silver Owls, Meleanor was 200 years old and more focused on warding off suitors than an unmarked ship. Maleficia had allowed her daughter to indulge by instead consulting with an advisor alone in the dark of her office. The concern lingering in the advisor's words would grow to haunt her.
âPerhaps it is temporary?â She posited, trying her best to remain optimistic on the matter. Plenty of people came and went from Cape Sunrise. A single unmarked ship with a few scraggly sailorâs was not something she felt the need to stress over. The advisor seemed doubtful on the matter.
âBut they have tools. Items designed to dig up our soil,â they had insisted, but Maleficia dismissed the concerns with a wave and a blase response.Â
âLet them try. They will not be able to break the first layer of our land.âÂ
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The first one to leave the table had been Levan. There were many soldiers and nobles who vanished before he did but, selfishly, he was the first one that Maleficia really felt the absence of. Levan had grown up from a non-confrontational child to her son-in-law, a general of the princess and a father to the future heir. His compassion had not faded despite the years of war that now tore the Nation apart. Maleficia knew this by the way she came across him one night, cradling his egg so gently while murmuring against its shell.Â
When he had noticed her, he had not corrected himself; if anything, he held the egg even closer. They had not exchanged too many words that night, but she sat next to him on the bench in the gardens, the silence speaking volume of her support to his decisions.Â
âYou will return.â It was not a questionâit was a demand. Her voice held the authority of a queen who had seen many, many losses in her long life. Levan had remained silent for a moment longer as his lips brushed against the shell of her grandson's egg.Â
âAlways,â was the promise he made, and the last words Maleficia heard from him. When they didnât receive notice for several days after he left, the conclusion was drawn that he was either dead, or the closest one could be to it. Meleanor held herself well in lieu of this information, as had Maleficia.Â
But the empty seat felt an ill omen.Â
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The next one to leave the table had been Meleanor. When she was younger, she used to rest her head on Maleficiaâs lap as her mother had fixed her hair. She would ramble on about her day and what she got up to with the two boys in the nonsensical fashion that many children do. Maleficia had listened with amusement, although her mind had always been half-focused on what she needed to do for her meetings the next day.
The regret of not giving Meleanor her full, undivided attention sunk in deep when she felt her daughterâs magic cut off. The bond in their family was intrinsically woven to allow them to get a sense of whether the other members were still alive. If asked, Maleficia might say itâs something of a dragon trait. Most of the time it served to be a blessing to allow her to know her family is alive and well.Â
When it cut off mid-emergency meeting, the abruptness had been so profound that she nearly collapsed then and there. Her breath had hitched, her words stuttering to a stop as she stared wide-eyed at the Senate members surrounding her. At first, she hoped it was simply a flukeâa disruption in the magicâuntil she didnât feel it return and the horrible, tar-like panic of a mother when her child goes missing welled up in her heart. She was tearing out of the room before any of the Senate members even had a chance to speak, screaming for her guards and her soldiers to tell her what was going on at Wild Rose.Â
Her daughter, who spent her childhood running through the forests and laughing in the face of suitors. Her daughter, whose hair she would braid and then re-braid again when the girl somehow got burs in it. Her daughter, who was set to become a mother herself and experience all the precious moments Maleficia had.Â
Her daughter, whose body wasnât even recovered at the end of it all.Â
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The final one to leave the table was Lilia. In wake of the princesses passing, Malleusâ egg was put in the cradle tower, and Maleficia was designated to spirit him into hatching. She felt the faint connection of their magic from within the thick shell that guarded his body. His warmth, the subtle movements he made; they were all indicators that he was still alive and well despite his tumultuous arrival.
But Maleficia didnât know if he would oblige. Hatchlings often needed the love of both parents to be shepherded forwardâand Maleficia, now over eight hundred years old, already felt the strain of her magic from the conflicts going on in her Nation. There was no doubt that she held love for her grandsonâbut a lingering fear that her love wouldnât be enough burned in her mind. This is what made her turn to Lilia, to send him on his quest around the world to try and find an additional means to bring the young prince forward.
For the first few decades, it worked well. Maleficia held the egg on a nightly basis and poured as much of her love and magic into it as she could. The egg consumed it all in a greedy fashion, demanding more every time she returned to the tower. One would think that Malleus was starving within by the way he pulled, and tore, and ripped at her powers to fuel his own development.Â
Then he ceased feeding. She recalls the first night it happened; everything had been going well, until the connection was suddenly severed, and the green glow within the egg dulled back into a faint tint of color. Maleficia had initially dismissed it as a one-off event. Until it happened again, and again, and again.Â
Thereâs a curious sense of panic that fills someone when they do everything they can to no avail. The panic she felt came in the form of a privatized breakdown in the tower. For many decades now Maleficia had toyed with the possibility of a curse in her mind. Now, she was beginning to consider that it was not her family who was cursed, but rather just herself.Â
First it came for her father, and her mother shortly after. Then, when it grew hungry again, it ate through her husband and that of her daughters. Then it came for Meleanor herself, and now whatever reaper followed them was looming over her shoulder as she held Malleusâ egg and begged him to take something.Â
Pleas fell from the lips of a monarch as she rocked the egg, stroked its shell so softly, whispering to just eat a little more, just take a little more. But the egg had remained as cold and aloof as it had for several nights now. Her desperation mounted in an order to Baul to summon Lilia backâto slay whatever reaper was following them before it pried the last of her bloodline from her hands.Â
Her hopes of his role as the vanquisher of death came in an explosive hatching that she was informed of after it occurred. When she requested for Lilia to be brought to Black Scale to be reinstated in his role in his efforts, the Senate had then informed her that Lilia Vanrouge would never step foot in the capital again.
And so, in a span of mere moments, the final seat was emptiedâand Maleficia found herself alone once more.Â
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Grandchildren are the best reminders of the beauty and innocence of childhood.
When Malleus was first brought to her after he hatched, she didnât want to touch him. The purple hue of his stomach and the way his green gaze darted around, drinking in the new world he emerged to, reminded her so much of Meleanor that she wanted to laugh at the cruel irony. The hurt that smouldered in her heart ignited back into a flame that found her turning a cold shoulder to the hatchling.Â
âGo clean him. He has amniotic fluid all over.â She remembers ordering, voice deceptively calm for the turmoil happening within. The wet nurse that was hired obliged as the hatchling shrieked and protested the frequently changing environment around him. His cries made Maleficia clench her jaw tighter as she stared resolutely at the battle plans drawn before her, her hands gripping the table enough to turn her knuckles white.Â
A few times she went to him in the beginning. The encounters lasted only as long as Maleficia could tolerate seeing how similar he looked to Meleanor before she would depart and leave him in the care of his wet nurse once more. Guilt fought with anger in her heart about the circumstances that she found herself in and her inability to overcome them. She could feel the ghost of her daughter chastising her in the corner for being so cowardly in her approach.Â
The breakthrough arrived when Malleus became ill. Grievesâa fever-like condition that affected fae children in particularâresulted in Maleficia sitting with her grandson one night as the exhausted wet nurse was excused for a long overdue break. She held him on her lap in the dark as his small form fought his fever, whispering how the stars that looked down from above were the eyes of the people who loved him, keeping him safe in this world. Her voice had cracked as she spoke, and it was only when a small whine left him did she realize she was hugging him tight to her body.Â
âI am so sorry,â she had choked out, unsure if the apology was for the hold she had or the neglect she had given so far. âPlease forgive me.â
Malleus had twisted in her arms, small wings fluttering before he settled himself down and began to doze. He had already forgotten what upset him to begin with. She wished it would always be that wayâbut she knew that was nothing but a vague hope.Â
She loathed Meleanor for leaving. Whenever she cradled Malleus as the hatchling threw his tantrums, blowing flame, and biting for flesh as all children seem to do, she loathed her. Whenever she dealt with another part of the war or signed another treaty alone, she loathed her.Â
But when Malleus scrambled onto her lap mid-Senate meeting, chased after courtiers, and flew for the first time (admittedly, into a flock of pigeons), Maleficia loved her. Because although like her father she had vanished in an ill-fated decision, she had left a small reminder that she was never truly gone. Maleficia could comfort Malleus, could see the ghost of his mother in his clever little eyes, and for that alone she could hold no ill will.Â
Meleanorâs death had proved to be far worse than anything elseâbut her gift of the small dragon in her lap felt like the first steps towards recovery again. So, she had kissed between his horns that night and promised to herself that she would do all that she could to give him a future free of the misery that plagued their family thus far.Â
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In the aftermath, she spent time with him whenever she could. Via dinners, via having him sit in on meetings, via walks in the gardensâwhenever she could, she would be there. However, despite her newfound presence changing some things for the better, she remained unable to quell the curiosity that burned in her grandson's mind.Â
She found him in the mausoleum once. He was standing on the toes of his mother with his small hand touching her stone-carved face. Maleficia had not been to the mausoleum since the boy hatched so many years ago. The raw memories still stirred in her heart and seeing him look up at his mother with such a gaze of innocent adoration did nothing but unsettle her more.Â
When he noticed her, his face had lit up into a smile as he hopped back down and pointed up to one of the other statues. âThis is grandfather?âÂ
Maleficiaâs gaze slid to where he was pointing. A strong jaw, a dangerous glint in stone-etched eyes, and a faint smirk painted the picture of the man she had once loved and held so dearly many years ago. Maleficia nodded. Malleus, taking this as encouragement, then ran back to the other statue he had been touching with his small hands.Â
âAnd this is mother?âÂ
Again, Maleficia nodded. The painful similarities between Malleus and his mother were more apparent when they were side to side. If Maleficia were to squint, she could mistake Malleus as a younger Meleanor: the same horns, same hair length, even the same streak of mischief that got both into so much trouble.Â
Malleus had hummed thoughtfully before stepping down again. âDo you miss them?âÂ
A deceptively innocent question. Of course she missed them. All she had left of her family was one grandson and three empty coffins: a husband at sea, a daughter in the hands of humans, and a son-in-law somewhere in the moors. âI do,â she offered back. âI miss them greatly.âÂ
Malleus had asked her why, then. Children like him were filled with innocence and wonder about the world. He had no knowledge of the bodies that were lost, or the tragedies that had predicated his birth. Her reply did nothing but fuel an unease in the boy, for moments after she offered it, he ran back to her and threw his small arms around her waist.
When he hugged her, he clung with a ferocity that was baffling for his size. Her hands rested on his head and stroked his hair soothingly as she had done with Meleanor many times before she guided him away from the tombs and the memory of family he never met.
She should visit them more often now.Â
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She rediscovers that thereâs a privilege in watching someone grow. Liliaâs gradual return into their lives helps ease the stress of raising a child again in her older age, which is partially why she turns a blind eye every time Malleus slips out of the palace to visit the man. Sheâs honoured to observe in a more passive manner the way her grandson changes and grows as a person. She watches him go from spiteful towards humans to more amiable with the arrival of Liliaâs adopted son. As he grows before her eyes, she begins to see less of Meleanor and Levan in his features and more of just Malleusâthe quiet, albeit arrogant, boy that was hers.Â
Time goes by faster as she ages alongside him. One moment heâs clinging to her skirts, and the next heâs off to NRC, and then finally, 178 years have passed like the blink of an eye. She used to bemoan how slow time wasâand now she wishes it to ease off a bit.
Sheâs sitting in the gazebo in the gardens for reprieve, a novel in hand as the screaming of insects choruses a song for her amusement. The aroma of flowers surrounds her and for a moment she feels utter peace in the world. The summer is ending and there are no celebrations or events to concern herself with. For the first time in what feels like eons, Maleficia Draconia can breathe.Â
The sound of someone approaching puts a pause in this.Â
She lowers her book to peer over at whoever is coming, hoping silently it isnât an advisor or a courtier seeking out an audience on the sly. Fortunately, the sight of two horns and a scowling face turning the corner nullifies this as she turns back to her book.Â
âFinally decided to see the sun?â She muses as she hears him stepping onto the gazebo platform. She waits for his response, but only comes to feel surprised when Malleus kneels by where she sits and does something that he hasnât done in a long time nowâhe places his head in her lap. At his age, his body is too tall now to really kneel efficiently at her side, but by the gods does the boy try as he hits his head right down. Her hand comes up on instinct to brush strands of his dark hair behind his ear as he looks over the gardens, his shoulders tense with stress.Â
Theyâre silent for a moment, listening to the sounds of screaming insects from beyond before Malleus speaks.
âThe gardens look atrocious.â
Maleficia raises an eyebrow as she lowers her book to look at where heâs staring. Her hand continues to stroke his head soothingly as she huffs a soft laugh. âOur groundskeepers are going for a more âuntamedâ look this season.â
âI have counted twenty-six thistles in the minute I have been here.â Malleus shoots back as his hand comes to rest by his face. âItâs late in the season. They might be growing lazy.â
 âNonsense. You know how hard working they are. You spent ample amounts of time with them when you were younger.â She fails to hide the smile teasing on her lips with this comment. Malleusâ temper tantrums had landed him in more than enough problems in his youth. Problems which were often rectified by a gentle lesson of how hard it is to fix up his messesâgarden destruction included.Â
Malleus deigns her with a unprincely snort in response. They fall back into a warm silence as she keeps her hand on his head and returns her attention to her book. She knows that something is on his mind, but she retains her silence both to give him an opportunity to speak, and to enjoy the moment that theyâre having. In the privacy of the garden, they can get away with this rare display of familial affection.Â
She feels him sigh as his eyes flutter close before he speaks up. âDo you ever feel⌠unease?âÂ
âUnease?â She hums quietly as she turns a page. âOn many occasions I have, yes. Unease tends to go hand in hand with some of the things I have dealt with.âÂ
She knows he doesnât mean in the sense of his royal duties. Malleus is an unusually quiet and introverted boyâbut she had noticed him being more so the past week as summer began to inch towards its end. He opens his eyes and sighs again before withdrawing to sit back on his knees.Â
Maleficia wisely closes her book and sets it down before affixing him with as stern of a look as she can muster without chuckling. âSighing and moping in the corners does little to aid me in providing advice.âÂ
Malleusâ gaze goes upwards to stare at the ceiling of the gazebo before his expression drops to a pout. âI am feeling reluctant to return to NRC.â
âOh? And why is that?âÂ
Maleficia quietly reaches her hand out to brush his bangs back from his forehead, revealing the scale pattern beneath. Malleusâ eyes flutter shut at the gesture as his pout remains present.
âThree years have passed now, and I have yet to feel included in the school environment. Spending my days with those I already know from here hardly feels like an efficient use of time.â His jaw clenches. âEvery effort I make to form any sort of connection to others feels like itâs a pointless endeavour at this rate.â
âMalleus, you must be patient with these things. It takes time for people to warm up to the likes of us. You must simply continue being yourself, and the right people will make the effort to get to know you. I understand it may seem upsetting right now, but you must simply keep trying your best.â A faint smile touches her lips despite the worry gnawing at her heart. She wishes she could do more, but she also understands that these are things he must figure out himself. âYouâre going to this school to gain new experiences and see the world beyond our little Valley without the Senate looming over you. Things will work out in the end.âÂ
Malleusâ body seems to relax at her words as he opens his eyes again. His expression eases to his usual neutral look as he nods slightly. â... yes, I suppose you are correct.â
âI often am.â She pinches his cheek lightly, causing the scowl to immediately return to his face as he jerks to avoid her grasp, making her laugh in turn. âBesides, are you not excited to see Lilia, Silver, and Sebek more often again? Well. More often than you do already.â
A pointed look has him averting her gaze as she picks her book up again. His demeanour reminds her of Meleanor, but the similarities no longer ache when she considers them. This was Malleusâher grandson, not his mother, nor his fatherâand she was eager to see the person he was still destined to become. âNow, you should be packing, should you not? We donât need the crisis we had last year where we were all hunting down books for you last minute.âÂ
Malleus groans softly before rising to his feet and brushing his pants off. He presses a brief kiss to her forehead, coaxing another smile from her lips before he pulls away.Â
âYes, grandmother,â he grumbles with all the moodiness of an embarrassed teenage boy, and Maleficia canât help but feel happiness at seeing it. Cursed or not, she will continue to enjoy these moments of joy as long as she may have them.
#twst#twst fanfiction#maleficia draconia#malleus draconia#lilia vanrouge#meleanor draconia#levan draconia#40 min spent on deciding a header alone#'hey amy she hasnt even been in the game yet' and?#listen maleficia may be 0% in-game but she is 100% in my brain thank u#obviously some flexibility with the facts here idk who malleus' grandpa is or what maleficias thoughts were during malleus' upbringing#but AAAAAAA listen... her.#lian i hope i did u proud i even made it a happy ending LMAO
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