#isawyou

[wolfertinger]

its deeply frustrating and infuriating that wis and salemconstantly deflects accountability and refuses to engage with the real issues. especially when theyve been called out multiple times for their harmful behaviors. Isawyers tried to have honest conversations with both wis and salem, but instead of acknowledging their own faults or even answering his questions, they just turn everything back on him and try to shift the blame. theyev clearly been minimizing his concerns and pushing the narrative that hes the problem, even though hes laid out specific issues and tried to explain his side.

what gets to me is how theyve ignored the severity of situations when its not directly affecting them. its easy for them to dismiss sawyers experiences and the experiences of others until they personally feel the heat, and that speaks volumes about their lack of genuine accountability. it seems like theyre more interested in protecting their image and deflecting the blame rather than owning up to their actions. especially salem with his behavior towards sawyer and other victims. his refusal to believe others until the situation directly impacts him makes it clear that his so-called desire for accountability is pretty shallow.

and to add to that, the way they both engage in this behavior of blocking sawyer and then indirectly stalking his content is creepy. it shows a lack of respect for boundaries and an unwillingness to let things go, despite him having made it clear he wanted no further contact. its almost like they need to keep tabs on hiim, possibly to control the narrative or continue vilifying him. its manipulative and unsettling, and honestly, it seems like their attempt to keep themselves out of the wrong, even when they know the truth is much more complicated than theyre willing to admit.

i really feel for sawyer having to deal with all of this. having people ignore his lived experiences while they try to twist things to fit their own narrative is exhausting. its not okay for them to continue denying, lying, and playing the victim while putting him in a position where he has to constantly defend himself. hes been clear, hes been transparent, and its not his fault they cant handle the truth. at the end of the day, people like them only end up digging deeper holes for themselves, and the more they try to silence others or paint them as the enemy, the more their behavior gets exposed.

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[maachine]

motorvehiclecollosion trying to reblog this but they have me blocked as well #FAIL #ISAWYOU

Im blocked by your mutuals mutual Im blocked by your favorite mutual Im blocked by your mutuals mutuals mutual Im blocked by your step mutual Im blocked by your favourite image reblog account Im blocked by your favourite text post account Im blocked by your favourite gimmick blog When will this end

[serenasdaydream]

Favorite Line: "I wonder if you'll come and visit me again." 

 Why I Like It: I love listening to this song while I'm driving during golden hour. I have a precious memory of sitting on the beach with my family, while this was playing on my phone. We buried my dad in sand and laughed as a family with no cares. It was beautiful, like this song. 

 Image Used: https://pin.it/4hF5WEL

[erwinpapa]

I Saw You, 2017. New colors. Original colors in second image. #isawyou #drawing #illustration (at Long Beach, California) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bz_wFQWHj0i/?igshid=6fezdsjeusd1

[ashymcgee]

My God, . @gamebredfighter reminds me of all those lying boyfriends I had in LA. . Catch 'em right in the act? They give the sweetest smile and still lie. Evidence doesn't matter. . "I was never there! Gotta believe me, Babe!" . Mama used to say: . "Cake may taste good at first, but all it will do is leave you with a thick waistline and regrets." . #ufc #ufc239 #mma #boyfriendmemes #busted #isawyou #itwasntme #gaslighting #men #noguilt #gonnadowhattheywanna (at Liar's Club) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bzqq1qfHda-/?igshid=rs83vf14g55b

[whosxafraid]

Sweetness. Heat. The sizzling of oil. He knows these things. Can process them for what they are. What help him pin point...well whatever or who ever this being is before him now. Lent over a pan with some kind of food popping away inside it. He's leery of that sound. The popping that is. And maybe despite how harmless this person seems...feet back up a fraction of an inch. Hide it behind the concept of holey boots resettling his weight. But his ears betray him when the person speaks. Bowing outward ever so to catch every facet of the voice that carries the questions.

Can I help you? The slathering sound of the dark licking its lips sends a shiver through his brain, as it echos and sloshes about inside his skull.

Do you want some? F'she be offerin' oi' dunna see d'harm. She can be livin' wi't one arm aye?

"Shutup."

The command pushed out between his lips as his head twitches at an odd angle. A crack in his neck. Green and black closing against the images festering in the dark's imagination. He doesn't want to hurt anyone else. Doesn't want to---his face skews up into something of a grimace. Feet shifting a bit more. The idea of turning away. The good idea that would be glaringly obvious to him. And yet...

The smell of the bread. The sound of her voice. He has to know. He has to know if his madness is just getting worse or if---

"Isawyou."

It's run together, mumbled--could be passed off as inane babble. Has been on more than one occasion. Because all people see is someone big, in dirty clothes. And all of them make the same assumption, even some of his fellow homeless. That he's an addict on a bad trip. And while that isn't perhaps so untrue on the days he can afford such luxuries...today isn't one of those days. He's been sober for weeks now. And maybe that shows in the lines of his face. And how his eyes glint with a kind of madness that Lovecraft would have paid for with his soul.

A breath. Two. He's got to say something else. Anything else. He needs to know. More so than his nose and his sight have given him. Which is to say this is the face of the person he'd seen in his dream. But how could that be? He's never been one to see the future. That wasn't his schick. That had been someone else...someone...blue?

Blueberries t'soi'ze o' wreckin' balls, boyo.

He flinches. Not the most welcoming imagery, and yet not nearly as terrible as the dark's ideas on how to turn her into a meal. So there's another breath. This one with intent to settle...well all of him and he tries again.

"I...saw...you..."

A slow motion journey of his hand, rising up to poke himself in the forehead.

"H...h-how?"

It's like living in a nightmare. Ever since the first time, she'd been living in a state of constant fear that she was going to send someone another dream, that she was going to share things that she never wanted to share. She'd run away from home, too worried that she would share something with Henry that she wanted to keep private. After the first time, she'd struggled, trying to find a way to control this curse.

She was in Oklahoma, the farthest she'd ever been from home, living on the edge of the homeless encampment. Around here, she just blended in, another Native American girl lost to the system. It wasn't safe here, but it was somewhere she could disappear to, somewhere that she could hide from this mutation that had ruined her life.

Her tent was her safe spot, and she sat outside of it, in front of her fire, making fry bread because she'd woken up from a nightmare about the hospital, about learning she was diabetic and all the things that had come with it. She remembered how no one had come to visit her, not even her mother. She was alone in Denver, connected to wires, terrified. Even the nightmare made her remember how terrified she had been, the way all the noises in the hospital kept her up, the smell of antiseptics and insulin.

Even now, after years of being diabetic, the smell of insulin still terrified her, reminded her of being alone. Just like she was now. It was hard, being by herself, but better than the other option, better than sending her nightmares to her father or other members of her tribe. She had done enough of that, accidentally given Henry nightmares he'd never expected, projected on the res. The first time someone on the res had mentioned the nightmare she'd had the night before, she'd panicked. She couldn't be sending her dreams to other people. The vulnerability that forced on her was something she didn't what to think about. She couldn't be vulnerable.

She looked up from her fry bread when she heard a noise in front of her, tilting her head back and back, until she could properly see the scarred face, the eyes that looked like they knew too much. She stared at the stranger, wondering if maybe she'd accidentally sent him her nightmare, unsure of how to handle that situation. She could play it off, offer him some fry bread and pretend everything was fine. He wouldn't believe it, Reb was sure, but it might give her a chance to escape.

"Can I help you?" She glanced down at the pan of fry bread made in precious oil. "Would you like some?"

[anomadscause]

'#Playing #HideAndSeek like, "Noooo nooo, #iSawYou #Tsuki— ..are you even suppose to be out🤨here right now???" •[two #nights ago]• ________________ ;#HeyTsuki'🐺😏° https://www.instagram.com/p/Cjiw0sXJaNz/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

[official1sp]

Freeze Time, a Poem from @Official1SP Debut Book, Act Like You Know: PRETRIAL + POEMS https://amzn.to/3Cdp1zP #official1SP #1sp #ActLikeYouKnow #Pretrial #Plus #Poems #beauty #style #freeze #time #freezetime #poetry #thefirsttime #isawyou #domeafavor #afavor

[cgbto]

Was a good day.... 😎😎😃😃 #CgBTO #instaselfie #goodoutfit 🤩 #work #isawyou #friends #ilovethishat #january2019 #cdmx https://www.instagram.com/p/BsPjoxilfUM/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1rrxh6i1wrkte

[dirtyconsumer]

I KNEW WHEN I SAW YOU. . . . . . #iknew #isawyou #patterndesign #coloredpencil #acrylicmarker #Drawing#artonart#beautifulbizarre#worldofpencils#pattern#inkfeature#brutsubmission#artcloud#illustrationhowl#opart#lowbrow#teddanderson#penandink #darkartist#illustration#newcontemporary#design#Sketchbook#kunstwerk#artforthesick#blackink#linework#Artonpaper#contemporaryart#dirtyconsumer (at Durham, North Carolina) https://www.instagram.com/p/Bp7SGMEnZ6A/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4lmdia3nte9o

[marselleworld-blog]

Code. Waiting there. #lookhotinbikini #yesyoudo #code #somewhere #isawyou #streetphotography #streetphotograph #whenexploring

[clittleshop]

Mr Chipmunk, I know you are home. Why won’t you come out and play. #mrchipmunk #chipmonk #rocketlittle #havanese #dog #badfriends #areyouhome #searching #friends #live #hunter #isawyou #clittleshop #cute #poorrocket #dodgingacorns (at CLittleShop) https://www.instagram.com/p/B2y-nsWF2wH/?igshid=1mqp73z93gz1z

[writingsandfandoms]

Clarity // Tagged by @gideon5897 for #ache Tagged by @souldeconstruction for #isawyou This one is a oldie #totalreposttuesday 💙 • • #MBS #poetry #poem #trt #poetsofinstagram #poet #poetrycommunity #writing #words #writingcommunity #writer #writersofinstagram #spilledink #instapoet #instapoetry #clarity https://www.instagram.com/p/By3Zz8FlN7b/?igshid=omeeff3zs0sm

[semut-putih]

Menemukanmu

Malam itu tak sedingin biasanya. Malam itu tak seramai biasanya. Malam itu aku membawa sebuah camera, entah milik siapa aku pun tak peduli. Mengabadikan setiap moment di malam itu. Mengasyikkan, menenangkan. Malam yang indah, dengan lilin-lilin yang menghiasi. Syahdu.

Kemudian, dibalik lensa aku melihat seseorang. Seseorang yang menarik perhatianku. Segera ku turunkan camera yang ku bawa. Ku perhatikan seseorang itu dalam diam di tengah keramaian. So mysterious. Mengapa seakan dia berada di dunia yang berbeda sedangkan banyak orang disekitarnya? Apa yang dia pikirkan sehingga mengabaikan sekitarnya? Tetapi mengapa tak ada yang menyadari atau memperdulikan keberadaannya? Hahaha ah aku melihat diriku di dalamnya. Rasanya ingin ku dekati lalu berkata, “Hai :) aku menemukanmu.” Aku melihat dirinya yang berbeda dibalik wajah dan sikapnya yang menyebalkan.

Baiklah, seseorang ini mencuri perhatianku dan membuatku bertanya-tanya serta ingin mengenalnya. Lalu aku tahu, bahwa camera yang sedari tadi kubawa adalah miliknya. Aku dan dia sempat mengobrol mengenai cameranya yang kehabisan daya. Sungguh! Dia memang menyebalkan. Meskipun aku melihat banyak hal yang disembunyikannya, entah sampai berapa topeng yang ia pakai untuk menutupinya. Itu membuatku sangat penasaran.

Beberapa kali dia mengganggu pikiranku. Sampai tiba-tiba dia datang ke tempat dimana aku dan yang lain beristirahat. Setengah sadar, aku menyadari bahwa itu dia, dan aku berbicara dengannya meskipun tak dibalasnya. Seketika pikiranku melayang-layang. “Mengapa orang seperti dia selalu menarik perhatianku? Ah sudahlah, lupakan. Mungkin aku tak akan bertemu dengannya lagi. Semoga kau selalu bahagia!”. Kemudian aku tertidur.

[babymagnet1-blog]

[destieltropecollection]

Destiel Trope Collection 2020 Day 6: College AU

Kisses | @peanutbutterjelly-pie

Rating: General Word Count: 1227 Main Tags/Warnings: Alternate Universe, College AU, Fluff Summary: Some Hershey's Kisses, a misunderstanding and a very flustered Dean.

Where the Skies Are Blue | @deservetobesaved

Rating: General Word Count: 1361 Main Tags/Warnings: meet-cute, fluff, mutual pining Summary: Dean is mesmerized by a boy in class, but he doesn't show up again, much to Dean's dismay. (Spoiler Alert: Yes, he sees him again.)

The Dare On Your Lips | @envydean

Rating: Teen & Up Word Count: 1540 Main Tags/Warnings: Alternate Universe - College/University, Truth or Dare, Drinking, Alcohol, Oblivious!Dean, bad flirt!Cas, Dean has the biggest crush, Kissing, Minor Misunderstandings, Fluff Summary: Dean Winchester has had the biggest crush on Castiel, but believes that Castiel isn't interested. Then on one drunken night, Dean is dared to kiss Castiel.

Raspberry Jelly | @envydean

Rating: Mature Word Count: 1729 Main Tags/Warnings: brief Dean/Cassie, No Sex, Angst, Fluff, Getting Together, unexpected bi, College AU, Alternate Universe - Roommates/Housemates, accidental (brief) voyeurism, Dean in Panties Summary: After Castiel walks in on Dean wearing a pair of panties and grinding against Cassie Robinson, an awkward (tired-brained) conversation happens that almost ruins their friendship - until it doesn't.

Everything to Me | @suckerfordeansfreckles

Rating: Explicit Word Count: 2607 Main Tags/Warnings: jealous Cas, insecure Cas, established relationship, love confession, college AU Summary: Dean pulls back from their kiss eventually, leaving Cas feeling way more than just a little horny, and also honestly very empty. Dean looks gorgeous with those stupid rainbow lights casting colorful streaks on his cheeks in the dark room. He looks gorgeous all the time, actually, and Cas is allowed to tell him now, so he does. “You’re so goddamn beautiful,” he says, against the loud music and noise around them, and Dean’s giddy-wide smile makes him even prettier. “So are you,” Dean calls back over the music with a twinkle in his eyes, and then he leans in for another short little kiss. “I’ll grab us some drinks, be back in a minute.” And then he turns around and saunters across the room towards where Charlie turned her cabinet and lunch table into a bar. If Cas wasn’t sure that Dean’s shaking his ass on purpose just by watching him walk away, the wink Dean sends him when he looks back over his shoulder is enough to convince him. For a little while, he just stands there and watches as Dean orders them drinks from the barkeeper Charlie rented for the party. Cas can’t help but consider how he looks, tall, huge muscles, wild dark hair and a blinding smile — just Dean’s type.

Extra Credit | @tobythewise

Rating: Explicit Word Count: 2837 Main Tags/Warnings: Professor Castiel, College Student Dean, Bottom Cas, Top Dean, Rimming, Dom/Sub Undertones Summary: After Dean turns in a less than perfect paper, his professor, Mr. Novak, allows him an opportunity for extra credit. Dean REALLY wants that A.

Stargazing Has A Noble History | @jemariel

Rating: Explicit Word Count: 3058 Main Tags/Warnings: College AU, college party, casual sex, recreational drug use, frottage, photographer!Cas, business student!Dean, sculptor!Dean Summary: “Dean, shut up. You’re good. Have you seen yourself? You have an eye for dynamic lines and -- look, you’re obviously talented. Why aren’t you taking advantage of that?” The night air is growing cooler but Dean’s face feels like a red hot poker. “That’s what Ellen keeps telling me.” “Ellen? Ellen Harvelle? How do you know Ellen?” “She teaches my sculpting class. I had to take an elective, so.” He shrugs. “And how are you enjoying it?” Dean shakes his head. “I love it."" A first.

I Saw You | @kitmistry

Rating: General Word Count: 5899 Main Tags/Warnings: Secret Admirer, Mutual Pining, Fluff Summary: ISawYou: The newspaper column that has made every student on campus look each other in the eyes. Dean has never paid any attention to the messages posted on the newspaper, but everything changes when Charlie finds one that she insists just has to be about him. Or the one where Dean has a secret admirer.

La Vie A Plus | @thebloggerbloggerfun

Rating: General Word Count: 6260 Main Tags/Warnings: Asexual!Castiel, Artist!Castiel, Pining Summary: Dean Winchester is hopelessly, head-over-heels in love with his best friend and roommate, Castiel. Castiel - with his blue hair, and his tattoos, and his artwork, and his perfect everything. Dean never stood a chance, really. It only sucks because, as far as Dean can tell, Castiel is definitely not interested. But love, much like art, has a way of being unpredictable. Even if you think you know where you're going with it.

Hue Burn | @thebloggerbloggerfun

Rating: Teen & Up Word Count: 7594 Main Tags/Warnings: Synesthesia, Radio Host!Castiel, Artist!Dean, Summary: Castiel lives in a world of colour and sound, endlessly intertwined like two parts of a whole. As a radio broadcasting student, he runs a small segment on their campus radio program in the evening - and with help from his synaesthesia - tries to make the program more interesting by bringing in a little bit of colour. Castiel views his synaesthesia as both a gift and a curse, but after a chance encounter with a mysterious, stunning, golden-green voice, he's starting to think that it's more of the former.

Dear Virgo | @thebloggerbloggerfun

Rating: General Word Count: 9970 Main Tags/Warnings: Asexual Castiel, Soccer Player Castiel, Journalist Dean, Summary: Dean Winchester is a journalism major planning to coast his last year by mostly just sticking to writing the campus newspaper's daily horoscopes, and he almost succeeds. Enter Castiel Novak, captain of the soccer team, and his next interview appointment. It's obvious from the start that there's something between them, but things don't quite go as Dean first hopes, and he ends up learning a lot more about Castiel than he ever planned on - luckily for him.

Honesty Is All About The Timing | @navajolovesdestiel

Rating: Explicit Word Count: 12017 Main Tags/Warnings: Alternate Universe Alternate Universe - College/University Childhood Friends Misunderstandings Bisexual Dean Winchester Gay Castiel (Supernatural) Drunk Blow Jobs Slow Burn Happy Ending Summary: Cas Novak and Dean Winchester were inseparable best friends since grade school, but Dean's father moves Dean away when they get to high school. They connect again in college, but neither of them have been exactly honest about their sexual orientation. Not using their words leads to misunderstandings, then problems, then...?

A Study in Motion | @thebloggerbloggerfun

Rating: Teen & Up Word Count: 24094 Main Tags/Warnings: Photographer!Castiel, Ice Skater!Dean, College AU Summary: Castiel Novak’s one true passion is photography, though he’s still considered just an amateur with dreams of something more. When one of his professors gives the class the assignment of effortlessly capturing the idea of motion in a photograph, Castiel finds himself without a muse until his study partner, one Sam Winchester, volunteers his brother - a professional figure skater with dreams of his own and a past that held him back.

The Stars, They Shine | kradarua (AO3)

Rating: Explicit Word Count: 52953 Main Tags/Warnings: Theatre, Homophobia, Misappropriated Christianity, Astronomer!Castiel, Accidental Actor!Dean, Gay Panic, Misunderstandings, Mutual Pining, First Kiss, First Time, Minor Lisa Braeden/Dean Winchester, Minor Castiel/Meg Masters, Top Dean/Bottom Castiel Summary: Engineer-in-training Dean Winchester just wants to work on cars. Astronomer Castiel Novak spends his time holed up in the school’s observatory looking at the stars and trying to piece together his dissertation. They’ve never had any reason to cross paths. Not until they get roped into participating in the college theatre group, anyway. When Lisa invites Dean to join her at the mass meeting, he can’t say no to a pretty face. But the joke is on Dean when he accidentally lands the male lead and has to come to terms with memorizing lines and trying not to make a fool of himself on stage. Moreover, despite his best attempts to stay interested in Lisa, there’s no denying the strange gravitational pull he feels around Castiel. Castiel is just here to prove to Charlie that he’s capable of doing something besides research; it should be easy, except he finds himself becoming interested in Dean in a way he really did not expect. Dean is trying to navigate being way outside his skill set; Castiel just wants to hold onto his scholarship without pissing off the religious organization that gave it to him. It’s going to be a long semester, especially if Dean keeps forgetting his goddamn lines. The show must go on!

Evangelist | @valleydean

Rating: Explicit Word Count: 334403 Main Tags/Warnings: Alternate Universe - College/UniversityCollege, Drinking, Underage Drinking, Drug Use, Minor Character Death, Bisexual Dean Winchester, Demisexual Castiel (Supernatural), Top Castiel/Bottom Dean Winchester, Top Castiel (Supernatural), Bottom Dean Winchester, Slow Burn, Mutual Pining, Sharing a Bed, Break Up, Rich Castiel (Supernatural), Castiel's Family is Rich (Supernatural), Corporate Espionage, down with capitalism tbh, Near Death Experiences, Hurt Dean Winchester, Hurt Castiel (Supernatural), References to Drugs, References to Abuse, References to Depression, Frat Parties, Poker, Roman Catholicism, Homophobia, Fire, Gambling, Drunkenness, Drunken Flirting, Drunken Kissing, Slow Dancing, Mechanic Dean Winchester, Bartender Dean Winchester, College | University Student Castiel (Supernatural), Student Castiel (Supernatural), Friends to Lovers, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Jealous Dean Winchester, Jealous Castiel (Supernatural), Angst, Angst with a Happy Ending, a frankly ridiculous amount of references to abraham lincoln vampire hunter, Secret Relationship, ALSO!! the megstiel is not explicit! Summary: In Lawrence, the Novak family owns more than god. Castiel is expected to graduate with a business degree, become a community leader, meet a nice girl, and one day help run the family business, Evangelist, Inc. Then he meets Dean Winchester, who vehemently opposes everything Evangelist stands for. When Dean’s need for cash to pay the bills leads him down a risky path, both he and Castiel learn there may be more to Evangelist than philanthropy and good will.