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Dark-pervy!logan and human!fem-reader when he's being pervy and caught watching her masturbating in her own room. She already has a hubby but that didnt stop logan from wanting and stealing her from her current husband. Logan being kinda a homewrecker
note: send in some more needy, nasty, pervy, dark Logan…
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Hearing her moans made him go wild. He wanted to barge in and use her, but he couldn’t. She was married, but at times, he didn’t care. Right now was one of those times.
“F-Fuck,” y/n cried low as she pushed the dildo in and out of her cunt. Her husband was demoted to his own room last week, and since then, he hasn’t proved his worth to be back in bed with her.
Everyone in the mansion knew he was a horrible husband, but the two have known each other for so long, that they just deal with it.
Logan, on the other hand, can’t few with it. He needed y/n, and that son of a bitch was keeping her away while doing absolutely nothing either her.
“Logan!” Y/n shouted as she saw Logan look through the crack in the door. The man had lost his mind in her moans that he didn’t notice the sounds of the door creaking.
“Fuck- Shit, I was just passing by, and-“ Logan didn’t know what to say as he opened the door. “Close the door, Logan!” She shouted again, upset that anyone who walked by could see her.
“Shit, okay,” Logan said as he stepped in before closing the door. “With you outside of it- Goddamnit, Logan!” Y/n stressed as she pulled her toy out of her cunt and placed it to the side.
“What the fuck is your problem!?” Y/n asked as she covered herself. Logan had no idea what to say, all he wanted was to see her naked, but now she was covering up.
“Logan!” She shouted to get his attention. “No- What the fuck is your problem?” Logan asked back, shocking y/n. “What?” Y/n slightly whispered as he made his way over to her bed.
Y/n backed up as he grabbed her dildo, then threw it across the room. What was his problem?
“What kind of wife leaves their door unlocked while they’re masturbating? You’re a fucking slut,” Logan spat, only confusing y/n even more. “You had to open my door-“ y/n was cut off.
“You know he’s not coming back up here, yet, you had your legs spread right in front of an unlocked door. Do you know how sick that is? Are you fucking serious, y/n?”
Logan had no idea what he was on about, but he knew some of it had something to do with his feelings. Why did she need a dildo when he lived right next door? Why was her door unlocked? It's unsafe.
“Logan-“ y/n tried saying, but Logan cut her off again. “Do you know how dangerous that is? Anyone could be in this mansion right now. You think they’ll take it lightly with your pussy speed on the bed!?”
Y/n was shocked by his words, slightly understanding where he was coming from, but she shook and felt uncomfortable that he was in front of her naked and half-covered body.
“Logan, can you please leave-“ y/n tried saying, but he slammed his hands on her bed. “Ian fuckin’ leaving, Bub. You’re not gettin’ out of this without being shown how dangerous this shit is,”
Logan quickly grabbed y/n’s ankles and pulled her to the edge of the bed. “Logan!” Y/n shouted as he pinned Y/n to the bed. “Shut it, y/n. I know you need this,” Logan whispered in her ear as he tugged on his own clothes.
“He hasn’t fucked you in days, Bub. I know how much you need it so- Stop!- Stop fuckin’ movin',” Logan pushed y/n’s face into her mattress to keep her down as he stroked his cock, making sure to get fully hard before he fills y/n.
“Logan, I can’t- I can’t do this to him. I-I’ve never cheated, and-“ y/n tried saying, but Logan cut her off with a few shushing and kisses.
“It ain’t cheatin’ is you don’t belong with him, Bub,” Logan said as his cock slid across her folds. “B-But, I am,” y/n said, tears forming in her eyes, but not from how he manhandled her, but from how she felt her cunt throb.
“No, you’re not, and I think you know that. Otherwise, you wouldn’t let me be on you like this,” Bellamy breathed into her ear as she grinned against her, wanting her to understand that she was his, not her husband's.
“Tell me you want me, baby. Do it, and I’ll make you feel so much better. I know you’re hurting, but I can help. You know I can,”
“Logan, I can’t- I can’t,” y/n moved under him, but with little effort. “Stop playing around, Bub. Wanna get in you before I cum,” Logan warned the feeling of her folds made him close.
“Logan,” y/n cried low as his tip pushed at her entrance. “Baby, Ima needa to hear it sooner or later,” Logan said as he finally pushed into her. The way y/n moaned made her feel like she’s never had a cock this great. Maybe she hasn’t, but she couldn’t admit to that.
“Oh, yeah — I know it feels good. So fucking good,” Logan teased as he thrust it on her slowly. He used his free hand to grab her neck as the other still pushed her head into the mattress.
“Logan,” y/n attached her hands to both of his wrists, pulling him closer to feel his body. “F-Faster, please,” all Logan did was groan before he began his brutal hip snaps.
“Look at you, takin’ my cock with your husband just a few doors down. What would he think? — Fuck it. Who cares. You’ve always been mine,”
#james howlett#james howlett x reader#logan howlett x reader#wolverine#james howlett smut#logan howlet smut#logan howlett smut#logan howlett xmen#wolverin smut#wolverine smut#dom!logan howlett#dom!james howlett#dom!wolverine#dark!logan howlett#dark!james howlett#dark!wolverine#dark themes#dark smut#cheating#homewrecking#hugh jackman x you#hugh jackman x reader#hugh jackman smut#hugh jackman
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Soda tapped his foot against the creaky wooden floor. He glanced at the clock for what felt like the thousandth time. 3:30 in the morning. He had thought surely Ponyboy would come home as soon as he cooled off.
He wasn't expecting Pony to immediately forgive Darry. Hell, Soda himself hadn't entirely forgiven his older brother, who sat, head clutched in his hands, on the couch.
Still, he understood how Darry could have done what he did. When Pony didn't come home, Soda and Darry had thought the worst possible. However, it seemed that Soda's worry had translated into relief at seeing him brother okay, while Darry's had instantly become anger.
The silence of the house was unbearable. It was like the crack of Darry's hand against Pony's face had deafened the brothers to the world.
Finally, Soda shot up from his seat. Darry didn't turn to look at him.
"I'm looking for him." He said simply as he gathered his shoes and his jacket. He realized with a pang in his chest that Pony had run out without a jacket on. He must be so cold.
Darry remained silent.
"What, you're not even going to help me look?" Soda asked.
Darry finally looked up from his hands, and Soda saw tears brimming his eyes. "Do you really think he wants to see me?" Darry said gruffly.
Soda stilled. "No, I... I guess not." He turned on his heel, then walked out the door and shut it behind him.
He shook thoughts of Darry from his mind. Right now, he had to focus on finding Pony and bringing him home.
The first place he thought to check was the lot, where Pony and Johnny had apparently fallen asleep just a few hours prior. He walked across the gravel, softly calling Ponyboy's name. He received no response.
He wandered throughout Tulsa for hours, searching for his brother. The whole east side was eerily quiet.
As the black sky shifted into the pink and orange sunrise, Soda made his way back to his house.
When he pushed the door open and walked in, he heard Darry rushing from the kitchen.
"Pony! Pony, I'm real sorry, I never-" Darry trailed off when he entered the room, and saw Soda standing all alone. "Soda? Did you find Pony?"
Soda shook his head, exhausted. "I'm calling the guys. Maybe he stayed with one of them." Darry nodded, guilt ridden.
Soda called Two-Bit, Steve, and Dally, one by one, and none of them had seen Ponyboy since the drive in. In fact, none of them had seen Johnny either. Soda felt sick with the fear that rattled around in his stomach. The gang agreed to meet them at their house, and help them look.
Once they had gathered, they split up to cover more ground. It was decided that Steve and Soda would keep looking around the East Side, and Dally, Darry and Two-Bit would take Buck's car over to the West side, in case Pony had done something real stupid in his rage and fear.
Soda shuddered as he and Steve made their way around town. They started walking through the park they had played at as kids, when Steve spoke up.
"Little shit got himself into trouble again." He muttered. "He knows Darry don't mean it. He knows you two were worrying your heads off."
Soda felt the need to defend his little brother. He closed his eyes and pinched the bridge of his nose. "No, Pony wasn't wrong. Darry shouldn't have blown up at him. He should have known-"
"Soda." Steve's tone was deathly serious behind him. Soda turned, and saw that Steve had stopped a few steps earlier. He stared past Soda with a look of utter disbelief, his eyes glazing over.
Soda whipped around to see what he was looking at.
First, he just saw the pool of red. Then, he noticed the forms surrounding it.
He wanted to run. But his body felt like it was moving in slow motion. He stumbled towards the first of the bodies -- the one in the pool of blood -- and dread sank in his gut. It was Johnny, lying there, with his eyes open wide and blood plastered across his shirt, spreading from a deep gash in the center of his chest. There was a pocket knife laying still in the pool of blood, and Soda realized with the jolt that it was Johnny's own knife.
That was when Soda set his eyes on the second figure.
He was slumped over the brim of the fountain, unmoving, with his face submerged in the water.
Soda stood very slowly, as if moving too quick could startle the situation into getting worse. He stepped around Johnny's body, unflinching when Steve started yelling at him.
He reached the second body, and grabbed him under his arms to hoist the figure out from under the water.
He was so heavy.
Still, Soda was strong. He lifted the body out of the water, and set it down on the pavement.
Soda sat down beside the body as it dawned on him that this boy was his brother.
"P- pony?" Soda stuttered. He grabbed Ponyboy's shoulder and shook him. "Pony, Ponyboy, wake up." He shook him harder. "Pony, what are you doing?"
"Soda..." he heard Steve call desperately to him. Out of the corner of his eye, he could see Steve clutching Johnny's corpse. Soda didn't care though.
"Pony, get up! It's not funny, Pone, you can't-- you need to-- just wake up!" Soda's words were becoming increasingly strained, but he was scared to shake him to hard. He didn't want to hurt him.
"Jesus, Soda!" Steve shouted from right beside him. When had Steve gotten there? "Soda! Soda look at me!" Soda forced himself to make eye contact with his best friend.
"We're going to give him CPR, okay? I'll do the chest compressions, and you'll breathe into his mouth." Soda didn't quite know what was going on, but Steve sounded so sure of himself that Soda found himself blindly following his orders. Soda easily ignored the drying blood on Steve's hands. Johnny's blood.
Steve delivered round after round of compressions, between which Soda performed the rescue breaths. It went on for what felt like forever. Suddenly, Steve stopped. He fell back on his heels beside Soda. Soda gawked at him.
"What- what are you doing? Come on, we need to give him CPR, to save him, remember? Come on!"
Steve finally met his eyes. "He's gone, man. We can't save him."
Just then, it finally clicked in Soda's head.
Gone.
He turned his head back to his brother, in horror, as the sounds of shouting began to echo behind him.
Darry, he thought numbly and he grasped Pony's shoulders and pulled his baby brother's head and chest into his lap.
That was Darry, Dally, and Two-Bit. He knew their voices. Still, he didn't turn around. He just wrapped his arms around Pony's cold body.
Even though he never turned away from his brother, he could still hear every beat of the scene play out.
He heard Darry calling his name between strides, then he heard his big brother crumble to the ground as he tripped over something.
Something that, then, caused Dally to begin screaming and cursing and praying to God.
Funny, thought Sodapop. I've never heard Dally pray.
He heard Darry pick himself up from off the ground, and slowly approach from behind.
"Soda?" He called hesitantly. Soda didn't turn.
"Soda, is that-" he heard Darry choke. "Did you find Ponyboy?"
Soda nodded, even though he knew Darry couldn't see.
He stared down at Pony, clutching him even tighter as Darry made his way into his peripheral vision. Suddenly, Darry was on his knees beside Soda, trying to pry their littlest brother from his grip.
"Pony! Soda, let me see him!" Darry cried, but Soda just held on tighter.
Soda's eyes were open, but they saw no more than those of his brother he held in his arms. Still, he heard.
He heard Darry sobbing and begging to see Ponyboy.
He heard Dally cursing God.
He heard Steve and Two-Bit trying not to cry as they tried to no avail to pry their grieving friends away from the dead bodies of the boys who had been like their brothers.
He heard the voices of neighborhood kids and workers start to crowd around them to inspect the scene.
Soda looked up and saw the last remaining wisps of pink and orange fizzling out of the sky.
Pony always loved sunrises.
How bout Pony dies at the fountain WITH Johnny? Add a little twist, make it fun. The gang is looking for them and stumbles across them in the park or something. (Maybe literally depending on how dark it is and how much angst you want)
#sorry about this but you inspired me#wrote this super fast please ignore any errors#I'm a sucker for tragedy#this is how I cope#the outsiders broadway#the outsiders#stay gold ponyboy#ponyboy curtis#johnny cade#sodapop curtis
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we haven’t talked much about baby devils family besides her mom… so maybe she’s an only child also why she’s love the boys so much because she has never had siblings and what if she lost her dad a few years ago to cancer and it’s not something she really talks about only person on the devils that knows is luke so maybe when it was the cancer game it was really important to her and everyone found out about her dad
The Cancer Game
warnings: parental death
ok so.. my dad died and this is how i'd want my friends to react and how some of them did react..
if you've lost someone close to you, i am so sorry for your loss
The New Jersey Devils locker room was filled with the usual celebration buzz. They’d just pulled off a big win, and everyone was riding high on the thrill of it, the energy bouncing off the walls as teammates shouted and laughed. Normally, Y/N would have been in the thick of it, cracking jokes and soaking up the post-game excitement with her team. But tonight, she’d been different. She’d put on a brave face, even cheered a little in the locker room, but her heart wasn’t in it. Only Luke noticed the way her smile didn’t quite reach her eyes, the way she slipped out of the room as soon as she could without saying a word to anyone.
He’d seen her like this before, knew the kind of weight that could press down on her after certain games. The annual Cancer Awareness game, something that meant so much to the Devils organization and their fans, had an especially painful significance for her. A few years back, her dad had passed away after a long battle with cancer. It wasn’t something she talked about; she kept her emotions tucked away and rarely let them out, but this game always hit her hard. Luke was the only one who knew, and though she never said anything, he’d learned to recognize the signs.
The other guys hadn’t quite pieced it together yet, but they were noticing the change in her. Jack frowned as he watched her leave. “Did you guys see Y/N? She just left so quickly. I don’t think she even said goodbye.”
“Yeah, and she was barely talking all night,” Nico added, crossing his arms with a worried look. “She seemed…off. You think something’s wrong?”
Dawson, still buzzing from the win, looked back toward the door, his excitement dimming. “She didn’t even celebrate like usual. You think we should check on her?”
Luke glanced at them, a little torn. Y/N was private, and he didn’t want to betray her trust, but he also didn’t want her to be alone with this. With a slight nod, he said, “Yeah. I think we should.” He didn’t offer an explanation yet, but his face was serious, and the others picked up on it right away.
The group left together, the energy in the car shifting to something quieter and more solemn as they drove to Y/N’s place. They entered her apartment, hoping she’d be alright, but the scene they found tugged at their hearts.
Y/N was curled up on her couch, her face hidden in her hands, her shoulders shaking with silent sobs. Luke stepped forward first, his heart heavy as he saw his friend so vulnerable. He gently placed a hand on her shoulder before sitting next to her, pulling her into his side. She leaned into him, not saying anything, but letting him be there.
The others stood back, exchanging looks of uncertainty and sadness. They hadn’t seen her like this before and didn’t want to intrude, but they also couldn’t bear the idea of leaving her alone.
After a quiet moment, Jack finally spoke up. “Is…is she okay? What’s going on?” he asked softly, his voice filled with worry.
Luke took a breath, deciding to share what he knew in the hopes that they’d understand. “Her dad…he passed away from cancer a few years back. This game…this night…it’s a lot for her to handle. It brings back memories.”
There was a stunned silence as the reality of her pain sank in. Dawson looked down, feeling a pang of guilt for not realizing sooner. Nico’s expression softened, his eyes full of empathy as he took a step closer to her.
Jack’s face fell. He crouched down beside her, reaching out to place a gentle hand on her shoulder. “Y/N, I’m so sorry. You should’ve said something. You don’t have to go through this by yourself.”
Nico nodded, his voice gentle. “We’re family, Y/N. Whatever you need, we’re here. Always.” His words were soft, filled with the warmth of someone who understood what it meant to be part of a team that cared deeply for each other beyond just hockey.
Dawson gave her a supportive smile, his voice as warm as he could make it. “Yeah, we’re here for you. If you ever need to talk or even just want someone around to keep you company, don’t hesitate. We’ve got your back.”
Y/N looked up through red, tear-streaked eyes, managing a small, appreciative smile as she took in the scene. There they were—her teammates, her friends, her family—standing around her with faces full of concern and love. She hadn’t planned to let them see her like this, hadn’t planned to share the part of herself that was still so raw and aching. But here they were, offering her every bit of their support, not backing away from her sadness.
Luke’s arm tightened around her shoulders as he whispered, “You’re not alone. I’m here. We’re all here.”
Y/N felt her heart swell as Jack, Nico, and Dawson each moved closer, surrounding her with a warmth and presence that filled the room. They didn’t try to fix her pain or rush her through it; they simply sat with her, letting her know that she didn’t have to bear this alone. The weight of her grief felt a little lighter with them there, their quiet strength helping to carry her forward, reminding her that no matter how heavy the burden, she would never have to shoulder it by herself again.
#° braindead writes#nico hischier x reader#nico hischier fanfic#nico hischier imagines#luke hughes x reader#luke hughes imagines#luke hughes fanfic#jack hughes x reader#jack hughes imagines#jack hughes fanfic#dawson mercer x reader#dawson mercer imagines#dawson mercer fanfic#new jersey devils x reader#matt rempe x reader#matt rempe fanfic#matt rempe imagines#trevor zegras x reader#trevor zegras fanfic#trevor zegras imagines#matthew knies x reader#matthew knies imagines#matthew knies fanfic#quinn hughes x reader#quinn hughes imagines#quinn hughes fanfic#fic: baby devil
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Instinct
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The night was thick and dark, a heavy silence blanketing the forest as Logan and Wade moved through the underbrush. Shadows stretched out from towering pines, and the faint glow of moonlight filtered through the dense canopy, casting everything in an eerie silver. Wade kept close behind Logan, who was leading the way with calm, measured steps.
They’d been out there for hours, following a faint trail left by their target. Wade, usually the one cracking jokes and keeping the mood light, found himself silent as he watched Logan maneuver through the darkness like he’d been born to it. Wade knew Logan had spent years outdoors, but he hadn’t fully realized what that meant until now.
“Alright, peanut,” Wade whispered, finally breaking the silence as he stepped over a fallen branch. “How exactly are you figuring out where we’re going? It’s pitch black out here.”
Logan didn’t even glance back as he answered, “Using the stars and the magnetic fields of the earth, Wade.”
Wade chuckled. “Haha, very funny, but seriously, how’re we finding this place? Are we even close?”
Logan stopped, finally turning to give Wade a deadpan look. “How do you think I managed to survive in the Canadian wilderness all these years?”
Wade stared at him, waiting for the punchline, but Logan’s expression remained steady, unbothered. “Wait… you’re serious?”
Logan raised an eyebrow. “You really think I need a map to get around out here? I’ve been doing this a lot longer than you might think.”
Wade’s eyes narrowed as he looked at Logan, trying to piece together the full extent of what he was capable of. “Okay, so you can track people down in the middle of a forest…without a map. That’s…actually kinda hot, but let’s stay focused.”
Logan rolled his eyes, but there was the faintest hint of a smirk tugging at his lips. “Good to know where your priorities are.”
As they continued, Wade couldn’t help but be impressed. Logan moved almost silently, his every step calculated, barely a rustle in the leaves underfoot. He’d stop every so often, glancing up at the sky or feeling the air as if he could actually sense something out there. Wade was used to operating with gadgets, intel, and often sheer dumb luck. Logan, on the other hand, was using something primal, something honed from years of raw survival.
“Alright, sensei, teach me your ways,” Wade muttered, trying to match Logan’s stealth.
Logan glanced over his shoulder, amusement flickering in his gaze. “First lesson, don’t be loud.”
“Right, right. Got it.” Wade nodded, attempting to mirror Logan’s silent footsteps but failing miserably.
Twigs snapped beneath his feet, and he stumbled over a hidden root, only for Logan to catch his arm, steadying him without a word.
Wade looked down, a bit sheepish. “Alright, peanut, guess I’ve got some work to do.”
“Keep up and maybe you’ll learn a thing or two.” Logan shot him a quick smirk before pressing on, his gaze trained on the stars and the faint light peeking through the trees.
Wade watched him, caught somewhere between admiration and curiosity.
“How do you know all this?” Wade whispered. “I mean, the stars, the earth’s magnetic fields…I thought that was, like, folklore.”
“It’s not folklore,” Logan replied, pausing to adjust their course. “It’s instinct. And years of having to rely on something more than technology. You spend enough time out here, you learn to listen to things that most people ignore.”
Wade watched him, a newfound respect growing. He’d known Logan was capable, but this…this was something beyond skill or training. It was primal, something Wade didn’t quite understand but could only marvel at.
They reached a small clearing, and Logan stopped, signaling for Wade to crouch down beside him. Logan scanned the area, his senses heightened, and Wade held his breath, trying to feel the same tension in the air.
“There,” Logan muttered, nodding toward the faint glow of a campfire barely visible through the trees.
Wade peered out, squinting to see it.
“How did you…?” Wade started, shaking his head. “I’ve gotta hand it to you, Logie, you’re full of surprises.”
Logan’s gaze softened just a bit, a glint of satisfaction in his eyes. “Guess you don’t know everything about me yet.”
Wade chuckled quietly. “Well, keep it up, and you might just make me fall for you all over again.”
Logan shook his head, suppressing a smirk. “Let’s finish the mission first, Wade.”
But as they prepared to move forward, Wade couldn’t help but feel grateful for this quiet, intense side of Logan—the man who could lead him through a pitch-black forest using nothing but instinct and the stars. And for once, he didn’t feel the need to joke or break the silence. Just this once, he let himself follow Logan’s lead, trusting him completely.
#hugh jackman#wolverine#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#ryan reynolds#poolverine#deadclaws#logan is so good at this#why can't he teach me
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sparring with gf!lara croft
summary: dating world renowned archaeologist lara croft does come with some conditions. the most important one? you need to know how to defend yourself cw: mentions of loss but otherwise, pretty fluffy!
‣ Lara's number one rule was simple: know how to defend yourself. She's not risking the chance another break in to her home happens and you're caught unawares with no way to protect yourself if she didn't get there in time.
‣ This meant countless hours in the home gym Lara had constructed shortly after the events of Yamatai. You'd find her down there some nights with a faraway look in her eyes working on one of the machines. She made it look so easy.
‣ She found a way to make it at least a little bit fun though. Playful contests on who could run on a treadmill the longest, who could lift more (that one was one you were certain you'd always lose), and at one point there was an impromptu game of messing about on yoga balls during a moment where Lara found herself feeling less serious than usual.
‣ During a session where Lara was attempting to teach you how to get out of grips, the both of you had found yourselves on the floor, nose to nose.
‣ "Does this mean I win?" You had asked, and you were proud to see her turn her head to semi hide a smile that grew on her face and laugh in that way she did where she couldn't help btu be amused by you.
‣ "No, it means you've lost, and now are being dragged to who-knows-where."
‣ "I don't know, from where I'm lying I see this as a win."
‣ Shamelessly flirting with each other became the norm too. Stealing kisses during close encounters, making little jokes (some of them less than clean), or finding excuses to give each other a cheeky squeeze.
‣ Of course, amongst all the fun, there was also the main goal: sparring and hand-to-hand practise. Not that you'd let a chance to hold her hands pass you by, not at all.
‣ "This is serious!" She'd say as she caught you not-so subtly ogling her arms for the nth time in the past couple hours. Now, Lara would be lying if she said that didn't give her a spike in confidence and esteem that you were so distracted by her you couldn't concentrate, but in the back of her mind flashed images of those that didn't make it in the past. Whether directly because of her or not, that weighted on her heavily, and she couldn't have it happening to you too.
‣ But really, how could you not get distracted? It wasn't often you saw her in clothes that truly screamed casual. But being with her, alone in her home gym while she shows off her physique in black sweats and matching sports bra? Sometimes you messed up on purpose just for her to throw you around a little.
‣ She'd flipped you over for what you hoped wouldn't be the final time and stared down at you, obviously trying to look annoyed but you could see how she struggled to not let slip the little smile and her eyes never lied - they were always soft for you.
‣ You, meanwhile? You stared lovingly up at her, matching her own smile, and let yourself laugh. You were down bad, that much was true.
‣ "What would you have done if I hadn't been me?" She'd ask you rhetorically with a tilt of her head as her face changed to that subtle expression she'd give you when giving you some sort of warning or trying to make a point. "Right now you could have a gun pointed at you, or a knife, or who knows what else?"
‣ You could hear hints of frustration in her voice and you knew it wasn't exactly directed at you. Lara had told you some stories of her adventures in the past. People she had gained, people she had lost, and you came under the 'people not to lose' category. It made sense why for the most part she was a little hard on you.
‣ As serious as the reasons behind these training sessions was, you would notice that now and then she'd let herself crack a smile or just have fun with you. You always try to encourage her to see the positives of working out together and not the negatives that would often plague her mind.
‣ Maybe kiss her a few more times when she isn't expecting it? That should do the trick.
writers block is complete ass but i finally finished this! hope you enjoyed!
#tomb raider#tomb raider x reader#lara croft#lara croft x reader#rise of the tomb raider#shadow of the tomb raider
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Pick a Card: Let me Describe You/What You're Going Through
DISCLAIMER: TAROT IS NOT AN EVIDENCE-BASED PRACTICE. YOU ARE IN CHARGE OF MAKING YOUR OWN DECISIONS. THANK YOU AND HAVE A GREAT DAY.
Pile 1: The Birds
This pile feels strongly ancestral. I don't know if you connect with your ancestors but they sure as shit want to connect with you lol. I think something in your life is in the process of unfolding and you are doing a really good job of staying objective about it. Not meddling with the outcome, just letting what will be, be. There seems to be a lot of chatter and external opinions flying around you, and your ancestors are like "for the birds" lmao.
For awhile now you have been in a stage of agitation, like when the piece of sand gets caught in an oyster and is transformed into a pearl. I think there's people around you that can sense that this is going on within you, but they might not have the tools to articulate this or approach you in a loving/sincere way about it, with the concern for your well-being/desire to help at the forefront of their intentions.
You could be isolating a lot because you feel this energy. You have become masterful at creating a haze/fog around yourself to conceal and protect yourself. It's like your in the kitchen cooking for company and your guests are breathing down your neck like "When's it going to be ready?? What are you making in there??? Can I see can I see can I see????" Lol I don't think these people have ill intentions they just don't know how to support you right now. I think you might have to take a more direct approach if you want them to lay off, though. I don't see them easing up/giving you your space, so if you want/need that it might be time to say that up front. You are pretty good at evading prying eyes, but you may have to play mama bear for yourself if you need more space than what you're getting.
I think you've been getting a lot of downloads and messages about your path and your healing process. You need to know that to integrate these messages you have to find better ways to rest. Not just literally like sleeping or napping, but things you can do to relax your mind and especially your body. You're kind of in a gestation process. Dealing with that on top of the stress of everyday living (and these birds who can't seem to mind their own business lol) calls for a more serious prioritization of slowing down.
I feel like I need to tell you that meditation doesn't have to be sitting still and breathing. Beach-combing can be meditative, coloring in a coloring book can be meditative, baking brownies can be meditative. I think it would really help you to pick an activity that is simple and slow and just really do it. Feel the pebbles/sand crunch/squeak under your feet, feel the coarse calcium shells, smell the crayons and watch their colors flood a blank page, listen to the egg shells crack on the counter.
I get that you might be dealing with some feelings of fear and/or dread. You aren't really sure what you're transforming into, and what will be left standing in your life once the process is complete. You're not a bad person for changing and leaving things or people behind. I think you are the type to cling to guilt over past relationships and really beat yourself up over mistakes. You are allowed to make mistakes. Once you start giving yourself that grace I think this gestation period will be a lot more bearable. It will still be uncomfortable, but you'll have a greater level of tolerance for discomfort and a stronger skill set for accommodating yourself.
I think you might be called to help guide others who are going through a similar process as well. I think this is not the first time you have moved through a period like this. You have the ability to notice when someone is struggling with changes in their own life and psyche, and the wisdom to be a source of comfort and guidance for them. I think you have encountered unsolicited advice and know how unhelpful and frustrating it can be to be on the receiving end of that, you know how to hold space for people in uncomfortable transition periods and not assert your own opinions/perspectives onto them of what they "should" be doing or what you think would be "good" for them. More than anything you understand how invaluable it is to have someone witness what you're going through and reflect it back to you without judgement. To really see you, and be with you.
Take care pile 1.
Pile 2: The Tower
Woah. This pile feels old old. There is a profoundly detached energy coming through for you guys, very cerebral and heady. It's not cold, but there is a sort of ruthless... neutrality. You see everyone as being on the same level, playing on the same field, fighting for the same things. Just maybe with some different outfits or weapons. This perspective informs your behavior heavily, and I feel like this might be misread by those around you as a disregard for authority, a sense of entitlement, of superiority. When in actuality, you're simply carrying yourself as exactly what you are: a sovereign being with power over your own life. You know that no one gets to tell you who you are, ever.
This kind of self-image and worldview, to many, is radical. Your presence forces people to confront themselves. They see you move through obstacles, pick yourself up, let things bounce right off you, and keep trying. They see your unwavering sense of self, a steady fire burning in a hearth. They are confronted with the reality that they have not cultivated this in themselves, or at least have not attained the level of mastery they perceive in you.
This can go two ways: some look to you as a source of inspiration. Some as competition. This pile is used to people competing with them for no good reason. You may have had people pretend to be friends with you, get close to you, try and siphon off of the glow and warmth of your inner world. You see the pain in people and you easily forgive, you are understanding of the myriad of reasons why people struggle to accept themselves. But you have also learned that, at the end of the day, we either decide to do something about this pain or we don't. And you can't make anyone do anything. There's that radical neutrality. You have faith that everyone is where they are meant to be, and will end up where they are meant to go.
Two of the tarot cards I pulled for you guys were Justice and the Ace of Swords. You guys are both a channel for the truth and the truth itself. The smallest things you do signal to others how you see the world, how you understand your place in it. I forget where I heard this, but there is an idea of "how you do one thing is how you do everything." That's you guys. Your beliefs permeate into everything you do.
I think for a lot of you, your karma could be playing out in the workplace. I think you are supposed to model for people what it means to really do the work, literally and figuratively. You are meticulous and shrewd. I might even say brilliant. You have a sharp mind and the drive to back it up. I get the sense that if you wanted to you could really fuck with people, but you don't. And I think this is for two reasons: I think you have a genuine appreciation and love for people and humanity, and I think you also have a deep understanding of the laws of karma. You understand the seriousness and precariousness of it all. You do not hold this lightly.
Maybe things feel stagnant at work, like they aren't moving, like your efforts go unnoticed or worse, are disregarded. Keep going. Keep trying. Not for anyone but yourself. Because you owe it to yourself to cultivate something that is all yours. Brick by brick, I think you have the potential to build yourself into a seriously successful person. But I don't think you'll be one of those people who has windfalls of luck - unexpected promotions or raises. And if these things do come to you, I see that these speedy promotions will be ultimately reversed. You are here to show people what it means to do it yourself, do it right. And doing it right takes time. But I don't think you need me to tell you that. ;)
Take it easy pile 2.
Pile 3: The Heart
You guys are tired and fed the fuck up is who you are lmao. I think the amount of pressure and frustration you have been encountering in your relationships has been building and building and building. As I'm writing this the time is 5:55, and two of your tarot cards are the five of pentacles and the five of swords. Things are changing for you guys, and it probably feels like, "Finally."
I think you're moving through a period where you have felt powerless when it comes to your relationships. There is a lot of build up of resentment for the people around you. I think you have been trying to stay optimistic, and maybe pushing down the part of you that's like "actually no......... we're not going to be treated like that"
I think there is or was a group of people that made you feel excluded. Your mistakes were magnified and your wins were ignored. You have been made to feel like it's your fault that they don't accept you, framing the dynamics as though you are the one who has to earn their approval. There is a really fucked up weaponizing of abandonment/belonging here. Like the behavior of these people is underhanded and covert, nothing really big happens that you can point to and say "That's what I'm talking about!!! Y'all are giant assholes!" It's all under the surface but it is detectable in so many of your interactions. They have been trying to get you to crack, to contort yourself to meet their expectations, to sacrifice your autonomy and self respect to fit in, just like they have.
I think there is some danger here on your part of swinging to an extreme. With the level of anger and frustration depicted in your cards, I wouldn't be surprised if you are fighting back tooth and nail your impulse to smack a bitch. I would like to tell you that, while honestly this would likely be a valid response in your situation, please do not engage in these types of behavior. Once to retaliate or respond to how you are being treated, it will be twisted. Even though you are the one who has been poked, prodded, and laughed at, if you respond to this - you will be made out to be the bad guy. And I know that that is crazy-making, but it's unfortunately how the world works. Don't give them the satisfaction. Take all that pent up energy and channel it into something for you, don't waste it on these people. They don't deserve it. Let it fuel your work ethic, start a new creative project, learn a new skill, start a side hustle, whip yourself into killer shape. Start your winter arc early, if you will. Let them watch you climb to the top, and then smile at them.
I think yeah you're just in a time of realizing how much of yourself you have set aside to please other people, and how detrimental this is to you and your relationships. You might have been feeling socially "stuck" for a long time. Past hurts have calcified and become like part of your skeletal structure. You've been in so much pain. I'm not sure if you've been keeping what you've been going through to yourself but if you have, it seems like some kind of outlet would be good. Even if you don't have anyone in your life that you feel safe opening up to, or if you can't afford therapy, use your body, journal, scream in a pillow, rage cry, dance it out to bad bitch anthems. This is like heavy and sharp and hot energy and it's just sitting in your solar plexus. You could be lashing out at people who don't deserve it and pushing away potential friends because there's just so much of this pain that you are struggling to express it and move through it. This is human and normal and there is nothing wrong with you!!!!
Best of luck pile 3
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songs queued! — boynextdoor’s ktv experiences with you
wc — 1.9k (~300-350 per member) genre & warnings — fluff, crack, platonic for woonhak, most scenarios will have alcohol involved (except for woonhak’s), songs that they’d sing in the karaoke included (with one opm song per member because i must give respect to my heritage that gifted me my talent) notes — one thing about me is that i do NOT play about ktvs. you will catch me drinking and having the time of my life in one almost every week (it's been a month since i last went. i miss it). if you enjoyed reading, please do reblog and leave feedback!
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park sungho knows one thing: you and alcohol guarantee a night filled with tears. whether it would be over the worst week you’ve had or out of sheer joy from being surrounded with your friends, it’s a sob fest. the first time you cried to him in your intoxicated state brought him to drop the mic… until he heard you talk about the finale of your favorite series. it’s not that sungho doesn’t take you seriously, but he now knows what to do should you cry again.
✰ sungho never strays away from the microphone, always flipping through the songbook to find another song to queue. if anything, you were the type who seemed to avoid the microphone. yet, sungho never pushed you to sing, so long as you sung along or enjoyed the night.
✰ on the nights the reason behind your tears are serious, he leads you somewhere far from the party, and he’ll stick with you until the end. he won’t force you to talk about anything, only holding a glass of water should you ever need one. he knew these were the only moments you could allow yourself to vent, to be vulnerable, and he would never strip that from you. all he wants is to be there for you.
✰ before you leave the party, sungho checks up on you one last time. he wipes your tear stained cheeks before pulling you into a hug. although your intoxicated mind won’t remember, he tells you to call him the next day. and when morning comes, you’ll see a message from him saying that he’s on the way to your place with a bowl of chinese soup.
songs queued — no control by one direction — still into you by paramore — replay by shinee — broken clocks by sza — and july by heize, dean & dj friz — chinito by yeng constantino
lee riwoo is all too familiar with your three different stages of intoxication. first, you’ll be in a bubbly mood, struggling to hold back your giggles over the smallest things that shouldn’t be funny. when you’ve had a bit more alcohol in your system, you’ll let loose and get on the dance floor, dragging riwoo along to enjoy the night with you. once you’ve calmed down, you’ll find yourself entering your third stage of intoxication: going nonverbal. riwoo follows the same stages as you.
✰ riwoo enjoys the karaoke with you. he can let loose and sing his heart out, knowing that someone is there to reciprocate the energy. it’s in the karaoke room—or maybe just being with you that he feels most alive. in your shared looks, you always read his mind, and you always came rushing to him with what he needed; another singing buddy, a person to dance with, someone to laugh with, the only one who can just sit in silence with him.
✰ when one of you go nonverbal, the other person makes it an effort to ask if they want to go somewhere far from the party. after all, the noise and lights could be overwhelming. riwoo always comes prepared with water while you always have earphones should the energy be too much. however, when the two of you find yourselves entering the third stage of intoxication, a corner in the room suffices. the only thing important to you two is having each other during these moments.
✰ while everyone goes off in their own, you and riwoo stick together. the way back home is a wordless one, but one filled with actions; hand holding and interlocked arms. the two of you thank the universe for silent moments—so long as you two are together.
songs queued — red wine supernova by chappell roan — shoong by taeyang feat. lisa — smoking out the window by silk sonic — beauty and a beat by justin bieber & nicki minaj — born this way by lady gaga — dadalhin by regine velasquez
myung jaehyun follows one rule when it comes to ktvs and you: act as the designated babysitter, specifically yours. you and alcohol never mix well. despite how many times you tell him that you aren’t going to drink, you can’t hold yourself back around a bottle of liquor. yet, jaehyun knows how much you needed the break. in fact, he’s always been the one person to tell you to stop spending late nights with your back slouched in front of your computer. so for now, he’ll allow you to have this time to let loose—so long as he’s there to take care of you.
✰ one thing about jaehyun is that he knew how to have fun without the alcohol—that’s how you know he’s the life-of-the-party. somehow, he knew what you needed. someone to sing with? that’s him. someone to hype you up? easiest job for him. someone to take a break with? you didn’t have to ask—he knows. when he sees you taking a seat after you sing your heart out, he rushes to your side. sure, you need some water, but sometimes, you just want someone to lean on. and he always knows.
✰ as everyone starts to bid their farewells, you hold jaehyun’s arm half-asleep. given all the times he took care of you, there would be no question who brings you home. he knows what to do before you fall to your bed; watch out the remnants of the night so that you can enjoy your sleep. after all, he didn’t mind taking care of you. the soft babbling, the sudden giggles, the quiet snores—these happened to be his favorite moments after every night out.
✰ whenever you wake up, you’d find hangover medicine and water on your bedside table. that was enough to make you smile.
songs queued — to myself by dpr live — new thing by zico — i need a girl by taeyang — aeao by dynamic duo — pour up by dean & zico — beer by the itchyworms
han taesan knows all the telltale signs that show whenever you’ve had too much to drink. he moves quick, ready to catch you whenever you stumble or snatch a shot from you. as much as taesan could never hold back from your eyes that plead to him, he knows you; a morning with a pounding headache and lack of recollection of last night’s events isn’t one you wanted to deal with. you think he’s not doing you a favor, sulking as he tells you he won’t leave until you finish a glass of water, but you’ll thank him when the morning comes.
✰ some nights, you manage to get away from taesan’s scolding. however, that only brings him to think smarter. at a point of incoherency, you still search for alcohol, whining as you ask them to fill up your shot glass. while you expect it to be filled with vodka, taesan fills it with water without your knowledge. to really sell it, he’ll take a “shot” with you. your intoxicated mind could never tell. (it was always amusing to see you hiss over the “alcohol” going down your throat.) and when you struggled to keep up with the lyrics, taesan would join along and keep you up to pace.
✰ when the night finally comes to an end, taesan never allows himself to watch you go home by yourself. you’re too drunk to take care of yourself, and for his peace of mind, he stays with you until he sees you enter the front door.
✰ when morning comes, taesan only recaps your foolish actions. while you sit in embarrassment, taesan laughs. (but he’ll never tell you of all the times he made sure you got home safe. he didn’t care how late in the night—or early in the morning—it would be. all he knows is that he’d do it any day.)
songs queued — linger by the cranberries — welcome to the black parade by my chemical romance — 1999 by g2 & gray — mr. brightside by the killers — sk8er boi by avril lavigne — huwag na huwag mong sabihin by kitchie nadal
kim leehan can’t deny he likes you in your intoxicated state. you’re never this bubbly, clingy, with him unless you’ve got some alcohol in your system. and in this state, you never know how to control your words. shy compliments and secret confessions never fail to leave your mouth. he swears he can hear his heartbeat with every word you say. it starts off with the love songs; you never can stop yourself from singing them. while everyone’s busy singing along, they never spot the glances you take at leehan. he doesn’t know if it’s your poor attempt to look at him discreetly, but he will always lock eyes with you. it’s the heat in your cheeks that are enough to send a message his way.
✰ when you start settling down, you stay with leehan, latching onto his arm and basking in his warmth. leehan accepts your touch, even slinging an arm to hold you close. mumbles tumble out of your mouth. when he can’t understand, he’ll lean closer to you—and the distance is enough to make you lose your train of thought. (leehan can’t help but like your starstruck expression.)
✰ once the party comes to its end, you always sober up in time. you’re back to your laidback persona that everyone knows of. yet, leehan still looks at you like the same intoxicated person who held onto him almost the entire night. although you try to feign ignorance, he knows you all too well. his hand rests on top of your head, allowing you to enjoy briefly in his warmth before you go on your separate ways.
✰ you two never talk about it in the next morning. (but you two think back to it in the late hours of the night.)
songs queued — a thousand miles by vanessa carlton — september by earth, wind, and fire — yeah by usher feat. lil jon & ludacris — so sick by ne-yo — you’re so vain by carly simon — torete by moonstar88
kim woonhak would never pass on karaoke, especially if you’re coming along. every song becomes a duet with you. not in a way that you’re stealing each other’s spotlight but more to deliver the best performance in the booth. the karaoke booth transforms into anything you two want it to be; a stage, a garage, whatever space fits the song and you two.
✰ whenever you two get tired, you fall into a routine of catching up on anything and everything. somehow, you two can talk about anything in the world; lucid dreams, burning passions, the concept of water and if it’s wet. woonhak likes these conversations. if anything, he’d be happy to just talk, but he likes creating memories with you—living life with you. his youth is filled with you.
✰ while everyone leaves with a goal to rest, you and woonhak can’t seem to think about what’s in store for the next day. the way home is filled with laughter over tonight’s events. somehow, you remind him that there’s more to life than just school or work. there’ll always be space for these silly moments and never-ending conversations with you.
✰ mornings after surprisingly aren’t as noisy like the nights you spend at the ktv. somehow, you two like it slow, and woonhak’s happy enough to spend it with his favorite person.
songs queued — her by block b — come back home by seo taiji and boys — left & right by seventeen — cat & dog by tomorrow by together — love scenario by ikon — andrew ford medina by andrew e.
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Please I beg u, I am in desperate need of jealous Poe! 😭😩🤧 can be fo! or resistance, doesn't matter. No pressure ofc!!
Ooh! I'ma go with Resistance Poe because FO!Poe would probably just kill that person and punish reader for not telling that individual off lol.
Not on my watch
Poe Dameron x fem!reader
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Summary: The new recruit was flirting with you. Poe did not like that.
Cw/triggers: Nsfw, jealous and possessive Poe, p in v, oral (fem! receiving).
The new recruit who had just been at the base a couple of days, was helping you out of your X-Wing, grasping your hand gently, too gentle in his hand, looking at you with lovesick expression.
"Thanks." you gave a friendly smile.
"You're welcome. Gotta say, didn't expect some pilots to be as gorgeous as you." he winked, having no intentions of releasing your hand yet.
Both of you were unaware of BB-8 zipping around nearby, catching that guy's obvious flirtation with you.
He gestured towards your helmet. "Oh, mind me holding that for you?" without waiting for your answer, he unclasped and gently moved it off from your head.
Suddenly BB-8 rolled up beside you, tilting its dome up and beeping curiously at you.
Just a second later, a familiar voice boomed through the hangar.
"Hey, you there!"
Poe approached you both, already looking displeased.
"That's your helmet?" Poe asked, his voice was filled with venom but he kept calm.
The recruit just smiled. "No, it's her helmet. I thought I'd be a gentleman for our pretty pilot."
Poe stared him down, his blood boiling up. "Well, I don't know if it works that way, buddy."
"And who are you?" The recruit scoffed, turning to face Poe, still grasping your helmet in his hands.
"Who do you think I am, recruit?" Poe tested him, arching his brow up.
The recruit scrutinized Poe, his eyes widened in realization as he spotted the rank tag.
"Oh, you're the com–"
"Yeah, the commander, that's right." Poe nodded, putting his hands on his hips.
The recruit literally swallowed down his cockiness and ego.
"Sorry about that, sir, I-I won't bother you again.." he stammered, handing you back your helmet then turned to leave, giving off how exposed and embarrassed he is.
Poe turned his attention to you. "Who was that guy?"
"A new recruit apparently." you shrug.
Poe arched his brow up once more. "And you let that guy get you out of your cockpit and almost pamper you?"
"I did not let him– wait, how do you know that?"
"BB-8 saw everything."
BB-8 confirmed Poe's statement with a proud beep.
"Anyways, you showed him his place. He won't annoy me anymore."
Poe cracked a cocky smile. "Yeah I did," he nods, then his demeanor turned more serious "and later I will show you yours too."
Not sure if you've heard him correctly, you blinked at his words. "Excuse me?" you gave a confused smile.
Poe's cocky smile turned into a grin. "I know you heard me, baby."
"Poe, it was just a recruit not knowing where his place was until you showed up." you giggle.
Poe looked around to see if he could catch the recruit again, seeing him carrying a crate, then stepped closer to you, leaning in for a hug, making sure to make it obvious so the guy would look.
Once Poe saw the recruit looking, both of his hands slid down your back to cup your ass, giving a soft squeeze.
"Well, he tried charming the wrong person. You're my girl, nobody gets to pamper her except me." he whispered into your ear, glancing back at the recruit, who's mouth was agape.
Seeing that reaction from the recruit, Poe couldn't help but smirk before he upped the game by planting kisses along the side of your neck.
"Poe, we're in the hangar." you chided softly but unable to hide the smile.
Only now did Poe pull away. "I know. Gotta make sure everyone knows who you belong to, right?" he smirked.
Later that day, Poe stormed into your quarters, sparing no second to get you undressed on the bed and on top of you.
"Baby, imagine that prick seeing me worshipping you rightnow."
Poe licks his way downwards your stomach, your belly, making you squirm and buck up as he changes his way to your inner thigh.
"You still can't get that guy out of your head?" you chuckle.
Poe smirks against your skin. "After all he was flirting with my girl, of course."
"You're being ridiculous–"
He didn't gave you another second, latching his mouth onto your dripping hole, sucking and licking until it was impossible for you to think straight.
"Maybe I am." he mumbled against you, dipping his tongue inside as far as possible. Then looked up, seeing your beautiful face contorted into pleasure, your fingers gripping the sheets so hard your knuckles were white.
Poe smirked, knowing he had you where he wanted you - underneath him, with the only thing on your mind being the pleasure he's giving you.
You got ripped out of the intense feeling he gave you when he abruptly stopped, making you whine at the loss, only so Poe could free himself.
Poe got between your legs, aligning his dick with your hole and leaning down to your ear.
"But hey, sometimes it's my job to make sure people know you're mine."
He started thrusting into you, slowly at first to get you riled up some more, increasing his movements as your moans got needier.
Suddenly Poe stopped, his mouth went next to your ear, letting you feel his hot breath against your skin.
"Tell me you're mine, sweetie..." he whispered huskily.
Your mind couldn't really comprehend what he just said due to you still being numb from all the ecstasy.
"W-what- wait what?" you gasp, bucking your hips up to get some desperate friction.
Poe chuckled lowly, thrusting into you all the way until he was fully sheathed, then proceeds to grind his pelvis against you, driving you mad with pleasure, then stopping again.
"Come on, baby," in a tortuously slow movement, he started thrusting again, knowing it will make your mind go blank "say it."
"P-Poe, you're killing me!" you whine, but it sounded more like a moan.
"That's not what I wanted you to say, honey." Poe chuckled, figuring you must be close due to your desperation.
You bucked your hips again, feeling your peak approaching. "I'm yours, Poe. All yours." you blurt out, your imminent orgasm made you sound so desperate.
Poe grins, starting to pound into you, sending your mind spiraling. "There you go, baby." he pants, his movements got sloppier with every thrust.
You came first, with Poe only a second behind before he released himself into you.
With both of you laying on the bed together afterwards, you couldn't help but ask. "Did you calm down now?"
Poe took you into his arms. "No chance, sweetie." he chuckled, giving you a lingering kiss. "If I catch that prick flirting with you again then I don't know what I will do."
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COD x (Soldier) Reader/You (Retired Comfy AU)
PSA:
Characters may be OOC (i'm new to the plot and fandom)
Straight up crack fic and very unserious
afab aligned reader
Clunky format ‘cause this site hates me so im using my phone to post lol
Might become a mini series hehe
Separate post on summary/ idea of the plot behind this but for now- enjoy the introductory one-shot !
• As a friend in arms, you knew how most of you had to escape the government (because of their corruption) and end up at a rural area at some random European country Lasswell guided your misfits of arms to
• Currently, you were all in a plane to Switzerland with the 414 crew
• "Can I finally go into a genuine Ikea?"
• Breaking the tense silence in the plane, the four couldn't help but turn to you with a deranged look of, 'what the fuck.'
• "say that again luv?" Gaz asks exasperatedly, wondering if you were serious just now, but seeing the sparkling gleam in your eyes-- that was a hard no.
• "I mean c'mon!" you whined, "wouldn't you wanna see Blahaj?"
• "who the hell is that?" Ghost scoffed, but amused at how unserious you were being right now and at how you gasped as if he said something so offensive
• Whipping your head to Ghost, who sat across from you with Price to his right and Gaz to his left, you mutter an offended, "how dare you not know such thing!"
• "who are they then pup?" Soap leans in with his arm over your shoulder, pulling you in
• "only the greatest mascot ever!" you replied back and shoving a tiny plushie in his face, making him back up with a quick, "holy-!" in surprise
• How did you procure that from thin air? The task force would never know.
• "This-!" You emphasized, "is Blahaj!" you began humming a holy song as you lifted your tiny Blahaj plushie in the air as the 4 (unknowing to you) were trying so hard to keep in their laughs
• "did ya always have that on ya'?" Price just had to ask- no, he needed to know if you kept that on your pack at all times
• "obviously!" you huffed with your chest out ever so confidently, "its my lucky charm…" you stare at it in reminiscing, feeling the rough texture of the plushie as it had gone through the years of fighting alongside you.
• "yer side kick then, aye?" Soap messes your hair while chuckling, you were just like an adorable puppy to him
• So overly hyper and affectionate, but ever so loyal yet vicious when pushed to be
• You leaned even more into his embrace, sighing at the familiar comfort it gave you in tough times as these
• "yea, 'tis always been with me-- like you guys!" you first smiled at Soap who squeezed you harder and mirrored your own grin before turning to the others who's eyes couldn't help but soften at the account
• "that’s true," Gaz chuckles, "we've been through everything with each other"
• "At this point- it'd be weird if we didn't, aye?" Price added on with Ghost humming along, despite the eye roll he gave you as playfully teased him with a knowing stare
• "I bet you guys did everything alright," you mutter teasingly, making everyone groan
• "don't act as if I'm wrong!" you pointedly glare at everyone but soon direct it to a Soap who- quite clearly- became red at your insinuation.
• Seeing this, you took your opportunity to shove the arm off you as you gasp, "so scandalous of you Sarge MacTavish!"
• "Shut the fuck up pup," he groans, covering his face as he pushes your wiggling ass eyebrows face away, but as soon as he did you dodged and directed it this time to Ghost who just huffed at your assumption
• "Wild guessing now are we?" He asks you confidently while you cackled
• "You think I haven't seen you guys fuck back at base or something? Y'all think the walls are soundproof or some shit."
• Hearing your admission, now all of them were embarrassed.
• "I mean seriously- right after a fucking mission?! And all I hear all night is 'plap, plap, plap-!"
• "that’s enough outta ye," Soap groans, forcefully covering your mouth as the three other men throw him a gaze of appreciation
• Price cleared his throat before apologizing to you, "that's on us, sweetheart. Apologies."
• You wave your hand, signaling it was ok.
• "that's why-!" you shoved Soap's hand away from your mouth, "I would like the single bedroom away from all your tom-fuckery."
• "Corporal." Price warns and you simply giggled, seeing as how Ghost shoulders' shook from that pun as well
• "I have to know tho…"
• "..what is it this time…" Gaz, given up and instead of prolonging it- simply straight up and asks you
• "you guys must have had a foursome once or twice right?"
• The embarrassing groans continue as they simply ignored you now, soap- done with your shenanigans- transferred to his mates' side and cozied up with them
• "'cause I swear- y'all were doing that groanin' shit at the same time way too often-!"
• "kitty is curious, ain't she?" Ghost stares as you, a smirk under his mask as he sees your ears grow red
• "'cause y'all do shit without me…"
• All of their eyes widen at the revelation
• "WAIIIIITTTTT- NOT IN THAT KIND OF WAY--"
• "kitty wants to play cap'n," Ghost chuckles, now strolling up to you menacingly as you feel the vibe in the room change
• "hmm, no wonder she stayed up all those times huh?" Price smirks, standing up as well as both look down on your red-faced form
• "how would she know about those times, right?" Ghost could just eat up your reaction, seeing as how affected you were by them
• "no!" you turned to Ghost the pointing to Price, "No! Not like that!" you crawled back to the seat as much as you could as they went closer and closer
• "I think its just like that luv," Gaz pipes in, leaning against Soap who appeared by Ghost's side, "complaining in such detail- how else would you know that much, hm?"
• You squired in your seat, even more so as you feel like being pinned down by their gazes
• Soap leans down and his breath on your neck makes the hair ends stand at attention
• "interested in how that foursome went, doll?"
• Hearing this, your face exploded and four had the gall to laugh and go back to their seats, now amused at how the tables have been turned on you
• "fuck off all of you!" you groaned, hiding your face in your knees as you pulled it up
• "don't like being jostled now do we?" Gaz snickers and you throw him a playful glare
• "I just connected the dots recently okay?! Most of what I said was made up anyways- I was knocked out like a light every after mission!" you complained and surprisingly, that shut them up…
• Looking up from your knees as to why they had suddenly became silent, you could see their cold sweats dripping
• "wait- my bullshit is real and y'all fuck with each other in a poly relationship??" you asked, now genuinely shocked
• "we thought you were being for real earlier…" Soap huffs, rubbing his neck as he now- definitely- couldn't make eye contact with you
• "it was on point, y'know?" Ghost hums, also avoiding eye contact with you
• Price clears his throat again, "we thought you knew sweetie," he looks at you again, even more so awkward of how you didn't know the whole time you were with them since the incident with Shepherd and Graves
• "shit!" you cursed, now embarrassed at yourself of not knowing at all when all the signs were coming together
• You slid to a kneeled position in front of your superiors and gave a deep bow in apology
• "I'm so sorry sirs! I should've known better!"
• "Hey, hey- no need to kneel," Gaz was immediately at your side, trying to lift you from your position
• "we're not in the army anymore pup." Soap smiles, doing the same as the two other simply chuckle at your shenanigans once more
• "it- its.. Ugh! Words, brain is farting right now," you pouted as you let the two carry you up by the armpits and situate you again on your seat, in front of the two while the other two flanked your sides, not letting go of your shaking hands
• "…'m sorry for joking about that.."
• "You're good, kit." Ghost nods, "not a sensitive topic for us."
• "Yes," Price sighs, "we're all comfortable with each other."
• "including me right?" you pointed at yourself, with your hand still interlaced with Soap who simply smiles at your naivety
• Price chuckles, "you wouldn't be here right now if you aren't." He confesses truthfully and you couldn't help but sigh in relief with a soft 'thank fuck,'-- to which both Gaz and Soap snickers at.
• "not that I want to intrude or anything!" you cleared up and Price looks at you confused, "- just wanted to know what y'all boundaries are and what y'all comfy with if we're gonna live together- for like, I don't know- forever??" you end up unsure, now confused of what your living plans would be with the four
• Clearly they had their own relationship and their own routines, how could you intrude on that intimate part of themselves?! You had to contact Lasswell right now--
• "Oi, stop overthinkin'." Ghost pushes the skin between your brows and you wake up from your internal rant to see the four around you again, albeit- less menacingly this time
• "Sweetheart." Price calls to you and grabs your hands in his, making you face him
• "You are fine, we don't mind having you with us."
• "we've been through the worst together, haven't we?" Soap adds on, agreeing with the sentiments of his captain and partner
• "pretty too late now to back out, luv." Gaz hums patting your shoulder with a reassured smile
• "but--"
• "no buts," Ghost covers your mouth as you deadpan at him, "you're fucking with us for the long haul."
• You groan, already feeling the migraine that's kicking in living with these four horndogs of a superiors.
• "just keep me out of the 'fucking' part."
They laugh at your plead, all in good fun
#unedited#platonic relationships#crackfic#cod x reader#tf 141 x reader#tf 141 poly#cod x you#tf 141 x you#tf 141 poly x reader#tf 141 poly x you#ghost x soap#price x gaz#ghost x reader#soap x reader#price x reader#gaz x reader#ghost x you#soap x you#price x you#gaz x you
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OMG, WHAT DID I JUST READ???😱💖
The way you set up Valentino's frustration and the tension of needing to earn extra money is so relatable, especially in a chaotic world like this. I love how you’ve built the atmosphere—it's gritty and raw but also laced with this dark humor that makes it so engaging!
Barry is such an intriguing character! The mix of repulsion and curiosity you convey as you navigate his emotional turmoil is absolutely riveting. Like, I can’t even with how you balance the humor and the heaviness of his backstory! You can feel the weight of his past and his relationship with Bertha, and it’s just heartbreaking yet so compelling.
I love how you inject sass and humor into the interactions. The way you wrote Barry's emotional breakdown while maintaining that banter is incredible. Your character's playful quips, like “Can I call you Bertha?” and “Who the fuck just goes around hell singing?” are hilarious and keep the tone light despite the serious subject matter. I was cracking up at the “Fucking Lilith wannabe!” comment—like, same! 😂
The reveal about Barry’s history with Bertha and his brother Tom adds such depth to the story - I didn't expect that! The gossip-like quality of Barry spilling his past is super engaging, and I love how it creates this sense of intimacy between the characters!
I also appreciate how you touch on deeper themes, like regret and longing for lost love, while still keeping it fresh and entertaining. Barry may not be perfect, but you can sense that there’s still goodness in him, and I’m rooting for him to find some redemption. The complexity of his character leaves me wanting to know more about his journey!
Thank you for sharing this delightful story! 💖💖💖
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Parts of a Sinner
Valentino was pissing you off today. You were glad most days to me a mid earner. Flying under his radar. Unfortunately, SpiderCunt pissed him off and now the lowest earners are on vacation respawning. So now you need to get some extra money fast to earn your keep under his care.
Some of the other actors helped set you up with one of the higher-paying clients they utilized when Val ran low on their personal poison and they had to pay on their own. It was days like this when you were glad your drug of choice was always in high supply with him. It didn’t help you now though. Still had to turn in the difference to match the rates everyone else brought in with just their videos. Lucky bastards.
You make your way to the apartment number Tiffany gave you, warning that she hadn't seen the guy in years. The door is covered in a translucent green crust. You sign before putting on your big-money smile and knocking. not the worst thing you've ever touched but hey, you haven’t seen him yet. Could still break records.
When he opened the door you were not surprised to see him in a trench coat. You were disappointed however to see his four arms. But they didn’t really hold your attention long either. His murky-greenish yellow skin reminded you of the color of early autumn leaves. It was your favorite time of year on earth.
“So, I heard someone here was looking for a good time?” You quote the same script you always do. Makes it go faster you think, having a system.
He stands off to the side and gestures for you to enter. You walk in and see a homey little studio apartment. The wooden floors creak with each step you take.
The living room, if you could call it that, was simple. A full-sized mattress pushed against the wall that was going to be a struggle to work with with a TV hung on the wall to the left of it. That was it. There wasn’t enough space left to even justify buying a rug.
You sit down on the bed and he takes off his coat and stands in front of you. You have seen worse but he makes the list. His parts looked alright but not exactly the kind one would look forward to touching.
“Can I call you Bertha?” He asks. You do not like that idea but business is business.
“You can call me whatever you want sugar,” You say as seductively as you can, while looking into his pink eyes hanging down near the top of his slug head. His eyes started to water as you finished your line.
“Sugar?” You had seen criers before but he did not meet the profile. “What’s wrong baby?” You reach out to touch his shoulder and he leans into your touch.
“I-” he sniffles “She used to call me sugar.” His four arms pull you into a standing hug as his eyes start pouring tears into your hair. “Before-” His breathing was getting shaky. You almost felt bad for him. He was a pitiful man.
“Before what sugar?” You say and cringe as the tears start soaking into your light t-shirt.
“He-” The slug took a deep breath, “He turned her against me.”
Oh shit. Tea? In this economy?
You start getting too curious for your own good again. You can already feel your feline ears twitch in anticipation for the rest of the story. “How about you tell me some more names? Start with yours maybe?”
“Barry. My name is Barry Trench-”
“Hold on!” You interrupt, like a bitch, “Like Tom Trench, yall related or something?” you almost laugh but you feel him nod into your shoulder. “Is he who-” You feel the nod again.
“He married Bertha. She was my childhood friend. But she was a couple of years older than me. She was ready for marriage and planned to wait for me but my brother convinced her father to make her marry him instead.” Berry was spilling all the gossip.
You wondered if this could be useful if you sold this info to Vox but the foam building up around the sinner’s eyes hurt to see. Gently you wipe his eyes.
“And she said yes?”
“It was the last decade of the 1800s, if her father said to do it, she was going to.” He let you go and together you sat back down on the bed. “I had a bad reputation in town. My brother and I were close as kids and he, uh, he had a habit of looking in windows of people.” You grab one of his lower arms and watch as a small smile forms on his face, “We looked pretty similar up on Earth. The first time he got caught he had been borrowing a book of mine and he left it behind in the chaos I guess.”
“Well, That’s pretty shitty of him to not fess up.”
“Yeah, it was the day our brotherhood died. We weren’t the same after that, Tom and I. It was when I met Bertha. My Pa didn’t like me being friends with the girls. Thought it would seem indecent. He knew the rumors weren’t true. Tom really didn’t like seeing me with Bertha.”
“The bastard took her just to piss you off then?” You were going to start getting your news from Instagram. Channel 666 News was not gonna profit off your views anymore, that's for sure.
He laughed at that and your heart felt a little lighter than it had been as of late. You feel a small laugh escape your lips too.
“Yeah. They only ever had one kid together. Looked just like her luckily.” Berry smiled at you, “I never married. She was the only one for me. I always hoped I would find her again when I made it to heaven, thought I did alright.”
Still holding onto your hand he leaned back on the bed monologuing. “She died before me. Started as a cough, and got worse. I was thinking about her while working six weeks later. Factories are not safe places to get distracted while working.”
You scoot over to look at him better. “You find her down here?”
“She did do alright. I just stumbled I guess. I wasn’t perfect then but I am much worse now.” He looked at you with a guilty look on his face, “ I flashed a random woman today, she was just singing!”
You bite your lip to hold back your laugh. “Who the fuck just goes around hell singing? Fucking Lilith wannabe, am I right?”
He starts laughing again. His laugh is a bit like a deep chuckle and a dying frog combined. Terrible in concept but it hit your ears just right.
Barry wasn't the best man, but you think he could hit the mid-list.
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anyone else have multiple traumatic memories associated specifically with holidays/family vacations? because that is a topic I never see discussed in all the So You Had A Shitty Childhood, Now What? self-help books i've been reading. but for me, it was a significant thing. and the more i think about it the more it seems like this would be an (unfortunately) common experience. would be grateful to hear if this matches other peoples' experiences...
#not a shitpost#serious post#ask to tag#tw trauma#cptsd#c-ptsd#and if so we should TALK about it#because it means there are a whole group of survivors out there whose mental health regularly worsens during holidays#like i know i am most certainly not the only person who feels an undefined Dread hanging over christmas/my birthday/july 4 etc#bc too many shitty things happened during those times and now my brain is hypervigilant bc traditionally these are the Danger Times#and this seems like it would be particularly common for survivors of abusive/dysfunctional households (aka most people with c-ptsd)#because holidays/vacations typically mean 1) the whole family is together/being forced to interact#2) and undergoing external stressors e.g. travel/relatives aka 'outsiders' visiting/routines & coping mechanisms being interrupted etc#3) there is social pressure for this to be a Fun Family Bonding Experience which only highlights the cracks in the foundation#and exposes the common Everything Is Fine/We Are A Happy Family lie#4) the cognitive dissonance of feeling tired/anxious/stressed/afraid during a time when you are 'supposed' to be Making Good Memories#and then everyone is angry/tired/anxious/triggered and things boil over and something or someone goes Very Wrong#weird that i'm posting this in october when halloween is...sort of the ONLY holiday i have only good and happy feelings towards#i got lucky there#also i have positive feelings towards Labor Day but that's for socialist reasons
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Fitz and Cassius could honestly relate so much to eachother if they had a proper conversation.
They'd both like to be trapped between two hot men
#don't mind me just dropping in - opaz#kotlc#keeper of the lost cities#kotlc fitz#fitz vacker#kotlc cassius#cassius sencen#am i serious or is this crack?#who knows#no context
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once it's done it feels like it must've been years since they had started. he wasn't even sure what they had done. in fact what had happened just blurred together in a series of images that he couldn't decipher. images, words, faces - like the memories that he felt himself losing slowly, some all at once. once his eyes opened and he saw the crack of daylight through the curtains it took him a moment to remember where he was. he had woken in a fog of memories that weren't his. dreams, light, but that's not what they had been. and he feels an unsettled stirring that forces him up out of the bed. he can't remember much of anything that the sisters had told him. he feels a chill at the thought that they had been in here with him. with their hands on him, channeling into him. he feels unnerved. but there's something missing. like his hands are grabbing for something that he can't exactly name. like something's been lifted off of him. he feels the lack of weight. there is no heaviness on him. they've stripped him of it, of the weighty cursed thing that had gotten him here. here, imprisoned.
but when he looks around the large room it doesn't feel much like a prison. with the fine soft bed under him, the expensive sheets. heavy drapes, dark wood, beautifully and richly furnished. he moves to sit up on the edge of the bed. this is when he's aware that they've taken his clothes. he remembers that, the women saying that they needed to be burned. the taint having gotten that deeply into him. that seemed so bloody serious, didn't it? he hadn't even thought that was possible. the room comes to him in a haze, like he's just woken up from an endless sleep. like maybe he wasn't supposed to be awake. it's a funny thought that he almost laughs at.
he pulls the sheet forward to cover himself. feeling a deep chill through his whole body. and now his thoughts finally clear. he's able to wonder now, wonder why he was even here. why rand kept him but didn't bother to punish him like he said he would. instead he had gotten the yellow sisters to heal him. he had let him stay in this room. and he had tried to talk to him, which was strange given who he was. the bloody king of cairein. why would he even bother talking to him for? and yet he had been making an attempt before the sisters of the yellow ajah had come. that leaves him feeling even more confused suddenly, overwhelmed by all this constant thinking. he didn't have anything close to answers to the questions either. that was the worst part. he had no idea about any of it.
he runs his hand back through his hair. he's surprised by how weak he feels. how the very act of lifting his hand to push it back through his hair made his arm feel weak. the weakness brings on the sudden intense hunger. and he feels a bit out of himself. it's worse than waking up from a dream. it's like he's been transported some place else. and he doesn't know where. he can remind himself that he's in cairhien, that the flaming kind was keeping him here. and he had helped him. in a way that mat had been unaware that he needed. before the aes sedai had come he hadn't even been sure what was wrong with him.
he hears a noise then. he had thought that he was alone this whole time. but there's rand. he's not sure if he had just come in or had been there while he was out. how long had it been? he wasn't even sure. he only knew that it was nighttime when the aes sedai had come. and now it was bright out, shining through the window, hurting his eyes. he feels a heat beating at the back of his neck suddenly. he tugs the sheet closer to his body. he feels an unsteadiness all over him. he swallows harshly. looking down at the ground that his feet hovered over. thick rich carpet.
he feels too unsteady to get out of bed. too weak. like he might do something humiliating like fall right on his face. he didn't want rand to think that he was that pathetic. although he's not sure why it even mattered what he thought. he was holding him prisoner after all! he had sworn he was going to kill him! execute him publicly! all for something that he wasn't even doing! but the weight on him wasn't about rand. he was thinking of the dagger, of the aes sedai's healing hands on him, of rand's question like this wasn't about him channeling. but then what? what did he want from him? why had he helped him?
he lifts his eyes to rand's face then. he's as solemn as ever, isn't he? a stern set to his jaw, an unreadable storm in the blue of his eyes. and mat again feels like he doesn't know how to respond to his presence. he looms - no, that's not the right word. but for one reason or another he feels uneasy in his presence. like he doesn't want to screw something up. like the two of them are old friends and he had to leave him with some sort of impression. but they aren't old friends. and mat's not even sure when he's going to get to leave. if he ever will.
so, does he ask him? does he tell him about the sudden light feeling that's spread through him. even if his mind is foggy and that dreams still pinpricked at the back of his mind. he feels a lightness he hasn't felt in a long time. in what felt like forever. and he had bloody aes sedai to thank for that? well, that thought made him feel unnerved. growing up he had heard all the stories about them. maybe it's be easier to thank rand. but he's a bloody king. and how does he trust that? everything feels up in the air. and for the the first time in a long time he wants to go back home.
only he can't really remember home. it's all blurred images. his dad standing out the most. and then faded stories passed through merchants and passing strangers. aes sedai are bad. terrible witches. the dragon is coming to save you all. would he? was it worth it? the nobles are fighting again, carrying very little for the people on the lands that they claim to own. here he was surrounded by people he didn't think he could trust. he wanted to go back to the guild. but would they take him? rand had pronounced a death sentence on him. would anyone believe that it wasn't true?
he lets out a shaky breath, blinking slowly. trying to keep himself in the moment. but everything feels so bloody upended. memories of their last conversation come to him then. rand had asked him a question, hadn't he? "emond's field." he says in a low voice. his throat is dry. "i'm from emond's field in the two rivers." and then after a moment he lowers his eyes down to his hands. and he's not sure why he's so surprised that they look exactly the same. he feels so out of himself that the thought is funnily almost a comfort to him. "light, i'm hungry.. do you think i could get something to eat?"and then he lets out a laugh, a little too loud and delirious sounded. "and maybe some clothes."
There's a feeling of isolation that often fills him in his loneliest hours. Something aching threading through him that makes him feel like he's at a loss always. He's not someone that anyone gets close to. He's not easy to know. Most of the High Lords and nobles resent him for the laws and tactics and lack of overtures that he had made ever since he had taken the Sun Throne, as well as the Stone of Tear. He found no friends in the common people either because he knew that they would see him as just another upper classman that didn't consider them people.
Was he lonely? He felt like he was, in so many ways. Sometimes saying the same things to his servants every single day was something that he grew tired of. Those that were constantly around him were mere guards or simply there because they had to run decisions by him from other areas that his armies were at, or were currently occupying. It was something to get tired of, something to feel cold over.
There weren't many people that he knew. There weren't even people that could be regarded as friends. He had never had a true one, even as a boy being prepped for the throne by his father. A man that had been cold and political. A man that had been a symbol more than a father. A path never to follow because he had given into the whims of all of the noblemen. Rand had promised himself that he would never do that. He would never lower himself to adhere to the way things had always been simply for the sake of ease.
Were there lovers? There had been a few but they had all been fleeting. They always left. They always found him to be far too difficult to deal with. They didn't seem to be invested enough in the men as they were in the crown. Those were ones that he had cut ties with. The ones that left always found glimmers of the truth and had been scared away. They had seen him to the bone and had cowered away from it.
So for such a long while Rand had remained a King and not a man. He wasn't the being that he had wanted to be. He simply made himself a symbol, much like his father, but in very different ways. He was a symbol of justice, he was a being of honor and respect. He knew that it was the only way to be. That was the only way that he could survive without wasting away from the isolation that had injected itself into his life.
Mat was sitting there, something quiet lingering in his eyes. He was bitter. He was angry. He held all of this against him and Rand was a bit agitated at the feeling. Even though he knew full well that Mat had every right to feel that way. He had every right to be angry at him, angry with the way that Rand had treated him since he had come into Cairhien. He treated the population well except for this one man. Maybe he should have done things differently but there were feelings that filled him and said that he couldn't just turn away from him. Somehow he was different.
"The Healers will be here soon." Rand told him with a brief nod of his head, something pointed lingering in his eyes as he watches him push away his food, watches him lean back in his chair, watches him bitterly look over the area and then look into Rand's eyes. He knows that he hadn't treated him well out of fear but what would happen to him were he to admit to the truth? What would happen to Cairhien? What would Mat think?
There's something startling about the color of his eyes. He looks sick, he looks healthy, he looks strangely alive but in a begrudging way. Something was wrong with him, Rand could tell. His Talent wasn't Healing but he knew that he could Delve him now to see what was wrong with him. Wouldn't that be better to do than to simply sit here and let things further sour between them?
Immediately Rand looked away, swallowing down thickly on the feelings that coursed through him. "Where are you from?" He questioned, his hand flat but somewhat trembling on the table's surface. He feels something knot up in his stomach, it's dire, he knows that. It's dire to feel this way, this confusing way that he isn't even entirely sure where it came from. What the feeling was.
But before Mat could answer the doors opened and The Healers came in. Sisters of the Yellow Ajah that were here on embassy from The White Tower. Rand stood up and left them to their business, locking his hands together and moving to the window so that he might look over the city that was awake and thriving. Nothing was quiet out there but Rand could hear the racing of his own heart in his ears, like thudding blood. He was well aware what was happening behind him, the goosebumps covered his skin from being in proximity to someone who could Channel. He knew what he wanted to do now. He knew that if the Healing could work that there could be a place here for Mat. That is if, after everything, he would take it.
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Why are you focusing on cracking ciphers when you could be focused on Cipher's crack?
#the book of bill#tbob spoilers#the billble spoilers#like am i the only one going insane over this?#the billford stuff is awesome but this changed the way i'm going to look at his character forever#i thought he was such a con man he could somehow cheat death#i thought the “different place different time” meant he was in the statue or the book#i never thought he'd face that serious of repercussions over his actions#he's such a con man he convinced me that he couldn't be hurt - not by a human#if as much time has passed for him as it has for us then i'm not sure if that crack is going away#there's just something about seeing this “all knowing all powerful” entity sustain a (maybe) permanent injury from Some Guy. you know#makes you wonder how much power he even had in the first place. what if he was just some kid with a lighter who never grew up. what then#[personal tag here]
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I do think one of my favourite doctor who things is when the Big Bad does a fun little musical number while the camera periodically focuses on the Doctor's Serious Stricken Face while the Big Bad shimmies in the background
#doctor who#its so fun#and the doctor always looks SO serious#like babe i know the worlds ending and/or people are dying but cmon crack a smile or smth#obs the toymakers spice up your life number is in incredible#but also the master as rasputin#and actually the master on the valiant#it all plays on a loop in my head
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#oh Jesus Dave Grohl 🤦🏻♀️#I actually thought he was being kinda funny like his schtick until he made the crack about ‘actually’ playing live#like don’t get me wrong I think he has a right to be salty at Swifties for harassing his daughter#even though she started shit but she’s young and the reaction was disproportionate#but like… come on man don’t shit on Taylor’s actual performance#I KNOW it wasn’t that serious - he was just playing to the crowd#and the crowd is crusty genx rock fans#(I say this as someone who has been to a foo fighters concert!! and tried to get tickets last time they were in town but sold out!)#(and I like Dave!)#like I don’t think it’s that serious and I bet if pressed he’d say he wasn’t shitting on Taylor#he was shitting on his own band for messing up when they play live#but like… dude#aaaaaaanyway another day another drama drama
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