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public displays of affection - aaron hotchner x reader
the aaron take on the derek/penelope workplace seminar (episode of reference: 9x12)
cw; bau!reader, established relationship, suggestiveness, small allusions to sex, fluff <3, bau family banter, aaron being mortifiedđ, references to the episode wc; 1.4k
"penny," you shut one of your files, placing it in your desktop organizer. "you're creating a draft."
"this is bad. oh so very very bad." she stammered, continuing to pace back and forth, "i'm just mentally preparing myself to be humiliated in front of the entire unit. for the second time, may i add. god, who blabbed this time?
"what did you even do?" spencer chimed in, his head lifting from his current read.
"i don't know." she exclaimed, an exasperated breath leaving her. "nothing out of the ordinary, so that means anything is possible. you," she pointed at morgan, who casually was making his way over to the rest of you. "we're in big trouble."
"this could be totally unrelated." jj reassured her. you agreed, giving penelope a nod and a hopeful smile. "there was no footnote on what this meeting consisted of."
"well, there was no footnote last time. and to this day, i still get asked what flarpy blunderguff means." she huffed, crossing her arms and turning towards derek. "i love you my hunk of a man, but this. this is a nightmare."
as two began rolling around, the bullpen filled in anticipation for the seminar, a light hum in the room as conversations were exchanged back and forth in waiting.
in addition, a presence soon stilled beside you. one always familiar, but surprising under the current circumstances.
"what are you doing here?" you looked up to find aaron's gentle eyes. he took a seat on the edge of your desk, just behind your chair.
meetings like these - usually below aaron's pay grade. he hadn't needed to attend the last, infamous meeting for instance, HR meetings were normally things he had prior knowledge of, or simply not worth his valuable time as unit chief.
"i got the email as well." aaron's hand found the back of your neck, his fingers comfortably kneading into your always-tense muscles. every so often, his hand would brush to your shoulder, and then back again.
"oh no," penelope slapped onto derek's arm, the smack covered up by slim buzz within the vicinity. "what did we do?"
"looks like we're about to find out." dave stated, his eyes following the woman who had just entered the bullpen, moving to the front.
the notorious HR lady of the bureau, nancy, sauntered over to the large presentation screen set before the clusters of desks. not wasting a second to get down to business, she turned toward the crowd of eager agents.
"thank you all for your attendance and time, this shouldn't take too long." she started, poised and head held high.
penelope took a deep breath.
"this afternoon's presentation," nancy clicked a button on her remote, displaying the title page. "public displays of affection."
oh no.
aaron's hand, which had continued to smooth out the stiffness in your neck, halted immediately.
"as you all- most are well and should be aware, keeping conduct professional in the workplace is a must to prevent disruptions within the environment. displays of affection - examples upcoming - can cause extreme feelings of uncomfortableness amongst your colleagues, and can be distracting nonetheless. all of which, creates a...."
just as last time, she clicked her remote. and adjacent to penelope and derek's presentation, in big letters across the top:
"hostile work environment."
derek immediately snorted under his breath, inviting others to openly laugh as well. despite the urge to shoot daggers at him, you were utterly incapable of pulling your attention away from the front.
it wasn't a top secret ordeal - everyone could infer the pair this presentation was centered around, and be correct.
"and so," nancy exhaled a breath, her eyes darting in your and aaron's shared direction for a smidge second, causing the heat to grow in your face and body. "i urge everyone to refrain from the following,"
similar to yours, aaron's face burned, comparable in color to his tie. he let out a nearly inaudible, nervous cough from above you.
"sitting on one's lap, while working on caseloads - not appropriate."
more laughter rippled through the division.
"oh god." you mumbled under your breath, uncomfortably crossing a leg over the other as your palm covered the bottom half of your face.
contrary to the present belief, aaron was a stickler on pda.
for the first few months of your relationship, he hadn't dared to touch your arm, back, anything in order to maintain such affection within the field; it was reserved for closed doors at home only. he loved you, but he wanted to uphold his reputable professional nature.
but as time moved forward and your relationship progressed, he hadn't gotten sloppy, per se, but more relaxed or lenient was a better way to put it.
some displays were accidental by habit. if he wanted to give you a quick peck, depending on the situation and setting, he would. seated beside each other, he would lovingly squeeze your thigh under the table, if you needed the encouragement or if you made him proud in some regard. if he were feeling frisky one day - sure he would do something, just to rile you up for later, to each of your benefit. so on and so forth.
and if he was initiating affection, you took that as the all-clear to do the same. in variation, of course.
so more often than not, it was in private. just not... always. and the lock on aaron's office door often came in handy for that.
"prolonged kisses in the bullpen, elevator, not appropriate."
once. you were caught once in a (very) heated kiss in the elevator.
as you and aaron cowered in embarrassment, both dave and morgan looked far too amused for their own good. the rest of the team - raised, entertained eyebrows, tossing glances to one another while trying to constrain their laughter.
nancy swallowed, as if she needed strength to deliver the next point, "grabbing one's behind when going up the stairs, not appropriate."
another mortified cough exited aaron.
she went on, giving more examples of affection aaron and you were completely guilty of. and if just one singular time wasn't enough, she went-forth on the explanation that such displays can cause a barrier within the workplace.
when you thought it would never cease, nancy finally delivered her ending statement, "save it for home people, thank you."
and with that, as well as the screen darkening, everyone disbanded, low murmurs and chuckles filling the room as each went about their usual routine.
you looked up at aaron in absolute horror, whose face was currently in his hand. but even that didn't hide the blush brewing within his face, his ears flushed wildly as well.
you reached up, grabbing his wrist to pry his hand away.
"nuh uh uh," derek grinned as he wiggled his index finger at the two of you, imitating nancy to a tee. "not appropriate."
"you hush." you got to your feet, allowing you to remove his hand more easily. you cautiously prolonged your hold, brushing your thumb across his knuckles before letting it drop. "aaron?"
his brown eyes found yours, full of embarrassment. "that was..."
"humiliating?"
he nodded, his head accelerating in speed with each nod, "yeah. that's the term i would use."
"oh you poor dears." penelope breathed out, the one compassionate member of the team.
"damn." emily chuckled.
derek cackled again, clearly not ready to let this go. honestly, he probably never would. "thought we didn't notice when you pulled the blinds in the office, did ya?"
aaron gave him a pointed glare, putting a very quick end to the conversation. just as the rest, the team carried on with their remaining work for the day - you and aaron remaining frozen in place.
but surprisingly enough, a laugh did escape him, shaking through his chest. "guess i have to tone it down a little, huh?"
"oh thank god," you blurted out and exhaled in relief, a small smile forming on your lips. "i thought this would cause an avoidance arrangement or something." you teased - partially.
"of course not. some reservation, maybe, but not avoidance." aaron laughed quietly again, a sigh escaping him.
"that was bad, wasn't it?" a slightly pinched expression took form on your face, your cheeks tinting once more.
"it wasn't... good." aaron admitted with some hesitation, but his brown eyes still glowed despite the lines of troublesome. his hand found yours - after scanning that no one was paying attention to the two of you - giving it a squeeze. "but hey, out of problems to have, i'd take showing my love for you any day."
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HOW TO BE A DOG. | S. GOJO
âš general tags ; fem + afab!reader, reader presents femininely and has some specific character traits (i.e. personality traits, nothing physical), reader is shorter / smaller than gojo but nothing specified, reader is a teacher, gojo carries reader at some point (but he is canonly able to do very insane things physically so)
âš content warnings ; dead dove. do not eat, yandere gojo satoru, manipulation, stalking, obsessive behavior, delusional behavior, workplace harassment (not from gojo), victim blaming, canon typical violence, graphic depictions of murder, minor character death, excessive religious imagery, coercion, gaslighting, abuse of power, something akin to stockholm syndrome, graphic depiction of noncon / sexual content, forced intimacy, fingering, hickies / bruises, begging, edging, loss of virginity, size kink, 18+.
all sexual content present in part two.
âš wc ; 17.3k / 36.1k
link to extended authors note | ao3 | how to be a dog, by andrew kane.
LINK TO PART TWO
âš a/n ; well. its here. i wont ramble too much but i hope you enjoy and if you dont...well don't tell me. thank you to ame for your endless patience. likes and reblogs mean the world. the title is inspired by the poem linked.
âš synopsis ; with six eyes to see it becomes clear, you are being watched.
âOf course you must learn to love, to love always and love entirely and to be wounded by nothing so much as the violence of your own love.â - andrew kane, how to be a dog.
âš PART ONE : A CHILD BORN IN WINTER MUST NOT LONG FOR SPRING.
Thereâs a dog living outside of Gojoâs apartment. Itâs a collarless, lonely thing. Clever, too.Â
Though, Gojo doesnât know much about its life before it started hanging around the area, he gets glances on occasion. Itâs not emaciated and it doesnât look hungry, but itâs roughened up with matted fur and a healed tear in one ear.Â
More importantly, it doesnât bother anybody in the neighborhood. Despite its outward appearance and hostility when approached, its aggression wonât go farther than a warning bark or growl. Most of the adults living in the building know better than to try, but some of the kids living upstairs desperately attempt to befriend it. Of course they fail, and Gojo thinks that that poor thing is growing apathetic to the touches of sticky hands.Â
The whole building is pretty fond of it, surprisingly. Gojo lives in a upend complex in a metropolitan part of Tokyo and the people here can be snobbish. So it comes as a shock that this dog wasnât shooed away months ago.Â
Everyones sort of agreed to take care of it. Thereâs a food and water bowl outside of the security office - and just last week a sign was implemented of Doâs and Donâts for what food scraps can be left. Thereâs a donation box to get some proper shots and paperwork - since it looks like the building's doorman has agreed to take it in if everyone chips in for the expenses.
(Gojo suspects this has something to do with those very kids, devastated by the thought of it being gone.)
Warm welcomes from the residents aside, Gojo hasnât seen it act friendly before. He wonders about that. It seems hesitant to trust anyone and heâs sure there's a good reason. Itâs just that it's clever. To be a stray in this area of Tokyo and be so calm is an impressive feat, so he thinks it probably has some grasp of his own situation. If it acted cuter, it could get a warm house and family too. Though the whole aloof and distant thing does the job just fine, Gojo canât help but wonder what such a clever creature is doing, turning away from living lavishly.Â
Much like everyone else, Gojoâs contributions have come in the form of food scraps and some donation money to work towards the 5,000 yen goal. On the occasion their paths cross, Gojo sits near it. Sometimes, they share a moment of silence and Gojo talks just to see if itâll ignore him. It seems like itâs listening. It always makes a grunt of dismissal when Gojo turns to leave and heâs started to count that as a little victory.Â
Gojo isnât intrigued by anything as much as that dog. At least not lately. Itâs damn near impossible to seriously pique his interest and yet that clever fellow is one of the few things he stops to ponder at.Â
Today, Gojo is intrigued by the dog that lives on the street of his apartment and the strange woman whoâs petting it like some sort of domesticated baby.
Heâs very, very intrigued by that.Â
The rain comes down in heavy sheets. Itâs a Wednesday, and he has no classes to teach so heâs home and preparing to run errands. Heâs going about his day as usual, basically. When Gojo isnât swamped with a mission or the reformation of Jujutsu Society - he likes to play the part of the average man.Â
The plan for today was to take his unused car out of the lot so he could get some dry-cleaning done, go buy a new pair of sunglasses because his old ones are scratched, and go do some shopping. He needs to buy groceries again ( an uncommon occurrence) so that one's on the list too.Â
Heâs dressed down. A black windbreaker is hanging over his shoulders, tight gray shirt and some comfortable jeans. Heâs got on his errand shoes, a nice pair of sneakers and his keys are hanging from a loop in his belt. His hair is styled down and heâs got on his glasses instead of his typical mask.
He has a gameplan, a fully fleshed out expectation of how today will go, and itâs derailed by a woman heâs never seen before. Heâs drawn to you so naturally itâs baffling.Â
Youâre crouched just in front of the security office. Dressed in a loose skirt and long sleeves, looking down by the local neighborhood stray. For the first few seconds, he just lingers on in utter awe. Youâre carrying a comically cute umbrella, clear with flowers and a pink edge. He kind of thinks you look like a peony.Â
He approaches slowly, quietly.Â
When he finally gets close enough to really see, he can hardly believe his eyes. That old, menacing mutt is happily getting his chin scratched by you.Â
âOh, uhm. Hello?âÂ
The sound of your voice startles him out of his trance. Snapping back to reality, he glances down to where you are and realizes heâs towering over you. In an effort to be polite, he steps back and gives you his most disarming smile.Â
âHi. Sorry for the intrusion, I was just,â He glances at the dog who almost looks offended at the interruption âI noticed you were⌠petting this dog. Guess I was a little surprised.âÂ
âSurprised?âÂ
And your surprise surprises him even more. He blinks slowly.Â
âYeah. Heâs not aggressive or anything but uh,â Gojo chuckles, concluding you must be a little new âWell, heâs not exactly friendly. I donât think Iâve ever seen anyone succeed in wellâŚpetting him.âÂ
Youâre taken aback by this information. Yeah, definitely new.Â
âReally?â You glance at Gojo before looking back down at it âI just gave him some treats and waited a bit. Heâs such a sweetie. Sure you mean this dog?âÂ
Gojo gets a good laugh out of that. Partially at your cluelessness and partially at your disbelief. He nods, smiling a little.Â
âIâm very sure, actually. He must really like you,â He says, hands in his pockets. He bends down to join you, but heâs still a little bigger than you at that height âI guess I can see why. Youâre pretty friendly.âÂ
You peek over at him. You seem a little shy at the compliment. Gojo feels his interest pique a second time today alone. New record.Â
âOh, uh. Thank you. I teach kindergarteners so I sort of have to be.âÂ
He hums. Reaching his hand towards the dog, who sniffs and cuddles his palm (something itâs never done before) in order to win your favor more. It really is a clever little thing, just like heâd always suspected.
âIâm a teacher too. A highschool teacher, though. No need for me to be friendly, I guess.âÂ
You laugh at his joke, smile reaching your eyes as you hug your knees to look at him.
âYou seem plenty friendly to me.âÂ
He pretends to think about it.Â
âMaybe you have a gift for making people come out of their shell,â He says with sincerity, relishing in the fact heâs finally getting to pet the dog in any capacity âI think this little guy could probably attest to that.â
âAnd you have a knack for flattery.â You quip.Â
The natural chemistry is noticeable enough for it to catch Gojo off-guard. He grins.Â
âHey. Iâm not all bad. And what's flattery if Iâm being honest right?âÂ
âSounds like something a flirt would say,â You tease, airy. He laughs a little.Â
âYou seem like youâre having fun giving me a hard-time.â He pouts. You giggle.Â
âA little,âÂ
âJeez. How rude of youâŚâ He waits, prompting your name. You smile.Â
You give him your name. You say it soft and easy. He makes sure to return to the favor.Â
âAnd yours?âÂ
âGojo Satoru.âÂ
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You live up to your first impression in the time that Gojo gets to know you as his neighbor.Â
Friendly. The word heâs looking for is friendly.Â
Thereâs other words though. Sometimes meek, typically cheery, oftentimes quiet. Youâre quite unassuming, and possibly too gentle when compared to everyone else in the general area. You fit in fine, no worries there. And Gojo knows that for certain because he canât stop himself from watching over you like a hawk.Â
He doesnât really understand it himself. Gojo gets along with everyone. Heâs always been a people person who likes to talk and likes to get to know strangers. Thereâs nothing that special about your connection in that way. You live next to him, directly across the hall. You often knock on his door to give him something that youâve made too much of or ask to borrow some sugarÂ
And itâs not done with any romantic intent. Gojo is good at reading people. Heâs never seen someone so blatantly  romantically uninterested in him. Youâre not even conscious of him as a man, cemented to him by the one time you came to the door dressed in paper-thin PJâs. He hasnât recovered from the shock. One of the many times in his life where he was grateful no one could see where he was looking.Â
Heâs had a few months since your first meeting to get an idea of your personality and what things about you he should keep in mind. You noticed that heâs often not in his house, so youâre relatively aware of your surroundings. Youâre often up late because your lights are always on well into the evening.Â
(He finds out later youâre usually making lesson plans or little gift bags or planning birthdays. You really love your job, something he can commend while simultaneously feeling quite jealous about.)Â
You favor the lovely spring colors like pink and purple because you have so much of it always on you. You dress brightly in general. And you smile, often, and stumble over yourself trying to be nice to the other tenants. The kids in the building adore you. The sheer amount of propositions youâve received to be someone's full-time nanny could probably keep you employed for another two decades.Â
And you always put your best into everything, no matter what.Â
This is probably the aspect Gojo is most fascinated by. Itâs not exactly a novel trait. Heâs encountered something like it before. One of his most prized students is Maki Zenin. Her whole thing is kicking ass through sheer spite.Â
But unlike his students or anyone else he knows - you donât seem to be motivated by spite or anger or frustration. Even when you are angry or upset - you always force yourself into being more understanding. Into being nice, kind, and still giving it your best if youâve been shorted somehow. Heâs tempted to call you a try-hard. It draws on the line of people pleasing sometimes but it doesnât matter either way. This is a quality in you Gojo likes all the same.Â
He's always been drawn to people who are earnest. His company favors such things. He cherishes Yuuji for such a reason, and can say something similar for Nanami. Itâs a refreshing perspective. Heâs not a bitter person, but heâs not an earnest one either. So Gojo likes that youâre so properly, gently sincere.Â
For the last few months heâs made a real effort to talk to you. So heâs not just the guy next door, but at least an acquaintance and at best a distant friend. On the mornings you both have classes to teach, he walks you to your car and if he wakes up before you - heâll bring you a cup of coffee or a pastry he knows you enjoy. Â
Youâll often do Gojo little favors and heâll return them - joking to each other about being a good neighbor. An inside joke with each other that Gojo is growing increasingly fond of, all together with leftover cups of coffee and glances that linger too long. Some mornings, he takes out your trash when youâre feeling too tired and youâll do him the favor of getting the stuff out of his clothes that he doesnât want to dry-clean.Â
Itâs these little exchanges that make up the bulk of your interactions.Â
Heâs even been to your apartment (another reason heâs sure youâre not attracted to him). He went last week to help you cut out little autumn leaves to put on your classroom walls, and you rewarded him with some lemonade.Â
Heâs still thinking about it days later, how you sit on your legs and the way your cardigan hangs off your shoulder. When youâre focused, you leave your mouth open a bit and poke your tongue through your lips. Heâs endeared by it.Â
 By you in general.
Itâs all boring and mundane, but thatâs what makes it. Itâs a luxury he rarely affords. Craves, really, which is why heâs starting to go straight home more often than not.
Itâs nice that youâre always there. That youâre usually home and when youâre not - Gojo doesnât have to guess too hard about where you are. Itâs so constant. He basks in the feeling of constancy like an expensive silk.Â
Itâs little luxuries like that, he thinks, that make you so special to Gojo without much effort on your behalf. Being up at the top means he is always fascinated by the place closest to the ground.Â
Whatâs heaven to a man born there?
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In your fourth official month of residence, the neighborhood dog finally gets adopted.Â
Heâs not there for the big reveal. He hears it from you while heâs on a mission, through a text message and a photo. He acquired your number early on, but youâve only started doing these text exchanges recently. Reason being Gojoâs had an unusual amount of cases that need his attention and youâve been very aware of his absence. Â
(The first time you texted Gojo after 3 days on the other side of the country, he was scarily happy. After all, most times when he leaves - people are expecting his return. Thereâs an assurance that he will return alive, that he has to. Itâs not often people worry.
It was another thing he learns about himself through you. Being fussed about is refreshing.)Â
Currently, heâs all the way down in Nagasaki. Heâs been investigating what the local government has described as an âinfestation in the water,â leading to poison and all sorts of hallucination. Itâs been causing all of the local hospitals to fill up and the news is advising people to distill their water if possible when at home. Make sure to buy bottled, and double check on your children.Â
In other words, thereâs an unidentified curse wreaking havoc in small towns and rural areas at an unusually fast rate and Gojo has been sent to figure out its origin. Whatâs really weird is the location. Heâs in Nagasaki prefecture, specifically in Hasami - a town in the Higashisonogo district. He really didnât have much time to do research on the area, save for a few quick google searches and probing questions to his student, the well traveled Yuta Okkutsu who is a hair more familiar with the region than he is.Â
But there wasnât much for him to find. Hasami is known for the porcelain it produces. The population is a little under 15,000 and the weather is nicer in spring than it is in summer where it gets too humid. Itâs considered a small town, though that number is relative in consideration, and currently the local officials are sending off reports about the water supply.Â
Even when doing deep research using official means, there was nothing that unusual about the place. No major criminal incidents or occult presence or some other thing that would make this occur naturally. Gojo is no stranger to small town violence or bullying and they can often produce the most volatile curses.
But heâs currently on his 3rd day here, where heâs taken up talking with the locals and he canât find any specific attitude that would foster a special grade.Â
It had led him to a conclusion, but one he was deliberately avoiding. That someone planted the curse here in Nagasaki, or maybe somewhere else. Which really complicates the whole affair, because then this is an investigation and not just a situation of fate. It also means that this curse was likely harvested somewhere and that Gojo canât be sure itâll be easy to get rid of.Â
Most importantly, all that fanfare means heâll be home late.Â
Given how much heâs longing to see you, itâs the thing heâs been dreading most.Â
Itâs weird. Heâs never dying to see anyone, with the exception of an old friend long gone. But Gojo has been desperate to see you for the few weeks heâs been away from home.Â
(He canât tell if itâs normal to long this much for a person he truthfully doesnât know that well.)Â
But, while heâs away from home, the thoughts of you play on loop in his head. Like white noise, static yet constant - there, all the same. As he walks the rainy streets of Hasami, hands in his pockets - he canât help but wonder when the next time he gets to see you will be
Itâs like some sort of miracle (arenât you always one?) when Gojo hears his phone ring, buzzing against his abdomen.Â
Heâs drawn back into reality when he feels it. In front of a store that sells handmade plates and glasses, he lets it go for a while. Feels it buzz against his pocket while he settles his thoughts. He examines his surroundings, notices the cars, and the mother with her daughter across the street and the gray sky - all before he picks it up. Your name flashes him on screen, and something itches deep in his chest.
The clouds open up. And itâs still raining, but thereâs a ray of sunlight cutting through them. For a minute Gojo feels worldly, grinning with damp skin before he slides his thumb across the phone.Â
Youâve never called him before.Â
âHello?â He greets, wondering if it was an accident. Then you come through the other side of the line.
âHi ~,â You say, clearly doing something in the midst of talking âHowâve you been?âÂ
âIâve been alright. Very shocked you called me, yanno?â
You laugh quietly.Â
âSorry about that. I just wanted to check in. And I wanted to say thank you.âÂ
âI mean⌠Iâll accept but I feel like I should know what for.â He jokes. Your tone goes sincere, marshmallow soft and twice as sweet.Â
âYou paid the rest of the fees for the dog out of pocket, didnât you?âÂ
He smiles to himself.
âAh. Busted. That was supposed to be a secret between me and Mr. Security-Man,âÂ
âHe didnât tell me. I justâŚguessed. Seems like something youâd do.âÂ
His first instinct is to disagree.
âItâs not like I did it out of the goodness of my heart, okay? It was looking a little sad sleeping during the cold seasons. It was very pitiful. So bad, so sad.âÂ
âWhyâd you do it?â You ask, probing but not too deeply âLike⌠really. It was really nice of you, but it was a couple thousand and that canât be cheap.â
He relents, head leaning back on the wall behind him.Â
âThe kids, remember?â He murmurs, eyes staring up at the gray clouds âYou said theyâd be sad if the dog didnât get adopted soon.âÂ
âThe way youâre talking about it makes it seem like youâre doing this for me.âÂ
âAnd if I was? Would that bother you, hm?âÂ
You wait a minute, hesitating with your words.Â
âWellâŚno. I guess not, I justâthank you. I guess Iâm just a little⌠embarrassed about it or whatever.âÂ
âShy, huh? Cute.â
âJeez,â You huff. Gojo can practically hear your grinning from the other side; it makes his heart flutter. He wants to go home, to wherever you are âAnd you always say youâre no flirt.âÂ
âIâm not a flirt. Iâm just telling it how it is.âÂ
âYeah? Well, thanks anyway then. It made them really happy. You shouldâve been there to see it. Maybe you can tell them when you get back?âÂ
âDonât wanna.â He states outright.Â
âYou didnât even think about it!â You exclaim.
âMm, because I donât have to. I definitely donât want them to know.âÂ
âWhy not, though? Youâd be their hero, yâknow?Â
Maybe itâs something in the air. The damp weather out closer to the ocean, or the distance between you. Thereâs a tiny echo in your words, mechanical through the speakers. The word hero leaves a melancholy in his mouth, floating in the back of his throat like liquor refusing to go down. He chuckles.Â
âOoo, are you into that kinda thing? Like, super charming knights in shining armor? Or superheroes, maybe?âÂ
You giggle on the other side of the line. If you notice him avoiding answering you, you have the courtesy not to say anything.
âIsnât everyone? I donât know. I think if a really good-looking guy saved my life, itâd probably make my heart race a little, yeah. Iâd catch feelings over that for sure.âÂ
He takes a deep breath. Everything smells like rain.Â
âIs that so?â He says, chest blooming with warmth âIâll keep that in mind.âÂ
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Gojo returns from his mission empty-handed.Â
He was out there for a long time, at least longer than usual when heâs traveling for a mission. Heâs not used to hitting so many dead ends. The problem kept growing, but every trail heâd uncovered went cold in about a day. Just before he gave up hope, he was called in by Yagi. Since the issue has spread into other parts of the city, itâs no longer his solo jurisdiction.Â
More hands on meant more time for Gojo to be teaching. It also meant that he would finally see you after so long. You waited for him outside the day he returned to Tokyo - wearing a cream colored sweater and the prettiest smile Gojo had ever laid eyes on.Â
Gojo returns from his mission empty-handed but itâs not entirely pointless. Upon returning - he had a somewhat shallow epiphany about the way you make him feel. About the way heâs affected by you, which is arguably more valuable than some lead.
Being away from you for so long is something that makes him so irritable. Heâs had some time between then and now to come into terms with it.Â
Falling back into his routine, it was obvious. Suddenly there was a gap heâd never noticed before that blew wide enough for him to fall through. He actively avoids not seeing you if he can, and ever since your permissive conversation a few weeks ago - itâs harder to notice the way his desires fester.Â
Thereâs not much he wants out of his life. So when anything noteworthy pops up, Gojo is always eager to get a hold of it before itâs too late.Â
He usually soothes that by reminding himself of your position as a civilian, a kindergarten teacher at that. The responsible thing to do is make sure youâre safe. To play the hero from the sidelines and ensure you donât encounter anything from his line of work. Thatâs his whole life's work. To create a life like that, and it helps to stay on that path when he believes youâre sheltered from that reality.Â
Thatâs why, when you tell Gojo you can see curses, he feels the entire floor collapse from underneath his feet.Â
He receives such devastating news over a cup of coffee at that.
Itâs closing in to Fall slowly and Gojo has decided to take you out to eat as an apology for his disappearance. He intended to give you another half-truth about his job so you wouldnât lose any sleep over him.Â
When it happens, itâs less that you tell him, and more that you keep glancing. Just over his shoulder, with this terrified expression that Gojo couldnât not notice, even if he tried.Â
Youâve got your hands around a warm drink, in a white, ceramic mug but your gaze keeps diverting to the place behind him. When he looks over to that same place, a curse is there. Small. More insignificant than a bug, but there.Â
Itâs risky to mention it. Because if Gojo is wrong, itâs not something he can brush off. Heâd have to come up with something to excuse himself, and he isnât sure how to lie out of that (even with his natural disposition of being a trickster.) But when you keep looking, his instinct kicks in. Thereâs no way you arenât seeing it.Â
He doesnât ask you directly. Thatâd be too incriminating, so he lowers his tone. Watches you briefly as you tremble in fear.Â
(A small, small part of him is only asking because he doesnât like how distracted you are from him. Killing the curse seems like itâd relieve that annoyance too.)
âCan you see itâŚ?âÂ
The question makes you jump out of your skin. You reel back, eyes widened before the realization really sets in.Â
â....It?âÂ
Gojo looks around the cafe for a minute, to make sure no one is listening before he turns around and points to the cursed spirit behind him.Â
âIt,â He says, thumb pointed at the deformed curse moaning in one of the booths.Â
When it dawns on you that Gojo sees what you see, you cup a hand over your mouth in shock. He canât describe the way getting that confirmation feels. It raises so many questions about who you are. More than he had before, at least.Â
No longer are you the innocent, clueless civilian and that changes every interaction heâs had with you since the start. Though itâs not uncommon for people who can see curses to fall through the cracks, he can feel his own curiosity dig into his skin like seeds taking root. He doesnât think he should be excited, but he is.Â
Heâs excited watching your fearful tremble. Heâs never seen you like that.
âYes,â You say, voice a little shaky this time âI can see⌠it.âÂ
He takes the spoon out of his latte and cleans it with his mouth. Studying your expression momentarily, he takes a deep breath before standing to his feet. The terror is so subtle, the kind he can only catch because heâs so familiar.. He knows those emotions better than he knows most.Â
Curses arenât phobias. Not illusions or ghosts, but tangible madness. Impactful to those who can see it, but nothing to those who canât. Fear like that, which canât be shared with anyone, has a specific look when it shows up in someone. Gojo hasnât felt that fear since he was very, very little. He watches curses with the same bland expression he might watch a horror movie, but he can understand your reaction at least. He knows it like the back of his hand. All the people heâs saved, who could see them too, always wore the same one.Â
Still, heâs caught off guard. He feels bad that youâre scared. But the proximity between you and him which was once oceans wide has decreased significantly in no time at all. That feels good. Even better than he wouldâve imagined.Â
âAre you scared?â He questions intently, maintaining a sense of neutrality.
You swallow a lump in your throat, eyes glued to the table in front of you.
âYes,âÂ
Your voice is a hoarse whisper. The corners of his lips twitch upward.Â
When heâs sure no one is looking, he stands up and walks over to the table behind him. Pretending to look for something so he doesnât look out of place. It doesnât take more than a second to destroy it. Itâs tiny, something heâd never think of fighting since itâs so harmless. The curse equivalent to a fly.Â
He gives it a violent death and sees you look on with horror in your expression. He finds himself pleased with that, wiping his hands on his pants before returning. Maybe you recognize his strength when he sits back down. Still, instead of pulling away again, you fold your hands in your lap.Â
âT-Thank you,â
He grins at you.Â
âOf course,â He says âCan I ask you something?âÂ
You nod your head and sip your tea.Â
âDo you know who I am?âÂ
You look confused.
â...Are you a celebrity?âÂ
He laughs hard at that. Hearing that makes him not want to tell you.Â
âIâm Gojo Satoru,â He reintroduces. You nod slowly âIâm a sorcerer.âÂ
Another lie of omission. The strongest, he should say. He takes a sip of his latte, frowning at the bitterness. Through his mask, he watches as you fiddle with your hands. He stacks the empty creamer cups together before opening two more sugar packets and stirring them.Â
âA sorcererâŚâ You look perplexed. Confusion settles into the lines of your face. Sheltered, Gojo concludes. Only parents, who shelter you wouldnât tell you what a sorcerer was despite your ability to see them âWhat does that⌠mean exactly?âÂ
âIt means I kill curses for a livingâ He replies simply.Â
âI thought you were a high school teacher.âÂ
He smiles.Â
âSmart cookie. I am, but the school I teach at specializes in cursed technique and sorcery.â
âOh.âÂ
You look befuddled.Â
Gojo thinks he might be an opportunist.Â
âDo you really not know anything about them? Itâs rare for people to be able to see them and not know anything about them.â
You shake your head, eyes peering into your drink. He watches how the image reflects in your eyes.
âUhm. Not really. My parents told me to do my best to stay away from it. We lived in the countryside but I had to move out into the city for work so I kept⌠running into them. I canât like⌠kill them. And I don't always see them.âÂ
âYou canât use cursed techniques?âÂ
âI guess thatâs what that is. I donât think I can, no.âÂ
Vulnerable.Â
âHmm. What circumstances,â He says, purposeful in weaving concern in his words.Â
âIs it that badâŚ?âÂ
Not really. His job and the job of his peers is to make sure civilians make as little contact with curses as possible. There are more people like you, and because curses feed off of negative emotions - many dangers can be shafted by just not reacting. Even so, itâs customary for people to have some semblance of protection. A weapon if nothing else, for anyone who can see them.
âDo you carry anything with you?âÂ
âLike a weapon? I have mace for when I take the train late at night.âÂ
âNot that kind of weapon,â He says gracefully. He can tell youâre out of your element, and some small and twisted part of him would like to keep you in the fateful dark.
âWhat other kind would there be?âÂ
âThereâs a lot you donât know,â He half answers. Your frown deepens. He puts his palm over the top of his coffee cup but doesnât feel any warmth âAw, donât be like that. Iâm just teasing. Youâre always so calm and collected, I was surprised to see how scared you got, you know?âÂ
âEverybody gets scared sometimes.âÂ
âMm,â
His non-committal response leaves you nervous again. Fidgeting with the edge of your cup or the loose threads in the sleeves of your clothes. What a bundle of nerves you are. Gojo puts all the comfort he can in his voice, dredging up some sense of sincerity.
âWell, since it scares you and Iâm such a nice guy, Iâll protect you if you get into any trouble.â He says, snapping his fingers and pointing at you.
That makes you relax. Makes your shoulders droop, a smile gracing your pretty face. Gojo can feel the floor underneath him sinking as you tease him. His eyes trace the curve of your neck. Heâs glad you canât see him or where they look.Â
âOh, what? Are you gonna come running every time I need help?âÂ
He smiles.Â
âIâll be your personal Superman.â He promises, making a silly expression trying to make you laugh. It feels good when he succeeds, the weight of his words softened by it. If you feel how heavy the comment is, it doesnât show up on your face.Â
You snort, taking a sip of your drink and thereâs something so kind in your expression that Gojo aches over.Â
âThat right?â You hum, smiling over the edge of your ceramic mug âYouâre my hero.â
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Since then, Gojoâs kept quite busy.
The last time he saw you at all was at the diner a few weeks prior and little has been different since then. You send more nervous messages than before, but aside from that things are the same.
Heâs done a good job, he thinks. Partly of ensuring you, partly of instilling healthy fear. Your eyes always widen like youâre caught off guard by his comments - sometimes washed away with a laugh but other times genuine. Gojo likes to keep you on your toes. AÂ bit of harmless fun and endlessly amusing.Â
Gojo would be there to protect you just like he promised before, so even scaring you isnât something he thinks of as bad. Itâs not untrue that you should be a little more vigilant, but just telling you to do so is no easy feat.Â
He would like to be spending time with you today just the same as he has before, but heâs home alone instead. Thereâs been a brief reprieve between cases so heâs on his own to unwind. Thereâs nothing he wants to do, so he decides on a movie.Â
Gojo is the only one of his friends who still has cable TV. According to Shoko itâs a luxury purchase but for him itâs one less choice he has to make when coming home to relax.
Itâs an American film on now, some psycho-killer classic that heâs already seen a handful of times with Japanese subtitles.Â
None of the lights are turned on, so the TV illuminates the room in flashes of color. He grabs a soda from his steel-gray fridge and cracks it open, listening to the soft fizz that comes to a slow halt. Pulling it to his mouth, he travels slowly back to his couch. The leather squeaks under the weight of his body. The weight of his back creates a divet that he can be comfortable in. He rests his head, glancing back again at the screen.Â
A scream rips through the house, agitating his every nerve. He picks up his remote and turns it down just a tad before watching the movie with a sort of disinterest. Horror movies arenât his favorite, admittedly. He pretends he scares easily, but the opposite is true. Gojo has seen too much for it to be entertaining, no less scary.Â
He likes movies based on their creative merit. Heâll watch one on its creative merit.Â
But to be scared? For frights? Not really. Very little gets his heart pumping hard like that. Sometimes the storytelling is good. Other times thereâs something cathartic about the formulaic death. The final girl, the call from inside the house. The dependable and clean ending of tropes. Even if itâs messy or sinister, itâs fantastical. Fictitious and detached.Â
Gojo enjoys that. For anyone else, itâs probably a twisted way to think about it but to Gojo it only feels natural. He doesnât examine that detachment very deeply. Heâs just aware of it, lingering in the back of his head.Â
He takes a long sip of his drink. The sickly sweet taste slowly coats his mouth. Fizzy and smooth, it goes down easily. He sits up in his seat, making himself comfortable as he tries to pay attention to the movie. The main girl is hiding in the bathroom, and the killers' steps are echoing through the house. The broken, somber string instruments in the background, fill the white noise with apprehension and terror.Â
Gojo doesnât feel a chill down his spine. His eyes are still fixed on the screen though, with slight anticipation of what's next even though he already knows. Itâs nearing the end and heâs seen this movie before. Sheâs not going to make it, and Gojo knows that.Â
He watches intently in spite of that. The door bursts open and thereâs a knife in her chest - and screams. Itâs horrific and ugly, blood-spattered and graphic.Â
He doesnât flinch until the whole way through.
Itâs brief, but the thought passes his mind. Lately, the only thing that Gojo seems to react to is you.
But he doesnât think about it too deeply. Thereâs no need to.Â
The TV goes to commercial and Gojo realizes heâs finished his soda. He stands back up, onto his feet to toss the can and grab another. This time, he grabs some snacks too. Piles them onto a plate, dried meats, and something mildly sweet for after before he returns to his living room. Sitting back down on his couch, he scrolls through his phone for anything interesting but comes up short of any results.Â
He sits up a little straighter as the next movie plays.Â
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Spending time around curses is a necessary part of the learning experience.
Things you canât learn in all the lessons and tutoring in the entire world. Even though Jujutsu Tech exists, and even given Gojoâs lineage - when he started working officially, he didnât know everything. You canât. No matter to what extent you study, thereâs some things that you can only gauge through experience. Going through something over and over, like muscle memory.
Gojo spent a lot of his life wanting it to make sense. Wanting curses and the way they showed up to make sense. This is a lesson in truth, divine truth you can only take up in experience. Curses are human emotions, which means that they are finicky and everywhere. And the dangers of them will always look like the aftermath of destruction.Â
Sometimes, thereâs nothing you can do to prepare for why things happen. Itâs why Gojo is always grasping for light where he can find it.Â
Gojo Satoru stands in an empty parking lot all the way in Osaka. He examines the sight in front of him and canât find anything heâs learned to prepare for what's next.Â
Fog has rolled in thick clouds over every inch, limiting his vision. The air tastes of smoke, and the earth underneath him is damp. The wet concrete squeaks under the weight of his shoes as he takes in the surroundings. The parking lot of an animal hospital, in particular - where all the staff were reported to have fallen unconscious. After being rolled out by the proper authorities and after all the animals were moved into a different location - Gojo was left to examine the remnants of the incident.Â
The reports are similar all across the country. Not the location. but the symptoms. People falling sick and ill. The initial reports of a water-borne illness didnât progress far past the first city. Itâs evolved since then. People get sick, pass out and hallucinate and animals lose all control.Â
The aftermath isnât very messy so luckily it doesnât attract too much attention. Thereâs no bodies, or blood - nothing heinous thereafter. The effects appear later in the people affected, taken over by an unnamed madness that appears to turn their internal experience to ruins. Gojo wouldâve preferred the first situation. Violence like that becomes easy to digest with enough exposure.Â
These kinds of symptoms are always hard to stomach. Civilians get answers that placate them. The truth is that there's something bigger out there at play and they were just so unlucky to bear witness to the terror. With altered memories and the badge of trauma, what they donât know canât hurt them.Â
Gojo knows though, and sometimes he envies their ignorance.
He makes his way into the building. A set of glass doors greets him when he turns the sidewalk, with a blinking sign. Osaka Animal Hospital is written at the top in neon, accompanied by the words 24hr service. Gojo only glances at it briefly before sighing, hands on the bar to push himself through the heavy glass doors. He has to lean some of his weight to get through, and thereâs just another set beyond those where he has to do the same.Â
Then, heâs inside.Â
The presence of the curse and of cursed energy ignites familiar caution within him. Itâs here, in some capacity - or it was recently. The perpetrator is here too. Why that is, Gojo canât quite understand. It seems a little backwards to linger here after everyones been evacuated and thereâs no doubt someone would come to investigate.Â
All Gojo can think is that maybe they werenât expecting him. But by now, they must know heâs there too. Gojoâs presence is intentionally oppressive - by nature it must be. Now itâs a waiting game, a quiet one at that.Â
Hospitals are always echoey and this one is no different. The squeak of his boots bounces off the walls as he takes steps towards the receptionist desk just to see if heâll find anything.Â
He leans over it, to stare at the left over records - untouched by the authorities. Everything looks like it was left in a hurry. Strew pens and a corded phone just barely back in place - with computers on a blue idle screen. All the daily documents are still out sitting on the desk with no organization to indicate theyâve been filtered through. No paper clips or post-its telling the next person working about what to do.Â
Instead of walking behind the counter, he climbs over it with relative ease. Once heâs behind it, he takes better note of his surroundings. He doesnât find anything completely relevant. Thereâs painting of animals, and some certifications for bills of health as well - but nothing that warrants his attention. He redirects through the papers in front of him, coming across a stack unexamined. Those answer sheets they give you to fill out so they can assess the situation before meeting you.Â
Theyâre split into two piles it looks like, though that could just be some coincidence. Still, he flips through them. Directing his attention to the little comment box with the prompt what are you being seen for?Â
Itâs nothing serious. Normal things an animal owner would be upset or worried about like bowel movements and eating something that shouldnât have been consumed. A minor injury or a worrisome behavior - but nothing that sticks out. For pages and pages, Gojo flips through the little packets trying to find anything.Â
Itâs not what he sees, but what he doesnât. A blank packet of papers, with no name for the owner or the pet. Only a description in the prompt box, neat handwriting in a single line.Â
âShowing signs of anxiety.âÂ
Gojo smiles to himself. Interesting.Â
He jumps back over onto the other side once heâs seen it. Itâs strange. Why would they go to the lengths of premeditating it like that? Whether itâs the curse itself or some third party, itâs an unreasonable thing to do.Â
âNot like people like this are usually reasonable, but,âÂ
He saves the rest of the thought, sighing. The room has two hallways to go down. Both directions have some lingering cursed energy, but the hallway leading to the overnight area is much stronger. Itâs separated by a big metal door, so Gojo braces himself to go through it.
He walks towards it slowly and through the doors even slower. Itâs a long, empty hall. The ceilings are low, white fluorescent lights over his head like a falsified halo. They flicker on and off, with the ones at the very end of the hall having fizzled out completely. Gojo can hear, feel, and see everything. He can hear his own breathing and the artificial crackling of electricity. Feel the lingering presence of sickness, the sediments of a curse preparing itself to emerge like a butterfly from a cocoon.Â
He peeks into the different rooms of the hallway. One half of the hall is kennels, once again empty and left in the same messy state as the front desk. The other half of the rooms look like surgery rooms, with a storage closet tucked into one corner. The hall comes to an abrupt stop at the end, a painted gray wall with nothing to offer at the end.
But when Gojo is half-way through, he hears it. A heart-beat. A human one, slow and steady like itâs not worried at all. Not moving or running, just there. Thump, thump, thump.Â
Gojo perks his head up as he walks, leaning over to get a look at every room. Empty, empty, empty.Â
Then, in the very last one is a shadowy figure. The sound of the heartbeat is louder and the feeling of cursed energy is so strong itâs nauseating. Gojo pauses when he peers in, waits for there to be any response to his presence. Thereâs no way whoevers lurking doesnât know heâs there, but thereâs nothing that makes him react. He frowns.Â
His hand reaches for the handle of the door with a sigh, the mechanism inside clicking to let Gojo know itâs open. He takes a deep breath before opening it, stepping inside and shutting it behind him.Â
Even with the room as dark as it, the person inside is clear to his vision. A young girl. Probably no older than 17 withâŚÂ
He furrows his brow. With a dog, from what it looks like. No ordinary dog, obviously. A curse in the form of a dog, with teeth too sharp for its mouth and fur that looks like a smear of charcoal and nothing like hair at all. Itâs on a long leash, the chain wrapped around the young woman's palms.Â
The dog seems to tense up at the sight of Gojo. The eyes are empty and white - almost transparent. Itâs a snarling thing, muzzle over the mouth and clearly on edge. Gojo looks at its owner, the perpetrator in this instance. Who looks calm, black mask tucked over face and long dark hair with bangs cut sharp.
Gojo doesnât know what to say here. He wasnât expecting to make contact this easily with a curse and its master. Itâs been months now, the authorities chasing after this special grade from city to city. Sheâs obviously strong, and so is that curse thatâs strained against its collar like itâs ready to rip him in half if he moves. Not stronger than him, because no such thing ever happens - but strong enough for him to be cautious.Â
He doesnât step forward. He stops by the door and tilts his head. Heâs sure she canât see his eyes, but they make eye contact all the same. None of it makes any sense, but making sense of it isnât Gojoâs job.Â
Instead of introducing himself, he opens the conversation with a question.Â
âWhyâre you still here?âÂ
âI knew I was going to get caught soon.âÂ
An answer he couldnât predict even if he tried. Gojo huffs.Â
âThere was some time between the authorities coming and this investigation. You could have left before then, no?âÂ
âDoesnât matter. Something wouldâve stopped me.âÂ
âWhat a weird kid. What led you to that?âÂ
Thereâs a minute where the dog (?) starts barking, but the noise is nothing like a bark. Itâs cosmic and strained, and sounds more like a distorted radio than an animal noise. Itâs in the shape of an animal but it isnât one, like it couldnât complete itself to be one. Gojo winces at the sound, intensified in the closed walls of the room. Itâs piercing, and a little annoying.Â
When she soothes it, it calms down quickly. Itâs obedient.Â
âUh. A vision. Closer to a premonition. Fate.â
âFate said you were going to get caught today. Right.âÂ
âArenât you a shaman? Shouldnât be that hard to believe.âÂ
âPoint taken. How did you know I was a shaman and not some murderer?âÂ
She gives Gojo a pointed look.Â
âLook at you. Plus, I can feel that youâre a shaman.âÂ
âAnother premonition?â He asks, this time sincerely. She shakes her head.Â
âNo. Your aura.âÂ
Gojo stares ahead.Â
â...Right, yeah. It doesnât look like youâre planning on attacking me.âÂ
âI donât think Iâd win. Iâve never met anyone stronger than me.âÂ
âIâm the strongest there is, so I guess not. How did you wanna go about this, then? Famous last words?âÂ
âYou go first. Iâd rather talk to you than the other officials.âÂ
âHm. Donât know if I have any questions, kiddo. My job is catching you, not interrogation. I guess I am a little interested in why.âÂ
This makes her deflate a little. Itâs hardly noticeable, but Gojo sees it anyway. The dog seems to react, snarling at her discomfort. Heâs starting to understand the connection between them.
She thinks for a minute longer before sighing.Â
âWell. I guess I should start about why, right? Itâs an old story. I came from a small village. I used to walk miles to school everyday and Iâd get bullied a lot since my granny was a shaman. It was just us growing up. A nice old house with not a lot of modern anything,â
Gojo crosses his arms, leaning back on the wall and nodding his head. He figures sheâll tell him top to bottom, so he doesnât give any input.Â
âMy granny died a few years ago. I didnât have any family so I moved on my own. Even back then, the only other thing I cared about were animals. I started working at a shelter and then I met Senbei.âÂ
The more she talks, the worse he feels. Gojo already knows how this story will end, but he doesnât interrupt her as she pauses between her sentences. Being 17 and bearing the burdens of loss is something he regards as a nightmare.Â
âSenbei was my best friend. Most loyal dog ever. And you know, I started my job with high hopes and kept him by my side. I wasnât always angry. Working in that shelter and watching animals come in trembling every time I fed âem made me angry. How cruel and sick people could be.âÂ
Her explanations are jumbled and clumsy. She sounds angry but itâs not that simple, curling in on herself the more she talks. Noticeably, she doesnât try to justify it. She says it easily, with acceptance that it happened. He thinks that acceptance is harder to bear than delusion. Gojo canât help but commend her silently.Â
âIâm sorry you went through that.â Gojo replies.Â
Heâs being sincere.Â
âShould you be sympathizing with me?âÂ
âDoesnât matter. I just do.â
Her expression softens. She looks sad, and itâs not like Gojo doesnât understand. She keeps going though, hands shaking in her lap. Gojo thinks she mightâve been waiting to tell someone.Â
âI donât know when I stopped seeing the good in peopleâŚ.I always thought aboutâabout my granny and how no oneâno one came to see her. She was always taking care of everyone and no-oneââ
âI know, kid,â Gojo says with a sigh âI get it.âÂ
âThen you know,â She pauses, taking a deep breath. Thereâs frustrated tears pouring down her cheek this time. What a strange, sad thing she is: âThat you canât go back. Even if you forget. It justâit changes you.âÂ
Yeah. Gojo knows something about that, too.Â
âI was already pretty desperate when Senbei was alive. Just trying to hold on. When he was killed, I lost it. I just fuckingâ I lost it. Iâm sure you understand. You get it right?â
Gojo looks at her confused. She shakes her head, looking down in her lap at the curse in her hands.
âI can tell you're like me. That's why your aura is so tainted and⌠fucked up and malicious. It should be crystalline blue kinda like spring waterâbut itâs muddy. Rigid.âÂ
âWhat are you talking about?â
âThe fact youâre hanging on by a thread. You can feel it too, right?âÂ
Gojo remains quiet at her observation. He doesnât know how to react.Â
âWhen you want something so bad, it justâ does something to you. Either because it wonât happen or because it needs to take your life to exist. Happened to granny, to me. Itâll happen to you, too.â
âI doubt that,â Gojo says, your face flashing in his mind. He shakes his thoughts away.Â
âYouâre thinking about it too literally. You want something, so you chase it and lose yourself in the process. Youâre dead. No longer you, all tangled and in ruins. Itâs not too late, but if you keep goingâthat thread is gonna snap.âÂ
âA premonition?â He says, partially sarcastic. She shakes her head.Â
âNo, a prediction. You donât have to consider it if you donât want to. I just thought Iâd tell you since you gave me some last minutes with this Senbei.âÂ
Gojo shakes his head.Â
âI donât have any reason to be forceful if you comply. Take your time. I donât have anything better to do.âÂ
Gojo glances at her as she pets it, having resigned herself to silently gazing upon it. He canât stop himself from thinking about everything sheâs said, so he averts his gaze to the ceiling and pretends otherwise.
The silent stretches, a pregnant pause before she speaks one more time. She has a look on her face Gojo canât read.
âYou know, itâs funny. Everyone thinks dogs are loyal to their masters, but thatâs because we made them that way. We canât stand being alone or unloved so we made something that can do both without ever seeing any less of us.âÂ
âYouâve had a lot of time to think about it.â Gojo says, unsure of how to reply. She isnât expecting anything, but remaining silent fills him with a sense of dread.Â
âGuess so. You should take some time to think about it too,â
She says to him, petting the curse that whines like itâs been hit in her small hands. Gojo takes a deep breath.Â
ââŚYeah. Iâll do that.âÂ
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The case ends anti-climatically.Â
Gojo finds it funny. The officials came and the young girl was promptly arrested. He never even got a chance to ask her name. He learned through some probing that she only made two asks before being taken.Â
The first, to keep her curse dog with her, and to send her thanks to the sorcerer who had apprehended her in the first place.
On the news, much later in the week - a news report surfaces. âDanger in the Deep,â giving reasonable and logical explanations for the events that occurred in cities across Japan not even a few weeks ago. New studies show, experts say, hereâs a word from your localâa barrage of fancy language to pad the publishing, add depth and realism. The public is none the wiser.Â
Gojo has to admire the commitment to keeping the peace. The case ends, and the girl gets arrested and put on trial. He doesnât know if heâll be seeing her again any time soon, though heâs sure he has the power to intervene.Â
Heâs hesitating to do so. Why stick his neck out for her in a situation like this one? Over other situations, more dire ones at that. Sheâd make a good ally.
Their last conversation hasnât left the back of Gojoâs mind. Heâs conscious of it, albeit it hasnât slowed him down. Heâs not looking for another assessment of who or what ghosts are haunting him. Heâd prefer to put it all behind him now
So life, in some capacity, has returned to its baseline. Itâs normal. He has cases but they donât take him more than three days. Heâs able to do his usual chores without anything impeding them. Heâs been teaching, no longer forced to make his students fend for themselves.Â
Heâs been seeing you again regularly, too.Â
Heâs getting ready now to do just that. Scheduled to get another coffee together (something of a tradition now) and pick up some conversations. Youâve been busy, though Gojo doesnât know the details of what.
He wants to know. Heâs even tried asking but as soon as he gets close to the subject, you slink into yourself like youâre trying to disappear. Besides, he doesnât want to intimidate you into telling him.Â
(Though, it would be so easy to do. Youâve got a record for being a scaredy cat, and as much as it endears him - he is entirely too hung up on the potential for exploitation to admire it kindly. Itâd be easy to turn the notches up, pressure you. With how easy going you are, youâd let him do it. Gojo bets youâd cave. He thinks the face youâd make would be entertaining too.Â
Above all, the offer is tempting.)Â
In spite of your refusal to discuss the specifics, Gojo does want to cheer you up in whatever capacity he can. So, heâs taking you out for a while and hoping a comfortable environment and the presence of other people will soothe your nerves a little.Â
Heâs getting dressed for it now, rifling through his closet for decent casual attire.Â
Heâs got his hair styled down, a pair of new sunglasses on the table and his clothes folded on his bed before he tries them on. Most of his closet is uniforms, plain black and boring. For now, heâs settled on a black crew neck and blue jeans - ripped at the knees.Â
He looks over his appearance in the mirror, posing in it. Arms flexed and stretched over his head before putting them out in front of his body.Â
He takes his time to take part in the ritual. He slips his boxers up over his legs, waist band tight around his torso and clinging to the curves of his thighs. He pulls his jeans up, low at his hips with a belt buckled through the front. Then comes his sweater over his abdomen.Â
He wants to look nice. Though, he could be deluding himself - lately you seem a little more aware of his appearance. It makes him happy that his good looks havenât failed him in the instance they matter most.Â
As he puts on his accessories (in this case a watch and a ring) his phone buzzes atop his dresser. He stops to pick it up, a message from you on the screen. He peers over so his face can be read, then smiles.Â
(sent 11:15am) Ready ~Â
He laughs to himself.Â
(sent 11:16am) Almost ready. Need to look my best for such a tremendous occasion.Â
(sent 11:16am) For coffee?Â
(sent 11;17) For coffee with my favorite kindergarten teacher ofc âĄ
You send back a simple reply telling him to hurry and come out. Gojo chooses to interpret your embarrassment as a sign. It puts some pep in his step, and he hurries to finish dressing up.Â
He steps out of his house, locking his door from the outside before shuffling down a single flight of stairs and out into the front entrance of his complex. He notices you waiting at the front gate from where heâs standing.Â
The neighborhood dog (officially named Pokupan) is asleep by the security office. Youâre the same as always. Today's outfit is a dress with long sleeves and colored tights. It suits you. A splash of warmth in an otherwise dreary world, Gojo stands in place as he watches you for an unidentified amount of time. Minutes feel like seconds as you pace back and forth. Your phone must be in your purse because he canât find it anywhere on you.Â
Heâs delighted when you finally turn your head to look at him. You cup your hand and give him a kind wave which he laughs at and returns enthusiastically. His stride is long, walking towards the gate.Â
You have to tilt your neck up to look at him (making his chest squeeze unhelpfully) but you smile when you do so.Â
âHey,âÂ
âHello there Miss. Waiting for a special someone?â He jokes. You flush.Â
âTheyâre an important friend,âÂ
He tries not to let his smile falter. Friend.Â
âThen, is it a bother if I ask to take you out?âÂ
This time you falter. Gojo notices it out of the corner of his eye, the briefest brush of nerves that makes it seem like youâre warming up to him after all. Itâs gone as quickly as it came but itâs there and Gojo etches it into the back of his eyelids for memory. He smiles at you as you look away, flush
âNot at all,âÂ
He grins, again, even brighter. Then he sticks his arm out for you to loop in. You hesitate again. This time Gojo canât be sure why.
âIâm just being a gentleman, you know?â He pouts. His frown takes effect as you loop your arms together. He keeps it friendly. Too much pushing and youâll skitter away right before his eyes. Still, even this much progress feels good. It feels whole and light and good.Â
Itâs a pleasant sort of day.Â
Not that itâs warm, or even sunny. Itâs cold, on the edge of Autumn that dances into Winter. Freezing but bright out, the kind of sky where everything is clear. During the day the sky has no clouds and no stars when it comes to night time.Â
Nonetheless itâs nice. The cold is the kind that makes you want to cozy into someone for warmth, so Gojo doesnât mind walking in. The walk itself isnât very long either. The cafe is near your complex, just about 15 minutes worth of walking. Thereâs no snow or ice to trip on, and because itâs freezing - you shiver every time you stray too far from the heat of his body so the walking is done exceptionally close together
There are kids and parents walking together on the street alongside you, dogs and their owners, street vendors with hot tea. Itâs that kind of day where the cold doesnât keep anyone indoors, in fact everyone seems to relish in the fact they can run and run and run without overheating. It feels like everything is in sync with each other, comfortable and harmonious in spite of everything else.
After 15 minutes, youâve arrived at the store front. Not long enough for Gojo, but thatâs okay. Thereâs next time he has to look forward too.Â
(He tells himself this every time. Itâs never enough for him. He can never get enough of listening to you talk. He could probably mimic your cadence without having to try. Itâs a sound he doesnât get sick ofâa miracle, another one, because Gojo hates so many soundsâyet thereâs one he always looks out for.Â
There has to be a next time. If he forgets to tell himself as much, he gets so restless he can hardly stand.
The cafe is nice. Itâs one of those places that you see on Instagram often with plenty of sweets for Gojoâs taste and plenty of fancy teas for yours. The outside has beige-colored brick and a brown sign decorated with cutesy drawings. You spend a good amount of time crouched beside it, taking a picture or two to later post on your story.Â
âYou have to tag me, okay? Itâs your payment for wasting our precious time together,â He jokes.Â
You stand to your feet and brush off your pants, the material of your coat rustling as you do.Â
âYes, yes â I promise. Iâll have to ask who drew them when we get in there.âÂ
Gojo smiles at your enthusiasm before opening the door for you. Another one of those glass ones with a logo printed on the top half and the metal tinted brown. A little bell chimes above your head as you head in first, and Gojo heads in after you. He has to duck not to his his head on the top of it.
Itâs not too crowded at this hour. A handful of people sit among the many tables and booths. Your head is turned to the menu and Gojo trails behind you like a shadow. One to compliment all your light.Â
It smells delightful inside. Like warm cookies and vanilla and tea. Gojo feels his sweet tooth kick in the minute you two stand in line. The barista is a doe-eyed blonde college student. Thereâs another employee with long dark hair and thin, narrow eyes. It reminds Gojo a lot of that girl he met a few weeks ago but he tries to put that thought out of his mind.
He sticks his hands in his pockets and eyes the menu. The special item is a yuzu cream cake, the picture of it hanging on the wall like employee of the month. Thereâs a glass display of all the other items and the menu matches the rest of the decor.
âThis was a good choice,â Gojo says, entranced by all the desserts around him. You laugh, turning your head slightly to look at him.Â
âAre you complimenting yourself right now?âÂ
âAm I wrong?âÂ
âYour sweet tooth is so bad,â You say through giggles âYour poor dentist,âÂ
He gasps in offense.
âI will have you know I keep my pearly whites pristine. Not a single cavity for the record.â He says back, placing emphasis on the last words. You snort a laugh.Â
âIâve never had one either,â You repeat back, perhaps mindlessly before saying âThereâs a lot we donât know about each other yet.âÂ
Yet. Yet. Gojoâs subconscious will hold onto that word for too long. It makes his heart beat too loud. Heâs relieved that youâre nothing like him. If you were in this very moment, you would hear the thunder raging inside of his ribs.Â
Instead of saying anything, he scoffs playfully.Â
âI bet you were such a goody two-shoes that you never ate sweets before bed-time.âÂ
Your eyes widen in surprise followed by embarrassment, where you tuck your chin into your sweater.Â
âUgh,â You say, so weakly Gojo canât stop himself from laughing âWhatâs wrong with being a goody two shoes, huh?âÂ
Gojo feels almost feline in his self-satistication. âI didnât say anything was wrong with it, just that you were one.âÂ
Your frown deepens.Â
âI donât care for your tone, mister.âÂ
âAre you gonna scold me like one of your students?âÂ
âIf it gets you to be nice,â You say firmly, in that Teacher voice that Gojo has caught glimpses of over the last few months. He does a fake salute.Â
âYes, maâam!,â He proclaims, soft enough so only you hear it. You break out into another set of his giggles, melting his cold heart. Itâs not the smile so much as it is yours. The line moves up just a little bit. Gojo steps in front of you before you have a chance, his figure shadowing you.Â
âWhat do you want?âÂ
âI think Iâm gonna get one of those fruit teas and some cake.â You say absentmindedly. He smiles at you playfully.Â
âHeard,âÂ
Gojo turns to order for you both, laughing through your obvious protests about his paying for you. Heâs able to block you from getting in the way as the cashier looks on the both of you bemusedly. When the order is placed, Gojo taps his phone against the reader before moving aside where you stomp your feet and follow him.Â
âI told you I would get it this time,â You whine. He hums.Â
âMm, thereâs always next time?âÂ
âYou say that every time!âÂ
âSo you never know? Maybe itâs next time for sure.âÂ
You seem to realize that this is a fruitless conversation and that heâs not going to relent. With a flush on your face, you cross your arms and pout.Â
âIâll get you back one of these times, I swearâŚ.Anyway, thank you.â You add the last part quietly. He hums.Â
âItâs only fair, you know. After all, who else would come here to eat sweets with me?âÂ
You look taken aback but Gojo doesnât retract his statement. Heâs sure thereâs someone he could ask. But thereâs no one who would agree to it as easily as you have. The environment wouldnât be so welcoming, either. Someone who would do something like this with Gojo is long lost. It almost feels foreign to him now.Â
In order to ease the tension, you look up at him warmly.Â
âThen, Iâm glad you asked me.âÂ
There it is again. That warm, sort of fluttery feeling he gets in his chest being around you. He wonders if heâs allowed to be so happy.Â
The food arrives at the counter, the young woman calling out for Gojo. You and Gojo split the task of carrying the plates, picking a nice booth in the corner with the top covered, You slide in across from him, situating your bag.Â
You and Gojo go back and forth, setting up everything so it looks nice under the lights. Gojo takes on taking the photos this time, clicking from a few different angles and stopping to show you after each photo.Â
âIâll send you the picture later, okay?âÂ
âDonât forget.âÂ
âI wonât, I wonât. Letâs eat, okay?âÂ
You nod enthusiastically.
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You and Gojo eat and chat comfortably for a while.Â
Heâs not sure how much time passes. He wasnât checking because why would he? Heâd like to be with you a bit longer, so he refrains from thinking about it and hopes you do the same. Just a bit more, he tells himself. Until you really, really have to go.Â
Thereâs nothing major to catch up on. You tell Gojo about your job, mostly and how you saw some friends from out of town the week before. Winter is coming and you want to do something nice for the holidays. Youâre getting along well with your fellow teachers which is good. He was worried about that, but he canât keep eyes on you at school.Â
(Not for not having tried. Heâs thought about it, but his presence would be too noticeable and he doesnât trust anyone else to the task)Â
So itâs relieving. Your only complaint has been that some of the students have the sort of parents you canât handle. Pushy and involved in a way you canât ignore but canât tolerate either. Gojo jokes to take care of them, gesturing to his arm like heâs ready to knock someone's lights out.Â
That makes you laugh, and following it you have this melancholy look that sends alarms blaring in Gojoâs head. You donât broach the subject at all afterwards. You talk about everything else you can. The sale on radishes at the market, thinking about getting a car just to have it, maybe visiting your parents sometime soon.Â
Gojo listens. He doesnât have much to add. His work is strictly classified to people who arenât in the field and itâs nothing fun to begin with. He does tell you what he can - usually about some antics his students have gotten into during training. He can at least talk about that.Â
He tells you about the movies heâs watched, how he went drinking with his co-workers last week, and how he thinks Pokupan is starting to act friendlier to him.Â
Itâs fun because itâs you. Gojo likes feeling like heâs involved with you intimately. He likes hearing you talk. The sound of your voice is such a pleasant contrast to his own. You talk with a kind of joy Gojo could never hope to carry, all gestures and smiles and interjections - trying to make sure your point comes across. How you donât think the kid sitting in the front is a bad kid, just needs guidance. How the material of your sweater isnât really cashmere but more of a blend.Â
Time passes comfortably that way. The drinks and food have been reduced to crumbs and cold drops of tea, glasses emptied and phones abandoned.Â
But neither of you have made any move to leave, and Gojo is still listening to you talk with a pleased smile on his face. It was a pleasant sort of day, remember?Â
âSo it was fine in the end, but the classroom was such a mess seriouslyââÂ
So, it throws Gojo off when you stop speaking so abruptly. How easily the atmosphere melts, and what an unpleasant film it leaves behind.Â
It feels like an axe hammering on a stop, a sharp and near violent thud that cuts off the end of your sentence. The air becomes tense in the blink of an eye. Gojo can feel it, the sensation of cursed energy. Itâs stagnated, little like pebbles at the bottom of a creek. But itâs there, and Gojo can feel it creep over your shoulders like a sixth sense. Like someone skipped a stone over that same water. He senses it in the air like dust in the light.
He sits up straight, focusing his attention on you.Â
âHey,â He calls out, softening his voice as much as he can. Trying hard to identify what's wrong exactly âYou okay?âÂ
Your hands shake as you lay them flat on the table. Youâre almost completely spaced out by now. It all happens in the blink of an eye.Â
Gojo stares at you, calling to you a second time.Â
âHey. Hey, look at me?âÂ
When you finally hear him, you jump in your skin. Your shoulders relax when you realize itâs only Gojo. Normally that would make him happy, but not like this. Your hands are shaking. A nervous fidget in all of your movements that heâs never seen before, like youâve been shocked with electric wire. He hates it. The taste of your fear (this fear) is different and unfamiliar.Â
He doesnât like it.Â
You turn your head to look at him then avert your eyes again. He canât follow your gaze as it shifts. Itâs too erratic.
âNo, uhm. Itâs just, uhm.âÂ
âWoah! Hey, Miss. I wasnât expecting to see you here,âÂ
Everything feels like it slows down as Gojo watches your eyes snap up. Your expression drops again, even lower, and if he listens close enough he can hear the sound of your heart. Your discomfort is tangible. It leaves a metallic taste in Gojoâs mouth as you suddenly curl in yourself, shoulders hunched and peeling skin off your nails.Â
You donât even look to Gojo for help. Instead, your words go soft. You become helpless in front of his eyes.Â
âOh. Yes, hello.â You bow your head trying to say as little as possible. Gojo stares as you shake like a leaf in the wind. Something ugly curls up inside of him, a knife twisting in his chest.Â
âAw, câmon? Whatâs with the unfriendly act? Is it âcause youâre here with your boyfriend?â
You look up at him panicked. Not because of the comment, but because of his tone. Gojo hears it too. How sinister it is. Like heâs blaming you for it somehow, like youâve wronged him. The feeling inside of him is so ugly, itâs so wretched. His knuckles turn nearly white from how hard heâs closing his fist. You put your hands up and go to explain yourself anxiously.Â
It makes Gojo sick. He smiles, turning his head just a little so he can see. He opens his eyes and stares, focusing his vision on remembering every detail of the bastard's face.
âIâm not her boyfriend. Weâre neighbors,â He explains, tone as cold as ice but smiling.Â
Gojo puts pressure in the atmosphere. His natural and suffocating aura returns to him easily. He smiles and remains unnervingly still, waits in quiet for the man to respond. He scratches the back of his head, still indignant.Â
âUh. Okay. I guess thatâs good. Wouldnât be appropriate for a teacher to be out on a date like this huh?âÂ
Again. This guy, whoever he is, turns his head like heâs trying to talk down to you. Diverts his perversion and sadism towards you that leaves Gojo wondering what his head would look like against concrete. A bitter, heinous feeling waits inside of him, nesting into his ribs as the sound of every voice in the room comes to be muffled. All Gojo can hear is his heart. How long it's been since heâs heard it.Â
Itâs loud. A cacophony, or a hymn. Divine rage in the sound of his soul leaves has him unsure of how to proceed.Â
Gojo glances at you. Your eyes are rounded, full of desperation. Pleading.Â
Gojo hates whoever this is. Gojo wants to save you. He thinks you deserve to be saved.Â
He stands up. He has enough height on the guy to be intimidating, the guy just barely coming up to his shoulder. Gojo stares down wildly, pulling his glasses to the bridge of his nose to peek briefly over the edge. The bastard stops talking immediately, words coming to a stutter, Itâs satisfying.Â
âWho are you?â He asks.Â
âWh-why is that any of your concern? Canât you see Iâm talking toââÂ
âI didnât ask about who you were talking to. I asked who you were,âÂ
He hears you from behind him âHeâs a parent from my school,â
âAh, okay. Interesting. Since youâre a parent, we wouldnât want to make this a confrontation right?â Gojo says, bemused âItâd be a real issue for everyone if it turned out that way,âÂ
Gojo puts a hand on his shoulder, tightening his grip hard enough to hear him gasp. Heâs weak, but thatâs to be expected.
âSo, I suggest you turn around and head home, hm? Since we wouldnât want it to be a big fuss.âÂ
Gojo can see it now. With a little pressure, he could turn the blade of his shoulder in sawdust and watch him fall to his knees. Heâd let out a cry, a sharp pathetic wail like a hit dog. Gojo would make him say sorry to you before he lets up his hand from his skin. Heâd do it infront of everyone in the store so they could hold a little fear in their hearts.Â
He wonât do it. Just for now. If it complicates your work then you wouldnât be able to support yourself. What would he do if you ended up somewhere far away? Out of his sight, something like this could happen again and Gojo wouldnât be able to take care of you.Â
So he doesnât crush it. He pushes his palms into his shoulder blades and whispers quietly, just so the two of them hear. He pulls away and watches as his face goes pale, a simple stutter leaving his lips. Something about how heâll see you later and that somethings come up before he turns around and leaves.
Gojo watches as he does. The door chimes again, and the man disappears. The patrons who mightâve glanced turn away again like it was just a simple altercation, which is good. Then finally, Gojo looks at you where you are. Your hands are trembling so hard, a shake of relief in your shoulders as you cover your face. You look like youâre getting ready to cry, so Gojo takes it into his own hands. He cleans up all the food, wipes the table, and even grabs your jacket and bag as you take a minute to collect yourself.Â
He taps your shoulder lightly afterwards, waiting for you to look up. Once you do he smiles, reaches a hand out to you so you donât have to think twice.Â
âAbout time to get out of here, huh?âÂ
You nod, so slowly. You look so relieved, even as you sniffle. Your hand is so small compared to his. He squeezes it protectively as you slide it into his own, and helps you walk out of the store together.Â
The air is cold, the same as before, the temperature having warmed just a bit. The bell above the door rings as the two of you finally leave, standing in the street. Unlike before though, thereâs something bitter in the air. The sun has hidden itself completely in the clouds and the streets feel emptier, lifeless.Â
Gojo turns to you with a somber expression, trying to smile. It doesnât quite reach his eyes.Â
âDo you want to go somewhere to talk about it, maybe?âÂ
You chew your lower lip then sigh â...Yeah. Probably should, huh?âÂ
You and Gojo decide on a place not too far from where you are. Itâs a small park, a good place to end off an otherwise good day.Â
You have to take the bus to get there, but thereâs not many people. Gojo eventually gives you back your things, lets you slide your jacket on and fix your face - but ultimately takes your hand and holds it on the ride there. He brings it to his lap and you donât pull away even though you seem to fidget the whole time.Â
The bus finally stops in front of the park. It takes hardly any time, but Gojo finds heâs unable to let go of your hand so he doesnât. Instead, he holds tight and lets you trail behind. You let him lead you quietly out back in the street. You give your thanks to the driver as the doors close.Â
He canât let go of your hand, though he knows now wouldâve been a good time to do it. His grip only grows tighter.Â
âLet's go find somewhere to sit,â He offers. You squeeze his hand this time and donât look away.Â
âOkay,âÂ
He tries to keep pace with you this time, instead of walking ahead. Your strides are shorter than his so heâs careful that you donât fall behind. Your eyes still have that watery look to them but youâre no longer trembling from fear. Just the cold, if anything.Â
And your heartbeat no longer sounds so hazardous. Gojo is still restless, still fidgety. His thumb is rubbing circles into your skin but itâs not really for you.Â
You find a bench, eventually - in the middle of the long walk-way just a distance away from a playground. Gojo juts his chin out towards it, before turning over to look at you.
âLetâs go sit,âÂ
You nod as you walk together towards it. You sit first, and Gojo finally lets go of you. He sits besides you. Thereâs a minute where the whole world is deathly quiet. There should be something calm about it, but it isnât. Youâre no longer terrified, and a distance away. Thereâs no danger lurking in the dark and thereâs no cars passing or children crying.Â
Everything is calm and silent, but Gojo couldnât feel more unease if he tried. He thinks he hides it well. But thereâs that itch again, in a place behind his ribs he canât reach into and he finds it hard to breathe.Â
âSo,â He starts, breaking the tension âIâm guessing itâs not a friend,âÂ
The stupid joke makes a smile appear on your lips. Itâs small, but Gojo takes some comfort in it anyway. You wipe away your lower lash gently, a wet laugh leaving your mouth.Â
âNo, not a friend. Heâs uhm⌠a parent from my school.âÂ
âThe one whoâs been bothering you for all these weeks?â Gojo supplies. You turn your head, eyes widened in surprise. Gojo lets out a breathy laugh.Â
âYouâŚ.knew?âÂ
âNot about him specifically, but I could tell something was bothering you,â He admits, and then adds âI always pay attention to my favorite person, you know?âÂ
The addition has you looking away, but Gojo doesnât mind. You sigh, rubbing your face with your palms before leaning back against the bench with your head hanging off the edge.Â
âHeâs the parent of one of my students. Akio, heâs a good kid. A really well-behaved one but⌠too well-behaved. Never raises his hand, never complains or says he wonât do something.âÂ
âIâm guessing that sent off an alarm bell, huh?âÂ
You nod softly.Â
âYeah. I figure it was something at home, but Iâd met his mom prior and she was a real angel. Then, his dad came to visit. The man we met at the store, and I knew right away.âÂ
Gojo feels his jaw clench listening to you talk.Â
âBut still, you know, my job as a teacher is to be as respectful as I can. I always politely declined him when he would make comments and remained professional. Eventually, his mom stopped coming altogether andâI tried, I reallyâbut heâŚâ You trail off, a lump in your throat. He watches as tears form in your eyes, his anger getting more and more tangible. He tries not to express it, putting a hand on your knee âHe just⌠kept pushing. A-and once, he looked like he was gonna get violent. I made a report, you know, to the school. But you know how they are,âÂ
âThey never even bothered investigating huh,â Gojo sneers. You laugh a tired sort of laugh.Â
âOf course not. After that, I just tried to endure it. And I know he hasnât done anything technically, but it doesnât really feel like a matter of if but when,â You explain haphazardly. Gojo squeezes where his hand rests.Â
âI believe you. Itâs okay,â He says as soothingly as he possibly can âItâs okay. Iâm here,âÂ
Thereâs a sense of relief that washes over your whole body and before he knows it, youâre breaking down. He feels a lot of emotions all at the same time, watching your little frame as you lose it so easily in front of him. A part of him is so furious he wants to make it everyone's problem. Another part of him is so deeply sad knowing youâve suffered all on your own.Â
And the most notable part of him is the sense of protectiveness, burrowing inside of him. A sense of possession. It sinks into him like teeth, seeps into his blood like the venom of an animal so that he bleeds and breathes it. Gojo canât shake that deep sense of urgency, a nameless and faceless desire that consumes him. He shudders.. He holds it in, all of it. Cups his hands so desperately so that it doesnât spill over and touch you, the ink of ruining the soft white of your clothes.Â
In a world that you have made beautiful, desire is ugly. Hideous and infectious, it tears Gojo limb from limb. It makes Gojo feel on edge. Gojo should not desire for any more than what he was. People always die when he does.Â
But maybe they donât have to. Maybe, he can protect you. He can keep you safe. He wants to keep you safe. He wants to keep you all to himself.
Itâs in an effort to soothe those feelings that his arms find themselves around your form. Itâs the first time youâve hugged in such an intimate way. Where expects you to turn away - you donât.Â
Instead you cling, your arms around his jacket and your face in his chest. You cry and weep and sob and you look so small like that. You look like youâll collapse and Gojo holds you. Says itâs okay, itâs okay, itâs okay as you let it all out. It must feel good to finally let it all out, after everything and he doesnât intend to stop you.Â
âI promise Iâll always protect you from now on,â And he says it, and means it. If you feel the weight of his statement, you donât let it show âItâs okay. You can cry if you need too,âÂ
You cry and cry and cry.Â
And Gojo thinks the call of heaven is nothing in comparison to the sound.Â
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In the end, Gojo canât forgive him.Â
Itâs not without effort. He tries to do it at your request, because after all the tears he wants to help. He says he can maybe pull some strings. But that gentle heart you have declines. You donât want it to become a big deal. You feel a little better knowing he knows. In the end, you donât want it to affect that brats reputation.Â
âYou know how kids can be,â You say, voice full of concern for everyone but yourself âI donât want to make school life anymore difficult than his life at home must be,âÂ
So, Gojo tries to listen to you. But days pass, and days turn into weeks. In the end, a month goes by and Gojo is full of terrible and divine anger.Â
In the end, Gojo wonât forgive him. Gojo canât let it go. He feels so righteous in it, he starts avoiding his own eyes in the mirror. Thereâs something inside of them he has no desire to look at. Eyes that tell all, Gojo turns away from their gaze. Gojo is angry for you, and itâs not in his character to do nothing about it.Â
He decides on less of a whim that it looks. He wonders about alternatives, if thereâs anything that can stop this feeling from imploding inside of him but nothing comes.
When he decides that nothing can be done, Gojo goes out of his way to start watching him.Â
Like any mission, he needs enough background information to map out a plan. He wants to make sure that it has virtually no pushback for you. Thereâs always a possibility youâll get caught in the crossfire and thatâd be the worst possible outcome. Gojo can protect you from a lot of things, but heâs not as confident about the law.Â
(Not that he canât. Just not in the good, right way heâs sure you want him to protect you in. Gojoâs love is divine, not right. Thereâs nothing in this world Gojo canât shield you from, because heâs the strongest.)
 He also canât make anything obvious or leave any room for interpretation. If thereâs anything that feels off when the reports go live - youâll stick your nose where it doesnât belong. He thinks in the instance you find out (about all of it, the premeditation especially) youâd probably tuck your tail and run.Â
(Gojo would find you. But the chase means thereâs some time youâre apart. The thought is almost nauseating.)Â
He likes that youâre curious about everything. In most instances anyways. But he thinks itâs better to leave you in the dark sometimes. Having you worry about it would ruin the point of this. And sometimes, itâs better not knowing every detail. Honeytraps are more ethical than nets.Â
Heâs doing it for you in the end, like he does most things. And the kid will benefit, maybe even get some sympathy from his classmates for a while about the tragedy that befell his father. Gojo thinks itâs a good plan because no one loses. Itâs a lot like killing a curse.Â
It only takes two weeks to learn virtually everything there is to know. A guy like that doesnât have much he can hide.Â
The name of his target, he learns, is Nobu Watanabe. Father to Akio Watanbe and ex-husband to Akiko Watanbe. Heâs a recently released felon (let off on good behavior) with a battery and assault with a deadly weapon charge. Heâs a college drop-out, and has been working a lot of odd-jobs since he was 16.
His personality is bad, worse is his drinking and smoking habits. Heâs often found drunk in the street, and has a track record for single nights spent in a cell. His ex-wife is usually the one bailing him out. Gojo canât help but feel sorry for her. Somehow, he doubts that heâs good to her. Heâs a deadbeat father through and through. He only offers to pick up his kid to harass you. At least from what he can tell.Â
He isnât as awful to his kid as everyone else. Gojo doubts that was always the case. Akio isnât a bad kid, but itâs hard not to notice the way the light in his eyes disappears when his father comes around to pick him up. A head always looking towards the floor, hands tucked in his pockets.Â
Itâs difficult for Gojo to feel any guilt about what heâs doing. After everything, he canât find it in himself to feel any regret.Â
His target is currently working at a dock, not too far from the city. He seems to work there most days, working at a bar on the weekends. Itâs a big company that handles foreign goods that he does physical labor for. Lifting and moving boxings, checking inventory - itâs not a complicated affair.Â
If thereâs not a major shipment, he still seems to clock in so heâs definitely paid some kind of hourly wage. He smokes often on the job, but works diligently when there is something to do. An easy but physical job, heâs strong. Gojo can understand what intimidates you about him.Â
Gojo, though, isnât intimidated by him at all.Â
He waits a week before he takes action. To shake off anyone or anything that might be trailing him, and to make sure that everything is the same as he observed. That his schedule wasnât going to change. A week passes, and when Gojo has confirmation - he decides to do what he does best.Â
Gojo Satoru decides to play God on a Sunday.
Sunday is a day shipments come in and a day he often works alone. The pay is better on Sunday and Nobu is the only one on his shift who takes it. Heâs not expected to finish the strenuous work because heâs alone for such a long stretch of time - just to make a dent in it. The people at the next shift are the ones who finish the job.Â
He starts his day as early as 6am. Itâs near winter, so the world is painted in a miraculously melancholy blue. Gojo follows him that morning. He knows the route well enough to trail behind him and not attract any attention. They pass together, turning corners and taking bus rides until Nobuâs finally in at his job.Â
There, they part briefly. His target goes into the big white building and he goes on top. Gojo has to teleport to the roof because everything is gated with security cameras covering every inch of the property. Following him puts Gojo at risk. So he waits on top of the building, hands in his pocket and pacing until Nobu comes out the otherside to the docks. His jumpsuit put on haphazardly, only half-pulled up to his waist, with a clipboard and pen as a bunch of boxes waiting for him to check them.Â
After Gojo confirms that heâs alone, he lies in wait. He sits and waits - watching as the clouds pass. Watching the open sea, how it remains unchanging no matter what boats pass through to shore. He looks at his phone every now and again to check the time.Â
It shouldnât be too difficult to actually do it.Â
You know, if Gojo turns his infinity on, thereâs nothing in the world that can touch him. He can touch it, but it canât touch him. There will always be a barrier between his hands and the world. Between him and the known universe, a bridge that started burning the minute Gojo was born into it. If Gojo turns on his infinity, thereâs no way to leave traces of him behind.Â
Did you know? If Gojo turns on his infinity, his fingerprints donât show up. Thereâs no DNA to find. Not a trace of him in the world that he hasnât left purposefully. Even if Gojo chokes him with his hands bare hands - he wouldnât be touching him. But Gojo can feel it. Feel his pulse, feel his breathing come down slowly.
If thereâs such a thing as heaven or hell, Gojo wants to ask God about being homicidal. If it was a flaw of human design or their Lord reflected inside of them.Â
He lies in wait on top of the roof until 7.Â
When 7 hits, the world around him is still so dark. No one kills in broad daylight. The heavens are murky, sky full of black clouds like puffs of smoke. Itâs freezing cold, a spine-tingling chill making its way up Gojoâs skin and hardening his hands. . Gojo waits for the doors of the garage to creak open. When the sound echoes into the air, a metal screech in the void, Gojo stands to his feet.Â
He jumps to the ground, landing with a dull thud. He comes out unscathed, a cat on his feet. He dusts off the front of his pants. Nobu hasnât taken notice of him. Gojo takes a look around them. Thereâs no cameras in the warehouse. Gojo waits alone in the dark.Â
Five minutes. Itâs five minutes when all of the lights go out.Â
âWhat the fuck?â Nobu mumbles, dropping his clipboard on top of a bunch of boxes, running a hand through his hair. Gojo waits in silence, watches as he turns around.Â
When he finally does, he jumps back in shock. Gojo feels a cold chill run through his body.Â
âWhat the fuck? Who the hell are you?â Nobu asks. Gojo grins.Â
âAh, you donât remember? We met a few weeks ago! We had a nice little exchange and everything.â He says, voice going higher by an octave. The man in front of him stares, off put by Gojosâ presence. He stumbles in his thinking, his body tensing up.Â
âWho theâŚwhat the fuck is going on?âÂ
âHey, donât be so scared,â Gojo says, then uses his teleport to phase himself closer. Nobuâs eyes widen, shocked. Scared out of his wits, with the story of heartbeat like heâs being hunted. âTough guy like you has nothing to be scared of, does he?âÂ
âW-w-whatâŚhow did youâŚâÂ
Gojo shakes his head.Â
âDonât worry about it, man.â He says, voice calm and smooth and even. Heâs surprised by how his emotions feel in his body. Like heâs so angry that heâs not. Thereâs something inside of him, the white waters that wade, that Gojo can feel. Itâs strange âWeâve got about 5 minutes till the lights come back on.âÂ
For a while, they stand at a draw. No one moves. Not him, or Nobu, or the open oceans. Itâs quiet for a dock. Even quieter for a dock in Tokyo, and Gojoâs not even using his abilities. He probably wonât need too, other than infinity - thereâs not any good reason for him to exert himself any more than he must.Â
Weeks of planning, weeks of watching, weeks of waiting. Nothing feels like it matters at the moment. He wants it to be over soon-ish.Â
Itâs not that Gojo is particularly sadistic.Â
Itâs just that, everything feels like itâs teetering over this very moment. He thinks it to himself quietly like someone trying to remember where they last left their keys.Â
Briefly, Gojo thinks âI canât go back,â after this. In the back of his head he just knows.
He envies this aggravating strangers' ignorance, too.Â
âWhat do you want from me?â He says, stuttering - a gasping breath of fear in his lungs that snaps Gojo out of his thoughts. Gojo shrugs.Â
âNothing, really. Iâm not short on money, you know? I make a good living,â He says, spouting off about nothing as he closes the gap between them. Stepping closer infinitely until Gojo backs him into the garage, into the tall tower of boxers where thereâs no cameras and no witnesses âHmâŚis there anything you can do to fix this?âÂ
No, Gojo answers mostly to himself, But wouldnât that be nice?Â
âP-please, I haveââÂ
âA son right? And an ex-wife, and a dead mom in Saitama. You didnât think I came here without doing any research, did you? Weâre the same in that way you know, I might be a frivolous - but hell if Iâm not diligent,âÂ
He looks like heâs going to throw up. Gojo remains indifferent.Â
âWho are you?â He asks, this time really wondering. With that hoarse voice of curiosity, of defeat.
Gojo hums.
âGood question. Who do you think I am?â Gojo poses and lifts his hands up. He puts them around his neck, pushing hard until his back is against the stack of boxes. Itâs dark but Gojo can see everything. He keeps his open, tightening the grip of his hands slowly.Â
Nobu tries to spit something out but the words get sputtered, muffled by lack of oxygen.Â
âDo you think Iâm a devil? An angel? God? I wonder,â Gojo says, staring. With his mask on, but his eyes opened wide. âGuess Iâm kind of like a boogeyman,âÂ
Gojo can feel it. His body underneath his palms, gasping and struggling for air. He can feel his hands try to pry his hands off. He can feel his body slowly start to lose its air, how he deflates like a balloon. Gojo is unmoving, unfazed, unworried. Heâs near motionless except the hard grip of his hand on his neck and the pulse that slows gently under his palms.Â
It takes 5 minutes, maybe less, with all the strength in both his hands. Gojo isnât counting. He holds on for maybe 2 minutes after that, just to make sure itâs not a fluke. He waits till the heart stops sounding in his ears and until the body is completely limp except for where Gojo is holding him away. He goes out sad. Useless, even.Â
When Gojo stops, Nobuâs body drops to the floor with a dull thud. He stares at it for a while, then sighs. Itâd be nice if he could just leave it there, but he does his due diligence. Picks it up from the ground with relative ease, over his shoulders.Â
He walks it out towards the dock - the very edge, before tossing it in water and watching it sink. When it disappears from his sight, Gojo is left with his reflection in the deep blue. He meets his eyes for the first time in weeks, and knows heâs seeing exactly what he thought he would.Â
His anger has settled, just barely. Just enough to be able to see the change in his own vision. With his Six Eyes, Gojo can see that thereâs no turning back.
 With his mask on, he looks at himself, warped in the vision of the sea. The vision of himâcrystalline and white and blueâmurky and moving.Â
Gojo jumps to the roof and turns the light on again. The power comes back.Â
A dog barks distantly, over and over and over. Gojo watches the sun rise alone.Â
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The following weeks pass without a hitch. Gojo feels like nothing has changed.Â
(But thatâs not true. Everything is different. The same but different)
At the two week mark, winter has set in and Gojo is spending time with you in your apartment together. Currently, youâre cooking dinner (after carefully instructing Gojo to stay put in the living room.) Gojo is sitting watching T.V. Heâs helping you grade papers at the coffee table, humming to himself.Â
Itâs about 7 when the news starts to play. A local news channel and a familiar face on the T.V. Gojo is surprised when the breaking news report airs.Â
âTwo weeks ago, a missing persons report was filed for ex-convict Nobu Watanbe. Sources say he was last seen working at a Dock in Tokyo - which experienced a power outage. Itâs reported that Nobu seemed to have gone missing at the time, and hasnât made contact with anyone since then. Could this be the work of aâŚâÂ
The rest of the report Gojo tunes out. He turns his head slightly to see if youâve noticed. Your eyes are glued to it., standing and staring silently. You place your spatula on a towel on the counter.
âWe got word about a week prior to this,â You say, breaking the silence after some time without Gojo prompting. He looks at you âAkio started coming with his mom again and she gave me the story. It wasnât unusual for him to up and disappear, but he hadnât done so since Akio was born,âÂ
âThat so?â Gojo says, nonplussed. You nod.Â
âI feel guilty but,â You trail off, rubbing your arm anxiously âI canât help but be⌠relieved. Just a little. I donât want the guy to be dead or anything, but it,âÂ
Gojo stops you in the middle of your sentence.Â
âYou donât have anything you need to feel guilty about,â He corrects, voice stern. You give him a sad look but he remains firm in his stance âHe was harassing you for weeks. Itâs only natural that you feel relieved, you know?âÂ
Youâre not entirely content with the response, but you seem to know well enough this isnât something Gojo will compromise on. You sigh, looking down at the floor.Â
âYeah. Thatâs true I guess, but still. I wonder what happened to him, or if he just decided to run away,âÂ
Gojo pretends to think about it.Â
âMaybe. OtherwiseâŚguess it was Godâs divine punishment,â He says, continuing to grade papers. He doesnât even look up as he says it. You let out a puff of air through your nose in amusement .Â
âYeah,â You say, âMaybe. I should thank him some time,â
Gojo hums.
âI donât think thatâs a bad idea,âÂ
#gojo x reader#jjk x reader#manipulation cw#writing tag#dark content cw#yandere cw#noncon cw#murder cw#yandere!gojo#stalking cw#i tried to add the most major tags#lmk if you need more#ok. gn#part two will be out whenever ame has read lol
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Hey have we considered that the title this episode got released as, "hostile workplace", is not a mistake or next episode's title but Colin's cry for help that has been silenced by Lena or Fr3 d1?
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Outlaw F!Reader x "The Ghoul" Cooper Howard (18+ MDNI) Full Fic here on AO3
Chapter 2: A Good Word (AO3 Link Here)
You're not running away from your sins, you're running towards the truth.
The expectation of an Overseer is to be of pleasant temperament, with a neat and well-manicured appearance. You are the friendly face of your Vault, a representation of the hospitality and amiable atomosphere cultivated here at Vault-Tech Industries. And the family at Vault-Tech Industries knows that the best leaders are in their hearts the most dedicated followers.
Tags: Read Em All on AO3, Blood and Gore, Gunplay, Broken Bones, Bandits & Outlaws, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Dystopia, Blood and Injury, Mystery and Intrigue, Western
Full Chapter because it's small below the cut!
White sailsâŚwhite sails against the blue steel of the vault doors. Dangling like the shattered wings of a seagull. Or at least what you think are seagulls. You have read about them and it is important to keep oneself in the know when it comes to extinct creatures.
Your breath coats the glass of your hazmat helmet while the RAD meter on your PiP boy crackles, whines. It's the historic fog of the estuary. The wind off the ocean blows the moisture almost daily across the land. Fog thick with radiation. The foliage has responded in kind, growing small and meek and clinging to rocks like slime. Around you are the blackened bones of ancient trees, some you knew were hundreds of feet high and thousands of years old. Some of the oldest life forms on the planet. Now their remains stick out from the soil like toothpicks on a cheese platter.
But back to the white sails. You see them now as you come close. It was some sort of glider. A ridable kite.
Your surface recovery team had discovered the craft after hearing a loud bang across the outer vault doors this afternoon. The crash was soon after the thick fog rolled in. The occupant was dying, but he requested to see the Overseer.
He requested to see you. Alone.
And the moment you see him lodged in the ruined cockpit you freeze. He's wearing a gold jumpsuit with blue striped details, an unmistakable mark of authority. An executive. An Overseer of overseers. If the Vaults in Area 33 are little hives of productivity and human civilization, the Executives are the beekeepers. They have their own vault in the center of the molecule that is Area 33. And from there they do what they please. And apparently that includes joyriding gliders along the coast.
You know, rich people stuff. Successful people hobbies.
Your heart starts to pound, but it's not with dread or fear or despair for the pilot.
The executives give out promotions sometimes. Transfers. And even though this one's dying, you always want to give a good impression. You have been working on your resume for a while now, anyway.
âHello! Welcome to Vault 66!â
You try to be friendly and upbeat, even though the man has been slowly dying from a shattered spine and skull injury for two hours now. âThis fog sure is a real chestnut, isn't it?â You chuckle. âAlthough I bet the views of the ocean from up where you were flying were spectacular.â
âTheyâŚ.wereâŚâ
You cheerily give him your name. Your title. You would shake the man's hand if it wasn't permanently pinned under some sort of crumpled control panel. âYou wanted to see me, sir?â
âYesâŚâ He coughs, groans. âCome close. Closer.â
You position yourself as deep into the cockpit as your clunky hazmat helmet will allow.
The executive winces and recovers. âUnzip my jumpsuit.â
âUhâŚâ Your brow furrows as you search your mind for protocol. You don't remember this being a scenario from the training slideshows. Is this considered workplace harassment? Quid pro quo? Personal space issues? To be fair, the destroyed remains of a vehicular accident could be classed as a hostile work environment. You give him a small, polite smile. âRepeat that again, sir?â
âUnzip my jumpsuit. That's an order, Overseer.â
âSure thing, sir,â you laugh nervously, and unzip the front to expose his stained undershirt.
âInnerâŚleftâŚpocketâŚ.â He screws up his eyes in pain, expelling air across the glass of your helmet.
âHeh, right away,â you say, reaching a little too close to a man you just met. That pocket is usually reserved for private things. Vitamins. Tissues. Feminine products. Fertility Tablets. Anti-fertility tablets. IntimateâŚ.devices. Not really something that another person reaches in unless they have a headcold or are busy repopulating the planet. What comes out of his inner pocket is an item you've never seen before. Itâs small, half the size of a PiP boy screen, and thin. Made of a gold material. The front has a small digital panel that displays a long serial number that as you stare at it, wipes away and reconfigures every thirty seconds. You flip the little device over and a shine slides across itâ you're convinced it's made of pure gold with some sort of tiny nuclear battery inside. A pocket atomic clock. To tell what, you're unsure. On the back is stamped a few mysterious numbers:
34.8559704, -111.7801052
You flash him a friendly smile but you feel the strain behind your eyes. âUm sir, what is this?â
âVault Tech Company Property. Absolutely top secret. Override previous protocol. You are to keep this in your intimates pocket until further notice. You are not to inform a soul.â He coughs again, and blood flecks across the glass of your mask. âGot, that Vault 33-66 Overseer?â
You throw on your professional service smile, nodding with gratitude. âMy pleasure, sir! Wouldââ
You start to request that he put in a good word for you but then you suddenly remember that the only other executive he's going to see soon is his own Maker.
âAnd another order, Overseer.â
âHmm? What's that?â
âI'm giving you authorization to put me out of my goddam misery.â
âOhâŚright.â You laugh nervously, pulling your gun from its holster at your hip. Lucky for him it was mating season for the RAD Seals and without a solid authentic piece a topside forager would be a pile of bone and jelly on the beach. You cock it and press it to his head, leaning back and getting into Stabilized Proper Armament Form (SPAF). âWell, sir, it's been a pleasure. Thanks for stopping by.â
And you pull the trigger.
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Video analysis of Punk v Perry
We will be going over the actual âfight partâ
And remember
1. We donât have audio
2. Donât know what was said
3. Already know the outcome
So my unbiased party is my roommate who doesnât know about this or watch wrestling
this is the time line that we decided on
ďżźvideo for reference
Perry is messing with his hair both hands are on his head and he is facing Punk
And just by looking at body language a few of the people are now focused on the pair
Now with the quality of the camera itâs hard to tell but
Punk shoves Perry (it could also be a punch when you slow it down it does look like only one arm went back but the stance of Punks body makes it look like a shove)
Jacks hands are still in his hair as he stumbles back
And now everyoneâs attention is on them and people are moving to the pair
Punk steps towards Perry and either
A. Shoves Perry down by the face
B. Pie faces Perry
C. Punches Perry
D. Slaps Perry
At this point Perry is on the ground
Punk them seems to throw a couple punches at Perry who is still on the ground ďżź
Joe a ref and some else try to then separate them
Punk is not letting go and know has Perryâs hair
Someone in a red shirt comes to help
They are fighting in front of the monitors where Tony Kahn is (I had said crates earlier i was wrong)
As Perry is on the ground and Punk is on top you can see Tonyâs hands reach out to catch a monitor and also try to grab Punk
They separate Punk and Perry
Punk looks to his right and lunges/ steps towards Tony pointing and we can only guess also yelling
HOOK sets his title down and goes to keep them separate
Joe is holding on to Perry still
Punk moves towards Tony and we can see what happens because of the wall but he is pulled away
Malakai appears
Perry and Punk are talking again now separated
Malakai walks in front of Punk
Video cuts
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Ok
Form what we can see Perry remind defenseless through out the altercation
However Iâm willing to bet that once he was on the ground he put his arms up to block whatever was happening
QnA with roomie #1
Did Tony have a right to fear his life?
Roomie says yes, the fact that Punk is mma trained and is a wrestler Tony has a right to be scared when Punk starts to come at him
Does this make Perry look like a bitch?
Roomie says not really, if Perry hit him back he would of looked cool, but it seems like he was caught off guard
Do you think firing Punk was the right response?
Roomie says most likely, I mean if the sort of altercation happened anywhere, training in whatever combat aside, what punk did was warrant for being fired. Once you create a hostile workplace with a situation you should be punished. so by acting of fellow coworker Punk did this.
Was it appropriate to reveal the footage?
Roomie says yes, from what was said in the interview and online, it is a smart idea to release the footage to clear up any discrepancies/falsehoods that have been told
Ok weâre tired this is it for now lol
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Hi, um so the episode title on Spotify for episode 8 is âhostile workplaceâ. However Alexander J Newell, narrator, said âRunning on Emptyâ and thatâs the transcript title. I have questions! Like why? Was this on purpose? Was this an accident? Help?
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wait wait wait wasnt the tmagp ep 8 title Hostile Workplace??? not Running on Empty??
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Lady Leonora Lesso x Fem!Ever!Professor - Fetish
I LOVE THIS SONG SO MUCH!! AND SELENA <3
Part I
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The dean of evil has observed changes in the new Ever Professor since she enrolled in the school of good. Prior to accidentally bumping into the redhead dean, the professor was initially quite composed, kept to herself most of the time, and ever since, the dean has seen her everywhere. While she visited the school of good she'd noticed the ever professor walking in the same hallway and corridor as her and greet her with the same grin. Even though the dean was aware that every professor worked for the school of good, she still found it strange to encounter her every day at the same spot, at the same time. It was equally as bad during meals.
Take it or leave it Baby take it or leave it But I know you won't leave it 'Cause I know that you need it
During meal times, Lady Lesso would sit across the her co-worker, Clarissa Dovey as the ever professor, Y/n would sit between her and Anemone. While the redhead dean would make small talk with Clarissa and Anemone she'd constantly catch stares from the ever professor yet act as if, she hadn't seen her. Y/n never bothered to engaged into a conversation with the dean yet she'd coincidently meet her numerous times and watch her with a certain look in her eyes that the dean couldn't comprehend. To say she was uneasy would be an understatement, but she was unable to acknowledge how freaked out she felt as the ever professor's gaze swept over the dean's body. It appeared as though a predator was observing its victim and was prepared to strike at any time. However, the dean always looked forward to the end of mealtimes because it meant she could leave the institution and go home, away from the ever professor.
Look in the mirror When I look in the mirror Baby I see it clearer Why you wanna be nearer
But the dean couldn't be more mistaken. Even though she loathed it because her students scarcely even did well in her class, Lady Lesso went straight to her office after dinner to grade her students' papers because she preferred not to have to talk to the one professor she had always tried desperately to avoid. But when the dean came into her office, she didn't see any of her students' papers piled up on the desk. Her desk had been cleared, and as she drew nearer, she noticed that all of her papers had been graded and marked. Her mouth almost dropped when she saw how immaculate her workplace was from ceiling to floor.
I'm not surprised I sympathize, ah
She looked over her entire workspace in a state of stunned silence. She found a note on her counter, it read: Take a break and relax, you deserve it. xoxo, Your Y/n. The dean tore up the note in her hand, lit her fireplace, and flung the shredded pieces of paper, only to find another message on her counter. I saw that, My Love, don't attempt to test me, okay? xoxo, Your Y/n. The dean was apprehensive to burn the letter, but she wasn't going to let anyone, especially an ever, dictate to her. The message was hurled into the raging flames, which turned purple at that very moment. "Lesso, My Love, why all the hostility? You have now received two warnings." "What is your obsession with me?! Why do you keep staring me and how do you know my every move?!" screamed the dean to Y/n whose appearance was made with the flames. "Lesso, your stressed, go to sleep and I promise this will all make sense, alright My Love?" the dean shivered at the sound of the woman's voice as she said My Love. "Don't call me that." "But why, My Love?" the woman said with the same tone she used before while she titled her head watching the dean carefully with a sinister smile on her face. The dean having enough, put out the fire.
I can't deny Your appetite, ah
The dean hurried to her door and confirmed that she was going to inform Clarissa of Y/n's antics in hopes that she would be able to deal with her or, better yet, terminate her. Her eyes grew tired, and she began to feel a little sleepy when the dean's fingertips brushed the doorknob. She attempted to press the doorknob with her hands, but they simply slipped off, causing her to slide down the door with no ability to move her body. When she landed, she attempted to gaze about the space, but it was ineffective because her vision was foggy and everything appeared to be moving in circles. The last thing she noticed was a figure approaching her in purple just before darkness engulfed her vision.
You got a fetish for my love I push you out and you come right back
The weeks passed as Lady Lesso continued to run into the ever professor. She eventually discovered by some probing in her counters that she was the daughter of Aphrodite, which was both a success and a failure because it revealed the cause of the ever professor's fixation. All of the never-ending looks, messages, gifts, and couple names came from Y/n falling in love with her. Because Y/n repeatedly threatened to remove the dean of good if Lady Lesso revealed the situation to the headmaster, Lady Lesso never brought the subject up to him nor Clarissa. However, as previously mentioned, her spying was a failure because the ever professor caught her and had a look of frustration in her eyes when she did.
Don't see a point in blaming you If I were you, I'd do me too
The dean was now tied around her wrists and ankles and imprisoned in the doom room. Ironically, the dean was about to be disciplined with her own works by an ever, but it had to be done as Y/n had instructed. Despite the fact that they both knew she was upset deep down, the ever professor had a happy expression on her face as she scanned the assortment of weaponry that were kept in a corner. The dean kept betraying the woman's heart, her promises, and her confidence. The woman turned to face the terrified redhead who was locked up and sat, "Is it Clarissa?" asked Y/n. However, the redhead was concerned with other matters. She had no recollection of how she got there; the last thing she remembered before going into a coma was having supper in the staff cafeteria.
You got a fetish for my love I push you out and you come right back
"Lesso, answer my question!" The woman's voice croaked with each word she spoke, and the dean's focus wandered back to her. With a knife in her right hand, Y/n was now standing in front of the redhead. She lifted her head up and tucked the tip beneath the dean's chin to meet the bereaved woman's teary eyes with her own. Although the redhead and she both understood that she still loved Lesso, she was furious right now more than the dean had noticed. Lady Lesso attempted to break the eerie silence by speaking, but the woman was one step ahead of her as their lips came into contact. After Y/n withdrew, she kissed the dean's face once more before slapping it.
Don't see a point in blaming you If I were you, I'd do me too
The dean gasped in pain as she was forced to look at the person in front of her by two unexpectedly kind hands placed under her chin. Y/n inquired again, "Answer my question, Lesso, is it Clarissa?" "I'm not sure what you're asking; is it Clarissa, what?" The redhead spat, gasping for air and struggling to speak. Y/n carefully observed while the dean's chest pounded before rephrasing her query. "Is ClarissaâŚthe one you love?" the dean's eyes widened in shock that she forgot to answer till she saw Y/n's hand raising that she blurted out, "No! No! She exclaimed, "Clarissa isn't who I love; I never loved her." Y/n hesitated to speak for a brief moment. "Who do you love?" Y/n asked. "You...i-it's you." Y/n's gaze softened for a second till they went back to anger, "You're lying...you're FUCKING LYING." The dean screamed in agony as Y/n dragged the knife that was still in her hand into Lady Lesso's palm and watched as it bleed. The redhead was a mess; her hair was scattered, her face was red and wet from all her intense tears and her lips were quivering in sadness and pain. Then it happened once more, she blacked out.
You got a fetish for my love...
Part 2 coming soon
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I went to check episode 8 again to see something and??? The name changed???
Likeâ I pointed it out on my notes post that the actual title of the episode (Hostile Workplace) and the one that Alex says at the start ( Running on Empty ) are different, but it was changed idk when so
Let's play my favorite game!
Is this foreshadowing something or just a little slip-up?
#tmagp#the magnus protocol#tmagp spoilers#technically not spoilers for the episode but just to be safe
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hey tmagp patreon people. is hostile workplace the name of the next episode?? bc when i watched the episode, the title said "Hostile Workplace" but the audio said the title was "Running on Empty"; now both say "Running on Empty"
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I saw the title "hostile workplace" and immediately went oh no out loud
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Bargaining Chip
If he ever decided to write an autobiography, Nico is pretty sure heâs going to have to title it âit seemed like a good idea at the timeâ.Â
That exact logic is why heâs currently in the middle of a warehouse full of very hostile vampires.
All heâd wanted was to get out of the Phelansâ friendsâ place for a bit and work on some leads on a job or a place to stay that wasnât going to put undue hardship on people who are already skirting the rules by helping unregistered fae keep their identities secret.
A logical place to start had been a vamp bar he knows the Sunrisers used to shake down on the regular, but that had been outside his own regular patrol route, which meant a pretty low chance of actually being recognized.
Unfortunately, that chance hadnât been a zero. And that was how heâd ended up nearly choking on his second glass when something sharp was dug into his ribs and someone hissed into his ear to come with them or get dusted right here.
He is resisting the urge to tell them that heâs such a new vampire the bar owner would have had to deal with a rotting corpse, not a pile of ashy dust.
It doesnât seem particularly wise to antagonize the vamps who are pissed off at him for asking too many questions.Â
They were all legitimate. But apparently he hasnât lost the aura of âhunterâ even after turning, and the bartender he was trying to get some leads on vamp-friendly jobs or apartments from got suspicious. A surreptitiously texted photo to his coven later, and Nico was greeted with a stake in the ribs. Â
Okay, so he might have been a little direct. But it shouldnât be that weird for people to show up wanting to know if thereâs a job opening or a place they can stay.Â
Then again, itâs not like he did a whole lot of undercovers for the Sunrisers.
Maybe they knew heâd get himself outed and his throat torn out in minutes.
Still might happen if he canât convince them he was asking around for legitimate reasons and not to set up raids on workplaces or apartment buildings. Which might be sort of difficult given the leader of this particular coven is someone heâs been trying to put a stake in since his rookie days.
Thereâs no love lost between him and Guido, and Guido is making sure everyone here knows it. âI knew the Sunrisers were cold sons of bitches, but getting one of their own turned just to spy on us better, thatâs a new low.â
âThatâs not what this is.â Nico is well aware heâs already in over his head, but he knows this could end very, very badly if he canât at least convince them to let him walk away. âIâm running from them same as you.âÂ
âThen maybe we ought to give their little fugitive back to them as a peace offering, huh?â Iron grips close on his arms. He could fight them, maybe, but these people have been vampires a lot longer than him, with better judgment of their own strength and better control of how to use it. He might break free for a few moments, but he wouldnât get far. âMaybe a trade would get Vega off our backs.â
He really didnât think it was possible for this situation to get worse, but it just did. Frankie Vega was his first partner on the job. After a vamp nearly gutted him, he shifted into a role doing mainly informant cultivation while Nico stayed in the field as an active hunter.Â
If anyone is going to want Nico staked and laid to rest, it would be Frankie.Â
Guido pulls out his phone and stalks into a corner. Thereâs a low hum of conversation that is lost in the seething hisses and snarls of the vampires ringed around Nico, waiting for their leaderâs orders.
âSounds like a former hunter is someone the Sunrisers want dead even more than a coven leader,â Guido says, snapping the phone closed and turning back to the assembled vampires. âVega will be here within the hour. Weâll leave this one for him, but we donât plan on sticking around.â He glances at Nico. âBut thatâs more than enough time to show you what happens to hunters, turned or not, when they come on our turf. Pity you wonât live long enough to learn anything from it.â
He waves his hand, and the circle of vampires closes in.
Nico sort of expected this.
Theyâre taking out their hatred of the Sunrisers, justified or not, on him as the easiest target.
Itâs not personal.
Knowing that doesnât make this any easier.
The snarls and taunts and jeers and slurs echo in his ears even after heâs dragged into a small storage room and the door is slammed shut, the sound of something heavy being dragged across it ends, and heâs left to his fate at the hands of his old teammate in the dark chill of the abandoned building.Â
He huddles into himself in the corner of the room. Heâs bleeding from over two dozen gashes, one arm, one ankle, and a few ribs are definitely broken, and if he could bruise anymore, heâd be nothing but one massive one. His clothes were shredded off him by his attackersâ claws, and the damp chill of the concrete under him is leaching into his skin without the barrier.Â
Maybe if heâs lucky, heâll go into a coma from the cold and blood loss and he wonât feel whatever the Sunrisers do to him when they get their hands on him.Â
Whatever heavy object was left in front of the door starts sliding again with a screech of protesting metal, and Nico flinches and covers his ears.Â
Frankieâs here.Â
The door opens, and Nico canât bring himself to look up. If heâs about to be shot, he really doesnât want to see it coming.Â
Something hits the ground beside him with a wet-sounding smack. He turns his head a bit to see what it is.Â
A blood bag.
Great. They want him healthy before they kill him.Â
He looks from the packet to Frankie, who is standing in the doorway, holding his gun near his thigh, keeping one eye on Nico and the other on the room outside, just like they were trained to all those years ago.
âYou look like youâre going to need more than that, but itâs all I got on me.â Frankie says. âFigured theyâd rough you up pretty good, had the pedal to the metal all the way, but I couldnât get more than this from storage without raising some eyebrows.âÂ
Nico reaches slowly for the package and raises it to his mouth, turning away and curling in on himself to hide as he swallows down the chilled blood. Itâs even more humiliating to be seen devouring his own former friendâs blood than it is to have Frankie see him battered, broken, and naked.Â
It isnât nearly enough blood to heal whatâs been done to him. But itâs knitting his bones together enough he thinks he can walk on the ankle if he supports himself with something, and at least the gashes arenât actively bleeding out anymore, just red and raw.Â
âCan you walk?â Frankie asks, and if Nico didnât know better, heâd say that was real concern he hears in the manâs voice.
âThink so.â
âThen letâs get out of here. I donât trust Guido not to be planning an ambush.âÂ
Honestly, neither does Nico, but Guido is also smart enough to know outright killing a hunter in his own turf after thereâs been documented contact is a move guaranteed to bring the Sunrisers down on his operation in force. Right now, theyâre a thorn in his side when he skirts the law, but if he pisses them off, theyâll go scorched earth.Â
Frankie doesnât move out of the doorway, which means Nico has to get to his feet on his own. He uses the wall for support, limping around the edge of it until he reaches the door.
Frankie puts his free arm under Nicoâs shoulders, other hand keeping the gun trained on as wide an arc of the warehouse as he can manage, and helps Nico to the loading door, which is cranked open far enough Nico can see the dark red GTO parked outside.Â
A chill harbor breeze whips through the opening. Frankie grimaces. âSorry about the cold, but Iâve got to get you in the car first.â Nico understands. Theyâre a lot safer in the vehicle than they are in this place.Â
As soon as Nico is settled into the back seat, Frankie is up front in the driverâs place, and the doors are locked, Frankie turns around over the seat back.
âMy go bag is under the seat there. Grab whatever you need.âÂ
Nico rummages around under the seat until he finds the battered duffel with Frankieâs old college baseball team logo on it. Thereâs a set of civilian clothes on top, the worn flannel shirts and black jeans Frankie always favored.
Frankie is taller and thinner than him, but he takes the clothes anyway. Better than nothing. They donât fit well, and itâs hard to wrangle himself into too-tight jeans and shirtsleeves when heâs got a half-healed ankle and arm, and heâs sliding around the back seat while Frankie is driving them through the city like a bat out of hell, but he manages.
It feels like the old days.
Almost.Â
But theyâre headed the wrong direction for Frankie to be bringing Nico in to the locale he was operating out of last Nico knew. The Sunrisers donât have one base location, but they do have several smaller sites scattered throughout the city that they use for holding areas or clinics. Frankie isnât heading for any of them.
Instead, he parks under a highway overpass and kills the engine.Â
âThis is as far as I can take you,â he says.
Nico finishes lacing up the boots that are already rubbing sore spots on his heels and ankles, but at least come up his leg far enough that they make an extra brace for his bad ankle.
âI thought you wanted me dead.â
âNot like this.â Frankie shakes his head. âIf I ever cross you on the streets, believe me, thereâll be a stake in your heart. But I donât hold with what some of us do to the defenseless ones.âÂ
Some part of Nico bristles at Frankie calling him defenseless, even though right now, itâs absolutely true.Â
âI had to call this in. When I come back empty-handed theyâre going to want to know why. Iâll cover for you, but this is your warning. Get the hell out of this city because thereâs not going to be anywhere in it left for you to hide.âÂ
The GTO pulls away and Nico starts walking. Heâs about a mile from where he wants to be.Â
The old Buick Riviera is still in the storage unit that used to be his dadâs. Itâs a matter of seconds for him to snap off the lock with his vampire strength.
He hasnât been back in this car since he was turned, but his go bag is still in the back seat, thereâs still stakes and first aid supplies in the door pockets, and the radio is still tuned to the indie station that played classical-sounding covers of the latest pop hits.Â
He pulls out of the storage companyâs lot and onto the highway, heading west.Â
He has to get as far from New York as he can.
Ricky just got accepted to an oceanography program in San Diego.Â
Maybe he can kill two birds with one stone.Â
If not, California is as good a place to die as any.
(You can read this story and more from this universe on my WorldAnvil here!)
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did anyone see this today's tmp episode titled as hostile workplace around when it first came out?? did my spotify glitch or what. i have no proof of this of course so maybe i imagined it pfft
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I continue to not have any coherent thoughts abt the new protocol episode but GAAAAH
my brain has latched on to the fact that all the familiar characters names start with G for some reason
uhhh have some scattered thoughts
-jons email probably had gerry's info n thats why they found him! since they say they asked for him "by name"
-i didnt recognize gerry at first he sounds so happy :'))))
-celia knows gerry! and also georgie!!
-gerry is gertrudes grandson now hello
-gertrude seems suspicious,,, i think she knows things
-mentions of the arg lore!! (The Magnus Institute gifted kid program) Gerry seems to have had a different experience than Sam n he was disappointed abt it, SAM WHAT DID THEY DO TO YOU
-would it be funny if the podcast celia was on with georgie was literally just tma
-noticed a discrepancy with the title of the episode, its labeled as "Hostile Workplace" on spotify but in the actual episode and transcript its called "Running On Empty"
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Cruel and Malicious Phraseology
Since the JLA ban on profanity in the workplace took effect, some of us have gotten rather inventive in expressing our less positive sentiments. No guesses for which member of the Old Guard had the most insults hurled at them, but... his initials are HJ. There is no context, only hostility.
"I could put an entire box of alphabet pasta through a spin cycle and come up with a better plan than that. Stop trying to be Batman, one is enough."
"Go stick your head inside a black hole, you posh knobhead!"
"Listen here, you overhyped rodent posterior... rocking up like you're the brightest glow stick in the rave negates the very idea of a stealth mission. Adjust your glow to match your intellect, please."
"You got this, huh? Looks like you handled that masterfully. Tell you what there, Mastermind... let me know if you need help finding your teeth after that glorious victory."
"Plans A, B, AND C all tanked? Over to you, Glowworm, you usually head straight to Plan D for "dumb crap" anyway."
"Quick question, do you even Metal Gear?"
"Oh, what in the unholy name of Ymir's jockstrap did we walk into this time?"
"Do... do the Big Bosses not realize pockets are a thing? Like, where am I supposed to keep my wallet, or anything, really? Is the Marquis de Sade the staff tailor, because wearing this is gonna drive me mad."
"You and I have been friends for a while, but... when you say things like that I kinda want to stab you in the eye with an explosive arrow."
"I get now why you prefer being underwater. Less dumb. Much less screaming. Speaking of... I bet you know some epic dive spots. They'll be at this for hours, we're not needed here. If the Boss asks, you're teaching me marine ecology in the wild."
"Huh. Here I thought Joker held the title for "Most Punchable Face on Earth", yet here's the new heavyweight contender, ready to throw down for the belt."
"Go boil your head in some more of that cheap weak sister beer!"
"Why don't you go hug a claymore mine already?"
"Eat my boots!"
"No, ma'am, I'm not ready for that jelly, I prefer cream cheese on my bagel anyway. You're... not talking about food, are you? Oh, monkey bread."
"Repeat after me: Pants. Are. Not. Optional!"
"I'd rather drown than EVER go clown. I might not have taste, but I have standards."
"Oh, by Artemis' sandals what did you do this time?"
"Yanno, you and a certain dirty old man thunder God have the same issue: too focused on the ladies to do your job. Eyes in the head, you ain't her type. Trust me."
"IN THE NAME OF SIGYN'S GIRDLE WILL YOU STOP SNEAKING UP ON ME LIKE THAT! The Boss can get away with it, as he was trained in silent infiltration and is not a creepy drunken sorry excuse for a washout. Either knock on the door like a normal human, or run the risk of having to sing "I've Got A Lovely Bunch of Coconuts" to even enter the men's locker room."
"You died? I see your brain sure stayed dead."
"It's a RAID, not a rave. Lose the shiny stuff and glow trim, we're trying the Splinter Cell approach. Also... do you really need the three extra ammo belts? They're thugs, not the blooming Xenomorphs."
"I know over 20 languages, yet cannot explain exactly how much I'd like to beat you with a pufferfish."
"But did you die again? No? So... why so grumpy, Mr. Grouchy von Groucherson?"
"How? How do you claim to be a master shot, yet miss the ginormous glaring weak spot every time? Are you a plant from the Court of Owls? Make it make sense."
"Huh. Sniper scope, but still can't see the obvious. Just ask her already! Aphrodite help me, but you're blind if you can't see she likes you."
"Thanks, but I don't associate with the chronically dumb."
"A date? Let me check my calendar. Sorry, looks like I'm going to be washing my hair for the foreseeable future."
"Would you kindly get your head out of the poor man's rear entrance so he can get some work done?"
"Games teach you problem solving in real time, teamwork, the importance of understanding the mechanics in any situation, how to manage difficult individuals, pattern recognition, and much more. Odin's eyepatch, you must be a pretentious little sod to think you can't learn from gaming. Now quit whining and pick your fighter already. You're holding up the match."
#dc oc#jla#creative insults#no profanity no problem#batman may regret this policy#not everybody loves hal#most of us just tolerate him
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