#is scepticism getting to me
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[ Blow out the candle before it burns our place down. ] Khaotung Thanawat as Bison (The Heart Killers, 2024-2025)
Bonus: happy comic sans polystyrene birthday Bison~
#thkedit#the heart killers#the heartkillers#khaotung thanawat#thk bison#asianlgbtqdramas#tuserrowan#userjamiec#userbon#tusersilence#tuserhidden#fordaniseyes#my gifs#my edits#mine: bison#mine: the heart killers#the Deeply Sceptical Look in the 4th gif kills me i love him#idk why the cake amuses me so much it just does#also it bugs me that the gifset just went from fully lit candle to none bc the actual bison blowing gif was like 20 frames long#anyway something abt how the cake is a child's cake and how fadel's a big brother first and how bison will never not be a kid to him#somethnig something anyway back to photoshoppe#these are as bright as i can get 'em#hashtag i tried
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By the way the idea that someone's body is none of your business includes things like their nails cause why am I seeing people shit talk Oscar's nails AGAIN when he's spoken about why he keeps them long?? And it's not up to you to judge?? Leave drivers bodies alone challenge x
#this gets me mad everytime#we all know that the most sceptical and superstitious people are athletes??#hes more comfortable driving with long nails so thats why?? is kt really that big a deal?#stop talking about other peoples bodies!!#oscar piastri#mclaren#mclaren f1#f1#formula 1
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in therapy today i just talked about the dark urge and astarion and my therapist was elated about it. it was fantastic. “wow you’ve really been using this story and those characters to process things. that’s amazing!”
the era of being ashamed of my interests is over. it’s apparently Cool and Healthy to use fiction to cope. i wish i could tell fifteen year old me about this it would blow her mind
#origpost#arctic plays bg3#bad brains blogging#you’re gonna have to pry SFF from my cold dead hands because ‘this creature is not human but nonetheless a person’ is THE most#important thing ever actually#i love taking my feelings and experiences and externalising and concretising them through metaphor#my favourite thing about astarion is how he both has literal cptsd AND metaphorically through his vampirism#that fucking rules#also shoutout to another thing therapist said today:#she was originally sceptical of my potentially having autism#then she was like ‘ok you have some traits but you’re probably not diagnosable’#then today she was like ‘you make so much sense when one thinks of you through the lense of autism’#amen sister i’ve been right there with you#but now i’m getting my second assessment soon! which won’t change anything about me i am and will be ‘tism-y regardless#but it’s going to be interesting to see what happens#also i told her about my WISC scores and she was like ‘jesus christ tell them to evaluate you for adhd too’ so uhhh#they already screened me for that and i believe i tested negative but let’s see#the WISC score was why i was even referred for an assessment so
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i'm still omw in terms of accepting my body (as you do yk we're getting there) BUT. one thing that gives me the BIGGEST god complex? my bush and happy trail. sorry but i will be brandishing it around as much as i can. as a matter of fact i'm being deadly serious when i say that after shower i spend some time looking at it specifically because it gets all nice and curly and shiny and soft. my armpit hair comes in close second. you cannot convince me that looking at it and thinking of sweat and getting hot and heavy and smells and all that is not hot
#i generally feel sceptical of my body design but it popped off with the hair ngl#i'm currently growing out my undercut into a mullet and it's so nice and soft and shiny ugh#teeth are the undoubted number one though but that's a purely technical observation#OH AND EYE COLOUR#i am the worst when it comes to that because i'm one of these people who believes that they have ✨ special ✨ brown eyes#and yes 50% of my selfies are of me this close to getting blind from blasting light right into my pupils
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"All political parties face a trade-off under a first-past-the-post electoral system. Governing depends on attracting a broad coalition of voters, inevitably involving compromises that leave a party’s base disgruntled.
So it is perhaps unsurprising that as we move closer to a general election, the discontent from the anti-Labour left who claim there is little to distinguish Keir Starmer from Rishi Sunak in the battle for the premiership is only getting noisier."
"The argument is threefold: there’s no meaningful difference between the Conservatives and Labour; Starmer supposedly can’t be trusted because he has dropped pledges he made in the 2020 leadership election to shift his party towards the centre; finally, the “Tories are toast” and Labour can’t lose, so disgruntled left voters can safely vote for other parties, such as the Greens.
With Labour so far ahead in the polls, the urge to debunk these sentiments may seem like an expression of paranoia. But all three aspects of this narrative are comprehensively wrong, including the reassurance that it is safe for anyone who would prefer a Labour government to vote for another party in Labour-Tory contests."
"But what this underplays is the number of Labour-Tory marginals where a relatively small vote for other left candidates could cost Labour a win. James Kanagasooriam, of the polling company Focaldata, has written about the “sandcastle” nature of Labour’s likely majority; his forecast is that there will be many more marginal seats in the 2024 parliament compared with 2019. If more than predicted numbers of those who voted Green in the locals decide they can afford to do so in the general election because Labour is so far ahead in national polls, that will boost the Conservatives.
Next up is the idea that Starmer’s dropping of some of his leadership pledges makes him dangerously untrustworthy. But this is the product of a system in which the tiny unrepresentative slice of the electorate that is a party membership pick their leader before voters choose their prime minister. Anyone hoping to be PM would have to shift position between a leadership selection and a general election: a Labour leader’s most important job is to connect with potential voters, not to coddle members with the comfort blanket of a policy platform such as the “free broadband for all” 2019 pledge that was roundly rejected.
Liz Truss provides a cautionary tale of what happens when a party leader seeks to impose a membership-endorsed platform on the country without a general election. For Starmer to have stuck to his 2020 leadership election pledges, instead of spending the past four years understanding voters, would have been fundamentally anti-democratic.
The most egregious aspect of the anti-Labour left argument is there isn’t much to choose between Starmer and Sunak. Yes, Labour’s “Ming vase” election strategy has seen it take a much more cautious fiscal approach than many of us would like: it has effectively adopted the Tory macroeconomic worldview and with it a set of spending constraints that no one sensible thinks either party could stick to in the wake of the election.
That is frustrating for anyone hoping this election campaign may illuminate some of the tough trade-offs facing Britain; but it would have been incredibly risky for one side to go it alone on this. The alternative is Labour walking into the trap and handing the Conservatives a “Labour tax bombshell” election campaign.
From a commitment to scrap the Rwanda plan to making clear that in an ideal world Labour would discard the two-child benefit cap, there are plenty of reasons that it is preposterous to think that a Starmer government would make the same trade-offs as successive Conservative governments that have financed billions of pounds worth of tax cuts for more affluent families by cutting tax credits and benefits for low-income parents. The six pledges Starmer launched two weeks ago may be incremental, but Labour needs voters to believe they are deliverable, and they are indicative of a very different set of priorities than those that animate Sunak."
"Starmer is not without weaknesses, as shown by the days he took to clarify an interview last October in which he gave the impression he thought Israel had the right to withhold power and food from Gaza. But there is no doubt whatsoever he would make a vastly more compassionate and competent prime minister than Sunak. To encourage people to put that outcome at risk by casting a protest vote against a Labour government that does not yet exist is perhaps the ultimate form of luxury belief campaigning."
#i dont particularly like starmer either#and labour have dropped a lot of policies i love and picked up some that I'm highly sceptical of#but those battles can be fought once theyre in power. right now all you lot are doing is doing the tories work for them#uk politics#labour winning is not a guarantee. WE DO NOT HAVE PROPORTIONAL REPRESENTATION#if the left vote is split. the tories WILL benefit#let's vote tactically now. for whatever party has the best chance of getting the Tories out in your constituency#be that lib dems. labour or greens. and once we've done that. we can all write to our mps and make our feelings known#i for one would love to finally have an mp that actually fucking listens to their constituents and makes themselves avaliable#my tory mp barely ever even bothers to vote#that's not democracy is it#I'll be voting for a lib dem mp as she's the only one with a chance of beating the huge majority my current tory mp has#and then I'll be sending her a shit Ton of letters asking her to stand up for Palestine and trans rights and disabled people#and stand against child poverty and landlords and over policing and over militarisation IN PARLIAMENT#as someone in a tory safe seat this is my only chance to maybe have my voice in parliament heard and it drives me up the wall#that you are all telling ppl to throw that kind of chance away
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I imagine Espio messes up a recipe but Silver eats it anyway and thinks it's fine (he's eaten worse)
I get the feeling Silver would quite like cooking and baking, but just not in moments wherein he is busy or on a mission. And since that is often, I figure he'll just throw whatever he can together and eats that, if he gets that far in the first place. Thus, he'll probably have consumed a whole matter of things that were... unique in their combination, haha. But I think he really does not care so much about it! Food is food and time wasted is time wasted. So when Espio comes in with a recipe that's not exactly what he had desired, Silver will just down it with little complaint. And I figure he'll be happy to help out later and see if they can make it better together <3
#silver the hedgehog#espio the chameleon#for me Silver is very much the Does Not Care About Shit Or Fuck kind of person#like the one time I can remember him reacting agitatedly towards a personal attack was Knuckles calling him crazy in Rivals 2#but Eggman calling him a dimwit in TSR? Whatever! Eggman is obviously doing Evil Stuff and that is more important than getting mad#Soleannan officials expressing scepticism about him being from the future? go to Sonic and ask him to help next because this is important#so I figure that most of the time he does not care about others' opinions and just keeps doing the thing he asks of himself#oh and one time he expressed disappointment that Blaze did not need his help (in Runners)#Silver can certainly be awed and react a bit flustered but not at all in an extreme manner
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you don’t need to answer top2 if you wish but how do you think the championship standings will look like next year? besides the obvious stuff, i’m v excited to see what diggia has in store + bezz going up against martin + acosta (and ktm as a whole really) + the rookies!!
now see usually i'm a coward with this stuff and wait until pre-season's done to do predictions for the season, both championship order and rider market. this approach is a good idea because you're like 5% less likely to end up with egg on your face, just a bit more data to go off for both individual riders and - more importantly - broader manufacturer trends. i also usually don't post these predictions on the internet, which helps with the egg on face situation. i'm not sure predictions this far out are particularly useful because like. how would i know what aprilia's doing this winter. this is basically complete guesswork. but also it's funny being publicly wrong about things, so i'm not going to overthink this and just give you a championship order based on nothing but vibes, hope, and a dream
marc
pecco
pedro
jorge
diggia
binder
vinales
a. marquez
morbs
fabio
bastianini
bez
aldeguer
zarco
rinsy
oliveira
r. fern
mir
ogura
marini
miller
chantra
i did this in two minutes and i don't like it!! the main one that i don't feel GREAT about is bez, i thought the vibes were pretty good from his first test and it feels like i've stranded one aprilia in a completely different bit of the field to all the others. idk i think it's just that i see everything after the top two as quite congested and there were a bunch of people where i wasn't quite sure i could justify ranking them lower in my head - and admittedly some insane hopium where yamaha is concerned (listen, they can't be THIS shit forever, they just can't). (and hey, there's always a chance i'm actually being too pessimistic, and that midfield being kinda mid will get yamaha back in the mix!!) so that's how bez ended up slipping down quite far. the other problem is the ktm situation... the moment i commit to pedro at pee three i am apparently predicting that ktm has a remotely workable bike for this year despite *gestures*, which then means that i suddenly have three highly rated riders i can't be putting miles and miles away. and for that matter, bastianini having a mildly meh catalunya test (i automatically wrote valencia test lol) isn't really justification to put him four places behind vinales. but we move. 8-9 is a concession to the idea that the gp25 doesn't seem to be as radical a transformation as gp23 -> gp24 and year old bike this time will suit the michelin rear better - at which point a. marquez being a reasonably reliable performer and morbidelli being used to the machinery do come into play. i am actually an aldeguer hopeful (still, barely) but also idk man, i think if that bit of the ranking is congested then he could easily drop down quite a few places and i also think he could struggle quite badly especially early on. nothing ogura has done this season justifies me putting him fifteen places behind the lead aprilia, and yet idk who i'd bump for him. i think fourth for jorge is kind of pushing it and i could also foresee a season where... well, he's got his title now, he's not going to be fighting for the title this season, so he can go back to his high risk high reward ways of just trying to go for the win whenever possible even when the bike isn't QUITE there and as a result regularly binning it. but also idk who i'd want to bump ahead of him!! i think jorge has shown this season he CAN be an extremely reliable points scorer and he also ultimately i reckon he has more raw pace *even on limited machinery* than some of these other names so. idk. i think diggia will have a good season but fifth in the championship is already A Big Step for him and with that kind of injury, also no guarantee he'll be 100%. ultimately the problem is that i'm kinda not really particularly high on the stonks of any non-ducati manufacturer, but also the ducati rider field is SO depleted that i kinda feel like surely some riders can sneak through to take some spots in the chasm of ability that comes after marc/pecco. you can tell i rate zarco and do not rate fernandez and also think honda will just like... never get better ig? anyway i didn't actually switch a single position from when i quickly did this in two minutes and now i'm just over-justifying unknowable predictions so let's leave it at that, happy holidays lads
#not predicting the 1-2 would be COWARD SHIT please#and at least there i know that *knock on wood* without serious injuries i won't get them wrong by more than one position#oh here's a question - stick or twist who signs for that championship position right now? not sure anyone does except marc#me a long term ktm sceptic watching them go bankrupt: yeah i reckon 3/4 riders will be in the top ten and one just outside of it#they're the ones who are REALLY going to fuck me over here. i know this and yet#checked my rider market predictions early last year and okay some of that did. uh. not happen (trackhouse mir happened in my heart)#but i nailed the aprilia line up. okay i sent vinales to honda alongside the aleix retirement call but got both replacements spot on#isn't it bizarre how ktm satellite rides are apparently way more desirable than ducati ones. i mean not any more you'd imagine but#//#batsplat responds#brr brr
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i wish my mum wasn't so weird about me specifically. like it'd be one thing if she was like that to everyone but it's genuinely awful how she sometimes treats me like I'm her dodgy son she can't trust. (while also being her daughter she can expect chores from way more than my brothers). i wish we had some solidarity or something and she wasn't so fucking weird to me :(
#she's just so sceptical of everything i do and i know she'd always side with someone else over me‚ it's so claustrophobic#she tries to be an ally sometimes but then gets angry and makes me really really dysphoric
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haha. lmao even
#Cw medical#So I may take even longer to finish any fic for the foreseeable future#Because I was just told I have a condition that is potentially fatal? lol#like#Rare condition that neither my GI nor GP caught because they're not dermatologists but#Essentially my body is covered by a burn that could cause me to go sceptic and die?#I'm trying not to research so I don't see my odds#But it's uh. Not fun to hear and even less fun to live#We're invited to f1 (replay) and hangout tomorrow but at this point not sure if I should even go out#damn man. AO3 curse I guess#I thought shit was bad enough with my regular chronic illness but hearing potentially fatal is less fun I'll be honest#They're trying to get me in to a dermatologist ASAP next week but if I feel chills or a fever then yeah ER time#Erythrodermic psoriasis#Trying not to cry I'll be honest#moss.txt
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#I like this episode! Very good. Very b/sd.#It's just...#I just don't really like the narrative “everyone else is stupid and must be taken care of because they're too dumb to do it themselves”.#It just feels unnecessarily discriminatory.#I understand it could be what Ranpo wanted to hear in that moment‚ after a life of feeling like walking among monsters#... But to pretty much say everyone is lesser than him doesn't sound good at all tbh. And pretty anti-democratic.#Yeah I just really can't vibe with scorning and looking down upon everyone else even when it comes from a place of rightful frustration.#Sorry.#But it is very b/sd so there's that.#The fact that Ranpo is so soooo intelligent but also wasn't able to tell Fukuzawa was lying at him about his ability–#does feel a bit plot hole-y to me. Like I get Fukuzawa is very persuasive - he didn't even give Ranpo the time to get too sceptical -#And I get in a way Ranpo /wanted/ it to be true. Still it's been established soooooo much up to now that he can see through anything...#But maybe I can only complain ajsyfcsigeufleiub sorry. Again it was a very good episode and an heartwarming story#I also think the murder victim turning out to be alive is the most underwhelming result of any mystery plot but that's just me#Even then I think Tokio's character is an interesting one!! And I love theater#What else. Brilliant episode animation wise.#The black&white to colour is still probably the most witty original and beautiful thing the b/sd anime ever came up with#(Each instance of good animation makes me salty at s5ep3 but eh. Skill issue)#I love Egawa! (Is her name a play on Edogawa? The kanjis are the same 江川 / 江戸川)#To the next episode!! I can't wait to see Oda and Fukuchi 🥺🥺#random rambles#Idk I just think if someone is particularly good at something‚ whatever it is‚ they should still be humble.#Looking down on people automatically makes you look bad no matter what your abilities are.#But it's just me#Edit: “Out to keep the foolish masses safe” is such a reactionary phrase... C'mon now.........#Next thing you know they're taking away the right to vote from the people because the foolish masses are too dumb to elect 🤦♂️
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Arthur lifting Mordred up in his arms like a proud father isn't talked about enough
#The whole of Disir episode is Arthur acting like a dad to Mordred#From telling him he's a fine knight to taking him on patrol#Toasting him on success of said patrol#Fondly chiding his wife Merlin for being sceptical and miserable#Mordred wanting to go to the Disir with them like “Father take me with you. I'll make you proud”#Arthur immediately agreeing like he probably wished Uther would listen to him when he was just as young#“I'm determined he'll get nothing but encouragement from me”#My guy seriously considered throwing away Uther's legacy to save him#Had Merlin not been there he probably would have accepted magic I swear😭😭#I hate this fucking show#bbc merlin#king arthur#arthur pendragron#mordred#Merlin#The Disir
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Hat Kid really wants me to get roblox what is that
#I don't know if I trust her not to.. like… try to get me to download a virus or something#I don't think she would do that when this tablet is brand new and she knows I care about it#but I'm still. sceptical.#she says I have trust issues =/#anyway. whatever that is she really wants me to get it
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i am in such a bad mood everything pisses me off i've been grumbling and groaning and complaining about everything since yesterday, i just want everything to stop, i want to sleep, and i want to feel better
#might go back to my doctor and ask for antidepressants#i'm not much of a medication person usually and my doctor was sceptical about giving me antidepressants but she said she would if i asked#last time i went we decided i would try meditation but that's not working#i don't want to meditate on anything i already spend too much time in my own head i need to get OUT of my head#what i need is physical activity#but i'm too exhausted after work to do sports#i wanna try at home yoga but i haven't been able to motivate myself#i'm just not a sporty person#even if i do enjoy many sports when i'm doing them#i just don't have the motivation to start#anywayyyyy all this to say things aren't going well lol#rain.stuff
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I'm sorry I'm lowkey losing my mind but i just read someone say something along the lines of i haven't gotten to law yet but I'm starting to wonder if people don't ship him with luffy just to stick someone with luffy that's not zoro and I just, oh, oh, I wish I could be there to see them actually reach law, that's going to be. beautiful. I wonder if they'll feel my same extreme delighted bewilderment in realizing that luffy just has a thing for grumpy silly swordsmen, apparently
#law is deeply enamoured with luffy completely against his will#and luffy hadn't been this insistent about wanting in his crew someone who obviously genuinely doesn't want to join straight up since zoro#it's a delight i never thought i could multiship luffy until law got there#i mean I'm serious that comment had me delighted for real#i was like i hope they'll scream when law shows up in marineford i hope they'll have the time of their lives in dressrosa#i get the scepticism tbh i know why they thought that#but it really is first mate vs first ally#then again I'm not saying their brain will be like mine and go zolulawluzolulawluzolu for the rest of time#there's ton of zl that don't ship ll#I'm just saying itd be neat to see them realise that nah it's not just a rebound ship ll DO have that chemistry#also...........law is just....................... y e a h...........
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in retrospect it makes so much sense that i would be a lil uzi vert fan idk why it took me so long to start getting into their stuff properly
#pink tape has got me in a chokehold rn it's soooo good#the length made me sceptical at first (famously not much of a long albums fan)#but nah it definitely makes the length worth it - almost every song on it is great#and it doesn't feel like it gets boring at any point (to me at least)#tbf i did have a small uzi moment when eternal atake came out#but then i kinda forgot about it#i haven't acc gone back and relistened to EA yet i need to do that... see how it compares to my 4 yr old memories of it lol#lil uzi vert#marchibald's
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SO close to strangling my dad for what he's saying about berluconi... what a deeply ignorant little man he is at heart
#also he's sprouting a lot of catholic perbenismo that's making me nauseous#and my mom parroting him because she's got no actual opinions of her own...... (i'm sure she'd be parroring ME if i ever breached#the silvio discourse with him)#the thing about my dad is that i don't like him. i love him to death and he and my mom and siblings are the most important people in my life#and idk how i'd live without him#but i don't like him as a person. i don't like his opinions or temperament. i hate how he practically forced my brother in the closet#~to not hurt his DeLiCaTe sensibilities (aka homophobia) while my brother has to swallow his fascist nostalgia/apologia#and all the bs he says. i hate how he NEVER takes me seriously and laughs at me whenever i get angry with him#and treats me like a china doll/a misguided 15-year-old just because of my mental condition even when he claims i'm an intelligent person#i hate how he finds an opportunity to belittle my mom and mock her and never treat her as an equal at every turn#and she has to bear with all of this + his untreated anger issues (ever since i was a little girl i remember i promised myself i would NEVER#end up in a marriage like theirs and since then i've always been highly sceptical of marriage as an institution)#i hate that he always thinks he's right even when he makes 0 efforts to research a subject my brother is infinitely more knowledgeable about#because apparently he's ~suspicious of even basic stuff like reading the wiki or a fucking book and gets his Superior Knowledge#from the Heavens/God Almighty/his famously Big Brain etc.#i hate how he thinks he's the pinnacle of morality even if he's just a mean-spirited 'mussolini ha fatto anche cose buone'#kind of ~uomo perbene. he's just an unpleasant person i'd normally never associate with (no wonder he has no friends) except he's my dad.#val speaks#txt
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