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Wildest Dreams
‘He said, "Let's get out of this town. Drive out of the city, away from the crowds'
“Ready to go?” Shiro asked as he closed the back of the vehicle.
“Are you going to tell me where we’re going?” Adam kept his arms crossed over his chest. A friendly smile on his face.
Shiro grinned at his boyfriend, taking a couple of steps toward him. “That is classified.”
“You want me to spend our spring break in an unknown location? Are you trying to murder me?” Adam played back, his eyebrows raising in playful suspicion.
Shiro rolled his eyes, “I have told everyone that we are spending break together. Why would I kill my boyfriend of six months during this trip? I would be the number one suspect.”
Adam clicked his tongue, “touché.”
Shiro released a deep laugh. “Okay get in the car we need to go.”
“Okay okay, don’t rush me.” Adam opened the car door. Quickly sliding in.
‘Nothing lasts forever’
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‘He's so tall and handsome as hell’
Fingers snapped in front of his face. “Adam! Stop ogling your boyfriend. We have work to do.”
He waved his hand to his friend. His eyes not leaving Shiro once. “Skin-tight shirts should be criminalized at the Garrison.”
Shiro was wiping his forehead with a rag. His black shirt clinging to his skin with sweat. Perfect eye candy for Adam.
Shiro met his eyes, sending him a small wave. Adam waved back, his friend groaning as they dragged him out of the training deck. “I know he’s hot but we still have work to do.”
Adam let his collogue drag him. He was hot. How did he manage to score Takashi Shirogane?
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‘I can see the end as it begins’
“It’s terminal.”
Adam closed his eyes, trying to stop any tears from falling. He wasn’t the one that needed to break down right now. He needed to be there for Shiro.
He took a shaky breath. His heart shattered into a million pieces as he forced the next question out. “How long?”
Shiro sighed. His body curled into himself as he squeezed his hands closed. “Two to five years.”
Anger formed in Adam’s gut. Two to five years is nothing when you want forever with someone. “This is bullshit!” He found himself standing, the room blurring some due to unfallen tears. “Fucking bullshit!”
Shiro looked up at him, his face holding an expression of heartbreak and exhaustion. “Adam.” Even his voice was tired.
Adam found himself pacing. Words spilled from his lips. “Our lives just started! We just graduated what do you mean two to five years?! There's nothing they can do to help? No treatment or medicine?”
“The only medicine they have will simply prolong it. It won’t cure it.”
Adam’s knees hit the floor, sobs threatening to consume him. “This isn’t fair.” His voice broke on the words.
Shiro slowly moved toward him, wrapping his arms around his boyfriend. “I know. I know it’s not.”
“You can’t leave Shiro. We still have so much to do.”
“I know,” his voice rumbled in his chest, pulling Adam even closer. “I’ll be here as long as I can.”
“Promise?”
“Promise.”
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‘I said, "No one has to know what we do.” His hands are in my hair, his clothes are in my room. And his voice is a familiar sound.’
Adam stared up at the ceiling, the only sound filling the room was Shiro’s breathing. His fingers trace random shapes on his exposed skin. Trying to memorize every aspect of him. The feel of his skin, the curve of his body. Everything that made up Takashi.
It had been half a year since his diagnosis. Since he was told that he wouldn’t live to thirty. He would be lucky to make twenty-eight.
Adam did his best to remain happy. To move through his everyday life pretending that the love of his life wasn’t on borrowed time. Pretending he wasn’t pissed at whatever sick being or universal thing did this to Shiro.
He knew Shiro saw right through him. But he remained so calm. So collected. He was the one sick and yet he seemed at peace. Adam was envious of his calmness. How he never seem to worry about how many days he had left. That he was content as long as he was with Adam.
Shiro stirred some, lifting his head up. Blinking sleepily at his lover.
Adam smiled at him, running his hand through his hair. “Morning.”
Shiro leaned into his touch. “Morning.”
Adam stared at him a bit longer. His heart filled with a mix of love, admiration, and comfort. Feelings Shiro always brought him. “Will you marry me?”
Shiro's eyes widened, “what?”
Adam repeated himself, his fingers gently playing with the end of his hair.
“Yes,” Shiro grinned, pressing his lips to Adams.
‘Nothing lasts forever.’
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‘Someday when you leave me I bet these memories follow you around.’
“I’m going. Everyone cleared me. The doctors said I can!” Shiro took a deep breath, trying to keep his anger at bay.
“You could die out there!” Adam raised his voice, not caring who could hear them through the walls.
“I’m going to die here! At least let me do something with the time I have left.”
A tense silence filled the room. Both of their chests rose and fell quickly. Fight after fight had occurred in the last couple of months. Since Shiro put in his application for the Kerberos mission.
But they had never felt like this. Never felt like it was teetering on the edge. The fragile class they surrounded themselves in finally cracked.
“It’s the mission or me. You can’t have both.”
Shiro’s eyes filled with heartbreak, “Adam. You can’t make me choose.” He pleaded. His voice cracked as tears threaten to consume him.
Adam looked at him with sternness, his mind was made up. No matter how much Shiro begged, he wouldn’t change his position. “Pick one.”
Shiro closed his eyes, sucking in a tight breath as a couple of tears slipped down his face. “Please.”
Adam moved, grabbing his bag as he stepped closer to Shiro. A gentle hand cupping his face. “I’ll never forget about you Takashi.”
A small piece of metal was pressed into his hand. Familiar lips pressed against his cheek. Footsteps moved through the room, a door opened, and then silence.
Shiro opened his eyes, looking down at his palm. A ring glared back at him. He allowed his body to crumple, releasing screams he had held in for so long. Allowing himself to break.
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‘Say you'll see me again even if it's just pretend.’
“Good work Champion,” a Galran threw him into a cell. Closing the door and waking away.
Shiro rested his head against the wall, hugging his knees into his chest. He closed his eyes, focusing on his breathing. Letting his mind wander.
He smiled to himself as an image of Adam filled his mind. The way he smiled at him, how he said his name. The way his face scrunched up when he was stuck on a problem. The spice of his cologne, how he faintly snored when he slept but never admitted it even when Shiro recorded it.
He moved his hand against his chest, gripping the two rings that hung on a string. He was going to get home and see Adam again. He was going to make things right.
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Sorry :/
Not really this was spinning in my mind for daysssss
This is also a low-key prequel for my upcoming Adashi fic. That fic will go into more depth with flashbacks and things like that but this does set the tone and stage for how things will start.
This was based on Wildest Dreams by Taylor Swift, I don’t own any aspect of the song, all credit goes to their proper creators.
Thank you for reading <33333
#adashi#is sad tho#sorry#shangst#hmm what is adam angst?#adangst#idk man#adam x shiro#shiro vld#shiro voltron legendary defender#takashi shirogane#shiro x adam#adam vld#adam voltron legendary defender#adam w#angst#long post#song fic#wildest dreams#posted on ao3#kats writing#no beta
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#sorry for the rambling yesterday#I’m kind of sad I contributed to ruin some people experience of fandom with my nonsensical sht#tho I’m trying to not post everythg here lmfao#now back to posting#good omens#aziracrow#aziraphale#crowley#Twitter#procreate#digitalart#my art
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same old married couple, another adopted child
#i love jim#gabe's an ass but jim must protecc#good omens#good omens 2#aziraphale#crowley#gabriel#my art#nandsbox#yeah this the very least i could do to cope#still sad tho
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#isn’t she a beauty?#cats#cottagecore#nature#Linda evangelista who??#naturecore#animals#photography#I love her#sometimes she just walks into our apartment like she owns the place#gotta admire her confidence#heard she’s quite the nuisance to one of the other cats that live her tho#but! she’s moving! as of whenever! and that’s so sad :(#I’ll miss her and her owner a lot#it’s a norwegian forest cat btw
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if we could stay connected, just like this
#ok last orbit niigo post im emubrained again and also i miss leoneed#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#mizuki5 spoilers#proseka#mizuki akiyama#mizu5#nightcord at 25:00#hurray !#meltdown released an amazing translation of the event so i read it and had my final cathartic transgender cry about it#and now i have ~4 assignments due on friday so i have to stop drawing mizuki. sad.#i recommend everyone watch meltdown's translation#please. its very good and better than the mtls floating around#i Get why people wanted to see it translated asap like i Get it i didnt understand half of the wordplay or kanji but like . wah#its so crazy how this event breached containment n how many people are rooting for mizuki even tho they dont play the game so i just#think its a shame that the translation everyones reading isnt really accurate/lacks the nuances.. Ok sorrynits a good event.#ive just been thinking abiut that for a few days and i love talking in tags. Adios#real Orbit heads will know this is an Heartorbit reference (that tarot card sketch i did almost 2 years ago and said i would finish)#(i havent finished shit)
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#enough heartbreak guys time to be happy#tho now that i think of it... it's really sad if that post was trey visiting restaurant jade works at while they never exactly be together#or trey is married to someone else; and when he got dementia even tho he didn't remember the wife he married anymore he still remembers jad#and was taken there to visit his restaurant again; or jade was called to deliver food to the aged care trey was at#augh...... also if anyone wants more clarification jade eating his own poison is implying he ended his own life#lmao what am i saying on this happy post let's get to tagging#twst#twisted wonderland#treyjade#trey clover#jade leech#fanart
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Book 2 au: sparring sessions and short hair katara
They like to have sparring sessions in order to keep their bending skills sharp. They allow themselves to go all out and not hold back at all cause they know if anyone got hurt, Katara could just heal them
But anyways, wouldn't it be kinda funny if Zuko accidentally burned Katara's hair tho? Aofkqldkkajfjd
The "I think we can save the hairloops" line is from @linnoya-writes thank you for that!! :>>
#zutara#zuko#katara#atla#book 2 au#my art#i mentioned in my last book 2 au post that i wanted to include short hair katara into it and y'all were so supportive of it!! 😭😭😭#so this is how i think it would go#it would happen as katara is trying to evade one of zuko's fire balls#she manages to avoid it but since her hair is long it still caught on fire#she'd be pissed so she water whips the hell out of zuko#and then promptly forgets about it akfhkakdkakdj#even after the sparring session she still hasn't remembered cause 'oh no zuko's in pain i have to help him!'#it isn't until zuko even mentions it that she remembers#zuko thinks she's more calm than i thought she would be after burning her hair so he mentions it to her#little did he know katara just forgor aldjlakdkaljd#n e ways zuko does feel bad so she offers to help fix it up for her#i think after the haircut katara would find herself looking in mirrors when there are any around cause 'zuko thinks i'm beautiful?? really?#zuko doesn't know this tho and he thinks katara is till sad about the unwanted haircut so he keeps telling her that she looks beautiful#and katara just keeps losing it aldjlakdlald#in conclusion they are idiots your honor
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Have a sad anakin /suitless Vader.
a friend asked me to make a print out of this xD Never did any prints before.
#star wars#star wars fanart#anakin skywalker#star wars prequels#Fanart#my art#sketch#darth vader#darth vader fanart#suitless vader#anakin#He a sad boyo#Art#sw art#sw fanart#Don’t really like the hair tho
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VAMPIFIES YOUR PIRATES 🩸🩸🧛♂️💥
#one piece#strawhat pirates#luffy#zoro#sanji#zolu#opfanart#saw one pee halloween art and i blacked out to this#zoro tiny fanged…so sad f in chat#everyone thinks its sooo cute tho (me included)#hint of lusan too…if u squint#luffy doesnt have vamp instincts just luffy instincts#i didnt feel like coloring it all rip#my art
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I finally finished Silt Verses Q~Q (emotional damage)
Tried to figure out how I want her to look like more precisely, I think the one in a black coat matches the best??
AH ALSO! I'm running out of ideas on what to draw If you want you can ask me to draw sth... If you want👉👈 (not nsfw tho plz hehe)
So here's some Carpenter sketches and.. that.. thing.... I love how awful that line is ( I suck at drawing comercials my art style's too messy)
#the silt verses fanart#the silt verses#fanart#digitalart#carpenter#sister carpenter#silt verses spoilers#tw blood#I'm sulking#why is it that every podcast has to have a sad ending#wahh#I could post close-ups but#it's annoying to make additional files#If it's too small I can do it tho
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happy birthday miku congrats for taking over the world u will always be famous..
#miku#hatsune miku#vocaloid#vocaloid fanart#i rushed this i dont have time to draw school is beating me up already Smiles#im so sad i couldnt hop on the trend for that reason ..so proud of my daughter tho
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Yall want an adashi drabble or should I wait? 🤔
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On the surface 🌸
#zelink#skyward sword#zelda#legend of Zelda#loz#loz ss#I just can’t be fast at art it’s so sad#even tho I tried a more simple style and rendering it still took 12 hrs wtf am I doing in that time#loz sksw#loz skyward sword#legend of zelda skyward sword#skyward sword zelink#skyward sword fanart#loz fanart#personal favorites#my art#2024 art
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I can't cry... I want to cry... I feel so much sorrow...
#Something about having an expression that isn't yours. About feeling trapped. Muted. (How I've felt especially in 2023.#Literally unable to cry despite how utterly sad I felt)#It's also not about guilt. It's about feeling other's grief and being sorrowful for them.#candlebell art#fan art#Moondrop#I posted this unrebloggable at first. 😅 Sincerely interesting to me how it killed the awareness (not sure what word to use) of it#even tho I said I'd change it later. How it got just 20 notes on it's own. xd
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#orv#my art#sometimes when I’m sad I think about Kim dokja and get sadder#kdj#he’s my favorite character ever tho don’t get me wrong#orv kdj#kdj fanart#kim dokja#kim dokja fanart#omniscient reader's viewpoint#omniscient reader fanart#omniscient reader novel
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What if... That last episode's scene but Yor, Loid and Anya are a normal family on a cruise vacation
#this makes me sad#spy x family#spy x family fanart#yor forger#anya forger#loid forger#I loved the oiriginal scene tho!!
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