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Moves & Countermoves (Epilogue)
Summary: No one ever wins the games, even fourteen years later, Y/N is still playing.
Part 24

In the first months following Peeta’s return things are good. Calm. Until the night Y/N and Haymitch are lying in bed and she whispers, “I’m late.”
Haymitch’s arms tense around her. “No you’re not.”
“My period is late.”
She can’t be pregnant. He’s been careful. Y/N can’t be pregnant. “It’s gotta be something else.”
She sighs, “ok.”
The weeks that follow confirm that it is not, in fact, something else.
August Abernathy is born the following summer, with hardly any fuss. Completing their family and sealing the deal on Haymitch’s vasectomy. The little boy is perfect, Everest and Arista take to him immediately. Daisy takes some convincing, she’s not used to not being the baby.
She cries…a lot. Even at almost two she wants to be carried around. Y/N and Haymitch indulge her, she will only be little for so long.
Katniss and Peeta have settled in to her house in Victor’s village. Nobody knows what to expect in terms of rebuilding district twelve, so they are all surprised when Pollux arrives by train from the Capitol.
“What are you doing here?” Madge stammers, watching anxiously as he scrawls down a message.
“I wanted to see you.” He holds up the note to her.
“But you didn’t say anything in your letter.” The ones they’ve been exchanging over the past few months.
Pollux smirks, moving the pen over the pad of paper again. “I wanted to surprise you.”
Madge laughs, “thank you.”
He opens his arms for her.
“You’re gonna have to teach me to sign.” She insists, hugging him tightly to her. “I’ve been practicing but Katniss told me I’m not very good.”
Pollux passes a hand over her hair, nodding against her shoulder.
“Can you teach me how to sign, ‘I love you.’”
He pulls back slightly, searching her face.
“I love you,” she shrugs, “by the way.”
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Years pass, everything and nothing changes.
Katniss and Peeta become parents, earning Y/N and Haymitch the titles of Grandma and Grandpa, not long after they become Aunt and Uncle to Madge’s twins.
It heals something in them; holding their babies’ baby. “It’s a girl.”
“Why didn’t you call?” Y/N asks as the infant is placed into her arms. “We could’ve helped you.”
“Didn’t want to bother you.” Katniss shrugs.
“Bothering us is your job.” Haymitch scoffs, “lay down, take a load off, I’ll make you some tea.”
Peeta watches his wife, carefully.
“How are you holding up?” Y/N asks, looking up from the newborn in her arms.
“I’m ok.” Peeta shoots her a tired smile.
Y/N returns the gesture as he takes a seat beside her. “Does my granddaughter have a name?”
“We were hoping you’d help with that part,” Katniss admits. Seems like something parents would help their children do.
Y/N busies herself counting the infant’s fingers, “of course.”
Katniss is snoring by the time Haymitch returns, he lies the throw blanket over her carefully, brushing bits of hair away from her face. “You did good, sweetheart.”
When he is ready Y/N hands over the tiny bundle of joy. “You too, Peeta.”
“Thanks.”
A little boy follows the next spring.
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Everest graduates high school, leaving soon after to continue his education in politics, in the heart of Panem. The Capitol is much different than when he was a child, still he is welcomed with open arms. A child of war heroes is always welcome.
It’s not until he returns home for the first time that Y/N is sure he knows more than he should. “He knows.”
He knows about their arranged marriage, and the cameras, and the meticulously timing of his conception. He knows all the horrible ways Snow would tug at their strings and make them dance like marionettes. He knows the lengths his parents went to make sure he didn’t know.
“I need to talk to Dad,” Everest tells Y/N, “alone.”
“Honey, I’m so-” Y/N reaches for her son.
“Don’t,” Everest takes a step back. “Please, don’t.”
“Everest.”
He explains, “I can’t look at you and talk about it. I’ll puke, like I did on the professor’s rug when I found out, and I need to talk about it.”
Haymitch sighs, passing a hand over Y/N’s back. “Give us a minute.”
Everest doesn’t miss the way his parents struggle to break apart. Or the way his father attempts to hide the distress caused by his mother’s absence.
“How much do you know?”
Everest crumbles, collapsing into his father’s arms.
Haymitch holds him, hushing his first born child. Wishing more than anything to take his pain away.
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“We hoped you’d never find out.” Haymitch admits, “I’m not sure how it’d be relevant to anything you’re learning in school…”
“The curriculum covers the lives of victors. My professor didn’t know that I didn’t know, he pulled me aside after the lesson to make sure I was ok, given what happened to you and mom.” Everest swallows hard, taking a step back, “I just let him talk for a while. Told me everything I needed to know.”
Haymitch nods.
“Mom was my age when you got married.”
“What do you want me to say?”
“I thought you loved each other. I thought you got married and had me because you loved each other.”
“We do love each other.” Haymitch assures him.
It must be true, in all their years back home after district thirteen, his father reached for his mother over a bottle every time. “But that’s not why I’m standing here now.”
“I wish it was different, son. I wish I could change it, but I can’t. I did whatever it took to keep your mother as safe and happy as I could. I tried to do the same for you and it kills me to think that I failed.” Haymitch scrubs a hand over his face. “The games, Snow’s plan, the rebellion and everything thereafter never mattered to us. It never mattered to me. All we wanted was to give you a good, normal life; away from all of it. We got to just be your mom and dad. Those were the happiest years of our lives.”
“My parents are Y/N and Haymitch Abernathy, I’m not ashamed of that.” Everest assures him, “I only wish I could have heard it from you.”
“Me too.”
“Then why didn’t you tell me?”
Haymitch lifts a shoulder, “because I am ashamed.”
Everest’s brows furrow, a spitting image of his father, “don’t be.”
When the two of them finally return to the living room there is nowhere to hide from Y/N’s wide, inquisitive eyes. Youth still clings to her features, despite her age. She is heartbreakingly beautiful.
“Daddy, I want to show you something.” August says, immediately rising from his place on the couch.
“Oh yeah?” Haymitch chuckles, allowing his youngest son to lead him away.
“Daisy did it.”
This ought to be good. “What did Daisy do?”
Their banter continues until they are out of earshot, leaving only Y/N and her son.
“You need to tell Arista before someone else does.” Everest says, simply. “Don’t let her find out like that.”
Y/N nods, “you’re right. I should have-”
Everest closes the space between them, pulling his mother in for a hug. “I’m not mad.”
“You’re allowed to be.”
“I’m not, not at you.” He wants to say more, to tell her how sorry he is for every horrible thing that’s ever happened to her. And how grateful he is for all the times she used herself to shield him from the world.
Y/N and Haymitch Abernathy are his parents, and it means more to him now than it ever has.
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“I think we did it.” Haymitch yawns, sliding beneath the covers and enveloping Y/N in his arms. “Everest seems alright.”
“Yeah.” Y/N nods, bringing his hand to her lips and pressing kisses to his fingers.
“I love you, angel.”
“I love you too.”
I love you more.
I love you always.
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Why the invite?

Pairing: Wanda Maximoff x f!reader, AU Wanda Maximoff x f!reader, Wanda Maximoff x an annoying fiance
Summary: After years of not speaking, your old high school “situationship” invites you to her wedding
Warnings: kissing, hickeys, undercover homophobia, some light angst, a man makes an appearance
Song: Why did you invite me to your wedding by Kevin Atwater (lyrics highlighted in red)
The glow of your laptop screen is the only thing illuminating your bedroom, casting bluish light over the clutter of books and coffee mugs littering your desk. The world outside is quiet—as quiet as it gets for a bustling city. It’s 2:00 am, the kind of late where even the hum of the refrigerator feels deafening, except the occasional buzz of a notification.
You should be sleeping. You have meetings in the morning, or at the very least, something better to do than mindlessly scrolling through Facebook. But here you are, trying to write and getting stuck after the first sentence. You could hear your editors voice scolding you already. So, you decided scrolling on socials instead was better- another engagement post. Another couple. Another pregnancy announcement. A reminder that your 20’s aren’t forever, and time is slowly marching forward.
Then, a notification pops up.
Wanda Maximoff has sent you a friend request.
You freeze.
For a second, you think your brain is playing tricks on you. Maybe you’re too tired, and it’s not really her name flashing across the screen. But no—when you click on it, there she is. Wanda Maximoff, looking just as ethereal as ever in her profile picture. A cheerleader that aged well. That’s new. The feeling that grips your chest is old.
You hesitate, fingers hovering over the mouse. It’s been years. At least six. She was your first, in more ways than one. Your first real love. Your first heartbreak. Your first lesson in how shame could be sharper than a knife.
A second notification chimes. A message.
Wanda Maximoff sent you a message.
I got your message, last night around 1
Your throat feels tight as you click. The message is short, simple. Too simple for the weight of the years between you.
“Hi. Hope you’re well. Also, save date! Marrid soon :)”
You’re getting married, and you want me to come
You immediately notice her grammar is off, and so is the way she spells “married.” You miss me a lot and the wedding's next month I think you were drunk, you spelled "wedding" wrong
And then, attached below—an image.
A cream-colored card, tastefully elegant, adorned with gold lettering.
Wanda Maximoff & Victor Ivonis.
Save the Date- come celebrate the lovely couple. It’s summer wedding, her favorite season.
You don’t read the rest. You don’t need to. Your lips twitch into something that isn’t quite a smile. It’s funny, in a bitter sort of way.
Wanda is getting married. To a man.
Of course she is.
You lean back in your chair, exhaling sharply. A laugh—dry, humorless—pushes past your lips. You squeeze the bridge of your nose, trying to process this random, and honestly, unwanted invitation.
After all these years, this is how she comes back into your life. A friend request. A wedding invitation. Like you’re just another face in the crowd, another name on a guest list?
You close your eyes, and suddenly, you are in highschool again.
Back in the dimly lit parking lot after prom, the air thick with spring rain and the sound of Wanda’s whimpers filling the car. You remember her hands resting on your shoulders, fingers trembling, her lips parted like she wanted to say something as she reached her climax on your lap. The way your name fell off her lips sounded like heaven. You never forgot the feeling of her sucking possessive hickeys into your neck, never knowing what to tell people when they asked who they were from. Or how she looked at you when no one else was watching, like you were her whole world.
And the way she let you go.
Your fingers tighten around the mouse, the glow of the screen reflecting in your tired eyes. The past is knocking, uninvited, and you don’t know whether to open the door—or let it stay locked.
And not for a moment does it escape you that Wanda invites you to her wedding, in the dead of the night, at 2 am.
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End of Spring
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Caleb x Fem!Reader
CW: Midwestern USA Caleb AU, Fluff, Slow Burn
W/C: 470
A/N: Heyyyy so this is a hc somewhat based on my personal experiences... self-indulgent fic moment... but a lot of people were interested so here we are!
Caleb is so midwest coded tbh I can't elaborate
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Introduction
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The rural midwestern USA doesn't have much that is exciting to do, but life is homey and comfortable with your small circle of family and friends. Growing up, you made a few friends at the school you attended in the suburbs of the nearby city. However, the ones that mattered the most were a little closer to home.
School was a 30 minute drive out from the house, and it was often hard to hang out with school friends that lived in the opposite direction. Your rural home was part of a small farming community on the outskirts of town, and you prioritized playtime with your friends that lived down the street from you. After all, you grew up together.
Little Annie across the road was the girl that always had your back. Only a year younger than you, she was the daughter of cattle farmers and always proudly declared her goal to become a veterination when she grows up. She spent much of her free time around animals and often showed you how to take care of them like she does. Her hair was always tied into twin braids adorned with ribbons, and she loved to wear pretty dresses.
Most important of all, though, was the boy that lived a mile down the road. As the son of a family with a large crop farm, he was often busied with helping his father in the fields and aimed to be a crop plane pilot someday. Caleb was a year older than you and always slightly taller than you, which admittedly made you a little jealous. His fluffy, long brown hair grazed his shoulders and his light brown eyes shone a hint of purple in the sun. Caleb always had the brightest smile when you showed up at his house to play. From the day you met, he tended to you like a little sister and vowed to be your protector.
While wandering through the woods, he would hold your hand.
While learning how to swim, he would gently hold you by the waist and teach you to float.
While eating lunch at school, he would notice you sitting alone and keep you company.
His kindness did not keep him from the vying eyes of jealous schoolgirls, always wishing to hold his hand just once, to eat with him just once, and maybe to steal a kiss. Even so, Caleb never batted an eye.
Your relationship with the boy always felt comforting and sibling-like. That is, until you began to grow older, and he still did the things he always did. His small actions began to make your heart flutter and you wondered if he shared the sentiment. You couldn't put words to the feeling until something clicked on a warm and breezy summer afternoon at a backyard pool party.
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I named this after this song idk just felt like it
#love and deepspace#lads caleb#love and deepspace caleb#caleb x mc#caleb#caleb x reader#lads x reader#Spotify
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Katsuki Bakugou
A bit more exposition to the original
Explosion
That was the word tattooed on my flesh forever, and to make things more difficult it was right down my spine in bold and delicate crimson characters. In a language completely foreign to me which I later found out was Kanji. The small outline of an explosion on my right thigh did help give context clues though.
I doubt I ever would’ve crossed the ocean if it weren’t for those characters and I thank them for bringing me here. If not for the obnoxious visibility perhaps I could’ve ignored them like everyone else. My sister was lucky hers was written in small letters behind her ear, out of sight and out of mind no need to chase the burning, ever present, curiosity.
“This could all be a mistake,” the towering building(s?) glared down at me harshly, “there are good hero schools back home, it's strange showing up midway through their second year.”
Anxiety bubbled under my skin making me all jittery, they had finally opened up Japan to outsiders after Star's death. I had been recommended to this program by all of my professors perhaps because they wanted to get rid of me. It was a gift though. Here I am standing at the gates of UA Hero Academy.
The sheer size of the UA high school was still amazing, compared to the school my parents desperately wanted me to stay in. They still hope that I moved to Japan for an opportunity to train with the best heros, we all know that isn’t the only reason.
Those letter brought me more then I could’ve ever desired. More friendships that will last a lifetime, knowledge from hundreds of different perspectives and backgrounds. It brought me him, even thought I never really had him.
I am in my last year at UA high school now, class 3A and graduation is just around the corner. Life couldn't be better, besides the fact that my soulmate despises me with the fiery passion.
Is it my fault?
Maybe.
He should know my quirk by now, unless he has a different mark.
Have I shown him my marks?
No, not intentionally.
Have i been hiding them on purpose?
Kind of.
It's not completely uncalled for, may be incredibly handsome but he's a jerk-
A loud voice cut through the air shouting my name distracting me from my thoughts, “Hurry up, we have to finish training so that we can have enough time to get ready!” Mina exclaimed from outside the locker room.
“I'll be right there!” I shouted back and finished zipping up my new spring hero suit, the only difference being that it was a bit more revealing, the back was mostly sheer except for the strip of fabric covering my little soul mark.
After exiting the locker room my friends were instantly confused. “why did you change your costume, it's not summer yet?”
“We don’t really have seasonal suits in California so I’m trying to figure out which I want to be my go to.” I smile softly as sad expressions cross their faces. They knew I was leaving after graduation but this was just another reminder of my approaching departure.
Momo breaks the silence, “Well I suppose we'll have to advantage of the time we have left with you!” She smiles brightly, and so they did, at least they planned to.
After entering the training facility we were overwhelmed by unfamiliar faces. Mina whispered into my ear, “What’s going on?”
“Don't ask me.” The crowd parted to reveal Aizawa standing on a pedestal. Saying something about cooperating with new hero. He then proceeded to pair us up as competitors.
He called each one of out by name then I heard it, the thing I had been dreading since the moment I heard the explosive bang echo through this very room for the first time, he called my name, “you’ll be up against Bakugo.”
My heart dropped to the deepest part of my stomach. The staff knew of my predicament, having been forced by law to report the placement and contents of my marks. Aizawa knew that our quirks would do little when paired with each other. I knew I wouldn’t burn when the force of his power struck me but I still flinched at the thought. The terror stemmed from being caught in my web of deceit. Deceit that was only there to keep the resentment he bearded against me away from the image he had of her. The girl that his soul longed for and desired, to maintain the fire that burned inside of him for her was at the center of my web. A web of crimson desire.
We met up with our teammates to discuss and strategize.
“Alright I think it’d be best of Blue Blood, your focus is on dynamight since your water can combat the fire in the explosions.” They nodded in agreement somehow i managed to pawn him off to someone who could actually do some damage with their quirk, nice. It would definatly be a shock to the others considering they all think I have a water based quirk.
Not long after we were called onto the platform to fight. It seems their approach was the exactly what we had in mind, his focus was solely on me. That same grin that he wears in anticipation of his awaited victory, I could practically smell his sweet aroma as the light from his small explosions illuminated his face in such a brilliant way.
The announcers gave the signal to begin and so chaos ensued, a bright light surged towards me. Color burst out out of my hand effulging his fire and redirecting it to my chosen opponent, poor thing tends to overheat easily, a fire based quirk. Goes by the name dragon, he can make fire balls but only has a few in him before he gets heat stroke this should expedite that. Soon enough out match went exactly as I had planned he was now distracted by Blue Blood and I was able to take my opponent out by using his quirk against him, he was taken away and put into an ice bath immediately after the fight. Then that left my two teammates to face the beloved Dynamight while i took over the other “extra.” Sadly he had been able to take them both out with one of his gauntlets and just like that it was only the two of us the wounded or out of commission were relocated for their safety.
But what do you do when you know that youre about to be caught red handed. You fight so hard that you dodge every attack. You get in close enough so that youre forced to do damage the only way you can, with close combat.
And so the attcks came one after another dodged or redirected with an equal amount of power. Stark contasts, Brilliant blue light masked by water in the midst of ferocious orange explosions suffocating then into grey clouds of smoke. Until I was able to get in close the big one struck only managing to shove me back leaving no scorch marks or visible injuries. Spectators gasped and colective whispers were heard throughout the audience then the smoke cleared showing her standing up straight without a blemish on her body.
The last minuite addition of fabric going down from the crook of her neck had started to burn and begun to expose her mark. Before she could process what had happened she was infulged in heat again, burning her the one peice on the back of her costume furthur.
He saw it and couldnt look away, even after she had covered it he was stuck. Time stoped in the worst possible moment his eyes widened and his hands fell at his sides. For the first time she had seen him speech less.
“Bakugou…?” she stepped forward half expecting him to throw another attack at her, but he just stood there like a kicked puppy. And so they stayed there for the longest minute of her life. Until she threw an attack at him trying knock him out of his trance to no avail.
She tried again and again pleas falling onto deaf ears, she tried to uncover his right spine to see if it was imprinted with something of hers, again to no avail.
“Are you gonna fight or not? I know youre upset, but fight me god damn it! Finish!” She threw endless amounts of power at him anger seeping through and making each attack even more intense.
Yet he refused to fight instead still trying to process the new information. He had spent his entire childhood looking for her, and she was hiding from him, refusing to show her quirk so that he remained oblivious. She fought and fought they were there for what felt like hours but he remained uninjured, she was only tiring herself out. Finally, out of his head, he fought back sending a large explosion towards her only the wind threw her back but again not a hair on her head was scorched. His usually angry demeanor returned as he realized that she never intended for him to find the truth, they were soulmates. She had flown across the ocean to find him and yet kept this secret to herself.
Finally, the guilt began to leave her as he finally let out his frustrations onto her and she finally decided to fight back, each attack laced with so much emotion that it might have been mistaken for a dance between lovers, a new type of art made to showcase the strengths and weaknesses of man. She allowed herself to get hit over and over, so much so that the spectators winced every time they heard another boom. The practice space filled with smoke until blue hues erupted and water began to dance around them absorbing the sound and power from the weaker explosions, her telekinetic abilities causing her eyes to glow. They continued going back and forth for hours until they were close to collapsing. Both panting she began to lose consciousness but she managed to get out, “I never wanted to hurt you….” Her powers gave out and her once floating body began to descend at a quick rate, those around them gasped but no one cared enough to reach out and try to save her. With his last bit of strength he propelled himself towards her, catching her just in time and moving her hair from her back in order to solidify the information he had been told, and there it was the name of his quirk written in beautiful crimson kanji going down her spine. That was the last thing he had seen before his vision blurred and eventually turned black.
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musicology comps are officially on my horizon. and it's apparently four back to back one hour exams 😩
#sasha speaks#taking me back to my high school days with those 4 hour ap tests#hopefully i get a fifteen minute snack break in between each test 😩#but they're pass fail and you get a second shot if you screw up once. you have to pass all of them to graduate though#and failing twice means you don't get the degree#i do get to pick which classes the exams cover though. on the other hand at least one of my choices my advisor is making for me...#well so it goes#i should get it done sooner rather than later. hopefully that means spring but if spring is kicking my ass i'll do summer instead#then it's just another year of libsci and i'm out....
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it is. 2.10 am and my school starts tomorrow i am TERRIFIED like. it isnt even funny idk who ill hang out with i nee dto hardcore study or some shit its gonna b.e the shittiest time evver . so. due ot lack of time and energy and in the best intentions to hopefully keep me alive i fear hibi inactive era si going to start. around here
#itll be pretty much the same as recently#ill still be online just. not so much#guys why is . school#shit happened oh god like. this summer wa sos different from last and the one before that and this school year is going to suck because i a#previously mentioned fucked up my friendships yay .#like. all except two i think idk idk idk idk#mmm#anwyays#i LOVE you guhys so!!! am going to stay alive spring is oging to come aagain it is !!!!! okay !!!!!!!
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anybody else feel the seasons in their bones or is that just me
#i wish i could explain but i can’t#i think every year my body relives That Year. and now it’s just how i feel#like spring is heartstopper and queer discovery for me and staying up late reading fic.#summer is abim and acswy and ctm and working and the oppressive heat and seeing fireflies for the first time and wanting to die but fighting#fall is just supernatural. high school destiel au fic. that’s kind of all there is to it.#not sure if that makes any sense but i’ve been Feeling a lot lately#which is good. i think#🫧🪴
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#SORRY im mad about my stupid college again#WHY do they require so many internhip hours??????#no wait i KNOW why. bc the chef who runs the program is EVIL AND STUPID#he literally thinks he as a chef is gods gift to this earth. he thinks CHEFS are gods gift to this earth but only if they agree with him.#however. gods gift to this earth do NOT deserve breaks. ('chefs dont get breaks' is a direct quote)#he thinks all chefs should work like dogs and SUFFER. and the industry should never change#and he loves the power of being the program head. (and most students' advisor)#and he can say im preparing you to be the best!!!!! and get away with it#and he doesnt respect pastry chefs. and guess what i am hahahah#like i know the culinary industry is toxic and most chefs are jerks. but bakeries are very different from restaurants#so i thought i could handle some jerky chefs during school and get my degree and go work in a bakery#(i can handle some jerky chefs)#the problem was that a jerky chef ran the program as if you were already working in the worst restaurant environment imaginable#and he only taught like everyone wanted to be world renown chefs of 5 star parisian restaurants that take 4 years to get a reservation#(which is crazy that he thinks hes qualified to get other people to that level but ok.)#and thats great for people who want that! but some people (me) just want a cute little bakery!#also ! its advertised as a 2 year associates program#which. is true that you'll only get an associates degree out of it#but 2 years is including summer semesters. sorry i don't think thats how that works. i think thats 3 years#2 years for people who decide to do extra and take summer semesters.#and i think the only realistic way to complete the internship hours is to take an off semester and only do the internship#so you're not doing it at the same time as classes#but that adds a minimum of 1 semester and maximum 2#or if you cram the spring and fall semesters to have summer off and do the internship during summer#summer semesters are shorter. so youd have less weeks to complete the same amount of hours#it is simply not a 2 year program for the average person!!!!!!#i was IN COLLEGE FOR 2 YEARS!!!!!! AND I ONLY TOOK 1 (ONE) PASTRY CLASS!!!!!! I SHOULD'VE BEEN ABLE TO GRADUATE!!!!!!!!!!!#and what do you MEAN you expect me to be in college for 3 years and only get an associates degree out of it. no thank you#its almost like...... an associates degree requires 2 years of schooling........ and theres too much happening in this program.......#bc the man in charge of it is power hungry and wants to control people and thinks chefs need to be beat into shape.......
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finished my first year of college last week and i truly do not know how to feel about it
#i wanna go back i dont wanna be in my home town i miss it so much and it literally hasnt even been a week since i left#anyway.#my grades defintely were not what i wanted them to be and i have to get my shit together big time if i wanna go to law/grad school lol#BUT#besides that and me getting mold poisining and being sick the entire first semester it really wasnt bad at all#i met so many wonderful people and did so many fun things and i absolutely cannot wait to move into my apartment in august#and start my sophmore year#i have so so so so so so so so many exciting things to look forward to#plus i'm really excited for my classes next semester so i hope those go well#i'll be finishing my minor in my spring semester so i'm going to try to find something else to minor in since i couldn't double major#i also really have to get the ball rolling on taking classes for my major because almost everything has just been geneds so far and that#is not doing me any good so i'll definetly be taking some summer classes#but anywhosies all in all it was really good and i absolutely cannot wait to go back#lacey talks
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got new basic white sneaks bc my old ones r literally falling apart at the seams and a) they’re so fuckin stiff omgod and b) they’re so white it’s literally blinding!!! my feet r a driving hazard, I feel like it’s illegal for me to own shoes this white
#my old reliable steve maddens kicked the bucket after one final mud season#I love those shoes#I originally got my first pair of them at a thrift store for like $10 the summer before senior year of HIGH SCHOOL#!!#and when those broke down I went to buy some more straight from the source but they had stopped making them!!!#absolutely devastating#so I mentioned it in a discord server and someone found me the exact same ones IN MY SIZE!! on depop for like 20 bucks😭😭😭#god bless#this time I decided to spring for new reeboks bc tbh both pairs of maddens fell apart kinda fast#so we’ll see how these do#I almost got the ones w lavender accents but thought the all white would be more universally wearable#may regret that but I can always change out the laces for a fun color or somethin#valkyrie talks
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cant process its only the beginning of march still (february is dead to me already) its summer in my head
#okay my birthday is the very end of march#and for me that marks the end of winter#especially cos where i live is decently far north its usually snowy or flicking between that and stupidly hot#so summer doesnt really start til april in my mind (spring isnt real it goes winter summer fall repeat)#and theres literally weeks until then#ive geniuenly lost all sense of time#not to mention that 3/4ths of the school year is feeling like first semester adn that only leaves 1/4th to be second semester#so im geniuenly losing it like its all over for me you know
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i hate how there were so many people i just didnt realize i loved
#if that makes sense#like people i was basically in love with#whenever i was in love when i was young it manifested as insane obsessive crushes...on someone else#freshman year of college i was in love with **** but crushed on **** crazy#the playlist i made for the person i loved makes it so obvious#we were like in love but didn't pursue it beyond a few sloppy makeout sessions in his room lmao#the pictures of us the messages i saved like wtffff#a tragedy of youth#the summer i lowkey crushed on **** i was more like having gay feelings for ***** and he was more of my support actually#that summer holy shit#kissing girls and listening to griz for the first time and sleeping nicks floor and camping and getting cross faded and tigers jaw#fuck#another tragedy of youth#also the gay crushes in high school that manifested as insane weirrd crushes on literal gay men cmonnn#there was this night in 8th grade at a choir girl sleepover#me and this girl - we were the two that didnt make the auditioned choir in 7th grade but still did all the choir and kinda bonded#we were both lowkey outcasts#but anyway at the sleepover then the next year or spring or something there was a moment when we were outside alone on swings#and then another moment alone at a keyboard kinda piano and singing i think after all the others went to sleep#and then in high school she was like youre too obsessed w me and i just like didnt even begin to think i was bi for another 4 years cmonnnn#cmonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn#tragedy of youth#tragedy of comp het#i literally love my fiance so much but i'm 29 and we've been together for almost 10 years so its so hard not to wonder sometimes#especially bc my queerness has never been able to be fully deeply felt and expressed#okay it's like 3:15 am and i have been off work for 14 days and i'm losing my mind i love it this is how we're supposed to live#bye#t
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this is incredibly random but my best friend just texted me something which reminded me that for a brief shining moment in our senior year there was a genuine concern that i wouldn't graduate on time bc of fucking P.E.
#basically to graduate you needed 2 years of PE credit#but i did all my PE credit at my first high school in nepal during 9th and 10th grade#and my original high school let you get PE credit if you did varsity sports#so i really only took the class for 1.5 years but then i was on the soccer team so i took yearbook instead for a semester#and nobody at my second high school clocked it until they were doing my graduation clearance#and they were like 'you still need a semester of PE' only i think it was already spring of my senior year#so there was a moment in time where i thought they might make me take summer school or something#for GYM#i think in the end they reached out to my old school and they confirmed the policy so they just corrected the transfer credit#but#either way it's VERY funny to think that that could have happened to me#kat liveblogs her life#(it's only funny bc it all worked out. my sister had to repeat 9th grade bc she failed spanish + math + PE)#(only my mom didn't know about her failing PE so she thought she was moving up to 10th grade until a teacher was like)#('no ma'am students are only allowed 2 F's and your daughter had 3' and then had to reveal that PE was the 3rd F)
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just remembered that i was a wristband girl for like six years
#like starting in seventh grade my arms were coverrrred with band wristbands and not even for the traditional reason#i just liked them LMAO in high school i actually dont think i wore any freshman year until spring when i went to a melanie martinez concert#and bought a wristband LOL and then like the next week at lunch this kid was like hiii i like your melanie martinez wristband 🤓#and thats how i met my best friend hehe but at pride the summer after freshman year i got like rainbow wristbands and i wore those shits all#throughout high school until i left them in a hotel room senior year
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spent thanksgiving and christmas with bf's family and i guess i am spending easter with them as well (completely unintentionally, just makes sense for me to take a weekend off then)
#i feel very lucky that his parents were willing to let me spend the holidays with them this year#just makes me all warm and fuzzy that they care about me being included!#his mom even looked up the dates of hanukkah next year and told me christmas and hanukkah overlap in 2024#and said we should celebrate both holidays together next year#next year!!!! she is already planning for me to be around and included in their holiday stuff next year!!!#and my mom is talking about inviting bf to a road trip over the summer#im just :) long distance isn't fun but it makes me so happy that our families are so supportive + helping us spend time together#and my family is making their own plans to visit me in the spring#grad school is kind of killing me but at least i got my people :)#c#personal
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i love making whatever season it is my entire personality (especially fall)
#halloween#i'm gonna be a swing in sleepy hollow AAAA#it's my school's fall play this year#what an amazing start to my senior year#AND THERE'S GONNA BE A HALLOWEEN CABARET IN OCTOBER AAAAA#SOMEONE GIVE ME SONG SUGGESTIONS#fall#autumn#september 1st#when i have money again i'm gonna but so much halloween shit#and i'm gonna keep it up year-round#idc if it's summer#every season is spooky season if you think about it#for example#fall has halloween#winter has depression (specifically in jan-feb)#spring has all the allergies#and summer is just exceuciatingly hot#at least fall's spookiness is fun lol#ok bye
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