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Francesca was unapologetically a musical junkie, and she wore that title with pride. Music was her passion, a vibrant thread woven into the fabric of her life. Though she couldn’t carry a tune to save her life, she more than made up for it by mastering the intricacies of musical accompaniment, spending countless hours immersed in melodies and harmonies. When she spotted an old friend dressed as one of her favorite musical heroines, a mischievous grin spread across her face, her excitement bubbling over. “Come to me, my Angel of Music,” she called out in a low, teasing voice, trying her best to disguise her identity. With a playful flourish, Francesca popped up behind Iris, spinning her around with a dramatic twirl.
“F-A-B-U-L-O-U-S,” she sang, her eyes sparkling as she took in the stunning details of Iris’s costume. “You look amazing! But I expect an explanation about you and Jordan. How dare you keep something like that from me?” She feigned indignation, her tone light and teasing, but the warmth in her smile betrayed just how delighted she was to see her friend. The night was alive with laughter and music, and Francesca couldn’t wait to dive into the stories that lay behind that fabulous costume.
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I has an idea, y'all gotta trust me on this though.
Kate gripped her skirts as she watched the scenery roll by. There was not much else she could do. The king has chosen her, so she must go.
"Didi," Edwina muttered across from her.
Kate smiled at her younger sister. At least it wasn't her who was chosen to be the concubine.
When word spread that King Anthony was looking for a new concubine, one to join the other two high ranked concubines, Lady Danbury was quick to do her duty and arrange a meeting for the king to meet with both eligible Sharma sisters. Kate had no worry for herself. No one ever really looked her way, especially with Edwina next to her. She was worried for sweet Edwina, though, who had dreams of marrying a scholar, of being in love. Mary, Edwina's mother and Kate's stepmother, was quick to refuse until Edwina spoke up.
"A cocubine's family are well taken care of, and it's only a meeting. He might not even choose one of us."
Kate remembers squeezing Edwina's arm. It was true the money received would help their family but Kate did not want that at her sister's happiness. After all who would not choose Edwina?
On the day of the meeting a handsome man with chestnut hair and brown eyes exited the carriage. Behind him a curvy red head who appeared to be the same age as Edwina. She wore a golden necklace with the royal family's pendant, something all concubines wear.
"Lady Penelope," Lady Danbury whispered to the three Sharma women. "She was the first of the King's concubines and is often with him when a new one is chosen as a sort of welcoming."
Kate wanted to be sick. There was no way this young woman was the first concubine. It is a well-known fact that King Anthony took his first concubine five years ago. Kate remembers hearing the stories of the king announcing it when all of his family members were away from court. It created such a scandal for the king to restart that old tradition from his grandather's time. No one suspected the young king to take any after his father had only ever taken his wife, the Dowager Queen. If Kate was doing her math right then Lady Penelope had to be only 15 when the king chose her.
"Your majesty, my lady," Lady Danbury bowed. The Sharma women followed her lead.
The dinner was pleasant. King Anthony was a gentleman and Lady Penelope was rather witty. At one point the king left with Lady Danbury and Mary to speak on some sort of business. Lady Penelope was left with Kate and Edwina.
"It has been so wonderful to meet both of you," Lady Penelope. "Anthony has told me you have only moved here about two years ago. I would have never guessed!"
Kate smiled proudly. "Thank you Lady Penelope. I trained my sister in everything she knows."
Lady Penelope turned her full attention on Kate. "Really?"
Edwina nodded. "Yes, Kate is a fantastic teacher."
Penelope smiled, one a little different than from before. "If you don't mind I would love to learn something from such a fantastic teacher."
"Let me teach you how to make a proper cup of tea," Kate laughed as she called for the ingredients.
Lady Danbury, Mary, and the King returned not long after. Was it Kate, or did Lady Penelope and the King just send a silent message to one another?
"How was your time with the Ms. Sharmas?" The King asked.
"Oh, we've had a lovely time," Lady Penelope said. "Ms Kate even showed me how to make tea from her home! Would you like to try some?"
"No thank you," the king declined.
Lady Penelope rolled her eyes. "I know it's not your usual night cap but something new or different won't throw you out of balance."
"Are you the superstitious type your majesty?"
"No!" The king said at the same time Lady Penelope said, "Yes!"
"Ah I see. Some men like that find it hard to perform without certain tools like a child with a blanket."
The kings face went red while Lady Penelope burst out into giggles.
"Hush you," the King ordered Lady Penelope who's giggles were only made worse. "Time for you to head off to bed."
Kate tried not to blush the next morning when she saw Lady Penelope yawning as she left the king's room.
"Oh Ms. Sharma!" Lady Penelope greeted. "Congratulations!"
Kate felt a hole open beneath her feet. King Anthony chose-
"I can't wait to see you next week at the Garden Palace!"
What?
"Admitly it would be easier just to have you come with us back to the Garden Palace today but we do need time to get your rooms ready."
Huh?
Lady Penelope noticed Kate's confusion, then became confused herself. "Ms. Sharma?"
"I'm sorry my lady," Kate said. "If my sister was chosen to be the new concubine why would I go to the Garden Palace?"
Lady Penelope giggled. "Your sister wasn't chosen to be the new concubine Ms. Sharma. Or I should say Lady Kate."
Kate's mind went blank.
Now a week later Kate found herself in front of the Garden Palace dressed in fine purple silk and with a new shiny gold necklace. Though there was this odd marking on the back of the bee pendent. If Kate had to guess it would be a picture of an Iris flower. A flower commonly associated with wisdom of Kate was remembering correctly.
"Didi it's s so beautiful," Edwina muttered.
"It is Bon," Kate agreed.
The Garden Palace has always been the home for the king's concubines and where he spreads his seed. It wasn't used much during King Edmund's time besides to house the last of his father's concubines, but King Anthony has made use for it again. As the name suggests, there are a multitude of gardens around the palace, all filled with the most beautiful flowers. A few contain food and herbs. The palace servants are all women as men besides the king, his family, and those invited by the king were forbidden from entering. There are gaurds who were once traditionally physically castrated but apparently, the king had found someone who could make a tea that would temporarily do the same thing as traditional castration without all the mess. Those who take the tea are watched every morning to make sure they take it.
"Lady Kate! Ms Sharma!"
There to greet them was Lady Penelope dressed in green and a blonde woman dressed in silver with the same gold necklace. Just behind them were a red head who was in her teens, and a plump blonde the same age as Edwina. Their clothes weren't as fine as a concubines but still nicer than a serving girl's. Lady's maids maybe?
"How wonderful to meet you," the blonde concubine bowed. "I am Lady Sophie."
The two other girls bowed. "I am Felicity, I serve as Lady Penelope's head lady in waiting," the red head said.
"And I am Posy," the plump girl introduced herself. "I am the head lady in waiting for Lady Sophie."
"Posy and Felicity will show Ms. Sharma around," Lady Sophie said. "Meanwhile there are a few things we should talk about Lady Kate with her new position as a high ranking concubine. "
Kate held back a shiver.
The Ladies in Waiting ran off with Edwina while Kate followed her fellow concubines to a private room.
"So am I to expect the king tonight?" Kate asked.
"Probably at dinner," Lady Penelope answered, "but I think he has to go back to Aubrey Palace tonight."
Kate blinked. Well, at least she'll have some time to put this off.
Lady Penelope watched Kate. "Lady Kate as the newest concubine we have some things to tell you."
Tell her? Was it how best to please the king? Maybe some tricks they've picked up. After all with their rank he would spend the most time with them.
"Anthony won't touch you if you do not want it, and outside of meetings he doesn't go to a lady's room unless invited."
Kate blinked. And then she blinked again, and again. "I'm sorry what?"
Lady Penelope and Lady Sophie giggled.
"While it is true some of the women here are actual concubines, it's all consensual between them and Anthony," Lady Sophie explained. "He has a rather protective streak of those he believes that are under his care. You've probably seen it with how he acts towards his siblings. Others like myself and Penelope, who are here for protection, are still chaste."
Kate's jaw dropped. There's no way. She turned towards the red head. "But I saw you leave his room at Lady Danbury's."
Lady Penelope waved her hand. "We were discussing whether or not to bring you on. I was in favor for it. You're just what the Iris Council needs."
Kate furrowed her eyebrows. "The Iris Council."
Lady Penelope and Lady Sophie flipped their bee pendants to reveal that same etched in iris flower on the back.
"Anthony was young when the previous king passed," Lady Penelope explained. "The lords were like sharks out for blood, and he knew he needed a council who would be loyal to him and couldn't be easily influenced from the outside. Naturally, he thought of his siblings first, but the princes and princesses were too public of figures. Concubines however were much harder to access and really who expect a king to surround himself in a council of women?"
"So what are your real roles and what am I to do?"
The king's voice spoke behind Kate. "Penelope is my spy mistress. Sophie is my chief financial advisor."
Lady Penelope and Lady Sophie waved. "Hi Anthony."
Kate was about to stand to bow but the king raised a hand to signal her to stop. Instead he took a seat next to her.
"So what is my role to be here?" Kate asked.
"I want you to run the Garden Palace."
"Run the Garden Palace?" Kate repeated. "Why not just hire me as to do that role then, why make me a concubine?"
"It's because of the Iris Council and the need to keep their existence quiet," Anthony explained. "While they are ultimately self-sufficient and are loyal to me, I need someone to work as my second in command and leqder of the Garden Palace. Penelope looked into your background, and you've proven yourself as a head of house. You know how to manage people. Perfect for the position."
"Huh," Kate muttered. "I guess the rumors the king being a Capitol R rake are just rumors."
Anthony nodded in agreement.
"Oh no he's a whore."
Penelope and Sophie giggled when Kate whipped her head towards them.
Anthony sent them a glare. "Hush both of you."
#to make this clear this is NOT a harem au#anthony's relationships with penelope and sophie are completely platonic#and yes he is a hoe at first but so is canon anthony#kathony endgame#kathony#platonic anthony and penelope#platonic anthony and sophie#when your concubines are also inner council#this honestly stemmed from the headcanon i have that anthony had paperwork at the ready should he need to adopt others#he cant adopt everyone but he does have a palace where no men are allowed#bridgerton#anthony bridgerton#kate sharma#kate sheffield#sophie beckett#penelope featherington#the iris council#concubine au
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sen birisini istiyorsun, ama istediğin kesinlikle ben değilim. sana verebileceğim hiçbir şey yok.
iris murdoch - kara prens
#kitap#edebiyat#blogger#felsefe#kitaplar#blog#kitap kurdu#charles bukowski#friedrich nietzsche#irvin yalom#iris murdoch#kara prens#jacques lacan#lacancı özne#carl jung#sigmund freud#halide edip adıvar#reşat nuri güntekin#çalıkuşu#sabahattin ali#içimizdeki şeytan#tehlikeli oyunlar#tutunamayanlar#samuel beckett#faust#william shakespeare#hamlet#ophelia#sophokles#antigone
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As someone who is very much into (indie and niche) fragrance and Pirates of the Caribbean, here are my scent picks for some characters absolutely nobody asked for:
Elizabeth Swann: Juliette Has A Gun - Vanilla Vibes (Sea salt, natural vanilla absolute, orchid absolute, absolute brown musk, bezoin absolute, sandalwood, tonka bean)
This is basically just a salty vanilla perfume and I’m all here for it; it’s beachy, light and totally pre-Pirate King Elizabeth.
For more of an indie choice, I’d pick Death & Floral’s “I could never stay long enough on the shore” (sand, salty air, smoke, cold coastline). It’s been a while since I’ve smelled this one but it feels fitting. But tbh, any white floral scent would also fit CotBP Elizabeth - so maybe something like Cloon Keen’s Lá Bealtaine.
Pirate King Elizabeth would absolutely rock something challenging like Beaufort’s Terror & Magnificence (birch tar, black pepper, saffron, incense, tobacco, papyrus, haitian vetiver, myrrh, labdanum, benzoin and pebbles).
Will Turner: Black Phoenix Alchemy Lab - Asleep in the Deep (black plum, sea salt, opium tar accord, labdanum, and indigo benzoin)
Basically the dark and heavy counterpart to Elizabeth’s Vanilla Vibes, truly smells like you’re on the Dutchman in between realms.
Jack Sparrow: For Jack, I feel like anything remotely boozy with rum notes works, but if I had to name one scent, I’d pick Stranger Perfumery’s Cigar Rum (raisin, dried fruits (prune and cherry), rum absolute, mandarin, amber, tobacco, oakwood, vetiver, resins, labdanum absolute, seaweed absolute). Maybe layer that with a dirt single note or Fantôme - Bune (damp subterranean air, nagarmotha, smooth cave walls, davana, a cold marble altar, & glittering green dragon scales) for authenticity lol.
Hector Barbossa: Solstice Scents - Headmaster (Apple, bourbon, oak, cedar, pipe tobacco, applewood, amber, spices)
I just felt like I needed to pick a spicy, woody scent with apple notes in it. But any dark aquatic works too.
James Norrington: I associate James with any light aquatic or clean scents (at least when he’s not in his Scruffington Era), so I’d choose something like Solstice Scent’s Gulf Breeze (Saltwater, sand, seashells, sea oats, rain, ambergris (vegan accord).
Cutler Beckett: Histoires de Parfums - 1740 (bergamot, mugwort, patchouli, coriander, cardamom, cedar, birch, labdanum, leather, vanilla, elemi, helichrysum)
Idk, this is just giving off Cutler Beckett energy. It’s boozy, it’s rich, it’s dramatic.
And somehow The House on Widow’s Hill (brandy, old oak paneling, dusty thick carpets, a thread of incense & a roaring fire in the hearth) by Pulp Fragrance also fits. That one’s basically brandy, smoke and dusty carpets in a bottle. On second thought, that might also work for Papa Swann.
I also feel like a tea scent would suit Beckett, but only if it’s a bit heavier, so maybe something like Gris Charnel by bdk (fig, black tea, cardamom essence, iris absolute, bourbon vetiver, indian sandalwood, tonka bean absolute). …But I haven’t smelled that one in a while too.
Davy Jones: Zoologist - Squid (Pink Pepper, Solar Salicylate, Incense, Black Ink Accord, Salty Accord, Opoponax, Ambergris, Benzoin, Musk)
Pretty self-explanatory. On my skin, it’s very musk-forward though.
Ian Mercer: Beaufort - Tonnerre (smoke, gunpowder, blood, brandy, sea spray and citrus)
…Yeah, I guess that one’s also pretty self-explanatory.
Yup, that’s it. Make of that what you will.
#now this is niche#rambles#is it too obvious i have a thing for boozy notes?#indie perfume#niche perfume#fragrance#potc#pirates of the caribbean#elizabeth swann#will turner#jack sparrow#hector barbossa#james norrington#cutler beckett#ian mercer
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Pls, pls, pls I need more WLW book recommendations!!!
Adults, YA, spicy, soft, I don’t care. I just need wlw books because I want to switch from fanfics only to actual books as well
Okay, here we are, enjoy :)
Bright Falls Series by Ashley Herring Blake: 1. Delilah Green Doesn't Care -> Delilah Green swore she would never go back to Bright Falls - nothing is there for her except memories of a lonely childhood - but when Delilah's stepsister pressures her into photographing her wedding with a guilt trip and a large check, Delilah finds herself back in Bright Falls once more. She plans to breeze in and out, but then she sees Claire Sutherland, one of Astrid's stuck-up besties, and decides that maybe there's some fun (and a little retribution) to be had, after all. 2. Astrid Parker Doesn't Fail -> For Astrid Parker failure is unacceptable. When Pru Everwood asks her to be the designer for the Everwood Inn's renovation, which will be featured on a hugely popular home makeover show, Astrid is thrilled. However, Astrid never planned on Jordan Everwood, Pru's granddaughter and the lead carpenter for the renovation, who despises every modern design decision Astrid makes. Is she going to pursue the life that she's expected to lead or the one that she really wants? 3. Iris Kelly doesn't date -> Everyone around Iris Kelly is in love and she’s happy for all of them, truly. Iris doesn’t want any of that—dating, love, romance. She’ll stick to her commitment-free hookups. There’s only one problem—Iris is a romance author facing an imminent deadline for her second book, and she’s completely out of ideas. Perfectly happy to ignore her problems as per usual, Iris goes to a bar and meets a sexy stranger, Stefania, and a night of dancing and making out turns into the worst one-night stand Iris has had in her life. To get her mind off everything, Iris tries out for the lead role in a local play, a queer retelling of Much Ado About Nothing, but comes face-to-face with Stefania, whose real name turns out to be Stevie. Desperate to save face in front of her friends, Stevie asks Iris to play along as her girlfriend. Iris is shocked, but when she realizes the arrangement might provide her with some much-needed romantic content for her book, she agrees. As the two women play the part of a happy couple, lines start to blur.
Falls from grace by Ruby Landers -> Savannah Grace and her band were huge stars in Nashville. Now enlists Noah Lyman - an indie musician - to help her break out of country music and make a name for herself for once and for all. They have to spend the winter in Savannah secluded vacation home in the woods of Vermont, and Noah brings along his best friend Brynn Marshall and pretend she’s his wife? After all, what could possibly go wrong?
The secret of you and me by Melissa Lenhardt -> Nora hasn’t looked back. Not since she fled Texas to start a new life. Now she can live—and love—however she wants. The only problem is that she also left behind the one woman she can’t forget. Now tragedy calls her back home to confront her past—and reconcile her future.
Books by Haley Cass: - Those Who Wait and the follow-up Forever and A Day -> Spencer Sutton, the daughter of a congressman, and Charlotte Thompson, New York City’s youngest deputy mayor, meet on SapphicSpark, a women-seeking-women dating app. Sutton isn’t built for casual, and Charlotte needs to keep a low profile as the race heats up. In spite of that, a friendship blossoms as Charlotte helps Sutton navigate the dating world. - Down to A Science -> Ellie Beckett is a scientific genius finishing a Ph.D. at MIT, sitting on her stool at her favorite bar, putting the final touches on her thesis - her life is predictable and comfortable enough, until the night Mia Sharpe walks in to play pool with some friends and things are never the same again. and On the same Page -> Riley Beckett met Gianna Mäkinen their first year at Boston University, and it changed everything for the both of them. She knows Gianna doesn't do romance or relationships, and she knows nothing could ever come between them. But when a holiday party mix-up sets in motion a domino effect of changes, Riley has to question everything she thought she knew about their relationship. What, exactly, does Gianna mean to her after all? - In the Long Run -> Taylor Vandenberg is busy running a successful travel blog. Brooke Watson and Taylor’s younger brother have been best friends for the majority of their lives. It means that even if Taylor isn’t physically present, she’s always been a part of Brooke’s most monumental life experiences. When Taylor lands back in Faircombe for an extended stay, it leads to more run-ins than Brooke would like. And more feelings than either may want to admit. - When You Least Expect It & Better Than Expected (I haven't had a chance to read them yet, but I have seen them recommended a lot)
If tomorrow doesn't come by Jen St. Jude -> On the morning Avery Byrne plans to end her life, the world discovers there are only nine days left to live: an asteroid is headed for Earth, and no one can stop it. As time runs out and secrets slowly come to light, Avery fights her way home to save the girl she has been in love with her whole life. But can Avery also learn to save herself and find hope again in the tomorrows she has left?
Kiss her once for me by Alison Cochrun -> Ellie had a Christmas Eve meet-cute with a woman at a bookstore that led her to fall in love over the course of a single night. The next year, Andrew, the shop’s landlord where Ellie works, proposes a shocking, drunken plan: a marriage of convenience that will benefit both of them. They make a plan to spend the holidays together at his family cabin to keep up the ruse. But when Andrew introduces his new fiancée to his sister, Ellie is shocked to discover is the mysterious woman she fell for over the year before.
6 times we almost kissed (and one time we did) by Tess Sharpe -> Penny and Tate keep almost kissing. It’s just this confusing thing that keeps happening. You know, from time to time. For basically their entire teenaged existence. They’ve never talked about it. They’ve always ignored it in the aftermath. But now they’re living across the hall from each other. And some things—like their kisses—can’t be almosts forever.
Nottingham: the true story of Robin Hood by Anna Burke -> (A retelling of Robin Hood's story with a Female Robin and wlw couples) After a fateful hunting accident sends her on the run from the law, Robyn finds herself deep in the heart of Sherwood Forest. All she really wants to do is provide for her family and stay out of trouble, but when the Sheriff of Nottingham levies the largest tax in the history of England, she’s forced to take matters into her own hands. Relying on the help of her band of merry women and the Sheriff’s intriguing—and off limits—daughter, Marian, Robyn must find a way to pull off the biggest heist Sherwood has ever seen.
Forget me not by Alyson Derrick -> Stevie has a terrible fall. And when she comes to, she can remember nothing of the last two years—not California, not coming to terms with her sexuality, not even her girlfriend Nora. Suddenly, Stevie finds herself in a life she doesn’t quite understand. And Nora finds herself…forgotten.
It goes like this by Miel Moreland -> Eva, Celeste, Gina, and Steph used to play in world-famous queer pop band called Moonlight Overthrow. But after a sudden falling out leads to the dissolution of the teens' band, their friendship, and Eva and Celeste's starry-eyed romance, nothing is the same. Until a storm devastates their hometown, bringing the four ex-best-friends back together. As they prepare for one last show, they'll discover whether growing up always means growing apart.
Dominion Series by J J Arias: 1. Losing Control -> Talent agent Adriana Ortiz’s world is rocked when she’s thrust into the tumultuous orbit of Roxy, the raw, enigmatic pop rebel with a notorious edge and a guarded heart. Tasked with steering the wild Roxy on a whirlwind tour, Adriana boards Roxy’s opulent tour bus. The nights are filled with roaring crowds, but it’s the electric tension between Roxy and Adriana that sets the air on fire. A forbidden connection that threatens to consume them. Is the wild, unbridled Roxy worth the risk to Adriana’s career, or is she just another woman falling victim to Roxy’s charms? 2. Fighting for Control -> Lola Barros is a rising talent agent burning with ambition. Carmen Vargas is a dedicated lawyer poised to conquer the legal field. Their shared high-rise is the only thing these two powerhouses have in common. After a trivial parking mishap snowballs onto a full-blown feud, Lola and Carmen are thrust into unconventional anger management sessions and their fiery rivalry gives way to smoldering desire. But yielding to desire isn't straightforward. Between the shadows of demanding careers and familial expectations, their love is tested. Can Lola and Carmen find a balance between ambition and affection? 3. Relinquishing Control -> Natalia Flores rules her exclusive talent agency with an iron fist, brokering blockbuster deals while keeping everyone at arm’s length. But beneath the cold exterior lies a heart that yearns to be understood. Enter Professor Samantha Reyes—brilliant, fierce, and unwilling to let Natalia manipulate her way into the film rights to her book. Their encounters spark with tension and undeniable chemistry. In a world where control is everything, can two powerful women let go of their fears to find a love that’s worth the risk?
11:59 by Erica Lee -> TJ Edmonds has created a whole brand around not getting attached to other people. She has a best-selling novel and a popular phone app both dedicated to helping people stay detached from their significant others, so they don't get hurt. But the only reason she can move on so quickly now is because she still hasn't let go of someone from her past. It's easy to guard her heart when she no longer has it to give away. TJ texts Brooke everyday at 11:59 pm with no answers. What happens when, in a moment of weakness, this someone reaches out to TJ?
Price and Prejudice and the city by Rachel Lippincott -> Seventeen-year-old Audrey Cameron has lost her spark. After an embarrassing run-in with her ex-boyfriend, she’s told that she needs to get back out there and take risks. What she doesn't expect is to be transported to Regency England! Lucy Sinclair has her own problems when Audrey lands into her life, claiming to be from two hundred years in the future, it's a welcome distraction.
Never ever getting back together by Sophie Gonzales -> Maya and Skye are invited to star on the reality dating show Second-Chance Romance, to compete for their now famous ex-boyfriend's affections while the whole world watches. Skye wonders if she and Jordy can recapture the spark she knows they had, but Maya has other plans.
The art of us by KL Hughes -> Charlee and Alex fell in love at nineteen and dated for four years. Theirs was an enviable love — evergreen and growing. Unbreakable…Until it broke. Alex’s job now brings her back to Boston, after five years. When, by chance, they meet again, Charlee and Alex are swept up in a whirlwind of heart-rending history, tossed between past and present, and lovers old and new. Will their lingering connection be enough to convince them that some loves are meant to last? Or should the past remain in the past?
That secret something by Emily Wright -> Rebecca Lawson is off-limits. Jess knows this, but Rebecca has captured her heart for as long as she can remember. She’s sporty, tall and confident—all the things Jess is not—but most of all…she’s her best friend Lily’s sister. But when Jess and Rebecca are forced to spend time together the forbidden feelings intensify and sparks begin to fly. Amidst the chaos of raging bridezillas and other wedding disasters, can Jess resist temptation for the sake of her friendship?
The seven husbands of Evelyn Hugo by Taylor Jenkins Reid -> Aging and reclusive Hollywood movie icon Evelyn Hugo is finally ready to tell the truth about her glamorous and scandalous life. Summoned to Evelyn's luxurious apartment, Monique listens in fascination as the actress tells her story. From making her way to Los Angeles in the 1950s to her decision to leave show business in the '80s, and, of course, the seven husbands along the way
That summer feeling by Bridget Morrissey -> Turns out you're never too old for a summer camp romance. Or a change of heart. When a divorced woman attends a sleepaway camp for adults only, she reconnects with a man from her past - only to catch feelings for his sister instead.
Some of these are my absolute favourites, I've lost count of how many times I've read them. I cannot get enough of "the bright falls series", "One the same page", "Those who wait", "The secret of you and me" and the last entry "Falls From Grace". No matter how many times I read them. And sometimes I wish I could read them again, as if for the first time, if that makes sense. Anyway, I have a lot more titles. Let me know if you want them or not. Enjoy the reading
#femslash#lgbt+ pride#wlw#books#wlw books#those who wait#astrid parker doesn't fail#delilah green doesn't care#iris kelly doesn’t date#falls from grace#the secret of you and me#on the same page#haley cass#Ashley Herring Blake#bright falls series#lesbians#bisexuals#the seven husbands of evelyn hugo#forget me not#That summer feeling#Never ever getting back together#the art of us#11:59#6 times we almost kissed (and one time we did)#In the Long Run#Kiss her once for me#jj arias#Taylor Jenkins Reid#lesbian books
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Nature / Flora ID Pack
Inside this pack, you will find: Pronouns, Titles, Names, and Genders that relate to Nature, Flora, Flowers, Trees, and anything alike!
This is my 3rd NPT pack! 💜 I hope you find what you are looking for. I try to add as MUCH content as possible, so even if you don't find it, you can have an idea! (I'm still not the best at titles...)
🍀 Pronouns:
Flo/Florae/Flora/Floras/Floraself
Flo/Flora/Floral/Florals/Floralself
Flo/Flow/Flower/Flowers/Flowerself
Le/Lea/Leaf/Leafs/Leafself
Tre/Tree/Trees/Trees/Treeself
Wo/Woo/Wood/Woods/Woodself
For/Fores/Forest/Forests/Forestself
Na/Natu/Nature/Natures/Natureself
Clo/Clove/Clover/Clovers/Cloverself
Pla/Plan/Plant/Plants/Plantself
Bi/Bio/Bios/Bios/Bioself
Mo/Moss/Mossy/Mosses/Mossself
Gra/Grass/Grassy/Grasses/Grassself
Ec/Eco/Ecos/Ecos/Ecoself
Fun/Fung/Fungi/Fungus/Fungiself
Mush/Mushro/Mushroom/Mushrooms/Mushroomself
Al/Alga/Algae/Algaes/Algaeself
Ea/Ear/Earth/Earths/Earthself
Ju/Jung/Jungle/Jungles/Jungleself
Pi/Pin/Pine/Pines/Pineself
Ta/Tai/Taiga/Taigas/Taigaself
So/Soi/Soil/Soils/Soilself
Gre/Gree/Green/Greens/Greenself
Dru/Drui/Druid/Druids/Druidself
Fai/Fair/Fairy/Fairys/Fairyself
Ge/Geo/Geos/Geos/Geoself
Ro/Rock/Rocks/Rocks/Rockself
Spri/Sprin/Spring/Springs/Springself
Su/Sum/Summer/Summers/Summerself
Tro/Trop/Tropical/Tropics/Tropicalself
Wi/Wil/Wild/Wilds/Wildself
Wil/Wilde/Wilderness/Wilderness/Wildernessself
Gar/Gard/Garden/Gardens/Gardenself
Bir/Birc/Birch/Birchs/Birchself
Oa/Oak/Oaks/Oaks/Oakself
Spru/Spruc/Spruce/Spruces/Spruceself
Oa/Oas/Oasis/Oasis/Oasisself
Ri/Riv/River/Rivers/Riverself
La/Lak/Lake/Lakes/Lakeself
Ra/Rai/Rain/Rains/Rainself
Wi/Wint/Winter/Winters/Winterself
Fro/Fros/Frost/Frosts/Frostself
Fa/Fall/Falls/Falls/Fallself
Au/Autu/Autumn/Autumns/Autumnself
🌲/🌲's
🍀/🍀's
🌸/🌸's
🌿/🌿's
🌱/🌱's
🌳/🌳's
🌵/🌵's
���/🍃's
🌻/🌻's
🌹/🌹's
🌧/🌧's
☀/☀'s
❄/❄'s
💨/💨's
💧/💧's
🌸 Titles:
Preserver of The Forest
(X) Who Nurtures
Born From The Forest
Guardian of The Forest
Dancer of The Desert
(X) Who Guards The Oasis
Child of The Trees
Floral Founder
Seeker of The Leaves
(X) Who Dances With The Petals
Druid of The Land
Wings of The Forest
Nurturing The Land
Nurturer of The Forest
Nature's Guardian
Child of Mother Nature
Guardian of Mother Nature
Raindrop on The Leaf
Dancing in The Wind
Guardian of The Crops
Child of The Nymph
The Water Dancer
The River Traveler
🍃 Names:
Fem: Azalea, Aurora, Aster, Bellatrix, Belladonna, Blossom, Coral, Calla, Camellia, Dahlia, Daisy, Dawn, Dove, Dandelion, Ember, Flora, Floria, Giselle, Heather, Holly, Ivy, Jade, Juliet, Jasmine, Luna, Lunar, Lotus, Lily, Lilac, Lavender, Magnolia, Marigold, Meadow, Moon, Maple, Nova, Opal, Petunia, Poppy, Plum, Primrose, Paisley, Rosamund, Rose, Rosa, Rainy, Raine, Stella, Summer, Thea, Violet, Verna, Vine, Willow, Zinna,
Masc: Acacius, August, Arthur, Acorn, Arno, Aire, Beckett, Bear, Birch, Cedar, Cliff, Clay, Corvus, Clayton, Cove, Canyon, Callum, Caspian, Dune, Dylan, Elwood, Finn, Fielder, Falcon, Fox, Forest, Florian, Flint, Griffin, Hunter, Jasper, Jonah, Kai, Leo, Luan, Lennox, Micah, Oliver, Quill, Oscar, Orson, Roscoe, Rainier, Rhodes, Reed, Ronan, Rowan, Spruce, Sol, Thorne, Thorn, Wilder, Winter, Weston,
Neu: Arbor, Ashton, Ash, Agate, Autumn, Aspen, Bay, Berry, Barley, Brae, Bryony, Basil, Brooks, Bourne, Cereus, Clover, Crow, Cypress, Chamomile, Everest, Eden, Fawn, Farley, Finley, Frost, Fern, Foxley, Hazel, Harper, Hyacinth, Iris, Juniper, Jay, Jett, Koa, Krow, Lake, Leaf, Lynx, Oakley, Nightshade, Onyx, Orion, Olive, Pike, Pepper, Prairie, Phoenix, Robin, River, Raven, Rye, Scout, Sage, Stone, Sable, Snowden, Storm, Thistle, Wolf, Wolfe, Wulfwynn, Wren, Zen, Zev, Zephyr,
🌲 Genders:
Natureserenic - a gender related to spending your days in the middle of nowhere inside your cottage overgrown with nature, cats, dogs, and peacefulness.
Rotgrowth - A gender that has a deep connection to the idea of new plant life growing out of dead, rotting, decaying bodies such as animals and humans.
Vancouldian - a gender related to tall evergreen trees blowing in the wind against a cloudy sky
Regenderation - A gender connected to all things related to regeneration and growth. Medicine, nature, the life aspect, shades of pinks and greens, etc.
Mouanipre - a gender connected to baby animals, daisies, wildflowers, flower crowns, soft grass, meadows, fawns, bunnies, lambs, soft fur, sleepy baby animals, pastel colors, and cute baby animals resting in soft meadows.
Heliangender - a gender related to, affected by, or connected to sunflowers.
Convolvulaceaeic - A gender that has a deep connection to the Convolvulaceae Family of flowers.
Naturegender - Gender relating to nature/plants
Asteraceaeica - gender that has a deep connection to the Asteraceae Family of flowers.
#npt blog#npt ideas#npt list#npt pack#npt suggestions#name suggestions#pronoun suggestions#title suggestions#naturegender#nature npt#floralgender#floral npt#mogai#xenogender#mogai identity#mogai safe#xenogender safe
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A bunch of opening paragraphs to fantasy stories I've started because I am bad at finishing things.
" The streaks of crimson in the river were slowly thickening as we fought our way upstream. The bubbles weren’t even bursting anymore, whatever gas was lurking beneath the surface clearly couldn’t release. On one hand, I thought, that was a stroke of luck. It seemed unlikely that any of us – excluding young Sim since I noticed she was staring at the water with that worrying curiosity I’d come to know – were going to be poisoned by breathing it in. On the other, it might mean the river was going to explode. Stranger things have happened, and they often happened to us." - Soul-Glass
"It was the ferryman who met the bard first, a beardless lad in a ragged cloak, broadbrimmed hat, and carrying nothing save an iron knife and one small pack across his shoulders. He watched with mild interest as the bard picked his way down the grassy knoll and onto the black-wood of the small dock, coming to a halt directly before the little boat. Neither of them moved for a long while. Somewhere in the distance, an eagle screamed. Finally, the bard spoke. “I wish to cross the river,” he said." - The Bard who Returned to Fairyland in Search of a Name
"Edendale University for Young Ladies: April 9th, 1911. Flora Beckett closed the lid of her luggage, cursed as it bounced, then looked about her room to see if there was anything she’d missed. It did not take long. The professors had long ago subscribed to the austere ideals of the ancient teachers and seemed to take the view that, if a student was comfortable, they were probably shirking in their work. The room was barely big enough for her bed, a footlocker, a little wash-bucket, and her old, bulky diving suit." - Flies in Amber
"The Sturm Islands, 1880 The gas lamp flickered disconcertingly. Emmett Askren, captain of The Iris, groaned and rubbed a large, brown hand across his face. The blinking light ignited shards of pain in his retinas, the ebb and pull of the chatter in the tavern threatening to wash him out to the sea of a meltdown. Carefully, Emmett placed his hands on the table and closed his eyes, pulling all his concentration down through his arms in the half-forgotten method from his childhood. While the Sturm Islands were hardly the seat of Suliland decorum, certain traits were unacceptable anywhere." - Tocktick
"The earth opened up on a Tuesday just before noon. By the time the sun had set, there was only one soul left in the village and this time the darkness was merely an absence of stars. Eventually, moonlight filtered through the warped slats of the water cask, silver strings stitching a fence between him and the inevitable truth." - Nostos & the Filigree Lantern
"It had taken almost a century of denial – and nearly two more of experimentation – before Palamon Keeper accepted it was, in fact, impossible for him to die. He couldn’t seem to maintain an injury either. Yes, he bled and bones broke, but the skin and sinew always knitted itself back together again in a matter of days without a single scar to be seen. Trying to drown himself achieved nothing more than informing him that his lung capacity was the same as it had ever been, but now he’d trap himself in a never-ending cycle of gasping pain and unconsciousness until he ran out of river." - The Way Through the Woods
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DD2 text posts: pawn lovers guild edition (part 3) (+tumblr friends!)
featuring Rhea + Beckett (@wokestone), Niko + Hesperos (@pawnguild), and Iris (@bearlytolerant).
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Chromosomes and Pheromones
A discussion of bug people, royal jelly, and Wolbachia pipientis
Pheromones play a large role in Fairy and Pixie cultures. All Seelie Courters produce them, but pheromones are most obvious when produced by gynes- the biological "queen bees" of the cloudlands.
H.P. has scolded Sanderson multiple times for keeping scratch-and-sniff magazines in his desk at work, as Sanderson enjoys flipping through and sampling various scents (paired with attractive images of famous figures).
- Anti-Fairies do not have a strong sense of smell. Pheromones are not part of their culture (nor Refracted culture)- these things are strictly for the insect people. - Anti-Cosmo treats his divus displacement disorder (his alleged "Fairy in an Anti-Fairy's body" disorder) by rubbing donor pheromones on his face. -> Growing up, he liked H.P.'s (which H.P. sold during a time he was young and desperate for cash), but he uses a random selection in modern times and doesn't wear a rival head of state's anymore. -> Many people think of Anti-Cosmo as "a man of ever-changing scents." His various pheromone applications put off many people who struggle to get a read on him below the donor pheromones; he comes across as an enigma who shouldn't be trusted. -> According to Prince Eastkal in "Deep," Anti-Cosmo's actual scent is "Soot, mulch, and ipewood trees, but no fruit."
Family Scents
Pheromones are always a combination of a fruit with either a wood, nut, or floral undertone (in that order of commonality). Scents are hereditary, so they're always passed through families. Since gynes are dominant, families with more gynes (or at least recent gynes) tend to be more dominant
Ex: Poof inherited the Fairywinkle scent because his grandfather (Wanda's father, Big Daddy) is a gyne. Cosmo's family isn't known for gynes; Cosma pheromones are pretty weak.
Below, scents are arranged from most common to rarest (by fruit). Many people know celebrities not just by their names and looks, but by their pheromones:
🍒 Cherry
- Almond - Fairywinkle (Big Daddy, Poof, Westley, etc.) - Walnut - Vieldgarr (Present-day Purple Robe's family)
🟣 Plum
- Mimosa - Lunifly (Cosmo's extended family; the Everwish and Coldwater families are part of the Lunifly line and inherited this scent). There's a very faint apple undertone in their line due to von Strangle heritage. - Hemlock - Needlebark (Iris debuted in "Needles and Dread")
⚫ Blackberry
- Pine - Fernfire (Coleen's family; her son Whistle was the first common fairy born after Poof. Even Anti-Cosmo picked up her dad's scent at the shower house in "Gossamer")
🔴 Cranberry
- Lotus - Waterberry (Jack appeared in "Made to Be Broken") - Pine - Sparklefield (Simon appeared in the episode "Timmy TV")
🍓 Strawberry
- Briar - Fairytwirl (Ian bullied and blackmailed H.P. during school)
🍇 Grape
- Black Locust - Cosma (Cosmo likes grape jelly. His pheromones smell more like this than the Lunifly scent. Although faint, it blocks out the apple undertones from the von Strangle family)
🥝 Kiwi
- Mint - Dentin (Tooth Fairy; her daughters took her pheromones, not Jorgen's)
🍋 Lemon
- Cedar - Abdul (Binky's family)
🍊 Orange
- Cinnamon - Whimsifinado (All pixies). The Ranens (H.P.'s sister and her son's line) also have orange-cinnamon scents. H.P.'s family is known for gynes (and cousin marriages in many past generations), so this scent has remained very strong across the years. - Maple - Wurpixiz (Solara's line through her father, Beckett; Sparky's pheromones had this scent before he became a cù-sìth)
🍑 Peach
- Cedar - Reddinski (Jean appeared in "Almost"; he has some katsura-scent heritage in his line as well, giving his pheromones a sugary undertone) - Elm - Hart (Fairy Hart reports news in the show)
🍈 Melon
- Walnut - Brindle (Ocean Brindle is a very ambiguous wraith, anti-wraith, or wraith refract pop star in Poof's generation) - Oak - Mayfleet (H.P.'s selkie ex-wife; pheromones very faint due to her seal biology)
🍐 Pear
- Almond - Crystal Ball (Billy and his daughters, Cotton and Grove). Cotton and Grove are heavily rumored to be Blonda's daughters due to cherry undertones from their mom, not to mention the almond, but Blonda laughs this off whenever she's asked) - Maple - Sweetsparkle (Sammy's family)
🫐 Blueberry
- Pine - Dyeberry (Ariana is Goldie's elf roommate and on Poof's saucerbee team; she appears in "Happy Holidays")
🍎 Apple
- Hickory - von Strangles (Jorgen) - Jorgen's scent being very subtle was - and still is - a constant source of tension.
🍍 Pineapple - Came into existence with Ilisa's genetic mutation. Wisp genetics tend to be unstable and weak, so this scent fades under others. Pineapple is the scent that makes moths more amorous.
- Juniper - Ivorie - Prominent around Kansas and Nebraska (in modern times) - Walnut - Goldenglow - Goldie's family, prominent around Tennessee (in modern times)
💗 Passionfruit - Exclusive to the Eros family. They have very tight restrictions on reproduction (See also, Eros Family Tree), so this scent is unique to Cupid and his relatives.
- Vanilla - Eros
Info on mindsets, Wolbachia, and chromosomes under the cut, along with snippets from Cloudlands AU 'fics, a discussion of how pheromones affect Sanderson, and who Sanderson is without pheromone influence.
Obligatory reminder that this is a non-human society with non-human biology and social norms based on eusocial insects.
Alarm Scents
Pixies are eusocial. They swarm to protect the injured (specifically, once the scent of blood hits the air).
Injured pixies produce a scent that's been described as "Mint, warm butter, and wet dog" along with the banana alarm pheromone.
Pixies swarmed in "This Is a Box" after Chloe kicked H.P. in the face.
Mature Scents
When Seelie Courters are no longer virgins, they gain an underlying scent of caviar. This boosts their social status, deepens the scent of their other pheromones, and makes them much more attractive to drones and potential mates.
This parallels many real-life insects, who can detect a scent change (and favor non-virgin mates)
Poof was embarrassed in "All I Ever Wanted" when roommates and family confirmed they'd noticed his scent change.
Since the mature scent boosts dominance, gyne rivalry is much more vicious among mature individuals than virgin ones- It's just part of their biology to get more aggressive (and it's a lot harder to calm down when a rival has strong pheromones).
- Vice President Longwood is under strict orders to remain a virgin, lest the Head Pixie kill him (H.P. has a hard enough time not killing Longwood just for being a gyne even when he is a virgin). - Tension spiked between Poof and another gyne he grew up with (Finley) once Poof was no longer a virgin. - Finley is a tomte: a Fae who can't use magic. This means he's guaranteed to die during mating since his body wouldn't be able to survive it... but Finley has always been more dominant than Poof, so there's a lot of increased paranoia and aggression there.
Mindsets
There are three Fairy mindsets- the gyne, the kabouter, and the drone. Gynes and drones are two sides of the same coin.
Gyne - A Fairy or pixie drake who has freckles and gives off powerful pheromones that drone Fairies and pixies are attracted to.
In insect colonies that have queens, “gyne” is the word for the virgin “princess” insect who will either leave her mother’s colony to form her own, or seek to kill her mother and take over her colony instead. Similar instincts exist in Fairy or pixie gynes, who are rather territorial.
Wilcox listed the following responsibilities for gynes in “The Facts of Life”:
Appreciate your subordinates
Care for them when they’re sick
Ensure they have food and shelter before yourself
Culture Note - In Fairy World, it's the dominant individual who provides and serves food. In Anti-Fairy World, a host will provide food, but it's served by submissive individuals.
Gynes and drones are more easily manipulated by pheromones as they're much more connected to their insect biology, so they're more likely to cringe away or submit to dominant individuals (and gynes often fight to the death for dominance).
You can identify a dominant gyne because they'll float higher than others and people tend to defer to them (i.e. glancing, asking permission, keeping alert).
IRL, eusocial insects outgrow the term "gyne" when they become queens, but in my lore, the term sticks for life.
Two dominant gynes can't stay dominant in the same area for long. On neutral ground (like Fairy Con's sparring ring), they can maintain their respective dominance. When visiting each other's property - or sometimes even when meeting up for lunch - the more submissive one will get flipped. -> See the chapters "Made to Be Broken," "Senseless," and "Almost" respectively for examples from Origin of the Pixies. -> A young H.P. was required to wear a scarf to conceal his pheromones when he lived in the Earthside town of Bayard- "Mature" "Getting flipped" means mannerisms, dialogue, dress code, and thoughts shift to reflect that of the dominant individual. This happens to Sanderson in "Minion" when he and H.P. visit the Fairy Elder and Sanderson gets flipped to his "yellow butler" persona; more info on this in the "Minion" section below. - The top image for this post depicts Sanderson in different colors, including the yellow butler one and navy blue while under Anti-Cosmo's influence In "Senseless and Almost" (see above), H.P. changes his shirt from lavender to Reddinski's red. He shifts into a highly anxious "apologizing and asking permission" state that mirrors his behavior when he was in high school with Jean Reddinski, who took advantage of him back then (i.e. flirting with and brushing fingers across skin, setting up tension years later when Reddinski is actively abusing his drones by taking advantage of them when they can't leave and H.P. struggles to face his old bully on their behalf).
Gyne Pheromones
🍌 All gynes have a banana undertone to their pheromones. It's specifically the banana scent that becomes stronger when a gyne has mature pheromones, and strongest of all if they're the dominant gyne in the area (the aldra mór). See also:
"Mostly 9-oxo-2-decenoic acid, but your 4-hydroxy-3-methoxyphenyl ethanol is rather strong too, sir." Keefe looked at him in horror. "The answer I expected was bananas, but close enough. That's right. Since I'm the boss, you'll smell the 9O2D on me, but not on a younger gyne like Longwood. That's the specific scent you like, Sanderson, along with the 10H2D."
Origin of the Pixies Chapter 36, "Senseless"
Only dominant gynes are capable of conceiving. Subordinate gynes have their fertility suppressed until they become dominant (Queen bee vs. worker bee).
Poof was subordinate for most of his life, but becomes dominant when away from Finley in Hawthorn Haven.
Rupert Roebeam (ishigaq) and Walter Keefe (pixie) are drones born with dysolfactya: the inability to organize scents in their head. This renders them immune to pheromone cues; they'll just look at you if you try to lure them in "because it's instinct."
This also leaves them prone to falling off clouds or wandering into dangerous caves since they can't smell border warnings.
In Baby, You're a Rich Man Chapter 10, Keefe is the pixie who manages the file organizing computer: a job that keeps him safely indoors and doesn't require smelling anything.
The Anti-Fairy parallel of a gyne is a pilot. The Refracted parallel is a plume. They don't produce special pheromones, attract drones, or fight to the death. However, they're more likely to express bat or bird behavior (such as preening wings with teeth or building nests). They're often considered attractive in their communities.
Poof is a gyne, Foop is a pilot, and Poppy is a plume
- Drones are drakes who are overly sensitive to pheromones (and are drawn to dominant individuals who produce them). They tend to be calmer, more organized, and clearer of mind when exposed to pheromones; they risk falling into anxiety or depression without regular exposure.
Drones make up retinues: groups of worker bees that clean, feed, and care for the queen of an insect colony (or gynes, in this case).
Most pixies are drones, so Sanderson is a great example. In "Grooming," he describes the caretaking process for H.P., which includes things like wing brushing.
Wilcox listed these responsibilities for drones in “The Facts of Life”:
Be loyal
Be trustworthy
Don’t hurt your superiors
Fight to defend your family
Culturally, they're stereotyped as simpleminded, but that's not part of their biology. During Fairy World's medieval era, drones weren't allowed to own property, hold eye contact, work most jobs, leave rooms without being directly dismissed, and were required to wear muted grays or browns (and wear bracelets that matched one worn by their gyne.
At the end of this era, the court case Canterbury v. Oakwing granted drones additional rights, though some (like marriage) wouldn't be gained for another two generations (by Waterberry v. Reddinski).
The Fairywinkle family have a history of smuggling drones out of families (both upon request of those who wanted them removed from the inheritance order and upon request of drones seeking a better life). Legally, they “disappeared,” though few were actually killed- Most were relocated to new gynes. Notably, as Poof (a gyne himself) grows older, he works to revive this practice, combining his Fairywinkle heritage with the business know-how he picked up from interning at Pixies Inc.; Poof's dream is to create a legal, transparent "exchange program" of matching compatible gynes and drones.
The Head Pixie and Santa are both examples of gynes with a lot of drones under their care- H.P. has his pixies and Santa has his elves. Pixies represent paper wasps in Cloudlands AU and elves represent honeybees- two eusocial insect species this worldbuilding was largely based on.
- Kabouters can smell pheromones, but are less influenced by them since they're more human-like than insect-like in their behaviors. They don't fight to the death and are not as ingrained in social traditions that can be traced back to insect biology.
The term kabouter does not have any connection to insect biology. It's a friendly creature akin to a gnome (Dutch folklore).
Damsels with ZW chromosomes can't* develop into gynes or drones. Instead, they come in two flavors: "can have sons" and "can't have sons." Wanda is an exposed kabouter, so she can have sons.
Fairy births are biased in favor of damsels, with a roughly 75%-25% split. Sons are less common, but not rare. Again, the vibe here is "haplodiploid reproductive system, but it follows the 'male Fairies give birth' canon from the show and I don't claim to know everything about it, so if there are mistakes, 'It's because magic.'" Fairy World doesn't learn about the jelly connection until Foop connects the dots in young adulthood. Fairy World doesn't really know what's going on with their bodies. * See Smith's info below
Gynes and drones can only produce gyne or drone sons, not kabouter sons (although they can produce kabouter daughters). This mirrors the haplodiploid reproduction of eusocial insects.
Reminder: The mother needs to be an exposed kabouter to produce sons in the first place.
Jorgen's father (Frost) refused to believe in the "gynes can't have kabouter sons" rule of biology. Jorgen was born without freckles (and is a drone), but his father refused to admit that as he considered it shameful. Jorgen was very pleased to announce himself as a drone during the eulogy he gave for his father (after a lifetime of living in shame and suppressed emotions).
Jorgen and Binky are a gyne-drone pair, and while there's sometimes tension between them, they're very content with their set-up overall. Jorgen's happy to be himself with someone who doesn't judge or shame him, and Binky enjoys the company of his long-time friend.
See "7 Billion Years in 15,000 Words" for more about how cloudland perceptions of drones have shifted over the years.
Fairies cannot reproduce with Anti-Fairies (or Refracts). Their bodies are shaped differently (Fairies having systems based on insect anatomy, Anti-Fairies ones based on bat anatomy, Refracts on bird anatomy). Additionally, their chromosomes are incompatible, so in vitro doesn't work either.
Pixies and Anti-Fairies can't reproduce either- Pixies are also bug-based.
"Minion"
H.P. values hard work, rigid body posture, a straight face, and showing little emotion. When Sanderson is under the influence of H.P.’s pheromones, these are the traits he shows.
He was raised by H.P. from birth, so he grew up under these expectations anyway, pheromones or no pheromones. However, he defaults to H.P.’s values more naturally when “in H.P.’s service,” as we would say.
130 Prompt #14 - "Minion" depicts H.P. and Sanderson visiting the Fairy Elder: a presumably powerful being namedropped in "Timmy's Secret Wish." In Cloudlands AU, she's an ancient being who stands about 20 feet tall and wears yellow robes- Thus, Fairy World's rainbow designs pay homage to her even though there is no Yellow Robe sitting on the Fairy Council with the other colors.
Being the Fairy Elder, she has very powerful pheromones, even more so than H.P. In the Castle, H.P. was unable to maintain his usual influence over Sanderson, who felt instinctively prompted to turn his gray suit into a yellow one. Even H.P. fell under the Fairy Elder’s charm, turning his own suit yellow and showing more emotion (in this case, romantic affections) than we would usually expect from him.
While under the Fairy Elder’s influence, Sanderson took on a slightly different persona: checking for smears of dust, gesturing with sweeps of his arms, wearing white gloves, and folding his hands behind his back, and refusing to acknowledge H.P. as his boss. As far as he was concerned, the Fairy Elder was his boss now.
The relationship between H.P. and Sanderson is very boss & employee in nature. Sanderson calls H.P. “sir” and expects to be treated as a valued employee who receives a paycheck for his services and can be promoted and demoted in the company as appropriate. However, the relationship between Sanderson and the Fairy Elder is very butler & proud mistress of the household. Instinctively, Sanderson can sense this, even though he’d be hard pressed to explain how if you asked him to. That’s the nature of being a drone: he can sense what his superiors expect of him, and his natural instinct is to conform to their expectations. No longer under the influence of H.P.'s pheromones, Sanderson gestured more than usual and even shrugged- An act unusual for a stiff, professional pixie. He also hung his shades from the collar of his suit. He makes a point of referring to H.P. by his full title, “the Head Pixie,” and refers to the Fairy Elder as “his boss.” Other things Sanderson tends to do more frequently when he isn’t under H.P.’s influence include rolling his eyes and interrupting conversations (even when H.P. is the one speaking).
Notably, Sanderson warned H.P. that he would be flipped by the Fairy Elder's pheromones before it actually happened.
Once he did flip, he struggled to comprehend a future where he would return to H.P.'s service. He mentions that logically, he knew the Fairy Elder wouldn't force him to stay because she's always dismissed him back to H.P. in the past, but it was difficult to wrap his mind around the thought because it felt so right to be in her service.
He even described H.P. as his “former boss” and mused that he “can’t go crawling back to his ex” despite the fact that he was never fired from Pixies Inc. and technically still has a job there.
So, what exactly is going on in Sanderson’s mind right now? And what does he think of H.P. while in the Fairy Elder’s service?
All of a sudden, my body felt three sizes too small. Not even caring that I was breaking Pixie tradition, I made a fast, observable movement and scratched furiously at the crook of my left arm. Oh, it was a snatter of a place to be, trapped between a gyne and a god. On the one hand, the Elder’s pheromones gleamed on my tongue like sparkling suns that I could stare at without flinching away, but on the other, even she couldn’t overpower two and a half hundred millennia of scent layers quite so easily. Though my body and actions were hers, my brain longed to stand safely beside the Head Pixie again. But I didn’t make a move to do so. As a drone, I had little choice but to passionately serve the most dominant source of pheromones in the area, and for now, that dominant source was a deity, not a dear old friend.
Sanderson recognizes his loyalty to the Head Pixie, and regrets his inability to go against his own instincts and stand beside him, the way he would be standing if the Fairy Elder weren’t so influential. The part of him that’s speaking is the part of him that was raised by and which loves the Head Pixie, not a part of him prompted purely by pheromones. It’s the part of him that sees H.P. as both a father and a friend.
Additionally,
Obsession, now that I could comprehend. By the distinct natures of our biology, my own “infatuation” with the Fairy Elder manifested differently than his. Drones were natural fair-weather friends and sycophant servants. Even I, though minutes ago I’d loved him fiercely, had no power to alter my fate. For kabouters (and, especially, gynes) it was confusing to watch our colors change in a snap. Hurtful, even, that we could so easily abandon someone who fed and cared for us in instant favor of someone we’d never met. Yes, hurtful even for pixies, pallbearers of emotion they may claim to be. Even a pixie gyne must be hurting to see me now. Hurting, and lonely, and confused, and dripping with lust and fearful anxiety. And thus, I looked back at the flushing Head Pixie with pity in my brain, without a thought of blame or hypocrisy. This was not my fault. This was not his fault. It did not matter whose fault it was. Neither of us mattered to each other right now. One thing alone mattered, and she was the Fairy Elder.
Here, Sanderson explains that switching sides is, for him, a natural part of life. It’s something that he goes through life expecting it to happen, and so he is rarely surprised when it does. In his detached way, he understands that he might be hurting H.P.’s feelings, but he is pitying rather than sympathetic.
In sometimes subtle ways, the Fairy Elder’s influence has gotten under Sanderson’s skin. He is making the shift from valuing H.P. above all else to valuing the Fairy Elder above all else.
During the conversation between H.P. and Jorgen’s mother (Adelinda von Strangle), Sanderson demonstrates that even under the Fairy Elder’s influence, he is still his own person with the ability to think for himself, and explains he can’t be forced to reveal any secrets he doesn’t want to:
He lifted his eyebrows. “Does that bother you, dame? It’s fine if it does. It would bother me. But the fact remains, dumb Fairy laws prevent you from getting in my way. Even if I’ve confirmed I will be launching one of my revenge schemes this year, and even if you know where I will likely act and who I may be utilizing as a pawn, you can’t stop me.” Each of those last few words, he spit like their own sentence, wings beating rapidly until their noses were nearly bumping. “My son and I will not be taking our eyes off Dimmsdale for a second.” “Do it,” he said, softly. “Send in your patrol of godkids to stop me. March them straight through the Learn-A-Torium doors and onto Pixies Inc. property. Maybe you’ll find a find a weak point in our plan that Sanderson and I didn’t catch and correct.” That was my name. And… that was my old job. Adelinda realized it at the same time I did. As I inhaled sickly pheromones through my nose, she turned and stared down at me. Her fingers snapped once. “Spill your guts, pixie.” I stayed quiet, glaring up at her as the Head Pixie widened his eyes behind her shoulder. When she made as though she might leap down and approach, it was a steady process- not the quick, unexpected lunges forward that the Head Pixie (more than Anti-Sanderson, or even the Dame Head) were well known for. Apart from shifting her staff in my arms, I didn’t move. The wingless Adelinda positioned herself, fuming, at the tip of the Elder’s knee. “Pixie, you wear the colors of our goddess. For the good of the Fairy nation, reveal to us what you know.” “Adelinda, I’m gone, but I’m not that far gone. I’m a drone. Not a computer program. While my present loyalties lie with the Fairy Elder over the Head Pixie, I’m able to perceive that if he should accept me back upon her leaving, I will again belong to him. In this likely scenario, it would no longer benefit me to share that information with you. I don’t discuss my ex with current employers.”
Other Sanderson Personas
Like most drones, Sanderson has a slightly different persona for every dominant figure he ends up in the service of. Briefly, here are two other dominant figures who trigger unique personas:
“Can’t we preen just one last time before you go?” “Sanderson,” Smith said, making exaggerated rustling noises as he moved the boxes around, “I’m busy right now. Why don’t you ask Cresswell or Chidlow?” “Because they don’t preen the way you do.” Sanderson walked his fingers between the coffee filters and black straws. “You know… Besides H.P., you’re the only gyne I’ve ever given myself to on purpose. Cresswell and Chidlow get paralyzed by awkward fears of getting caught, and they fumble around. You’re the only one who never lets on he cares if he’s found out. Whenever we preen…” Sanderson narrowed his eyes in thought. “You actually exude an aura like you’re in charge. You’re just so dominant that way.” Smith set the box he had just picked up back on the floor. “Go on…”
Smith - Every once in awhile, the name Mr. Smith comes up in my pixie-related works (in this case, the above scene is from a piece called “The Other One” that we won’t be seeing again for quite awhile).
Smith is H.P.’s second-eldest gyne offspring, and his “spare” to his “heir.” Sanderson finds Smith’s pheromones nearly as favorable to smell as H.P.’s. He considers Smith a good friend, and occasionally seeks him out when working on a project or struggling with a task he’d rather not admit to H.P. that he’s struggling with.
Smith, in turn, finds Sanderson more entertaining than annoying, and sees him as a little brother despite the fact that Sanderson is slightly older than he is. So every once in awhile, Smith’s pheromones do overpower Sanderson’s mind more than the Head Pixie’s do.
It’s technically against both company policy and social norms for Sanderson to walk around with pheromones all over him that don’t belong to the Head Pixie. As a result, such behavior is considered scandalous, and that’s affected the persona Sanderson takes on around Smith. He tends to be more coy and silver-tongued about getting his way, rather than defaulting to the entitled and somewhat whiny persona he often falls into around the Head Pixie.
The second figure is Anti-Cosmo-
Mr. Sanderson actually frowned, eyebrows descending. He took half a step back. His wings bumped against the nightstand. The candle dish rattled. “Preen you like I preen the Head Pixie?” “Is that a problem?” He paused again. “Yeah, actually, yeah. I’m going to refuse, sir. What the Head Pixie and I have is special. I’m totally bound to you for now, but that doesn’t mean I have to like it. I sort of have to be over here and stick around because you’re attractive, but that doesn’t mean I’ve been mind controlled. I fully realize and understand what I’m doing, and I’m not willing to give you that part of me. Pick a different way to do the ritual.”
Sanderson doesn’t view Anti-Cosmo as someone he cares about impressing. Simply put, if he’s in Anti-Cosmo’s service, it’s not because he intentionally got himself into that mess. It has happened on occasion, but Sanderson always considers the relationship between the two to be a nuisance.
In Sanderson’s mind, Anti-Cosmo is a friend of H.P., but not of him. H.P. tends to keep his friendship with Sanderson separate from his friendship with Anti-Cosmo. If Anti-Cosmo is around, then H.P. pays attention to him, and Sanderson ends up pushed into the background like a bodyguard. He hardly acknowledges Sanderson’s presence then, meaning that Anti-Cosmo, in turn, hardly acknowledges Sanderson either. Thus, being around Anti-Cosmo makes Sanderson feel like an unimportant child who isn’t wanted at an important business meeting in the living room, and his persona is more childish too.
Overall, he is more casual around Anti-Cosmo than you might expect, and more forthcoming in conversations with him than he is with anyone else (although this has just as much to do with Anti-Cosmo being a good listener who carefully coaxes things out of him as it has to do with anything).
While Sanderson still thinks twice about letting company secrets out of his mouth, he does tend to be slightly more open about his (gasp!) feelings. Especially those concerning his frustrations with H.P., which are usually out of his mind when he’s in H.P.’s service, but which Anti-Cosmo’s aura seems to bring to the forefront of his mind.
This openness, of course, reflects Anti-Cosmo being a more emotional person than H.P. is. His influence prompts Sanderson to lower his guard.
On the flipside, because many of his filters are down around Anti-Cosmo, Sanderson also tends to be more critical, stubborn, and bossy around the anti-fairy than he is around H.P.
While Sanderson still “sort of has to stick around” Anti-Cosmo, he tends to fall into a persona that could best be described as “sneering, self-righteous butler.” He’s again more expressive with his body language while in Anti-Cosmo’s service than he is around H.P.
Sanderson Without Pheromone Influence
So if at least part of a drone’s personality can be attributed to the influence of pheromones, what happens if we strip them of pheromones entirely? Here's another scene from "Minion"-
I held her gaze for several beats, then dropped it to the pillow in my lap again. The tension in my legs and hands eased. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t be saying these things. Back in Pixie World, the heaters and air conditioning units push the Head Pixie’s smell everywhere at all times of the day. Even after we shower, we just fall into them again. I’m not used to this. Being without." My eyes latched onto a glass bowl on the coffee table. I clicked my teeth. "Smoof. Is this who I really am when all the pheromones come off? Bitter and sassy and critical of everyone and everything? It doesn’t happen often, but it’s unprofessional and demeaning when it does. Do I not really like him? The Head Pixie is my boss. He’s the founder of our company. I have to like him. So where did all of these flaws I see in him suddenly come from? I shouldn’t say that. Don’t tell him I said that.” I clenched my fists to my ears, this time without the spider. “Sanderson is not a fan-derson when the Head goes subordinate. All of a sudden he’s not… He doesn’t seem… I don’t view him as… I start spreading negative gossip about him. Like this. I ought to be ashamed, but I’m just not in the state of mind to be ashamed. Do you regular kabouters ever get like this, Adelinda, or is this the curse of drones?” “I can relate. It is called being annoyed, pixie. It’s an emotion.” I fumed for a few seconds, unable to think up a clever response for her rebuttal. My hands slid down my face and then dropped into my lap. “Well, I don’t like it. I hate the ‘freedom’ of being a drone without a gyne. I’m nothing without one." My voice splintered. Reaching for my knee, I finished, "And I wish I’d remember that. But without pheromones, my brain doesn’t want to. Thank you for the towel. My thoughts are clearer without conflicting scents raging in my head. However, there’s still an empty deadness inside me. Blankness. Lostness. It’s not natural, Adelinda, to look upon the world and hate your own workplace. To criticize your employer. How can kabouters ever get by holding positions and doing part-time work like it’s some passing fling, not devoting every ounce of their passion to what they do? How can they serve someone and contentedly work side by side in a company doing a job they don’t like with people they don’t like either? I could never live that way.” No, I couldn’t. I just couldn’t. I ran my hands up and down my pant leg. “If this is what it’s like to be a kabouter, to live life hating the daily grind, never pleased with what you have, spotting flaws everywhere and griping about them after-hours, then I’d take being a drone in a wingbeat. But it’s just not natural, to be an independent drone. No one should have to be frustrated with someone they admire.”
Sanderson’s “au naturel” persona is, as he described himself, “Bitter and sassy and critical of everyone and everything” to a higher degree than he is when under the influence of most dominant figures, whose pheromones tend to suppress the part of him that snarks back (Exception being Anti-Cosmo, who as a bat instead of an insect, doesn’t produce impressive pheromones).
“Blank slate” Sanderson is more nervous and questioning, seeking approval from outside sources and constantly second-guessing himself. He’s more active with his hands: covering his ears, touching his face, holding his knee to his chest, and expressing himself through more body language than H.P.’s influence typically allows. His voice even cracks.
Without the presence of pheromones, Sanderson feels like a small child separated from his parent in a shoe store... unsure and overwhelmed. He acted in a similar way during Chapter 8 of Baby, You’re a Rich Man when he hadn’t been exposed to pheromones for days.
Although Fairy society may look down on drones, sometimes viewing them as cowards or as oddballs who gain masochistic pleasure from their “servitude,” in Sanderson’s mind (and in the mind of many drones), this is simply his role in life, and he accepts it. He lacks any desire to strike out on his own and raise his own family, because he prioritizes H.P.’s happiness- and, by extension, his own financial and shelter-related security. He simply enjoys being around H.P.
A drone is a creature who will loyally follow his gyne everywhere, and even raise his gyne’s children if he’s asked to. A gyne’s life consists of balancing his own needs with those of the drones who are subordinate to him, not to mention the needs of a potential wife and children.
Drones desire loyalty and intimate affection from their gyne much the way a romantic partner does, albeit in a slightly different way. There’s no question that H.P. has his work cut out for him, balancing so many pixie drones. No surprise, perhaps, that he isn’t married.
Wolbachia Notes
The bacteria Wolbachia pipientis has several properties, known as phenotypes. These are:
- Feminization -> Masculinization, to mirror FOP reproductive lore (During prenatal development, unborn children have their ZW sex traits overwritten with ZZ sex traits) - Parthenogenesis (Asexual reproduction; genetically identical offspring) - Male killing -> Female killing (Damsels who contract Wolbachia don't survive; Pixies with ZW chromosomes do because of aforementioned masculinization making them look like ZZs to the bacteria) - Cytoplasmic incompatibility (Inability to reproduce non-asexually, except with infected males females)
The masculinization phenotype of the Pixies' Wolbachia pipientis messes with the reproductive system. There ARE pixie kabouters, but they don't know they're kabouters because they're raised believing they're drones. Some pixies have ZW sex chromosomes, but were masculinized: looking at their outer body and internal reproductive system, you might assume they're also ZZ.
In other words, pixies are described as an "all-male species." Some have ZZ chromosomes and some have ZW. Chromosomes are pretty irrelevant for them; most don't know which set they have.
The pixie Smith is an unusual case: he had ZW chromosomes during prenatal development. He was masculinized by Wolbachia, exposed to jelly at a very young age, and ended up a ZW gyne.
Smith's pheromones are overpowering. He has conflicting hormones trying to express him as both a kabouter and a gyne. In other words, he has "double pheromones" and turns a lot of heads- Even the Anti-Fairies can smell him easily.
Clarifying note- Masculinized pixies don't get their sex chromosomes replaced with new ones- They get their hormones and such replaced so their body expresses the sex traits associated with ZZ chromosomes. Or in Smith's case, you get ALL the sex traits fighting for space and the body does its best to make that work.
- Many Fairies gossip about how attractive Smith is (despite shunning Pixies in general). In "Dignity," he's married off (unhappily) to a korrigan named Montana Powers. - Smith isn't H.P.'s heir, but he's next in line if Vice President Longwood loses the position. Smith is a rebellious braggart who flaunts his pheromones and challenges H.P.'s authority. "Letters and Numbers" is a good example. - H.P.'s non-identical daughter (Commelina) is the only ZW pixie who identifies as a damsel. She was born through an incredibly specific Wolbachia situation discussed in the Origin of the Pixies chapter "The Fading of Light" (Major story spoilers) - Commelina does not have Wolbachia and - like a Fairy damsel - would die if she came into contact with it. - In the Origin of the Pixies chapter "Fruitful Fruition," the cherubs bypassed H.P.'s cytoplasmic incompatibility by placing an egg directly in his uterus (Eggs are usually stored in the head and travel down).
Additional Chromosome Notes
- Witches are born with XXZ or XYZ chromosomes. Those with XXZ may or may not be sterile, but those with XYZ are always sterile (as far as studies have shown). - Juandissimo has no sex chromosomes; he was finger-snapped into existence by a genie, so his internal systems run on genie-given magic. On paper, he and his counterparts are listed as 00. He's infertile because even though he has reproductive anatomy shaped like a Fairy's, his chromosomes are incompatible. - Poof and Foop DO have sex chromosomes since they were conceived by their parents (not summoned without pregnancy). They won't have any chromosome-related issues when it comes to reproducing.
Poof can only reproduce if he's a dominant gyne. When he's submissive, his fertility switches off. Foop's ability to reproduce is in Poof's hands- He's unable to have children unless Poof has a child, at which point he's magically forced to have a child too. Further reading on that in the honey-lock section of Class Overview: Anti-Fairies.
Closing Note
These sex chromosomes apply to several AUs of mine, such as Cloudlands and City Lights.
Reedfilter Rules AU is notable for fluidity with their bodies. The RR Fae are shapeshifters, can change species, and reproduce freely with any Fairy, Anti-Fairy, or Pixie. It's not likely they know what chromosomes are (let alone sex chromosomes) apart from a thing they need to learn about so they can shapeshift into various living things.
Related Posts:
- Class Overview: Fairies - Class Overview: Pixies - Freckle Distribution in Gyne Fairies - Preening Signals - H.P. and Sanderson's Short Bios - Commelina's Short Bio - Jorgen and Binky's Short Bios - The 130 Summaries page uses the 🔷 to mark works that contain non-sexual intimacy, with gyne-drone relationships being one example.
Click HERE for my Fairly OddParents worldbuilding masterpost
#Fairly OddParents#FOP#FOP fanfic#RD AntiCosmo#RD Head Pixie#RD Poof#RD Fairy stuff#RD Pixie stuff#Cloudlands AU#City Lights AU
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Random facts in the Iris Council that I'm not sure how to write out yet but will put them here.
The Iris Council is mainly made up of women that pose as Anthony's concubines, but there are a few men. Two of these men are the head of the gaurds of the Garden Palace and the Garden Palace's Apothocary.
The head gaurd keeps a list of those who disobey the king's orders of staying out of the Garden Palace and tries to manipulate the concubines. They never make it inside, but Anthony knows who is trying to make power grabs.
The Garden Palace's Apothocary is the one who created the tea that works as a temporary chemical castration.
Anthony uses his reputation as a rake / manwhore to make sure he always has the advisor he needs in the meeting with him. While the court thinks the concubine is giggling the king's ear in reality, she's whispering advice.
Simon, Anthony's best friend, has his suspicions about the concubines. He thinks there is more to them than what Anthony claims, but he can't figure out what.
Sophie and Penelope have a bet going on when Anthony and Kate will fall into bed together.
Technically, concubines can be used as peace offerings and "rewards" so long as she is not pregnant. But due to a part of the Iris Council using the Garden Palace as a secret safe haven for some women, and Anthony's protective streak, it's a long process that most importantly requires the concubine's consent.
Anthony, while not against being a rake, is against himself fathering any children whose mother is not his queen. He secretly takes a special tea that basically does what a vasectomy does. Once he finds the perfect candidate for his queen, he'll stop taking the tea.
Part of the reason Violet greatly dislikes the concubines is that it's not the future she envisioned for her son and she remembers the stories and politics of the previous concubines from her father in-law.
Edmund and his siblings Billie, Georgie, and Hugo were all children of his father's high-ranking concubines and the only ones to survive to adulthood. They have memories of the rivalries and politics of the concubines. Baby swaps, attempted poisonings. Amd more often than not the mothers would encourage the children to fight with one another. Edmund and his siblings managed to become close despite this.
Edmund's mother was the one who ended up becoming queen.
The mother of Edmund's cousin Poppy was a concubine to their father, but she was given to his brother as a bride. Due to how close Poppy's birth was, many wondered if the mother was in the early stages of pregnancy when she was married off.
Benedict gonna go through a whole crisis at some point. He goes to the Garden Palace to fetch Anthony after Anthony accidentally stayed the night after visiting a certain someone. He gets pointed in the direction of Sophie's Peonie Pavilion as the last place Anthony was seen in. His banging wakes Sophie up, who is not pleased. She had a long night of going over those damn budgets after Anthony left. What do you want, princey?! Oops Benedict fell in love.
Penelope gets sent on a diplomatic mission with Colin to another country. Officially and to Colin's knowledge, she was sent to keep Colin company on the long journey. Unofficially, Anthony wants Penelope to spy and report back. Something about this potential ally doesn't sit right with either of them. Things get a little complicated when the hosts assume to give them only one room. This leads to Colin waking up when Penelope sneaks out to go do spy business without her normal mask, and he follows her. Wait, Penelope, is that you?!
After the first time Anthony and Kate spend the night with one another, Sophie and Penelope accidentally walk in on them. Kate was late for a meeting, and it wasn't all that uncommon for them to pop into the other's pavilions. Nothing gets done that day after. Sophie and Penelope tease Kate relentlessly.
#bridgerton#iris council#the iris council#kathony#benophie#polin#anthony bridgerton#kate sharma#kate sheffield#sophie beckett#penelope featherington
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lillamolntuss read 2024… check it out or don’t 🫢
titles in bold are my favorites… thumb down for books i didn’t like okay
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the lost honor of katharina blum - heinrich böll
sir gawain and the green knight trans. marie borroff
the nenoquich - henry bean 👎
cat’s cradle - kurt vonnegut
under the net - iris murdoch
sugar and other stories - a.s. byatt
nausea - jean-paul sartre 👎
where i end - sophie white
the sandcastle - iris murdoch
dansare, konstnärer, älskare: ballets suédois 1920-1925 - karin helander
couples - john updike 👎🤢
the favorite game - leonard cohen
sula - toni morrison
the nice and the good - iris murdoch
sartre: romantic rationalist - iris murdoch
selected stories - katherine mansfield
men in the off hours - anne carson
johannasviten - patrik rochling
when we were birds - ayanna lloyd banwo 👎
waiting for godot - samuel beckett
beloved - toni morrison
the member of the wedding - carson mccullers
all the lovers in the night - mieko kawakami
the master and margarita - mikhail bulgakov
beautiful losers - leonard cohen
iris murdoch for beginners - bran nicol
the maze maker - michael ayrton
the portrait of a lady - henry james
the joke - milan kundera
the black album - hanif kureishi
the bell - iris murdoch
aucassin and nicolette: and other medieval romances and legends - ed. eugene mason
the heart is a lonely hunter - carson mccullers
never let me go - kazuo ishiguro
my autobiography of carson mccullers - jenn shapland
slaughterhouse-five - kurt vonnegut
ballet and modern dance - susan au
twelfth night - shakespeare
the stranger - albert camus
human acts - han kang
tipping the velvet - sarah waters
the unicorn - iris murdoch
the sweetest dream - doris lessing
immodest acts: the life of a lesbian nun in renaissance italy - judith c. brown
the end of the story - lydia davis
salt slow - julia armfield
creation lake - rachel kushner
stone yard devotional - charlotte wood
remarkably bright creatures - shelby van pelt 👎👎👎
wise children - angela carter
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Hello, hello :)
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-This is @urbanflorals writing account.
-This blog will mostly be about writing and my wips and stuff like that and my chaotic thoughts about my writing
So enter at your own risk....
I also haven't gotten around to creating introductions for all the characters just yet. I'll do it sometime, promise.
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My wips:
Cartlen College Series
My original story
Characters -
Lainey Bowen
Garrett Maddox
Juniper Magana
Hayden Mckenzie
Bleu Ando
Harper Allaire
Jordi Bowen
Oliver Dawson
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Hurricane Girls Series
My original story
Characters -
Xandia Northwood
Ivory Abbot
Willa Thornton
Effie Holland
West Avengale
Boston Harding
Chase Sawyer
Gray Fitzweld
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Shattered Hearts
My original story
Characters -
Hallie O'Connor
Kaiden Alvarez
Violet Reynolds
Crew Peirce
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The Silent Court
My original story - the one I'm probably working on the most
These characters won't have introductions cause I have way too many -
Aurelia Birnett - The Silent Queen, Iris Birnett - The Siren, Amithi Brandson - The Scorpion, Beatrice Graye - The Archer, Linette Bardot - Red, Blaire Anderston - The Locket, Genevieve Weston - The Viper, Naomi Keller - The Forgess, Harper Beckett - The Slave
Callum Hansley, Leahla Hansley, Julias Hansley, Caspar Hansley, Avena Crista
The cast of the Silent Court
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Edgeton Prep
My original story
Characters -
Constance Fracher
Quinn Markey
Evie Markwood
Macey Gibson
Griffin Prescott
Jaiden Pitcher
Parker Gibson
Connor Jackson
Aidan Flecture
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This was really long but oh well. These are only some of my wips. I might post about my other stories and stuff as well.
I'll probably also write random prompts I find or want to do. My ask box is always open for people to put prompts or just questions in general :)
Thank you for reading this loves <3
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Bridgerton book Guide
Julia Quinn
Prequels -
The Rokesby Series A Generation before the Bridgertons,
They were the Rokesbys
2016 Because of Miss Bridgerton Billie Bridgeton and George Rokesby
2017 The Girl with the Make-Believe Husband Cecilia Harcourt and Edward Rokesby
2018 The Other Miss Bridgerton Poppy Bridgerton and Andrew Rokesby
2020 First Comes Scandal Georgiana Bridgerton and Nicholas Rokesby
Collaboration
2023 Quenn Charlotte Quenn Charlotte and King George
Bridgerton Couple
2000 The Duke and I Daphne Bridgerton and Simon Basset
2000 The Viscount who loved me Kate Sheffield and Anthony Bridgerton
2001 An Offer from a Gentlemen Sophie Beckett and Benedict Bridgerton
2002 Romancing Mr. Bridgerton Penelope Featherington and Colin Bridgerton
2003 To Sir Phillip, With Love Eloise Bridgerton and Phillip Crane
2004 When he was Wicked Francesca Bridgerton and Michael Stirling
2005 It's in His Kiss Hyacinth Bridgerton and Gareth St. Clair
2006 On the Way to the Wedding Lucy Abernathy Gregory Bridgerton
Epilogues
2013 The Bridgertons: Happily Ever After All + Violet Bridgerton
Bevelstoke Series (they know the Bridgerton I believe)
2007 The Secret Diaries of Miss Miranda Miranda Cheever and Viscount Turner
2009 What Happens in London Olivia Bevelstoke and Harry Valentine
2010 Ten Things I love About You Annabel Winslow and Sebastian Grey
Lady Whistledown
2003 The Further Observations of Lady Whistledown Susannah Ballister and David Earl of Renminster Thirty-Six Valentines
2004 Lady Whistledown Strikes Back Everyone The First Kiss
2021 The Wit and Wisdom of Bridgerton: Lady Whistledowns Official Guide Everyone
Ghraphic Novel
2022 Miss Butterworth and the Mad Baron Miss Butterworth and the Mad Baron
Not fully Bridgerton but in same Universe
The Smythe-Smith Quartet (Not fully Bridgerton but in same Universe)
2011 Just Like Heaven Honoria Smythe-Smith and Marcus Holroyd
2012 A Night Like This Anne Wynter and Daniel Smyth-Smith
2013 The Sum of All Kisses Sarah Pleinsworth and Hugh Prentice
2015 The Secrets of Sir Richard Kenworthy Iris Smythe-Smith and Richard Kenworthy
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Preface
The Angry Young Men and the satire movement of the 1950s. Why the Angry Young Men aroused hostility in the critics. ‘Class barriers’. Why my second book was panned. Rousseau’s ‘Man is born free’. Why Rousseau is central to this book. The New Héloïse and The Social Contract. For Rousseau, sexual revolution came before social revolution. ‘Sexual underprivilege’. Why the British were unworried about the French Revolution. Lord Russell throws a Frenchman’s shoes out of the window. Ireland and India. Osborne’s Jimmy Porter on his in-laws. My girlfriend’s parents and the ‘horsewhipping incident’. Look Back in Anger and The Outsider arrive in the same month in 1956. Osborne is chased down the Charing Cross Road.
1 Getting Launched
London in 1951. Where was the postwar literary generation? The British Museum Reading Room. London landladies. Angus Wilson’s Hemlock and After. Marriage breakdown. Laura Del Rivo and Bill Hopkins. ‘You are a man of genius – welcome to our ranks.’ Paris. George Plimpton and the Café Tournon. Merlin and Samuel Beckett. Watt. Christopher Logue and Alex Trocchi. Bill Hopkins in Paris. Paris and existentialism. Dostoevsky and the firing squad. Girodias and dirty books. A Christmas job in Leicester. Joy Stewart. Flax Halliday. The Christmas show. Joy agrees to come to London. I decide to sleep outdoors to save rent. Writing in the British Museum. Meeting Angus Wilson. Wain, Amis and Larkin. Alfred Reynolds and Bridge. Stuart Holroyd. Working in the Coffee House. Writing The Outsider. Suicide and the romantics. Victor Gollancz expresses interest. My mother’s illness. Notting Hill. My first literary party. Iris Murdoch. Meeting John Wain. First publicity interview. The Outsider becomes a bestseller. Non-stop publicity. The Angry Young Man label. Kenneth Tynan launches Look Back in Anger.
2 He That Plays the King
Tynan at Oxford. ‘Have a care for that box, my man – it is freighted with golden shirts.’ His taste for masturbation and female posteriors. He begins to write theatre reviews. His pornography collection. ‘Just a thong at twilight.’ He marries Elaine Dundy. She objects to being flogged. His career as a director stalls. He That Plays the King makes his reputation. His London debut in Hamlet. A bad review lands him a job. He pans Vivien Leigh. The Broadway scene. Sacked from the Evening Standard. The Observer under Astor. Tynan as a ‘Right Man’. Campaigns against Loamshire and the Lord Chamberlain. The Royal Court opens. Angus Wilson’s The Mulberry Bush. Look Back in Anger opens to poor reviews. Tynan saves the day. I take Joy to see it and hate it. A press officer invents the Angry Young Men. Tynan attacks The Outsider.
3 The First Wave
‘Kingsley Amis tries to push me off a roof’. Amis’s schooling. He meets Larkin at Oxford. Their devotion to masturbation. Larkin’s scathing intellectual judgements. They collaborate on soft porn. Amis is called up. His seductions. Larkin’s Jill. Monica Jones: Amis ‘didn’t know who he was’. Larkin becomes a librarian. He seduces Ruth Bowman. Amis fails his doctorate. A Girl in Winter. Amis seduces Hilly Bardwell and makes her pregnant. Larkin in Belfast. Patsy Strang reads his masturbation diaries. Amis writes Lucky Jim. John Wain broadcasts an extract on the BBC. Success. Wain’s Hurry on Down. Amis’s infidelity to Hilly. The cultural saboteur. Amis’s review of The Outsider. My letter to Amis causes lifelong paranoia. Meeting Amis. That Uncertain Feeling. Hilly writes ‘I FUCK ANYTHING’ on Amis’s back. Wain’s second novel a failure. Wain’s persistent touch of bitterness. Larkin applies for librarianship at University of Hull.
4 Court Intrigues
Devine asks me to write a play. Nigel Dennis. Failure of Cards of Identity. My plunge from ‘intellectual stardom’. The horsewhipping scandal. Pursued by the press to Ireland. Gollancz advises me to get out of London. We move to Cornwall. Samuel Beckett’s Endgame. The Entertainer. The Death of God. Devine’s rejection note. Ronald Duncan describes my play as ‘a child’s TV serial’. In spite of which, he and I become friends. ‘A natural bigamist’. Success of This Way to the Tomb. Fame and sexual temptation. Duncan’s affairs with Petra and Antonia. Smashing crystal vases with high-heeled shoes. Ronnie persuades Rose Marie she is lesbian. ‘But I don’t like it.’ Devine engineers the failure of Duncan’s Don Juan. Influence of Tynan on Devine’s politics. Tynan and Christopher Logue form an alliance.
5 The Paris Input
Tynan invites Logue to see Look Back in Anger. I meet Logue at an Encounter party. Alexander Trocchi in London. He tells Logue he is going to New York to take heroin. Trocchi’s childhood and youth. Paris on a travelling scholarship. Jane Lougee. His wife moves to Madrid. He launches Merlin. Logue’s suicide attempt. Pornographic books for Maurice Girodias. Publication of The Story of O. Trocchi decides to research domination and submission. He joins Situation Internationale. The Society of the Spectacle. Debord orders him to break all contact with former friends. He abandons Merlin. London. He impregnates a schoolteacher. An abortion party. He leaves for America. The Beat Generation in Paris. Ginsberg reads Howl. Seized by US customs. Ginsberg persuades Girodias to publish The Naked Lunch. William Burroughs shoots his wife. Maurice Girodias and The Ginger Man. Donleavy takes Girodias to court. John de St Jorre’s Venus Bound: The Erotic Voyages of Olympia Press. Robert Pitman and Donleavy. Nabokov and Lolita. Graham Greene launches Nabokov to fame. Lolita and sexual underprivilege. How sexual advertisements reached twentieth-century London. ‘It is not a woman I want – it is all women.’ The Paris Vice Squad raids Girodias. The French minister of justice lifts the ban on Lolita and The Story of O.
6 ‘As for Living …’
Terry Southern’s Candy. Southern’s New York agent breaks with Girodias. Candy is sold to Putnam’s. Lancet’s pirated edition. Girodias goes bankrupt. Donleavy buys Olympia Press. The Hollywood lifestyle destroys Southern’s talent. Trocchi in New York. Heroin addiction. Cain’s Book. ‘As for living, our servants can do that for us.’ Romanticism and lassitude. Girodias publishes the Beckett trilogy. Beckett’s laziness. Bellacqua ‘the most indolent man who ever lived’. Beckett in Dublin and futility syndrome. The war years. Revelation on Dunlaoghaire Pier. ‘It was like resolving to go naked.’ Decides to write a play. Waiting for Godot rejected five times before Roger Blin accepts it. It makes Beckett famous. ‘The play where nothing happens, twice.’ Writes The Unnameable to establish his credentials as nihilist. The nadir of romanticism. Beckett versus Proust. Girodias publishes The Naked Lunch and makes Burroughs famous. ‘Nothing is true, everything is permitted.’ Henry Miller’s Tropic of Cancer. My Sex Diary of Gerard Sorme judged obscene in Boston. My return to London. The Outsider. Cornwall and hostile reception of Religion and the Rebel.
7 Joe for King
Room at the Top. ‘Remember the name, John Braine …’ Joe’s interest in sex. The defeat premise in modern literature. Joy and I meet Braine. How Room at the Top came to be written. The colonel’s daughter. Failure of bid to become a writer. Braine and I share a pied-à-terre. The ménage at 25 Chepstow Road. Tom Greenwell and Stuart Holroyd. Emergence from Chaos is panned. The brawl outside the Court. The Vodi. Film version of Room at the Top. Braine and John O’Hara. John Osborne and Tony Richardson and the film of Look Back in Anger. The World of Paul Slickey flops. Osborne flees with Jocelyn Rickards. Robert Pitman introduces me to Saturday Night and Sunday Morning. Loneliness of the Long Distance Runner: ‘Very trying Communist propaganda’. The Death of William Posters. A Tree on Fire. The Flame of Life. Arnold Wesker. The Kitchen. Chicken Soup with Barley. Devine commissions Roots. Wesker’s disillusionment with Communism. I’m Talking about Jerusalem. Chips with Everything. The concept of ‘Promotion’. Wesker is appointed director of Centre 42. An attempt backed by the TUC to bring art direct to the people. Their Very Own and Golden City.
8 Declaration
Braine’s depression; he begins to drink too much. The Ibsen syndrome. Amis’s self-image problem. I Like It Here. Updating Clarissa. ‘The only reason that I like girls is I want to fuck them.’ The Egyptologists. Elizabeth Jane Howard. Hilly Leaves Amis. Bill Hopkins suggests Declaration. Bill’s The Divine and the Decay. Its unprecedentedly hostile reception. Bill and I in Hamburg. La Mettrie: The human race will never be happy until we accept that we are machines pure and simple. Maine de Biran. The launching party for Declaration. Bill Hopkin’s ‘Ways Without a Precedent’. Belief in the heroic. Stuart Holroyd’s ‘A Sense of Crisis’. My ‘Beyond the Outsider’. H G Wells compares man to the earliest amphibians. Amis declines to contribute to Declaration. Wain’s ‘Along the Tightrope’. The writer’s task is to ‘humanise the environment’. Osborne’s ‘They Call it Cricket’: I want to make people feel not think. Tynan’s ‘Theatre and Living’. ‘A society where people care more for what you have learned than from where you learned it.’ Lindsay Anderson: ‘Get Out and Push’. His part in the British film revival. Doris Lessing: from Rhodesia to London. The Grass is Singing. The Children of Violence series. ‘A small personal voice’. The Golden Notebook. The Four-Gated City. Surviving nuclear catastrophe.
9 Downhill
Osborne and Jocelyn Rickards flee to Capri. ‘He had talent for fucking up other people’s lives, and his own.’ Robert Shaw in New York. Osborne’s affair with Penelope Gilliatt. Osborne, Tony Richardson and Jocelyn Rickards take a villa in the South of France. George Devine’s nervous breakdown. Osborne’s ‘I hate you England’ letter. Osborne goes to Venice to meet Gilliatt. ‘I’m going to behave badly again, my darling’. Osborne and Gilliatt flee to Hellingly Mill, pursued by the press. Osborne, Richardson and Devine work together on the film of Tom Jones. Plays for England. The success of Luther. Tom Jones. The Blood of the Bambergs. Under Plain Cover. A Patriot for Me. Inadmissible Evidence. Devine collapses on stage. Osborne leaves Penelope Gilliatt for Jill Bennett. A Bond Honoured commissioned by Tynan. Its failure. Tynan’s decline. Success of The Dud Avocado. Tynan flees on pornography charges. Elaine starts a divorce case. Tynan as ‘Right Man’. ‘If you ever write another book, I’ll divorce you.’ Tynan’s become theatre critic of New Yorker. ‘Social game-hunting’. Tynan in Cuba. Tenessee Williams and Hemingway. Elaine instructed to call Hemingway ‘Papa’. Tynan upsets Hemingway. ‘I’ve been apologised to by a Nobel Prizewinner.’ Elaine goes off with a Scottish laird. Tynan breaks her nose. Tynan and Mary McCarthy. His mother dies insane. Tynan has a mental breakdown. The National Theatre: Olivier: ‘How shall we slaughter the little bastard?’ Literary manager. Hamlet with Peter O’Toole. Clashes with the board. His marriage to Kathleen Gates. He says ‘fuck’ on television. Oh Calcutta! Rolf Hochhuth’s Soldiers. The board rejects it. A libel suit. Resigns from the National Theatre. Emphysema. A new affair: Nicole.
9 Iris Murdoch and the Gospel of Promiscuity
Origins of existence-philosophy: Kirkegaard, Sartre and Camus. Iris on The Outsider. Under the Net. Pierrot Mon Ami. Canetti forbids Iris to sleep with John Bayley. Canetti’s egoism. Flight from the Enchanter. Rudolf Nassauer and The Hooligan. Auto da Fé. Crowds and Power. My trip to St Anne’s. Pub crawl in the Edgware Road. Magical realism in The Sandcastle. Success of The Bell worries Iris. A Severed Head. She and Priestley turn it into a play. Iris’s obsession with promiscuity. Parallel with D H Lawrence. Frieda Lawrence’s affair with Otto Gross. Lawrence accepts ‘the gospel of promiscuity’. Mr Noon. The religious approach to sex. The Plumed Serpent. Lawrence and William Blake. Why Mrs Blake Cried. The Moravian Chapel in Fetter Lane. ‘Religious ecstasy through sexual means’. Blake’s advocacy of promiscuity. An all-night orgy. Beyond existentialism.
11 ‘Now That My Ladder’s Gone …’
A trip to Leningrad with John Braine. John’s alcoholism. He arrives back home unexpectedly. John Wain on the boat to England. Life at the Top. John quarrels with Bill Hopkins. Launching Penthouse. The Jealous God. John moves to Woking. The Crying Game. Stay With Me Till Morning. Braine’s death. His last books. Amis’s marriage to Jane begins to sour. The Green Man. Amis’s alcoholism. Girl 20. The Alteration. Amis becomes impotent. Jake’s Thing. Amis becomes aware that he never liked women. Jane walks out. Getting his own back. Stanley and the Women. Amis’s final novels. The Biographer’s Moustache. The Garrick Club. Amis’s death. Why Amis and Wain quarrelled. Wain is elected professor of poetry at Oxford. A Winter in the Hills. The final trilogy. ‘I was a pretty selfish sod.’ Philip Larkin’s last years. His affair with Maeve Brennan. He sleeps with his secretary. Increasing fame. The Whitsun Weddings. The Monitor programme. Alvarez attacks him. ‘Books are a load of crap.’ ‘Now that my ladder’s gone.’ Larkin’s fear of death. Cancer of the oesophagus. Amis attends his funeral.
12 Watch It Come Down
One of the most spectacular declines in the history of British theatre. Osborne’s bitterness about Jill Bennett. Her weekend in Cornwall. The break up of the marriage. He drives on to a traffic island. The Hotel in Amsterdam. Time Present. The Charge of the Light Brigade. West of Suez. ‘They’ve shot the fox.’ A Sense of Detachment. ‘This must surely be an end to his career in the theatre.’ ‘You’ve really fucked up your life, haven’t you?’ The End of Me Old Cigar. Watch It Come Down. ‘Money back!’ Osborne leaves Jill Bennett. The curious affair of The Entertainer revival. A £100,000 overdraft. The move to Clun. Jill Bennett commits suicide. Osborne adds a vindictive chapter to Almost a Gentleman. Writing a sequel to Look Back in Anger. Déjàvu is rejected. He is found to be diabetic. ‘John Osborne, ex-playwright’. The Writers’ Guild award for Lifetime Achievement. Osborne is booed. He dies of pernicious anaemia on Christmas Eve 1994. Tynan in California. He spanks a black girl. Forced to jump from a balcony. ‘Bankruptcy, emphysema, paralysis of the will – and now this!’ The trip to Spain with Nicole. The count and countess spank a dishonest maid. ‘It is fairly comic and slightly nasty but it is shaking me like an infection …’ ‘A diabolical dream’. The disastrous summer. Burst blood vessel in penis. Wallet stolen twice. ‘Life itself is my enemy’. His death at 53. Alex Trocchi’s attitude to Tynan. He becomes a celebrity in Greenwich Village. ‘Miss Hicks of Hicksville’. Gives himself a fix on television. Lyn is arrested. Trocchi flees back to England. Lyn joins him in London. A twelve grains-a-day habit. Guy Debord excommunicates him. The International Writers’ Conference in Edinburgh. Trocchi tries to kick heroin in Herne Bay. Lyn dies in Guy’s Hospital. His son Mark contracts cancer of the throat. Trocchi opens a market book stall. The final trip with Jane Lougee. A successful operation for lung cancer. He dies of lobal pneumonia. His ashes are stolen from his mantelpiece.
Epilogue
Romanticism and optimism. Rousseau and nature. Wordsworth: ‘Bliss was it in that dawn to be alive’. The new pessimism. The tragic generation. The case of Iris Murdoch. The Time of the Angels. Seduction and incest. The decline of fall of existentialism. The non-existence of God. Philosophy as a search for meaning. Bertrand Russell: ‘The vastness and fearful passionlessforce of non-human things’. Heidegger’s ‘forgetfulness of being’. Sartre’s failure to understand Husserl’s intentionality. Intentionality without the transcendental ego. Sartre as depressive. Peer Gynt’s onion. La Mettrie’s Man the Machine. Cabanis: ‘The brain secretes thought as the liver secretes bile’. Rousseau and Locke. There is no ‘real you’. Maine de Biran’s objection. The robot. French philosophy continues to be mechanistic. The ‘young Turks’ who displaced Sartre. Foucault, Derrida, Lyotard. Postmodernism. The British novel after the war. The disappearance of the religious sense. The ‘moral vacuum’ in Martin Amis. ‘An intense and fascinated disgust’. What if Maine de Biran had been taken seriously? His realisation that we do not recognise our freedom. Bergson: The rational mind is a blundering incompetent. How long does twelve o’clock last? Sartre’s admiration for Bergson. He decides: ‘We are as free as you like, but helpless.’ Two kinds of freedom. ‘To be free is nothing; to become free is heavenly.’ Sartre’s physical problems. His daily intake of poisons. Sartre dies of a stroke. Beckett influences Foucault. The coming of structuralism. The influence of Saussure. Lévi-Strauss: ‘Who says man says language, and who says language says society’. Derrida’s rejection of metaphysics. The bleak landscape of structuralism. The nature of the will. ‘I seem to be a verb.’ Jung and the need for evolutionary purpose. William James’s ‘The Energies of Men’. ‘The habit of inferiority to our full self’. Dr Johnson: ‘When a man knows he is to be hanged in a fortnight, it concentrates his mind wonderfully.’ St Preux and Julie. Why Rousseau’s philosophy led to materialism. Dr Johnson’s Rasselas, Prince of Abyssinia. ‘Man surely has some latent sense … which must be satisfied before he can be happy.’ Gurdjieff: ‘Normal consciousness is a form of sleep’. Inducing a sense of crisis. Ikkyu: ‘Attention means attention’. My Sheepwash experience. The discovery of concentrated attention. The mind has gears. I’m Talking About Jerusalem. Wells’s ‘amphibians’. The meaning of romanticism.
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