#into alberts consciousness

[hergan416]

Albert (mtp) with #16

16. Path of Enlightenment

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Albert glanced around the hidden library, eyes wide in awe. So many ancient books, so little time. He pulled one from its spot at random, cracking its spine to begin eagerly absorbing its knowledge. Cainite lore, a prized find, and here was an entire library full of it.

He began to read eagerly.

The book was strange. Albert knew that Caine was salvation, the pinnacle of all things. Albert knew that to become close to Caine was to achieve salvation. Albert knew that he had been cursed just as Caine had, been abandoned by God, and that avoiding his nature, fighting the curse, was immoral. To be anything less than he was was akin to crime.

Yet Caine had placed this book in his hand.

It preached not of Caine, but of God. It said that God had a plan for the kindred. That all was not lost. That undeath was an opportunity to learn, and that the beast could be quelled with inner strength, courage, and self-control.

It was entirely opposite of everything he had been taught since his embrace. Something deep within Albert awakened as he read the heretical text.

There was a quiet noise, and Albert turned towards it. He saw nothing, but knew something was likely still there. He'd learned by now to trust the hair standing up on the back of his neck.

Sure enough, something fast and strong grabbed him. Albert's eyes focused on the individual he dealt with. He was around Albert's height, had perfectly slicked back hair, cold, black, dead eyes, and wore a classic tuxedo. And, he was playing no games.

Even though it might have made sense, Albert did not use his disciplines to fight back. Instead, he simply pulled his finger from the book and slid it back on the shelf. He didn't want whatever would happen next to damage it.

"Interesting," he commented on the book, ignoring the other vampire altogether. "If I'm going to be killed for learning that, I suppose it might have been worth it. To know that there are Cainites that believe the opposite of what I have been taught."

He turned his eyes up into the man's. "Is that your plan? Because I will accept your judgement."

He was appraised with cold eyes, then let go.

"One must not be too hasty," he spoke, and the voice that escaped sounded ancient to Albert's ears.

Caine would want him to defeat this man, to drink his blood, to steal his secrets. This man would bring him closer to Caine.

Albert no longer wanted to. He felt tired.

He didn't want to have been abandoned by God.

"Please," Albert said aloud, although he didn't know what he was asking for. Just that his soul was splintering, that all the work he had put in to destroy his own humanity was coming undone. That he was sinking in sin, and didn't know how to make it stop.

His mind was a mess, and the beast roared in the background.

Ride the wave. But today he did not want to ride the wave. He did not want the beast to win. He did not want his beast at all.

He could use the beast. Could use the beast to lash out at this information, at its guardian. It was what he was supposed to do.

The man could see him crumbling. Could do something. But instead his eyes flit back and forth like he was looking at something that didn't exist.

Finally, as Albert began hyperventilating, each effort to suppress the beast within him drawing it closer to the surface, did the man do something. He picked him up like he was a doll, and whisked him away, throwing him in a locked cell.

"I will teach you," the man said from the other side of the door. "I will teach you, but first we have to undo what they did to you."

[cosmicportal]

“reality is merely an illusion, albeit a very persistent one.”

~Albert Einstein

[vintage-tigre]

“A man who has become conscious of the absurd is forever bound to it”

Albert Camus - The Myth of Sisyphus

[mountain-sage]

" On the deepest level, much deeper than atoms or quantums, is NOTHING at all. The crazy thing is that this "NOTHING" creates EVERYTHING from moment to moment.Complete universe is created moment by moment, constantly. All comes out of this "NOTHING", comes from "EMPTINESS", which outside any usual understanding.We are part of an endless " New-creation" in every moment."

Prof. Hans - Peter Dürr

*****

"[T]here is a universal flux that cannot be defined explicitly but which can be known only implicitly, as indicated by the explicitly definable forms and shapes, some stable and some unstable, that can be abstracted from the universal flux. In this flow, mind and matter are not separate substances. Rather, they are different aspects of our whole and unbroken movement."

David Bohm

*****

"Whence come I and whither go I?

That is the great unfathomable question, the same for every one of us. Science has no answer to it."

Max Planck

*****

" What we observe as material bodies and forces are nothing

but shapes and variations in the structure of space."

Erwin Schrödinger

*****

"I want to know how God created this world. I am not interested in this or that phenomenon, in the spectrum of this or that element. I want to know his thoughts.

The rest are details."

"I see a pattern, but my imagination cannot picture the maker of that pattern. I see a clock, but I cannot envision the clockmaker. The human mind is unable to conceive of the four dimensions, so how can it conceive of a God, before whom a thousand years and a thousand dimensions are as one? "

"We know nothing about [God, the world] at all. All our knowledge is but the knowledge of schoolchildren.

Possibly we shall know a little more than we do now. but the real nature of things, that we shall never know, never."

Albert Einstein

*****

"The existing scientific concepts cover always only a very limited part of reality, and the other part that has not yet been understood is infinite. Whenever we proceed from the known into the unknown we may hope to understand, but we may have to learn at the same time a new meaning of the word 'understanding'"

Werner Heisenberg

[wayti-blog]

Our task must be to free ourselves by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole of nature and its beauty.

Albert Einstein

[veganpsychedelephant]

Through my LSD experience and my new picture of reality, I became aware of the wonder of creation, the magnificence of nature and of the animal and plant kingdom. I became very sensitive to what will happen to all this and all of us.

-Albert Hofmann

LSD burst over the dreary domain of the constipated bourgeoisie like the angelic herald of a new psychedelic millennium. We have never been the same since, nor will we ever be, for LSD demonstrated, even to skeptics, that the mansions of heaven and gardens of paradise lie within each and all of us.

-Terence McKenna

In the beginning we were creating our music, ourselves, every night ... starting with a few outlines, maybe a few words for a song. Sometimes we worked out in Venice, looking at the surf. We were together a lot and it was good times for all of us. Acid, sun, friends, the ocean, and poetry and music.

-Jim Morrison

[albertayebisackey]

[nihilosphere]

"The First World War must be brought about in order to permit the Illuminati to overthrow the power of the Czars in Russia and of making that country a fortress of atheistic Communism. The divergences caused by the agents of the Illuminati between the British & Germanic Empires will be used to foment this war. At the end of the war, Communism will be built and used in order to destroy the other governments and in order to weaken the religions.

The Second World War must be fomented by taking advantage of the differences between the Fascists and the political Zionists. This war must be brought about so that Nazism is destroyed and that the political Zionism be strong enough to institute a sovereign state of Israel in Palestine. During the Second World War, International Communism must become strong enough in order to balance Christendom, which would be then restrained and held in check until the time when we would need it for the final social cataclysm.

➡️ The Third World War must be fomented by taking advantage of the differences caused by the agents of the Illuminati between the political Zionists and the leaders of Islamic World. The war must be conducted in such a way that Islam (the Muslim Arabic World) and political Zionism (the State of Israel) mutually destroy each other. Meanwhile the other nations, once more divided on this issue will be constrained to fight to the point of complete physical, moral, spiritual and economical exhaustion."

- Albert Pike

1871 👈‼️

[kindahoping4forever]

Ash IG Story

[spaceintruderdetector]

Reality is inconceivable without an experiencing subject, without an ego. It is the product of the exterior world, of the sender and of a receiver, an ego in whose deepest self the emanations of the exterior world, registered by the antennae of the sense organs, become conscious. If one of the two is lacking, no reality happens, no radio music plays, the picture remains blank, If one continues with the conception of reality as a product of sender and receiver, then the entry of another reality under the influence of LSD may be explained by ‘the fact that the brain, the seat of the receiver, becomes biochemically altered.

High Times Magazine, 1980s : THC : Free Download, Borrow, and Streaming : Internet Archive

[acknowledgetheabsurd]

"But before losing consciousness, he had time to see the night turn pale behind the curtains and to hear, with the dawn and the world's awakening, a kind of tremendous chord of tenderness and hope which without doubt dissolved his fear of death, though at the same time it assured him he would find a reason for dying in what had been his whole reason for living."

Albert Camus, A Happy Death

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[cosmicportal]

[clove-pinks]

Can't stop thinking about Achille de Gas in this portrait by his older brother—no longer a baby midshipman but all grown up in c. 1868-1872.

The description from the Minneapolis Institute of Art calls Achille a "dapper flâneur", but it's also hilariously critical of him:

Achille himself was something of a pretentious do-nothing, frequently running up debts and engaging in scandalous behavior. (He shot and wounded the husband of a former lover in front of the Paris stock exchange.)

[Edgar] Degas portrays Achille leaning on an umbrella, twisting his hip and pushing his chest forward to emphasize the studied nonchalance of his half-buttoned coat. The sketch is a study for the male spectator in the foreground of the painting At the Races. With eyes downcast and striking a self-consciously debonair pose, the fellow is clearly more interested in being seen than in the action behind him.

[mountain-sage]

[philosophybitmaps]

[poligraf]

A human being is a part of the whole, called by us “Universe,’ a part limited in time and space. He experiences himself, his thoughts and feelings as something separated from the rest — a kind of optical delusion of his consciousness. This delusion is a kind of prison for us, restricting us to our personal desires and to affection for a few persons nearest to us. Our task must be to free ourselves from this prison by widening our circle of compassion to embrace all living creatures and the whole nature in its beauty.

— Albert Einstein