#inseprable

[spirit-pyrite]

The title drop on the first episode of Leverage is very good

[fruit-salad-ship]

keep thinkin' bout Ranger AU where the girls got to finish the course together.

What a team they'd have been. Both of them would have loosened up so much.

[fazgoo-connoiseur-1987]

Mr Emily no!!! You think you're actions are to soley help those you have hurt but truly your motivation is your own closure!! You are willing to harm in your pursuit of punishment and justice!! Your self-hatred is leading you to act selfishly!!! Mr Emily you are doing just as much damage as him!!!!!!

[derekgoffard]

I don't know if this has been done before but so far I have a 100% rate of Lawrences I know having fucked up antlers so...if ur name is Lawrence...watch out brother

[confessionsdiaz]

i am sorry you cannot convince me that atleast one of chris's friends or their parents doesnt think buck and eddie are together lmao YOU CANT-

[wingsofinsperation]

Bible Verse for the Day

And whatsoever we ask we receive of him. Because we keep his commandments, and do those things that are pleasant in his sight.

1 John 3 :22

[omegafett99]

How to make a beloved star wars show:

1. Older character begrudgingly takes on younger character

2. They become inseprable

3. They get separated

4. Profit

[sscarletvenus]

GUN IN LOOKISM 506 ANALYSIS? WELL, SORT OF. mostly me yapping.

starting off with these Charles Choi lines said to Eugene...

during Kenta's backstory montage in the second affiliate, we see Gun as a child has already attained UI stage. physically, he has from the start (an interesting narrative choice i believe) been set apart as someone who has ascended mortal thresholds. no one in the story until now has his degree of UI proficiency, and the stage itself remained unseen or unheard of until Daniel reaches it.

in some ways, there is something eerily non-human about this particular manifestation of his strength. his existence is forever a pariah in the realm of humanity.

aside from the morphological louche qualities, Gun's ideals and thoughts have never aligned with the either the minds of his successor candidates or friends.

everyone in this story follows or strives to achieve certain purpose. revenge, romance, family, friends, self-preservation, money, power... all of which can ultimately be rounded off to humane desires and needs.

not Gun. Never. what he does have is, a morbid obsession with death, a frantic fascination to kill or be killed.

human nature is typically averse to the idea of death, which most perceive as an end. we know little about Gun's actual discernment of death. maybe it is linked to his yakuza upbringing, where death is matter of inches, everyday lived on knife's edge. to be subjected to a lifestyle of abject horror as a child irreversibly changes your psyche, after you have become so familiar with death, you associate some sentimentality with it. death is the only constant. so maybe, just maybe, he seeks it as comfort. as relief.

for him to kill is the greatest sincerity, and he displays this same sincerity to his master, i.e., Kenta's father. it's not cruel for him, battle is simply a means of honoring someone he respects. it's too terrifying to be comprehend by the mortal mind (Kenta cannot), but humans have never known the minds of gods or devils.

enacting violence is the most intimacy he can muster, as has been seen throughout the story. for all the atrocities he has inflicted upon the crewheads, he nurtures them because they show promise. he keeps them alive in hopes that someday they too can pay their respects to their master, kill him and reciprocate his outmost sincerity, show their devotion just like he has.

he is enraged and disappointed because they have another primary purpose that makes killing him secondary, he is infuriated because they fail to be sincere in annihilating him.

maybe this is why he's the way he is about UI Daniel, another inhumane creature of pure instinct who is not bound by man's fickleness towards death. hence the psychosexual infatuation.

"Let's kill each other," is what Gun says, upon meeting someone cursed by the same fate of never being human, such as himself.

Gun is insepreable from the idea of death in comic. perhaps i will make a more coherent and comprehensible post on the same some other day.

[etherealyoungk]

college bf!jun scenarios

requested by anon. anon i hope you see this!

pairing: jun x reader

warnings: fluff

word count: 590

college bf!jun who's been your best friend since the day 1 you joined. it was your first day at uni and you were lost and running late for your first class. you bumped into jun in a hurry but thankfully he was heading in the same direction and showed you the way. he found you during lunch break and after that day you both were inseprable.

college bf!jun who's would buy snacks and carry them in his bag all the time in case you hot hungry. and if you did get hungry his bag is like an never-ending array of snacks, he just keeps bringing all types of snacks out - but they're all your favorite snacks.

college bf!jun who's such a goofy guy honestly. loves making jokes, especially in the library when you're trying to study but he thinks it's a great time to tell you all the funny jokes he's collected or silly pickup lines he's learned. everyone looks at you both like you've both gone crazy because jun is laughing (not so softly) as he cracks a joke. "jun!, you whisper yell. "is it not funny? i thought it was funny, it made soonyoung laugh", he tells as he sits up straighter. "jun this is a library, we're supposed to be quiet", you tell and he nods. "oh yeah, i forgot, sorry", he says. "well in that case can we step out for a break, i really want to tell you something", he says and doesn't even wait for you to reply before he's standing up and taking your hand and taking you outside and telling you the joke and taking you to the caferia for a snack.

college bf!jun who was a nervous shy wreck before he confessed his feelings for you. he found you late at the library and sat down with you. he even got you some food and you noticed how the kimbap didn't have cucumber because you didn't like them. but jun paid attention to everything, all the silly and small details you'd tell him. "how come you're here? i thought you were with minghao?", you ask as you take a bit of the kimbap. "isn't it obvious?", he prompts and you just blink at him. "because i like you", you tells and you stop chewing. he thinks he messed up big time when you just stare at him but later when he's walking you back to the bus stop, you mumble out an "i like you too", before running inside and closing the door. jun would try to play it cool but he's so happy.

college bf!jun who's such a silly goofy person and he always finds some way or another to make you laugh or smile. he loves seeing you smile and if you were stressed or unhappy, he'd do his best to bring that smile back to your face.

college bf!jun who hates seeing you stressed and if you were overworking, staying up late too many times and just stressed and tired from studying, he'll pry you away from the books and hold you in his arms, telling you to sleep and that you needed rest too. he'll lightly scold you for not taking care of yourself and make sure you're eating your meals on time not pushing yourself too hard.

college bf!jun who always manages to light you up even on some of your worst days. he's your pillar and someone who's been there for you no matter what.

taglist: @daisycheols @naaaaafla @weird-bookworm @joshuaahong @fallingforshua29

[the-atlas-sister]

ᴡʜᴇɴ ʏᴏᴜ ʟᴏᴏᴋ ᴀᴛ ᴍᴇ (Neteyam x Best Friend!Reader!)

(Image from cinetrix )

Warnings!: suggestive content, language, teasing Lo'ak, very slight Lo'ak x reader, a bit of angst I suppose

Friends for life. That's all you and Neteyam were. At least that's what you said when the two of your were six. You remembered your first meeting with the boy as if it had just happened.

***

Neteyam stared curiously at the young Na'vi that stood, fearfully behind their mother. "Toruk Makto," their mother said, bowing low before Neteyam's father. The young Na'vi looked at their mother before mimicking her movement.

Neteyam laughed gently at the act, making his father send him a stern look.

"No friend of my mate has to bow," Neteyam's father said, cringing at the way Neytiri's old friend dipped before him. "Please, seriously, stand up. I'm not Toruk Makto to you, just an old friend's mate."

"I see why Neytiri likes you," the woman said, cracking a coy smile. Her eyes slowly drifted to Neteyam, making him stand up a bit straighter. "And is this the prince himself? Neteyam?"

"Hello!" Neteyam said. His ears pinned to his head in embarrassment at the volume of his voice. His eyes flashed to the young Na'vi next to their mother, his eyes lighting up at the sound of their soft giggle. "Who is that?" he wondered aloud, his six year old brain lacking impulse control as he pointed at the other child.

Their mother chuckled gently, placing a hand on your head and ushering you forward. "This is my child, Y/n," she said, pushing the child in question towards Neteyam gently.

They looked down shyly as Neteyam looked up at his father. "Can I play with them?" he asked, watching as his father's face lit up.

"If they want to," he stated, smiling gently.

"Do you, want to play with me?" Neteyam asked, turning his attention back to the Na'vi before them.

Their gaze snapped to the boy before them, eyes wide as they fiddled with their hands. They only nodded in response, which was enough for the young Neteyam to believe that you were now the best of friends.

"Come on!" he cheered, grabbing Y/n's hand and pulling them away from their parents. "I'll teach you how to fish!"

"Those two are going to be inseprable," y/n's mother said, matter of factly.

"I hope so."

***

And they were right. Ever since that day, the two of you had been inseparable. You had stuck to the oldest Sully son and he had stuck to you.

As the two of you grew older, as did your feelings for one another.

***

"Yams!" an adolescent y/n cheered, jumping up in excitement as their childhood friend wandering into the small clearing they had found as children. When they were young, they deemed it the hideaway, a word Neteyam's father had taught him. Since then, the name had stuck and it had become your special place.

"Have you been here all day?" Neteyam questioned, meeting you in the middle of the clearing.

"Have I? I hadn't noticed," you said, shrugging slightly. "It doesn't matter. Look at what I made!" You proudly held up a brightly colored flower crown you had created within your time alone in the clearing.

"How many of these have you made?" Neteyam asked, tilting his head, allowing you to place the crown on his head.

Your cheeks flushed as your best friend's eyes wandered to the large pile of flower crowns sitting in a corner of the clearing. Neteyam gave you a cocky grin as your face turned a deeper purple hue.

"They're not all for you," you grumbled, cracking a small smile as Neteyam laughed. You felt a bubble grow in your chest at the laugh. You had heard it over and over again but it was only now that this feeling began to blossom.

"You're so excited," Neteyam chuckled, his eyes scanning your face with a small smile on his. He felt his tail swish behind him, finding himself growing excited as you did.

"Just look at them!" you said, letting out an excited giggle as you ran towards the pile of flowers. "Did you know there are this many different types of flowers in our hideaway?"

"I did actually," Neteyam said, following you slowly as you approached the flowers. "I used them to make that top for you." You felt your heart skip a beat at his words, gently stroking the soft top you currently wore. It had been a gift for your fifteenth birthday from your dear friend, and with his confession, you realized why the flowers sweet scent was so familiar.

"How very like you Yams," you teased, fighting the blush that made it's away up your neck.

You'd be lying to yourself if you said you hadn't developed a crush on your childhood friend throughout your adolescent years. Everything the blue skinned boy would say or do left your hear skipping a beat and every time he would touch you, you were left wishing he'd never stop.

The only problem is that he never seemed to return the feelings at least not that he showed to you. So, as unhealthy as it was, you decided to push down the feelings, beating them back with a stick as you did.

"Come on, I made a few for your siblings as well."

As the years went by, the feelings continued to grow. As you both began to reach adulthood, the feelings only fought back against you and your emotional stick.

Little did you know although, as you fought with your own emotions, as did Neteyam. As you grew up together he found himself wanting to be closer to you. He never understood the feelings, chalking them up to loving his dear friend in a true platonic sense. The only flaw in his thinking was the strange dreams that he would have of you. He would wake up after dreaming of you below him with wide eyes and sweat dripping from his body.

***

"Dude, you're in love with them," Lo'ak said, scoffing at his older brother as they hunted deep within the forest.

"Don't be ridiculous," a now twenty-one year old Neteyam scoffed, rolling his eyes at his brother. "I just care for them deeply. They are my dear friend, you know this. That is all."

"Okay, then you wouldn't mind if I asked them out?" Lo'ak pushed, smirking as Neteyam's gaze snapped to him. His jaw clenched as he glared at him.

"That would be fine," he said slowly, stomping further into the forest.

"Are you serious?" Lo'ak pressed, following the older Na'vi. "Because I'll do it." Neteyam stopped in his tracks, spinning on his heel.

"I wouldn't care," he hissed, his eyes narrowing. "Y/n could date whoever they want and if they wanted to date you, that'd be their choice."

"Perfect," Lo'ak shrugged.

A/n respectfully fuck all of you who voted for this. Because I suck ass at writing this

Tag list: criticallybella lollife1617

[melanieph321]

Ruben Dias x Reader - My Brother's Best Friend Part 1/4

I wrote this one at like 4 am 😅

Summary - Reader rencounters her brother's best friend and the two of them hit it off quite well.

Enjoy!

Five years at university. Non stop studying, no coming home for Christmas, Easter or any other holiday. Despite all of this no one in your family had the courtesy of picking you up from the airport. Instead they sent for somone else, a stranger, your brothers best friend, Ruben.

"Y/N, you grew!" He exclaimed, when he finally pulled up to the sidewalk where you stood. He hadn't recognized you the first time he past you with his car. You had to shout his name the second time.

"I did and one day I'm gonna grow old and die."

He chuckled.

You threw your bags into the backseat of his car, settling down in the passenger seat beside him.

He was practically like family, Ruben. He and your brother had been inseprable friends since they were kids, making you the annoying third wheel.

"Only two bags?" He frowned.

You shrugged. "I'm only staying for the weekend."

"For the game?"

You nodded.

It was the first time Ruben and your brother had been allowed to represent their country in a international game. Although it was only a friendly your mother begged you to take a break from school to come down and watch it. Everyone else in your family was coming, your aunties, uncles and cousins. All coming to support your brother. You were a bit bitter that none of them had come to visit you at school before, although it had been five years since you moved.

"You hungry?" Ruben asked, once you got on the highway.

"Does your family still own a restaurant?"

"They do."

"Then I'm very hungry. A broke student who usually lives off cooked ramen can never say no to free food."

Ruben chuckled. "I would have paid for your meal even if it wasn't from my family's restaurant."

"Well thanks." You blushed.

Pulling up to Ruben's family restaurant, they all greeted you with open arms and painful pinches of your cheeks.

"Look at you!" Ruben's mother gasped. "How skinny you've become. Pãi, make her something to eat, fast!" She took a second look at you. "With a lot of meat in it!"

"I'm actually a vegan."

"You are?"

"You are?" Ruben repeated.

"Is that okay?"

His mother's expression mellowed. "Of course sweetie. I'll inform Ruben's father, see what he can do. We don't have alot of vegan opinions on the menu though."

"I'm sure anything will be fine Mrs Dias, thank you."

"I didn't know you went vegan?" Ruben said, the two of you sliding into your dining booth, sitting on the opposite side of each other.

"Sometimes I think it's the reason my family doesn't invite me to family gatherings anymore."

"That's horrible."

"I'm sure it's not the case." You protested, seeing the expression that came across his face. But in reality you had no idea.

"A plant based diet is good. I do it all the time." Ruben said.

"Eat vegan food?"

"Yes. Especially before a game. It's hard to run an average of 12k a game with a giant steak digesting in your stomach."

"Huh?" You muttered.

"What?"

"Defenders run 12k a game, you sure about that?"

Ruben threw his napkin at you but missed.

"I'm just saying." You chuckled. "I don't remember you as very agile to run."

"Or jump, or sprint..." His sister came by to take your drink orders. "Don't you remember Y/N, Ruben was a very chubby kid when he first started playing football. He would either play defense or goalie, those were his only options." She laughed.

You held your tounge seeing the deadly stare Ruben was giving his sister.

"Can we order our drinks now?" He grunted.

"Yes, of course." She brought out a pen and paper. "A water for you brother and what will you be having Y/N?"

"A coke?"

"A coke it is. See brother, get yourself a girl that isn't afraid of a few calories."

Ruben rolled his eyes as she left you to it.

"So... you only date girls with diet only in their bio's?" You teased.

"It makes things easier." He shrugged.

"Easier how?"

"Well, she won't complain over my strict diet, will she? Or force me to eat carbs two days a week?"

"Ohhh, poor Ruben is scared of getting little chub back on his cheeks?"

Another napkin was thrown your way, forcing you to duck this time.

"What about you?"

"What about me?" You said, throwing back his crumbled up napkin.

"Don't you think you'd be doing guys a favor by mentioning that you're vegan in your social media bio?"

"Nah, I like to see the look on their faces when I surprise them. My ex boyfriend thought my reason for going vegan was because I hadn't tried meat before, which resulted in him taking me on food truck spree. His idea of a good date."

"It would've been a great idea." Ruben objected. "I know alot of great food trucks with amazing vegan options. In fact my friend drives one. I could take you there if you're ever up to it this weekend?"

"That would fulfill your dreams, wouldn't it Ruby?" His sister said, making her stop with your drinks.

Ruben's silence was evident that he didn't enjoy the sudden interruption of your conversation.

"Do you remember that time he and your brother forced you into that shopping cart and pushed you down the hill?"

"One of my fondest memories." You said. You ended up breaking your arm that day.

"Well you should have seen the look on his face when he ran to tell our parents what happened. They were furious, but Ruben was inconsolable, which made all of us feel bad for him."

"Inconsolable how?"

You didn't rembering beeing told Ruben's side of the story before. Your brother on the other hand, told you how he had been by your side until the ambulance came, terrified of what your parents would say once he told them that he's killed you.

"Hasn't Ruben told you?" His sister frowned.

"Carolina, please " He sighed.

"He cried all night, begging our parents to take him to the hospital to go see you."

"Really?" Your eyes widened.

"Yes. He even cried at the hospital seeing your little body all patched up in the hospital bed. I thought it was cute." She said, patting Ruben's shoulders.

He ran a anxious hand through his hair, probably praying that his sister would leave.

"He gave you his favorite teddy though." She shrugged. "That must count for something."

Somewhere a costumer waved for her attention. "Coming!" She groaned and left you two to it.

The relief on Ruben's face was hilarious. "I'm sorry about that." He sighed. "Carolina can be...well Carolina."

"It's okay. " You giggled. " I had no idea that Rosie the whale was from you. I thought my parents brought her to me from the hospital gift shop."

He shook his head. "No, Eddie the whale..." He corrected. "...was all mine. I hope you took good care of him."

"Eddie?" You frowned. "My Rosie is a she."

Ruben snorted. "I don't think so. My Eddie identifies as He/Him he told me so himself."

"Is that so?"

"Ask him yourself."

"I will. As soon as I fly back home."

Somthing came across Ruben's face.

"What?"

"You brought Eddie with you to university?"

You blushed, but was quick to collect yourself. "I did."

Ruben looked to his hands, hiding his smile.

The food arrived just in time to mend the longing pain in your belly. You enjoyed it so much that Rubens family promised to make the selection of vegan food a part of the menu from now on.

"I had fun today." Ruben parked his car alongside the driveway to your parents house.

"Me too Ruben. Goodluck during the game tomorrow."

"See you after?"

"The game?" You frowned.

"Most of the team are going clubbing after, depending on the finally score of course. Either way, your brother and I are celebrating making the national team, you down?"

"I don't know?" The thought of going clubbing with your brother was not a appealing one.

"Or we could do somthing just the two of us?"

"Oh." You stuttured, a reaction to Ruben's eyes staring back at you.

You can't remember the last time they'd stayed on you for as long as they had done tonight during dinner. You thought that to Ruben you were just his best friends annoying little sister,  but after hearing the story of how he had worried about you the day you broke your arm, somthing changed within you. Your feelings for Ruben changed.

"Ruben I didn't..."

Cleary somthing had changed within him too, because as you sat with one hand gripping the passenger door, ready to jank it open and jump out, Ruben had leaned forward, catching you off guard by pressing his lips against yours.

"Ruben."

You spoke into the kiss, his breath warm against your face. He let himself enjoy it for a second, before his body stiffend and he pulled back, a terrified expression on his face.

"Don't tell your brother."

"But...I...you kissed me?"

"I know." Ruben was quick to try his lips with the back of his hand. His gaze facing the road ahead. "It was a mistake. Just don't tell your brother."

You got out of the car, confused to what just happened. You watched Ruben disappear down the street along with your stolen kiss.

"That was odd." You muttured. You had barely gotten a chance to react to his lips pressing against yours. Surely the feeling had been pleasant, but how could you know for sure when it all went down so fast?

Somthing else that came at you fast was the realization that your parents house stood empty. However a note was pinned to the inside of the door, saying: "Staying at your brothers tonight, calming his nerves ahead of tomorrow's game. Kisses, Pãi e Mamãe!"

Well who's gonna calm your nerves, you thought. Because they were all over the place for the moment.

[mako-neexu]

deadass? thinking about just how inseprable ryouma and oryou san is theyre literally also each others' fates i seriously cried during that one gudaguda event where ryouma finds THE oryou san herself at the bottom of the sea waiting for him for hundreds of years iirc and they legit come back from the dead TOGETHER and STRONGER after obliterating me with that "im glad i met you" wedding vows now with my edguda brain (ofc) on overdrive, lancer ryouma's literal np is 「君よ、綿津見の原を征け」 / "My dear, go conquer the Oceans of Wadatsumi" but its localized as "Dear Dragon, Race Across the Waves of Wadatsumi"

AND THEN YOU HAVE THE COUNT OF MONTE CRISTO WITH 「君よ、輝きの道を征け」　AND 「星よ、輝きの道を征け」 KIMI???????????KIMI??????? HOSHI???????????? YOU????? MY STAR???? MY ACCOMPLICE????? MY???? MY?????? YOU????// NA HOW ARE YOU GOING TO LOCALIZE THIS???? MY BELOVED STAR? MY DEAR STAR?? O STAR???? MY FATE??? MY DESTINY??? MY LIGHT??

"kimi" is such a big deal to me especially when context is involved and now i really have to get serious trying to dodge getting thrown into the psych ward because it doesnt really take a white dress and black suit and rings to make me deranged. its always always the kindness, the unconditional love. the simple eternal vow of staying by your side, waiting for you no matter how long it takes and being just happy to have met the other even beyond universes and timelines that absolutely vaporizes my existence to literal nothing. amazing. i have a very weak heart

[wonsohl]

ADMIRING FROM AFAR - s.jy

a/n: this is an impulsive writing decision i made last minute, enjoy cuties

you lay your head on the cold wooden desk, fingers in pain after writing an essay for english

the bell rings and students flood out of the classroom leaving you and a couple others huddled in groups

your friends talk about their weekends and things they are planning on doing but you don't seem to care about the conversation and stare out into the blue - day dreaming

as you regain focus from your day dreaming, your eyes dart towards the bottom corner of your class room and see jake

jake and you are besties

were besties

before the last semester of senior year, jake and you had been friends since middle school

even going as far to spend a whole summer together with each other in a completely different state

you guys used to be insepreable

however after a confession a girl made to him at some stupid science trip your whole life has changed

jake stopped talking to you and barely even admires your presence almost as if he doesn't even care about you

but you can't say the same

after jake had stopped talking to you, you felt like a piece of you was missing and as if your will to push through your school years had drained out

it was obvious that you liked him

but i guess he never understood your true feelings for him

he sits there with his girlfriend wrapped upon his arm being all snuggly and comfy

you can't help but wince at the pain of jealousy felt in your heart as you realise that you and jake will never be the same

as you stare for so long forgetting that your even looking at him, his friends nudges him pointing at you

he turns around to see you, barely focused and not even looking at him but lost

he smiles at you but you don't even notice till you hear the bell ringing again signalling the end of break

you rise up from your desk and fix your hair

jake is still looking at you but is talking to one of his friends

you look back at jake but its too late

his girl friend had already took his attention and bed him farewell before leaving to her class

you sigh knowing you and jake will never rejoice your memories

i guess you will just have to stay there

constantly being in the shadows and

admiring from afar

[hootbon]

I can just Imagine what Caine said when he created up the Ai twin.

Caine: Here you go Gangle! Meet your twin sister! Don't worry, I have a feeling you two will become very close! In fact... I dare say you'll be...

INSEPRIBLE! HAHAHAHA!

Pretty much

[xxstorywriterxx]

Your local barista / Part 9

Larissa Weems x fem reader fanfiction

You´re a barista working at Weathervane. A tall blonde, beautiful woman comes in from time to time to get a coffee and talk to you. She seems nice at first but after a while you find yourself wondering if you could become more than friends?

Thank you so much for your support! I´ll try to post updates every week!

Link to the following chapter is at the bottom.

Warnings: a little smut at the end

"Good morning, Sunshine!" Larissa Weems opened the door to the Weathervane with a bright smile on her red lips. She wore a coat-like dress, her hand with red painted fingernails was holding a black purse, her hair was pinned up as usual and she had big black sunglasses on her nose. Even though it was still quite early in the morning, the sun was already out and flooding the entire town with warmth. "Good morning to you too, my Love!" You got around the bar and headed towards Larissa, who had placed her handbag on a chair. She took off her glasses when you came nearer and placed her hands on your waist. "It´s so good to see you!" Her voice was quite and low as she looked you up and down, causing you to shiver. You looked up to the goddess. "I missed you so much!" You looked at her lips, smiling. Right now you wanted nothing more than to finally feel the softness of those red and juicy lips. You wanted to taste her, to be as close as possible to your greatest desire and weakness. She bit on her lower lip just before she pressed her´s against your´s. You felt like flying as soon as you smelled her bloomy scent and tasted the strawberry balm on her mouth.

Ever since you had spend the night at Larissa´s apartment two weeks ago, you were pretty much insepreable. Due to your work schedules you only slept at each others houses on the weekends but Larissa came to the cafe extra early in the morning and you opened it an hour earlier than usual, just so you could have a reason to be together. On days you were missing each other the most you delivered her coffee to Nevermore, causing the two of you to run late to various appointments and workshifts but it was absolutley worth every second of it, especially because of little intimate sessions you shared. She made you feel happy and safe, as if you were walking on clouds. You couldn´t remember the last time you were in love with someone the way you were with Larissa. Of course you hadn´t told her yet. It was way too early to do so and never the right moment anyway. But you planned on confessing to her soon. You dreamed of a future together and couldn´t wait for it to finally happen.

When you stopped kissing she sat down on a chair, you brought her the usual morning coffee and got next to her. She drank it with a satisfied look on her face. "I have to be honest. The only reason I´m with you is your great coffee and the opportunity to get one every morning." She smiled at you. You let out a dramatic sigh. "I knew from the start you were just using me!" Then the two of you started to laugh. Larissa was so beautiful when doing so. She reached over to you and grabbed your hand. Her skin was so soft. You just stared at each other for some time before Larissa continued talking. "I was thinking. How about we take some time off? Just us. We could do a little trip on the weekend. I own a cabin near a lake only a one hour drive away from here. It could be our first holiday together!" "Wait, you own a cabin?" Larissa laughed at your stunned face. "Yes, I do. I bought it a few years ago and when I need some alone time I go there over the weekend. So, what do you think?" "That sounds great! I haven´t been on a holiday in ages!" "Alright. Then it´s settled. We wanted to spend this weekend together anyway. How about we head off right away?" You raised her hand to your mouth and kissed it. "Sounds perfect to me." Larissa looked at you happily. "Great. Let´s drive there on Friday after work. I´ll pick you up at your house." "Alright! I can´t wait to spend some time with you away from home." She leaned over to you and gave you a kiss. "Me neither, Darling."

The next few days were passing slowly. You got more and more excited to head off with Larissa. Time seemed to be standing still except when you spend time with her. Your best friend Isaac was almost as excited as you were, when you told him about the two of you being away for the weekend. "It´s the perfect opportunity to tell her about your feelings!" Isaac said on Thursday after your shift. He had picked you up and you went grocery shopping for the trip. "It´ll be so romantic. The two of you alone in a cabin. A beautiful blue lake outside the window. A hot fire burning in the fire place. You all cuddled up on the sofa." You had to laugh. "Oh, please. Sounds like you would really want to go instead of me. Also you just described the perfect Hollywood-cliche romance." "But maybe it is! I mean, look at you! You´re going out with the most gorgeous woman ever. You fell for her ages ago and when you finally got the courage to make the first move she even liked you back! You two get along so well. You have the same sense of humor, you really appreciate each other and you share some sort of tragic youth." You giggled at his last sentence. "Trust me. You two seem like a couple straight out of a movie." You grabbed a bag of crisps from a shelve. "Maybe you´re right. But still. We´re just people. I mean, we´re going on a holiday. Nothing special." Actually, it was something special to you. And Larissa really wasn´t just a normal person to go on a trip with. Your stomach was full of butterflies as soon as you even thought about leaving with her tomorrow. But of course you wouldn´t tell Isaac about that. He didn´t have to know how deep your feelings for Larissa actually were. "'Nothing special'. Just listen to yourself. Who would actually say that about their first trip with their partner? You´re so in love, it´s ridiculous." "Sh, Isaac. Would you shut up about it already? Besides we haven´t... we haven´t labelled us as anything yet." You blushed a little. "Are you joking? Are you telling me that you don´t know wether you are a couple just because you haven´t 'confirmed' it yet?" "Well, ugh, yes?" Isaac looked at you, shocked. "Unbelievable. Y/n you really are unbelievable." "What? What do you mean?" "Oh, just pull yourself together! You two are in love. You spend as much time together as possible. I saw the way she looked at you, the way she stroke your cheek. Everytime the door to the Weathervane opens you look disappointed when it is not her who is walking in. And now, after like what? Two weeks of dating she invited you to her private cabin? Just finally admit it. You´re a couple. You don´t necessarily need words for that. You just feel it." You thought about his words for a moment. "You´re a wise man, Isaac." He sighed and grabbed a Dr. Pepper. "I know."

On Friday you were barely able to focus on work. All you could think about was your weekend with Larissa. You couldn´t eat during the day because you were so nervous about being away with her. When your shift finally ended you rushed home and took a shower. You got ready and changed into a comfortable but classy outfit. You finished packing your bags and waited for Larissa to arrive. After a few minutes your phone started buzzing.

'I´m waiting downstairs for you, Love! XX'

You felt your stomach going crazy reading her message. You grabbed your stuff and rushed out of the door towards Larissa´s car. It was very different from the car she drove for Nevermore incidents. Her private car was a black sports car with tainted windows. It looked new and expensive. You put your bags into the trunk and opened the door to the passenger seat. You glided onto the clean beige leather seat. "Hello, Darling!" Larissa purred. She grabbed your chin and kissed you. You felt your entire body shiver. When she topped kissing you she stayed close to your face, staring at your lips. "Ready to set off?" she almost whispered. The only thing you could do was nod. She stroke your cheek, then leaned back into her seat. She started the engine and before you knew you were out of town and down the highway. "How was your day?" you asked her, still feeling a bit nervous about spending the days away with Larissa. How stupid, you thought to yourself. "Oh, it was just a normal school day, as always. But I have to admit I was quite excited the entire day. I´ve been really looking forward to our weekend. I could barely think of anything else the entire time." She gave you a bright smile and suddenly you were able to relax more. Larissa being excited as well made you feel less embarrassed. "Me too actually," you admitted. "My shift didn´t seem to end. It was horrible. I´m so glad I´m finally sitting in your car." Larissa moved a hand away from the steering weel and placed it on your thigh. "I feel the same way." She smiled while looking at the road. You felt your ears getting hot.

The entire drive you talked about funny and annoying work stories, laughed about the two of you being distracted because of each other at work and then listened to some music. As it turned out you both enjoyed a similar taste in music, which was a pretty good mix of everything. Florence +the Machine, Elton John, Beethoven, Miley Cyrus and Marina and The Diamonds were only a few examples. You enjoyed the ride so much that you were almost sad when you arrived at the cabin. The sun was going down behind the trees surrounding the building. It was made out of stone walls with wooden accents and had big clean windows. Only a few feet away was a big beautiful lake, in which the sun reflected in different shades of Red, Yellow and Orange. A stone path reached right from the three parking lots in front of the building up to the front door. "Wow," was the only thing you were able to say while you were staring at it. "How come your 'cabin' is ten times bigger than my flat?" "Because I worked hard and I am a few years ahead of you." Larissa gave you a kiss on the head and walked ahead of you, carrying both of your bags inside. When you walked into the house you started staring again. It smelled just like Larissa inside. Bloomy with a hint of Vanilla. Downstairs was a big living room with a huge fire place and a TV above. A big white rug was placed in front of it an a few feet away was a beige sofa. Many bookshelves were placed at the back of the room and through the window you could see the lake. Next to the living room was a big kitchen from which you could also see the lake. A bathroom and a small office were on the other side of the house. Upstairs were the master bedroom, with a view over the lake of course, two big bathrooms and two smaller guest rooms. "This place is insane!" you said coming downstairs. Larissa had started a fire in the fire place and handed you a glass with red wine. "I´m glad you like it. It is very important to me that my partner feels welcome and safe in my home." You had just started nipping on your wine but let it sink. "Your partner?" "Partner, girlfriend, whatever you wanna call it." Larissa shrugged her shoulders and took a sip of her wine. Then she realised your surprised face. "Are you ok, Love?" "You... we have never called each other... partners. Or anything like that." Larissa got worried and placed her glass on a small table in front of the sofa. "I´m sorry, did I got too far? I just thought that... you know, it would be the only appropriate thing to call ourselves but if you´re not ready to do so that´s fine but-" You rushed forward and hugged her tight. She placed her head on top of yours and pressed your body against her’s. Then you gave her a long kiss. She was so perfect. "I love it. I´m so glad you said it. Because I didn´t want to make you uncomfortable calling you my girlfriend. I was so unsure if you would like it." Larissa looked at you for a few seconds. Then she burst into the most beautiful laughter. You blushed a little. "Oh, shut up!" "No, no y/n. It´s just... we´ve been acting like a proper couple for the last to weeks, we know we like and care for each other. We fucked multiple times," you felt a shiver running down your spine "and you thought I wouldn´t want to be called your girlfriend? That´s so-" "Embarrassing?" "It´s cute!" She gave you a hug, then started kissing you. The kissing turned into a proper make-out session and before you knew you were laying on the rug in front of the fire place. "About us having sex multiple times..." you said with a dirty grin on your face. "Yeah?" Larissa´s eyes were dark, full of lust. "How about we do some more?" You felt your face getting hot. Your lips were wet from Larissa´s kisses and you had a few little bites down your neck. "Mh, that´s what you need right now?" Larissa´s voice was dark. She placed one hand on your inner thigh. "Oh, yes. Definetly." You grabbed one of her ass cheeks. Her entire body was slightly shaking. "Well, in that case..." She said, taking her shirt off, revealing your greatest desire. Her body.

[woman-respecter]

Yo im super curious now who is that ex bestfriend that u mention on the taggs sometimes? Give us some ☕️

LMAO u have no idea how long i’ve been waiting for someone to ask me this. warning this is long and tells like. the entire story of our friendship which is probably more than u asked for haha

i’ll give the TL;DR here and the full story uner the cut

TL;DR: we were best friends for about 3 years, she found out i had feelings for her, and, though she promised she would stay friends with me, ended up completely abandoning me, refusing to ever speak to me again.

ok so exbestfriend (i’ll call her R) and i became friends in my very first class of freshman year of college. we really hit it off and had like completely compatible ADHD wavelengths. i wouldn’t say we were inseprable that year bc i had other friends we spent more time with but her and I, along with another girl from our class (who was kinda insane. i’ll call her G) would spend a lot of time together. sophmore year R and i got closer and started spending a lot more time together. she was kinda my best friend at that point but also didn’t go to the play that i starred in and worked really hard on which was a minor thing but something i still remember. second semester sophomore year we got a lot closer and spent a lot more time together, often without G. middle of the semester i realized i was in love with R (i remember the exact date actually. feb 28 2020.) but youse know how 2020 was, we got sent home for covid.

during the pandemic i took a gap year and R did zoom college but she and i stayed very close in touch, facetiming and texting all the time. we even sent *handwritted letters* to eachother which i still have. in fact she was the *only* person from college who kept in touch with me then. she usually seemed too busy but tried to make time for me. during this time i fell more in love with her.

first semester my junior, R’s senior year was mostly a really good time for me (until the end which we will get to.) we were finally able to see eachother in person after over a year. G wasn’t there to third wheel because she was studying abroad. and R and i became inseparable, even deciding to take a class together (economics, which i loved and R hated). we also became part of a larger friend group which was great for me because i never had that, but still were closer with eachother than the rest of the group. we spent as much time together as possible and saw eachother almost every day. i will admit i was a little to clingy to her at times but she didn’t seem to mind. during this time she was very affectionate and caring towards me. she even did little things that made me think she may have returned my feelings like holding my hand. the other girls in our friend group seemed to believe that R may have liked me as well.

and here’s the part you’ve all been waiting for IF YOU ARE HERE FOR THE BREAKUP START READING HERE: for hanukkah i knitted her a pair of mittens, which i gave her along with a letter borderline confessing my feelings to her. after reading the letter she called me, told me she didn’t return my feelings and that in fact she now felt uncomfortable with me hugging her or telling her i loved her (as a friend) but said she would still would remain friends with me no matter what. the next day we had a convo over text where she said some pretty hurtful things which caused me to kind of act out the next time i saw her at a get together with the rest of our friends. the last time i saw her in person that semester (or, spoiler alert, ever) was when i had to beg her to drive me to the airport to go home for the semester because i could not get an uber but she only did so begrudingly (even tho before my confession of love she had planned to take me to the airport that day)

during winter break i tried reaching out to her to talk things out but she said we didn’t need to. i tried to text her about the game we both played (genshin impact haha) but she would never respond. when we got back to school i kept trying to get her to hang out with our friend group but she always said she had something going on or straight up not responding. she didn’t text me on my birthday either. eventually at the end of february, i think my other friend (who is currently my only remaining friend from that group fun fact) contacted her and told R how bad i was doing because of her absence (oh yeah i forgot to mention, i became suicidally depressed from R’s absence) so R called me and while we argued about a bunch of stuff and she was somewhat homophobic towards me (she said she was more comfortable being friends with G because G was straight) she eventually told me that yes we could be friends again she just needed more time. which i guess i was ok with but it did not stop me from being suicidally depressed.

a month later i reach out to R like hey i really miss being friends could you let me know when you want to be friends again. a WEEK after me sending that text she responds and tells me she doesn’t want to be friends ever again and says some more hurtful shit. that’s the last i’ve heard from her. i almost offed myself at this.

rest of that semester goes badly, my depression gets worse and worse to the point that i lose the rest of my friends except for one (who happens to share a name with R, a sick coincidence) because they can’t deal with it. also R blocks me on instagram and genshin impact.

my depression is a bit better now, it was super treatment resistant so i changed meds a few times. but i’m still not fully recovered from this and i never will be. all i want in life is to have her back. there is an R shaped hole in me that will never and can never be filled. i’m not sure if i’m capable of ever loving again.

so yeahhh thats it. if u read this whole thing ur insane but i love u 💖