#inquiry by MYSELF
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can i be honest this shit's so bad it's got me posting in r/bpd to feel for five seconds like other people GET it and i don't have to explain myself
#new bpd symptom: the only people who understand what the hell i'm talking about are the people on that damn subreddit!#sorry i know i've been talking about this a lot lately but it really has been weighing on me VERYYYY heavily#because. on the one hand desire to have a label so that i don't feel like I'M the one who fucked up anymore. so i can know ok i couldn't#have changed this it's not my fault. but on the one hand terrible terrible terrible fear that this is something inherently fucked up in my#brain that simply won't have an easy fix. and that i will have to continue living with for much longer than i hoped.#anyway i'm not trying to armchair diagnose with pop psychology or anything i'm just. pretty certain at this point that. if labels mattered#at all. which they sometimes do to ME! then like. that label would be bpd.#& i have only become more certain while spending time in a community where everyone seems to get it like no one ever has#i don't know it's futile bcs i don't have a therapist and ive been ghosted by like 10 of them now so whatever. i have to do this mental#inquiry by MYSELF#whateverrrr. no more need to talk about this. u all saw the poem :/#hello world
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Don't Let The Forest In Book cover illustration for CG Drews' novel Don't Let The Forest In published this October by Feiwel & Friends. It's a lush queer dark academia forest horror YA novel and will also feature some interior illustrations of mine. Prints | Instagram | Portfolio
#when I got the inquiry to do the cover I was like ... WAS THIS WRITTEN FOR ME??#If you like the cover wait until you see the back cover illustration :DD It's soo good if I may say so myself#cover illustration#Don't Let The Forest In#dark academia#forest core
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hey, twitch, how's the zee been treating you? :3c
[Are...they okay?]
"Ah. Capital! Wonderful. Swimmingly, even. Always much to do. As is standard fare, of course. All fair seas and following winds, or however that goes.
...Howbeit, perhaps a small quarrel, here or there. Such is the nature of zailing. Fickle business. Nothing to report. It's a dreadfully dull answer to your questionings, I know. Apologies."
#inquiries#uniquezombiedestiny#captain of lying#letting myself do One ask then going to bed#thank you sm for the ask!!!#this was such a fun expression to make xD#londonmusings#twitchery#oc interview tag
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help lol
& feng xin is terrified of himself because what does it say about him that he wants his sworn enemy to live. what does it say about him that he's been so irredeemably cruel for an eternity
#inquiry into grace#fengqing#my fucking twitter#nobody is going to read my tags so let me just overshare#but i'm rly fucking terrified of myself so i NEED fengqing to be just as mortified as i am#what is the mortifying ordeal of being known#me when emotions exist#mu qing core
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hello i am asking about your supercomputer oc with every disease and also flesh
are they single
IS can answer for himself !
#inquiries#robot#supercomputer#original character#mal-art#trucksquared#“just answer the ask normally” i say to myself#“heehee hoohoo in character asks are fun!!!” i reply#i enjoy it now but im not sure how i'll feel in the morning so! best to post it before my evil brain makes me die of embarrassment#cdw#tthw
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obviously referring to asians with "rat" isn't on par with using actual anti-asian slurs, but it is nonetheless a term to be wary of due to the associated derogatory nature of anti-japanese propaganda (particularly around + fallout of ww2). i find it extremely distasteful to then label japanese people and characters as "rats" regardless of the proposed affectionate connotations - even done in ignorance, the weight remains. it's not dissimilar to when people allude to black people (and asians as well, quite honestly) with any variation of "monkey" where its use commonly implies something inherently dehumanizing. you may not be saying jap outright, but to exclusively associate a japanese person or character with rats, or to refer to yourselves as rat fans, invokes the times where that caricaturistic depiction was common.
#idk. as times go on i admittedly find myself more frustrated with people who aren't asian#however. i am trying to approach it with benefit of the doubt.#so i hope this makes sense; but if it doesn't i am open to inquiry/elaborating...#jestersvaguely#racism#j slur
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have you considered making art that isn't hideous and indiscernible?
yeah i ask myself that everyday
#i do i just dont post it. stuff for my family u must mean oh wise anon#everyones a critic. maybe this was sent with geniune inquiry and love and compassion#i just asked myself this two hours ago when i posted the umpteenth unfinished unworked sketch.#i wonder how u found me. or maybe i just finally pissed off one of u. long time coming shit
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uh hey excuse me why is no one letting me warm them while they play video games. cmon now!!!
#its friday night n everythingggg#we can get takeout n you can game and i can keep myself nice n full :)#serious inquiries only#sigh
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i will be honest mr president. my weirdest theory is that...you may not actually be john tyler...
now this i will not tolerate
#have i not proven myself?????#you're gonna make me cry citizen#knock it off.......#me tag#presidential inquiries
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Day late and a dollar short on the announcement because Maggie just finished working San Diego Comic-Con and is very sleepy, but THE NEW EPISODE IS HERE! This one’s for the Titanic girlies 🚢
Listen now!
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Leave us alone <3 not everything (and nothing tbh) should be sucking and fucking when it comes to REAL BREATHING PEOPLE. draw all the porn you weirdos want but leave real people out of it and stop judging twitter for caring about cc boundaries just because you all dont give a shit about the ccs you claim to love so much (dont u fucking dare say you stan them. if you actually fucking did, youd fucking respect them)
L + ratio + they’re characters + matthew hopkins would loooveeee you
#muse talk#anon#any more inquiries will be blocked!#who tf said i stan anyone 😭 i have never genuinely used that word to describe myself#there’s a difference between caring about boundaries and creating them my guy
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18 and 22 for twitch and grace 👀
18. Do they view their relationship as temporary or permanent?
it takes a long time as in, a few years-- for either of them to either realise or admit it, but they do eventually view it as permanent!! the realisation was less of a positive epiphany and more of a moment of fear inducing panic for both of them tho.
between both of them being aroace, terrible at communicating, grace's "100 unpacked issues about victorian era marriage culture," & twitch's "got out of the cage gardens 5 minutes ago and has no idea how to navigate a relationship"???
yeah they both freaked it the minute they went from "i kind of like hanging around them" to "i could be around them basically forever." but they kept going back to eachother everytime anyway. 😌
22. When were they the most vulnerable with each other?
i guess this is obvious but for grace it's being pulled out of the arctic since, lowest point of his life Ever (though i guess he didn't have much choice in that one actually. hm)
and for twitch it's being looked after during their honey headaches, telling grace about their time in the cage gardens & taking their glasses off around him (which they Do have a choice in! and they chose grace)
for less obvious ones,,,i think they're unexpectedly reassuring to eachother. twitch gets frustrated fairly easily, and a lot of the time it's over their memory issues/inconsistencies. grace is the only person who knows the full extent of why, and so he's the only person who can really listen (or just sit with them while they calm down)
on the other side, grace has the exact level of trauma you would expect a guy who watched 80 people slowly deteriorate & die to have (a lot!). he has nightmares, triggers, recurring flashbacks & memories, he can't sleep. twitch isn't incredible at comfort (they're learning) but they try to reassure him, at least.
basically for two emotionally challenged guys who usually isolate at the first sign of distress, their biggest vulnerability is 1: being known and 2: letting themselves be helped (or comforted) about it
ask game from here!
#sorry this is an old ask but i saw the couple ask meme floating around#and remembered i had these#i want to talk about my guys again i miss them so i am Making myself🫡#anyway thank you for the ask!!! ;;♥︎#love any excuse to talk about these two#inquiries#londonmusings#twitchery#grace#gritchposting
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i randomly stumbled upon link rot in the tags and it has completely consumed my waking hours omfg!! i just finished reading up to the most recent update and the experience was so exquisitely crafted and unique in its multimedia form, i was on the edge of my seat the entire time!!! i already know this is going to be on my mind for a long time to come n im so excited to see where you continue to take it :D im appreciating fodder and is-ot n staring at them with big shiny eyes
thank you!!! i will continue cooking hehe
#free from my time consuming hobbies to dedicate myself fully to my other time consuming hobby (link rot)#i have a secret update mostly done and an interlude i need to finish writing before the year end#inquiries#rouzbouton
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Thank you person from Craigslist for actually showing up to buy my thing.
I can now purchase cat food this week which I was starting to worry about.
#the single positive thing about the pandemic was that there was a 100% show rate for craigslist customers#while people were still cautious#before the pandemic it was 50-50 whether someone would show up when they said they would#and now that most of the people think it's over?#it's gotten worse...maybe 1 out of 10#i'm fine with that rate for inquiries but after you've already set an appointment?#fuck off that's rude and inconsiderate#anyways...think i'm gonna get myself a treat too#maybe a carton of ice cream...mmm...
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Are you working on any new books or projects at the moment?
-hides fanfic wip and pretends to be typing away furiously at a new episode script-
YES OF COURSE WORKING VERY HARD NOTHING TO SEE HERE
#sonicyooth#I'M DOING MY HOMEWORK I SWEAR#and yes still trying to find time to work on that secular calendar book idea#but i'm also giving myself a break this year and trying to do more fun things instead of working all the time#hustle culture is a LIE#Bree answers your inquiries
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Heyy ♥️ I want to ask something.
When is the next episode of friends with benefits fic? 🫶🏻
here's the good news... it's got my full attention now that pirates is officially published
the chapter as it stands is a bit of a Mess right now and it needs a lot of work. i am so excited for it though and i desperately want to get it done and out into the world, i knowwwww y'all will love it. i don't want to make any promises, but im really really trying to have it done well before season 3. i think that's totally doable, so fingers crossed
here are some little details about alve and margot's wedding to hopefully drum up some excitement:
the ceremony takes place at oscarskyrkan and the reception is at grand hôtel
wille has three significant convos with characters we haven't really interacted with in tomt yet before he gets a chance to talk to simon
jimmy buffett is involved in a significant way. as he should be in all things. RIP king i miss u
#thank you so much for being Interested im shocked and honored that people still care#had a ROUGH year and fully expected to be writing just for myself at this point yknow#anywayyyyyy thank you i love you#and i would LOVE to answer more specific questions about the Universe if ya got 'em#the more i talk about tomt the more excited i am to write it#xoxoxoxoxoxoxo#tomt#inquiries
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