#inneed you to scream with me

[fabulous-fic-quotes]

He regretted treating Regulus the way he did. He regretted letting him go. He regretted never looking hard enough to actually see Regulus for the person he was and not just what he could give James.

Because he realised then that this glorious beautiful person standing on the stage wasn’t just the person he had become. James knew that he had always had that magnetic indescribable pull to him. He had always been that beautiful. James had just been way too selfish to actually appreciate it.

“Shit,” James muttered under his breath, his mind racing with a thousand different thoughts. This was bad. This was so so bad.

Regulus continued singing, his voice puring right over James like liquid fire, burning and itching at his skin. The audience was completely under his spell, but James could only stand there, frozen in place, as Regulus stared him down, the lyrics taking on a pointed edge that was entirely impossible to ignore.

James had no idea what he’d gotten himself into, but one thing was clear - Regulus hadn’t forgotten. And judging by the look in his eyes, he sure as hell hadn’t forgiven.

Black Sheep - Phoeenixx

[etherealspacejelly]

preface: unintelligible screaming about doctor who to follow (mum and i just finished watching the big bang and i am sooo normal about it trust me dude) AAAAS](£;=¥{AJDGJjs hmm h&g&-hF-g&°g&&-fghsfHsggHggshammhawhdhehjennd-(kshkwlmm WHat ThE FUCk was that aaaaaa that- i- aaaAaaaaa no i loved it. i love rory. that was so fucked up (also hehe crazy little yhing called lovbe was in it yeha :D) ROBIN i'm. akhdsgsfagwdkmfhakfjkskdjhdj. it was so good. i'm so fucked up over ythis..it's fuking midnight inneed to go to sleep but !!!!!!! the shots in the museum where you can see thw tardis through the window oHhhh my god qhat the fukx man. it's so good. also i love predicting plot points (i knew the painting was gonna be the tardis. and i knew he was gonna be in the box. was slightly wrong about both but yknow. neat) also the. the stars. the rewind. the ships, all of them at once thay shot was so cool. the whole thing was so insane WHAt are they doinf i am going crazy

YOU'RE SO REAL FOR THIS BIG BANG AND PANDORICA OPENS ARE MY FAVOURITE DW EPISODES!!!!! FOR A REASON!!!!

they fucking slap dude im so glad you enjoyed

NEVER apologise for yelling about doctor who in my inbox it makes me so happy!!! its my special interest!!! aaaaaaa

keep me updated if you watch any more pls pls pls pls pls

[borderline-culture-is]

bpd culture is i wish you could even see what you did was wrong. i admitted i was wrong, WHY COULD YOU NEVER ADMIT IT. i know you have npd but inneed you to take some fuckinh reaponsibility. i did it. you can do it too. how are uou blind to the hell you spent 2 years putting me thriugh, how can you not see that you soent every day making me scream and cry, how every single one of my friends hated you. i changed my name so that it doesnt make me think of you anymore, and so you cant find me. you gave me issues more severe than i know how to handle, but uou just keep getting to live your happy little life. you stole all of my friends that i introduced you to. i had to start from scratch. i only have 4 or 5 friends now, but i lay in the comfort of knowing they would never hurt me. i think everyone in that lie we called a friendgroup hurt me at some point. i cried and begged for you all to come back, i apologized over and over again. i wish i had got that same energy. but i guess people like me dont deserve that, huh

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[mazojo]

[gremlin-elrics]

i feel like im not too mad about not getting a hange backstory because i find it rly adds to their charm! just being this whole ass mystery of a character and giving us readers a lot of freedom to interpret!

…but sweet jesus what i would give…what i would give and sell and do and suck just to get some ova or bonus or drama cd on cadet hange or new recuit survey corps hange. I WANT TO SEE THE FERAL YOUNG HANGE SHENANIGANS!! BARELY CONTROLLED TEMPERAMENTAL HANGE KILLING TITANS OUT OF RAGE!! HER FRIENDSHIPS AND RELATIONSHIPS W HER COMRADES IN THE CORPS BEFORE BEING A SECTION COMMANDER/SQUAD LEADER!! HOW SHE DEALT W LOSS!! THEIR RELATIONSHIP W ERWIN AND MIKE AND NANABA AND MOBLIT!! THEIR RELATIONSHIP W LEVI ONCE HE JOINED THE SCOUTS AND HOW THEY BOTH BECAME SO CLOSE!! THE ERURIHAN TRIO DYNAMIC!!? UR TELLING ME FERAL MAD SCIENTIST, LITERALLY AN UNDERGROUND CRIMINAL AND CAPTAIN AMERICA LOOKIN ASS(but with like more murder) WOULDNT BE THE PERFECT TRIO FOR JUST DUMB SHIT™️? GIVE US THE GOODS I AM BEGGING!!

[munimuni-muna]

My sign is Libra, my name starts with R. Could I get a love reading? Also a JJBA fan.

Hi R! I am so excited to recieve a love read like this. It's always a pleasure to give one tbh💓. Alright, this might take a while, so I hope you're sitting down.😁

Firstly, I wanna start with tarot to tap into the energy of love in your life.

We have here (from left to right) The Empress, 3 of Spades, and The Hanged Man. The Empress here says that you are very much ready for a romantic relationship. Either a man or a woman, you have this divine feminine energy in you that is ready to share her abundance with another. But the thing is, The Empress came out in reverse at first, and to me this suggests some insecurities, like thinking you're not enough. And as a Lightworker, I made the Empress upright to help you deal and clarify those thoughts. So it can help you move forward. Meanwhile, in the 3 of Spades and The Hanged Man, I see that you're currently in this waiting state. You're waiting for something to happen. It could be that you're waiting for a partner here. I also see that you did some recent healing. Probably coming from a previous relationship or past hurt, but now you are ready to give and recieve.

Here's where the Jojo Oracle comes in:

OMG YOU GOT CAESAR. Okay so from top left we have Caesar then Abbacchio. Then underneath Caesar we have Mista then Speedwagon.

Generally, all these cards scream new love to me. Caesar here says that there is a friend here that is with you and has been with you through tough times. They could have been with you too in your recent healing.

And Abbacchio here says that you or that friend, or both of you are seeing each other in a new light. There's this newfound respect, comfort in each others' company. Mista says that this person could be calling your attention, and I'm not sure if you notice.

Speedwagon says that this person does little things for you. They could help you with the most mundane of tasks or give you a small trinket of affection. Anything. All I see is that this person is trying to get your attention. They want you to look their way, to start something new with them and probably level up this friendship into something more. So look closely within your innee circle. Love could be nearer than you think.😉

That's all I got for you R! New love is always exciting. And I hope you do manifest what you want and need. It's still your decision after all. Love lots and blessed be!♥️♥️🌟🌟

[katanyktos]

do you ever have???

friendship restlessness?????

its like feeling loneliness but ×2 speed

my eyes are staring wide and i crave human interaction and i need soemone to scream with me about something anything

i want to run in a field and hunt for frogs in a swamo in th light of the sunset and i need tonlearn the same songs that they know so they may sing with me again and i need their love to be made of yelling flaring music and i need someone to touch mw so badly if only to stop me from falling in a quicksand in a hole in a pit of sorts the same way you stop me before the rushing car on the street right before i cross it i need you to grab the hedge of the sleeve of my jacket as a biker rushes past i need you to wrap your arm around my waist to pull me away as a waitress makes her way past me i need you to hold my shoulder as its hard to fit two people beneath this shitty umbrella and i need you to slpi your arm under my coat as you did on the first day that you mustered up the courage to touch me and i need to talk to you about something about anything i need you voice so badly and i need it to speak in riddles and i need to learn you as you learn the style of the writer, through reading and reading and reading and evermore learning about you and i crave to know you so badly and you feels despite everything so far and unknown and i feel like i did wrong in being still so far from you and i need you to show me more songs and i need to talk talk talk and i need you to learn me as well and i feel so empty oh so empty o so empty o so in need to find someone to fill me and i need to drink you in and inneed to learn more and i miss you

i need to learn you

i need a communication

i dont want to have what i had with daisy again

maybe youre just

busy

but for how long

i need to learn you so badly

[mioriia]

𝖄𝖆𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗𝖊! 𝕶𝖔𝖐𝖚𝖘𝖍𝖎𝖇𝖔𝖚 𝖃 𝕽𝖊𝖆𝖉𝖊𝖗 ➸ 𝕴𝖗𝖔𝖓 𝕮𝖍𝖆𝖎𝖓𝖘

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Headcanon of the day!

Kokushibou is known to be very loyal to those he see being worthy of, falling in love with a human is difficult indeed but being the Upper Moon One almost as strong as Muzan himself, meaning he could change their life if  he wants to.

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↱ Request by Celestflo from wattpad ↲

Since he isn't animated yet, I use a fanart instead to describe this chapter lol

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The sun was shining brightly across the clear blue skies as the birds start singing the song of the beginning of a beautiful morning, leaves dancing freely becoming one as the wind.

It was a good start when someone woke up for the day.

Eyes fluttering, slowly revealing themselves to the world as a pair of (eyes' color) orbs taking in your surroundings before you sitting up, clearly still half-sleep as you let out a small yawn while rubbing your right eye.

❝Good morning...❞

You mumble typically to no one well except for the tiny baby bird, sitting in its nest on the  window of your room. Its start chirping, a sign of greeting you that was morning indeed.

A smile spreads across your lips, raising up from the futon and starts to get ready for the day.

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❝Good morning, Miss (Name)!❞

A little girl was the first one to greet you when you reach the town to deliver medicines as usual and by the call of the little girl, everyone in the town from elderly to children come out of their house to witness the scene of the little girl hugging your leg.

❝Yay, (Name) is here!❞

❝(Surname) (Name)?❞

❝(Name)-san!❞

❝Darling, it's (Name)!❞

❝Mommy, I want to play with (Name)-neesan!❞

Did I forgot to mention that you were popular with the villagers?

Your kind and loving nature won the many hearts of the villagers, you always spare your time to help them with their works and even though you were busy as a doctor yourself. You didn't give a second thought of helping them out.

Your reason is simple really; to help others who are Inneed of saving because you won't allow anyone else to suffer the same way as you did as a child back then.

When you were very sick to the point of your body couldn't move on your own, You lost your parents one day when you ran out of medicines and your father decides to go out to the town to get a doctor when you start coughing nonstop.

What your father didn't know that something was going to change your life forever.

A man-eating monster; a demon followed your father when he lead a young doctor to your home where your mother was keeping you warm from the coolness of the night.

You didn't know how the creature got in, all you know was that the screams of horror as the one who could have saved your life was being pinned down by the creature of the night. Your father was already gone by then when the young man asked your mother to escape with you while the creature was focusing on him.

However, her life was cut short the moment she come to pick you up and take you to a safer place. The creature's sharp claws strikes, ripping the flesh as your mother dropped onto the wooden floor. It's an instant death, how cruel the world is to you at that time.

Yet the world decide to give you a chance again when you saw a taller figure slash the creature's neck as its head was shivering in fear at the sight of your savior.

You on the other hand was amazed by his graceful moves, normally in this kind of situation, anyone would be creep out at the sight of a person who has six eyes but you? Not really.

The demon who attacked your family was never to be seen again ever since the man whose name is Kokushibou by his fellow demon comrades have come to save you that time.

You didn't know why he decided to take care of you but you weren't complaining either since he was the one who nurse you back to health  and now the things you weren't allowed to do as a child, you could do anything now without a problem.

Because of his kindness, you grow to develop some feelings for the Upper Moon demon and even though it's forbidden for a demon and a human to be in a relationship, love conquer all and even Muzan himself seems rather calm about your relationship but you couldn't say the same thing to the other demons though.

Being a main target by other demons is a challenge to you and far more difficult to survive during the night, you starts to gain a large amount of sleepless rest and you were starting to get sick of staying awake during night time because of those demons.

When Kokushibou found out about your situation, he have gone far to put up some iron chains with wisteria poison on your windows and doors so you can sleep peacefully with them preventing other low-class demons from entering your home when he isn't around.

Normally this cause anyone to shiver in fear at the thought of having iron chains surrounded them because it's feel like as if it was a prison of chains. However, you knows he only did this to keep you safe.

❝Thanks for the medicine, doc!❞

❝We really appreciate your efforts, Miss❞

❝Oh no, it's nothing special. It's my job as a doctor to see my clients in a healthy condition❞

You give them a smile before waving goodbye to the villagers who have come out of their houses to see you off.

❝Take care, Miss (Name)!❞

❝Make sure you arrive home safely, (Name)! ❞

❝Don't forget to visit us tomorrow!❞

❝Let's play together soon, (Name)-neesan!❞

It was getting late and you know that by the look of the sunset sinking down into the earth but you still make time to respond to the villagers with a kind smile on your face.

❝Keep all your windows and doors locked so no wild animals bothered you all, okay?❞

❝We will!❞

You didn't tell them the truth about your parents' death nor the existence of the demons live in the darkness, you didn't want to cause trouble for your lover any longer.

Start to speed up your pace, the sun was a few minutes away from being consumed by the earth and the darkness of the night will take place. Your heart start pounding rapidly against your rib cage when the trees starts shaking and it was close. 

The sun was already gone by the time, you caught a glimpse of the wooden building within a few feets away.

❝Almost there...❞

Just when you were about to grab the handle of the doors, a loud thud was heard and the smell of blood was present.

❛Dear God... Someone please save... me!❜

❝Be a good girl, it's will be less painful that way❞

The demon start reaching out towards you as you lean closer to the door, trying to get away from the demon but you know it was hopeless to do so.

You were scared, you know that but you couldn't hold it in anymore, you duck down in fright as you scream out the first name that come into your mind.

❝Michikatsu!!!❞

❝Michikatsu? Who the hell is that-❞

❝That's would be me❞

The sound of flesh being ripped off was heard as a familiar figure stood in front of your shaking form and when you saw the black locks of hair in its signature ponytail, you immediately jump on him, hugging his torso like your life depends on it.

❝I apologize for being late, (Name)❞

❝It's totally fine now that you're here!❞

❝W-Why is one of the Twelve Demon Moons is with a mere human-❞

A slash of the sword was heard as the mouth of the demon was covered in blood, preventing it from speaking.

❝That's what you deserve for targeting her❞

Let's just say that you live a happy life with your lover acting as your bodyguard almost every day after that incident.

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[ohthewhomanity]

So maybe I’ve been watching too much Fullmetal Alchemist lately, but in response to your question in the tags... yes and no? Deconstruction and reconstruction are the two parts of creation. They’re not the same thing but they work together and you can’t have one without some form of the other.

Pain is just your body and/or mind saying “something’s changed, I’m out of equilibrium, do something about it.” It’s what infants scream about until a nearby adult Does Something About It. And maybe the thing to do about it is to just coddle yourself for a bit until your innee infant feels better, or to find a solution to the problem (food for hunger, diaper change for dampness), or to keep at it because it’s a necessary period of change (like teething I guess, the analogy’s getting away from me).

At the end of falling apart, you are still alive and know something new about yourself and what you can go through. And that’s growth. Not the fun kind but it’s growth.

Hope this makes sense and is somewhat helpful.

sometimes things hurt so bad it’s hard to tell if you’re growing or just falling apart