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redid the good ending yesterday
#buddy simulator 1984#buddy sim 1984#buddy simulator#buddy sim#art#digital art#my art#firealpaca#tw animal death#cw animal death#tw animal injury#cw animal injury#buddy simulator 1984 spoilers#buddy sim 1984 spoilers#buddy sim friendo#buddy sim milo#buddy sim owen#buddy sim buddy
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Figured now’s a great time to dump this on y’all
Lord Bloodmoon
They would not leave my head, he stayed there in the corner, I had to draw them at some point. Here’s doodles for ya!
Ok, ok, I have no real proof besides the vague world building you can glimpse at in these drawings, but, I would like to say that I kinda predicted Lord Bloodmoon eating something star related.
Anyways, some angsty lore for ya! Tw, character injury
I think I have a new au to make
#sams lord Bloodmoon#I will make that a tag#… At some point#tsams#sun and moon show#sams#the sun and moon show#sams bloodmoon#tsams bloodmoon#bloodmoon sams#tsams bloodtwins#sams bloodtwins#sams au#uh- simulation?#tw injury#tw weapon#Au beginnings#Bloodmoon’s weapon harem#don’t have names for them yet#wonder what I could name them after…#Lord Bloodmoon Lord Bloodmoon Lord Bloodmoon Lord Bloodmoon Lord Bloodmoon Lord Bloodmoon Lord Bloodmoon Lord Bloodmoon Lord Bloodmoon Lord
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ok siiince you asked for requests for demon boy castys… the tongue cut out + gag seemed like such an adorable situation for him <33
Giving you that and a little extra because I wanted More Whump 💕
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Ingredients: manhandling, a lot of unsexy noncon touching, slight dehumanization, partial nudity
Castys wasn’t sure if he slept at all that night, but after what felt like an eternity, Neteri reappeared wearing different clothes under her white coat.
“Good morning, Castys!” She sat on one of the stools from last night and motioned for him to do the same. “Get up, I’ve got wonderful news to share!”
Castys opened his mouth to retort, but he found he couldn’t form the words. His tongue was still…he looked away, swallowing, and sat up while remaining on the floor.
“You’re going to have to start listening to me, you know. Because,” she broke out into an excited smile, “I get to keep you!” Upon seeing Castys’s glare, she just laughed. “I figured you wouldn’t be excited, but trust me,” she held up a finger, “you’ll be much better off in my hands than if you were sold as a pet to some bored aristocrat. I’m sure they’d beat that personality right out of you, and I don’t plan on doing anything of the sort. As long as you cooperate with my experiments, you’re free to be yourself. You can even hate me as much as you like!” Castys raised an eyebrow at her final statement. He’d see about that.
After rummaging in her bag for a moment, she pulled out a little silver medal and moved to crouch next to him on the ground. “Hold still now,” she ordered as she started to bring it towards his neck. Castys wasn’t sure what was happening at first, but after a moment, it clicked, and he decided he’d rather not listen, leaning back. Neteri just sighed. “You’re not off to a very good start.” Well, it’s not like he wanted to be.
Suddenly, Neteri changed tactics, shoving him down on his back and straddling his waist before he could try to sit up, pinning his arms down with a knee on each elbow. Castys cried out, the wounds on his back from the whip lighting up in pain, and that combined with her full weight on him kept him from moving. He bared his teeth as her hand came closer, daring her to get within range, but she just curled her other hand in his hair, yanking it back and keeping his head firmly in place. Great. He was once again powerless against this tiny lady, forced to keep still as she attached that dumb little tag to the collar and sealed the metal shut with the same spell that kept him from taking it off.
“There,” she said once it was on. She tapped the tag, cold against his throat. “Property of Neteri Crozien. Whether you like it or not. Now,” she grabbed his chin, “are you going to let me put some new restraints on you or should I call the guards to manhandle you? Your resistance is pointless and only delaying the inevitable, exactly like every other time. Just nod if you’re going to cooperate.”
Did he want to get manhandled again? Not particularly. He’d had more than enough of being grabbed and held still while chains were taken off and put on. And it’s not like he was resisting out of pride or something stupid, he just fought back when it was something he really didn’t want to happen. Which was most things in the past couple days, but, hey, if new restraints meant he got to leave this boring-ass cell, he was okay with it. Her grip on his hair had loosened enough to allow him a small nod, so he gave one, praying she’d get the fuck off of him now.
Neteri smiled brightly at his cooperation. “Great! Although,” she got off of him and stood, thinking, “maybe just stay laying down. I don’t really trust you not to try and run at the moment, so just roll on your stomach and I’ll take the chains off.” Castys sighed in annoyance but complied, gritting his teeth as his weight went from his injured back to his burned chest. The cold stone floor felt a little good on it, at least, but it was a small consolation as he watched Neteri walk back over with a key and a coil of rope.
She squatted down and-fuck, that was a knee on his back, not her full weight but enough to make him gasp in pain. Paying him no mind, Neteri unlocked the manacles around his wrists, and he could barely enjoy the feeling of not having anything around them for a moment, just wishing she’d tie him up and get the fuck off of his back. It didn’t feel like she was going particularly slow as she pulled his arms behind him and wound the rope around his wrists, but the seconds still dragged by at an agonizing pace.
Finally, she finished tying the knot and took her knee off of his back as she stood. “There we go!” Castys just groaned, rolling on his side. “Oh, stop being so dramatic. It’s not like I was hurting you.” Castys’s glare deepened, and he awkwardly used his bound hands to pull up the back of his shirt enough to expose the bandages wrapped around his torso. Neteri’s jaw dropped slightly, and she just stared at him for a second before worry took over her features.
“I…I’m so sorry I…I completely forgot. That you were hurt. I wouldn’t have done that if I remembered.” Her head hung slightly. “I’m really sorry, Castys.” Her apology seemed genuine, but how the fuck did she forget he got whipped and branded yesterday? She looked back at him again. “Let’s just hurry and get you to your new home so I can heal you up, okay?” Wait, new home? She was taking him somewhere else? At first the idea was scary, but then Castys remembered that he’d never particularly loved living in the castle, so whatever. It was probably just going to be a different prison cell, anyway.
With ridiculous difficulty and a lot of groaning in pain, he managed to sit up, using his elbows to help him do it since his hands were kind of useless. By the time that was done, Neteri was standing above him with…a chain? He was already tied up what the fu-no. No fucking way. He growled as her hands moved towards his neck, baring his teeth once more.
“Seriously, Castys? You said you weren’t a dog yesterday, but you sure are acting like one.” Yeah, sure, whatever, but since he couldn’t fucking talk, he was forced to resort to other means of protest. He honestly wasn’t entirely sure where the growling came from himself, and, yeah, it was a little animalistic, but that didn’t mean he deserved to get put on a leash. “This is happening either way, so just give it up already.” Her hand was moving closer, closer, the clasp at the end of the chain open, ready to-
Once again, instinct took over, and before he knew it, his teeth were buried in the flesh of her hand.
Neteri cried out, jerking her hand back and dropping the leash. “Lyte! Seriously?!” She winced as she dabbed the wounds with what smelled like the stingy liquid from yesterday and used her magic to close them up, during which Castys couldn’t help but smile smugly. Once she was done healing, she pulled on her leather gloves and grabbed a couple rolls of bandages from her bag. “I figured you were going to be difficult to keep in line, but this is just ridiculous.” Castys took pride in being ridiculous, so he’d take the compliment. What he didn’t want to take were the consequences of his actions, but he was a little bit helpless at the moment, so there wasn’t much he could do as Neteri shoved a wad of bandages in his mouth and tied a strip around his head to keep him from spitting it out.
“There. You’re just about the only person who’d need to be gagged when they can’t talk.” Castys just looked away, feeling his face grow hot as she clipped the leash to the collar. She gave it a tug, but he didn’t budge. Now he was just resisting out of spite. Neteri’s expression grew even more frustrated, and it looked like she was about to say something before she stopped herself and took a deep breath, calming herself down. She crouched down to look Castys in the eye.
“Look, I’ve been going about this the wrong way. I hurt you when I didn’t mean to, so I’m not going to punish you for biting me. We’ll just call it even.” She paused and held up a finger. “The gag stays until we reach our destination, though. Just for safety’s sake. But I’ll tell you something about my plans for you. If you come with me, you’ll have a tongue again by the end of tomorrow. Does that sound good?”
Castys could be stupid and stubborn and petty and shake his head and sit here and then end up getting dragged off to wherever, or he could just suck it the fuck up and get the ability to complain back. Complaining would be nice...After weighing his options he nodded, and Neteri broke into a smile. “Good. Let’s go, then.” She helped him stand, and she seemed to do her best not to pull on the leash as they walked along. Soon enough, they had reached the teleportation stone, and Castys…he couldn’t help but be a little excited to leave this stupid place. He knew he was a fucking prisoner now, but he was basically a prisoner in his old life, too, minus the chains and plus a comfy bed.
At least he was going somewhere else.
The other palace was pretty cool, at least, the short glimpses he got before he was pulled into the lower levels, down halls and through doors until they arrived at his lame little prison cell. It did have a bed, though, so that was an upgrade. And a private bathroom?! Why did the prison cells in his family’s dungeon have to suck so much ass? He only spent two nights there, but still. If he was ever in charge of a dungeon, he would make sure it was at least a little comfy in case he got thrown in there.
Neteri clamped a manacle around his ankle, which was whatever, because that meant she untied his wrists and took that stupid leash off. And then, true to her word, she healed his wounds. The brand scarred, of course, which was…the symbol was kind of cool, but since it meant he was “property” or whatever he wasn’t too excited about it being on his chest for the rest of his life. At least shirts existed.
After that was done, Neteri instructed him to clean himself off and left him alone for a bit. He wandered into the bathroom, chain clinking with every step, and paused in front of the mirror. He looked pretty much the same as always, just a little more tired and blood-covered than usual. Oh, and the stupid collar around his neck. Neteri was fucking delusional, it didn’t look the slightest bit “cute” on him, it just looked…He didn’t want to see it anymore.
Once he was clean and dressed in some slightly comfier clothes, Castys tried out his new bed. It was nowhere near as nice as his old one, but it was way better than the floor, so he’d take it. Just as he was drifting off to sleep, Neteri poked him in the face.
“I’m back, Castys, get up and take your shirt off.” Castys sat up, but didn’t take his shirt off, instead just crossing his arms and raising an eyebrow. His wounds were healed, so what the hell did she need it off for? “Come on, I’m just going to examine you and take some measurements. Nothing painful, I promise.” Not painful, sure, but probably still not pleasant. Even so, he didn’t really have much choice but to listen, so he pulled off his shirt and stood, hoping this wouldn’t involve too much touching.
His hopes were in vain.
It started off fine, her measuring his height and a few other things with a strip of leather, but then she started running her hands all over him, poking at him, moving him this way and that. He couldn’t help but flinch every time since he hated being touched, and Neteri was clearly getting annoyed by it. His full-body recoil after she ran a hand down his spine was the final straw. Wordlessly, she clamped a manacle around one of his wrists before shoving him down onto the bed. He tried to stand back up, but she basically fucking tackled him, pinning him down on his back for the second time today. And, to top it all off, she managed to loop the chain around the top of the cot before cuffing his other wrist, leaving him pretty much helpless.
“I wouldn’t have to do this if you’d just kept still,” Neteri sighed, seeing his frustration. Well, it was a little fucking hard to be still when someone who’s basically a stranger is running their hands all over your bare skin. He considered trying to kick her, but she’d probably just chain him up more and keep going, and he’d rather this bullshit just be over with already.
Being chained down on his back somehow made this infinitely worse. There was nowhere to run, nothing he could do, Neteri looming over him as she put her hands all over him, touching his chest, his brand, squeezing his arms, grabbing his chin, pulling at his eyelids, gloves on now, hands in his mouth, poking at the stump of his tongue, feeling his teeth, gripping his hair to turn his head from side to side, his skin was crawling, crawling, his muscles tense, breaths coming short, fast, he just wanted her to get off stop touching him examining him taking notes reducing him down to just numbers just a body not a person not someone who got boundaries or personal space no just someone who gets touched and touched and touched-
“Castys! Hey, hey, just breathe.” Neteri was standing over him now, fiddling with the cuffs on his wrists, releasing him. Castys hadn’t even realized he was hyperventilating, but he tried his best to calm down as he scrambled to the other end of the bed, as far away from her as he could get. Neteri watched him sadly. “I…I was making you uncomfortable, wasn’t I? I’m sorry, I just thought you were trying to be a nuisance.” No shit he was fucking uncomfortable, how the hell did she misread that?! At least she looked upset by this, but it was way too late for that. Castys still felt like there were bugs crawling all over him, and he could feel his heart pounding out of his chest.
Neteri reached out a hand in a misguided attempt to comfort him, but after seeing how Castys flinched and bared his teeth, she backed off. “Okay, okay, I’ll leave you alone. Well, I’ll go get you something to eat, and then I’ll leave you alone. Until tomorrow, and then you’ll have a tongue again and you can complain all you want and yell at me, okay?” Castys would rather never have to see her stupid face ever again, but that’s not how this was gonna work, so he just nodded silently, not relaxing until she’d left the room.
He almost wanted to take a shower again, just to wash the feeling of her hands off, but it was starting to subside, so he just pulled his shirt back on and hid under the covers. What was that, exactly? He knew he didn’t like being touched, and he’d never let anyone do it remotely that much, so maybe being touched for so long in such an invasive way had been too overwhelming. Castys had thought he’d be a little tougher than this, since the thought of pain didn’t really scare him, but apparently being pinned down and touched was too much for him? Kind of…pathetic. Maybe it wouldn’t have been so bad if he could talk, protest, fight back a little bit with his words. Maybe he’d be okay once he could talk again.
He just hoped Neteri wasn’t lying about giving him his tongue back.
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#i wrote something#whump-queen#whump#castys#neteri#castys & terror au#thanks aki enjoy sorry it took a bit but i think it turned out more fun because of that hehe#okay DISCLAIMER: neteri forgot he got branded and whipped because i forgot#and wrote her like pinning him down and shit#and then i remembered that he had other injuries#so instead of rewriting everything and cutting out all that sexy shit i just made it her fault so you're welcome#she really does feel bad about it tho#sorry if the gagging wasn't as whumpy as you wanted 😔 once she gagged him neteri simulation was like ''what if she was nice''#because she realized her approach wasn't going to work and she can tell castys is really upset about his tongue#so there it is the way to make him cooperate#he wants to be annoying soooo bad#yeah idk why he started growling. feral fucking man#he is just 19 he is so so young here so the defiant streak hasn't mellowed much aka he bitey#he also hasnt really been touched that much against his will and when it happens oh no :)#idk if it was a full blown panic attack but def a mild one#neteri is afraid he might have been sexually assaulted based on his reactions and she feels really bad about it#she will ask once he can talk again and he can tell her no he just doesnt like being touched
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Not only is my therapist hella supportive of my weird ass goal in therapy to learn shapeshifting (in whatever ways are feesable but especially in dreams) and is cool with all the negative thoughts being a monster comes with (daydreaming about hurting and eating people as a monster doesn’t make me a bad person), but they are roping in a literal shaman to help me out. That’s only part of the reason why, I’m also plagued with sleep hallucinations that are distressing (these are unaffected by my antipsychotics directly as it isn’t psychosis so I’m not gonna request med changes). That is probably the more pressing matter for them but I will be sure to tie it back to my desperate need to be a monster. I need to figure out how to satisfy this need for my mental wellbeing. I want it so bad I have literally offered my soul to entities I perceive as real and evil, hell I do it completely unprompted at times. The fact that I believe it is real and do potentially dangerous things is alarming to me when awake and have my wits about me. It’s essentially like I am drunk and wandering up to random people with a weird request. Some have gently told me they can’t do that, some are rude and tell me horrible things about me and why I don’t deserve to be happy.
Part of this is being billed to my insurance company, which is funny to me, do have to pay the shaman but my therapist is so cool they are not charging me for their time even though it is over the hour limit. They are helping me out because they care/worry about me and it is very nice to feel supported.
#I’m actually not the most spiritual person but am willing to do anything to feel correct#pretty much any attempt at woo leads back to wanting to be a monster#otherkin#monsterkin#therian#my psychiatrist knows I have weird dreams and hallucinations but has no clue what they are and how to treat that#I will let her know they have been increasing#she hurt my feelings by once saying I had a delusion so I’m not sharing anything further than that#it does not matter if I am delusional because a) I refuse to try any other antipsychotic#for fear of side effects#and b) if I’m delusional then believing in a cure hard enough will make it work#placebo effect or mind over matter or whatever#I literally do not care all I know is other people are successful at doing what I want to do#text post#wearing a fursuit helps actually but those are my characters not me#I’m not at a point where I can comfortably commission someone else to do it for me#I do not actually linger too much on the gore aspect#I’d like to I think I ought to really think of the implications of what I want to do#but also obviously I will not literally physically be a monster so don’t plan on hurting anyone#sometimes I look at gore deliberately and am like hmmm#what’s this suppose to be doing this ought to be titillating me#however simulated gore in movies and art is DEF my thing#love to see a monster brutalizing a person#but looking at a bear attack victim with the same injuries I’m like hmmmm ok#I want to tear people limb from limb and eat them#but looking at a real person eaten and torn limb from limb is like ehhh to me#hearing about videos or pictures of people INTENTIONALLY hurt and tortured upsets me can’t do that#I don’t want to hurt people in the people way#just a predator way#it’s not cannibalism fantasies btw not cannibalism if you are not human
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Anyway hi hi hi how are youuuuu *twirls hair and throws myself dramatically into the couch*
hellooooo im alright (concussed) how about you
#no screens for tobi for the past two weeks#its okay we're actually in a simulation and pain is fake#head injuries dont exist
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The Simulated Universe
As we know from Herta’s story quest, she created The Simulated Universe with a bit of a problem: the leak in which Silverwolf quickly and easily go in it and tried to hack the entire system. And Scrumlum said as much: that The SU was a complete mistake. Just imagine that once you hack into a universe filled to the brim with dangerous monsters… and Kafka. The thing is, there is no guarantee that the simulated universe will stop once you will lose a battle. Who knows if there might be a glitch that makes it so that you never go back unharmed in the real word? How many unfortunate souls had to test out these theories so that the SU can be operational? Remember: operational, not finished.
1) Lets take as an example the possibility that you do return to the normal universe, your daily life after you lost a battle. But how pray tell do you loose a battle? Exactly. By dying. So, in other words, you are very much dead, my friend.
2) You die and never return. This one, I find it the most traumatic for the people in your family/friend group since no one can retrieve you from there and all they can do is risk their lives to get where you died and watch your body decompose.
3) You win the boss fight…. But don’t return to the normal world. There is no food or water in the SU, because you don't even need it. So you won’t die of starvation or thirst, but you will be stuck for eternity in what seems to be your doom.
Like, ok. No 1 is a clear problem, cuz that’s just…. Sad. Big sad trademark. Imagine the auto-heal doesn’t work when you are transported back to your mother-universe. Well… you were dead already, so no feelings for you there… but imagine how fucked up the system was to mess up that badly. Imagine the people that were waiting for you to return to your mother universe only so look upon your beaten, maybe disfigured/ripped apart body. The auto heal that should’ve prevented this was encrypted into a file known as Resuscitivi_nos.exe, a classified and very protected file that has around 7 firewalls and 3 protocol needed permissions in order to be modified. Of course, Herta, Screwlum and the other engineers didn’t really had enough time to finish writing the SU codes. So what if they got someone else to do it…? Someone like-
The Stelaron hunters? Of course, this is only a theory of a theory, so no one knows for sure if the fox was conned by the silver tongued wolf in this case.
Now number 2 would be a fail from both Resuscitivi_nos.exe and Returner.bat, now the returner is not really a code by itself but really just a line of execution commands that tells the machine to bring back your molecules, in order, into your mother universe. This code can fail in one too many ways: from mass displacement, to skin burns, missing organs and death by itself. If this two codes fail, there’s only one person to blame-
And now moving on to number 3, it’s not really that bad. You can spend your time exploring the SU and gathering more data as Herta is trying to rewrite/debug the codes or Returner.bat. It shouldn’t take more than a second…. Right?
#honkai#honkai star rail#herta hsr#herta honkai star rail#screwllum#her#simulated universe#su#mc#death#major character death#major character injury#major theory alert#it’s deeper than you think#the writer failed all her exams and now does this instead#hey
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Ayano has been horribly beaten by Osoro, but despite Midori's help, she may have accidently sealed her fate in issue #212 of my Yandere Simulator fan comic; “Dank Midori.”
Some of these characters haven't been in an issue of Dank Midori in so long, it actually took me a while to find all their reference images.
I do not own Yandere Simulator, this is only a fan parody.
Like Dank Midori? Read 'em all here!
#dank midori#midori gurin#yandere simulator#yandere chan#ayano aishi#pippi osu#ryuto ippongo#haku kashibuchi#saki miyu#otohiko meichi#muja kina#akademi high school#lovesick#nurses office#osoro shidesu#sexy nurse#fan comic#thecittiverse#cittiverse#amusing injuries#marijuana#weed#tummy ache
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im like gods speediest and worst method having artist or something
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“If I die because I wasn’t wearing a helmet, then I die being FUCKING RIGHT ABOUT SAFETY BEING IMPORTANT!”
#Ishida Speaks#Open Starter#(I'm still laughing at that Hunger Games Simulator)#(He was my only guy left after a DAY and he dies to a head injury)
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the newest additions to the yankees rotation
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Ok cpr training didn’t take 8 hours and I am now cpr certified and etc
#also nearly through up at a simulated injury …#I do throw up at real life injuries and blood unless it’s my own#I was going to say but not in media and then I realized the first time I saw the horse Hannibal scene I threw up and the one where the guy#the guy is disemboweled I threw up#and the house of healing I nearly threw uo#so
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broke my ankle falling off a curb in typical mark fashion
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Considering Lefty has one of the highest entertainment values in the game, she seems to be having a great time at least.
I was just fast forwarding through a Pizzeria Simulator playthrough because I was looking for something, and it's just occurred to me how funny it is that you can put Lefty up onto the stage to perform.
Imagine you're just minding your own business, an animatronic bear suddenly shows up, it opens up in an uncanny manner to perfectly trap you inside of itself as if it had been built to hold you, it takes you to a new Freddy's location, the person from your childhood who was sort of like a cousin to you is there, and he leads you up onto the stage like "hey Charlie, so I know you must be deeply confused. Well I'm here to tell you: don't worry about it! Now dance."
what are they doing to my girl
#you know when she's not accidentally causing injury lawsuits#hypothetically#I'm not sure how much of the actual Pizzeria Simulator gameplay is real
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being chosen as the dedicated sadist because you're actually a masochist and know the best techniques
#best being a synonym for safest#once devised a whole infosite called Safe Harm™#i never implemented it though because my job sucked out all of my creative energy and i didn't finish it#it's a pun on self-harm; the idea was to provide methods of inducing pain but in moderate‚ healthy ways as a form of therapy#like exercise. exercise hurts.#spicy peppers are just capsaicin oils binding to specific “taste bud” receptors to signal heat pain;#they don't directly cause ulcers like once believed and even has some minor plausibility in promoting the body's ability to heal#things like that#i don't personally self harm for emotional relief or self therapy. and i don't want to be in pain all the time.#just as a disclaimer.#i don't judge or look down on the cutters or punchers or scratchers or immolators; I love you and genuinely want to help#but i don't participate in methods that cause or could potentially cause permanent injury#but there are moments/periods where the desire is there and present and exciting.#And sometimes it's not an appropriate moment and there's no struggle to resist;#and usually that resistance has the urge go away for another 2 or so months with zero mental or emotional regret or other negative impact.#for me‚ in those moments‚ pain is fun. and it doesn't matter if it's real or simulated. it's just gotta be safe.#also i didn't finish the safe harm site also because I was not trying to glamorize self-harm.#i was trying to destigmatize it and give safe alternatives#but#it was mostly taken as glamorizing and romanticizing unsafe coping mechanisms#so I opted to just not continue it if my creative determination returned
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(tw gore) anyways so i practiced some cas sim on Saturday and id kinda like pointers on improvement
Yes ik the bruise colouring is too sharp
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Me: I have no time I have to be at work at 7 and I have to go to sleep by 11! I've been going to sleep after 11:30 to get to work by 8am, and that wasn't enough sleep, so I should be in bed by 10:30!
Also me: in bed by 11, stays up reading a fic until after 12am for some fucking reason and will now be getting 5 and a half hours of sleep at most. And will probably be late anyway, too. Yay!
#also the fic was So Good until the author made a choice for the explanation that makes little sense to me#if the alternate fitures were just simulations then Why and How are the injuries real#if the alternate fitures were just simulations then HOW are the injuries real?????!!!!!!!#futures*#pls. its giving me a frustration headache trying to puzzle that out aaaaargh!!!!!#maybe its bc its based on a canon episode where that is how it works idefk#idk if it is the case tho or if the event doesnt actually happen in a real episode but rather Could Have ie feels like one#anyway... I'm So Tired and theres 2 chapters left of the fic but it feels unsatisfying rn and a let down...#bc why canf they all be different timelines like who cares??? idk i like fhe general plot of this being helping out and thanking them#but idk why it cant be real timetravel looping#anyway i was in such a mood b4 and so stressed abt gettung to bed on time and its 12:22 and I'll be getting Less than 5 and a half hrs of#sleep now jf i fall asleep right now
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