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The danger is clear and present: COVID isn’t merely a respiratory illness; it’s a multi-dimensional threat impacting brain function, attacking almost all of the body’s organs, producing elevated risks of all kinds, and weakening our ability to fight off other diseases. Reinfections are thought to produce cumulative risks, and Long COVID is on the rise. Unfortunately, Long COVID is now being considered a long-term chronic illness — something many people will never fully recover from. Dr. Phillip Alvelda, a former program manager in DARPA’s Biological Technologies Office that pioneered the synthetic biology industry and the development of mRNA vaccine technology, is the founder of Medio Labs, a COVID diagnostic testing company. He has stepped forward as a strong critic of government COVID management, accusing health agencies of inadequacy and even deception. Alvelda is pushing for accountability and immediate action to tackle Long COVID and fend off future pandemics with stronger public health strategies. Contrary to public belief, he warns, COVID is not like the flu. New variants evolve much faster, making annual shots inadequate. He believes that if things continue as they are, with new COVID variants emerging and reinfections happening rapidly, the majority of Americans may eventually grapple with some form of Long COVID. Let’s repeat that: At the current rate of infection, most Americans may get Long COVID.
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LP: A recent JAMA study found that US adults with Long COVID are more prone to depression and anxiety – and they’re struggling to afford treatment. Given the virus’s impact on the brain, I guess the link to mental health issues isn’t surprising. PA: There are all kinds of weird things going on that could be related to COVID’s cognitive effects. I’ll give you an example. We’ve noticed since the start of the pandemic that accidents are increasing. A report published by TRIP, a transportation research nonprofit, found that traffic fatalities in California increased by 22% from 2019 to 2022. They also found the likelihood of being killed in a traffic crash increased by 28% over that period. Other data, like studies from the National Highway Traffic Safety Administration, came to similar conclusions, reporting that traffic fatalities hit a 16-year high across the country in 2021. The TRIP report also looked at traffic fatalities on a national level and found that traffic fatalities increased by 19%. LP: What role might COVID play? PA: Research points to the various ways COVID attacks the brain. Some people who have been infected have suffered motor control damage, and that could be a factor in car crashes. News is beginning to emerge about other ways COVID impacts driving. For example, in Ireland, a driver’s COVID-related brain fog was linked to a crash that killed an elderly couple. Damage from COVID could be affecting people who are flying our planes, too. We’ve had pilots that had to quit because they couldn’t control the airplanes anymore. We know that medical events among U.S. military pilots were shown to have risen over 1,700% from 2019 to 2022, which the Pentagon attributes to the virus.
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LP: You’ve criticized the track record of the CDC and the WHO – particularly their stubborn denial that COVID is airborne. PA: They knew the dangers of airborne transmission but refused to admit it for too long. They were warned repeatedly by scientists who studied aerosols. They instituted protections for themselves and for their kids against airborne transmission, but they didn’t tell the rest of us to do that.
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LP: How would you grade Biden on how he’s handled the pandemic? PA: I’d give him an F. In some ways, he fails worse than Trump because more people have actually died from COVID on his watch than on Trump’s, though blame has to be shared with Republican governors and legislators who picked ideological fights opposing things like responsible masking, testing, vaccination, and ventilation improvements for partisan reasons. Biden’s administration has continued to promote the false idea that the vaccine is all that is needed, perpetuating the notion that the pandemic is over and you don’t need to do anything about it. Biden stopped the funding for surveillance and he stopped the funding for renewing vaccine advancement research. Trump allowed 400,000 people to die unnecessarily. The Biden administration policies have allowed more than 800,000 to 900,000 and counting.
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LP: The situation with bird flu is certainly getting more concerning with the CDC confirming that a third person in the U.S. has tested positive after being exposed to infected cows. PA: Unfortunately, we’re repeating many of the same mistakes because we now know that the bird flu has made the jump to several species. The most important one now, of course, is the dairy cows. The dairy farmers have been refusing to let the government come in and inspect and test the cows. A team from Ohio State tested milk from a supermarket and found that 50% of the milk they tested was positive for bird flu viral particles.
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PA: There’s a serious risk now in allowing the virus to freely evolve within the cow population. Each cow acts as a breeding ground for countless genetic mutations, potentially leading to strains capable of jumping to other species. If any of those countless genetic experiments within each cow prove successful in developing a strain transmissible to humans, we could face another pandemic – only this one could have a 58% death rate. Did you see the movie “Contagion?” It was remarkably accurate in its apocalyptic nature. And that virus only had a 20% death rate. If the bird flu makes the jump to human-to-human transition with even half of its current lethality, that would be disastrous.
#sars cov 2#covid 19#h5n1#bird flu#articles#long covid is def a global issue not just for those in the us and most countries aren't doing much better#regardless of how much lower the mortality rate for h5n1 may or may not become if/when it becomes transmissible between humans#having bird flu infect a population the majority of whose immune system has been decimated by sars2#to the point where the average person seems to have a hard time fighting off the common cold etc...#(see the stats of whooping cough/pertussis and how they're off the CHARTS this yr in the uk and aus compared to previous yrs?#in qld average no of cases was 242 over prev 4 yrs - there have been /3783/ diagnosed as of june 9 this yr and that's just in one state.#there's a severe shortage of meds for kids in aus bc of the demand and some parents visit +10 pharmacies w/o any luck)#well.#let's just say that i miss the days when ph orgs etc adhered to the precautionary principle and were criticised for 'overreacting'#bc nothing overly terrible happened in the end (often thanks to their so-called 'overreaction')#now to simply acknowledge the reality of an obviously worsening situation is to be accused of 'fearmongering'#🤷♂️#also putting long covid and bird flu aside for a sec:#one of the wildest things that everyone seems to overlook that conor browne and others on twt have been saying for yrs#is that the effects of the covid pandemic extend far beyond the direct impacts of being infected by the virus itself#we know sars2 rips apart immune system+attacks organs. that in effect makes one more susceptible to other viruses/bacterial infections etc#that in turn creates increased demand for healthcare services for all kinds of carers and medications#modern medicine and technology allows us to provide often effective and necessary treatment for all kinds of ailments#but what if there's not enough to go around? what happens when the demand is so high that it can't be provided fast enough -- or at all?#(that's assuming you can even afford it)#what happens when doctors and nurses and other healthcare workers keep quitting due to burnout from increased patients and/or illness#because they themselves do not live in a separate reality and are not any more sheltered from the effects of constant infection/reinfection#of sars2 and increased susceptibility to other illnesses/diseases than the rest of the world?#this is the 'new normal' that's being cultivated (the effects of which are already blatantly obvious if you're paying attention)#and importantly: it. doesn't. have. to. be. this. way.
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i wish for peace in our lifetime, i wish for love to seep into every crack of this planet, i wish for it to penetrate every heart and soul. i wish for brutality to face its end, i wish for evil to turn to light. i wish for us to create such a place where cruelty cannot resurface. i wish for communities without borders, i wish for human and nature to be reunited by love and protect each other.
#kayramblies#hopeposting#hopepunk#ive been feeling very overwhelmed as of late#the state of the world will only get worse before jt gets better#despite knowing that we must stay hopeful#because only that will be the solution#its so... hard watching all the hate thrive#all the suffering increase#its so fucking overwhelming : (#i really hope we can live in a world where evil cannot reign#late night rambles#i guess
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The pain, the despair, the unmitigated agony of seeing one of your fave fanfic writers move onto another fandom, seemingly never to return.
#stinks to see how many rrr fans have dipped out#on the one hand: I totally get it cuz it’s a single movie and maintaining unlimited enthusiasm for it indefinitely#is an unreasonable expectation#BUT ON THE OTHER HAND!#I’m autistic and actually can maintain unlimited enthusiasm for something pretty much for life lmfao so I can’t relate#I also just feel sad to see how fandom culture moves so much quicker now#cuz there’s a constant never-ending deluge of ‘content’ assailing us from all sides#at all times#so it’s very easy to just burn through something and move onto the next thing#like fast food#not to get snooty about it but it does just feel like another symptom of the ever-increasing SPEED of consumption culture#and the shortening of attention spans that coincide with that#idk at the end of the day I’m just weird for forming lifelong attachments to films & shows#that I rewatch over and over again forever instead of getting into new stuff#so I secretly wish everyone in my fave fandoms could be like me and we could exist in a non-commercial state of suspended time forever#I can dream
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Apparently my job incorrectly changed my state on my W4 without my knowledge or consent last year and now I owe a LOT of money in unpaid state taxes since they weren't withholding them from my paycheck like they were supposed to 😭
#i hadnt filed my 2023 taxes yet bc there was some stuff i had to figure out with my old college#(they didnt send me a 1098-t and they werent responding to my emails and they changed systems after i graduated#so i wasnt in their new systems and when i called the treasurers office they couldnt figure out how to find me#so they sent it to their manager but the manager never responded and etc etc)#but i wasnt too worried bc i knew with the withholdings that i put on my w4 that i should be receiving a refund#and theres no penalties to filing late if youre receiving a refund (you just. dont get your money until its filed)#but now ive got that figured out (turns out they actually didnt need to send me a 1098-t bc i dont have any exceptions to claim from them#bc something about how my expenses were handled? idk. which i didnt even learn from them btw. bc they never got back to me 🙃#i had to consult a tax expert. but anyway)#so i was trying to finally file them. and uh. it turns out i owed like $1000 to my state. and i was like. that. cant be right. what?#checked my w2 and for some reason on one line it had my state listed with like a small portion of my earnings#and then on the next line there was the rest of my earnings under a different state name#a state that doesnt fucking have state taxes 🙃 so nothing was withheld from that portion of my income#so apparently i did NOT pay the majority of my state taxes last year. and now im 6 months late filing. and im worried im fucked#and we are also 11 MONTHS into 2024 with my w4 incorrect and no state taxes withheld all year 🙃 fuck. fuck fuck fuck#they cant even change it back until my manager proves i live in this state apparently 😭 what the hell man#i live in this state i work in this state my companys fucking headquarters is in this state#WHY would they change it to a different fucking state. WITHOUT my knowledge or consent#i didnt even realize they had stopped withholding my state taxes until now bc it happened at the same time i got promoted#so the increase on my paycheck just blended in with my raise 😭#i just submitted it but of course theyre going to take what i owe for my state taxes weeks before they refund me for my federal taxes#payments process within 48 hours but refunds take up to 21 days#rambling#so. im gonna have to figure out how to make rent and bills next week#and then im ALSO gonna have to pay however much it costs to be 6 months behind on a payment of nearly $1000#FUCK
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I AM DONE WITH THE SCENE!!!!! FINALLY!!!
#thoughts#thralls of power#animatic project#it took me over a week longer than I expected#but: it is an iconic scene#it was worth it to put in the extra effort#there are so many pretty ganondorf shots in this scene <3#the next scene shouldn't take nearly as long#and then!!!! and then I bridge back to the scenes I already did#and I will only need to do a couple of adjustments to those#but right now I have 15 (!!!) minutes of watchable consecutive scenes in their almost final state#20 in total!!!#so over half!!#and except for one challenging but relatively short scene the rest should be pretty smooth sailing honestly#there's another very long scene but I already did all the lineart!! so there's only the render left and that takes less time#(though it still does take time)#(and my standard of quality is... increasing...)#anyway!! happy!!
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Idk if there's enough people talking about what a gigantic energy drain Complex PTSD is. It's not just one single traumatic event, it's having lived in a traumatic situation for a long time. And in the case of child abuse, your entire formative life period. Everything is a trigger, anxiety is your default, and your brain keeps trying to keep you safe by yelling at you about everything you're doing "wrong", which will lead to pain. Your brain is a constant war zone, braced for attack, rarely relaxed, at least some part of you always hypervigilant. The stress it takes on your body is insane. It's why trauma is linked to autoimmune issues, heart disease, type 2 diabetes, and, according to one study, cancer.
Physical disability leaves you even more vulnerable and less able to live up to the impossible standards of control and "correct" behaviour your brain insists on, not to mention the free gift given to all patients of chronic illness that is medical gaslighting and patient-blaming, all of which simply compounds the trauma. Reduced physical and mental health obviously leads to systemic risk factors such as inability to pursue academic and professional qualifications, poverty and financial struggle, malnutrition, becoming unhoused or bad living conditions, exacerbated medical issues and further lack of medical resources, reliance on welfare and care networks, and becoming trapped in codependent, abusive or toxic relationships. The knock-on effects are endless.
This is all to say— if you're wondering why you can't seem to do more than the bare minimum every day when you haven't been diagnosed with a physical illness, or you're "not that disabled", or you think your symptoms are "just psychosomatic" (which means your brain is under so much intolerable stress that it's started taking a chair to the windows and destroying the furniture just to get you to NOTICE AND MAKE IT STOP): the answer is that your body is actually struggling under the kind of stress that kills trained soldiers and disables them for life. So stop trying to convince yourself that you're just not trying hard enough when what you really, desperately need to get your life on track is community, care, rest and ease.
#the medicalization of mental health is just capitalism trying to cover its ass#isolating physical and mental illness makes the entire medical complex an abject failure actually#''disease'' should refer to a state of being rather than its outcome imo#i've never heard of one that wasnt simply the visible symptom or ramification of the core problem or situation#like I'm grateful for the anti-depressants and bipolar meds and all but i just think a lot more problems would be solved#if someone gave me a place to live with peace and quiet and living assistance#i mean I'd still need the meds its not either/or#but I wouldn't need to be on ever increasing doses for the rest of forever#also if there was some kind of holistic understanding of health that bridged psychiatry with the fest of the medical complex#they could have taken one look at how badly I broke down at age twenty and worked to prevent my inflammatory disease being triggered#or at least not gaslit me about it for seven years until i nearly lost a colon#you just absolutely bloody cannot treat health as separate from socioeconomics and community support#this shouldn't be new or revolutionary#actually cptsd#complex ptsd#ableism#disability#healthism#child abuse#emotional abuse#domestic abuse#intimate partner violence#parental abuse#chronic illness#spoonie#knee of huss#mental illness#autoimmune disease#social justice#psychosomatic
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Trying very very very very hard not to go all doomer over the election results
#I don't. I don't think I can talk to other people at the moment. I've lost almost all trust#I should mention that every person in political power from my state to my county to my city are now all Republicans#All with stated policies to get rid of trans people and implement a whole lot of other horrible stuff#As a trans person I don't feel safe#As an afab person I don't feel safe#I don't know if I want to *be* around people anymore after this#It feels like any hope I had of being able to transition or live happily in my body just got tossed out the window#Trying very hard to get my brain to not convince itself that I'm just. Dead. Just completely dead.#It feels like my death is fast approaching and inevitable and will be the result of actions and legislation upon me and others#And will not be on my terms#I want to keep living#I don't want to get killed or irreversible injured or assaulted for existing in public#But that risk has now increased exponentially#And it was already high to begin with#I feel betrayed but I'm not sure by who exactly#Because the people who did this were never on my side#But somehow it feels like I got double crossed in some way#I don't. I don't even feel safe just sitting here in my room
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Good Morning!☀
I know both how to be abased, and I know how to abound: every where and in all things I am instructed both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need. I can do all things through Christ which strengtheneth me. Philippians 4:12-13
Contentment seems to be hard to find in modern society. In fact, one of the engines of the economy is disatisfaction. Much time and money is spent trying to make you disatisfied with what you have so you will buy what is being advertised. After you have purchased it, often it is not long before a new model comes out with a few changes that purportedly make it worth buying to replace what you not too long ago bought.
And so it goes. "New and improved!" is blared at you through every media possible, despite the fact that what is being advertised is rarely both new and improved. Yet because of the seeds of discontent sown through persistent advertising, people constantly spend money for things that do not satisfy but spawn desire for even more things!
The apostle Paul lets us know that through Christ, we can do all things, including being content no matter what conditions we face. Whether we have much or little, increasing or decreasing, we can maintain our joy and peace.
This does not mean we do not want things to be better. It just means we will joy in things as they are whether they get better or not, much or little!
When our hope, trust, and faith are in Christ, we know that no matter what state we are in, it will be well with us!
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I know for some this might be a hard pill to swallow but when a 'celeb' gets criticism for supporting 'isr*al', it's not being a 'hater' or 'an echo chamber' or 'hateful saddos who live with their parents' (yeah I heard that one quite a bit) but it's people who have compassion, passion and empathy and want people to realise that supporting 'isr*el' on their large platform is very damaging, especially if you're spreading false information. 'But on Twitter they're sending death threats to my fave' okay, girl, if you're using twitter as some sort of gauge then you're the one with the problem here. You might be beyond help understanding this.
I know it might be easier for you to label someone a 'hater' when they critise your fave, but we're not being haters. We just want the murder/starvation/torture of innocent men, women & children to end & seeing someone with a large platform spewing a dangerous rhetoric, it's just exhausting not only dealing with them but their hardcore, parasocial fans too. 'My fave supports this thing so therefore I will also support this thing' is such a weird hill to die on.
Also, the 'they want peace for both sides' ... if that's the case why is it that they only defend 'isr*el' and not Palestine? If they genuinely wanted peace for both sides, where's the support for Palestine? Where's those posts? Never fall for the people who claim they 'just want peace for both sides' if they only make posts supporting the IsNotRael.
#I've just been seeing an increase in this shit#like a lot of people seem to be forgetting about Palestine and moving on#I can't#it's affected me too much#I've seen & heard too much that it shatters my heart everyday#palestine#free gaza#from the river to the sea palestine will be free#free palestine#all eyes on rafah#israel is a terrorist state
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Enough with the political ads please! 🤢🤢🤢🤢🤢
#United States#U.S.#president biden#president trump#presidential primaries#presidential election#2024 presidential election#2024 presidential campaign#2024 presidential race#2024 presidential primaries#2024 elections#THE ADS ARE ALREADY HEAVY ALL OVER EVERY STRIP OF MEDIA#politics#political ads#politics and government#ads#THE POLITICAL ADS ARE INCREASING THE AD SPAM BY EXPONENTIAL LEVELS#AND YOU CAN'T SKIP THEM ONLINE AND THEY SHOW ALL DAY ON TV
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fascist nazi rightwinger rishi sunak & co.
#slogan#rishi sunak#rishi delays ban on sale of petrol and diesel by five years in net zero pledge#rishi set to axe hs2 link after ‘out of control’ cost increases by nearly £8#trans church minister says sunak’s remarks put the community in ‘greater danger’#sunak says fact he’s never smoked is ‘irrelevant’ to proposed crackdown#sunak#fuck the tories#tories set out policies as conservative party conference kicks off in manchester#‘we all know the tories are s**t’#anti tories#tories out#corruption#corrupt politicians#police state#political#politics#uk politics#uk police#ukpol#uk government#uk govt#ukgov#uk#united kingdom#bigots#liberal hypocrisy#republican hypocrisy#gop hypocrisy#hypocrite
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Every time something good happens I crash and burn afterwards and feel so depressed. I wish it wasn't that way.
#it's probably just that things aren't very good generally and being reminded how it could be for a second makes what's normal extra painful#*things being very meh for long stretches of time* *experiencing real happiness for a sec* *back into the black hole you go*#the contrast is unbearable.#i wish the baseline was better.#it sucks to go to bed feeling sad and to wake up with it being so much worse.#I wish I was better at sleeping because I'd go back to sleep now if I could.#bad side effect of it being like this is that it makes a person afraid of the rare good things because of the black hole that comes after#and I guess it also causes grief because of all the time that's lost to the black hole. Which makes it all the more depressing.#i don't know what to do with myself when it's like this. it's not a state of mind in which I'm able to do anything at all#feelings are always so loud. it's impossible to be distracted from them. task inertia increases by 200%#the day hasn't even started yet. it's 6am. could do with not waking up from sleep because of my entire body feeling the sadness too much#... I'll figure something out. I always do. but I'm so tired.
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Me BSing hcs like: The fact that Kae is not only able to create a shield when he is dangerously low HP but also the fact that he is able to regenerate HP when he hits opponents with Frostgnaw is definitely due to him receiving his Vision when Diluc had tried to kill him in their Confrontation...but could it be possible that his familial ties to the Abyss Order could have influenced that HP drain of his-
#//And that's without mentioning the fact that Glacial Waltz's duration increases FOR EVERY OPPONENT DEFEATED#//Between that and his lil teleporting trick like an Abyss mage's (minus the flurries of ice); I have SO many thinkings#//Deffo love the abilities of his being an amalgam of Vision based and Abyssal energy imbued#//Deffo love that fact meaning it hurts a bit to use his Vision at all; esp with the teleporting being such a Staple to his combat style#☆ ┆ ( .ooc. );#//Sidetracking a bit; but I also like to think that even after the Abyss is defeated/beaten back enough to not be such a threat; he'd still#keep his abilities from it/some connection to it. Bc he's so used to it being such a big PART of his fighting style/assets to use in a pinc#//But also bc keeping that connection means it'd help him keep track of any remnants of the Order far easier#//He could track them down with far more ease; sense if they are growing stronger; get intel from Domains/abyssal traces#//Of course being very mindful to keep it a secret & trying to not involve his loved ones/fellow knights of it all#//But he very much is careful esp bc of risks of him being corrupted by it; keeping a keen eye on his mental/physical/emotional states#//Deffo has plans to leave Mond and/or end his own life if he starts seeing the Abyssal corruption affecting him irreversibly#suicide mention tw#//Kind of but also kind of not; considering some of the ways how he'd go abt it#//Knows it'd be harder to the further it goes; so he has particular criteria he keeps tracks of to ensure if they come to pass#//he; in a clearer state of mind; would either 1) use his Vision to try & purge the energy out of himself (extremely painful; COULD kill#if the corruption runs deep enough & save him the trouble) or 2) use the aggressiveness of the corruption to provoke someone (esp Luc)#into taking care of him &thus ending the problem all together. Bc he KNOWS he's strong; only a handful of beings could actually kill him#//& actually be WILLING to; without hesitation. Luc comes to mind first bc of their Confrontation. But also bc Kae'd be happy w him being#the last person he ever sees. Thinks it'd be comforting more than anyone else. Esp since a lover would just break his heart to see them#//Worst case scenario is him falling to the corruption & sb breaking it out of him in the moment#//Bc the Instant he realizes what's happening; esp if they are crying and/or angered at him; he WILL fatally wound himself#//And make SURE it's not something he can come back from; save by a miracle (or 'curse' as he'd see it)#//Probably making an icicle and slitting his own throat; if not jamming the thing into his heart#//he won't hesitate; wont offer explanations; final words or apologies; he cant risk that moment of clarity being too short for it#//he HAS to make sure he can't hurt anyone any further; no matter what it means for him#//Which is partly why he'd be so keen to make sure it's not found out; bc he KNOWS he can be talked out of keeping those abilities#//Or worse; he'd fight them on it; and thus make for a fucken MESS in the aftermath if he's been too far along in the corruption#//But he KNOWS that even with the risks; the powers are a VALUABLE asset to him; &thus desperately wants to keep them#//'sidetracking a bit'; I said. Proceed to write a wHOLE FUCKEN NEW HC IN TAGS; I did; kjfbgkftg. Whoops lmao
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#not to be nuanced on the internet but#the war in gaza is scaring tf out of me both because of the increasing likelihood of genocide#of Palestinians i mean#and what this will mean for the people i love in israel#(many of whom are left wing and never wanted this in the first place)#i get being happy for israel to lose US support - tbh i’m happy about what biden is doing at the UN etc#but also like - israel failing is scary#israel voluntarily dissolving to make a binational or just multi-ethnic state would be awesome#but that doesn’t seem like it’s on the table atm#like i hate a colonial project as much as anyone else#but - maybe this is bc i live in the U.S. which is also a colonial state just an older one#most people in israel didn’t have tons of choice in being born there or even going there as refugees#like - european countries don’t want jews to move back#en masse#arab countries don’t want jews to move back en masse#etc etc#the us isn’t going to be like - sure millions of immigrants should move here#so yeah it’s all pretty fucked now#and this is why peace is the only real solution that won’t result in mass death#but the israeli right wing sure af doesn’t want it#and their actions in Gaza sure aren’t inspiring confidence among Palestinians that there’s a partner there#so it’s just all deeply sad
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I would think that the longer I play this video game I'd develop transferable skills that would allow me to be at least a liiiittle bit better at boss battles as I go on but instead I am incurably awful
#like i understand that the boss battles themselves are increasing in difficulty#but like... the steepness of my improvement curve relative to the steepness of the boss battles' difficulty curve does not encourage me!!!#i realize this is the most insufferably econ major way of putting it but how ELSE is one supposed to put it#anyways this is about hollow knight#as are all of my video game posts unless stated otherwise#i simply cannot be bothered to play any other video game but this one has me in a chokehold
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i guess i could try using my ko-fi shop again but tbats entirely dependant on traffic i can drive to it and my audience & reach is so thin it feels like
#daze.txt#its so annoying bc its not just like. oh i have a job and my boss is weird and racist or zionist but gotta pay the bills#it being self employment it feels like im more responsible for taking a stand with who i align myself with#but like. a lot of the alternatives are non viable for so many people and starting again from scratch is such a nightmare#especially when you rely wholly on that money#this isnt just like oh im bitching because i have to do something or whatever its like#general frustration at etsys e commerce / craft shop hosting monopoly as well as the state of things yk#etsys Been a nightmare to use and idk if its just bc of increased shipping rates or selling less leather stuff compared to small patch items#or what but my margins have already been fucking atrocious Anyhow is Been a nightmare to use etsy#and the amt of fash and freak shit i see on the website im not surprised at all that theyre pro genocide its just.#final straw a bit in the growing frustration ive Been having
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