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ftmfandomfics · 4 years ago

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What I think the male characters of mha smell like

Izuku: Greenery and that smell just before it starts raining. Like when you’re walking through the woods and you get a deep breathe of fresh air.

Bakugou: Nitroglycerin smells like burnt sugar (not caramel), and I think he would wear way too much expensive cologne in an attempt to cover it. It doesn’t work now he just smells like if a candy store and Aeropostale joined forces.

Kirishima: I think he smells like sweat and axe. It’s not that he doesn’t shower after working out, he just smells like sweat. You can decide if that’s a good or a bad thing.

Todoroki: I think hes worn the same expensive cologne since middle school. Probably something called ice lake or glacier. He also smells like ✨daddy issues✨

Kaminari: He smells like a Spencer’s. I can’t pin down what smell it is but specifically the body jewelry area. All of them smell the same. There must be like an air freshener they all use or something idk.

Tenya: Beef stew. I fully head cannon that he’s autistic and that beef stew is his safe food. This bitch smells like beef stew and control issues.

Shoji: Shoji is a minimalist so I don’t think he would use cologne or anything, but I think he would have an essential oil diffuser in his room so he smells like a mixture of herbs and citrus fruits.

Oijiro: I’ve seen other people say he smells like vanilla and I agree, but I also think he would have an earthy smell too. Like pine and vanilla, very unique but it smells amazing.

Tokoyami: Black pepper and papyrus, you can’t tell if he naturally smells that way or if it’s from the old books he reads. When dark shadow comes out the papyrus smell dissipates and is replaced by the smell of damp earth.

Sero: Dragons blood incense, Apollo axe body spray, and just a wiff of marijuana

Aoyama: He smells like setting powder, body glitter, and a VERY sweet perfume. Is almost hurts your nose.

Koda: He smells like his bunny, and bunnies smell similar to cats. I don’t mean their poop or anything, their fur. When he’s in his room he’s always holding or playing with his rabbit so he ends up smelling like it.

Sato: He smells like pastries which isn’t really surprising. But somehow he always smells like fresh baked bread and cherry pie. He even seems to radiate the warmth too.

Mineta: piss, desperation, and grape cough syrup.

Shinsou: Coffee and lavender, he also has an earthy musk that smells almost spicy.

Tetsutetsu: I know he uses old spice wolf thorn. Or like KrackenGaurrd or whatever. Something with a name that makes him feel manly 😭🥺

Inasa: He smells like old leather, parchment, and paprika. When he uses his quirk the paprika smells gets stronger. A very mild but spicy smell.

Mirio: He smells citrusy and warm, like fresh baked lemon bars. He also wears the bourbon body spray from bath and body works.

Tamaki: Tamaki doesn’t like drawing attention to himself so I don’t think he would purposely have a distinct smell, and you can’t really place his natural one. He smells like how it feels to take a deep breathe of cold air, it’s almost addictive.

All might: Clean linen and oak wood. I just think he would smell very fresh and warm. Like when you wake up before your alarm so you get to roll back over and go back to sleep.

Endeavor 🤢: Expensive cologne and ass. I don’t believe that this man wipes his ass, that’s gay. Also you can’t convince me that he showers purely because I don’t think he would fit. He thinks no one notices, they’re just too afraid to say anything.

Gang Orca: Orcas have really sensitive skin so I don’t think he could use any scented products, including cologne. But I feel like he might have a very faint smell of saltwater.

Aizawa: He wears a cologne that’s very spicy and musky but he won’t tell anyone what it is. He naturally has a very earthy smell that the cologne enhances.

Present Mic: Stay with me on this, I think he would wear a very sweet sugary perfume. I feel like Hizashi naturally smells very tangy and spicy, so adding that sugary smell makes him ever more irresistible.

Hound dog: I think he smells like a clean dog. He’s a person, just with a dog quirk, so he’s fully aware that dogs smell. He’s pretty self conscious honestly, he doesn’t smell he’s just really really worried he will.

Rock Lock: I think he smells like a cave. If you’ve ever been in one you know what I mean. That damp earthy smell with just a tiny hint of metallic or salt in the air. I’m not picking this just because of his name idk he gives me really strong but calm vibes.

Tiger: I can’t decide if he would wear cologne or not. If he did I think it’d be fruity or cinnamon. Maybe like spiced apple cider.

Keigo: Fried chicken. Not because of his quirk he just eats a lot of fried chicken. Also the type of guy to wear old spice with a really “epic” name.

Fatgum: He smells like the food court part of a carnival, and I don’t mean that as a bad thing. He smells really good, like a mixture of sweets, spices, and fried foods.

Tensei: I think he smells clean with a tiny bit of musk cologne as well. Doesn’t seem like the type of guy to wear really strong cologne.

Natsuo: He would also wear a cologne with a name like glacier because something like that would piss Enji off.

Overhaul: He smells like a doctors office. It’s not pleasant. Does he spray himself with disinfectant or does he just use so much that he smells like it?

Kendo: He smells like sweat but not body odor. He works for overhaul so I don’t think Kai would let him get away with smelling bad.

Tomura: The shiggy stans are gonna come for me, but he smells like a rotting fucking corpse. When’s the last time he showered? Also not to mention he’s an incel so he probably also smells like piss and cum. You know it’s the truth.

Touya: He also smells like rotting flesh but it’s not as bad. Fire kills bacteria. He can’t wear cologne because so much of his body is skin graphs, but maybe if he took care of them properly he at least wouldn’t smell like a morgue.

Twice: Ciggarettes and borderline pedophelia gin.

Spinner: Honestly I think he’s the only member of the league (other than Magne)that would actually have some type of self care. He doesn’t smell like anything, which in comparison to his partners is amazing.

I think I got everyone that people would want. I’ll do the girls later and I’m thinking of doing the atla and lok characters too. If I forgot someone you want just tell me and I’ll add them :).

#I absolutely hate endeavor but also ✨daddy✨😩🙌#mha #bnha fanfiction #ftm fandom fics #headcanon #this is mostly a shitpost lmao

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bakusoftie · 5 years ago

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hnghhhh yandere shinso failing no nut november bc of reader hcs? aye sorry if this is a weird request. but im deadass serious. please. (jk jk...unless?)

i can’t tell if this is kuni or not and im too afraid to ask lmao

yan!hitoshi failing nnn because he is a weak-minded incel h/cs

nsfw ofc

shinsou was going into no nut november so confident in himself that he would not fail but,,,

he is weak.

it took one look of you taking off your gym jacket, revealing your bust and shoulders to him and he was done for

you had no idea what you were doing to him and that made him even more turned on

he thought he could just take a cold shower and forget about your sweaty, wet body

he wishes he could’ve licked off the perspiration off of your forehead before you wiped it off but he did manage to swipe your sweat rag while you weren’t looking

he took a big sniff of your scent as he tried to record it to memory.

the way you looked so worn out after training made his mind venture to darker places

he wondered if you would look that fucked out when he was done using you as his personal cocksleeve. he planned on locking you up real nice and tight and breed you until you couldn’t take anymore.

shinsou could feel his aching member spurt with pre-cum just thinking about you and how your pretty lips would feel wrapped around his-

oh fuck

shinsou felt the wetness surrounding the front of his pant before he really understands that he just came untouched from the mere thought of you

he uses your sweat rag to clean himself off and embraces the smell of both of your bodily fluids mixing together

later, he’ll realize that he lost no nut november and that he owes denki $20 bucks smh 🤦‍♂️

#bnha #boku no hero academia #bnha x reader #mha #hitoshi shinso x reader

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deleteddewewted · 3 years ago

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Incel! Shigaraki Headcanons

“Aw shit, here we go again!”

If you don't hold the context for the Incel! Shinsou stuff don't worry about, you dont need it. Just know that everything for Shiggy on this list are things that I've seen someone do before the person was kicked out of our school.

MINORS DNI

TW: Threats of Sexual Assault, Self Harm, Pressuring, Coercion, Violence, Strong Language

Utterly disgusting human being with no consideration of others.

Has a victim complex. If something doesn’t go his way then "you’re hurting him". It’s always someone else’s fault even when he’s the only one doing something.

Women are objects to him but not in the same way you'd think. He believes they should be tied to the home and should serve their husbands but Shiggy also loves “uplifting them”.

Plays nice with them and "supports" them but he's actually manipulating them, grooming them for himself.

Has a major breeding kink (you'll see how this is relevant)

Ends with him being in short term relationships were he wants to jump right into sex.

His girlfriends weren't humans to him but a toy for the men to play with.

You'd think that everyone would stay away from him and that he himself would stay clear of people, but thats not the case here. He plays his cards right to get people on his side and when he gets into a scandal these people jump in to defend him.

Do to who his dad is, he can get away with paying off people to keep quiet.

We're talking rich boy that throws a tantrum and his dad just gives him money to fix whatever problems he has.

Showers...sometimes but he neglects his hair so it ends up greasy and really musky.

Think wet dog smell and add shit into the mix.

Really bad self harm habit. He does it so he can later on show people and have them pity him. He scratches his neck raw and cuts his wrists. Will post pictures of his cuts 4chan or instagram.

He isn't above actually hurting someone physically.

Shinsou and him are different on this because while Shinsou would hurt someone emotionally first and only harm physically when actually tempted, Shiggy would hurt someone just because he's bored.

He's already been in trouble for stabbing a classmate because they were "being annoying".

Very short fuze, he cant and won't be patient for no one. He expects everyone to wait up on him.

When he gets rejected by any girl he immediately threatens to rape them or hurt them in someway.

Met Shinsou online but doest know who he really is. Shinsou never showed his face so Shiggy was only familiar with the girl Shinsou would post about online.

Is the type of guy who would get mad if you don't respond the moment he sends a message. I'm talking full on "Wow, you think your so special don't you. Your an actual fucking slut, no wonder you get so much attention. Your stupid cunt is probably loose after being used so much. Whore!"

Has manic episodes which end in him hurting himself or someone else.

The last episode he had resulted in him cutting his on mouth with a knife and sending pictures of the injury to random people online.

His room gets cleaned for him but when no one does it, he starts throwing a temper tantrum about how "Fucking useless servants! Your a stupid fucking retarded cunt! GET BACK HERE AND CLEAN THIS MESS!"

He goes threw maids and butlers with no issues. His dad has started to grow exhausted with him.

You know this fucker drinks red bull (sorry red bull drinkers)

A fucking twig, he purposefully starves himself. Again, wants people to pity him so he takes things way to far.

His dad neglects him a lot and shows no care for him. In order to replace that void in his life Shiggy makes it a habit to project his issues on to his girlfriends or female staff members.

When it comes to male staff he gets really close to them and sometimes he becomes so attached that when they show support for other students Shiggy gets incredibly jealous. He would start to act out and eventually dump the class.

So i mentioned that breeding kink at the beginning, lets elaborate on it.

It isn't so much that he wants to be a father its more to boost his own ego.

He wants to have so many kids so he can then make the woman take care of them and remind them of there place.

Doesn't wear a condom when having sex and if he does he takes it off somewhere during the act so he can cum inside of the girl he's fucking.

Never managed to knock anyone up. He doesn't know why but he gets mad when they don't end up pregnant. (Do i even have to say he's pro-life? He wants to force these girls to give him children while they just wanted a relationship.)

He loved commenting on whatever Shinsou posted about you.

Always went on about when Shinsou planned on fucking you.

Every time he asked Shinsou, Shinsou would just reply that he wanted to wait it out and have you come to him. Shinsou honestly never really thought about having sex with you so he found it weird that some stranger was more eager about it.

Salivated over you when he saw you for the first time.

Something carnal in him wants to wreck you and make you submit to him.

When Shinsou's accounts disappeared he grew frustrated because he couldn't find you anywhere and he lost a form of amusement.

Oh well, he could always get off to the pictures he downloaded of you.

We found out how much of shitty person the person was and it was honestly terrifying to think that i was once friends with them. I was only made aware of this behavior after i distanced myself from them because they became aggressive towards me and i was told my some of my friends that they were manipulative. People around me started showing me the messages and images they would send them and we all decided to show it to the school faculty. Once that was done the person was kicked from the school and the police were called.

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ichor-and-symbiosis · 5 years ago

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Personally I never had much problem with Mineta. I can see why people dislike him, and perverted humor isn't my cup of tea, but I'm fine with him. I actually like that he's a bit questionable, because it helps keep the class from feeling too squeaky clean. Makes it feel realistic that there would be some kids who want in solely for the fame and attention. I guess I'm just fine with him too cause he's super restrained compared to other anime perverts lol.

yeah i’m not foaming at the mouth with hatred for him, he’s just a dumb horny kid who i have absolutely no interest in as a character and believe he deserves to be replaced with shinsou. i obviously dont like how he makes the girls feel uncomfortable. he’s just an incel and that’s already grounds for me to have selective blindness when he’s in a chapter lmao i dont perceive him and that’s what keeps me happy and sane.

#alison talks

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mx-bright-sky · 6 years ago

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Hey does anyone remember Sonic 06 Real-Time Fandub? Anyway,

Green Lightning, but as moments/quotes from the Sonic 06 Real-Time Fandub

*spoiler warning for Green Lightning of course

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Akari, before quitting the LOV: Please freeze. Am I doing this right? It's my first day on the job. Please freeze

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Izuku, as Green Lightning: Don't worry, Eggman's an egghead. And by Eggman I mean Shigaraki

Shigaraki: What did you call me?!

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Orenji, watching what's going down at the USJ: Oh, I should... uh... I-I guess he's got it handled. I'll just, I mean, it'd be really awkward if I walked in now, so...

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Dabi, stealing the marble from Todoroki: Yes, Todoroki Shouto, I got'cha bitch! Got 'em in the palm of my hands!

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Sora: Hey. Wristband. Tell me my future

Wristband: Your future is: Undetermined

Sora: Well, that's pretty lame, I spent like 20 hours making you

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Izuku, after getting teleported by AFO: Well, that was weird. Dematerialzing, rematerializing.

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Sora: Well, fortunately we made it here to the computer room. Hey- hey Midoriya. Hey Midoriya, hey Midoriya.

Izuku: Yeah

Sora: We found- we- we found the computer room.

Izuku: Oh fuck, the c o m p u t e r r o o m.

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Kurogiri, teleporting to Shigaraki at the USJ after Iida escaped: The instant ramen's been released! We need to go, NOW

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Izuku at Mirio: Going through the floor. Who do you think you are, Danny Phantom or something?

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Shigaraki: *violent coughing*

Green Lightning (Izuku): Oh d- dude, you alright?

Shigaraki: *more violent coughing*

Green Lightning: You good? Good? You need a lozenge?

Eraserhead: Oh my god, who the fuck is that?

Green Lightning: Just let him have- just give him a second to clear his throat.

Shigaraki: *violent coughing switches to evil laughter* ...Welcome to Tilted Towers

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Spinner: My name is Memphis, Tennessee, and I'm part lizard.

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Akari: What happened to my quirk?

All for One: Oh, Shadow the Hedgehog, you don't know? There's a new trend going around online called "kinning."

*calling Akari "Shadow" fits bc. If you've seen Akari's design. Yeah that's fair.*

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All for One: And there's NOTHING you can do to STOP me! *villainous laugh*

Izuku, unphased: I can, um, kick your ass. Right now.

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Dabi: Look at this orb. Inside, you'll see the future. In your future it looks like you'll kiss seven girls. How lucky for you

Todoroki: Jokes on you! If you truly knew me, you'd know I'm gay

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Mr. Compress: Here, come to my house. C'mon, let's just go.

Izuku: Wha- *gets shrunk*

Mr. Compress: To my house.

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Shinsou: I'm tired all the time

Sora: Oh I fuckin' feel you there buddy. Insomnia, am I right?

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Shigaraki: Hey, gamers. Were you talking about Fortnite? No, I'm not even gonna pretend you were talking about Fortnite. I just really love bringing up my favorite game whenever I can

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Akari: I, too, have insomnia, but unlike you mine is not caused by depression. Mine is because I play so much Fortnite. I stay up late and go to Tilted Towers.

Akari: I dont actually play Fortnite- I don't know any other places

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Shigaraki: Well, you see, it's a gamer pad. Not many girls come in here cuz I get friendzoned so frequently. But that's okay.

Toga: I'd like to be in the friendzone! I'd like friends!

Shigaraki: It's not as pleasant as you'd think. They don't treat you like a friend. They treat you like an item. Sometimes I wish I could be more than just an accessory to these women, but unfortunately, as a gamer, I don't get respect

Orenji: Well, I'm not a gamer, so maybe they'll respect me!

Shigaraki: That just makes you a beta cuck. That's the difference between you and I; I'm an alpha gamer.

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Hatsume: That doesn't matter. Check out this cool gem I got in eBay for $7.

Natsuki: It's so cool. Can I add it to my rock collection?

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Mr. Compress, talking about shrinking Green Lightning: You see, I had to trap Green Lightning in the hell dimension 'cause he disrespected gamers.

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Akari, sitting in the League of Villain's basement: Maybe if I- if I keep thinking really hard, my hands will get clean. I really would like to eat.

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Shigaraki: We'll have an ARMY of GAMERS to take on the world with

Kurogiri: Y'know you say that like it's a threatening thing, but have you ever seen a gamer in real life before?

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Shinsou: I hope you're happy with yourself

Hatsume: I am happy with myself! I have a positive mental attitude!

Shinsou:... God, I wish that were me

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Akari, trying to move their hand after Shigaraki disintegrated it: Oh this? It's my arm.

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Akari: I've also been eating rocks. That's- that's my go-to when I've been captured.

Kirishima, nervously: Rocks?

Akari: Yeah! Yeah yeah yeah, they're pretty good.

Kirishima: NUH-UH-UH! THAT'S NOT FOOD!

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Izuku: Why don't you tell me your incredibly complicated backstory in an interesting, long winded, monologue?

Toga and or Orenji: Oh, okay. Yes. So, once upon a time...

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Orenji: Why are you so rude?

Shigaraki: Why are you so goddamn pale? Now, get the fuck away from me!

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All for One: *long winded monologue*

Izuku: so I'm just gonna let you keep talking and I'm just gonna meditate over here

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Izuku, trying to escape the LOV: I need to sneak outside the-

Akari, running into him: Oh!

Izuku: Shit!

Akari: Yeah- right back at ya, friend!

Izuku: What are you doing here?

*alarms start going off*

Akari: Uh...

Izuku: Aw, shit, what did you do?!

Akari: I JUST SNEAKED!

Both of them, running: GODDAMMIT!

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Akari: I'm so glad we're outside. It's been like- a week? I've lost track of time- I'm not sure if I'm a person

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Green Lightning running into Akari for the first time: Hey. Oh, I haven't met you, twink.

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Shinsou: What did we just do. Did we do that together? Was that like a gay thing?

Izuku: It's always a gay thing

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Akari: Hungry. Hungry is a good mood. I've eaten nothing but rocks, as I've said, for a while. Some plants would be a nice change to rocks. ... I think I'm starting to hallucinate, it's been a while- I just keep getting kidnapped

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Shinsou, looking at the latest news story about what Green Lightning is up to: I've been told. To think about the ocean. When I'm stressed. And I'm looking at that, and I'm real stressed

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All for One: How many times are you gonna run. I've captured you 17 different times!

Izuku: ...I feel like it's gonna be at least 18.

All for One: ...the audacity of this bitch

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Hatsume: The beach. ...Count how many sand is here Garby. That's your first mission

Garby's visor: 1... 2... 3... 4...

Natsuki: Why the fuck would you make him do that?

Hatsume: It passes the time

Garby's visor: 5... 6... 7...

Natsuki: It's gonna take so long! Hatsume!

Garby's visor: 8... 9... 10... 11...

Natsuki: It's gonna be so annoying!

Garby's visor: 12... 13...

Hatsume: I'm curious what he thinks the number is

Garby's visor: 14... 15...16...17...

Natsuki: No! He's just gonna be counting forever!

Garby's visor: 18... 19...

Hatsume: Perhaps.

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Akari: You silly feeble-minded little gay

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Akari: Oh no. I'm having a flashback

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Akari: This is. Awkward. I dont know any of you guys, and you're all acting like, "Oh man, it's so sad!" and like, I want to feel sad too, but I don't know you. So like...

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Izuku: First I have to take care of this... alpha... gamer... incel guy, I guess

Akari: Yep, that's the plot

#my posts #my fics #green_lightning #long post #fic spoilers

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deleteddewewted · 4 years ago

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Essentially the Incel!Shinsou and Reader's relationship right now. We love pain!

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deleteddewewted · 3 years ago

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Incel! Shinsou x F! Reader Part 8

You agreed to go watch the show that Bakugou was performing in with Maya, but you found it weird how Maya was exited to go. You end up getting some much needed emotional support for who you end up seeing at the performance. What will you think of it and what's up with Maya?

Hey everyone, im back with another part of the Incel! Shinsou series! Thank you to the lovely @drewcreates for the art work, go support her.

"I can't help but repeat myself. I know it's not your fault. Still lately, I begin to shake. For no reason at all"- (I Cant Handle Change by Roar)

(Art by @drewcreates)

Shinsou was standing behind the curtain, waiting for the scene to change to make his entrance. This was the first-ever show that he played one of the main protagonists and he was excited to see what would come from it. He was tired of being the “no-hit wonder” so this show meant a lot to him. Maya was nice enough to help him practice but he had to admit that she was a brutal teacher. She would hit him with a ruler or make him break down the scene to its very basics before having him continue with the scene. He understood the strict nature but he kinda wished she wouldn’t hit him with a ruler like some grandmother scolding her disobedient grandchild.

“You need to understand that a character isn’t just someone you become for the moment. You need to be them, sleep like them, and most importantly, dream like them. You are the character that you’re trying to bring to life. Now stop looking constipated and do it from the top.” Shinsou groaned at Maya’s lecture but he knew it would help him. She was right, he had to “dream” like the character if he was going to become them, whatever that meant. Even while helping him out, Maya was still cryptic. She said it was to make him think, but he considered it a quirk of hers.

Shinsou finally saw his cue and got on stage with the other actors. The audience was nothing more than dark figures while he and the others on stage were brightly illuminated. Bakugou was stepping in front of him as if trying to intimidate him but Shinsou pushed past him with a smirk on his face. He walked over to the actress and bent down at the hip to be face to face with her. Shinsou was never suave with girls back in high school, his entire thing was pushing them away as far as he could. This was foreign territory for him and hopefully, he could sell that he wasn’t a clueless idiot when it came to it. Looks could only go so far but he knew he achieved his goal when the actress let out an unscripted squeal and her face became even more flustered than before.

It was a unique feeling to be on stage. It was a show of importance and focu . The costume he had on was nothing more than old military fatigues yet it attracted people to look at him. His hair was straightened and slicked back, his hair dyed to match the original character’s iconic blond look and he still had the crowd entranced with himself. He was willing to go full-on out for even the smallest role and he had to give Maya some credit for that influence. The woman worked and she worked hard.

You sat in the crowd with Maya sitting beside you. The taller woman was watching quietly as your leg bounced in anticipation. You wore an ankle-length dress with a v-shaped collar that showed the top of your bust. The skirt had panels to it and was fully black with some lace, making itself known on the puffy short sleeves. You felt elegant yet yourself with matching makeup to bring it all together. Maya on the other hand was very casual in her dressage, opting for a thigh-leveled skirt, a simple black turtle neck, and a black jacket to match. Her makeup was the most outspoken part of her outfit with the large winged eyeliner that sharpened her eyes and helped pop the color of her eyes. She was beautiful and so were you, everyone in your row kept glancing at you both during the intermission to reassure themselves that two beautiful women were sitting next to them.

“What do you think?” Maya snapped you out of your thoughts. You raised your brow at her and looked back at the stage where Shinsou and Bakugou fought for the main actress’s attention via pulling at her arms like children fighting over a toy.

“I think... it’s good. Not really a theater person but it’s immersive.”Maya chuckled at you and redirected her gaze to the stage.

“You think Shinsous is doing a good job?”

“Yeah..? Why-”

“Did you know he asked me to invite you to the show? He wanted you to see it.” The comment caught you off guard. The idea hadn’t crossed your mind that he would want you to watch him perform. You knew he was trying to spend more time with you, the silly and awkward interactions in the library told you that much, but you didn’t know that he wanted you to watch him specifically.

“No, I didn’t.” Maya chuckled again and faced you.

“After the show, let’s go backstage to congratulate them. I'm sure Bakugou and Shinsou would appreciate it.”

“Are you going to see someone?” You asked her. Maya shook her head and giggled.

“I want to talk to Lavanda about his performance and review with him, nothing else.” You made yourself comfortable in your seat, the thought of speaking with Shinsou being nerve-wracking to you. You haven’t truly spoken to him since you saw him laying on top of Maya and that was all you could manage to do at the time. You didn’t feel safe around him like you used to.

“Don't worry, I’ll stand beside you the entire time if you want me to. No one hurts you unless they want their teeth kicked in.” Maya smiled down at you, her canines becoming visible to you.

“Thanks.” The small jitters of anxiety and prickles of sweat made themselves present on your body as you waited for the show to end. At least you weren’t going to be left alone with him.

The show came to an end and everyone began to file out of the theater. Many commenting on the lead actor’s performance and how they truly went above and beyond with the story. Monoma was drinking up all of the attention that viewers were giving him on his minor role. He stood by the wall and towered over some of the girls who gawking at him, their faces flushed and eyes hazy. You didn’t understand how anyone could find Monoma attractive but to each their own, you thought Shinsou was handsome looking even when he was looking rough. They both were handsome but Monomas personality irritated you and that was what shined brighter than any looks he had.

“I know, I know, I truly was fantastic as a private- Madam Maya!” Monoma pushed past his small group of fangirls, shoved you aside, and made his way in front of the taller woman. He was about her height, just a little taller than her by 4 inches. This soft grin was present on his face as he focused on her.

“How are you today, Madam Maya? Did you enjoy the show?” Monoma leaned towards her and smirked. His eyes immediately met her own, almost challenging her to look away. You could practically see the hearts in his eyes and it was borderline sweet. Everyone knew that Monoma had a thing for her, but Monoma himself didn’t know that his “admiration” was not that at all. He was, and very, unfortunately, in love with Maya.

“Yeah, I guess. You did your role well, though, I think you could have done better since you’re always talking about how “outstanding” you are. I’m sure you’ll be amazing in the next one.” Monoma was leaning towards her and tripped forward. Maya moved to the side to give him space to fall to. He was trying to get a closer look at her while also drinking up the semi compliment she had given.

“Of course I will be! But- you think I did well?!” She nodded and watched the slightly taller male regain his balance. He stood up straight, stiff even, as he adjusted the suit he wore.

“Why are you-” But he cut you off before you questioned his wardrobe choice. Who wore a suit after wearing an uncomfortable costume for over 2 hours?

“Will you be auditioning for the next show?” Monoma eagerly asked Maya.

“Not sure, why?”

“The next major project is this absorbed thing about heroes and high schoolers with superpowers that they refer to as “quirks. Can you believe how ridiculous that sounds? It sounds hor-” Monoma crossed his arms rolled his eyes dramatically at the idea of a theater performance.

“Oh, isn’t that the play that All Might created?”

“Yeah, so bland-”

“Sounds like a lot of fun. Might just audition for it if I haven’t already been directly picked by then.” Monoma swallowed harshly and tried to backtrack his comments.

“Ye- Yeah! I- it is- it does sound like a lot of fun. Haha, yes, I cant wait to audition for it. I- uh- I heard from Teacher Vlad that the art department was getting priority at the auditions.” He tried laughing it off by sounding excited, but Maya could see through it all and gave you an amused look before looking back at him.

“Well, let’s hope that you get a role in the next major project. Maybe you can truly amaze me.”

“S-sure! Can’t wait to a-amaze you, Madam Maya!.” Monoma’s voice cracked when speaking Maya’s name. His blush only deepened as she smiled back at him.

She no longer paid him any attention but you noticed how Monoma’s smile grew as she walked away.

You turned to follow Maya deeper into the theater and were suddenly met with darkness. You walked past the crew who were diligently removing set pieces and helping actors out of their costumes. Tech was screaming at each other from across the room as you passed through another door. Once through, it revealed a tan hallway with doors all across it, the end of the hall has an open door frame that led to who knows where. You made it near that open door when you were met with the man you’ve been trying to rebuild your relationship with.

“Hey, Lavanda! You were great tonight! How many are you doing for this week? I want to celebrate the opening night.” Shinsou was unbuttoning his shirt with the help of a crew member who was helping him take off his pants.

“I have 3 shows in the morning and 2 at night tomorrow, 4 to 3 the rest of the weekdays, and only 3 shows in the morning for the weekend. What did you want to do?” He turned to face Maya but his eyes immediately met your own.

Your stomach fluttered as he slowly took off his shirt to hand over to the crew member. You gave him a quick smile and faced Maya. You didn’t like how oddly embarrassed and intrusive this felt. He was just removing his costume to put on his regular clothes, nothing you haven’t seen him do before. He used to change his shirt in front of you when you would both get to his house to work on the project you were assigned. You mentally told yourself to calm down and try to focus on the upperclassman who was smirking at Shinsou.

“How about a movie at mines? We can order something in and you can spend the night if you want.” Shinsou continued to take apart his costume while the crew member yelled at someone else who was passing by. Everyone was still focused on work even though the show ended for the night.

“Don’t you live with that other upperclassman’ family? Are they ok with you inviting me to stay over?” Maya nodded her head.

“I asked prior and you can stay in the guest room or my room. You touch my Ghibli merch I kill you.” Maya smiled at the last statement while Shinsou became rigid. It didn’t matter who you were if it was Maya, you had to take her seriously. You noticed how Shinsou’s eyes wondered over Maya’s form as if searching for something. You gave her a quick glance to see if anything was off but there was nothing out of place.

“I’m joking but please try to be careful with my stuff. You borrowed Работа актера над собой from me and it came back with coffee stains.” Her smirk fell at the memory. Some of the pages were unreadable and fragile when he handed it back to her. She was not amused and made him do extra hours of practice as punishment.

“Yeah, sorry about that I was trying to cram as much as I could and wasn’t paying attention. I can buy you a new Рабо- uuuh, is there an easier title version?”

“An Actor Prepares, and no, you don’t need to buy me a new one. Just be careful next time.” You watched the two of them interact and couldn’t help the smile that made itself onto your face.

Maya was like an older sister scolding her younger brother for going into her room. Shinsou was taller than the woman but he still hunched over as if trying to appear small. His crooked smile and tired eyes completed the family picture in front of you. They both were tired people, Shinsou had his reasons that he never disclosed with you, while Maya opened up to you about her insomnia. You had to admire their dedication to their studies, they both seemed more themselves when they stood on the stage.

“Hey did you-”

“L/n, what did you think about the show? Any memorable performances? Bakugou was good on his delivery. Never pinned him for a romance kind of guy.” Maya crouched down a little to meet you at eye level and directed her gaze at you before moving her eyes to Shinsou. Shoji, another actor, handed him a bag which Shinsou took, thanked him, and pulled out a pair of pants.

“Uh, well. Monoma was good and so was Midoriya. I didn’t expect Midoriya to be so funny, he usually does drama, right?” Maya nodded. Shinsou began to put his pants on while pulling his shirt out to prevent it from becoming stuck.

“Yeah, he’s usually a drama and action type of guy so I have had some work with him.” He adjusted his shirt, tucking it into his pants half haphazardly.

Shinsou then complimented your hair and makeup for the night, his eyes trying to stay far away from your exposed chest. You looked ravishing and it was hard for him to keep his comments to himself. The one time he wanted to tell you everything about how his life without you has been going, was the same time that you decided to look so fucking perfect. You were too much for him. You were always attractive to him, his denial was strong back when you barely knew each other but now, liberated by those thoughts and attempting to make amends with you, he could finally learn how to express them. You were everything that he wanted to one day be, free. His hands were becoming sweaty just out of looking at you.

“Any criticism for me?”

“Uh, yeah. I have some things I wanted to ask about.” He avoided your eyes but you can see the redness in his ears deepen as he waited for your comments.

You both didn’t notice how close you both were to each other and how flushed both of your faces were. You asked about specifics regarding the character he was playing and he answered all of your questions with this happy ease. His eyes were stuck on you as your own were one him. You were both stuck in your own little world where the yelling crew and running actors didn’t exist. If only you were paying attention you would have noticed Maya watching you both from a distance. She stepped back to observe you both interact with one another. There was no denying it, you truly made a positive change in Shinsous life. Maya smiled to herself, memories flooding back to her of how difficult Shinsou used to be.

She hoped that Shinsou wouldn’t remember the request he made to her but she guessed wrong. Maya didn’t mean to hide anything from him, she knew it would only hurt him more in the long run but she couldn’t do it. She did what he asked of her and found what he wanted. She couldn’t give it to him. Maya crumpled the piece of paper she held in her hand since the beginning of the show. Her palm began to sweat and it would probably end up smearing the ink on the paper but it didn’t matter. She wasn’t going to show him the letter. The moment was so joyous that it would ruin it if she did. Maya hid the letter inside her skirt pocket and watched you both talk about the show. You were both smiling at each other but Shinsou was watching you with pure adoration. It was cute. She couldn’t afford to ruin such a moment for the both of you, not if it meant that the truth would destroy all of the good changes you’ve done for him.

The people in the theater walked around the emptying space with some deciding to stick back to see if they could speak with some of the actors. Some of the show-goers were still excited while others chatted with one another. It was positive and light but not for one person. The man stood in place waiting to see if the girl he had been observing would come out of the door she walked through. He would have walked through the door if it weren’t for the heavy amount of staff running around shouting out orders. It reminded him of how he would yell at his underlings. The girl didn’t come out of the door but he knew it was her.

“Boss?” One of his henchmen stood behind him waiting to gain acknowledgment.

“What do you need?” He asked irritated. His henchman shook in fear at his voice.

“Th- the car is ready, sir.” The man took one last look at the door and turned around towards the theater’s exit. He walked outside to the cool night and stepped into the car where his driver waited for him as well as his right hand.

“Any updates Chronos?” He asked indifferently.

“Production has been on the up since we got the other gangs to join. Though, if I may suggest something.” The man directed his eyes to the other man, his face still facing forward.

“Maybe we should focus on the...experiment rather than searching for your muse, Chisaki?” The brown-haired man, Chisaki, redirected his gaze to the window beside him and observed as more people spilled out of the theater’s main entrance. The girl he was searching for was walking beside you with a large grin on her face as a blond-haired male trailed behind them.

“I’ll do as I please. I’m not ignorant enough to be distracted by some walking cunt, Chronos.” The driver pulled out to the rode and slowly drove to not hit any pedestrians walking on the street.

Chisaki watched you blush at the taller woman as her arm rested on your shoulder.

You were happy to finally be out of the theater and get some fresh air after being stuffed into halls full of people. Maya and Bakugou escorted you back to your place, conversation always focused on teasing Bakugou on how his voice cracked by accident in the middle of his line. The blond was not happy with it but you were all smiles so he would let it slide. He felt like someone or something was staring at him and he turned to face the street to see where the feeling came from. No one was across the street from the three of you but the car that passed by fell off. Bakugou narrowed his eyes as he watched it pass by you all and kept his eyes on it till it disappeared. He rolled his shoulders and kept a steady pace with the two girls in front of him. It was dangerous for them to be out this late.

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Obsessed! Overhaul (Incel! Series)

MINORS DNI

You'll see why this is a thing. You'll see. (He makes me really sick even when i don't make him worse than what he is.)

TW: Stalker Behavior, Murder, Rape, Pedophilia

28 years old and the leader of a notorious Yakuza group, he had everything at his finger tips.

The previous leader was someone he deeply admired and would take everything he told him to heart.

He's one of those people that just wants to see the world burn.

Has stalker tendencies. (you'll see why.)

Has a thing for young women who look younger than what they are.

He once saw this girl on instagram and couldn't stop himself from following her.

He thought she was very pretty and needed to know more.

At the time, the girl was 14 and would rarely put any pictures of herself. From the ones she would post he would just sit and admire her.

Unfortunately she lived in the U.S so there was no opportunity to create any contact with her.

He indulged himself with the women around him.

Many of them younger and inexperienced. 18 years old at least.

He was warned to stay away far away from them, they could always cause problems but he couldn't. They just looked so pretty in the clothing he would buy for them.

The kids clothing.

One of them was a bit younger than the rest.

15 at the time.

Her body was found in horrible condition a week after her disappearance.

She was wearing her school uniform.

He didn't feel anything. He lacked a lot in the emotion department and it honestly served him well when leading his gang.

Always cleaning himself and the space around him. He couldn't stand "impurity".

Heavy on degradation. He doesn't care if the girl is inexperienced, he wants to be a god in their eyes.

He would follow every single one of them for at least a month. He had no plans on settling down like his old man suggested.

Thats when the girl of his deranged fantasies appeared to him.

He felt his heart do something it hadn't done prior.

It felt like it was going to burst and his body became hot.

He followed her and figured out where she studied. By that time she was 17 and already attenting university.

What a smart girl.

He then figured who her closest people were.

He met this guy called Noah and basically threatened him to get him information on his muse.

His girl. (Don't make me vomit, please)

Noah delivered and asked him why he wanted all of that information.

"You're to young to understand. Mind your business."

He finally was able to dig into his girl and make her his.

Unfortunately, that Noah kid got in the way and took her away from him.

He took care of Noah once he got the chance to.

His girl in the other wasn't anywhere he could take her, so he eventually left her behind.

She still lingered in the back of his mind.

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Incel!Shinsou Oneshot: Mommy Issues

Minors DNI

HEADS UP:

This is very dark.

"Mom, I'll be quiet. It would be just to sleep at night. And I'll leave once I figure out. How to pay for my own life too" - (Class of 2013 by Mitski)

TW: Sexual Assault (graphic), Non-con (Is this different then SS? Can someone please tell me, i'm not sure), Victim Blaming, Some Sexism, Pedophilia, Stalking, Blood, Gore, Trauma Blaming, Self Harm, Survivors Guilt, Minor Dependency, Minor Trauma Dumping.

Since the day Maya was born she has been set to work for what she wanted. High expectations were already set in stone for her and so was her future. She had to do the things other wanted for her instead of what would make her happy. At 6 she found out that there were kids just like her that didn’t fit and didn't want what their parents wanted for them. A crying boy with ginger hair that was pushed to the ground by a pair of bullies had caught her interest. He was taller then her but somehow he was toppled by the other kids. They said mean words to him and kicked him while he was down. Mayas dad always told her that if someone was being hurt that she should do something to stop it. People didn't just hurt people because it was fun, there was always a reason. In her mind there had to be one. She stepped into the space and hit the bullies, then moved in front of the taller boy to protect him. She didn't care that she was getting hit, as long as the other kid was fine she was fine. She threw a good punch and caused one of the bullies to start to cry. The other bullies grew worried and left Maya and the boy alone.

"W-why d-did y-ou he-lp m-me?" The ginger cried. He folded into himself, as if expecting Maya to hurt him.

"Because they were being mean to you." Maya give out her hand to the ginger.

"Im Maya! Whats your name?"

"N-Noah." The boy found a friend in her and both became less lonely after that day. When she reached 10, she realized that no matter how much drive you could have, it could easily be snuffed out by a conscious decision. In her case, it was a knife that took her dad away from her and her family. The blaring alarms and blinding lights of the first reconsiders couldn't provide the comfort that her parents once offered. Her mother was tasked with taking away her husbands own corpse and to explain what death was to a 10 year old Maya and her 4 year old son. She couldn't reach out to her mom for comfort, the woman was distressed and drowning herself in work to hide from the world. Her older brothers, Alec and Zeke, were no good. The two of them making their own lives and all of sudden needing to stop them to properly mourn their dad, it didn't feel right for her to look for them either. Noah was the only one she could go to.

"Im scared. I dont- i dont want to sleep on my bed." Maya hid inside her closet as Noah crouched outside of it trying to cox her out.

"B-but you'll sleep-p wrong and h-urt your back." The ginger stuttered out. Maya couldn't be coxed out of her hiding spot so instead the boy took the blankets and pillows from the bed to the closet.

"Here, w-we can m-ake a bed." He accommodated everything inside the small space and threw the blanket on Maya to keep her warm. Noah quickly got up again and grabbed two more things from on top of the bed.

"Here. P-please m-ove." Noah sat himself next to Maya and handed her a bear plushy. Noah had a wolf one in his own hands and pulled Maya's head to rest on his shoulder.

"S-sleep. I'm h-here t-o help y-you." He stuttered out. Maya and Noah had shared a lot of there childhood together. All of the pains and all of the fears they had were for each other to balance out together. Noah stayed at hers to stay away from his abusive parent while Maya went to him to escape her extended families constant nagging. It was only natural for them both to find each other for comfort.

It was at 13 when she realized that no matter what she did, she was never going to be the person her family wanted her to become. Her goals were within the arts, not military or STEM bound. She wouldn’t bother with the "traditions" and wouldn't wear what a "modest girl" would wear. She had enough and she was ready to leave everything behind her for a better life. Even if that meant leaving the few positive people in her life behind as well. When she first got to UA she couldn't believe the chance she got at just 17 years old and ready to work along side people a year a head of her, Maya was ready to prove herself to everyone around her. She was always casted for the villain role, it was exhausting to be seen as a one trick pony. But she was stubborn, she's her fathers and mathers daughter. Her father never rested til he had the world to give to his family and her mother never backed down till she got the best results for her patient's. Her family was her model so she wasn't going to disappoint them by allowing herself to be boxed into a singular label.

"Maya, what role would you like to audition for?" That was the first time she was ever asked what she wanted acting wise. Everything in her life was dictated for her, so to all of a sudden being given a choice was something she didn't want to give up. Maya did great in all of her roles. She was given more freedom as time went by and everyone began to develop a fondness for the youngest member of the class. Some in the other hand would push it. She felt like she was watched every time she took a breath, the outside of her apartment was stuffy even when there was no one and nothing there. Fear wasn't an emotion she was used to in her life, so to feel it every day just because had started to really affect her. Her characters came off more realistic but at the cost of her own sanity. The one day she decided to leave towards campus early in the morning, without Noah by her side, became a grave mistake.

Maya found herself tied down to a medical table as a man with light brown eyes, appearing yellow in the lighting, walked over to her. He didn't addressed her but he did focus on her naked body. He moved his hands over her legs and to her stomach, pressing down on it as if to test its texture.

"Pretty skin," The man turned to look at the frightened girl directly in the eyes. "And an even prettier face. Wonder what i could do with you, doll." He walked away from the girl and searched for something that was out of her sight. Maya shook in fear, the table was cold and the straps over her body wouldn't allow her to move around. She was gagged but even then she could make some muffled noises. She was shouting out pleas of mercy to the man to let her go.

"Aww, well. That will take off points on the obedience factor. Men don't like little girls who scream for nothing." He came up to her and grabbed her face, directing her to stare at him.

"You're such a pretty little thing you know?" He waved around a scalpel and pressed it lightly on her face, gently dragging it so she could feel it. Maya tried moving away put the grip was strong, she could only whimper out a muffled plea. Tears began to accumulate in her eyes, she wanted to get away, to be able to do something.

"PMMMMPH- MMMMPH!" The man rolled his eyes and walked his unused hand towards the girls breast, squeezing one of them and moving the scalpel down towards her stomach.

"Bad little girl." The man plunged the scalpel into Mayas side.

"MMMMHHHHHHHH!" It hurt, a lot. It only got worse when she tried to move away. Tears bubbled into her eyes and all she could do was look at the man.

"It'll stop hurting if you just listened to what i have to say. Good little girls are quiet." He pulled out the scalpel and and took his hands off of her breast, then placing it on top of her stomach and gently massaging it.

"HHhhhhh- hmmhhhh." Maya calmed down her breathing and continued to breath in and out as a distraction from the pain. If she played her cards right, he would let her go. Right? If she listened to him, she would be fine. Right?

"Good girl!" He rewarded her by leaning down and pressing his lips on to her forehead. Would have been a nice gesture if he was her age and if she knew him.

"Why don't i show you what you've earned? Good little girls get prizes for listening." He moved on top of her, placing the scalpel next to her face on the table. Maya could feel the mans body heat coming off of him, it made her feel disgusted. He was radiating heat. She remembered how her dad once said, " To have heat was safety and to be cold was alertness," She stared at the man on top of her, watching him undress himself and take off his belt. "As long as you can stay alert, you'll be fine sweetie." In that moment, Maya hoped that she wouldn't. She didn't want to feel anything or see what the man would do to her. She honestly hoped that he would kill her.

"I'm sorry dad."

"You're so pretty like this. Ooooh, i cant wait to mark you my dear."

"I can't keep alert."

"God, look at you. You really want to be taken care of."

"I couldn't save myself."

"Aaaaooooh, so tight. What a good little girl you are."

"Dad! Please help me!"

"Aoooogh, ooooh so good!"

"Please kill me! Please! Please! Save me me please!"

"Fuck ahhhh, so tight"

"Please! Kill me! Kill me, kill me, kill me!"

"Does my good little girl wan't more? Hhmm. You wan't more? You wan't me to stuff you?"

"Please! MOM! DAD! ZEKE! SOMEONE PLEASEEEE!"

"What a little slut you are. Filled you up so well."

"WHY! PLEASE STOP! PLEASE END IT!"

"Awww, look at you. You're such a good little girl."

Maya couldn't remember when she went missing nor remember how long she's been in this place. The man would come into the room periodically to have fun with her and would leave with blood on himself. Maya would come in and out of it, not fully understanding what was happening since at some point she lost sensation. All she knew was that her arm was beyond recovery and her body hated the feeling in between her legs. Her arm, specifically her left, had gone numb before her other limbs. She made the mistake to look at it at the 7th go around with the man. Her arm was bloodied, scar wounds decorating it in a morbid "masterpiece" of destruction. Flesh was standing up looking puffy with an infection most likely starting to settle in . Nothing in or out of her body felt right, the need to vomit increasing with each session of torment that the man brought on to her.

"H-hey. M-aya?" The girl closed her eyes and opened them slowly, the light above her having blinded her. It was the only clean thing in the room that she could tolerate to stare at.

"M-m-maya." Maya turned her head to the voice. She was greeted by the sight of a man smiling back at her. It wasn't cruel like the other mans, if anything this one was more concerned.

"Noah."

"Maya." She gave him a weak smile, her body already giving out on her. Noah was the boy she defended all those years ago. The kid who got picked on for his stutter and his tics. Since the day they met she was the one helping him. She would get picked on for it but she didn't care. Noah was her best friend, the only other kid that was like her. They both graduated early and made the decisions to study in Japan, to get away from everyone who knew them. She was glad that he was here but she quickly snapped out of her happy trance.

"What are you doing here?" Noah's smile widened a little but it still shook around the edges.

"I'm-m he-re to save y-you." "Just like you saved me"

Maya's condition didn't improve once she got out of her captors place. The authorities couldn't find the man and they also couldn't launch an investigation. There was "little evidence", so the rape kit was useless as well as the hours of interrogation she was subjected to the moment she was saved. Thankfully Maya didn't become pregnant, but even then she sustained major injuries on her left arm. Long scars that were very sensitive for normal day to day clothing. She was very much conscious when they stitched her arm up. The nurses had asked if she wanted any pain killers or some numbing cream on her arm so it wouldn't hurt, but she was honestly tired and her brain wouldn't process everything that was happening in her surroundings despite being awake. The doctor said it was shock, the nurses also mentioned she suffered from 3 separate panic attacks since they found her. Her left arm was an ugly mess, she didn't really care.

A close friend she and Noah made in japan, Tomosuke, had offered her a place to stay at his families estate. The concern was that she might enter into a state of heavy depression that would lead to her hurting herself.

"I know you're a bit...uncomfortable around people and the last thing you'll want right now is to be pressured- so don't feel pressure! I just wanted to umm- if you want, it's an offer." Maya honestly didn't wan't to accept. It wasn't that she didn't feel safe around him, she just didn't want to be a burden for his family.

"Thanks but no-"

"I'm lying a little. Mom wants you to stay with us." Maya didn't fight Tomosuke on it. She didn't feel like arguing with anyone, the physical therapy for her damaged arm was her main priority and so was her studies.

Mania wasn't uncommon for people who suffered from high stress situations nor those who lacked sleep. It just wasn't great when you had both. Maya didn't understand why so many people were over her, or why so many people were speaking at the same time. Her left arm did feel weird but she couldn't place a finger as to why.

"Aya-no-plea-Ma." It would take a few hours before she understood what was happening, to say she wasn't fine was another thing entirely. She woke up to the sight of Tomosuke and his family around her. Her left arm was covered in bandages after having 2 weeks of healing. She remembered bits in pieces of what happened. She found something sharp and decided to dig at herself. That would explain the stains on her skin and the dried blood under her finger nails. When the nurse came in to change her bandages she on her fresh stitches, she was finally able to see the full extent of her episode. The wounds were a deep red, organized in a manner that resembled petals and leaves. Flowers. Maya couldn't help but smile a little.

"Pretty..." Was all she muttered as the nurse cleaned her up.

The new school year was going began soon and Shinsou couldn't wait to get started on his Uni experience. He got into UA but in the general studies course. Great. When he finally established his summer school schedule, his extra curricular course assigned him to an upperclassman in the art course. He thought that the guy would probably teach him something useful, maybe a new technique or style. What he didn't expect was a woman that was the same age as him.

"Who the fuck are you?" Shinsou snarled.

"I'm your upperclassman. Let's go." The black haired woman turned her back to him and started to walk away from him.

"The fuck? I'm not a dog!" The woman just tilted her head and addressed him without looking back at him, never stopping her walking.

"Well you're going to be one if you want to learn anything!" Shinsou clearly wasn't happy about the situation but the woman was saying the truth. If he didn't listen or follow her, he wasn't going to learn anything. He swallow his bitter pride and followed his upperclassman. She brought him up to the companies doors and blocked Shinsou from trying to open them.

"What's your name?" The woman addressed him.

"Shut up, i'm here for the company. Not fucking small talk with some snoozy bitch who thinks she has the right to talk down to me." She was testing his patience. The comments clearly didn't affect her, if anything she just smirked at him and once they made eye contact Shinou's blood was already a boiling inferno.

"I'm your mentor today, you either listen or you leave. I'm not going to waste my time helping some asshole how thinks he's better than me. I'm not your fucking mommy who you can be a brat with. Got it?" Shinsou couldn't argue with that. This was his opportunity to show off what he could do. He couldn't waste it even if the woman irritated him.

"Shinsou-"

"First name."

"Auggh! Hitoshi!"

"Nice meeting you Hitoshi. Can't wait to help you improve." The woman opened the door for him, which really irked him, and follow him inside. They went up to her mentors office and waited for him to arrive.

"Why do you want to go into acting?"

"Why do you care?" The woman laughed at him.

"Hahahahahaha. You're funny. So let me make this clear for you." The woman's relaxed demeanor changed in an instant. Her body now tense and her gaze fixed on him.

"Like i told you, i'm not wasting my time on you if you can't listen." She got up from the couch she was sat on and walked in front of him. She stood her ground, not even the smell pouring off of Shinsou made her back up.

"You're not anything special, Hitoshi. You're just another person with a dream and wish that's blindly following what others say and do." She leaned closer to him.

"You aren't unique and my job is to prevent you from becoming that bumbling idiot but instead someone who will get to reach that dream." Shinsou didn't understand why she was "motivating" him but it was a bit reassuring to know she didn't hate him, at least not blatantly.

"Why bother to help me?"

"Because," The woman smiled up at him. "I wan't to live in a world where people like us get to fulfill our dreams no matter what they might be!" She backed away from him as the door to the office opened. A man in a black suit wearing a matching face mask walked in to great them both.

"Oh, by the way. I'm Maya Grim." The woman laughed again and directed him to her mentor. She looked pretty happy to introduce him.

Shinsou was always on the literal edge with Maya, she wouldn't let him fuck around or even step on her. If anything, she did all of the stepping on. She wasn't cruel to him, no, it was a weird mix of gently but forward. Kind of like his dad but again, she was kind bit more vulgar and harsh.

"Don't do that shit. Push it all out and swallow."

"The fuck does that mean?"

"It means your expressions are trash. Put some fear in your eyes, would you?" She shook her head at him as he began his scene again. Every time he did something wrong she would give him corrections on his form or speech and every time he did well she would give him praise. The praise is what made something in him feel warm. It was a gentle feeling with so much on top of it, he didn’t know how to deal with it. He liked it.

“Good job Hitoshi. How about a little bit more emphasis on that “now”, ok?”

“Sure.” He felt giddy. Maya wasn’t just a great teacher but a good lead. He was exited, not in that way, like how a kid would get when given a new toy. His little 5 year old self would have loved to been friends with Maya if they’d ever met. He could practically see himself being pulled and dragged around by the tan skinned girl, encouraging him to play with her and her friends. He went over his lines again, adding the emphasis that Maya had suggested. The words came out more impactful, meaningful. They made sense instead of coming out confused and dull.

“I think that’s enough for today. Go take a break at Yuka’s office.” The happy feeling left Shinsou for a moment, an odd dread replacing it at the words Maya spoke.

“Where are you going?” Maya continued organizing the papers and and didn’t bother to look at him.

“Oh, I’m just going to talk to my other mentor. She’s in the writers room right now. I’m gonna go wait for her.” Shinsou didn’t like the idea of Maya leaving him. He doesn’t understand why it makes a knot in him form or why it made him feel the same way he used to feel when his dad would leave him home alone to work long hours at the hospital. Maybe this was the mind games that his friends kept saying that women play on men. The sweet feeling became sour and Shinsou decided to question the entire day.

"Hmm." Maya didn't take offense whatsoever to the lack of response she received. If anything, she laughed at Shinsou's change in behavior. Almost like she knew what was going on in his head.

"Wow, so cold Lavanda. I'll be back soon, don't worry about it." Maya left him alone in the room and Shinsou felt a bit lost without her there. He really didn't know why he felt so betrayed.

Maya in the other hand wanted to get away. The shadowing student had the same expression as the man.

"No, don't think about that. It's in the past." She couldn't help but see the every men she met as...him. Tomosuke was the exception to the fear. After all, he was always very gentle around her and he had two sisters who he would have with Maya at all times. She felt safe with him, everyone else was an unknown danger. A bomb ready to explode if she wasn't constantly paranoid. When the day ended Maya traded numbers with Shinsou and advised him to text her if he had any questions regarding his script work.

The relationship between them "improved" you could say. Shinsou still held hostility towards her from time to time, but it slowly calmed down the more they worked together. Maya wasn't big in wanting to change people but she had to get Shinsou some healthy habits, such as showering. He threw a fit the first time she told him to take a shower. He quickly shut up when she explained to him that, "No one is going to want to contract you or audition you if you smell like corpse that was pissed on by a wild dog holding a bladder infection and chronic diarrhea." Very color language and vivid imagination that the shorter of the two had. He agreed to a military shower but no "girly shit", so no shampoo or conditioner.

"You're an actual heathen, you fucking troll doll."

"Aren't girls supposed to be submissive?"

"Aren't men not supposed to bitch, Shinsou?" Her tone change was fantastically clean and the added addition of his surname made the hair on the back of his neck stand up. She was definitely a woman. A woman you could win against because she'll step on your ego and destroy it. Shinsou was the type to play with fire, so he clearly knew that any normal person would respect boundaries and private events one goes threw. But he couldn't, something sadistic inside of him wanted to see Maya crack. Break. So he planned, and planned, and planned what he would do to make the feelings go away.

"You understand, right?" Maya sat threw Shinsou's crying and talking about how he got bullied as a child. Honestly, this didn't help her calm her racing heart down. He knew that she had trouble sleeping, shit, if he had horrible eye bags then Mayas were designers. She woke up from a nightmare to her phone ringing on her nightstand. She had her own room in Tomosuke's house, his mother being very insistent to fill it with things that made her happy. Plushies lined the walls as well as pictures of Tomosuke and his family that she took with them during her first year at UA. They made her happy but even that couldn't help her heart come back to a natural rhythm but Shinsou's sniffling and wailing made the tightness in her chest worse.

"That sounds harsh Hitoshi, ummm but don't you think you should talk with someone who knows how to help process traum-"

"I DON'T HAVE TRAUMA!" What a brat, honestly. Maya wasn't feeling good. Her head and stomach begging her to end the conversation and to go puke. Mouth growing dry and limbs shaking with each passing second she had to tolerate Shinsou's crying.

"Hitoshi, you can't-," Maya sighed. "You're clearly not ok, man. You can't deflect your problems. If you called me to vent, fuck off. I just met you and i'm not your friend, i'm your upperclassman." She didn't mean to come off as rude or cruel but she was desperate. Her own heart feeling like it was going to stop soon because of how hard and fast it was pumping. She wanted this all to end, she couldn't breath and she couldn't stop the fucking incisive shaking her limbs couldn't shake off.

"YOU STUPID BITCH! YOU FUCKING WHORE! YOU'RE LUCKY THAT I EVEN CONSIDERED WASTING MY TIME ON YOU!" Shinsou went off on her, no clue that Maya had slowly drifted into a state of derealization. She thought of all the things the man said to her. The comments on her voice and body coming back in waves which caused her to hiccup. Great, another panic attack. But this one was different than the other ones. She scratched at herself, her hand coming onto her throat and squeezing it without meaning to. She had no idea why she was doing this but it felt nice to feel like nothing at the moment. She felt like her body wasn't her own but she instead was watching some poor soul suffer because another poor should couldn't figure out the solution to their problems.

"YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW SHIT! NO WONDER YOU GOT FUCKED! YOU DESERVED IT! EVERYTHING THAT THE SICK FUCK DID! YOU THINK YOU'RE HOT SHIT BECAUSE YOU HAVE A STUPID ASS TITLE?! YOUR AREN'T SHIT!" He kept going and going. Maya wasn't really listening anymore, her focus now on trying to breath while she continued to hiccup and choke on her own tears. Shinsou wouldn't stop.

"Ok, i get it! I deserved it! I deserved to be raped and used like a fucking toy! I deserved to be cut open like a pig! I deserved it, i deserved it! SHUT THE FUCK UP!" She began to choke on her own saliva and tears. At some point the call ended and Tomosuke and his family came running into her room. She cried into his chest and begged for forgiveness. Nozomi, Tomosuke's mother, sat down next to her and pulled her into a hug.

"It's ok, everything's fine. Breath for me, ok?" Nozomi's brother came into the room from his place at the bedrooms door.

"Should i call her mother?"

"Yeah, you should. I think she needs a close relative right now." That night Maya fell asleep to her older brothers and her moms voice threw the phones speaker, Tomosuke and his sisters laying next to her acting as a type of barrier. Nozomi and Eric, Nozomis brother, sat inside of the room awake, keeping guard on the 4 young adults. This wasn't un-normal for them. Maya came to them having major physical trauma and mental anguish. Nozomi who had experienced the traumatic loss of her life partner made it her mission to make sure that the young girl felt safe during her stay with them.

"Like Aiko, isn't she?" Eric spoke to his sister. Nozomi moved her eyes towards her brother and directed them back onto the kids.

"Maya needs a safer environment. I understand that she's trying to fill up her time with things to do to prevent the feelings from coming back, but she's hurting herself. Her mother said that i have permission to intervene."

"So what will we do?" Nozomi smiled lightly to her brother.

"Adopting another child Eric?"

"She's a kid, she might be considered an adult at 18, but just because she's considered one doesn't mean she is. It's not like she magically knows what to do. We," Eric waved his hand back and forward from himself toward Nozomi, "Are to help guide her. Adults hold that responsibility, i didn't know what i was doing taking care of children at her age. I did what felt right because my kids had nothing other than me." Nozomi remembered how her brother would stay up late at night to make sure the two kids he adopted wouldn't get scared when they woke up from a nightmare in their bedroom. No matter how harsh he looked, Eric had a heart of gold.

"I know. That's why i want to get Yuka to agree with me to cut down on the work study hours she gets. I want her to continue to have something she loves but i also can't have her working herself rag." Nozomi and Eric both agreed on what was laid out.

The next day marked the beginning of the weekend and Maya wanted to get out of the house for a while. She walked out of Tomosuke's place around early morning with Nozomi's and Eric's permission. She's been making this trip since mid summer, it was always the same purpose and always the same place. The walk to the place was nice, the air had a bite early in the morning and the sun was yet to reach it's full potency. She wore her usual clothing, the leather jacket that belonged to her father, the only new skirt in her closet, and the long over the knee boots to help cover up some of the scarring from the...incident.

The cemetery was really pretty that day, it always was. Clean and peaceful as it should be for the place they layed the dead to rest. She walked deep into the cemetery, a special area where Nozomi's family was buried, specifically her "clan". Clan wasn't necessarily blood relatives, but it was people who were close to her and agreed to be apart of her family. Maya joined the clan after the incident in order for the Japanese authorities from taking her away from them. She finally reached the spot she would visit. The grave that at its foot had an imprint of her shoes marked in the soil. The grave was still new and the grass had just reached a respectful height.

Noah.

Her childhood best friend laid under, sleeping eternally in a quiet peace. She couldn't leave him be. She felt guilty for that. She would spend hours speaking to the grave waiting in certain parts in the conversation as if waiting for him to answer.

"I know i shouldn't be doing this. This isn't helping me move on." Maya drew in a large breath and sighed. Tears slowly falling out of her eyes, warm and heavy on her skin.

"But i can't stop....i love you." She started to cry heavily.

"I loved you and love you so much. And it sucks that i'm so needy and selfish." She turned her face to look straight to the floor.

"But i love you....and i miss you...." Maya's voice cut off at the end. She couldn't continue speaking. It honestly took everything in her to prevent herself from falling forward.

When she finished her conversation and said her goodbyes to her friend, she turned to walk out of the private area of the cemetery. As she walked out, she saw a man in loose clothing with long black hair. He stood in front of a grave and just stared at it, no words being uttered or seeking for comfort. When she passed by him she looked at the name engrave in the tombstone:

Oboro Shirakumo.

It wasn't a name she was familiar with. The man in black was also a stranger to her but apparently she wasn't to him. He turned around to see the person walking past him and ended up stretching out his arm and spoke to her.

"Oh, hey. How have you been? Is your arm still giving you trouble?" Maya didn't recognize him at all but she did take in his appearance now that they were face to face. He had a bit of a beard going on and looked like he hadn't slept well in some time.

"Sorry, i don't recognize you sir." The man only nodded.

"Yeah, didn't really think you would. You were pretty out of it when you came into the hospital." Maya tilted her head to the side in confusion.

"I was one of the nurses that took care of you when...they found you." That night came back to Maya. She was half conscious and her body was destroyed from all of the abuse it sustained. Her abuser had a weird way of inducing her torment, he mostly focused on her left side and nearly ignored the right. She guessed that his right hand was most dominant and considering the positioning he was in, it was just easier for him to focus on one side of her body.

“I was assigned to keep watch over you when you were in our care.”

“Oh, I see. Uh, well thanks.” The man only nodded his head again and turned around to face the tombstone, practically ending the conversation. Maya left him on his own and exited the cemetery. The man took in a deep breath and exiled, he was trying to calm down his nerves.

"She's a bit like you Oboro."

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