#in the most sincere way possible
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Amusing how easy it is to push her buttons, really.
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Ugh... /////
I am in a tender ler mood from hell...
I just want to lavish somebody in affection from head to toe, focusing on their tickle spots as I work my way down their body... kissing, nuzzling, and running a feather over every little sensitive spot until they can't help but know how loved they are.
#I'm half awake and I've already written like 500 words of nothing but sappy yarn spinning about worshipping someone's body in the most#affectionately tickly way possible#I know lees sometimes think the ler is just doing a service to them or sometimes they feel like they don't deserve it but man... like#I crave to tickle and worship#In the most profound and sincere way#and I know other lers feel this way too#I like being tickled but there is nothing like tickling someone who wants it#you do not understand how special and wanted and deserving of that attention you are#fluffychatter
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SoraXRiku from kingdom hearts is so funny because they almost have the exact energy as Wrightworth, but if they were stupid teens AND Riku had BOTH the angst and the “Not explainable in a straight way” obsession with the other
We’re replaying it and as an adult the way Riku gets manipulated literally makes no sense if you don’t interpret it in a “Teenager in denial that he’s gay”. Why would he get THAT jealous that Sora is making new friends when Sora ACTIVELY tells him every time they meet up again that he’d rather be around Riku?? Sora actively invites him to travel with him!
But Maleficent goes “ooOoooh Riku he’s leaving you behind he doesn’t care about you anymore oooOoooh.” and he BUYS IT? The boy is so wildly insecure about Sora if it’s that easy to sway him.
#chirps#kingdom hearts#Sora#Riku#soriku#Riku is like if Phoenix Wright and Miles Edgeworth had a baby and we mean this in the most sincere way possible
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Just wanted to post a quick note saying today is the 5th anniversary of when I finally went to my first 5SOS show. Every year I think about how wildly different my fandom experience would've been if I'd been able to attend previous tours, how everything aligned just right for me to finally go to MYT, how I almost talked myself out of attending the night before, how completely unrecognizable my life would be today if I hadn't gone. I probably wouldn't have a blog to post this to. You wouldn't know me, I wouldn't know you. I never would've met so many of my friends. I wouldn't have ever met my best friend, the best friend I've ever known. I never would've rediscovered my love for writing. I genuinely don't know how I would be spending my days and I wonder if they would still be filled with the kind of joy I have found here in this community.
It feels fitting that this reflective day coincides with the last show of this tour, a tour that has been powered by appreciation for the bond we share and celebration of the time we've all spent together. Keeping up with this tour has been impossibly fun (and sometimes just plain impossible) and I can't think of a better way to have spent the past three months. I'm happy to have experienced it - and the past 5 years - with this band and with all of you. Thank you to this band, to my friends, to anyone who's ever interacted with me here and most of all, to Past Me for buying those tickets all those years ago. I wouldn't have a place to call home without you. 💙
#emo hours 🤪✌🏻#annnnd that's enough sincerity for the year soz about all that 😌#I didn't start my blog until a few weeks later in 2018 but that concert was the turning point#still to this date possibly the most magical night of my life#so that's the date i celebrate#and i find it lovely that it's today with this last show#i purposely didn't mention 'The Break' bc I have... i think a different take on that than most lol#which will be addressed in the coming days for sure#(i have a few asks pertaining to it that I've been holding bc I haven't yet had time to give them the kind of attention I'd like#and also bc I'm interested to see what is and isn't said at the show tonight so I can respond with the fullest picture possible)#today is for celebrating#this tour has been an amazing experience and I'm so happy to have immersed myself in it the way i did here and in the dms with my people#and the party surely will not be ending for a while bc i have hundreds of IG posts to sort thru and make backlogged posts about 😁😁😁#all this to say I love this band and I've loved having this blog#thank you for indulging me#both in this post and on this site in general 😌🫶🏻#personal#the 5sos show tour prague#kh4f post
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One thing about Idolish7 is that there is SO much love between the characters and it's not romance baiting, just deep sincerity
#i will be honest....i do think enstars has a lot of romance baiting that isnt baiting more than it is just typical enstars chaos#but i dont know....for some reason i7's love between everyone seems so....sincere?#like you cant even call the flirting with tsumugi romance baiting because you can usually tell its done more for laughs#and the one time it WAS a bit romancey it was actually addressed in the most painful. way. possible#still not over at what-if type friendships btw#idolish7#fandom spamdom#note's notes
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what's your opinion on this phenomenon that's currently happening with jeanne, where ppl start acting like shipping a straight ship over a gay one is somehow brave or like disliking a straight ship is problematic? i like both pairings but stuff like this always ticks me off :/
i think it's a misconception of how misogyny works in fandom spaces mostly! because fandom is such an echo chamber we are bound to arrive to conclusions that sound useful to us, but don't actually achieve anything or make any discussions easier to solve or even have in the first place. to me it's very tone deaf that people think the problem with straight ships getting less rep is the problem of heterosexual couples being pushed aside for queer rep (and if the heterosexuality was the problem, then why aren't lesbian ships as widely cared for and expanded upon?) and not the active problem of people refusing to engage with women in media in any meaningful way! but it is misogyny and we get nowhere and achieve nothing by acting like this is an occurence specific to heterosexual pairings when your average aftgamer can't even describe the female characters without using some synonym of girlboss/"(andrew's/neil's/kevin's/jean's/whomever's) best friend/mom"/matchmaker (for a mlm ship, of course) or think of a f/f pairing dynamic that goes beyond holding hands in the backdrop of andreil's wedding
this is something that bugged me a lot a bit earlier in the year when a post going around said k/t would have been more popular if thea was a man. this absolutely negates the problem of racism in the fandom! thea's widespread hatred is very specifically misogynoir, but turning thea into a man still does not erase the fact that the aftg fandom is EXTREMELY anti-black and the male version of her would STILL be hated because the treatment she gets in the books is racist! honestly it drives me up the WALL because at some point it has to be willful ignorance. but we stay balling
#the thea thing still pisses me off whenever i think about it#because it's not as easy as straight ship bad gay ship good#do you sincerely believe the fandom would have been any more receptive to a black man whose only scene is still him lashing out at his love#interest?#and even then. if this was just a misogyny issue. why doesn't renee get the same treatment as thea?#she is in the way of one of the most popular m/m ships in aftg. why don't we see extensive renee bashing like we did with thea for years#to deny the intersection of misogyny and racism from the way thea is treated by the fandom is to make what is possibly the weakest analysis#of the situation of all#we are pointing at the moon and sister you arent even watching my hand. youre looking at the ground!#anyway oh seriously its so annoying to see it getting dumbed down to that#sincerely and truly#asks
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would you consider just posting chapter 12 without the drawing? it’s been months…
Would you consider just getting fucked?
My project, my rules. Chapters will get posted when they’re ready to be posted in the way I want them posted. If you don’t want to wait then stop reading, I’m not going to lose sleep over it.
#anon asks pissing me off on this Saturday morning#in the most sincere way possible please fuck off 💜
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ok. im going to make this post but i REALLY shouldn’t but i just am so devastated rn and need to not be alone in it and you guys are the only people i can talk to candidly about moving stuff rn for a lot of reasons. the reason im crying rn is because i just found out i made a massive error in my budget and it turns out that my net pay is barely over minimum wage and i cannot afford to live by myself. at all. unless i live off of savings in addition to income but even then that’s only going to help me for a couple months and anyway it’s extremely unwise bc i should save that money for getting a car etc etc. this is not entirely a bad thing because a) at least i can afford to… you know… live. and b) living with roommates will not be bad especially if i live with friends and/or strangers i come to be friends with. it’s just i really… i don’t know i just feel so sick to my stomach. it’s just that recent events have made it so clear to me that i need to teach myself how to live independently before i can live with other people (let alone function in the world, heal from trauma, etc.) healthily. i know it so deeply. and it can’t happen for me. this is confirmation. this is confirmation and there’s nothing that can change it. rent is too high (even for shitty apartments in the area which let’s be real most of them are… it’s too high!) and over half of my income is going to taxes and deductions and bills and student loans. i feel so hopeless
#an di still have homework to do LMAOOOOOOOOOOO as if im not having a crisis over this issue which is more important than any hw assignment#will ever be. fuck my stupid baka life but i mean it so sincerely.#purrs#delete later#again. i know even being able to consider living alone is a MASSIVE privilege and there will be joys in having a roommate especially if it’s#someone i love. but it’s going to create sooooo many more steps in this process for me and i will have to compromise my needs yet again (#even if i genuinely want to!) when what i need right now is to have as little compromise as possible. to FINALLY experience what it’s like#to live without having to share (most) things or silence myself. moving out at all is going to be huge and helpful no matter if im living#with roommates but. god god god. this feels like thinking a door is open but it’s just painted to look that way. im so sad#also btw i found out that i am not actually being overpaid im being UNDERpaid. which is a solvable problem that will be fixed this week but#even when that gets corrected i still am making a little over minimum wage so. 😃🔫
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been thinking that maybe i was right the first time when i identified as asexual back in the day
#it's also possible that something changed to make it no longer fit#and then a second thing changed and now it fits again#i don't think it matters so much to figure out which one it is#i know i feel positively about thinking of myself in this way. which makes me slightly concerned it's just wishful thinking#but even if it's not the most accurate way to label what's going on it still conveys something sincere and meaningful
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Hm... never trust how you feel about your life past 9pm or however that goes and stuff, but sometimes I do be pondering what I do on the regular and it gets to me, the silliest things
#I'm once again getting anxious over putting myself out there in every sense I can think of#Socially. Business-wise. Art-wise#if there is one trait I dislike about myself the most in the past few years—#is that for whatever reason I have a tendency to be way too open about myself and what I feel#it could be annoying. It could be tmi (I dislike that concept). It could scare people off because I'm too forward and I fuck up#I spent a big chunk of my late childhood -> teenage years -> early adulthood putting a tamper on my emotions and what I'm passionate about#and now I'm oscillating between being unable to do otherwise and being thoroughly exhausted of suppressing... anything#I genuinely don't want to do it no more and the problem is that I have no idea how to navigate the opposite end of that conduct#I feel like I'm constantly messing it up. I have no experience but I am so tired and now incapable of masking#more like my body and mind are uncooperative and refuse to keep on putting up an act. It was always a way to support others#but I disregarded myself most of the time. I don't know how to enjoy myself in front of people I love without feeling guilt or shame#I feel like I'm overstepping or being disrespectful. How do you do it#it should come easy#Heh... I'm even embarrassed to voice sincere praise to artists I admire because I never know if what I'm saying could be perceived as —#—cringey or if it makes someone slightly uncomfortable. I'm tired of being clueless about a whole dimension of social interaction#and possibly coming across as inept. I could've sworn for the longest time that I was doing it right#and I can't be sure now#I want to share my work with others but I'm always hesitant and petrified by fear of all the potential ramifications that path could have#There's so much I want to do#why does the world seem so hostile to my eyes I genuinely don't know. It makes no sense. None of that is real#Annnnnd that sure is some venting#Sheesh#Hm. Funny how tumblr keeps on being this perfect void where you can just scream into without a single worry#I should go to sleep
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More things for @asktrio516
Hope you enjoy :]
Also I terribly apologize for not posting art lately, it’s taking me quite a bit for motivation and time to finish stuff 😔
Anyways, here ya go friend :>
It looks ominous because I intentionally made it so (who knows, he’s probably just tryna see if no one broke in or sum🤠)
This one is just me trying out a new brush and he was the first victim(joking), but I’m really proud how it turned out honestly :D
Hope you like em 🤠
(Ignore this) Completely random but here are songs I’ve been repeating for the past 2 weeks, take a listen if y’all want 🕺
#ttte#ttte duck#my art#it’s cringe but i’m proud of it#totally not been obsessing over your duck to the point I forgot to post BSHCHS-#I plan on not stopping#I want to spoil your Duck rotten and I mean that in the most sincere way possible 😇#I will spend every last penny on this man.#If I go bankrupt it’s worth it 🗿#Spotify#SoundCloud
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fine I’ll say it at the very beginning of my dteam watching experience I thought snf hated each other because all they’d do was bicker and fight and Dream seemed surprised when they worked together in one of the early videos, but over the past 3 years they’ve softened on camera together and you can see how much their dynamic is filled with love like they’ll bicker and fight and rile each other up but they’re also like this 🤞 and will go “found idiot 🤓👆” while spending every waking moment together and will make sure the other feels safe and comfortable whenever they’re together even if that means bitching as a form of familiar banter and well. snfies to the moon
#I can never verbalize the snf dynamic but they r like the most guy friends of all time#in the most sweet and sincere way possible IDK HOW TO PUT IT INTO WORDS#lyss.gnf#lyss.sapnap
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i recommend. Personally. watching international court cases and being in a removed part of your brain fucking terrified and horrified while you try and remain focused on the facts in the front of your mind so that you can know what the fuck is going on. and then letting that stew to make a list of things you find suspicious or dubious. also recommend then watching a bunch of philosophy all night and going hm fair point and well no i don't think that's true. and then doing the writing three pages thing your good friend suggested to you. and knowing your own naivete intimately. and then i recommend grabbing the a3 newsprint block so that you may make some inconsequential art. which inevitably will help you think. and then i recommend writing again to find out what you think. happy monday guys
#i hope this doesnt sound flippant i truly mean this in the most sincere way possible. i think if we refuse to think or observe we cannot get#the justice sorely needed. and also someone mentioned that they think sa's case is a part of the anc (governing sa party) trying to win back#their credibility as arbiters of justice after being in power for thirty years without delivering on various promises. WILDLY CYNICAL!! but#i don't think that it is unlikely that at least some in the anc are swayed into support of palestine by that logic. election this year#they have to restore an image of their core and founding values somehow. still though i do think those in the legal team at least and probab#ly many outside of it genuinely believe in this cause. and i think that's very important obviously#but ultimately i do think this idea is so cynical as to be functionally useless. did you all see that court footage though. jesus christ#all we can hope is for this to delegitimise israel's stance on the world stage and bring forth the truth. even if they don't achieve their#aims i think this can only be a step in the right e#direction. so. that's good.
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what did he mean by this
#yo it's d :)#malice mizer#moi dix mois#mana sama#he’s just like me fr#i sincerely mean this in the most respectful and genuine way possible. but i need to inspect his brain.#also i did sorta verify this tweet. i had to consult my dictionary but for the most part it’s got the gist of the statement
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my opinion on the barbie movie was that it had aspects of it that were genuinely cute, sweet and funny, and the cast did an excellent job but it was also very um. pop feminism. which is to be expected from a toy commercial but it still made me grimace a lot ngl lol
#sid speaks#feel like i might be swinging a bat at a hornet’s nest but i digress#it’s not a bad movie. i don’t hate it. i’m sincerely glad that it’s helping people and would gladly take this over another MCU movie#or copaganda or a pro military film#but i see it being hailed as this feminist masterpiece and in that regard i found it incredibly watered down and played very safe#which is again. to be expected but it left a bitter taste in my mouth#especially in regards to how the movie tried to explore patriarchy#which it did in the most surface level way possible without addressing the fact the patriarchy is inherently Violent#idk. i will keep chewing on it. but i remember sitting in the theatre feeling rather uncomfortable during certain scenes
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