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made this & then realized i wanted to make something else instead
#:-( i do this every time lol#at least i didn't start editing it yet#i still might do something w this eventually#it was meant to be part of the edit remakes i had planned BUT#i actually......... think i want to render some scenes from the story#like......... stills. from a movie yk#they wouldn't be cohesive bc i don't have the energy for that#but i think they will look cool#i have a vision#i may or may not write some kind of narration for it. idk#it depends how much brain power i have once they're made#n e way#guess i gotta go PLAN#it's fine. it'll make for a good anniversary post. if i finish it on time.#besides i'll get to show off more of the characters this way :-)#mbz is obviously primarily about the monster boys but there are a lot of side characters & plots & i actually quite like all of them#so i need to make more things with them#rainyrambles
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...because any moment may be our last. everything is more beautiful because we're doomed.
#looking through my drafts and seeing this post unfinished and knowing in my core I'll probably never actually finish it .#but strangley enough i don't hate the way it looks with only those 2 panels ? beauty in simplicity or something idk#woe unfinished post be upon ye#honestly probably wouldnt even bother posting it were it not for the fact i was hit by a sudden wave of sadness#by being reminded out of the blue that alex really does just . lose nigel that night#enough deep level analysis my brain is all out i think . but just the simple fact that nigel dies that night#and alex has to go on for the rest of his life post-ending carrying that grief and loss with him#i know we talk about how nigel isn't truly 'gone' in the sense that they're one now and jack is supposed to be an amalgamation of the two#a product of their union and 'consummation' that night at the yard#but he's still gone . no matter how much alex might try and follow in nigel's footsteps#no matter how hard alex tries to tread that same path nigel did to feel close to him#he's gone . they will never have that moment beneath the house ever again . and alex has to go on living with that#anyway . normal again . imagine dropping a song rec like i used to. aha . go listen to sick like me by in this moment.#like minds#murderous intent#nigel colbie#alex forbes#nigel colbie x alex forbes#edit : THEY'LL NEVER HAVE THE MOMENT UNDER THE HOUSE AGAIN !!!!!#thinking about the moment where nigel sits across from alex after he shoots john#and the contrast to the scene in the crawlspace . nigel is trying to connect he is trying to get alex to see to understand#but now alex is closed off. something may be irreparable broken between them#do you think it was the moment where nigel starts to despair . to plead . realise that he needs to find a way to make alex truly see#i need to get some sleep
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A SURPRISE FOR JINWOL FANS?
hehe ヽ(*´▽`*)ﾉ
#anon#i need to finish editing the rest of chapter 1#there's this one scene i keep rewriting#and i hate it so much sfjsjs#baby yul is being DIFFICULT
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THE BEST OF ATTICAN TRAVERSE: KROGAN TEAM
Featuring: Cmdr. Sophie Shepard, Lt. James Vega, EDI, and Urdnot Grunt With: Urdnot Wrex, Dr. Mordin Solus, Primarch Adrien Victus and The Rachni Queen I don't need luck- I have ammo. Mass Effect 3: Legendary Edition (2021)
#mira makes gifs ✨#sophie shepard#james vega#EDI#urdnot grunt#urdnot wrex#mass effect#mass effect 3#me3#mass effect legendary edition#dailygaming#i finally finished gif’ing traverse and this set is cursed is all i will say :)#i don’t know why this one was such a pain in the ass but compressing them was a massive chore for some reason#and my dumb ass realized as i was assembling i set the frame hold wrong for like 4 of them so i had to go back and redo a few of them 🙃#the thing that pissed me off most is that there’s usually a nice planet shot with a normandy fly in to make a header from#and traverse just doesn’t fucking get one for some reason?? so ig we get rachni queen header#i’m so sorry but this is like my least favorite mission in the game 😭#like i do like grunt but this mission is just meh on all fronts to me at least#like the decision from ME1 to spare or destroy the rachni queen is so fucking cool?? and it has 0 consequences in ME3 LMAO#not to mention that half of this mission is just standing around with a flame thrower burning down webs lol#the only cool thing i’ll say is i ADORE the Aliens™️/xenomorph vibes that the mission has!! that is so cool the first time around#the cutscenes are alright but there’s really only some towards the front end and the back end? so you miss so much of the middle#which makes it hard to connect what’s going on to make a best of: set lol#grunt has some nice scenes if you have him here and the rachni queen quotes are cool#the enemies are also kind of interesting in concept? i just wish the rachni decision from ME1 had more weight here#james and EDI have a few nice lines towards the front in the shuttle but there’s not a ton of great dialogue like grissom has tbh#idk this mission is just okay to me i guess? like the ardat-yakshi sanctuary with samara is much more interesting to me#i feel like this one needed longer to cook and the rachni deserved more weight in the mission based on your decision in ME1#james and EDI looked cute like always!! and soph ate it up in cleric’s guardian armors for shepard (which continues to be gorgeous ❤️🔥✨)#idk seeing grunt and playing fashion dress up was the best part of this mission besides the wrex cameo at the end lmao
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THE 50 THOUSAND WORD MARK HAS BEEN BREACHED I REPEAT THE FIFTY THOUSAND WORD MARK HAS BEEN BREACHED
#personal#canary continuity#when it comes to the first draft im very sure i wont be crossing 55k words#but that doesnt mean its not going to end up longer than that because i need to lengthen several scenes#and yes i actually think i might need to make it slower in some places. even though i have just crossed fifty thousand words#the last 25 thousand words of this is just a dissociative psychotic break so stay tuned for that#my highest estimate was a lot larger than how it turned out but like. GOOD. i do not need to make a novel length fanfiction#(ignoring that 50k is the minimum length of a novel and this is like 140 pages long)#i mostly have to do some of the earlier scenes which are the ones i have to be more delicate with#even though theyre not like the nasty abuse ones. its because capturing the uncanny valley is so important#ill probably be heavily editing them after i finish the first draft#sorry ive been yapping about my progress so much btw i do Not share my fic with my friends for personal reasons (intense paranoia disorder)#so this is my thought dumping ground. also i just love babbling about writing
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holy fuck. i'm on my last scene
#she bork#novel 2024#hit my 2k for today so i'm stopping but damn. still planning on probably finishing like tuesday-ish bc i close tonight work tomorrow morning#then work an overnight sunday into monday and then work early tuesday morning and ik that stretch of workdays is gonna suck ass so i don't#anticipate getting much done. but damn girl i am truly almost finished like i got one more day. sitting right at around 100k words. insane#worried the last few scenes are barebones but i'm like that catfish director in bojack horseman that's like 'ah whateva we'll fix it in#post' lol i'm like i just need to get it DONE and then i can spiff it up in edits. insane cannot believe i almost have an entire first draft#like genuinely just a few more pages to go. like maybe ten more pages max. never thought i'd do it tbh
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wipping my wednesday
because of @autistic-sidestep, and because i needed some sort of motivation to finish this piece. if you see this, hi! post a wip if you wanna. rangers(and dead people) under the cut :]
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Ortega peers at the office building, circling it, trying to busy themeself with investigating the scene. The building is drab and boring, walls grey and nondescript. Normally, it would've gone completely under the Ranger's radar, but it's what's inside that's important. And around. Ortega cringes as they nearly trip over another dead body. They squash the memories threatening to spill over and focus their attention back to the task at hand.
A few of them were falling by the time the Rangers reached. It was a chase gone wrong, Ortega was the only one following at first. They only thought to call somebody when the first body fell. They chew the inside of their cheek, trying to ignore the voice in their head yelling at them for wasting time. The team needed to be there. There was no way around it– alone, more people would end up dead. That includes Heartbreak. No, not Heartbreak.
Sidestep. They whisper a soft curse to themeself, pretending like they couldn't hear their voice crack.
#pulp writes#i need to finish ONE SCENE to start editing(if i even decide to do that) but i cannot for the life of me wrangle these characters to do so#ive been stuck on this idea since philippines and i want it finished so bad#also this is p much my hc of what happens if sidestep opens up all 9 gates#who needs a time loop when you can just do trauma x2#fhr#ortega#sidestep
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getting an iced pumpkin chai in the morning and then my personal goal is to spend the whole day writing and i hope i can come back to this post tomorrow and rb w how much progress i’ve made!!!
#i have a love/hate relationship w this fic and i’m gonna rant to myself bc hehe it’s almost midnight so why not :>#okay SO. i for some reason just didn’t create any proper outline for this story and i think that’s why it’s taken me so long to write it#because i don’t necessarily have a why/a REASON for this story or plot… like even thinking abt doing the dialogue and trying to find flow +#cohesion is making me so 😐 and also honestly… i’m terrible at doing drafts in the first place#i don’t write linearly i jump all over the place while writing and SOMETIMES i can connect things but this time i could NOT#and i would focus on one tiny part for SO long and make no progress anywhere else like GIRL……… ENOUGH#but hmmmm yeah i also for some reason feel like esp w my writing it’s super robotic and doesn’t have emotion#like i’m not writing w suguru’s voice and instead i’m writing as the author and it’s kinda irking me#if that makes sense… hmmmm……….. also i might be doing dual pov so hopefully it doesn’t look too wonky#but yeah 😭 i need to work on scene setting & describing things effectively + doing show not tell#like i just made a mini outline rn and wow . it’s Not it at all 😭😭😭 there’s no WHY to the story and it’s making it hard to write#okay not necessarily a ‘why’ but like . What’s The Point of the story#sigh. i need to figure that out#also there’s so much stuff i want to add but i feel like it’ll be clunky + it’ll move fast or be weird#but my goal for tomorrow is truly and honestly write the meat and bones of it and then i can edit ruthlessly later on#i was thinking of getting it out this week but i forgot election week/don’t have anything really written either 😭#but hopefully next week if i try hard enough! the goal is before december bc i want this to be a november fic#but yeah that’s my mini vent @ me i’m glad to just talk abt in the tags#feels like for this story specifically it’s been a lot of looking at my docs instead of writing which is WHACK 🤨#also i don’t like my writing style + i want to write better in GENERAL#that’ll come w practice & doing it often though 😭#ALSO . SIDENOTE but why does tumblr not let me link things anymore like NDNDNDND SO STUPID#OOOOH AND . i need to start/finish selfship moodboards & also create wip lists for geto/gojo/toji but for REAL#as in wipe i’ll actually plan to write next not just ones i like the sound of 😭#ANYWAYS I’M SO SLEEBY……… honk shoo mimimi cult leader geto please pat my head to sleep and be kind to me#GIRL THIS IS LONG AS HELL OMFG . silence @ me 🤫 what a YAPPER#personal
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maaaaan so I've spoken ad nauseum about how I write fic sooo much faster than novel work just because novel work makes me so stupidly anxious so it's difficult not to get avoidant when it comes to it.
But these last few weeks, something has just?? clicked?? Still have a boatload of edits to do, and then I need to write a biiiiiig final chunk of the thing, but this difference is so, so promising.
I still get a wee bit of "oh god oh fuck" right before I dive in, but compared to constant "this is shit this is shit this is shit" that made it hard to write more than 3 sentences per hour in ~2022, this is such a nice change. I was starting to get seriously worried 💀
#miiiiiiiiiiight offer some pals an early draft when it's finished just to get some eyes on the thing#some of whom are on here 👀#because there's so much worldbuilding bs to tackle that I just need reassurance that it's all a) coherent b) enjoyable#but i'm feeling optimistic about this thing FINALLY#and enjoying working on it FINALLY FINALLY#i did set myself a rule of no longer making long-winded update posts about progress on IG#where i get into specifics of like 'X amount of chapters edited//i'm struggling with this one specific scene' etc etc#and I think that really helped#because it's just my little thing now?
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#hhhhhh reread the flashback chapter i wrote w d/dirk and just hooh boy i love it so much ugh#im tempted to post it on its own but i want to save that bomb of a scene for the middle of the larger fic its in#just ughhhhhhh i love everything about how i wrote d#im going nuts bc i have been working on it since like december? ish? but the past couple months have been hell for me personally#fuck like i remember going thru an entire calendar of movie release dates for that historical year and found the perfect spot#to where it accounts for historical events and events in canon and has its own special date and how the release of the movie...#...effects how d managed to make it a success and just#fuck man i researched the hell out of that and only had to put one anachronism to grease a moment in it#like#this fic is so big for me and i am so scared that i wont finish it bc i have so many things planned out for it and so many ...#...annotations i keep adding to modify things i wrote earlier in it (which is why im not publishing any of it yet)#i want to share it w the world so fucking badly but i keep getting amazing ideas to weave in from an earlier point i already wrote#cries lol#ughhh this is why im so tempted to post the flashback as a standalone chapter/separate posting#but#i wrote it to match a scene from both the previous and next chapter so i dont wanna ruin that either#fucking writers block man ahhhh wish my life wasnt shit rn bc i need to finish it#tag edit: i used the wrong spelling of affects earlier lol#but yeah ughhhh so frustrated w life rn i have such bigger problems going on rn but#rereading my fave chapter kinda just made my day at least lmao#personal#vent#kinda i guess#delete later / /#maybe idk lol#ShitPost.exe#like this wip is over 33k words and its probably not even halfway done in terms of event points i want to happen in it lmao fml#all bc i wanted to make one punchline happen which happened a long time ago before i wanted to write all that backstory into the fic
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oh when did that happen...
#THANKS GANG! i dont know when or why this happened but im glad u like my silly once in a blue moon art posts#i need to completely redo my personal tags Ugh my blog is a mess#um I want to post more art eventually but A) i havent made a solid drawing in a month and B) ivr finished writing 2 fanfics in my life Total#and they were oneshots.... For Sam & Max. looks away#executive dysfunction sux Boo i wld lovr to be able to finish writing smth else literally Ever. i have so many cool fic and au ideas#and i get so embarrassed or straight up forget abt stuff i do finish. like... shivers. Freakyverse#aka an abandoned utmv project between a friend group that kinda fell apart but Hey what can u do#namedropping varyswap simply bc i want to have it somewhere public that it does exist and im not crazy when i inevitably lose the google doc#sighs wistfully at the dozens to hundreds of google doc wips i have#i have so much i want to share but i dont even have enough written down for a full chapter of smth...#i would be fine posting abandoned wips if there was Enough for me to be satisfied with#its all messy drafts and half finished plot lines and i barely ever end up completing an entire scene#and. i dont like posting unorganized ideas in public spaces. i guess. idk#screams into a pillow#edit i have 3 finished fanfics total. wrote that 3rd one when i was 9-10. it was a utmv s/i fic abt her and her friends dying. head in hands#shoves my su fic ideas doc behind my back#so like... kicks the floor. anyone else insanely attached to concepts where characters are split into Pieces of themselves etc because#yeah im that person and i also like time travel and undead characters so you can imagine what my su ideas doc looks like rn#sorry i forgot this was a post abt how i have 150 followers#I WLD DO SOMETHING SPECIAL BUT ALAS#yall arent getting shit. Sorry. havent even gotten to the simple doodle requests in my inbox yet#love u xo#rabbit squeaks
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can't help myself chapter 2 word tracker: 4.6k
#i feel like its taking foreeeever#but the only things i can write quickly are those short stream of conciousness type fics#that are more poetic prose than anything#this sort of long form fic takes so much more thought and energy for me :')))#but once i get this done and edited and published i will move onto one of those#the one for the caratlibrary literary event#n e way we are so close#like 2 more scenes to finish up and then i need to edit....#mads.txt
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Relationship(s): Gary Oak/Goh Rating: T Chapters: 9/16 Word Count: 46.9k
Goh is determined to prove his worth as a researcher once and for all.
As usual, things don’t quite go his way.
#*fic#shigegou#anipoke#pokemon#mine#welcome to the. shigegou therapy arc#entanglement#we're pretty much through the chapters that needed the editing hammer the most so as long as i finish writing the last like 3 scenes.#the end is SO near yall...........i just need to yknow. finish writing those#tangentially im not SUPER happy with this chapter but like. i added over 1k words to it#it was so rushed before lol.........it still kinda feels that way but im not poking at it anymore. just take it
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having a sudden burst of energy in the evening after writing 500 words all day. i guess we’ll see what i can muster up now
#i mean probably not much#but i’m one and a half scenes away from finishing this chapter so there’s that#plus i need to edit on sunday#personal
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i literally cant believe how close i am to being done
#fight scene is almost done + p/rn + minor epilogue and im . thats it. i just need to edit a bit and . wow#thank you ame and the three people i know for sure who will be reading . means the world#im literally not even sure what ill do when its over#sorry this is one of those projects that like#alters me at a metaphysical level i really think its challenged me as a writer more than ever#its not even my longest project its just the one ive put the most thought into#its dc so again. not expecting TOO much but. wow.#i promise i will be online when im recovered like kjfdkhgkjfdgd#its taken me 8 months to finish this fic . like okay#i took a break to format for part one#est. final wc is like 34k ish maybe more#wowowow
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dacryphilia
The very worst thing you can do right now is bore me. Caleen shudders. “You’re not going to believe me anyways, are you?” Her voice tremors, and Dedra wants to hear it break. “No,” she says slowly. She can feel a smile tugging at her lips. She fights like mad to suppress it, and fails. It pulls at her lips, threatening to split them, and she lets her teeth show. “I suppose not.”
Or; The Interrogation Scene and some bonuses from Lt. Dedra Meero's point of view.
Or; Sophia "Dyke With Bad Taste" A-Flickering-Soul saw this
and this
and THIS
and thought, "How can I not write the most reprehensible, terrible, Dead Doveish 2.6k words about it?"
Mind the tags.
#andor#star wars#flickerthoughts#flicker wrote this#dedraposting#and HOW.#man. man. dedra meero character of all time to ME. i hate her sm. i wanna tear that woman apart. i wanna vivisect her.#man i have such cool people following me. i'm sorry guys.#when she said 'you're not going to believe me are you' and she just smiled and said 'no' so gently AUGH!#i had to. i had to. when she dragged her whole hand over her face. i had to. i'm sorry. i had to.#i think daily abt how denise gough was like 'yeah i can't replicate what my face did in that scene now' like....she was POSSESSED. same.#you need to know i literally told myself nah im not gonna get into her there's so many other amazing characters she's not that great#AND YET. there is a canon interracial lesbian couple w the most fascinating dynamic. there are so many good characters. AND YET.#man#mostly im proud of this bc it's basically exactly what i wanted it to be and it's short but still good and i worked rly hard on the ending#but also i feel terrible#but also i'm proud i finally finished a dddne fic! i have so many drafts and this is the first one i finished ;_;#but also...man.#it's like i completed spgtober recuperated for a month and had so much evilness built up in me i had to do this#man i took and edited these screenshots and adria arjona's acting is just insane this scene is genuinely terrifying she looks half dead#every actor in this series just fucking brought their a game im serious
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