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[rosarrie]

dont remember drawing this, but it looks pretty sick

[danybunny]

Its still Christmas 🎁

The amount of time I spent looking at TIG's hands whilst drawing thiss 🫠😭

[delightedcupcake]

Sabine: Shin, stop! This isn't you, you've gone mad with power!

Shin: Well of course I have. Have you ever tried going mad without power? That shit's boring.

[wiirocku]

Psalm 41:12 (NASB1995) - As for me, You uphold me in my integrity, And You set me in Your presence forever.

[marionettou]

anyways hello every1 i am DEEPLY in love with itsuki shu

[fromkenari]

Not Vlamis posting the "I'm BISEXUAL, Max" scene to his stories. I'm fine. I'm cool. This is really chill. The way Max says, "I thought you were gay!" like an accusation. SCREAMING. Anyway. Yeah. This does nothing to me. Doesn't make me feel anything. Nope.

[deztryx]

Womp

Warden

[lilbluebastard]

I made a vent post and I accidentally deleted it, and being new to tumbler idk if I can even get it back now

Ugh I’m so tired, but I’m losing interest in hellsing, it’s just nothing I’ve seen is exciting anymore or cool, I mean the fanart and headcanons are awesome but it’s just that, it’s starting to get boring just like everything else, and it gets me so angry when I find something awesome and something I love and it just gets boring! I LOVE HELLING ULTIMATE AND 2001…..but it’s just i don’t know

Maybe it’s because I don’t have a lot of people to talk about it with I guess or to share dumb ideas with….I don’t know, maybe it’s the seasonal depression bringing me down but I hope I don’t lose interest, I love helling it’s literally the only thing that’s kept me stable this past year but heck what do I know maybe I’m just being dramatic

So I don’t know! Maybe for those who enjoy my dumb stuff hope to see more hellsing content from me, I hope so too

I love hellsing and the silly funny people in its community 👋

[cookies-over-yonder]

usually I'm the essayer overanalyzer type of hyperfixator but w/ q$mp my brain is genuinely so empty it has never been emptier like I just watch the streams and jump in joy whenever I see forever going yippeee this has never happened 2 me idk

why is there a fucking dollar sign

[furbab]

I don’t understand how y’all are reading some of these dark ass fics. Like truly traumatic stories. I go to fics for my heart to be twisted and broken, maybe, but some of y’all want it to be stomped on and smothered. A little angst, a little pining, but… some of y’all be doing too much

[ruins-and-rewritez]

" Don't tell me that this isn't real,

Don't tell me this ain't how I feel,

This all I have, all I have "

NF. All I Have.

Kaz @ everyone in my Inej dies AU

[forevermore05]

I lay awake with my tears seeping from my eyes. Creating a pond around my bed. Wishing that I could be drowned in the makeshift pond of my tears. As I sat and realized. I don't know romantic love. I don't know what it is, I don't know who it will be. The man I loved was simply an outline of what I desired or now that I think about it. What I thought I desired. I don't know why I find it hard to fall in love with people now. I'm too scared, I don't feel worthy, and even when I'm told im pretty. I don't feel that I'm pretty enough to be loved from a man's perspective. What if I never love anyone again? The same way I did before which was, of course, a lie to begin with. And what if no one sees me as someone they want to get to know and settle down with? What do I do then? How do I live then? And I know we're in a day and age where love is. Especially romantic love is not needed to live a sustainable life. However I desire it, I want it and I want to be seeped into it in its entirety when I find the right person..... If I find the right person.

[calmmyfears]

I made progress 😌

[inloveforevr]

Safety means everything 🫶🏽

[i-anonymous-crow]

I actually love the idea that we're this strange amalgamation of everyone we've ever loved. for better or worse, I'm going to carry a piece of you forever in the way I eat ramen or look at the stars. I'll see an odd keychain and think of you, just because I know you would have adored it. and this one song, yeah, the one that I made you listen to, it means the world to me actually. whenever I hear it it makes me think of that night, even if you've already forgotten. I think it's meant to be this way. so that even after our paths have split, you'll still be there alongside me even if I can't call you anymore. I hope what I remember of you is happy.