#implied mizuena

[ask-swap-sekai]

i want mizuki to know i love them

[ravenclod]

CRINGETOBER DAY 7 : CROSSOVER

> context is : they each dressed eachother in their school uniform and hairstyles ^_^ !!! didnt do day 8 cuz i have... been doing other stuff ehehe and i had no ideaz so

DOODLES BELOW THE BREAK TO MAKE UP FOR IT !!!

[vitaenabirb]

Weekly Ena Shinonome Vitabird Delivery #14!

Chirp! It seems that we're back with some old art...again... I was going to fulfill a delivery request, but I didn't have the time :(

It's okay, though, because Enanan looks so pretty during the sunset! She's just so cozy in that sweater, too! :D

Perhaps this is from Mizuki's perspective... who knows?

Click!

[sunwhispers]

me after a brown haired girl kisses me

[caramelmochacrow]

catboy rui feat. dogboy tsukasa as a treat for @karamell-sweetz for fun!

[sleep-deprived-luka]

Tbh if I give a hyper specific ramble in the near future, I would love to talk about the latin expertise of the blorbos in the Wolf au :Vc

[butterfly-ribbon]

been thinking of ppl saying that mizuena should've been in a yuri or josei manga that isn't popular which is a sentiment i understand bc yes a hypothetical mizuki akiyama that exists in a yuri or josei manga would probably have her transness made explicit i guess (absolutely not guaranteed tho imo considering the amount of transfem manga i've read that quickly veer into third sexing u_u) but even if i accept this premise at face value i'm not fully onboard with it bc i feel like her character exists best in something like prsk bc she exists as a response to trans girls being into things like love live, revue starlight, bandori, etc. it's in her metanarrative…

not saying gacha game writing is always good … a lot of ppl often say it's frustrating how much it expects you to fill in the gaps (bc that's part of audience engagement) and ena5 was arguably gachapilled abt it but i think it makes sense. gacha thrives on implied queerness bc even when the writers are passionate about what they're writing abt they can't risk alienating executives and wider audiences bc writing queerness in something 'mainstream' is often complicated? so it's not always the writers' choice? i think mizuki is pretty Explicitly transfem though. the only "issue" with her writing to me is that they don't let her say this, which i also only consider a problem /at all/ bc when she's outed it's pretty explicit? gacha often has very character driven writing … the queerness is often also an Audience Draw. i wish they would at minimum call mizuki a girl. textually. i want ena to call her a cute girl … though considering how many ppl go "ano ko", she's getting called a cute girl all the time lol.

with that being said, i think the picnic event is one of my main examples of things that make me go,,, mizuki's character works best in the context of something like prsk as a response to things like bandori bc it's about a tgirl vs cgirl idols. that mixed events inherently highlight mizuki's circumstances as "othered" by society around her and the inherent complications of her own life vs others. ppl compare mafuyu and toya sometimes also but it's so bare bones by comparison bc mafuyu is literally in a dissociative cPTSD fugue at all times. it's about so much more than being forced into a life goal she doesn't want. everything about how her mother has raised her has warped her as a person. made her unable to see healthy or more objective realities. mizuki and mafuyu both have wanted desperately to die and disappear. mizuki even now … struggles so much with that and being around "normal" ppl is hard for her bc of it bc no matter how she tries, she can't be a normal girl. an average girl. so she has to be abnormal or exceptional. no in between. how she exists in contrast to bandori is so genuine in that engagement with gender and i specify bandori bc it's colopales other game.

going back to the picnic event i love the moment when they're eating the food airi prepared and talking about how airi and shizuku are "idols who are capable of bringing others hope", but then mizuki quickly goes from admiration to somberness, wishing she could be the same as them ... and even when the others bring up the music she makes with her circle it doesn't do much to cheer her up? it reads so much to me as a trans girl struggling with an inherent sense of inferiority amidst cis girls who have never had their own girlhood questioned in the way she has and can thus take so much for granted! ena might be really ruthless and mean in a way that is atypical of femininity and airi may have struggled with not being traditionally feminine and was bullied for failing to act out "proper" girlhood, but she still has a very different experience from mizuki and neither can compare to the constant transmisogyny and degendering that mizuki constantly has to go through every day and having her identity denied so vehemently on a systemic level.

it's so pointed to me bc mizuki is an idol fan and has that genre awareness ... the way trans girls often connect with media like mahou shouio and idols but despite their love for it, still feel an inherent sense of alienation due to being an Other ... bc there's a separation between "liking these girls and these things" abstractly versus actually meeting them, and i think it's interesting that there's literally no way in the context of this game that any of these girls could be idols and trans, specifically bc mizuki is a trans girl who can't be one and this game predicates a major portion of its story around mizuki As A Trans Girl! if mizuki tried to be an idol, she'd be outed and harassed! that's a fear she already has to live with when she's making music with niigo even though it's safer due to its anonymity. transness and idols don't have to be disconnected of course, but her being a trans girl who's a fan of this stuff who's disallowed the opportunity to directly take part in them is So fucking important. her engagement with all of this.

this is an event about ena's relationships with other women but also how mizuki exists in the borderlines of girlhood ... how no one else is so prepared as she is for things going wrong and how much she has had to take on undue responsibility in the world at large just to "exist"... she's protected at home but everywhere otherwise, she always has to take responsibility for how others see her, how others project onto her, how others expect her to act, and the event ends with mizuki still declining ena's offer to join the group call with airi and shizuku bc it didn't resolve anything ... bc simply repressing her own insecurities and fears in the moment to rescue ena and airi bc it's more important to act didn't help in the grand scheme of things when this is something mizuki is always expected to do! ena did it out of kindness, but it's terrifying to be invited to a group trip with her childhood friend who is actually a cool and beautiful idol, and then for another beautiful idol to be there. and both of them are so pleasant and sweet and nice. how is mizuki supposed to interact around ppl like that, after all?

the mizuena in the picnic event is so fucking vital bc of ena trying to give mizuki comfort but making her more and more discomforted, which is good buildup to my footsteps, your destination. it's about how mizuki still exists on the fringes of girlhood even when someone is actively making effort to make her feel "included" and the invisible yet uncrossable barrier that exists between her as a trans girl who loves things like idols and idols themselves (who are predominantly cis girls). airi and shizuku are very sweet! but it's… kind of agonizing, bc airi was already ena's "friend" and mizuki feels like she has no place in the lives of others and wouldn't deserve to be ena's friend if ena found out about her transness, which is why she clings to the plausible deniability around her gender status. airi is someone who can bond with ena and be close to her much more easily bc of their shared experience with misogyny, but this is something mizuki has to struggle for much more even though the misogyny she struggles with is even more Amplified due to how the [trans]misogyny she experiences is often denied and erased even among other girls...

[ssruis]

I’ve seen more posts about mizurui and ohh how will rui comfort mizuki in this situation what’s Rui’s reaction gonna be how will rui take this rui rui rui than mizuena since mizu5. do we have to make everything about one of the four guys in the game. Including an event heavily focusing on the relationship mizuki has with another girl. Serious contender for funniest (in a bad way) responses to a post I’ve seen in a while was the qrts to someone saying “it’s nice to see an implied sapphic transwoman in media bc it’s so rare. This is why I don’t like mizurui.” (benign and valid opinion). Someone said “Ena is just mizuki’s friend her relationship with rui is really romance coded you’re just an idiot.” Someone else said “can we stop posting our opinions on the internet” being 100% genuine. Another person said mizurui would have killed themselves in middle school if they hadn’t met.

[soapyakships]

This is literally the most romantic set I've ever seen LIKE YOU CAN SEE THE LOVE IN ENA'S EYES. You can see she'll never have anything but unconditional love for Mizuki and wants to stay by her side ITS JUST SO UTHHFJGJ

Above all ships Mizuena being canon or implied makes the most sense (to me at least)

mizuena wedding marriage killed me.... THE MATCHING PROMISE RINGS IS EVERYTHIGNGG OT MEEE

[4calicocatsinatrenchcoat]

I hate how we have stigmatized having fun with hobbies even if it's cringey. Yesterday I was going on a rant in a discord server about pokemon cards (I have a giant collection which I was organizing yesterday) and someone just told me 'its not that deep' which like... ok?! and?! I KNOW IT'S NOT A FIRST WORLD PROBLEM THAT SHINY JIRACHI IS SHIT, LET ME HAVE FUN PLEASE- Like at school I will not pay attention to class at all and just draw the entire class, and one day I was drawing some edgy™ art of my sonas because, why the hell not, and a girl looked over at my art and just said 'dude why are you doing that,,,, it's like so cringey' LIKE YES I KNOW DRAWING MY OC FACING THE CAMERA SAYING 'I was not born to be perfect I was born to conquer' IS CRINGEY, LET ME SIT IN MY EDGE LORD CORNER ALL ALONE THANK YOU VERY MUCH. I posted a tiktok a while ago using a typing quirk and saying 'happy 2020 guyzzzz' and half of my comments were just people hating on the tq, saying it was 2024, and calling me a stupid furry like,,, can't we just have fun? I'm writing a Mizuena fluff beach fanfic with Kanamafu strongly implied, I am aware that it is cringe, so if you tell that to me... just have you had any fun?

[ask-swap-sekai]

its mizukis birthday ! what are your guys going to do to celebrate ??

🎶: We have… many ideas…

[projectsekaitakes]

x

Just informing anon theres already technically a villain part 2 type song called unicorn! Basically theres a villain manga, the person in the villain mv is azuru orio and the person in unicorn is his crush renri midou [who is canonically trans] . Adding to that ask tho NILFRUITS OR TENIWOHA MIZUKI5 WOULD BE GODLY . id also love zanelli to be covered by mizuena bc zanelli in the song is sort of implied to be trans [and its a mizuena ass song okay]

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[project-sekai-archives]

i hate mizu5 and ena5 bc of the community. the stories are ok, but the mizuki "fans" from tiktok, X and reddit are ruining everything. The homophobic people are annoying ofc, but even the people who think that mizuki is trans only know how to spam "MIZUKI TRANS CANON, MIZUENA WEDDING" and send death threats and insults to whoever has different opinions, even to those who think mizuki is trans but say that mizuki trans is implied and not confirmed for sega, and those who prefer to not gender mizuki in order to not cause arguments

This is why prsk tumblr is the best place to be for prsk stuff, no toxic kids

YOU GET ME YOU KNOW MY THOUGHTS

[razzmothazz]

rambling more abt nightcord and their theme because i just NEED to get it out if my system

i think nightcord is such beautifully constructed with its theme of healing because every character has someone specific helping them out most within the unit

idk how to explain it in general terms but basically

kanade struggles with overworking and not taking proper care of herself, her main help with this comes from mizuki! sure, others help out too but mizuki is the one who points out those self destructive behaviours the most [or at least from ehat i remeber] and this dynamic is so so beautifully shown specifically in carnation recollection

mizuki is the one telling kanade to take a break, but kanade is set on making another song for mafuyu despite being absolutely stuck. i think mizuki is the most clever out of the 4 specifically because of this event, since they knew kanade wont give up on it ever and decided to use a different approach to give her the deserved break and would also help her out in this situation. kanade would never have some time off if it wasnt for mizuki. thats how mizuki cares for her, by "tricking" her into taking one while also getting to spend nice time together and end up reminiscing.

this is such an important story because thanks to mizuki, a part of kanade got to heal.

mafuyu very obviously is mostly helped by kanade, who tries her very best and gives it literally her all to help mafuyu find herself, but she always gives mafuyu space when she needs it as well. i think since this one is most obvious i dont have to dwell on it too much but the love and care kanade has for mafuyu makes me soooo fucking insane like omg. kanade is the whole reason mafuyu even tries. shes the sole reason why mafuyu could get where she is now and didnt give up.

ena is a bit tricky, but surprisingly i think her helper is... mafuyu. i have honestly no clue how to explain what i mean at all, but seeing someone with so much talent and the "perfect" life be completely empty was so important to enas character. mafuyu makes painfully slow progress on her situation yet ena notices it, and she might not fully realize it but its helping ena take things easier with her art as well, which i think is shown very well in hope will someday go beyond the morning. mafuyu makes just a slightly different expression but ena still notices it, paralleled by enas art teacher noticing enas intent and emotion behind her art project. despite so many mistakes in the work on a technical level, it had soul. not to mention mafuyu indirectly helps ena be more understanding of others, which is very obvious when you compare how she was with mafuyu at first vs their current dynamic. mafuyu doesnt even know it but she inspires ena so so much not only in her art but to be better as a person.

and for mizuki, its also very obvious with main help coming from ena. pretty much every mizuki focus [<- exaggeration warning] will have ena trying her best to help mizuki out, and thanks to enas growth she can understand mizuki better and better and know how to deal with their issue. she thinks she needs to know the secret to know mizuki, but she learns that its not actually important, and she wants to show mizuki that as well. she constantly shows mizuki support and care weather they are willing to tell their secret or not, and in her own way wants to reassure mizuki that no matter what she wants to be there for them. ena helps mizuki so much that they even finally consider telling ena their secret, after like a year in canon if not longer!! which is such a huge deal because mizuki was convinced that telling ena someday they will tell what it is was completely a lie. they never had any intention to actually say what it is. but they grew so much and feel so safe around ena that the fact they even CONSIDERED IT implies so much healing, growth and trust. it makes me SOB. i am INSANE about mizuena. ena loves them SO MUCH its just so JSHSHDHYSHEIRUDHXHJSNB

okay im gonna stop here cause the tired is getting to me and i feel like i cant explain myself at all now but you get the point n25 care about eachother so much it makes me cry and punch walls and scream and drop to my knees on the floor in a dramatic way and explode and-

[ace-and-the-rpg-horrors]

i don't really like it when people say things along the lines of "Mizuena are doomed" and divorce jokes about Mizuki and Ena after Mizuki5... like it's just not accurate? they didn't even argue or fall out or anything. yeah, Mizuki has distanced herself from the group, but that sort of phrasing kind of implies that Ena reacted negatively or something? or that they fought?

[ask-ruikasa-official]

intro post! ×

“we’ve finally made a blog!”

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// ooc

Hello!!! This blog used to be run by someone else (resort to using the tags, the first blog has been archived and the first post includes their new account. Not gonna bother them with a tag!)

this was 100% inspired by @ask-mizuena-official go check out their blog too! (Part of old version of this post. Go check em out still!)

this USED TO BE run by @olly-png! They also run a few other blogs so check the intro post for those :3

rui will be labeled purple and tsukasa is orange! that was probably obvious but just in case. 🧡💜

tags used:

#rui talks — things answered only by rui

#kasa talks — things answered only by tsukasa

#both talk — things answered by both

#ruikasa — a general tag.

#tw [item] — a trigger warning.

note: the trigger warning tag is made to be easily recognized as a blocked tag/s, so I may use multiple tags for the same trigger to make sure it will be blocked. this doesn’t correlate to the severity of the trigger.

#ooc — an out-of-character post

#nobody talks — an in-character post that neither is speaking or interacting in. usually a reblog of something rui/tsukasa/ruikasa themed.

warning

this blog will mention heavy topics, including but not limited to:

mentions of/implied self/harm

mentions of suicide/suicide attempts

workaholism

smoking/nicotine

disordered eating

please be wary if you are triggered by these things. (KEEPING THIS HERE JUST INCASE. MIGHT NOT BE RELEVANT ANYMORE BUT BEWARE!!!)

headcanons

!! this part is still under construction. apologies !!

timeline/universe

— rui and tsukasa are 22. rui is at university and tsukasa stays at home :3

— they have a small apartment and two cats!

i hope you enjoy this blog :3