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uh… ha
I think I need to, um… jump in a vat of ice now. 🥵
His arms came around to cage you against the counter, his nose skimming your temple as he whispered, “When are we finally going to stop dancing around this?”
“Right now,” you whispered back before crashing your mouth to his.
I SQUEALED AND SLAPPED THE ARM OF MY COUCH
this is the best shit ever right here. absolute chefs kiss. 👌🏻
uncontrollable
summary: the rising tension with bucky comes to a head
pairing: bucky barnes x fem!reader
word count: 1.3k
warnings: literally all smut no plot (minors dni) [oral (f receiving), unprotected sex]
a/n: um hey
main masterlist | @theafterglowlibrary
Grunts filled the air, even through the music of your headphones, and you turned the volume up louder. Two minutes left in your plank, then you would reward yourself with a peek. Your arms shook as the time counted down, and you finally collapsed on your stomach, panting at the exertion.
Forcing yourself up on your knees, you granted yourself the pleasure of looking towards the other side of the gym. At the only other person there.
The sight you were greeted with was glorious: your neighbor, Bucky, working out, sweat staining his grey t-shirt and the rippling muscles of his back. He must have sensed your stare, because his eyes met yours in the floor to ceiling mirror, a small smirk playing on his lips. You quickly averted your eyes, picking yourself up and making your way to the small counter on the other side of the room.
You made a point to turn your back towards him, grabbing a water from the mini fridge and indulging in the cool feel of it sliding down your throat.
The two of you had been playing at this game for weeks now. Your schedules seemed to line up to where you were the only people in the apartment’s private gym at the late hour; you circled each other, sweaty and ridiculous, and the tension had been slowly mounting.
You were dragged from your thoughts as a pair of hands gripped your waist, and instinctively you brought your elbow back into Bucky’s abdomen.
Ripping your headphones from your ears, you spun around to see him half bent over, laughing between wheezes.
“What the fuck, Barnes,” you hissed. “Don’t just sneak up on me like that.”
“If you didn’t have your music turned up so damn loud, you would have heard me calling your name. And walking over here. And then snapping my fingers to try to get your attention.” He finally stood upright, still rubbing his stomach from your hit. “This was just a last resort.”
You rolled your eyes, leaning back against the counter.
“Well? Did you need something?”
“I was just going to tell you that your planks looked good today. Who knew it was such an offense to compliment a lady.”
“I pay an exorbitant amount of money here to not get solicited at the gym, Barnes.”
He threw his head back laughing, and your eyes followed the line of sweat that trailed down his throat. You snapped back to reality when he held up his hands in surrender. “Fair enough.”
It was then you realized how close he was, practically enough to have you pressed against the counter, and your breath hitched.
“What’s wrong, sweetheart?” The faux concern in his voice had your gut turning. “You seem a little flushed.”
“I just finished a workout, asshole,” you retorted, even though you both knew the heat rising to your cheeks was from anything but that.
His arms came around to cage you against the counter, his nose skimming your temple as he whispered, “When are we finally going to stop dancing around this?”
“Right now,” you whispered back before crashing your mouth to his.
He responded immediately, hands gripping your waist and setting you on the counter, and your legs automatically wrapped around him. You could already feel the hardness there as he pushed against you. Your hands gripped his hair, angling his head so he pressed kisses to your neck, moving down your chest to where your sports bra stopped him in his tracks. He pulled away long enough to discard the material before his mouth was back on you, mouthing at the swell of your breasts then taking a nipple in his mouth.
“Fuck, Bucky. Just like that.” He hummed his agreement and the sensation shot through you, making your legs tighten around him. He moved to your other nipple, hands busy as they tugged on the waistband of your leggings, but you stopped him, pushing his head back. The confusion and longing on his face might have been cute if you weren’t so desperate to strip him down. You pushed up his shirt until he got the hint, dropping it to the floor, and holy fuck.
Abs upon abs upon abs. You didn’t think you had ever seen anybody so ripped before, and your hands automatically went to touch him, to get his pants off and get another peek, but he stopped you, tsking at your desperation.
“Let me have my fun first, sweetheart.”
With that, he dropped to his knees, finally reaching his goal of getting your pants off, and groaned when he realized you weren’t wearing any underwear. Not wasting a second, he spread your legs, propping one up on the counter so you were bared to him, and placed teasing kisses along each thigh, alternating until he was so close to your core you could feel the puffs of breath coming from him.
You had a smartass retort on the tip of your tongue when he finally gave you what you wanted, latching his mouth on your clit and sucking until you threw your head back. You bit your lip to keep your moans contained, panting through your nose, as he continued his assault on your core. Each stroke of his tongue was a symphony of sensation and you knew you wouldn’t last long if he kept it up. That didn’t seem to matter to Bucky, though, because as he slipped two fingers into you, stars exploded behind your eyes and your entire body clenched, hips bucking up to meet his mouth.
He let you ride out your orgasm in his tongue and fingers, and didn’t pull away until you finally stopped twitching. Coming back to your senses, you hauled him up to your mouth again, moaning at the taste of yourself on his lips.
Without any resistance from him, you pushed his sweatpants and underwear down to his knees, pulling him close enough that his length brushed against your still sensitive core. You moaned into each other’s mouths as he thrust his hips, his cock brushing against your clit with every movement, until he finally slid into you.
This time, there was no stopping the noises that came from you. As he slid home, he brushed that sweet spot that had you rolling your eyes back, and each thrust hit it again and again until you were clenching around him.
You were determined to hold out, but your orgasm overtook you once his hand reached between your bodies to rub your clit, and he prolonged it by continuing his assault on your bud, until he finally spilled into you.
The two of you stayed like that, bodies connected, foreheads pressed together, breaths mingling, until he finally pulled away, reaching for a towel that lay on the counter and crouched down to clean you up.
“Such a gentleman,” you quipped, though your voice was still shaking. “All this and you couldn’t even take me to dinner first.”
“Does take-out on your couch not count as dinner?” he responded, and you both laughed. “Seriously, though, let me take you out.”
The air turned serious as you both pulled your clothes on, not looking at each other. Finally, once you felt less bare, your eyes met his.
“You mean this wasn’t just a release of tension?” This time you kept your voice steady. “You really want to take me on a date?”
“Hell yes,” he responded, before pulling you in for another kiss.
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bloodraven being a tree and giving his great great grandfather sleep paralysis demons all season courtesy of harrenhall and alys:
#house of the dragon#hotd spoilers#hotd meme#bloodraven’s like aight imma go be a tree#harrenhall said hide yo kids hide yo wife cause we grabbin bitches up in here#harrenhall said fuck it i have your ghosts and ghouls right here man#helaena being invited into the shared nightmare about the doom of their house like 😮#her and daemon coming together to trip out on some weirwood blood#it’s like one awful magical family reunion#bloodraven’s handing out prophency like it’s candy#bloodraven’s all:#let them suffer for my aesthetic#we got big giant direwolves as pets#we got crying trees that like blood sacrifice#we got ice zombies coming for ya’ll#oh and daemon bythewayyou’regonnadieherewithyourobsessivenephew—#the ghouls are like pssst daemon chill bro we got your back#they said more death for the fire and blood house#daemon targaryen#matt smith#daemon x reader#helaena the dreamer#helaena targaryen#phia saban#aemond one eye#aemond x reader#aemond smut#aemond angst#aemond targaryen
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#*giggles*#(but like m y s t e r i o u s l y)#i totally did not post this two hours ago then deleted it after like 11 seconds because i saw a random pixel i didn't like#aaaanyway#yes hi i have 75 different artstyles#yall ever just draw one thing and then you're like “hmmmmmmmm what if i drew another one..........”#then proceed to suffer trying to make the styles match#i am very inconsistent#also my relationship with lineart is complicated#i stop doing it for 6 months then come back like h i#then ditch it again#no but look how r o u n d i made aziraphale look tho#just l o o k a t h i m#imma squish him#and he'll make that pufffff noise like one of those soft squishy fidget toys#*sobs*#ilovehimsomuch#good omens#ineffable husbands#aziraphale#crowley#aziracrow
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releasing this from the hj discord dungeon because the public populace was in agreement also i'm chronically offline on tumblr and need to fix that for my chronically online ahh
#hand jumper#webtoon#sayeon lee#she couldn't even enjoy herself once she gets into the decent university because she got sent to the corps sayeon lee my giiirl#SHE'LL NEVER BE ABLE TO BASK IN THE GLORY OF VALEDICTORIAN BECAUSE SHE WAS CONSCRIPTED 😭#bro she's built like those kids in school who dump social interaction the moment exam season comes around#she's built like and earned that first honours fr.#but the corps said nah so she did the one thing those kids do make life even HARDER for themselves#even if in context it's no even hard it's just a matter of survival in the corps so success is the only option lest you die#hj reminds me of kaiji a lot with how they handle this but they're like two different genres but i digress#so she created TWO short term goals that forced her to hammer down her if not reinforce her previous values/beliefs#and if you read fp or wait until this tuesday lemme tell you rn it gets worse#which force her back into her shell and wall she's built#which is fucked up bc juni's wall is coming down when cell 4 didn't die as quick as she'd thought and surpassed her expectations#sayeon try not to be any characters narrative foil/parallel challenge fail 1000% speedrun#this only gets worse in fp and while this was in my drafts since the morning#i will say i literally just had a conversation abt this with my g bigbrainmanyvibes before prematurely leaving for lunch#but i set an alarm to actually post all the memes i made here so imma do this one now then the rest later#JOIN THE HJ DISCORD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IT'S FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND WAY EASIER TO USE!!!!![to me......]#PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#that's it for my obligatory plug for the hj discord you can stop reading now i you haven't already stopped because i make this thing a diar#anw GLORY TO SAYJIN NATION!!!!!!!!!
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thoughts on bonerattle arena
#lore wise? ark polaris is great amazing 10/10#gameplay wise? ehhh not my favorite but it wasn't the worst with the right group of ppl in higher difficulties (600+)#bonerattle is essentially ruins 2.0 but the devs actually keeping in mind all the new bosses and stuff that they gave us in 3#that's why returning maps like grounds and bay are so jank now compared to 2#ark is like one of if not THE smallest of the sr maps in both 2 and 3#and I just can't imagine how chaotic it would get with sr's higher difficulty new bosses and especially the kings#w/o there being some reworks but bay and grounds didn't get reworks so same would be said for ark if it did ever come back#and sure we have stuff like egg throwing and squid surge to help but still lol#ok i've rambled enough so imma stop sdklfj#splatoon#splatoon 3#salmon run#ruins of ark polaris#bonerattle arena
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blorbo
#imma be honest I forgot how to post each time I come back here#ermmfff anyways still not good at drawing LMAOO#whatever go my scarab#ALSO UH the heart on the headpiece was me forgetting to draw the actual symbol MY BAD 😭😭#If I could I would’ve drawn mega trucker instead LMAOO#shoutout to mega trucker he’s so cool#shoutout to the one TikTok person who said mega trucker x blue cops ship name was dancecop#really enjoyed that name#i should stop posting so late ohhh my god#metal cardbot#blue cop#blue cop metal cardbot#메탈카드봇#enjoy this doodle#one day I’ll do an actual drawing 😭#looks a bit finicky but WHATEVEVERRR GO MY SCARAB !!!
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birds boutta fly without a nest
after August 23rd, yall better not die
if an obscure fandom isn't almost dead over 9 years, neither shall you
live on in fan projects, aus, contests and roleplays
#murder drones#cd randomy#yes i am talking as if imma be peacing out of the fandom past that time#imma be real im not a one fandom person i move around a ton#i mean u just saw me#unfortunately i may not last in md that long#but thats ok#if a game from 2015 can come back to me#ill come back to md eventually#this is a prophecy or smth idk
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ear
The ears are definitely the part of the head that I've been dreading the most, because I've always struggled to make them work. I was never 100% satisfied with the ear results on past heads, so this time I'm trying a different method. It's based on TinnatuPaws's ear patterns, not actually printing and using any of them directly because I wanted that front border to have a slightly different shape, but taking the general method/idea. Took a couple hours to put together a working pattern because I only had a vague idea of what I was doing, and I guess the final look is pretty similar to TinnatuPaws's canine ear design anyways so perhaps it would've been easier to just use that one directly but w/e too late now. I think it turned out pretty alright, but of course the real test will come once I actually put fur on it.
These ears also probably look a tad on the large side for a standard housecat--that was intentional; I'm a bit worried about this head base being a bit too small compared to the other parts of the suit so I'm gonna try compensating by exaggerating the ears, head floof, and cheek floofs a bit. This base already has proportionally very large eyes so I think I can get away with it. Fingers crossed!
I did try on my previous head with the new body the other day to get a better idea of the size ratio and it looked alright, though while the base for my previous head is similar in size to this new one, I do think it might be sliiiiiightly larger overall, even accounting for the fact that it has fur and this one doesn't yet. Hopefully the difference won't be all that significant and I won't be walking around with a comically tiny head, but as with the ear method, the real test won't be till I actually fur it. So....we shall see.
#gonna take a break for a bit as soon as i finish assembling the other ear#but gonna come back later tonight and see if i can't at least get the pattern for the inside lining done#that way i'll be able to sew and install that tomorrow#and then come Saturday i'll be able to start on the exciting part: fur#also though while i'm gonna finish assembling the ears today i don't think i'm gonna actually attach them to the base just yet#i think it might be a bit easier to just mark where they go on the base#then fur them separately#and THEN glue/sew them onto everything else#well....one way to find out#.......also gonna tidy up a bit in here i think. it's a disaster rn#and yeah a mess is expected/inevitable when working on a project like this#and a total cleanup is pretty pointless until the project is done cuz it's just gonna get messy again fast#especially if imma be working with fur fabric#but living in disaster zone for weeks can zap morale a bit 😅#not that i'm the tidiest person in the world by any stretch of the imagination but#there are limits 😅
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Haha I swapped the characters AND the type of medium I used get it haha wait where are you goi
Metadede Day 4: Swap
Individuals below:
#mtddweek2023#meta knight#king dedede#metadede#imma be real wichu chief this one I hate the most so far 😣#it looks ehhhhhh but yknow what es finee maybe people will like it#maybe I'll come back to these designs i kinda like em tho#goobers...#my art#edited the picture in the first one so it looks a little more bearable to me ehe
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For me one thing I have thought of is nanami, who’s seen as the perfect husband and is the most gentle caring soul which makes you feel so safe BUT BUT BUT, he’s secretly so nasty. I know this is a rather common thought but OH GOD. Like, he is the most secure man ever but seeing you get hit on at maybe a social event y’all went to, or you attracting attention from other people makes him feel something. Now whenever y’all go out literally anywhere, he makes sure to fuck you so good and to fill you up, and just take you out like that. And when you’re walking around you can literally feel him inside of you and he’ll whisper the nastiest things to you in his perfect deep voice with his arm wrapped around your waist, while others just see it as him giving you a little kiss as a display of affection in front of everyone.
Even when it’s not an event y’all have to attend together, he’ll still make sure to fill you up, your panties and thighs glistening with his cum, feeling slightly sticky as you move, and him telling you that it’s a reminder of his love for you
I love this man, like genuinely give me him and he won’t want to get out of bed EVER again. I can write ten more paragraphs over him.
Honestly I’ve never sent a confession and I apologise if I said something wrong, your work is literally my favourite and your writing is chefs kiss it awakens something deep inside of me and I love you 🥺
𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐭𝐲 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐟𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬; 𝐊𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐨
Where can I give you my soul cause this is perfection!!! 🥵🥵
Kento who gives you that queen treatment until he fucks you like a whore. The degradation, the possessiveness, he wants collar you. Not sure leather one but something simple classy like a chain with your favorite jewels going along the silver chain. With a pretty K hanging from it.
He would be a huge fan of plugs, sometimes he likes knowing you have a mess in your lacy underwear. Other times he doesn't want a drop to slip out. Your pussy keeps it warm till he can fuck you again while at the social event
He loves fucking his cum into you when jealous. And if caught by the person he stare them down while you stare at him. He loves getting caught by the person who pissed them off. After all who would believe them that strict Kento Nanami is a pervert
I'm obsessed with nasty Kento who loves coming in and covering his liver with cum. He definitely has so many tasteful stunning nudes of you while cum covered
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TWO! OF! THEM!
#isat#isat spoilers#my art#isat siffrin#isat loop#human!loop#look i have not much to say about this#i WAS gonna draw bonnie today but i got like one shoe in before my brain decided human!loop time and how am i to argue with that#i wanna point out i didnt play the prologue? yet?#but i thought inverted color scheme would be fun#and yknow. all the little details to seperate them as people. because they are not the same. at least not anymore#maybe they were at some point maybe they were always different. who knows with all those time shenanigans#anyways! 5 days in a row!#....okay maybe i DID have much to say about this#also the third picture was an afterthought dont come at me with perspective and wether it makes sense#i know siffrin technically got his back to the mirror but also loop isnt an actual reflection#its more of a two sides of a portal thing i guess?#.....its halfway to one am and all the status conditions have hit me at once and i have work tomorrow so imma go eep#also yes i know the islands symbol is a 4 pointed star not 8 i am aware the 8 pointed ones are on purpose#i got an irregular one too#....yknow the 4 pointed ones on the pins for where they came from the irregular shaped one on the hat for who they became before#and the 8 pointed one to both show that they have grown beyond a homeland they dont remember and the fact that. yknow.#theres two of them kinda
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What, a handshake? Fuck you, just hug already!
- Me watching mota part nine waiting with bated breath for the bucks to hug
#there was so many things about this last episode of mota that I'll be thinking about#rosie in the concentration camp#buck running and bucky having to stay behind#buck coming back to his stuff untouched bc bucky insisted he was coming back#the lucky duce#bucky and the flag#john at THE FUCKING TOWER CALLING BUCK GALE#‘STONE IN MY SHOE’ ‘OH I'M BACK’#the absolutely happy smiles#and not even one hug?#boy was I delusional for expecting a hug#masters of the air#mota#mota spoilers#clegan#gale cleven#gale buck cleven#john egan#bucky egan#john bucky egan#bucky x buck#buck x bucky#buckbucky#robert rosie rosenthal#imma go camp in ao3#oh wait I meant deuce
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am i a lil bugger?
"If that's what you want to be, then sure."
#brian thomas#marble hornets#creepypasta#hoodie marble hornets#ask blog#hoodie art#guys the art blog is actually getting art done#i swear imma change the art style soon#i just need to figure out how imma render it#one day#tho i havent been using my computer so trying to have pen pressure is just a dream</3#imma have to also write down in a doc for the lore i want#and story#if i have a story then yall should come back yeah?
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Where are you pookie 🌠
#sigh where are you cody come home#sorry i got my lipstick all over him#i love him so much#missing him hours#once again where is cody#if anything ever happens to him imma d*e#no one touch him#look at that sweetheart#star wars#star wars prequels#star wars fandom#the clone wars#commander cody#cc 2224#cody star wars#i'll dissapear for weeks and then come back to post 3 times in a row thats me sorry (no really sorry)
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hi au where billy and max are child stars
neil auditioning billy for a (soon-to-be) beloved family sitcom as a baby, very mary-kate and ashley vibes, maybe billy getting the role for being the only baby not to cry during the auditions, and then putting him to work from basically day dot.
his mom doing her best to run interference and make sure he gets treated right, only letting him be on set for a few hours a week and making sure either herself or neil is always with him, but the older he grows and the more screen time he gets, the more the show runners and neil try and weasel their way for more time with him.
him turning five and the show airing it's fourth season, his parents marriage being over. his mom handing neil the divorce papers and walking out, then dipping her hand into his earnings (that neil has tied up in his own name) to try and buy them a future, trying to get full custody.
the divorce being messy and drawn out and public, neil having made her out to be the villain, the fans and magazines tearing her to shreds and writing headlines trying to shame her, saying she's a heartless bitch for trying to end her own child's career just as it's starting to take off.
billy getting caught in the middle, the separation and custody battle drawing out for years, him struggling to handle the fall out of his home life coming apart at the same time as the sitcom he grew up on comes to an end.
his life being a fucking mess by the time he turns eight.
having a little bit of free time then, technically being jobless. starting to explore other hobbies and interests now that he has some time and getting more into music and sports, begging for a guitar and a surfboard for his birthday, asking neil if he can join little league.
neil promising him one better, and instead, getting him auditions for disney, telling him the only thing better than playing the guitar, is playing the guitar for disney.
turning ten and being a series regular on an already airing disney show, but the execs and directors being so impressed by him that there's talks of him getting his own show.
part of him being excited, proud, but a bigger part of him being terrified.
being so scared to tell his mom cos he knows she'll cry. she used to run her fingers through his hair to lull him to sleep, hug him close and whisper about how she never wanted this life for him, how she's so sorry.
it becoming official and him getting his own show on disney.
him getting the news exactly one week after his mom walks out for good, his dad having finally won full custody, no visitation allowed.
him feeling sick to his stomach. he never thought she'd actually leave.
he never even got to tell her his news.
it not taking long for the shine of having his own show to wear off, the few things he was excited about starting to become a hassle.
starting to resent it.
hating it.
hating the lights and the cameras and the scripts and the running lines. the early mornings and the make up and the flights and the night shoots and the interviews and the press. hating the way he's always surrounded by adults, never having had an actual friend his own age in his entire life. that all the other kids he knows are pitted to him like rivals, there being always talk about ratings and viewers and timeslots. him not knowing what a friend without it being tied up in publicity and pr.
hating the fact that he has a sister on the show, but his dad and her mom end up getting close, and suddenly he's getting a step-sister in real life.
hating the way max only has to film for x amount of hours a day because she's a kid, but he has to film for longer, and thats on top of everything else he's gotta do, very miley cyrus sharing her schedule during her hannah montana years vibes.
him becoming a household name in his younger years from the sitcom, but disney cementing his fame, him being known by what feels like the entire world by the time he's in his teens.
growing up and getting into shit, experimenting with drugs and alcohol and sex, trying to find any and every escape he can. him and max always being on the outs in private, but being the picture perfect family in public.
neil being a controlling fucker, a true momager, has kris jenner on speed dial.
rebelling in every way he can, not giving a fuck what stories or pictures of him get leaked anymore, the press and public turning against him as he gets older.
his show ending and him expecting to finally feel free, except just becos the shows over, doesn't mean anything else is. suddenly the pressure starts feeling heavier, everyone asking him what he's got lined up next, if he's gonna straighten himself out, if he's gonna finally take his career seriously.
neil riding him, telling him to forget about whatever he wants to do, and do what he tells him to do instead. him having various commitments and auditions lined up for billy already, and billy being ready to end it all.
emancipating himself at age seventeen, cutting off contact with everyone.
going off the rails and living his worst life. catching the headlines and updates of maxine mayfield: now managed by neil hargrove, and shoving down the urge to call her and tell her to run, knows she won't listen to a thing he says any way. he was nothing but an asshole and a spoilt brat no good fuck up in her eyes anyway, neil making sure they never got close.
doing his best to go down the music route, feeling physically ill at the thought of acting again, but thinking maybe music could be the answer. he always liked it better. felt more comfortable with a guitar in his hands or a piano under his fingers than cameras and lights in his face.
the music industry being just as harsh and ruthless as the entertainment industry, him not getting taken seriously by anyone he needs to be taken seriously by, everyones expectations of him being so fucking high that he knows he'll never be able to meet them.
deciding he doesn't give a fuck about anything anymore, his life's never been his own to control or have any say over anyway. signing a five year contract with a well-known label, not writing a single song of his own or playing a single instrument aside from when they want him to trot out an acoustic set, and instead singing words richer people than him wrote and performing show after show after show, flying from country to country to country, barely fucking existing. the songs becoming chart toppers, like they were written to be, and selling out stadiums.
hitting rock bottom.
getting a wake up call from max of all people, her ringing to check he's still alive. him pulling the phone away to check this is an actual call and not a hallucination. putting the phone back up to his ear, asking why she's calling.
her saying happy birthday and billy realising he's turning twenty today.
them sitting in silence for a while before max finally cracks.
her telling him his dad's an asshole. billy laughing. no shit.
them hanging up, but max calling again, a month later, then again, a few weeks after that.
billy being hungover as fuck and having no idea what country he's in, but max is in a new movie, out in cinemas now, and it's a serious drama, it's fucking emmy nominated, so he calls the front desk of whatever hotel he's staying at and asks for directions to the closest cinema and before he knows it, he's going incognito, hoodie on, and watching her on the big screen, and she's so much better at acting than he ever was.
neil must be so goddamn pleased with himself.
too bad max sounds completely miserable everytime they talk on the phone.
he calls her instead of her calling him for the first time, opening the conversation with saw your movie, how much fucking overtime did you get for all those night-shoots?
before or after your dad took his cut?
billy laughs. he can't remember the last time he laughed.
ANYWAY. i was listening to robot by miley cyrus on repeat and!!!! child stars au!!!! them both being worked to the bone!!! hating each other becos they barely know each other cos they barely know themselves!!!! getting through their childhoods battered and bruised, billy coming out the other side first, max finally catching up to him a few years later. them both, one by one, cutting their parents out!!!! max taking the big screen by storm when she grows up, neil frothing at the mouth that he can't touch her money when she cuts him out!!!! billy never signing another contract again after his record deal ends, disappearing off the face off the earth!!!! slight the lucky one by tswift vibes!!!! idk!!!!!
#the idea of steve and like the other st teens being disney stars and billy and steve having a thing#after stevenancy of course. and then steve bailing and going back to nancy the second she shows him attention#and billy being like. hurt and heartbroken and soooo fucking fifteen years old about it#things leaking and neil losing his shit over the gay rumours#things coming out over the years of neil being a piece of shit and billys team being fucking awful#max having it good for a while at the start before neil comes into the picture then realising how fucked things can be when he takes over#cutting him out and considering giving up acting#but realising she actually loves it. just not on neils terms and not on disneys terms.#taking a slight break and getting new management before getting back out there.#billy seeing every one of her movies and calling her to nitpick every single one#also the idea of steve and nancy getting married then divorced a year later and billy catching the headlines#like damn. whatevers happening over theres probably 10x as fucked than whats getting reported. thank fuck i dodged that bullet.#100% have what happens with billy when he fucks off from the public eye mapped out but whatever we're not focusing on that#gonna go listen to my hannah montana/miley playlist now thanku#also thinking about this au made me realise there really is no Disney guy like miley hilary raven demi selena were#like theres zefron cos hsm i guess#but like. guy disney channel star????#whatever it's not important its fiction it doesnt matter#anyway the idea of billy coming back to social media to post once in a blue moon#and him being like. 'well my therapist says i need to accept and make peace w my childhood so imma try and see what u all see#and watch this shit' and then start like. liveposting while watching the shows that made him famous#posting a story to insta with 'you all made this punk a fuckin household name?????' over a clip of him doing some acting at like. age 6.#and then another clip with 'at some point u gotta realise the problem is you holy fuck'#'i was a kid i had an excuse. you all just made anything famous back then jfc'#m#nqff#text
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studying? sorry, you mean attempting to quickly draw my blorbos with the limited onenote tools?
#i actually kinda like the way he turned out#and in my defense i DID study i was just taking a lil break :3#i love how some of my best doodles come from me procrastinating on studying#like i also drew some arthurs as well as one of those elders mentioned in part 40#not today. but like on other days#which is rlly cool from my pov bc i like it when i actually end up drawing stuff :3#cuz drawing is cool even if youre not the best at it#makes me feel nice like i accomplished smth#and tbf i did!!! i made a lil guy!! look hes right there :))#anywya imma stop talking now and get back to doing my physics exercices#malevolent#malevolent podcast#john malevolent#john doe malevolent
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