#imhelping

[littleteapotghost]

Me, to all my best beloveds:

"Oh me? I'm just here to make sure that you never have the chance to get bored and complacent and so you ALWAYS have something to talk about in therapy! "

[jils-things]

bro i am so (loud ass censor sound) over the co.mship post LIKE WHAT ARE YOU ON ABOUT OMFG

lets take the word dreaming girl literally since that's what yumejoshi means, am i already a co.mshipper for just DREAMING about wanting to do the nicest things?? omg help me is holding hands (dare i say .. with romantic intent?!?!?!?) with fuckihnn m.ickey mouse already evil omg someone pick me up rn HEKAKAKEBDBDBSB am i doing something COMPLEX AND DANGEROUS for just wanting to tell fuckinggg BUGS B.UNNY THAT HE HAS VERY NICE FUR WHAT IS OP GOING ON ABOTHSBFBDBDBFBDBSBAH

[spinelessfromthestart]

chloe and kitty highschool teacher au.. 💭💭💭

[flyguy]

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[thatrandomventblog]

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so it's getting oddly worse. like voice has been screaming at me to get out. will they ever have a name? probably not. voice works though. just. screaming at me to run. to run run run run run and dont look back. to make for the hills. i cant though. i cant run. im tired of pain. im tired of hurting. im tired of looking at their faces and smiling. im tired of listening to the pure amount of bs that goes through this home. its. i want to leave. i want to be gone. i dont want to be here a minute more than i have to. i dont. i cant. he already got lost i cant lose more than i already have. do i know who he is? vaguely. me but more gentle. more loving. sweet and full of laughter and mischief. now he's gone. i can't feel him. he's gone. forever? maybe. he was the one keeping us going though. gone now. theres just me 'n voice. how we've managed idk. im just. i made a promise but i dont know how to keep it. im. broken? lost? im splitting at the seams and yanking the needle back through. aint no point being here unless imhelpful though. idk. sometimes i worry im impersonating people. maybe im not? maybe its just how dust gets blown off a bookcase. book by book is shown. problem by problem is revealed. will i ever know how to fix those problems? probably not.

i miss people. socializing. ive been without my friends since. about. october. no contact with them. im just. gone. hidden. im barely managing. im worried sick im going to hurt my friends, both online and irl. im worried im going to be too late. ive already been warned not to help too much becuse of burn-out. ive been warned. i probably wont stop though. its engrained. no breaks. no rest. only rest when sick. serve people. people smiling is good. done good. did good. made them happy.

honestly by this point sanity is barely here. pain is normal. food hurts. maybe im destined to die here. maybe im destined to forever hurt for any pain ive caused people. maybe im a jackass. maybe im delusional. maybe im too self centered. thats probably why i was put here. yeah voice agree's. i aint getting out am i? im going to die here without a taste of freedom? probably not. a promise is a promise no matter how hard it is to keep.

idk if i should be concerned that hallucinisations have returned and been fucking with me. saw blood on my hands the other day. blood on my thigh my hands my neck. wasnt for long thank goodness. boy aint i chock full of problems?

mom says im a hypercontriact. maybe shes right.

i might be better in a ditch.

[sketchygainedyoursoul]

if you can see my message please reblog i dont know if im being isolated imhelp hlep

[majorpublicintersection]

Being forced to reckon with the fact that people like beer. Greatly distressing

[beegoould]

@imhelping

He’s helping

(via)

[httpsdepressionn]

You isolate yourself and hope that maybe just maybe someone will notice how broken you are.

[vsogunchannel]

Newest video up link in bio #wtfmemes #thatguy #fail #😐 #imhelping https://www.instagram.com/p/B6zHtKMJgMm/?igshid=1go4an1g3tzxm

[angrytoothfairy]

Toby’s idea of helping with the washing up! #springerspaniel #tobyspringerspaniel #springerspaniel #dog #doggo #pupper #englishspringerspaniel #imhelping https://www.instagram.com/p/BxHxCk6A2yF/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4q9ux49zmdff

[nihlisticalchemist]

I love it when folks at work "help". #fuckyou #helping #imhelping #jesuscartwheelingchrist #superimpressed https://www.instagram.com/p/BoPTxz7Fsto/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=sk7cm7moxz3x

[jamiesonwolf]

Anakin says: "But Daddy, this *is* how you make a bed!" #Anakin #makethebed #imhelping https://www.instagram.com/p/CWvnlZprzTO/?utm_medium=tumblr

[mariahlstudios]

Must be getting cold outside Mz. Phyllis is all curled up in my lap and being super demanding of pets. Doesn't she know I have a comic to finish? -xoxombl #xoxombl #cat #Phyllis #mygrumpyoldlady #kitty #falltime #cuddles #comic #littlehelper #imhelping https://www.instagram.com/p/BnMnfI1F0pu/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1n3oih7v88xnl

[therealjesusjohn]

Survived 2 days of jury duty. Never made it to the selection process. I received this cool, suitable for framing certificate! And earned $57 LoL. #jury #juryduty #day2 #cuyahogacounty #conscientious #diligent #meritorious #service #juror #court #commonpleas #cleveland #clevelandmunicipalcourt #civicduty #imhelping #57dollars #beertime #certificate #certificateofexcellence #special #participationtrophy #cle #downtown #buracracy #hurryupandwait #brewery #beerthirty #itsday2 (at Saucy Brew Works) https://www.instagram.com/p/CR65ce9JaVh/?utm_medium=tumblr

[blacklodgemusictx]

Princess... helps? #merrychristmas #zotsofinstagram #kneelbeforezot #imhelping #wrappingpaper #present #zots #nom #cherryberry https://www.instagram.com/p/B6cFjnwHWGX/?igshid=slitytaulpe2